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poetsplay · 7 months ago

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finished chapter 6 of red dead redemption 2 last night :(

#ive been crying since #arthur :(#red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 #arthur morgan #rdr2 chapter 6

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almondarcade · 1 year ago

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i really just show up once every month to use this shit as a diary because i cant on twitter where people will see lmAO

#i had a mutual block me no explanation yesterday after we had been talking and joking just fine and it made me spiral hardcore #ive been crying since #i dont know what i did and i tried messaging them from an old account but they havent replied #and i seriously cannot stop fucking crying.#i cant even FATHOM what i did. im not kidding. i deadass do not know why they did that.#they still follow our common mutuals as well.#and im so fucking upset and distraught i genuinely thought we were cool and they were one of the only people who commented on my shit #i followed them before we were mutuals too and really like their art so i was so excited when they followed me back #it seriously has fucking ruined me and im literally at work for another 5 hours trying not to fucking cry.#i feel so fucking disconnected from all my online friends in general i feel like i dont have anyone anymore #whatever man #i need to be medicated or put down.

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clouvu · 8 months ago

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Mother and Father 🫶

#genshin impact #arlecchino #peruere #clervie #arlevie #CANON CANT HURT ME IF IM DELUSIONAL ENOUGH!!!!#I feel like im a peasant who was just struck with the bubonic plague #they're rotting my brain so fucking bad ive yet to have a moment of peace since the animated short dropped #head in hands shaking crying throwing up because Clervie would've been a wonderful mother to the hoth children #the way she would've given them all the genuine affection and care she never received from her own mother #Not to mention she wouldve had arle's curse in check and softened her out around the edges for the children as well

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lucabyte · 3 months ago

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Different standards

#didnt mean to do this one in quote unquote colour but it wasnt legible without it so. heres a treat i suppose #isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #isat fanart #isat loop #isat bonnie #lucabyteart #coughs up a lung. anyway. ramble time as per usual. this is what i was warming up for btw in case it wasnt obvious #besides being another entry in the 'letting bonnie read loop for filth on accident' series. this is mostly self indulgent musings on #headcanons (and i will just use that word here.) ive previously rambled about in other tags and posts #namely: in the scenario that loop integrates into the party as a New Person for quite a while before The Truth Come Out. i feel they have #a decent chance at really scoring a slam dunk in becoming a guardian figure for bonnie? loop's demeanor is already colder and a tiny #bit more level-headed than siffrin's in the way they seem to discuss bonnie with them. namely pointing out that bonnie #never really hated them. it seems to be one thing they're genuinely at peace with? they've seen by now the truth that bonnie #was just scared and upset. and likely now knows that what bonnie wants is to be treated with grown-up respect within reason. plus loop #already scores bonus points with bonnie since they didnt 1. fuck up bad like sif did in act 5 and 2. saved sif in the party's eyes #... but then when it turns out that this clean-slate relationship with a stranger was siffrin being deceitful? must have been odd.#bonnie seems to really dislike being lied to. the question is whether they'd see it that way? would they feel betrayed there?#anyway. this is set after all those emotions are at least settled some. loop able to be more physically affectionate... and yet #still not letting themselves be quite as close as they'd like perhaps. perhaps...#anyway translucent pyjamas because i dont care if you're comforting a crying child you've GOT to SERVE!!!#and also i feel like the party probably wouldn't let loop stay completely naked for that long. especially not post-reveal anyway

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woffolke · 4 months ago

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my sweet, little, kinda deranged daughrters.... ilove yuo.....

#I LOVE THEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE UNHINGED LIL GIRLS WHO DO WHATEVER THE HELL THEY WANT THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hilda #hilda netflix #gravity falls #mabel pines #the gf renaissance got to me and ever since ive just been thinking about these two interacting and crying about it theyre so cute T___T #waddles #twig #sorry for not posting anything for 5 months i swear i wanna draw more

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fenboh · 11 months ago

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is this what happens in the new valentines event

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skunkes · 5 months ago

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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tianhai03 · 1 year ago

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didnt have the time to do a full finished drawing, but i tried to keep up with my tradition for redrawing the same good bro day drawing ive done for 3 years already :')

(last year's, which also has links to prev years as well)

#feels like i havent drawn the boys in. forever. i missed them #kinda unrelated and i said this on twitter too but i think most of you guys here should hear it...#i know a lot of you have followed me since my early dmc days and i just wanted to take the chance to thank you #its crazy to me that ppl have known me for so long and the support means a lot to me #i know i havent posted a lot this year bc ive just been busy with work but im grateful you guys still stuck around. thank you :)#anyways back to actual tags #devil may cry #vergil(dmc)#dante(dmc)#allyart

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itscherryterry-again · 7 months ago

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yea

#i had posted this everywhere and it occurred to me that i hadnt on tumblr. which seems like a crime #keith kogane #vld keith #vld lance #vld fanart #lance mcclain #voltron #klance #can i rant for a bit #grabs the microphone Id like to thank this huge step on my voltron healing journey to my mom #who said 'oh its that show that made you cry in frustration! the kitties!'#and i said 'yes mother i was 15'#i dont think ive ever felt so. like. bullied? i dont wanna say ridiculed but #by a shows' producer #not since fucking BBC SHERLOCK #and i dont mean oh of course it wasnt gonna be canon. Of cours it wasnt I dont mean that #what i didnt need was getting baited left and right #the show milked the shit out of. lets be real here. young queer kids and then turned around and pointed and laughed when they gained hope on #their silly red blue ship to get canon #bc lets be real if anything queer was gonna happen. ambiguous non binary pidge was already there #two skinny attractive teen boys is like low hanging fruit. diet rep #but it wasnt even abt that. at least i truly never thought klance was srly gonna b canon. i HOPED. but like. i never shipped 4 canon anyway #i LIKED voltron. i loved lotor. i had always been a multishipper allur//ce was rkly cute i couldve dug that #if they hadnt spent the last season looking miserable AND THEN DYING #tf u mean our female lead died TF U MEAN THE LATINO MC BECAME A FARMER? w the forever marks of his dead gf on his face? Are you joking rn???#anyway. hit me up for more voltron opinions i got tons #(mic drop)

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leafyisgreennotblue · 2 months ago

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THANK YOU INGO AND EMMET FOR GRACING ME WITH YOUR PRESENCE OH HOW I LOVE YOU SO YOU ARE TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR THIS WORLD I LOVE SUBMAS I LOVE SUBMAS I LOVE SUBMAS

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rubia-peregrinart · 1 year ago

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one more that wouldn't leave my mind, sorry

#a good summary of my run #killing but also crying #(ive been wondering about the ethics(?) of leaving the bloggers' names #so since you get them in the linked original either way #i removed them - idk if anyone has seen Takes on this lmk)#anyway here's to a productive week-end #bloodborne #good hunter #father gascoigne #old hunter henryk #eileen the crow #rubiart #bloodborne hunter oc

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reader-from-another-dimension · 6 days ago

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Despite everything, it's still you.

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Thinking about them, about how Shockwave lost himself loving Orion, about how absolutely doomed they were from the very beginning. They wouldn't have lasted, neither of them could've kept each other. Not in this line of work.

But still, if one word can be used to describe the two of them, it would be selfish.

Shockwave is selfish in which he refused to let Orion rest, dragging him through hell and back, into the pit of insanity with him. Orion is selfish in which despite everything his partner had done, he still wants Shockwave next to him, close to him. They cling onto one another, hold themselves so close that when they get separated, their claws ripped each other apart.

It changed them, scarred them beyond what they used to be.

Orion, now Optimus, in a body that is not his, with a mind with millions of years worth of memories - Shockwave, with a broken and mind and a shattered heart.

Their past is long dead. But their future, is still very much alive.

And by Primus, Optimus is GOING to drag his dumbaft of a partner kicking and screaming back next to him no matter what. And, hopefully, into a better life.

This new Shockwave caused this big of a mess, might as well help him clean it up. Damn it, Shock', Optimus is suppose to be the troublesome one.

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This is so self-indulgent sob ��😭 you can't give me ShockOp and not expect me to go bonkers over them. They are so tragic I HAD to give them a hopeful ending, Primus knows they've suffered enough. Tell me Optimus, the guy who has attachment issues SO BAD that it dragged a war on for millions of years, wouldn't absolutely find any and all excuses to not hand Shockwave over once the shenanigans are over even after what Shock' did to him.

"Erm actually once I told him he can try to revive me if I die during a drinking game as a joke so TECHNICALLY it's fine.☝️☝️ " "He killed hundreds of our men." "I plead insanity."

Also, we kind of need Shockwave if we gonna do the whole 'Jazz gets robot'ed' thingy, so this is an easy fix for any potential plot hole. (and totally not me trying to keep pookie alive) Let Optimus bring Shockwave to Cybertron ‼️‼️

Mecha au by @keferon (sorry for tagging you sm i just love making content for this au 😭😭😭)

#transformers #maccadam #tf mecha universe #optimus prime #shockwave #its been so long since ive written anything #if you see any grammar mistake pls ignore or ill cry /j #so crazy abt them i drew and wrote this during class #is bringing shockwave to cybertron a terrible idea over all?#yes #would optimus listen?#probably not #feeling like there has been lots of angst lately gotta make sure to add at least a bit of crack #shockop

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razzafrazzle · 9 months ago

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you can take the tuesday out of the jevil is trans but you cant take the is trans out of the jevil. or something of that manner

[image description: a drawing of jevil from deltarune with his clothes in the colors of the trans flag. he is sticking his tongue out and holding a small trans flag in one hand. end id]

#how long had it been since the last jevil is trans tuesday..... truly too long #actually for the sake of my dignity dont look at my old jevil art. i will Cry #ignore everything ive ever drawn before 2020 #doc talks #my art #jevil deltarune #deltarune #utdr #ut/dr #safe utdr #jevil #jitt

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iniquity-fr · 2 months ago

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losing my mind over the hunter's sets trying to incorporate them into so many outfits/plans this is only the beginning

#just adding pieces here and there and whooping and cheering and screaming and crying #mostly the mantles/gloves and boots/tail thing oh my goddddddddddd #honestly kind of overwhelmed like i literally want to slap these onto so many dragons but i cant sit and plan outfits all day long! ahhh!!!#flight rising #i'll prrrrobably come up w just some outfits to share sooner or later as well tho #its been a long time since ive done that!

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bones-of-a-rabbit · 9 months ago

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yeah i know i said i would stop posting doodles of him. yeah i lied srry lol

me: wow i would love to learn how to do new things also me the second things go wrong: I Am Full Of So Many Regrets

#kinito #kinito the axolotl #kinitopet #silly lil guy #i love him #i would murder a small army for him ok leave me alone #its been so long since ive actually had a Best Friend so idk if this is normal levels of affection to have for a bestie but. look at him #he's so blorbo. i love him he's so silly #im not even kidding i love him sm #can and will cry about it

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carcasscounty · 29 days ago

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Hey so does anyone else remember that one specific voiceline where Pratt admits to going hunting with and skinning a person for Jacob and convincing himself that it was just deer and that it was all a dream Or am I finally losing my marbles

#i am actually going insane #far cry 5 #fc5 #farcry 5 art #deputy staci pratt #staci pratt #stacy pratt #jacob seed #that form is absolutely atrocious #but its been a while since ive skinned anything and i couldn’t be bothered to look up a reference #also ive yet to skin a man so i have no idea how that'd work out #cw gore #my art #dont mind this #it looks like dogshot #i drew this on impulse #digital art

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