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ISTANBUL (NOT CONSTANINOPLE) - THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS . yandere platonic fyolai DOA + ADA x reader fic NOTES (part 3 : spoilers for future part :3) . possible spoilers for ch. 57+, ep. 42+, and kamui identity part one | part two
āeven old new york, was once new amsterdam...ā
reader jumps off building and starts doing sm crazy parkour shi from balcony to balcony (learned from time w agency)
reaches floor n SPEEDS AWAY like a PUSSY /j
fyodorat and nikolalallala come too late n they see reader speeding off wo sparing them another glance
get very angrye
two bfs have angrery doa meeting
reader has some plot bullshit sense of direction and finds ranpo (yippee >< !!)
ranpo + poe + reader save dilf man
while this happen other doa member get obsessed w reader too (oof sucks to suck LSOERR)
sigma > mutual feeling of being trapped w crazy homosexuals makes him bond w u despite never once have spoken to u
bram > idfk pretend he sees shi thru the vamps n he sees u n u remind him of liek some long time friend reincarnation shit like w aya idfk
kamui/fu(c)kuchi > ermm well so like yeah idk ill make sm bs up later
reader meets up w kunikissdaman n liek idk fluff moment yay
disasterš±!!!
reader = kidnapped by vampire
ada = chaos
fyodor = jail
dazai = jail
dazai v fyodor evil discussion ovr reader
ermmm reader get dragged to leik merusault bc fukuchi n bram wanna meet them
sigma finds them halfway
gains readers trust via half-truths
reader gets dragged awya AGAON
meets bram > seems cool
meet fukuchi > hates but hifes it bcc no wanna die
thats all i got for now JSJSJ
ā...why they changed it, i can't say, people just liked it better that way!ā
#{ uhhh in progress !! }#bsd x reader#bsd#platonic bsd x reader#platonic nikolai x reader#platonic yandere x reader#platonic yandere#platonic x reader#yandere bsd#yandere platonic#yandere platonic x reader#yandere fyolai x reader#platonic fyodor x reader#platonic fyolai x reader#fyodor dostoevsky bsd#yandere nikolai x reader#x reader#yandere hcs#dies#its sooo late
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Are you ever washing the dishes in the afternoon, your favourite song playing on the speaker, you sing along while an idea starts to form in your head
There is a man. He lives in a house. His house is ever changing yet he is eternally the same, he sings along to what once was an instrument then a gramophone then a radio and finally it is now something new. He walks through his house the chairs now being modern after what once was no longer is "modern"
An eternal man in an ever changing yet equally everlasting home, for what once was a prison became a house,and what once was a house became his "forever home"
He did not choose his home nor his oh so long "blessing" his one gift is the growth of the prison,for what once was will never be again at yet always is,for what once was will now age and change into what soon will be.
And then... The song ends, you finish the dishes, but
The story remains
The story stays in your mind and you cradle it, you lament for you have no crib for this "child" and so you wait, wait for time to pass, for the proper time to release this burden from it' unfeeling prison
But as you release it you fear, what will happen to it? where will it go? Why can't you let it go? You saw it as a burden didn't you? So why do you cling to this strange story that never existed
And then... It's gone out of your hands and Into the melting pot,the cauldron, the archive that is here.
#holy shit#its sooo late#im tired#and slightly kooky#this might just happen every so often sos#goodnight
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at some point it's just like. do they even fucking like the thing they're asking AI to make? "oh we'll just use AI for all the scripts" "we'll just use AI for art" "no worries AI can write this book" "oh, AI could easily design this"
like... it's so clear they've never stood in the middle of an art museum and felt like crying, looking at a piece that somehow cuts into your marrow even though the artist and you are separated by space and time. they've never looked at a poem - once, twice, three times - just because the words feel like a fired gun, something too-close, clanging behind your eyes. they've never gotten to the end of the movie and had to arrive, blinking, back into their body, laughing a little because they were holding their breath without realizing.
"oh AI can mimic style" "AI can mimic emotion" "AI can mimic you and your job is almost gone, kid."
... how do i explain to you - you can make AI that does a perfect job of imitating me. you could disseminate it through the entire world and make so much money, using my works and my ideas and my everything.
and i'd still keep writing.
i don't know there's a word for it. in high school, we become aware that the way we feel about our artform is a cliche - it's like breathing. over and over, artists all feel the same thing. "i write because i need to" and "my music is how i speak" and "i make art because it's either that or i stop existing." it is such a common experience, the violence and immediacy we mean behind it is like breathing to me - comes out like a useless understatement. it's a cliche because we all feel it, not because the experience isn't actually persistent. so many of us have this ... fluttering urgency behind our ribs.
i'm not doing it for the money. for a star on the ground in some city i've never visited. i am doing it because when i was seven i started taking notebooks with me on walks. i am doing it because in second grade i wrote a poem and stood up in front of my whole class to read it out while i shook with nerves. i am doing it because i spent high school scribbling all my feelings down. i am doing it for the 16 year old me and the 18 year old me and the today-me, how we can never put the pen down. you can take me down to a subatomic layer, eviscerate me - and never find the source of it; it is of me. when i was 19 i named this blog inkskinned because i was dramatic and lonely and it felt like the only thing that was actually permanently-true about me was that this is what is inside of me, that the words come up over everything, coat everything, bloom their little twilight arias into every nook and corner and alley
"we're gonna replace you". that is okay. you think that i am writing to fill a space. that someone said JOB OPENING: Writer Needed, and i wrote to answer. you think one raindrop replaces another, and i think they're both just falling. you think art has a place, that is simply arrives on walls when it is needed, that is only ever on demand, perfect, easily requested. you see "audience spending" and "marketability" and "multi-line merch opportunity"
and i see a kid drowning. i am writing to make her a boat. i am writing because what used to be a river raft has long become a fully-rigged ship. i am writing because you can fucking rip this out of my cold dead clammy hands and i will still come back as a ghost and i will still be penning poems about it.
it isn't even love. the word we use the most i think is "passion". devotion, obsession, necessity. my favorite little fact about the magic of artists - "abracadabra" means i create as i speak. we make because it sluices out of us. because we look down and our hands are somehow already busy. because it was the first thing we knew and it is our backbone and heartbreak and everything. because we have given up well-paying jobs and a "real life" and the approval of our parents. we create because - the cliche again. it's like breathing. we create because we must.
you create because you're greedy.
#every time someones like ''AI will replace u" im like. u will have to fucking KILL ME#there is no replacement here bc i am not filling a position. i am just writing#and the writing is what i need to be doing#writeblr#this probably doesn't make sense bc its sooo frustrating i rarely speak it the way i want to#edited for the typo wrote it and then was late to a meeting lol#i love u people who mention my typos genuinely bc i don't always catch them!!!! :) it is doing me a genuine favor!!!#my friend says i should tell you ''thank you beta editors'' but i don't know what that means#i made her promise it isn't a wolf fanfiction thing. so if it IS a wolf thing she is DEAD to me (just kidding i love her)#hey PS PS PS ??? if ur reading this thinking what it's saying is ''i am financially capable of losing this'' ur reading it wrong#i write for free. i always have. i have worked 5-7 jobs at once to make ends meet.#i did not grow up with access or money. i did not grow up with connections or like some kind of excuse#i grew up and worked my fucking ASS OFF. and i STILL!!! wrote!!! on the side!!! because i didn't know how not to!!!#i do not write for money!!!! i write because i fuckken NEED TO#i could be in the fucking desert i could be in the fuckken tundra i could be in total darkness#and i would still be writing pretentious angsty poetry about it#im not in any way saying it's a good thing. i'm not in any way implying that they're NOT tryna kill us#i'm saying. you could take away our jobs and we could go hungry and we could suffer#and from that suffering (if i know us) we'd still fuckin make art.#i would LOVE to be able to make money doing this! i never have been able to. but i don't NEED to. i will find a way to make my life work#even if it means being miserable#but i will not give up this thing. for the whole world.
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11 sword law
#my art tag?#pathologic#artemy burakh#pathologic fest#im joining this sooo late i had to go touch grass first two weeks of september#this is also like 2 days late very cool#cw knives#its um sword law bc theres a knife and uh#murder is illegal
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dungeon lord marcille ft. timelapse
#marcille#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#my art#thought it would be fun to upload a process vid teehee#love the 0.2 seconds where i tried the pink color scheme & then immediately abandoned it#i still =kind of like it but i think id need to lean harder into the orange rim light#and i really wanted to keep her bloodstained feet bc thts why i drew this. TBH!@!! i love that aspect of her design so much#and her cowl.^__^ <3 sooo cute. I CANT BELIEVE PPL IN UNIVERSE THINK ITS UGLY AND WEIRD .??? DIEEE#also srries for starting the recording late . i dont have it auto checked bc of storage n i always FORGET!!!!!!#until its too l;ate but whtevers i actually kind oif remembered this time
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#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin alastor#alastor has a heart. literally#it came to me in a dream#he keeps getting pointed at the heart#or pulled or jammed... or slashed through the heart#sooo? literally chained by the heart#it has technically nothing to do with him being aromantic but its also poetic in some way im sure#alastors breakdown#im really proud of this one Im gonna be real#im so fucking late for this party#hazbin art#hazbin hotel
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wip, i havent finished this one yet but she is so prettyyyyy
#excited to post this one ive been trying to play around more with photo bashing elements + handrawn lately & its sooo fun#Ɣngel#my art#art#wip#gorillaz oc
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get pokĆ©sonaād
#ocs#anthro#pokĆ©mon#ponyta#i really need to work on my anthros. sooo skinnyā¦ its because i basically just expand on the lines i draw as the āskeletonā but i dont expan#d ENOUGH and i dont realize that until like. way too LATE
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ššššš'š ššš
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#necromancy#i've been waiting years to draw this like since highschool#so i'm sooo happy to finally be able to put it altogether#maybe not its final version but for now im satisfied ahah#it gathers lots of things i drew lately (3-4 years) : medieval maps / space maps / alchemy symbols and circles#also notice how there is no style consistency in my blog on my last posts ahahaha#also ive got tons of lore idea about hell and i wish i had time to illustrate them and think more about it#map#medieval#fantasy#Dante's inferno#divine comedy#hell#alchemy#circle#litterature#occult#demonology#ink#inferno#dark academia#catabasis
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i have no witty caption i love ths show
#venture bros#the venture brothers#vbros#pete white#brock samson#rusty venture#thaddeus venture#admin draws#fanart#i feel like my tags have been sparse lately so. coughgs#listen i feel like my feelings are well encompassed here#i finished s4 and have been thinking about assisted suicide ep a lot#thinking about little rusty a lot too and how much i wanna kill jonas with my bare hands#and how much i like the college ep its probably my s1 favorite. also pete's hot.#its sooo tragic how the moment rusty got to define himself he started losing hair jkfdgjskgsnhnkh#generous with his hairline here compared to what its like in the episode
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whiteboard atrocities
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#i finished iii last night IT WAS SOOO GOOODDDD AGAGHHHHHH#i need ii15 to come out RIGHT NOW i keep seeing spoilers everywhere its so awful#anyway i haven't been drawing so much lately so. whiteboards#steve cobs#????#two tpot#ii nickel#ii ballpoint pen#ii steve cobs#ii balloon#ii mephone4#ii mephone4s#nickloon#SIGHS#what do you even call ballpoint pen x cobs dude#hello#where am i
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Some pride art for these guys :-)
(+little wip sketch for a cover of a fic Iām working on that Iām hooooping to get out this month)
#pokemon#gym leader raihan#raihan#leon pokemon#champion leon#raileon#dnkb#pride month#< have one more thing for pride month (yes its late in the month) so im tagging for organization#altho the next pride art wont be dnkb oops#I really hope to get the fic mentioned in the post out this month but the previously mentioned pride art might delay that#sooo oops if that ends up happening š„²
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Something that kills me is how Bell in almost every case seems to hesitate when faced with killing Adler despite the fact they should want to. Yes they can and will kill him, but in most endings itās not something they seem to jump at the chance to do. Of course theres the lighter in the duga ending and how Bell will indulge him. Bell can also simply not call an ambush even if they unlock the back room which could be interpreted as not wanting to kill Adler/hesitation.Ā
What i barely see anyone mention really is how debatably they do hesitate on solovetsky too. In my opinion, they had to at the very least have been suspicious that Adler would try something. especially towards the end of his speech. Yet they donāt raise their gun until Adler raises his. Secondly, also in my opinion Bell had a shot lined up just barely before Adler did, yet it seems like they didnāt even shoot.Ā
This contrasted with how Adler is so ready to kill Bell no matter what really just reinforces their relationship. Adler is not attached to Bell. it certainly seems more personal than he wants to admit, but heās not attached even if he does ārespectā Bell enough to give them a decent death in Solovetsky. However Adler knows Bell is attached to him whether they like it or not and uses that to his advantage which is why he does half the things he does.Ā
#When i say respect take that with a grain of salt theres a reason its in quotes#Adler respects Bell in the same way you respect a K-9 unit or something. Yes theres a level of respectābut not the same as an equal human#Adler does not see Bell as an equalāas been established by many people including myself Bell is treated as#Inherently less than by everyone- especially Adler and theres very little debating that#Also adding onto hesitating in solovetsky you could argue the entire choice of it was hesitation#Did they really agree with that side? Was that choice their own? Or were they pressured by several factors that could include knowing#Siding with Perseus would likely end in Adlerās death#Thats a bit of a Stretch but i felt like adding itāif you squint you could imagine it#bell cod#bocw#cod bell#cod cold war#cod cw#black ops cold war#call of duty cold war#I have been so sick lately and can barely think i hope this doesnāt sound stupid or incoherent lol#Has someone talked about this exact thing before? I would be surprised if not but i personally havent seen it sooo oh well
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mystery man but he was asleep and you scared him
#undertale#undertale spoilers#mystery man#gaster#sorry ive been replaying UT lately aagfjahjf#draws Dr. Wing Dings PhD to appease my inner 14 year old self#i just like how you go in the room and interact w him and it literally looks like you spooked him just as bad as he spooked you#he used to scare me sooo so bad when i was younger but now im just like oh its gaster my friend gaster#he looks so silly to me. uboacore faildoctor#scary 4th wall breaking weirdguy grandpa who might be the devil you will always be special to me#i cant wait for him to be completely absent and yet disconcertingly omnipresent in DR chapter 3
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Character introspection doodles that turned. uh. angsty
#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#anywas#undertale refrence vaguely in 2024#anyways. anyways....#doodling this as break from artfight#i am going back into the grind#i am going to melt HJGhg#it has been SOOO HOT HERE LATELY. it measn i have like no bandwith and literally nothing going on in my brain lmao#but IM DOIN MY BEST#its almost 1am rn which is why temperature is tolorable
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gabriella and cricket attack GO [I FORGOT ONE ššš]
also. whole lot of characters i havent drawn/colored so much yet + some little teen concepts
finished s3 recently it was very good. seasons just keep getting better
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Had to come back and edit a lake episode Tilly in
#big city greens#bcg#big city greens fanart#sooo many characters in this one#cricket green#gabriella espinosa#bill green#alice green#nancy green#gloria sato#remy remington#dont love his older design bc its just him but slightly taller idk#andromeda bcg#bcg andromeda#??#kiki kitashima#weezie eastman#kiki bcg#weezie bcg#bc i didnt even know they HAD last names#benny bcg#good lort. ohgh#also wanted to doodle cricket and gab as that one pn2 ācan i just punch you in the shoulder really hardā bit but it is soo late rn#some of the first 3 look weird bc i only did like 1 quick sketch and didnt rly try too hard on Anatomy mb#nancy green my lovee#Tilly green#i posted this so late at night i kept forgetting things guys im soo sorry pls enjoy the lame asf bf one
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