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starpros-sunshine · 9 hours ago

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Had a relatively okay day now my mother wrote my that my grandmother apparently died. Wow. Okay. Way to fuck up the evening I guess.

#its weird idk.#I don't really know what to feel because well. i didn't know her very well.#and I haven't seen her in the last four years #i haven't really spoken to my mother in the last two #that entire part of my family is just not really a thing for me anymore #you don't even have to say condolences because it's like. idk. doesn't really change anything for me you know?#it's just a bit annoying because I didn't not like her do it's just weird knowing the last time I even spoke to her was three years ago #and it's not like this is the first death I witnessed so the novelty wore off too #turns out a friend dying hits wayyyyyyyy harder than your mothers mother #sigh I'm really mostly just annoyed because my evening is ruined now #maybe I'm a horrible person who knows #i don't really care to be all that honest #i don't expect it to matter in the long run #stuff like that is only important when you. I'm not sure. but I don't think it matters much for me #I'm not close enough to people for that to make a difference #and what does she expect me to do now? condolences? meet her so I can play comfort for a person I kind of don't really care about?#what am I supposed to do with this information #yeah she died thats a shame and I'll miss her and her food but what am I supposed to do with that information now that I have it #fuck. i should take a shower and idk maybe cry a little or something to get it out of my system so I can go back to apathy #sometimes I hate being such a sentimental person I really do hate it sometimes #there's no point in it it just makes you sad about things that don't even matter anymore #you're never sad about the “That” youre just sad about the “never again”#those don't sound like two different things but. you know. they kind if are #it doesn't change anything for me. it wouldn't have mattered if she lived forever it wouldn't have changed the fact I'll probably never #idk. set foot into that entire country ever again. but it's just the way the option is gone now you know?#it was never really fun being there. i can't speak the language i don't like the crowds i never really got along well with the food.#i always needed someone to translate for me i could never just talk to people in private because of the impenetrable language barrier #virtually I have no connection to these people besides blood.#idk its strange its weird and I'll delete this post later but i need to get this out somewhere. or something like that #vent

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batcavescolony · 7 months ago

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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.

#katniss everdeen #the hunger games trilogy #the hunger games #primrose everdeen #hunger games #batcavescolony reads the hunger games #suzanne collins #'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl #and this isn't negative just bffr girl #your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is #old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU #...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in #CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the #reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously #shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent #so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to #district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie #and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give #them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like #some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12 #cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact #that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good #these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the #hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to #comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but #of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.

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pol-online · 3 months ago

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:o

#idk if its weird to post the same drawing in all my socials but its all i have 😭😭#moomin #moomins fanart #moominvalley #moomintroll #snufmin #moomin fanart #the moomins #snufkin #moomins #snufkin fanart #little my #little my fanart

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elfdyke · 9 months ago

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i dont think fandom people who only think about male characters and only create content for male characters are like horrible misogynists but i do think they often have some shit they need to unpack. like how can you , for example, play life is strange and the only thing you come away with from that is you want nathan and warren to fuck nasty. how can you watch birds of prey, and the only thing you come away with from that is you want roman and victor to fuck nasty......... like idk! idk! i just find it strange especially when people will engage with media Specifically about women and then put no effort in to empathize or care about them, sometimes even going far enough to say they HATE the female characters and that theyre bitches... IDK!!!!

#text #and yes i still do find it questionable when people engage with shit like idk bg3 and dont give a fuck about any female characters but #bop and lis for example are sooooo women centric and specifically about womens suffering and struggles.....#and people just come away from that wanting to see the boys do yaoi... its weird! its weird as hell!

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fishluring · 4 months ago

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the funny cave bug

#lethal company #my art #idk man im enamoured with this thing its like a weird dog to me. I spent like an hour thinking about speculative biology for it #idk if speculative biology is the right word but you get what i mean #if that middle image looks kinda weird its because i had to throw them all into one page or tumblr wouldnt show the post #for whatever reason

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spearxwind · 2 months ago

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The concept of adoption must not be well known

#windyart #scribble comic #broken horizon #alex #riptide #and some rando idk. get weirded out idiot #i didnt remember sketching this but i found it yesterday looking thru my sketchbook and i just had to draw it cause its so funny

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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thank u canon plant nerd megumi for my life

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#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiguro megumi #yuji itadori #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #itadori yuuji #megumi #yuuji #middle one FOUGHT oh my god #angle/arm position/watering can/expression NONE of it wld go right #took 2 hours to get the lines only to realize upon laying down flats that it was still Completely off #so i took a break to bake an entire cake came back n finally it started cooperating #tbh idk if im still shaking off ytd's weird funk or what but this took ages longer than it should have #but its ok bc florist/botanist/general plant nerd megu is free serotonin 2 me #i could not decide on one apron 2 give him #but then i remembered he is th type 2 take his hobby Very seriously of course he would own multiple #looks at the hydrangeas listen . listen I Know i ws bemoaning having 2 draw so many cursing their name etc etc #but u dont understand he had to be holding one he just had to. he told me so. he held a gun 2 my head and said U Know What To Do #and i said ok ok ok ok #there r only 2 i survived #and i wld do anything fr him as we well know . cuffs his jeans puts leaves in his hair <3 #jjk may have given me trust issues depression anxiety etc but it Also gave me flowerboy megu and i think that balances it out :)#edit added the bonus here bc reblogs dont show up in the main tags enjoy itfs gross flirting mwah <3

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wuntrum · 3 months ago

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taking the dogs out (inspired by my dad, who said he never found the blair witch project scary until we moved to a secluded house in the woods)

#my art #artists on tumblr #traditional art #<- acrylic on clay board. for the curious #i made this for an exhibit (which its in. technically. but idk its kinda weird circumstances tbh 😭)#but this is actually my dad and the dogs my family had <3 #they also look better irl. SIGH

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pasharuu · 2 years ago

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6 most efficient sleep positions

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanart #hsr #hsr fanart #hsr stelle #stelle #hsr dan heng #dan heng #hsr march 7th #march 7th #i kinda rushed to finish it so its super messy but i had a lot of fun nevertheless #with picking some weird positions to draw #that also was indeed a challenge #idk for what matter i made march's hair shorter tho

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beastlyidiocy · 4 months ago

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my sweet old man who is genuinely too kind for the world he lives in :(

#decadentart #bloodborne #retired hunter djura #he makes me so sick hes actually so fucking sweet when i think about it #Yes i gave her a skirt. whenever i draw the people of old yharnam i slways give tbem little accesories :)#the colors are a bit wonky because i intially drew it Reeaaalllyy Dark also idk i picked out some weird ass colors for the pallete #every time you shoot him off that tower an angel looses its wings #legimitately got upset when i killed him for his set #made sure he didnt fall to his death though. thats called bullying when you knock him off btw #also yeah i hc that the beasts are chill w him . and slso he knows all of their names #first maintagged art on this blog. shudders. i hope the fans dont eat me alive im serious you guys scare me #the halo was necessary btw #so anxious…. SEND IT! RAHHH!!! MY AUTISM BLAST GO!

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teh-inggris · 2 months ago

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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head

#senart #pvp civilization #pvp civ #I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST #if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like #he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him #ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi #or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords #and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to #that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane #Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation #wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm #anyways.#empty chattering

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uptownthots · 7 months ago

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I think if you consider yourself someone who genuinely cares about dismantling bioessentalism and the speaking out about harm it does to society you HAVE to acknowledge that bioessentalism is one of the oldest tools in the patriarchy's toolbox and not something twentieth-century TERFs invented

#this is not to say bioessentalism is NOT relevant to discussions of terfism btw #I just see too many people speaking about bioessentalist rhetoric as if its something only TERFs or Bad Women utilize #and that is fundamentally incorrect lol #I think acknowledging that bioessentalism has always been a tool of the patriarchy is important esp when talking about the very obvious #connections between terfism and 'traditional' right wing ideology #idk I think a lot of people just talk about bioessentalism as something Women(TM) believe and its really weird to me

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windwenn · 4 months ago

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