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little preview of my first (english) pjo wip-
Ed è l'odore dei limoni
Here, by some miracle, the war
Of conflicted passions is stilled,
Here even we the poor are owed our share of wealth
And it’s the smell of the lemon trees.
(Qui delle divertite passioni
per miracolo tace la guerra,
qui tocca anche a noi poveri la nostra parte di ricchezza
ed è l'odore dei limoni.)
-Eugenio Montale, I limoni
The memories come back to him slowly – colours and sounds and feelings, piece by piece, until Nico can push them together and just barely glimpse the bigger picture.
The language comes first, like an old friend, rolls off of his tongue as if it’d never left. It makes it weird to speak English, makes the words and sounds clumsier – once, he stumbles over half the words in a single sentence and thinks this entire thing might reveal itself to be more inconvenience than gift, after all. He wonders, briefly, if this is how he used to speak English as a child. If it used to be even worse.
He doesn’t seriously struggle to speak but sometimes he’ll find himself thinking, it doesn’t feel natural anymore.
And, immediately after, because knowing it doesn’t make it mine.
Some part of who he was has been unlocked and it clashes with who he is, the constant war between what was his from birth and what has been forced on him throughout the years – what he grasped onto when everything that used to be his was taken away, erased by a God who could not fully understand the concept of belonging in a single place. Could not understand the importance of roots and family and history, not in the way mortals do.
And whose fault is it, anyway? A million mortal lovers could not teach Divinity how to be human. It's to be expected, isn't it? It would be against his very nature.
Nico is angry, all the same.
It's not new, this anger.
(actually italian nico making peace with his past and where he comes from my beloved)
#nico di angelo#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo fanfic#heroes of olympus#hoo#italian nico my beloved#unfortunately absent in canon#that's okay the only crime rick committed on that front is forgetting the accent#what even is a niccolo#u mean my boy niccolò?#tsats#the sun and the star#this is someplace between hoo and tsats#or its after that#its unclear to me also#this fic is my lovechild#and also my hate/love letter to italy#take that as you will#percy jackson
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(Killie the jockey OC and his coworkers)





(Killie is absurdly strong! but also - this is important, listen up, Rossa - the instructions are written on the cap)
(As a dual champion flat and jump jockey, Killie is capable of opening jars and also immune to the lure of the single grape)
#Killie#jockeyposting 🏇#pippa knows his first name of course. they actually dated for a bit. it wasn’t super successful and it was making their parents#way too happy.#and apart from the job and the horse obsessions and sharing the same shoe size they didn’t have much to say to each other.#well. Killie doesn’t say much generally. but they both deserved better. and the forward momentum was definitely pushing them rapidly towards#Marriage and Kids (two to four exquisitely tiny jockey babies)#Killie thinks Pippa’s probably mad at him for the breakup#but actually she has a lot of respect and affection for him which is good because he broke up with her by going#HI. CAN WE BREAK UP PLEASE. and she asked why and he just 😟 at her with absolutely no answer at all while she got stressed#and then recalibrated to Planet Killie and asked Do You Want To Break Up Killie? and he said YES in tremendous relief#Any Particular Reason Killie? NO#SORRY#Don’t Worry About It. Thank You For Telling Me.#in another world Cillian and Philippa have a princess/knight dynamic but the roles of who is princess and who is knight#are extremely unclear. also both of them are the horse.#Pippa is annoyed by the Pip nickname but Rossa (Irish pronunciation a bit like ROE-sha) prefers Ross as a nickname because it’s less rosy#and while its traditional for male jockeys to have diminutive names like Ruby and Franny and so on#Rossa feels he has troubles enough.#maybe when he’s a champion.#Rossa and Pippa are hurtling towards dating and both are annoyed by this.#and both of them like Killie a lot#and Killie suspects they are hunting him for sport 😌#other details: Pippa and Rossa are wearing the large unisex colours that are kept for whatever jockey is riding for whatever owner#while Rossa is tall he’s narrow and Pippa is a small woman so the unisex one-size-fits-all silks are a bit big on them and are tucked in#and have hair elastics at the wrists to stop them being#too baggy and Pippa’s folded the sleeves back before securing them. but Killie#as we know is the prince of a rotten little dynasty and special pet of a mad billionaire owner#and he belongs to that stable and has his own silks which fit him. god bless.
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OVERANALYSIS OF THE BURNING SPICE UPDATE TRAILER BECAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE TO
we open up like this. pretty ominous words ... and you wonder which one is the demon and which is the god. burning spice and golden cheese seem to be very similar, possibly the most parallels that one could draw from the ancients and their respective beasts.
And then we get this shot. Obviously it's showing the soul jam, but there are also some things behind it. One resembles a snake ... APOPHIS ANYONE? this has THE most Egyptian mythology symbolism ever. if golden cheese represents ra, which makes one hundred percent sense considering her kingdom and wealth and radiance and all that, and the fact that she resembles a falcon, then the snake on this wall HAS to represent apophis. it can't not. heck, in some versions of the story apophis was A FORMER SUN GOD. like crk def knows what they're doing.
there's also this tiger character ... nutmeg tiger I'm pretty sure? something like that. they seem to be under the influence of burning spice, as well as all the creatures around them. they seem to be at a higher "position" than all these other guys, though. maybe a willing host?
and there is this. this is really interesting. the fact that Golden Cheese is the one to say this is very intriguing. as far as we knew, the ancients had no knowledge that the beasts even existed until pure vanilla's trip. he wrote the letter to dark cacao, and it was all "you won't believe this - but the place called BEAST-yeast has BEASTS in it!!!" and dark cacao was equally surprised. they didn't know. they thought they were the first ever wielders of the soul jam. but golden cheese ... seems to know a bit more than she lets on to the rest of the group. and a bit more than us. what the heck is the spice swarm?
also, the return (and release) of smoked cheese!! man I missed this guy. he seems to be working with golden cheese in this shot, but then what was his little deal at the end of the first teaser about? it does make sense, though, that he would try to at least be against burning spice - his entire goal is to get the soul jam because he thinks the current wielders aren't worthy - but to me it seems like he might have his own third side in this battle. he'll probably convince both sides he's working with them, knowing this dude. he wants the power of abundance and destruction, a second half he knew nothing about, the ability to make a change in the kingdoms and the lives of everyone in them.
and these two images are probably the most interesting of them all. they seem to be part of some sort of ancient papyrus or prophecy or something like that. golden cheese is yelling about the "great destroyer." could it be possible he was some sort of legend in their kingdom, a prophecy just waiting to unfold? could golden cheese have known about this threat since the beginning? could the beasts' corruption have been inevitable from the start, written in the stars ... and could the witches have known about it?
#im way too hyped for this update actually#if you couldn't tell#burning spice's ability to bring others under his influence is a CRAZY power tho. I thought that would be more of shadow milk's thing#but its kinda unclear HOW burning spice's power works.#and that nutmeg tiger or whatever their name is ... what's THEIR role in all this?#and this isn't even the entire trailer!!! I covered like four frames!!! THERE'S SO MUCH!!!#anyways super excited to pull burning spice first try as an f2p#hey look. I did it w/ wind archer. twice. I got mystic flour on my first 50. it's POSSIBLE.#buuuut if there's anything I want it's shadow milk.#anyways SUPER EXCITED FOR OCTOBER!!#“THE GREAT DESTROYER!!” whaaaat does that mean?#also one more thing: this doesn't seem to be taking place IN beast-yeast? it looks like we're just at the fallen gc kingdom#do we go there eventually? what's goin' on?#the fanartists will be going craaazy (including myself)#crk#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#beast yeast#burning spice cookie#smoked cheese cookie#golden cheese cookie#also that whole Egyptian mythology thing is INSANE. I love mythology it drives me nuts about everything when im able to make a connection.
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santa sarnax !
#i had this little idea since sarnax likes to give gifts in the campaign#idk its just really sweet!!#(if its unclear he’s woodcarving [it just feels very sarnax to me?] in the drawing on the right)#HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATES ALSO#my art#sketch#sarnax of the edelwood#curse of strahdanya
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taking notes from femtanyl
#kib art#gregory is unaware of the dangers#hes just like me#artists on tumblr#digital artist#digital art#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf gregory#fnaftober#technically-#it was supposed to be for the prompt [hallucination] but#uh#yk#whether or not its glitchtrap or greg whos the hallucination ill let you decide#glitchtrap#eyestrain#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#fnaf help wanted#i unyassified glitchtrap sorey pooks#he still has wonderful eyelashes tho#scopophobia#possibly ?#its unclear#i also jus dont like how i painted glitchtrap but whatever
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Sucker punch in the gut, here's a tissue
💗Slides you this delicious companion fic @getinthefuckingcarkitten wrote for me💗
#dol fanart#dol avery#dol pc#degrees of lewdity#dolgl#avery the businessperson#avery the businessbutch#f!avery#dee the defiant#deevery#long time no deevery#redrew an older artwork of mine#no comparison bc i hated that one. that was an extremely bad art day and i forced myself to post it despite hating it#Also yeah Avery caught Dees hands after getting angry and has to deal with the fact that she can't just beat Dee into submission#also in case its unclear: Dee got some scratches on her face bc Avery strikes me as the kind of person to go for petty juvenile shit like:
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Hey i have a little question about your Tiger Zoro Au but first I just have to say I absolutely love this idea your giving me so much serotonin right now!!!
My question is that pre time skip was Zoro a skinny and long tiger? Then in post time skip he looks like those tigers that has hella muscles? How would the crew react to muscular Tiger Zoro?  Also (if it’s not to much to ask) how would each of the crew members react to Zoro changing into a Tiger the first time around?
Sorry if this is to many questions i just absolutely love this AU and I kinda wanna see more and your art for this is amazing!!!
Sorry for the wait! Thanks so much, that’s so great to hear!! 😭🙏 I'm more than happy to oblige, and no worries, there’s never too much questions about tiger!Zoro, you guys give me so many more fun ideas than I could ever come up with myself. So keep it coming, actually!!
Now for the post timeskip look, I’ve actually got two ideas. The first is the mentioned monster muscled ripped-as-fuck tiger, which is hilarious on it’s own already:




(Not pictured: poor Franky having an aneurysm over the scratch marks on deck everywhere)
Maybe I'll make a seperate post on each of the Strawhats reaction to seeing Zoro change for the first time! For now though, Luffy of course thinks everything about it is awesome. He will not shut up about it and asks Zoro if he can do the most ridiculous things in tiger form, which Zoro sees as fun challenges. (If anyone's got any other crazy ideas Luffy might ask of him let me know haha)
The other post timeskip look idea is that he just. Grows bigger. In actual size. He just becomes a Huge tiger. This makes no sense but who cares (it’s One Piece after all) and Chopper is able to grow a few sizes in seconds, so I think he should be allowed a few extra meters. If only because it’s cool as hell.
Size difference would be something like this:



The only thing is though, his tiger form grows in size everytime he grows in strength, so potentially there's nothing stopping him from growing 'till fucking Enormous
#zoro#roronoa zoro#tiger zoro#weretiger zoro#tiger zoro au#one piece#one piece art#op fanart#like i don't want him to outgrow the sunny yknow!#there has to be a limit somewhere#i love that everyone is having as much fun with it as i am.. so many new followers! HELLO#please dont be discouraged by me taking a month to reply (sorryyy) everyone yall can send me every question you have#i love thinking about and expanding this au#please feel free to join in#also in case its too unclear/small/scribbly:#the disturbed club is usopp/sanji/nami and the ones big zoro is carrying on his back are chopper/luffy/usopp#tiger art#tigers#fav egg
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you will look at my special little guys. or else.
#ts2#ts2 screenshots#the sims 2#ssdocs#ogsims#oc: fleck#oc: hayden gardner#sorry to the people who followed me for anything other than this but also i'm not#i've been either posting cc or sorting my new dl folder. or hunting down more cc to make my ocs in the sims 2#i haven't had much energy for anything else. so.#anyway in case its unclear: they're both adult sims its just that fleck is tall as fuck so i stretchskeleton'd him
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grian etho evo au where when the server enters different versions of minecraft it sometimes fucks up and connects their world with other worlds and other lps from that specific version. grian is out thousands of blocks looking for clay and he stumbles across a weird little guy living in an ugly oak building with a creeper face on it talking to himself and when he tries to harvest The Clay outside his house the guy starts freaking out and threatening to kill him. its ethoslab at chocolate island who has until this point been convinced that he was in a singleplayer world. etho thinks grian was sent by spaz and grian thinks etho is a trick from the watchers. they both think the other is insane .etc
#sry on some kinda grian etho kick right now or something. dont know if this has been done before or if its a cool idea#also i watched evo smp recently.i am really nostalgic for beta minecraft for some reason#unclear whether they will recognize each other . i havent thought that far ahead#someone make something cool out of this.not me tho
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Day 172 | id in alt
Being silly.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#NOT ME ACCIDENTALLY MAKING KUGISAKI LOOK LIKE MY CROSS EYED CAT#Kugisaki im so sorry i made you kinda look like my cat little man#devastated honestly#now to go back on track ive been reading into a lot of stuff lately#and honestly i might go back into my bloodborne thine its dragging me back#also the aus.....#i only have three one is a bloodborne au and the other two are some nbmk fucked up thing that makes me giggle#robot and angel of vengeance and a witch and a whole ass god of weapons and tactical war#maki would bever be the god of war war because she's not the type of person to just go brazenly fighting for the thrill of the kill#also in that witch au i accidentally somehow established a government and gojo is in there#its funny#i like playing with unclear shit that questions morality and power
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oscar x rosalie (or any other woman) vs oscar x andré
#except it doesn't add anything to andré's character he's still boring and irrelevant#it's kind of funny how he's like a female love interest but male#his only purpose is to pine after oscar and then oscar also falls for him because ?? idk the reasons are unclear to me#because the series was reaching its end and he needed to partner up i guess#بات چیت#rose of versailles
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hewwo frevblr! its been awhile but today i bring yall a scan of the l'Humanité special edition, robespierre et le peuple debout, that came out this summer!
#tomorrow i bring myself an early morning panic attack as i attempt to finish the german hw im currently procrastinating before class <3#u cant open it without downloading cuz its too big but its not a virus i prommy 🥺#also if there are any issues accessing it or if any pages are blurry/missing/unclear pls let me know!!#frev#l'humanité#robespierre#marat#saint just#french revolution#la révolution française
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watched a majora's mask analysis earlier today with my fiancee. my verdict is that I actually really enjoyed the op's interpretations, but that I wished that they talked more about mm's literal level and what one can get from it, rather than talking about those events as if they are strictly metaphor. yes, of course the metaphorical layer of the game is rich to dig into, but it's also such an open-ended and surreal game that it's difficult to nail down every single distinct metaphor that can be derived from its events. which is why I consider it necessary to discuss the way the literal layer presents itself and what sort of motifs and ideas exist there as a baseline before you begin looking at it as metaphor
#narrates#zelda#^ longwinded way of saying that i think that both the impeding inevitability of death#the way the characters react to it#and the question of whether or not termina is even 'real' or can be saved are all intensely interesting aspects of the game#regardless of metaphor. you are existing in a world where you empirically cannot change anything permanently until your very last cycle#and in a world that is potentially not real or is doomed in other ways. but your task is still to help these people and save it#which is interesting even before you get into the symbolic spiritual and metaphorical reads of the game#again thats not to say those reads are bad. i think those reads are what people find the MOST meaningful about mm#most of mm's strength lies in its atmosphere and its ability to convey all these overlapping ideas#its surrealism and the richness of its ideas is what allows for an audience to draw all sorts of meanings out of it#it's just also very meaningful in its LITERAL events and I enjoy that quite a lot!#also... I feel like you heavily have to acknowledge death of the author when dealing with mm#you cannot rely on what you think the author intended. because thats both unclear and does a disservice to the games open endedness#which means that your analysis tends to be far more meaningful when you discuss how IDEAS are embedded in the game#and how you personally constructed meaning out of that#rather than relying on your ability to convince me that your specific read was completely what the devs were thinking#idc about the devs tell me about YOU!#this video was way better than most at doing that but I just prefer mm analysis that is heavier on death of the author#edit: i don't mean you should discount cultural context. thats part of the ideas embedded in ths game#i just mean that I don't like arguments that rely on the idea that the devs INTENDED that cultural context to shape the games metaphors
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I thought I was the only one who still didn't understand what the Spina Di Rosula was 😭
You know, anon, I was debating with myself whether to put that joke in because I was thinking "Did I just have a poor reading comprehension moment?" However (compilation below):
#navia was so enthusiastic about the case that she just. forgor#like she showed up with her henchmen and fontaine invented sunglasses apparently so I was like. ah it's the famiglia#and then they were like. we have a permanent accessible base of operations which basically acts as a local government for Fish ToT#and then she drops that she has a liason with the actual police ?#hey girl <3 your organisation has a positive(?) social impact but its labour classification is unclear <3#anon#ask#ty for the ask!#and also providing a space for me to compile everyone being confused LOL
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this is gonna be an extremely awkward ride home
#degrees of lewdity#avery the businessperson#avery the businessbutch#dee the defiant#dol pc#aftermath of the babyfight#urghghgh gonna be real this doodle was not quick and I'm not happy with it BUT I'm trying to be better about my perfectionism#Also yeah Avery caught Dees hands after getting angry and has to deal with the fact that she can't just bully Dee into submission#also in case its unclear: Dee got some scratches on her face bc Avery strikes me as the kind of person to go for petty juvenile shit like:#pulling hair; scratching; maybe biting#my art#dolgl#myart
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I love putting myself waist deep in writer problems that aren’t really a huge deal in the grand scheme of things but still bug me to no end [disclaimer: this post consists of fic planning rambles that can be construed as genuine questions for canon too]
Currently I’ve given myself a headache trying to figure out whether or not there’d be Heartless in Scala if Ephy (or anyone really) seals its Keyhole
Because what does locking a world’s Keyhole do exactly? Does it prevent Heartless from destroying the world? (they still appear, but just can’t destroy everything on a huge catastrophic scale) Or does it stop Heartless from appearing entirely, meaning there’s no need to worry about Heartless at all anymore?
My current working solution (for my own project, not necessarily for canon) is that Scala is a special case. As the hub for keyblade wielders, Heartless appear regardless of whether or not its keyhole is locked simply because they’re attracted to the keyblade and the numerous wielders that live there.
#roadie rambles#ereyesterday#feel free to comment on this but mainly this is just me pacing around talking to myself again lmao#I did mention the keyhole briefly in overmorrow but I didn’t say that eph locked it; I also mention that heartless are still around in OoA#so I’ve been thinking about whether the things I have lined up for E make sense or not#this is tricky bc of how early in the timeline it is#kh3 scala has heartless but it’s such a unique place that clearly reached the end of its normalcy long ago so I can’t rely on that#and ml scala has heartless that cross over from the astral dimension (unclear if there are normally heartless in scala without that)#so either I’ve written myself into a hole here. or I can make up my own rules/ideas to explain this#the latter is easier to accept and actually play around with hahah 😅#whatever WHATEVER! the universe 300 yrs ago was different. the end hahjwjsjhk#I overthink things a lot but I just. want it to make sense y’know? I get mad when I realize something was inaccurate in hindsight#even if no one else batted an eye at it 😅😅😅#‘this is a fic not a comprehensive exploration of canon’ past roadie says. yeah uh. okay
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