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01/03/2024, 13.47pm
I wouldn't wish my family on anyone.
#esp my brothersd#mainly ny brother's#meant to be your protectors lol your helpred#nah in this house you beg for help you notifiy qhat you need help beforehand#only for it to get ingored and then when the jssue arises even worse#its your fault only.#ypure completely in tbw wrong#and your work your day your life your circumstances dont ever natter#i hate my csr problems i never ever want gbem but ehen i do#but when i do have ghem im demonised#im belittled im argudef with then told that i make the argument#and it all stems from the littleone thay is worshiped by my parenrs#look after him love him care for him protect him feed him do anything and everything for him f#but if he wants to say something or do something hes always right and tbere is nothing to say aboir that matter at all everg#i hate my life. i hate my house. i hate every single tnings i hae#i have and get nothing and i cry and i pray and i beg i geg nothing#just tears and anger and sbouts and fights#and notnings chnahing ever#or anytime soon f#thats one tbing im the most certain of.g#mytalks#work2.0
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BUT YES.
family history.
#artwork#undertale#deltarune#wd gaster#gaster#wingdings and me#horrifying runs in the family it seems#spooky is a theme#and so is not having a reflection#he's all dressed up for picture day#the stains on his vest are entirely his fault only#beware the boy who searches your garbage and digs the dirt like a dog#being a creative child means all your clothes are stained and you're forever unkempt#darker yet darker fashion choices just so its not that obvious
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Avoidance Avoidance
IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG/I FORGET HOW/THEY WILL BE ANGRY/I CAUSED THIS MYSELF/IT'S GOING TO HURT/AND I WILL KNOW/IT IS MY OWN FAULT/IT'S GOING TO HURT/IT'S GOING TO HURT/IT'S GOING TO HURT
I CAN'T FACE IT
#and then you do face it and its like oh#that wasnt so bad#the snakes in your stomach are eating each other#they will not stop if you ignore them#they will only stop if you feed them mice and birds and eggs#but first you must look at the knotted mess and say yes its my fault#but it wont get better unless i touch it#and put some hand sanitizer at the edges of each mouth#that causes snakes to regurgitate its really helpful#shire draws#vent#vent art#you can reblog it tho dw
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Last Unicorn quote stuck out to me so I gave it to Spider-Fox
(the only person willing to be your friend and he didn't show up until long after you already lost all trust in other people)
#i won't post about the movie yet but i WILL post more sonic prime heyooo!! there's no escape!!#sonic prime#sth#nine the fox#miles nine prower#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#tails the fox#my art#baby fox do do do do do do#poor sonic though: imagine raising a kid like family only to see how the kid would turn out if you were never in his life and its BAD#the guilt that would crush him for not being there for him (even though it wasn't his fault) so he tries to make it up to the kid#by doubling down on affection and praise and trying to let the kid know he's worthy of love#but ultimately he's NOT the same kid; you missed your chance a long time ago and now all you can do is watch as your baby brother#fades into a shadow of pain paranoia and loneliness and everyone keeps saying that the only thing left to do is give up on him entirely#but you CAN'T DO THAT you'd rather die than give up on this kid#but it keeps biting you in the ass because he's NOT YOUR BROTHER and he's hellbent on isolating himself at any cost— even from you#I'M NORMAL ABOUT NINE I SWEAR
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thinkin about isat again (big surprise) and it would be a wonder if someone in the gang doesnt develop separation anxiety postgame. like other than siffrin considering that's the entire premise of the games plot, i mean.
#isat spoilers#isat#i bets would be on bonnie.#theyre like. 10.#they've nearly lost this specific person twice. and they consider one of those instances their own fault.#and the second time the person split off on their own (not really lucid or reasonable) terms and it nearly resulted in their death.#and thats not even CONSIDERING the nille situation. which is the entire reason bonnie is here.#you lose your sister. you hope its not forever but right now shes gone. and you're so so scared.#you get someone new who loves you dearly and reminds you of your sister. you love them back.#you nearly lose them TWICE. and they come out of it a shivering twitchy mess of a human.#now you have them BOTH back an dyou are never letting either of them go ever again.#because every time you've been separated from someone its only ever resulted in something bad happening.#wow im overthinking this.
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Stormlight Archive fans save me
If you can hear me Stormlight Archive fans please save me
Fr I need to find the Stormlight fandom here or I'm gonna go insane
#cosmere#stormlight archive#the way of kings#please help i need this its the only way im gonna stay sane and it WILL be your fault if i dont get what i need :)
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Breaking point
Based on this post, for @aroace-poly-show 's Hollow☆Wonderland AU
#hollow ☆ wonderland#dialogue from enstars#FUCKKKK YOUU MARLOO MAKING ME FEEL THINGS FOR A GUY INSIDE AN ALTRRNATIVE STORY /lh#GET HW U DONT HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BR A STAR BLASTED#this is only your fault. should not have given me perfect comic dialogue#anyway. i dont know how this scene plays out actually. but i think about it every day. and i assume its smth like this from ehat i know#kerizart#prsk#prsk art#prsk au#tenma tsukasa#kamishiro rui#wxs#a bit scared abt tagging this since. tsks angst. its kind of a sore spot for this fandom. but eh whatever#i needed to torture this guy some more. sorry. fav character privilege. and ur au is not helping
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Seeing Silco and Vander together in the AU lowkey feels like watching your based nonbinary best friend get back with their shitty ex boyfriend who misgenders them. Girl he's a centrist and he tried to drown you stfu about "forgiveness"
#tumblr is aware of the “afab nonbinary starts dating a straight man and goes back to she/her pronouns to appease him” phenomena yes?#like oh you used to be an awesome revolutionary and in this au you've stamped out everything radical about yourself to get back w this man#like I LOVE zaundads conceptually its such a brilliant interesting dynamic and it is cool that they get their lil family#but it also I feel just shows how much the writers fucking hate silco lol. if he wants a relationship w his daughter he has to give up on#revolution and forgive his fuckass murder centrist ex. okayyyy stop. silco needs better standards for himself#esp with the knowledge that vander had been the only person who really respected silco. like i know its hard to believe but you can in fact#do better. you don't have to forgive domestic violence man. there are people out there who will respect and support you and your revolution#and not try to kill you. people have mistreated you but it isnt your fault and you deserve a based non-murderous bf#arcane#silco#silco arcane#arcane critical#? i guess#i dont know if i want to ship tag. i need you all to know that i do like the ship i just wish the writers werent cringe so they couldve been#back together because VANDER realised that he was cringe and wrong and not bc silco gave up on his ideals#errgg fuck it#zaundads
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hey the computer program created from my likeness saw you from across the bar and we really hate your vibe. we're gonna run an exposé on you to put an end to your unethical business practices
#the goods#max headroom#edison carter#matt frewer#20 minutes into the future#tmitf#if you saw me post and then immediately delete this no you didnt#come on maxheadroomheads if youre gonna be anywhere i know youre gonna be on here......#been feeling craaazy about this show/movie/guy lately like i submitted my last uni assignment and there was immediately a gap in my focus#that let me get obsessed with the first thing i saw. which was him apparently I GENUINELY DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FOUND HIM he just appeared#one day. and i imprinted on him like a duckling. anyway im only halfway through season 2 please dont spoil anything smiles nicely#< 40 year old show. my own fault if i do get anything spoiled honestly. anyway. i wanna draw more stuff for itttt i wanna use more purples#its the purplest show in the world
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so i might be a shinsou enjoyer. maybe.
#mha#shinsou hitoshi#uhhhhh#aizawa shouta#monoma neito#so incredibly embarrassing bc ppl used to tag some of my sunas as shinsou and i developed a distaste for the guy based on that#fast forward to now and im just so sorry for ever insulting u buddy… its not YOUR FAULT i cant draw suna recognizably different from u#anyway this is me stalling to avoid adding the tag for…#monoshin#in my heart…#also im only current on the anime so im dodging manga spoilers#bnha
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I wanna highlight how good the acting was in the scene between Dorian and his dad. Robbie is so good. The frustration, the disappointment. All the conflicted feelings of familial neglect was so well done.
The whole 10 second pause his dad gave and he turns from pleading for his father to understand to anger that his father still can't answer that basic question of "do you believe in me?"
#critical role#cr spoilers#cr3#video#dorian#ignore the green bar idk why my computer does that#the fact that everyone else was so quiet you could hear a pin drop#i also love the “he is gone and i am sorry. it was not my fault it was his choice”#because its not a 'sorry for your loss'#that is a 'sorry i am the only one left'
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'thats not his role in the story!' hm i wonder what the point of it is then. hm i wonder what the dead pixel scene means. hm i wonder what wrong organ are trying to say with the context of 'awesome male friendship' and 'corporate hell where the only woman onboard is constantly under ridicule, abused or forcibly forgotten yet is the catalyst' if not this. hm i wonder how curly's physical agony being a direct parallel to anya's mental agony, stripped of voice, agency, just like her, and being forced to watch what happens while not doing jack shit, just like he used to, plays a part in this. i wonder what the moral of him being the final girl says about living with the consequences of your inaction, because of sentimentality, because of status, career and social. hm i wonder whatever the fuck this game was trying to say. hm i wonder what else is on this person's blog Oh Lord there's yaoi penice.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#sa mention#dont go after this person but i hooooope they rethink. their view of the story.#but god im gonna squeeze lemons in my eyes soon#taking this game away from yall until you unlearn misogyny#ooooh curlys just sooo sweet poor thaaang oh my oh my youre looking sooo far into thissss haaahaaa#its all just a misunderstanding!!!! anya didnt speak clearly enough!!!! noooo its not on my beautiful blue eyed rascal hahaaa#ok look curlys an insane character i love analyzing him and i VERY MUCH dont want people to think im like villanizing the guy#the entire point is that otherwise pretty chill people can fuck up OF THEIR OWN FAULT AND BIAS and then learn. painfully. what not to do.#and by chill i also dont mean holy water pure ok. distinctions.#and id really hate people taking either side of the argument on curlys morality. esp considering his appearance (for both.)#just don't. fucking make baby ass black and white arguments#this game should be behind a childproof lock in the shape of a reading comprehension test abt crime and punishment#im super supportive of people trying to think outside the norm about art like mouthwashing and explaining their own musings#and talking with others and trying to understand how to argument their thoughts which is what the op of the post this was left on was doing#being genuinely curious and open#but brother i draw the line at so merrily denying the main fucking point of the character in the catalyst event#GOOD GOD make this game only accessible to 35+ yo's with no internet access#the contents of their blog were just the cherry on top#unblocking them in hopes they see this ig
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i really do admire how lando tries to not give a fuck (that 'whatever' really saddened me so much) but he actually does, and a lot.
guy doesn't even want anything absurd, he just wants the support of his team for the last fucking 4 races but no... let's just get humiliated for one point on international tv💀.
they're really stretching him thin — and i mean it in a emotional and mental wellbeing way. he is obviously inherently selfless and quite literally does not hold self-esteem, but in the last year we've seen him trying to be more sure of himself and trying to be selfish for once. the moment he does that though, he gets accused of being the spawn of satan. and then the team does everything in the world to make it harder for him.
so i really do admire him, because i literally would PERSONALLY leave the sport after this one season.
he's so much stronger than i am.
#im not saying he's not fit for the sport#but like his very dear friend carlos#it feels like he not only keeps his heart on his sleeve#but he also gives it away so freely in a sport full of rabid dogs that want some fresh meat#and he gets really hurt in the process#i relate to him so much bc of this#im not joking when i say his 'friendship' with max is nearing the end#and the team is not even mean they just don't get that when they have championships on the line YOU UNFORTUNATELY HAVE TO PLAY FAVORITES#we got lesser teams doing it from the getgo when they have no reason to💀#and suddenly mclaren doesn't know how?#is it really that hard??#landino#lando norris#brazil gp 2024#rambling#it all started from hungary btw they really set the mood there and its been... foul#it's not even oscar's fault#he is a competitive teammate#he has every right to race#does lando really have anyone atp?#and yes yes i know they're rich billionaires they get paid for this#still doesn't mean they're insensible or immune to feeling betrayed or deceived or just sad bc they trusted someone#and he's a scorpio too so im SHOCKED about how he handles this#ALSO HE GIVES TOO MANY FUCKS#and he rightfully doesn't even give the blame to anyone but himself most of the times when i'd argue that it almost never is#your team is supposed to be your backbone in your first actual fight for the championship... and even after all the years of constant work#and points he brought#not even when finally the car is competitive they can actually do their job and support their driver that is the top contender?
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Suddenly wishing my parents could read my mind/see inside my head so they understood I actually CAN'T do the things I say I can't do. Its not that I don't want to its that I literally cannot do them :)
#anyway i almost got in a car wreck#it was not my fault#but im not reacting to it very well#haha#and now i get to go to work#yayyy#/sarcasm#anyway i dont actually want my parents in my head cause haha#intrusive thoughts and all#they both have anxiety and are medicated and guess who also has anxiety and is NOT medicayed#yayy#' youre so smart you can do litetally anything' yall i am literally 24/7 masking and its gonna get to me one of these days#so now i cant do anything#vent#sorry if you read all this#im not having a good morning haha#dont feel the need to respond#the only plus side is when i am in mental anguish i can ignore my physical anguish#yayyyyy for real!#the thing in question i cant do is driving btw#i should by all means not be on the road
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The ever looming feeling of "Hating Mischaraterization of your fav" alongside with "I have seen what is and isn't proper characterization post on my tl for 2 weeks now, at this point having the character write with a fountain pen versus a ballpoint will be enough for someone to rant post about."
These coexist.
(This ain't a thing hating on fanon vs canon type posts I swear)
#THIS AINT DIRECTED TOWARDS ANYONE I PROMISE.#this has just been the gen mood for the past couple years i guess.#dont get me wrong i love a character analysis and it aint no bodies fault that my twiitter tl decided to stockpile on those type of posts#but damn yknow sometimes you kinda get that feeling that people focus too much on what should be the proper way to interpret a character#and then a good chunk of the fandom circle you're saddled in does it and its all you see for the next few days.#and youre kinda like sitting here thinkinh to yourself (damn this is a lot to be expecting from people that make fan works for free#obviously theres more specifics than this but i can only babble on so much detail at 1:11 AM on a Sunday#maybe its the tiny artist insecurity or maybe it is a rising thing. who knows.
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"no lessons here"
go back and watch this entire conversation from this AP episode of mentopolis ep4. it's mandatory re-watching. Starts at 07:22.
#sometimes shit just happens and its not your fault#i'm completely ruined for the better#no lessons here#the only real lesson is that there isnt always a lesson to learn#brennan lee mulligan#dimension 20#mentopolis#d20#mentopolis spoilers#d20 spoilers#adventuring party
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