#itsrickybxtch

[codadamaged-blog]

“I think you need stitches.”

injuries ━    accepting.

                      ❛ it’s-  it’s not so bad.  i can do it. ❜  he’s sewed up worse wounds before and needles against flesh didn’t turn his stomach anymore.   he just-     he didn’t want anybody touching him. he didn’t trust anyone, not even for this . 

[somepointsomewhere]

👔

@itsrickybxtchsend 👔 to pull my muse by their tie

     A surprised gasp came from the professor’s mouth in response to the sudden, uncomfortably taught feeling circling around his neck. He leaned backwards, reaching a hand up to forcefully tug the knot of his tie loose.

“Would you kindly tell me what the hell you’re doing?!”

[rickslaughter]

‘ well, well, well if it isn’t us. ’

                        『The Rickshank Redemption』

◺The familiar sound of PORTAL opening radiated through the ‘NATURAL’ noises of the base, not something naturally to gain instant gaze from him. wasn’t unusual, given two others. However, when it DID gain D-1286′s gaze the unfamiliar face coupled with greeting it did garner a short lived lift of brow.◹

                            – -  -INCREDIBLY SHORT LIVED

           ❝Oh wow- not gonna lie, even I find MYSELF as                  a bit of a fucking stereotype, but you take the cake.                 What, are you from the dimension where s-s-some                 pre-teen girl created you thinking gender swaps were,                 were fucking cool? I mean, female Rick’s are one                 thing, bu-but hell look at you.—-❞

[grcndel]

hey.  so.

i don't normally like getting caught up in bullshit and drama on this website, but recent events have brought up the topic of a pretty explicitly homophobic user in the RPC, and i've been asked to provide proof of some of the garbage she's said and done to both me and others, so. 

here's your evidence. 

do with it what you please, interpret it as you please -- but here's your evidence.

regardless of how conscious or  intentional her actions have been, xuxu (osfractxm --> saintginevra / dcradc / equitvm / seculum / itsrickybxtch / compendixm / etc.) has said and done things to other members of the RPC that have hurt them, and that have contributed to much larger issues -- ex., homophobic rhetoric / fetishization / erasure.

i apologize in advance for certain images being low-quality, or compressed oddly by my blog theme. for readability's sake, i recommend clicking on the screenshots provided.

here's my personal run-in with xuxu, wherein she first approaches me regarding a sort of shipping call despite my rules explicitly stating that grendel is gay. when i explain this to her, she follows it up with a statement that essentially boils down to "oh, i knew he was gay; my muse tends to go after gay muses specifically, which i then use as a personal angst plot on her behalf."

TRANSCRIPT -

osfractxm (xuxu):   ;;I saw your post about flirting with grendel, i have no knowledge of the game, per say, but zombie lady over here is like, "dat monster ... he kinna cute" xuxu:   but i also assume he's based off the grendel from beowulf, yes? xuxu:   or /is/ the grendel from beowulf grcndel (me):   im sorr y zombie lady you can Try to flirt with him but he's sad and gay and will probably just. completely go quiet because he doesn't know how to deal with people. -- ALSO,, yes!! he is grendel from beowulf; just in a verse where he survived the maiming me:   and lived to modern day me:   he's just trying to get by and not be a total monster anymore. xuxu:   gg  (ginevra)  over here has a tendency to think gay men are cute and then regret everything. but hey.

i really shouldn't have to explain why saying this shit, especially to a gay man, is pretty fucking creepy.

( in hindsight, i admit that i probably should have been more assertive about saying 'no,' but i didn't want to be rude. i made it clear enough that gren wouldn't react well in the only way i felt comfortable and decent doing so at the time. i figured maybe she'd just forgotten, or hadn't read my rules yet, so i wanted to be gentle about the rejection. )

still.

i do understand that, out of context, what she said up there seems misguided, but maybe not bad. 

it gets bad, though, when you consider her interactions with a certain other character on her nsfw archive blog, ossaxfortes, wherein she has (recently!) been writing out a plot of her muse seducing a character that the mun had previously written as explicitly gay.

just in case you don’t want to read it yourself (i can’t say i blame you), i’ll say here that a major fetish-point of the thread between ginevra and this other muse seems to be the fact that he's ~fucking a woman instead of a man, oh, how dirty and different and strange~.

given that thread, plus whatever brief thing has gone down between her and i, i don't think it's unreasonable to say that xuxu most likely seeks out gay muses and gets off on the "Gay Man Experiencing Straight Sex, But Oh, It's Okay, Because He Liked It!" plot, and that she was most likely going to attempt to do the same with grendel if i hadn't shut her down and stopped replying to her, which -- as a gay person who's experienced corrective rape -- is ... pretty fucking sickening to me.

but!  maybe i’m not the best judge of this kind of thing. i mean, after all -- what do i, a gay man, know about what counts as fetishism and erasure of gay people? not as much as too non-gay-men, obviously.

let's go on.

here are the testimonies of a close personal friend of mine regarding their experiences with her + their observation of her tendency to muse-hound/muse-hoard and force-ship, which they have personally experienced, as well as general statements regarding her behavior as an rp partner (draining + pushy in ooc interactions; no regards for other peoples’ comfort or consent; takes advantage of people with passive personalities, however conscious or intentional).

here's some of the awful shit xuxu's personally sent to this friend + people this friend knows.

let’s start off with some good old rape fetishism, shall we?

and maybe some admittance to knowing other people’s characters are gay & going after them anyway.

... yeah, no she’s definitely aware of what she’s doing / is proud of it.

cool.

it really DID come out of nowhere!

   > do you want my nsfw blog?    > ‘not really, no thanks’    > xuxu sends the nsfw blog anyway.png

fair enough, but kind of an uncomfortable statement.

kind of another uncomfortable statement / context for a former testimony.

so, reasonably, the other party involved in these screencaps left the situation.

...... and here's xuxu failing to just do the right thing and leave them alone after they've blocked her. (way to ruin a good apology with self-victimization, passive-aggression, and guilt-tripping, btw.)

-- also, on a final note? just to add a little irony onto the shitpile? here's a particularly pissy segment of a particularly pissy little post that xuxu still has up on her blog.

interesting viewpoint on minority characters/the voices of minority people, considering everything, isn't it?

very, very interesting.

HOWEVER.  please understand that, regardless of how sarcastic and bitter i might sound, this post is not telling you to send hate to xuxu, or to approach her about this at all. this post is not telling you to feel one way or the other about the person or the circumstances. i know i, personally, have probably done my fair share of similar shit in the past -- i’m not saying xuxu’s the fucking devil. i’m just saying, ‘if this sort of thing bothers you, watch out.’

i only want to put this information out there so that people who are bothered by this sort of thing can AVOID her, unfollow her, block her -- whatever they have to do to keep themselves safe and comfortable.

you can dislike her, or dislike me. i don’t care. you can reblog this, ignore this and scroll past it, feel neutral about it, i don’t care. you can agree with either one of us or neither of us at all -- you can even think me writing this whole thing up is stupid and unfounded and unnecessary, i don’t fucking care, but whatever you do? DO NOT turn this into some all-out fucking war. that’s not what i want, for either party.

like i said before -- read this objectively and take it as you will. don’t listen blindly to strange men on the internet. don’t just assume somebody’s a piece of shit because ruben @ grcndel dot tumblr dot com said they were. make up our own mind about it; i can’t do that for you. --  but, above anything?

just be safe.

[bannedinmoststates]

🌟follower appreciation🌟

If you haven’t already checked these blogs out, I highly recommend them- they’re all wonderful!

But, in all seriousness, I would like to thank all of you for making my experience in this community a really positive one. You are all such creative writers and this fandom is full of talented people. ❤ ❤ ❤

I talk to you regularly and enjoy our roleplays immensely!

@successfullybedazzledmyface​ @fordfpines​ @actualricksanchez​ @ford-filbrick-pines-phd​

We’ve roleplayed before and we should definitely roleplay again!

@goodolgideon​ @saltysciencesixer​ @fcrtune-ma​ @trustingstar​ @betelgeusessonajblog @dipperxpinetree​ @humbledpine​ @glittcrguts @dontcallmelittledipper @theglitterytwin @thephantomthiefarrives @somepointsomewhere

I admire you from afar (and I would love to roleplay with you sometime)

@goldenbutnotinthegoodway​ @stanfordsixerpines​ @captivatinginnocence​ @billchaoscipher​ @mystcriiious​ @noblepine​ @hillbillyisms @tiitaniumxwill @the-bigdippcr @itsrickybxtch @dreamxdemon

[rickilious-blog]

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ {star stickers for you!}

    Do they sparkle? Cause if they that’ll be coolio.

[mrbulldops-blog]

"I don't suppose you could fill me in on what h-happened last night..."

meme: terrible choices ››

          ❛ Weeeeuuh…. We made out? Please tell me you remember that shit. We might have had sex, too. Got any of that flashing through your head? I’m not positive I dreamed it. ❜

[hundredmillennials]

“Look out where you’re going, asshole!”

First-Time Interaction starter sentences

“I have my hands full of equipment here, ska- Oh great another Rick, but a female this time~ Now that’s a relief. I don’t want a male to run into the streets naked.”  It seems he’s holding a tool box with a couple random parts, possible to store inside the drawers.

“So, sister? What are you doing on my planet? I’m kinda busy.”

[rickslaughter]

❝Looks like there was a struggle - a violent struggle.❞

                           『 Over The Garden Wall 』

         ❝I couldn’t tell from all the blood- anything else you               want to point out? Like the color of the walls, or-or              I don’t know, something else I can see.—-❞

◺D-1286 threw one of those smirks over her way, before giving LIGHT observation to the rest of the ship. quiet, but obviously this didn’t happen too long ago. He wasn’t putting it out of mind that someone, something might still be ALIVE, but it did mean the gun he had prepared was allowed to settle back into the inner pocket of coat.◹

                         ❝Makes shit easier though.—-❞

[femmortyine417-blog]

✧

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked.✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧ I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you.✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[mortyiisms]

“Let me clean your wounds…”

“Y-You don’t h-have to...” Honestly. How clumsy can he be? His face burned with embarrassment. Ricky had found him a mess of scrapes and bruises, all self inflicted. “O-Oh jeez...”

[impenetrableshiieldarchive]

"Why do you look like that?"

Interrogate the Mort || Accepting

“I-I didn’t get a lot of sleep last night.”  For once Morty’s telling the truth.  The bags under his eyes are the result of one too many nightmares andthey always get him when he’s least expecting it.  One second there’s awedding in which he and Jessica are the groom and the bride and thenext he’s running down a dark alleyway trying to get away from somekind of… thing.

Sighing, Morty takes a tiny bite of his (soggy) cereal.  When you’re wipedout like he is you don’t notice any difference between soggy cereal and…cereal that isn’t soggy.  Is there a name for that?  Does it have a name?Probably not, right?  Even if there is a technical name it doesn’t matter?He doesn’t need that information to proceed in life does he?  No.  Heshould be fine.

“I-it’s just.. one of those things, y’know?  One of those things where.. w-whereyou don’t sleep at all and go to school the next day like nothing happened!  It’s-i-it’s pretty funny!  M-maybe not.. haha funny.. the other funny.  The sadder one.”

[interdimensiondouchebag-blog]

itsrickybxtch started following you

I didn’t think it was possible, but I’m still hot as a chick.

[mrbulldops-blog]

❝Looks like a great night for flying..❞

meme: stargazing sentence starters ››

          ❛ Oh yeah? Hhh-hold on. I’m curious. What makes a night look— l-look like it’s great for flying, Ricky? O-other than, y’know, there’s not a fuckin’ hurricane going on. ❜

[prxssinge-blog]

itsrickybxtch liked for a starter

“Either I’m more drunk than I would like to admit.....or you look shockingly a lot like me”

[rickslaughter]

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               ❝You gotta be crazy as fuck,                       i-i-if you wanna play for real.—-❞