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little preview of my first (english) pjo wip-
Ed è l'odore dei limoni
Here, by some miracle, the war
Of conflicted passions is stilled,
Here even we the poor are owed our share of wealth
And it’s the smell of the lemon trees.
(Qui delle divertite passioni
per miracolo tace la guerra,
qui tocca anche a noi poveri la nostra parte di ricchezza
ed è l'odore dei limoni.)
-Eugenio Montale, I limoni
The memories come back to him slowly – colours and sounds and feelings, piece by piece, until Nico can push them together and just barely glimpse the bigger picture.
The language comes first, like an old friend, rolls off of his tongue as if it’d never left. It makes it weird to speak English, makes the words and sounds clumsier – once, he stumbles over half the words in a single sentence and thinks this entire thing might reveal itself to be more inconvenience than gift, after all. He wonders, briefly, if this is how he used to speak English as a child. If it used to be even worse.
He doesn’t seriously struggle to speak but sometimes he’ll find himself thinking, it doesn’t feel natural anymore.
And, immediately after, because knowing it doesn’t make it mine.
Some part of who he was has been unlocked and it clashes with who he is, the constant war between what was his from birth and what has been forced on him throughout the years – what he grasped onto when everything that used to be his was taken away, erased by a God who could not fully understand the concept of belonging in a single place. Could not understand the importance of roots and family and history, not in the way mortals do.
And whose fault is it, anyway? A million mortal lovers could not teach Divinity how to be human. It's to be expected, isn't it? It would be against his very nature.
Nico is angry, all the same.
It's not new, this anger.
(actually italian nico making peace with his past and where he comes from my beloved)
#nico di angelo#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo fanfic#heroes of olympus#hoo#italian nico my beloved#unfortunately absent in canon#that's okay the only crime rick committed on that front is forgetting the accent#what even is a niccolo#u mean my boy niccolò?#tsats#the sun and the star#this is someplace between hoo and tsats#or its after that#its unclear to me also#this fic is my lovechild#and also my hate/love letter to italy#take that as you will#percy jackson
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Everlasting A5
#when I tried to post this tumblr signed me out of my account???#all that work and I wasn't even happy with it halfway through but now I love this thang. yay#X's clock hand has no gears on it for lore reasons and not because I didn't wanna draw it I swear#this is actually the first time I've drawn both Abram and Abel. Abram was a darling to draw and Abel had his face redrawn 14 times#I believe it's physically impossible not to make Adam look real pretty in literally anything. plus I took tattoo liberties and I like em#he's barefoot in my heart but unfortunately I cannot draw feet.#anyways. justifications:#Time Duck as an abno has its event centred around what one perceives it to be - a rabbit or a duck#this links to Fau in how it can be unclear when it is her and when it is the Gesellschaft. who she is at any one point is somewhat up to yo#and I think it links very similarly to the A5 - are they truly all one in the same#or are they different people with the same - or similar enough - starting points#especially for X - which is why he's the goopy-est - is he simply Ayin once again or has he changed to the point of being his own person#that goes for every loop's X as well. can the same shape change enough in ones eyes to become an entirely different animal#also the time theme and Fau's corrosion quote 'Thus. You cease to move. Trapped in the stopped time. For eternity'#is an obvious reference to the time loop shenanigans at L Corp HQ#they are all trapped by him in the same 50 days. never to move forward with the rest of the world. for a practical eternity#also doomsday clock on Fau's corrosion is a reference to how A and D keep paralleling eachother and probably know eachother from somewhere#the tremor on the E.G.O is like how each thing that happened brought him closer to the brink [aka the stagger threshold]#and the sinking on the gift [gestures at Abram]#plus the mechanical theme connects to how Ayin looked towards the seemingly infallible idea of the machine in his time of need#fanart#ayin lobcorp#abram lobcorp#abel lobcorp#adam lobcorp#x lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#limbus company#🌑🌘🌗🌖🌕#NEVER DRAW GEARS PLEASE JUST TRUST ME ON THIS ONE IT IS NEVER WORTH IT
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OVERANALYSIS OF THE BURNING SPICE UPDATE TRAILER BECAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE TO
we open up like this. pretty ominous words ... and you wonder which one is the demon and which is the god. burning spice and golden cheese seem to be very similar, possibly the most parallels that one could draw from the ancients and their respective beasts.
And then we get this shot. Obviously it's showing the soul jam, but there are also some things behind it. One resembles a snake ... APOPHIS ANYONE? this has THE most Egyptian mythology symbolism ever. if golden cheese represents ra, which makes one hundred percent sense considering her kingdom and wealth and radiance and all that, and the fact that she resembles a falcon, then the snake on this wall HAS to represent apophis. it can't not. heck, in some versions of the story apophis was A FORMER SUN GOD. like crk def knows what they're doing.
there's also this tiger character ... nutmeg tiger I'm pretty sure? something like that. they seem to be under the influence of burning spice, as well as all the creatures around them. they seem to be at a higher "position" than all these other guys, though. maybe a willing host?
and there is this. this is really interesting. the fact that Golden Cheese is the one to say this is very intriguing. as far as we knew, the ancients had no knowledge that the beasts even existed until pure vanilla's trip. he wrote the letter to dark cacao, and it was all "you won't believe this - but the place called BEAST-yeast has BEASTS in it!!!" and dark cacao was equally surprised. they didn't know. they thought they were the first ever wielders of the soul jam. but golden cheese ... seems to know a bit more than she lets on to the rest of the group. and a bit more than us. what the heck is the spice swarm?
also, the return (and release) of smoked cheese!! man I missed this guy. he seems to be working with golden cheese in this shot, but then what was his little deal at the end of the first teaser about? it does make sense, though, that he would try to at least be against burning spice - his entire goal is to get the soul jam because he thinks the current wielders aren't worthy - but to me it seems like he might have his own third side in this battle. he'll probably convince both sides he's working with them, knowing this dude. he wants the power of abundance and destruction, a second half he knew nothing about, the ability to make a change in the kingdoms and the lives of everyone in them.
and these two images are probably the most interesting of them all. they seem to be part of some sort of ancient papyrus or prophecy or something like that. golden cheese is yelling about the "great destroyer." could it be possible he was some sort of legend in their kingdom, a prophecy just waiting to unfold? could golden cheese have known about this threat since the beginning? could the beasts' corruption have been inevitable from the start, written in the stars ... and could the witches have known about it?
#im way too hyped for this update actually#if you couldn't tell#burning spice's ability to bring others under his influence is a CRAZY power tho. I thought that would be more of shadow milk's thing#but its kinda unclear HOW burning spice's power works.#and that nutmeg tiger or whatever their name is ... what's THEIR role in all this?#and this isn't even the entire trailer!!! I covered like four frames!!! THERE'S SO MUCH!!!#anyways super excited to pull burning spice first try as an f2p#hey look. I did it w/ wind archer. twice. I got mystic flour on my first 50. it's POSSIBLE.#buuuut if there's anything I want it's shadow milk.#anyways SUPER EXCITED FOR OCTOBER!!#“THE GREAT DESTROYER!!” whaaaat does that mean?#also one more thing: this doesn't seem to be taking place IN beast-yeast? it looks like we're just at the fallen gc kingdom#do we go there eventually? what's goin' on?#the fanartists will be going craaazy (including myself)#crk#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#beast yeast#burning spice cookie#smoked cheese cookie#golden cheese cookie#also that whole Egyptian mythology thing is INSANE. I love mythology it drives me nuts about everything when im able to make a connection.
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Legitimately can't explain what caused me to get just get really into this hetaliaAU that exists solely in my brain but I couldn't stop
At first it was just imagining like a Japanese woman in kimono in like 19th century New York and then I started thinking about how amazing fem japan is and like then ameripan came in and now I'm like losing it
#amepan#ameripan#nyo japan#hws japan#hws america#hetalia#hetalia fanart#historical hetalia#my art#no one gets nyo japan like me (i hate “canon” nyo japan and will rebuild her to be a complex character)#i did start thinking about how epic nyo japan would be when learning that like super pre history japan#like women were religious and social leaders#theres also that one chinese record of the kingdom of wei#which to be clear historical accuracy of thst is unclear but it does seem to link to modern day japan#and in the record its like “the people here saw male rulers were causing problems so now only women rule” and theres princess himiko#ANYWAY i could talk about my decisions on why i think japan depicted as a woman is best but i wont here#also its embarrassing posting hetalia on my main#it ferls like i need a secret account#suggestive cw
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taking notes from femtanyl
#kib art#gregory is unaware of the dangers#hes just like me#artists on tumblr#digital artist#digital art#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf gregory#fnaftober#technically-#it was supposed to be for the prompt [hallucination] but#uh#yk#whether or not its glitchtrap or greg whos the hallucination ill let you decide#glitchtrap#eyestrain#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#fnaf help wanted#i unyassified glitchtrap sorey pooks#he still has wonderful eyelashes tho#scopophobia#possibly ?#its unclear#i also jus dont like how i painted glitchtrap but whatever
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chiens-loups
#''it strikes me that i know that girl'' <- lines that sit in your head forever and ever. narrative parallels of all time#thoughts#my art#les mis#javert#eponine#victor hugo said we've had nice parallels between a middle aged man and a young girl. now it's time for fucked up parallels#i had a whole collection of these w the two of them about parallels/cycles/javert perpetuating the same system that hurt him. but#they're barely sketches so i'll just post this on its own#there's a version of this with ghostly dogs things curled around them which was fun to do but felt a little too silly/reductive/unclear#so i took it out. altho i had a fun bit abt how their different collars represented their character#also not completely sure how i picture eponine but trying things out. i was really thinking abt how in her first appearance hugo emphasizes#that she is still a child even though she doesn't see herself that way & she's been forced to grow up quickly & was sort of trying to#reflect that. the odd area in mid teenage idk#still not Entirely happy with how i've structured/positioned it but it's been sitting on my computer for weeks so i may as well post it
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A leitner that records your most embarrassing memories and shouts them to anyone passing by.
i will simply stop remembering actually
#terrifying leitner thank you#also sorry ive been gone its finals season and i am passing away a little bit#the magnus archives#tma#jurgen leitner#leitner books#from the library of jurgen leitner#submission#unclear entity#the eye#to me.
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Hey i have a little question about your Tiger Zoro Au but first I just have to say I absolutely love this idea your giving me so much serotonin right now!!!
My question is that pre time skip was Zoro a skinny and long tiger? Then in post time skip he looks like those tigers that has hella muscles? How would the crew react to muscular Tiger Zoro?  Also (if it’s not to much to ask) how would each of the crew members react to Zoro changing into a Tiger the first time around?
Sorry if this is to many questions i just absolutely love this AU and I kinda wanna see more and your art for this is amazing!!!
Sorry for the wait! Thanks so much, that’s so great to hear!! 😭🙏 I'm more than happy to oblige, and no worries, there’s never too much questions about tiger!Zoro, you guys give me so many more fun ideas than I could ever come up with myself. So keep it coming, actually!!
Now for the post timeskip look, I’ve actually got two ideas. The first is the mentioned monster muscled ripped-as-fuck tiger, which is hilarious on it’s own already:
(Not pictured: poor Franky having an aneurysm over the scratch marks on deck everywhere)
Maybe I'll make a seperate post on each of the Strawhats reaction to seeing Zoro change for the first time! For now though, Luffy of course thinks everything about it is awesome. He will not shut up about it and asks Zoro if he can do the most ridiculous things in tiger form, which Zoro sees as fun challenges. (If anyone's got any other crazy ideas Luffy might ask of him let me know haha)
The other post timeskip look idea is that he just. Grows bigger. In actual size. He just becomes a Huge tiger. This makes no sense but who cares (it’s One Piece after all) and Chopper is able to grow a few sizes in seconds, so I think he should be allowed a few extra meters. If only because it’s cool as hell.
Size difference would be something like this:
The only thing is though, his tiger form grows in size everytime he grows in strength, so potentially there's nothing stopping him from growing 'till fucking Enormous
#zoro#roronoa zoro#tiger zoro#weretiger zoro#tiger zoro au#one piece#one piece art#op fanart#like i don't want him to outgrow the sunny yknow!#there has to be a limit somewhere#i love that everyone is having as much fun with it as i am.. so many new followers! HELLO#please dont be discouraged by me taking a month to reply (sorryyy) everyone yall can send me every question you have#i love thinking about and expanding this au#please feel free to join in#also in case its too unclear/small/scribbly:#the disturbed club is usopp/sanji/nami and the ones big zoro is carrying on his back are chopper/luffy/usopp#tiger art#tigers#fav egg
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you will look at my special little guys. or else.
#ts2#ts2 screenshots#the sims 2#ssdocs#ogsims#oc: fleck#oc: hayden gardner#sorry to the people who followed me for anything other than this but also i'm not#i've been either posting cc or sorting my new dl folder. or hunting down more cc to make my ocs in the sims 2#i haven't had much energy for anything else. so.#anyway in case its unclear: they're both adult sims its just that fleck is tall as fuck so i stretchskeleton'd him
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grian etho evo au where when the server enters different versions of minecraft it sometimes fucks up and connects their world with other worlds and other lps from that specific version. grian is out thousands of blocks looking for clay and he stumbles across a weird little guy living in an ugly oak building with a creeper face on it talking to himself and when he tries to harvest The Clay outside his house the guy starts freaking out and threatening to kill him. its ethoslab at chocolate island who has until this point been convinced that he was in a singleplayer world. etho thinks grian was sent by spaz and grian thinks etho is a trick from the watchers. they both think the other is insane .etc
#sry on some kinda grian etho kick right now or something. dont know if this has been done before or if its a cool idea#also i watched evo smp recently.i am really nostalgic for beta minecraft for some reason#unclear whether they will recognize each other . i havent thought that far ahead#someone make something cool out of this.not me tho
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Day 172 | id in alt
Being silly.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#NOT ME ACCIDENTALLY MAKING KUGISAKI LOOK LIKE MY CROSS EYED CAT#Kugisaki im so sorry i made you kinda look like my cat little man#devastated honestly#now to go back on track ive been reading into a lot of stuff lately#and honestly i might go back into my bloodborne thine its dragging me back#also the aus.....#i only have three one is a bloodborne au and the other two are some nbmk fucked up thing that makes me giggle#robot and angel of vengeance and a witch and a whole ass god of weapons and tactical war#maki would bever be the god of war war because she's not the type of person to just go brazenly fighting for the thrill of the kill#also in that witch au i accidentally somehow established a government and gojo is in there#its funny#i like playing with unclear shit that questions morality and power
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ok, sure
#up to viewer interpretation. its about a lot of things. but its also only about her. so#things are left vague/unclear/etc on purpose. not for the sake of making it 'relatable' or whatever#making things clear just defeated the point i was trying to make when ripping this image out of me. so.#whatever. lalala#denver art
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#clone wars#star wars#anakin skywalker#arc trooper fives#my art#i wanted to color this but then i gave up lol#i love how unclear it is wether or not ani has arms <3#up to interpretation ig#also sorry fives i cut you face in half forgive me ;-;#also there's a nice amount of flower language n there (its pretty heavyhanded lol) exept i dunno if the flowers are recognizable
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no school tomorrow, fuck yeah!
#prepare yourself for non stop cvts posting tomorrow#scary shit that is#a menace to society and shblr dashes across the world#i hate capitalism#more of my abstract anti-consumerism “art” maybbe if your lucky#(literally just tumblr dot com post with song and photo of anti-terrorism bins)#(its it makes sense because the song is called plastic bag and the bins are just plastic bags and the song is about anti consumerism and the#anti terrorism bins are a thing because of the IRA bombings wich would have never happened if it wasnt for colonialism wich would have never#happened if it weren't for capitalism#capitalism created the anti-terrorism bins and capitalism created consumerism and the song is about over consumption and is called plastic#bag and the bin is literally just a hanging plastic bag. do i sound insane or an i a genius.)#(me and my little red strings except its tumblr dot com) (more specifically shblr because)#idk what i was saying#ALSO the anti-capitalism is linked to the Vincent van gogh thing because gogh was brushed under the rug as a suicide due to his mental#illneses and he (may have. its unclear how he died but i think its prev clear it was a murder) lied about shooting himself because if it was#some boys messing about as the theory goes he didn't want them to get in trouble and go to jail#does this make sense
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FINALLY joined a trade union. Please clap.
#I put it off for aaaaaaages because it was so unclear which union covered my sector#And then I finally found out this week#And its a VERY ANNOYING UNION like a very mainstream big bureaucratic union#But anyway I joined it. Better than no union!#Also it took less than 10 minutes to sign up. It is simple and easy to join a trade union#And I have my radical and cool tenants union for when I get frustrated about this one!#Me Fein#Eefa sells her labour
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hewwo frevblr! its been awhile but today i bring yall a scan of the l'Humanité special edition, robespierre et le peuple debout, that came out this summer!
#tomorrow i bring myself an early morning panic attack as i attempt to finish the german hw im currently procrastinating before class <3#u cant open it without downloading cuz its too big but its not a virus i prommy 🥺#also if there are any issues accessing it or if any pages are blurry/missing/unclear pls let me know!!#frev#l'humanité#robespierre#marat#saint just#french revolution#la révolution française
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