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finished chapter 6 of red dead redemption 2 last night :(
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i really just show up once every month to use this shit as a diary because i cant on twitter where people will see lmAO
#i had a mutual block me no explanation yesterday after we had been talking and joking just fine and it made me spiral hardcore#ive been crying since#i dont know what i did and i tried messaging them from an old account but they havent replied#and i seriously cannot stop fucking crying.#i cant even FATHOM what i did. im not kidding. i deadass do not know why they did that.#they still follow our common mutuals as well.#and im so fucking upset and distraught i genuinely thought we were cool and they were one of the only people who commented on my shit#i followed them before we were mutuals too and really like their art so i was so excited when they followed me back#it seriously has fucking ruined me and im literally at work for another 5 hours trying not to fucking cry.#i feel so fucking disconnected from all my online friends in general i feel like i dont have anyone anymore#whatever man#i need to be medicated or put down.
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Mother and Father 🫶
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#arlevie#CANON CANT HURT ME IF IM DELUSIONAL ENOUGH!!!!#I feel like im a peasant who was just struck with the bubonic plague#they're rotting my brain so fucking bad ive yet to have a moment of peace since the animated short dropped#head in hands shaking crying throwing up because Clervie would've been a wonderful mother to the hoth children#the way she would've given them all the genuine affection and care she never received from her own mother#Not to mention she wouldve had arle's curse in check and softened her out around the edges for the children as well
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Different standards
#didnt mean to do this one in quote unquote colour but it wasnt legible without it so. heres a treat i suppose#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#coughs up a lung. anyway. ramble time as per usual. this is what i was warming up for btw in case it wasnt obvious#besides being another entry in the 'letting bonnie read loop for filth on accident' series. this is mostly self indulgent musings on#headcanons (and i will just use that word here.) ive previously rambled about in other tags and posts#namely: in the scenario that loop integrates into the party as a New Person for quite a while before The Truth Come Out. i feel they have#a decent chance at really scoring a slam dunk in becoming a guardian figure for bonnie? loop's demeanor is already colder and a tiny#bit more level-headed than siffrin's in the way they seem to discuss bonnie with them. namely pointing out that bonnie#never really hated them. it seems to be one thing they're genuinely at peace with? they've seen by now the truth that bonnie#was just scared and upset. and likely now knows that what bonnie wants is to be treated with grown-up respect within reason. plus loop#already scores bonus points with bonnie since they didnt 1. fuck up bad like sif did in act 5 and 2. saved sif in the party's eyes#... but then when it turns out that this clean-slate relationship with a stranger was siffrin being deceitful? must have been odd.#bonnie seems to really dislike being lied to. the question is whether they'd see it that way? would they feel betrayed there?#anyway. this is set after all those emotions are at least settled some. loop able to be more physically affectionate... and yet#still not letting themselves be quite as close as they'd like perhaps. perhaps...#anyway translucent pyjamas because i dont care if you're comforting a crying child you've GOT to SERVE!!!#and also i feel like the party probably wouldn't let loop stay completely naked for that long. especially not post-reveal anyway
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my sweet, little, kinda deranged daughrters.... ilove yuo.....
#I LOVE THEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE UNHINGED LIL GIRLS WHO DO WHATEVER THE HELL THEY WANT THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hilda#hilda netflix#gravity falls#mabel pines#the gf renaissance got to me and ever since ive just been thinking about these two interacting and crying about it theyre so cute T___T#waddles#twig#sorry for not posting anything for 5 months i swear i wanna draw more
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is this what happens in the new valentines event
#toya aoyagi#aoyagi toya#touya aoyagi#aoyagi touya#kohane azusawa#azusawa kohane#luka megurine#megurine luka#ena shinonome#shinonome ena#haruka kiritani#kiritani haruka#shinonome akito#akito shinonome#pjsk#project sekai#prsk#prsk fa#colorful stage#THIS VALENTINES EVENT RLLY WAS MADE FOR THE GAYS OUT THERE#anyway im in fucking love with toyas new card#what tf he so cute for. im crying. i love him.#shitpost#doodle#i made this in a daze when the leaks dropped and ive been thinking abt it ever since#ty valentines event
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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didnt have the time to do a full finished drawing, but i tried to keep up with my tradition for redrawing the same good bro day drawing ive done for 3 years already :')
(last year's, which also has links to prev years as well)
#feels like i havent drawn the boys in. forever. i missed them#kinda unrelated and i said this on twitter too but i think most of you guys here should hear it...#i know a lot of you have followed me since my early dmc days and i just wanted to take the chance to thank you#its crazy to me that ppl have known me for so long and the support means a lot to me#i know i havent posted a lot this year bc ive just been busy with work but im grateful you guys still stuck around. thank you :)#anyways back to actual tags#devil may cry#vergil(dmc)#dante(dmc)#allyart
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yea
#i had posted this everywhere and it occurred to me that i hadnt on tumblr. which seems like a crime#keith kogane#vld keith#vld lance#vld fanart#lance mcclain#voltron#klance#can i rant for a bit#grabs the microphone Id like to thank this huge step on my voltron healing journey to my mom#who said 'oh its that show that made you cry in frustration! the kitties!'#and i said 'yes mother i was 15'#i dont think ive ever felt so. like. bullied? i dont wanna say ridiculed but#by a shows' producer#not since fucking BBC SHERLOCK#and i dont mean oh of course it wasnt gonna be canon. Of cours it wasnt I dont mean that#what i didnt need was getting baited left and right#the show milked the shit out of. lets be real here. young queer kids and then turned around and pointed and laughed when they gained hope on#their silly red blue ship to get canon#bc lets be real if anything queer was gonna happen. ambiguous non binary pidge was already there#two skinny attractive teen boys is like low hanging fruit. diet rep#but it wasnt even abt that. at least i truly never thought klance was srly gonna b canon. i HOPED. but like. i never shipped 4 canon anyway#i LIKED voltron. i loved lotor. i had always been a multishipper allur//ce was rkly cute i couldve dug that#if they hadnt spent the last season looking miserable AND THEN DYING#tf u mean our female lead died TF U MEAN THE LATINO MC BECAME A FARMER? w the forever marks of his dead gf on his face? Are you joking rn???#anyway. hit me up for more voltron opinions i got tons#(mic drop)
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THANK YOU INGO AND EMMET FOR GRACING ME WITH YOUR PRESENCE OH HOW I LOVE YOU SO YOU ARE TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR THIS WORLD I LOVE SUBMAS I LOVE SUBMAS I LOVE SUBMAS
#pokemon#submas#subway bosses#subway master#subway boss ingo#subway boss nobori#subway boss kudari#subway boss emmet#subway master emmet#subway master kudari#subway master nobori#subway master ingo#subway boss#battle subway#pokemon masters ex#I LOVE THEM IVE BEEN CRYING TEARS OF JOY SINCE THEY DROPPED#I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT DRAWING AND FAWNING OVER THEM#サブマス#ストリートファイター#ノボリ#クダリ#ポケモン
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one more that wouldn't leave my mind, sorry
#a good summary of my run#killing but also crying#(ive been wondering about the ethics(?) of leaving the bloggers' names#so since you get them in the linked original either way#i removed them - idk if anyone has seen Takes on this lmk)#anyway here's to a productive week-end#bloodborne#good hunter#father gascoigne#old hunter henryk#eileen the crow#rubiart#bloodborne hunter oc
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you can take the tuesday out of the jevil is trans but you cant take the is trans out of the jevil. or something of that manner
[image description: a drawing of jevil from deltarune with his clothes in the colors of the trans flag. he is sticking his tongue out and holding a small trans flag in one hand. end id]
#how long had it been since the last jevil is trans tuesday..... truly too long#actually for the sake of my dignity dont look at my old jevil art. i will Cry#ignore everything ive ever drawn before 2020#doc talks#my art#jevil deltarune#deltarune#utdr#ut/dr#safe utdr#jevil#jitt
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losing my mind over the hunter's sets trying to incorporate them into so many outfits/plans this is only the beginning
#just adding pieces here and there and whooping and cheering and screaming and crying#mostly the mantles/gloves and boots/tail thing oh my goddddddddddd#honestly kind of overwhelmed like i literally want to slap these onto so many dragons but i cant sit and plan outfits all day long! ahhh!!!#flight rising#i'll prrrrobably come up w just some outfits to share sooner or later as well tho#its been a long time since ive done that!
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yeah i know i said i would stop posting doodles of him. yeah i lied srry lol
me: wow i would love to learn how to do new things also me the second things go wrong: I Am Full Of So Many Regrets
#kinito#kinito the axolotl#kinitopet#silly lil guy#i love him#i would murder a small army for him ok leave me alone#its been so long since ive actually had a Best Friend so idk if this is normal levels of affection to have for a bestie but. look at him#he's so blorbo. i love him he's so silly#im not even kidding i love him sm#can and will cry about it
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#hi! it's been a while! life put me through the blender again#and ive also been Super burned out on bg3. like. i havent touched it since i got Foehammer#also! be me#finally figure out hotsampling#cry as tumblr compresses the living fuck out of the image#:') this is fine#bg3#astarion#baldurs gate 3#bg3 astarion#baldur's gate 3#astarion bg3#astarion brainrot#baldur's gate iii#baldurs gate iii#astarion ancunin#baldurs gate astarion#spawn astarion#astarion posting#bg3 virtual photography#bg3 companions
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i really wanna hear more about the 2ps possessing their 1ps?? do they swap bodies or does their original body just go limp?
a) it's not quite a "body swap." the phrase i've used in past writings for it is "overwriting." i think "suppression" would also be appropriate. the 1ps are, if all goes to plan, "put to sleep". they essentially become a repressed memory. oliver set it up like this because he didn't want the 1p nations trying to constantly win back their body. even so, some nations put up a real fight as they're overwritten (and maybe even a little after if they're strong/stubborn enough... ahem ahem america) italy is not one of them though, partially because 2p italy got him in his sleep.
b) yeah they just go limp lol . they're empty husks, now. free meat. england would try a bite if it canada would let him
#hetalia#hws#2p hetalia#aph#2p england#2p canada#2p italy#1p mention#aph italy#aph england#thank you so much for your ask... i was so happy to hear you were interested in my silly 2p lore ... ive been developing it since 2017 lol#idk if i ever mentioned it before but olivers assistant that i tried to keep a secret.. its just canada haha.#im skippin around the timeline but as of the current (non-meta) ask only eng and canada know about the 1ps.#ask#zombie91514#ic#blood#there's a secret in the top pic. can you find it? hehehehe#more arbitrary kanji usage because im a stupid idiot dork and wuv wuv using it#heard that usage of 別人 as opposed to 他人 implies something truly foreign and different... almost like an alien.. almost like... another worl#wish i knew if “another color” in jp is 別の色 or 他の色 tho#edit: im gonna cry its just called 2Pカラー afa i can tell NDSJFKHDJSHFK#実は「にぴからー」と言われる?#eh anyway
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