#its so hard coming up w/ usernames

[taitavva]

wish me luck ..

[impossible-seabird]

just deleted like a hundred tabs still open from 2022 are you proud of me

[lavenderjiang]

trying to bully myself into introducing myself with both my names TT but it's scary bcos i've not done it before and I have autism

[acidburnsthings]

BY THE BOOK//MV1\\

pairing: max verstappen x student!reader

description: college is hard... senior year is harder... the final week is hell... all of that, along with media attention, makes for an interesting time...

faceclaim: various pinterest girls

y/username

liked by maxverstappen1, user1 and 44,645 others

y/username closing in... one month to go!

maxverstappen1 a month till i have you all to myself

y/username ugh cant wait either

user1 ugh, she makes learning look hot

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y/username

liked by maxverstappen1, carmenmmundt and 46,565 others

y/username one subject taken off the roster, like a million more to go...

carmenmmundt aaaaah, can't wait to see you!!! good luck w school bby

y/username me either!!!! thanksss <<33

maxverstappen1 look at my pretty girl being smart <3

y/username 🥺 love you maxiee <<33 maxverstappen1 <3

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y/username

liked by maxverstappen1, lilymhe and 46, 546 others

y/username And another one!

lilymhe pookie looking fire as always!!

y/username thank you pookie maxverstappen1 huh? y/username for someone our age, you are beyond confused and it sometimes concerns me lilymhe come to me bbg, i know it all y/username sorry, but alex aint letting me alex_albon damn right im not, back off my girl

user2 those 100% are calling me stupid in every language

user3 like fr, she's putting my A's to shaame

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y/username

liked by maxverstappen1, y/bro/username and 57,632 others

y/username more studying, feat. lil bro cause he wanted coffee and the pic was nice

y/bro/username the coffee was good... the fact i didn't pay for it... even better

y/username wow, really mature, mr. im yoUng ANd have mY oWn moNEy y/bro/username yeah, i said i had money not that i spend it user4 a whole mood tbh

maxverstappen1 @y/bro/username my gf is not your ATM, love you tho little man

y/username tell him maxie!! y/bro/username sorry max, wont do it again

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y/username

liked by maxverstappen1, user5 and 64,258 others

y/username its the final count dooown ft. maxie cause he got some time off 💃🏻

maxverstappen1 put your phone down and come over

y/username 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️ user6 so real for that

lilymhe @/carmenmmundt she fr chose him over us

carmenmmundt i mean, thats criminal y/username you girls know you'll always be my no.1s maxverstappen1 ?? im next to you y/username 👩🏻‍🦯

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maxverstappen1

liked by y/username, redbullracing and 561,207 others

maxverstappen1 the only right way to spend my break <3

y/username love you, baby

maxverstappen1 love you too, cutie <3

user7 imagine being picked up with flowers and coffee, i'd die tbh

user8 the matching pj's, soo cute

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y/username

liked by maxverstappen1, lilymhe and 64,115 others

y/username did yall think he didn't bring the children??

maxverstappen1 send me that pic rn

y/username way ahead of you, check your messages

user9 im, sorry, he brought the cats with him, they're watching friends and eating in bed?? your honor they're perfect

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maxverstappen1

liked by y/username, redbullracing and 664,879 others

maxverstappen1 forcing her to take a break <3

y/username you know i cant deny your eyes <3 user10 so real for that

hater1 them dating for like one week a year is so annoying

user11 you being single is so annoying user12 omg right? like get a life

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y/username

liked by maxverstappen1, lilymhe and 64,513 others

y/username i graduated or something, idk

maxverstappen1 congrats my love!!<<33

y/username mwah <3

lilymhe omg, congrats beautiful!!!

y/username thank you pookie!! alex_albon congrats professor, hope you can teach max some anger management!! y/username i honestly think yall are the problem cause hes a sweet baby angel around me landonorris uh-hu whatever you say... congrats tho!! y/username yall are getting on my nerves...

carmenmmundt congrats love, can't wait for dinner tonight, georgie is already stressing over his suit!!

georgerussell63 its the wrong color, its not gonna match your aesthetic😔 y/username dont worry georgie, its gonna be fine whatever you wear, also thank you bby

lewishamilton congrats little lady!! rosscoe is ready for dinner, bowtie and all

y/username thank youuu, i just know he will be the best behaved guest of them all

redbullracing Congratulations, professor!

y/username thank you!!<3

fernandoalo_official congrtulations little lady!!

y/username thank you old man<<33

sebastianvettel congrats shatzi!!!

y/username dankeschön!!!

user13 mother is mothering!! congrats!!! liked by y/username

user14 ugh i cant wait for the dinner pics

user15 and the drunk pics hihi liked by y/username user15 MOTHER LIKING!!?? liked by y/username

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liked by maxverstappen1, josko_gvardiol and 661,156 others

y/username an amazing night; featuring all of my favourite people and josko who said he couldn't come

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[sl-ut]

even more streamer!ellie hcs

part one | part two

ellie is not at all embarrassed to admit that a large portion of her own fame was largely due to her connection to y/n

like ofc she was already fairly popular on twitch but its not like the average person who didn't watch streams would recognize her

she ends up making a new priv instagram bc she gains like 50k new followers in a month

she only has like maybe 100 followers on the new one and basically just posts random photo dumps, family photos, and especially the literal cutest and/or horrendous photos of her gf

posts a LOT on her ig stories on both accounts

her main pfp is deffffff some screenshot that she took of their happy little sim family or like their little minecraft guys standing side by side lol

ik i said before that she loves playing like the sims w her gf on stream, but she also LOVES playing roblox together

starting drama in dress to impress, causing havoc in bloxburg, making friends and enemies galore in tdi

her avatar is definitely so dumb like its probably the hamster or squirrel or like the most basic ass starter avatar with a shirt that has her gfs face on it

and her username is def like "y/nstan420" or something

when she's streaming alone she's more focused and serious (but still her silly little self) but when she's with others, esppppp if her gf is on with her, she defffff gives weston koury vibes like im actually giggling at this so hard

they both make tiktoks of each other

y/n once did the "watch my gf for me" trend and she came back to find ellie holding the phone and ranting about something so random like she was probably explaining her favourite theory about how the dinosaurs went extinct or something about planets and space idek

ellie doesn't really follow trends as often, instead just posting videos of her scaring her gf or pranking her or maybe even like mukbangs or something

loves to post fit checks before they go out to do literally anything

also likes to lipsync to dirty audios

the video always ends as she's about to get smacked upside the head

idk if i ever actually gave much backstory???? but here we go anyways lol

i think we've established that y/n is an up-and-coming actress

they met through a friend of dina's, who was a costume designer on the set of y/n's first big film

dina visited her friend on set on the last day of filming and she ended up getting an invite to the cast/crew party that night

jesse was tooooo busy to hang out with his bombshell gf ig???? so ellie got to go with her

she already knew who y/n was since she was starting to gain popularity and was immediately adopted by lesbian twitter

she was so nervous when she clocked her on the other side of the room

spent the whole night shuffling around the room to gain the courage to go talk to her

also spent all of that time trying to come off like the coolest chillest most confident masc ever like she wasn't constantly wiping the sweat from her palms lmaoooo

she finally was forced to lay on the moves when y/n came over to join in on the convo with her castmates

ellie made her laugh and vice versa

she shocked herself when she offered to grab another drink from the kitchen "for the pretty lady"

she immediately considered throwing herself off of the impossibly high deck

was even more shocked when the girl only laughed and hopped up to join her, fingers curling into her bicep

she totally wasn't flexing the whole time

dina was wandering around looking for her, way too drunk to be there much later considering that it was almost 2 am and had to work a ten hour shift tmr :(((

she didn't have much luck bc she never thought to check the upstairs guest bathroom

ellie constantly be fighting them uhaul lesbian rumours

but she actually was ready to upheave her entire life to follow y/n around the world

reposts any and all posts of her gf on her story

adds little hearts and stars and little taglines that earn her a scolding

like that one time she wore a tight-fitting corset on the red carpet that had the girls lifted to the heavens

she captioned it "i <3 my gf('s boobs)"

fights with haters in her gf's comment section

wears her gf's merch

omg the way she SCRUMPT when she saw the paparazzi pic of her girl wearing ellie's merch out on a random thursday

they hadn't even made it official yet

flirts with her gf in random comment sections lol

like y/n comments on dina's selfie and ellie is instantly replying to her

"u come here often?"

they have def been caught in compromising positions soooo many times

like by their friends, cast and crew members on set, y/n's manager, even the paps

ellie felt so boss when tmz posted a pic of her pressing her gf against the wall outside of the club they'd gone to on ellie's bday

els had her tongue down her gfs throat and both of her hands jammed up the front of her top, very clearly grasping and squeezing her breasts

they got a stern talking to from y/n's pr team but ellie actually didn't care

she def has phantom dick disorder in literally all aspects of her life

lets not forget that this version of ellie does not have experience in fighting and has not lived through an apocalypse so she's contextually less tough than normal ellie

but that doesn't stop her from mouthing off to assholes three times her size

don't get me wrong, she can hold her own and still works out on occasion, but she fr looks like a chihuahua barking at pitbulls when she gets yapping

speaking of, stoned!ellie absolutely loves when her gf be yapping

i love the dynamic of ellie doing a chat stream w her gf where ellie's got her in her lap, leaning back with droopy eyes and a dopey smile, still giving her gf all of her attention while her gf ends up being more of a "alert and yappy" stoned and is rambling about strangely philosophical topics and answering questions in chat

ellie is just sitting there just giggling and when her gf turns to her she just goes "ur so smart baby" and "u look so pretty rn"

omg omg omg i luv this pairing im never gonna stop writing them like

bonus: this is the vibe of the ck campaign i mentioned in the last part

[qraceiuv]

glue song. jude bellingham.

summary — jude bellingham x fem!reader | in which... everyone can't help but adore your love for jude in your new song.

note — first post and i literally don't even know how to feel about it so that's truthfully it

warnings — none! just fluff

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y/nsusername

y/nsusername: my single 'glue song' comes out tonight, get excited and jump and scream and

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username: UHM OKAY SO

username: no its so.. like its so cute

username: ITS THE CUTEST THING

phoebebridgers: 🫶🫶

username: JUDE WHERE ARE U

— username: prolly giggling it up w y/n🙄 (im extremely jealous and need what they have)

username: u just called me single

sabrinacarpenter: AHHH!!!!!!!

judebellingham: ❤️❤️❤️

— username: u can type more than that

username: jude's too busy crying as he listens

twitter

judebellingham has posted an instagram story!

y/nsusername

y/nsusername: never thought i'd find you...

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username: SHUT UP

username: i might as well jump

gracieabrams: favs!!

username: theyre just perfect

username: BUT UR HERE AND SO I LOVE U

judebellingham: good thing u did, nobody else would tie your shoes for you

— y/nsusername: its a hard task okay..

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[pumpkinsy0]

tldr: @buddyaldridge is a 30 year old weirdo proshipper who talks shit about ppl behind their backs, block em and report if you can/want to

just wanna let everyone know theres a omegaverse mpreg dallyboy writer whos been an all around WEIRDOOOOO cause their brain is LITERALLY porn rotted and they cannot fathom ppl actually having fun at all, their @ is @buddyaldridge aka @pelopsides previously known as @madelynprior

in 2020-2022 the outsiders tumblr they used to be @madelynprior and theyre a hardcore dallyboy stan which is already fucking weird, but on top of that, they would make teen pregnancy omegaverse smut fics which??? and im not gonna give you the ss, nigga im givin yall the LINKKK to see it with your own eyes so you know im not crazy

how ik its them is bc on their acc RIGHT before they switched to their buddyaldridge acc, and before that acc was named “pelopides”, they used to go by “madeleinepryor”, how ik its the same person is bc on a good chunk of their post, theyd tag it as “#madeleinepryor dispatches” on top of that, they just straight up linked their ao3 acc😭😭

heres what the link goes to, they linked their ao3 acc, they just changed their username on ao3 as well from madeleinepryor to greasers

now me calling them a proshipper isnt me talking out of my ass, they say it themselves like ughhhhjjj

as for them talking about other ppl, i wont share ALL the screenshots bc idk if the ppl theyre talking bad about would rlly feel comfortable w those being posted, if they know, they can feel free to post it on their own accord, so like i said, wont share, but i HAVE seen some and i can conform that they have done it, its ABSOLUTELY NOT above them

for now ill post the ss i CAN post rn which just proves my point

now ignoring that theyre talking smack, theyre just so odd and obviously didnt rlly think this through bc 1967 is ALREADY IMPLIED in the 60s, youre just incapable of reading things that arent about teen boys getting it on w each other PLEASE get a grip on reality😭😭

theyve talked about 14 year olds and their post on their acc just to shit on them, once again, GROWN ASS PERSON TWEAKIN OVER THE IDEAS OF A 14 YEAR OLD🗣️🗣️

NOW maybe your asking “how do you know the discord user and the tumblr user are the same person” AND I WILL ADMIT, while i DO have strong feelings they are the same person, its not 100% proven, HOWEVER buddyaldridge DOES go by buddy and that discord users name is buddy, so while its not concrete, the link IS there, once again, feel free to come to whatever conclusion you wanna come to about that

but what ISNT disputable is the fact that theyre a proshitter

additionally just this??? reblog from them????

on its own, not MUCH, bit considering the fics they make this is SO weird like??????

and finally, ive heard that theyve specifically came for me about my haitian shepards and maybe even my heritage, saying that they hated race hcs??????like using me as an example, they ss my acc and talked shit, someone contacted me about it and they dont have ss of it specifically, but they can vouch for it, and im not just gonna dismiss that, bc while they dont have ss, they do have ss and proof of everything else, so i do believe them, and theyve said if they find it they would show them to me, do what you wanna with this info

ANYWAYS buddy, your brain is unironically pornrotted, ur being a lil baby who cant do anything but cry and moan online on discord of all places and ur doing all this as a 30+ year old, and its CRAZIER bc youre doing all this while having “minors dni” in your pinned post, while also writing about minors, in a fandom MOSTLY OF MIDDLE SCHOOLERS!!!! (aka minors!!! ik age is hard for you to grasp) on top of that, literally ANY and ALL race hcs is way more believable and enjoyable than any “ideas” you’ve been cooking up in that odd demented, shriveled up pea brain of urs

anyways yea, that all i have to say, and im speaking for myself here, but i mean this with every fiber of my being, i dont know how you function in life but i DO NOT want you to go any farther, and i think others would/DO feel the same, ive seen what makes you cheer and i am PROUUUDDD to make you BOOOOO, you shouldnt be near minors at all, fictional or non fictional, you should BARELY be near other adults

plus if you go onto their acc rn, notice how when anon called them out, buddy aint even say they were wrong?? JUST SAYIN🗣️🗣️

im tagging everything i can tag bc i DO NOTTTT want mfs interacting w their blog, and want as many ppl as possible to be aware, dont say anything to them, dont give them attention bc obviously they’ll think this is funny and post it on their shitty discord server or whatever and giggle like they arent a grown ass nigga w bills to pay, trying so hard to cling onto their high school days, making fics about a canon middle schooler getting banged and pregnant, pls block and report do whatever u wanna do, just plssss dont let this proshitter on this damn sight near kidssss😭😭

dont take this as me WANTING drama, i dont, i just dont want ppl coming in this fandom thinking posting this shit and doing this is ok, youre bullying ppl for doing harmless things meanwhile your just making straight porn about a weird ship left n right, thinking YOUUUUU of all ppl have the place to talk about anyone or anything like your opinion on anything is valid😭😭

you NEED stones thrown at you

if anyone has anymore ss send em to mmeeeeee, but in the mean time ill be doin my own thing wooooo‼️‼️🔥🔥

[luneariann]

Hey Lune, you got your username from Land of the Lustrous, right?

I was thinking about it and just had a thought:

Chuuya == Cinnabar

Dazai == Phosphophylite

Chuuya and Cinnabar are just too alike with their highly destructive abilities, but my only logic for Dazai is "Phos gets damaged a lot plus gay ships."

But yeah, just a cool thought I wanted to share because your user made me think of that awesome anime again ^^

HI THIS AU HAS CONSUMED MY EVER WAKING THOUGHTS TY SM FOR SHARING THIS YIUVE OPNENED MY EYES SM I MADE A LITTLE BIT OF LORE AND ART FOR IT IF YIU DONT MIND!!! SPRRY THIS TOK SO LONG I WAS BUSY W UNI AND I WAS ONLY ABLE TO RLY DRAW MORE NOW

OKOK SO!!! Since you said you weren’t that attached to Dazai being a Phosphophylite I thought him being a Lapis would actually be more fitting! Since they were known for in the manga for their immense intelligence curiosity, moral ambiguity and being generally hard to read! Which I feel fits him rly well!

As for Chuuya as Cinnabar yiure SO CORRECT, so I propose that he’s a weirdly mutated batch of it that actually has his poison (?) contained inside his body, in order to use it he actually needs to break, (like when he uses corruption cough cough) he’s the strongest fighter in their school and since he obviously wanted to protect everyone he would often abuse his ability, which is harmful because I’m order to use it he needs to literally break himself + the poison in of itself is corrosive and actively damages him everytime he uses it ASIDE from destroying everything around him!

It’s really effective for killing Lunerians but it also means he often shouldered the burden of protecting everyone alone because he rly can’t use it with people around him, and I imagine the others in the school would really look up to Chuuya as the strongest, kinda like they do Bort in canon! So they wouldn’t rly see this was harming him cuz he wouldn’t want them to know cuz he would feel this would be letting them down

Which is where Dazai comes in, I think he would originally not be a fighter type, I think he used to work at the school in research and strategy without actually being in the battle field, up until he encounters Chuuya and takes an interest in him bcz ofc he does. He’d be the first person to actually really see what’s going on with Chuuya overworking himself and breaking himself for the sake of the others, and I think he would step in by becoming Chuuyas partner, which Chuuya obviously wouldn’t want but we all know how persistent and cunning Dazai is so he somehow get his way

As for why he wanted to be Chuuyas partner in the first place? Because he wanted Chuuya to stop breaking himself and he knew that him being there achieved two things 1. Chuuya cannot use corruption because Dazai would be near him, and 2. Chuuya wouldn’t have to use corruption because Dazai would be there to come up with attack strategies on the fly

And this double black would be born!

(Also a fun side effect of Lapis Dazai is we get the red and blue symbolism back)

EDIT: BTW DAZAI ENDS UP ASKING YOSANO TO TEACH HIM HEALING CUZ HE KNOWS CHUUYA ISNT COMFORTABLE BEING WEAK IN FRONT OF THE OTHERS SO THAT WAY DAZAI HAS STITCH HIM BACK UP ON THE RARE OCCASION ITS ACTUALLY NECESSARY TO USE CORRUPTION

Anyway tysm for this ask! It’s honestly been a rly fun au to think abt :)!!!

[lizzyaka]

HAIII ITS ME THE ANON!! im ngl i genuinely gasped when i read your rentry and saw tsh and yttd in the same line like those two are such mismatched interests i never expected to see anyone else like them both 😭😭😭

I GET YOUR ATTACHMENT TO SHIN BRO. Also based on your yttd faves i have a feeling you went thru all the stages of grief with the bio-siblings revelation…… idk just a feeling hehe. NO BUT YTTD MAKING IT SO ONLY ONE SIBLING GETS TO LIVE WAS SO??!???? i never emotionally recovered from that . regarding my yttd fav i’d say its shin but it has been so long since i played the game i barely know his character anymore ;;;;; lowkey i also fw almost all the floor masters. midori/sou was my bunny corcoran back in the day (in the sense that theyre both problematic-ish characters that the fandom hates but i enjoy their character guiltily)

and for my tsh faves oooh boy… as u can see by my username… richard and bunny are so deeply personal to me . theyre not favorites in the “i love them ❤️ my scrunklies” way but in the “I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM” way. like i am fully aware they are horrible people but as characters??? Theyre written so well to the point i cant help but think about them every second daily

beware of the shin tsukimi to richard papen pipeline!!!! this may be reaching and i fear im mischaracterizing shin (you are free to correct me on this. let out the inner shin fan out) but if you squint real hard….. theyre both liars who pretend to be someone theyre not and theyre also both pathetic losers (i say this very affectionately) who are just trying to survive (what is richard even surviving from. he is nawt in a majority vote death game)

i have yapped too much i apologize </3 i appreciate you defending bunny from the allegations actually we need more bunny defenders in the fandom (and less francis fans.. cough) . i dont have any specific questions about yttd bc my memory of that game has gotten foggy sadly but we could always talk about yttd to jog up my memory of it !!!

NAURRR DONT BRING UP 2-2 im gonna be honest w u i have played yttd a total of 7 times (this is so embarrassing i want to crawl into a hole and never come out) and 2-2 has never once failed to devastate i cannot express just how badly it affected me. last time i played was over a year and a half ago im trying to forget as much about it as i can so i can replay the whole thing w fresh eyes when 3-2 comes out but i doubt thats gonna be possible since i fear the only person in the world who knows yttd better than me is nankidai himself. I promise ur jaw would have dropped to the floor if u had met me 1-3 years earlier i cant stress how bad the obsession was, theres a couple of people who follow me here who knew me then who can testify😭 it was actually bonkers i ate slept and breathed yttd

I CANT STAND THE FLOORMASTERS BROO i heavily fw rio ranger and safalin BUT THE REST? BOOOO midori actually makes me sooo fucking violent sorry hes by far my least favorite😭 i can see why u like him trustt i just have a vendetta against him

AND I KNOW WHAT U MEAN ESP W BUNNY bro won me over im not sorry. Yes hes awful yes he would borderline hate crime me but i stand with bunny what can i say

[bluegumballmf]

OK SO RANT WARNING I LOVE ADAMAI

ngl i think about adamai so much like literally almost half of the time im thinking abt him so um i just wanna talk about my personal headcanons for him bc i rlly rlly like him he’s genuinely such an easy character to relate to for me because i relate to his trauma. Anyways, forgive me if you catch any spelling or grammar errors, i’m writing this with like 4 hours of sleep and dyslexia.

um so my main mental health hcs are that he has BPD, ADD (lololol fits with the name) and minor psychosis. For ADD, it’s moreseo that from what i’ve seen, adamai struggles in social cues and has a more quiet approach to his struggles, and that he acts similarly to me, and I am autistic. For psychosis, it’s sort of a baseless headcanon, I just feel like Adamai would get auditory/ tactile hallucinations.

It’s a little hard to explain why i think he has BPD cause it’s moreso things I can relate to, such as how he latches onto people rlly quick ; ie a BPD person’s “favorite person,” who is a support system and a sort of pillar/ anchor and typically end up being someone the person w/ BPD sometimes ends up changing themself for. I personally think that adamai’s had multiple favorite people, such as; grougal, qilby, phaeris, echo and oropo, and obviously, yugo. Its kinda hard for me to like. Phrase WHY i think these people are his fps, but i think it’s mostly how he values them and prioritizes them when it comes to his actions and thoughts and feelings, i mean, just take oropo for example. Adamai changed his entire body for oropo, taking the dofus in when he was still rlly young for eliatrope/dragon standards, even assuming a body he didn’t want to survive, which even then, he only did for approval and support from his FP. This actually leads me into my next headcanon,

I headcanon adamai as transfem. Specifically a trans woman. For a few reasons, which I’ve gone over in a twitter thread (same username as on here, you should go check it out, I’m WAY more active there haha) but i’ll put it here.

1. adamai doesnt feel comfortable in his body and it’s elaborated on in the show. When he’s talking to eliatrope about his body, eliatrope states that he’s “always been unique” and iirc you can see adamai’s face drop because its not exactly something he’s proud of.

2: going off the last point, he’s shown to say that the body he now has in wakfu s3-4 is one he had to adapt to survive and not the one he chose, which is parallel to some trans people never transitioning because they dont feel safe enough to do so. this is kind of a stretch but bear with me, it’s more subconcious connections than anything else.

3. (More of a joke point) BUT HE LITERALLY HAS THE SAME WAIST SIZE AS JESSICA RABBIT. WHAT. YES I’VE ACTUALLY COMPARED I AM NOT JOKING. Like here are the images (see below) for comparison. In all seriousness, while i feel like adamai’s design IS iconic and it does serve the purpose it meant to acheive, it doesn’t feel like him. Which again, is what it meant to acheive!! I’ll touch on this more in a second, but not.

4: adamai has multiple issues regarding self perception, which in a way are all similar to dysphoria. He seems to have rejection dysphoria, body dysphoria, and maybe gender dysphoria. In my view, he seems to have all three subtypes of gender dysphoria (body, mind, and social) this actually ties in to the first point, because i feel like he’d develop a sort of body dysmorphia from shifting into a body he didn’t want, rather then a body that would be more comfortable for him; the human or the dragon. Which i’m choosing to see as a representation of the two genders; with him shifting in between being a sort of safe spot, like how many trans people identify as nonbinary or bigender before transition. (Not to say that these people are any less trans then any others, i’m just going off my own perception as a trans genderfluid person!!!)

5: he’s always being forced into roles; from being raised for yugo, to being yugo’s mentor, to being grougal’s nanny, to being possessed, etc. Ad never has chances to choose any roles by himself, and it’s similar to transphobic parents stopping their trans kid from expressing themselves imo. Again, could be a stretch, but this is how i interpreted it. It’s actually kind of similar to my parents, so maybe that’s why. Though, this COULD also just be gifted kid burnout or autistic burnout OR strict parent parallels, which i also can see correspond with adamai.

6: His mental image and self worth.

Adamai’s character is heavily influenced by a lack of self worth. He measures it with other people’s perceptions of him such as oropo’s or grougal’s, and when his body is perceived negatively by himself/others, he also starts hating it and himself, which ties into the headcanon i had about him having body dysmorphia AND into the BPD favorite people!!!

7: ( sounds like a joke point but bear w me) estrogen could have saved him

And honestly, no, Im not joking. Imo, if Adamai was allowed access to an actual process to be able to feel comfortable in his own skin, it might help his mental illnesses a lot in the long run. I equate that to him getting estrogen + finally looking like himself. It could help him with the body dysmorphia and self esteem by helping him get to a place where he’s comfortable to be himself and maybe even shapeshift again. (I actually wrote a fic about this on Ao3, https://archiveofourown.org/works/55070686, if you want to read it!!)

But um yeah, thats my reasoning for the trans headcanons, onto the less mental health involved ones, more miscellaneous. (But if you’re wondering why i’m using ‘male’ pronouns on Adamai, it’s because i feel like he would still like the he/him pronouns, but would simply use she/her more post transition.)

So, i have a few, mainly for adamai during winter vs summer.

In winter,

Silverish hair to blend with the snow

hair puffs up slightly to provide more insulation

lighter pigmentation everywhere,

much sleepier, tends to nap in the snow often

And then in the summer,

Blonde hair

more pigmentation

hair is less puffy, just curly (similar to chibi’s hair!!!)

less sleepier and more energetic.

Those are the basic ones for the seasons, but i also headcanon adamai to be an ice dragon, which means his tempurature is MUCH lower then the rest of the council’s save for maybe efrim. He needs to be in the sun much more, which could be part of the reason why grougal chose oma island to raise adamai. Another headcanon is that adamai and yugo both have heterochromia!! Yugo has central heterochromia, and Adamai has sectoral heterochromia; his eyes being blue and brown. I also headcanon that he has face markings similar to his mother, but they disappear in his dragon form because he’s closer to his father then.

Um yeah, that’s kind of it for right now, i might add onto these if more come up, but i hope you enjoyed reading!! I rwally love adamai, especially in s3 and up, he’s one of the most well written traumatized character’s i’ve seen, and i ADORE the nuance behind him.

[hiroshotreplica]

i would love to hear about ur Hiro thoughts if u wanna share :3

hiro.... where do i begin...... (btw no coroika stuff sorry. from what ive seen the characterization there does not line up with any of my promo kid brainrot at all LOL. also they turned kayoss into an inkling there lol???)

love him so much you dont even know. i memorized his username (Hirooooo) i think he's cool. i like his inkless office drone title it implies so much about him. projected some of my traits onto him a very long time ago, so he's an autistic trans guy to me. maybe bi. ive mentioned it before but i think he wears his ocho octophones outside of battle and theyre noise cancelling. i think he needs that feature for battles cause oh my goodness there's so many noises in battles sometimes.

of COURSE he uses .96 gal, its iconic as hell. but i think he uses like.. 3 other weapons too. splattershot, mainly because he's been shown with ttek splattershot + he's on the trizooka card (or at least the octoling there has a VERY close resemblance). i think he uses range blaster and dark tetra dualies cause he's been shown with them (the range guess is based on like. 20 pixels from a millisecond of footage though). also i use range and dark tetra..and i thought it was funny

also fun little thought i had the other day: i think he avoids .96 gal deco like the plague. was excited to see it get splash wall but freaked out about kraken royale. picked it up just to find out about the kraken part mid-match and got jumpscared by the transformation. enough to shove somewhere and never think about it again

i dont think he has like, a set in stone team or anything (i dont think any of the splat 3 promo kids do, they all play matches with each other n theyre all friends) but he usually teams up with anemoneno1, takotruck, and c4l4m4r. they have the most toxic synergy ever but thats another story. my interpretation of ane is its own thing too. i think they and hiro hate each other in the friend way. say the rudest shit to each other as a joke then laugh about it.

SPEAKING OF HIS RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHER PEOPLE. coming out as a hironika lover. i think he loves veronika so much its unreal. kind of boyfail type of way. they share an apartment w/ ane. sometimes i think about a poly thing between them but i like to think ane's just an onlooker to the frustrating chaos that is the two of them pining on each other in the most obvious way possible. theyre so t4t oh my god. (off topic but im a veronika she/they nonbinary believer forever. i think she's also a girl too but i dont know how to explain that. bigender, demigirl?? hard to label wish i could just let people peer into my brain on that.)

ALSO I LOVE NEO 3 VERONIKA BUT HIRO'S THE NEO 3 TO ME SORRY. my url gives this away so fast (hiroshotrepilca.. huh i wonder who hiro is). i think his smallfry friend would have the mohawk haircut. need more neo 3 hiro fanart in my life...

ok thats all i can put into words... a lot of this is going to show up in a thing im writing (I NEED A HIRO. posting it on ao3if anyone cares) but Yeah. sorry for this being sooo long these thoughts have been brewing in my head for like a year

[irlnikeiyomiuri]

🍓, 🧸, and☁️ for the fanfic writer questions? - annie

how did you get into writing fanfiction?

HM... its funny i really wrote my college admissions essay abt this but don't know what to say. i remember being really socially unawares as a kid? uhhm. i think i got into writing because it served as a means of expression, and thus, communication and connection.. i couldn't otherwise convey my thoughts ! and then that naturally turned to fanfiction both because people dont tend to look at original content online, and because all works are fanfiction in that the things you create will never exist in a vortex, they'll always be pulling from smthn else in some way or form. establishing a clear bond between the stories i come up w + characters/universes that people are already interested in = higher odds of people looking into the stories.

what's the fastest way to become your mutual?

oooh.. this is Hard because i truly just post beta and im also p particular abt who i follow (bc im at 69 people. so..) so?.. idk i tend to consider people my mutuals even if im not following them if we've dmed/they've otherwise said words to me? ig its just abt having a friendly relationship :3.. annie is not mutual annie is a critter i feed egg shells to sometimes. like calcifer !!!! (annie is obviously mutual in every sense of the term). but!! idk. a while ago it wouldve been to post sdra and/or interact w my stuff but main isn't about sdra for the forseeable future, main is about raising awareness. so ya know. beta time if anyone wants to become mutuals it seems

what made you choose your username?

is nikei. is yomiuri. are you a jokester? hmm. idk i really feel like most my usernames that r known this corner of tumblr r pretty clearly tied to my ~brand.. ofc my og sdra blog was irlyomiurinikei, bc canon urls were taken- AND this wouldve been 2019, so being irlcharacter was a p common format!!! then i got deleted and remade as irlnikeiyomiuri AND THEN I GOT GIFTED A CANON URL <3333 which was so kind it legitimately still makes me :'3. and then i took the other canon url. and now i dont sdra post. sometimes i wonder if i had any negative impact on nikeis rep in the fandom but... sighs. ah well

[dollivication]

i might as well start using an emoji omfg i yap sm.. > <

but but but YEA camboy!dante does get attached to a certain viewer.. and ofc its loser!user bc we need loser representation.. theyre one of his very first patreons too so he kind of knows them (by username ofc skfjdj) they never miss his streams and ALWAYS give him good amounts of money.. hes thriving

also theyre the first person to ever purchase his crazy overpriced fuck package too!! so hes pretty excited to met and fuck his number one fan skfjkwdk

when they met at a motel or smth hes rlly surprised bc.. theyre so cute?? theyre like all shy and shit.. squirming.. whiny.. blushy.. he feels like going insane. ofc he records all that shit and maybe.. maybe.. a few shots of user for himself bc he kinda likes them a lil too much (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈ )

now its HIM 🫵 sending user dms and asking them to feature him on a vid.. he swears that its for the sake of his content!!! for variety purposes!! but hes lying lol he js wanna get freaky w user:333

on a silly note id say that vergil creates accounts js to give dante bad reviews out of spite. smth like “this man scammed me. please. delete his account immediately. thanks.” if he knew how to use a phone and create an acc that is (っ- ‸ - ς)

— 🍓

OML… WELCOME TO THE FRIENDS LIST 🍓NON!! i’m negl i was like excited 4 u to become a part of the list… laik ur thoughts r so yumyum..;;;… ૮꒰ ˶> ༝ <˶꒱ა

oh my goonness gracious… LOSER!USER FOR THE WIN!! he’s such a silly goose.. laik ofc he’ll happily greet viewers as they come into the stream, but he greets user with a certain enthusiasm it’s not hard to tell this man has a fav…. always lights up when he sees his no. 1 fan hihi >.<

he is sooooo nasty to them idk, he’s like teasing them while simultaneously getting drunk off the way their body reacts to his touches :3 there’s no way he’s gonna just brush u off as another viewer after this… like uhmmm don’t mind him as he takes out his phone to record ur face, it’s just… (he doesn’t explain and just goes harder to make u focus on his cock instead LMFAO)

THE POINTING EMOJI KILLED ME… LIKE YES!!! he’ll be the one reaching out under the guise of needing somewan in his videos !! like don’t even worry abt it bbg just say yes! and user ofc accepts bc it’s a free opportunity 4 mo demon dick JAJSJS

IACTUALLY LET OUR A LAUGH AT THE LAST BIT.. god forbid vergil learns how to use technology bc he’s gonna be shitting on dante 24/7… “mods ban him” headass IM CRYIGN

[spikeinthepunch]

rebrand conflict

idk how to decide what is a good or bad decision in terms of like...wanting to rebrand. i wish i could count back to how long i have used "morrysillusion" overall, i dont have a specific date. but i know after the white/brown antelope/wolf fursona, i think i dropped "moreyytilatot"? i think i tried to just go by "morey" in some form (i recall "princemorry" url). and then i dropped the 'nisovinsillusion' url maybe in early 2016? but i also had the coffini url here for a good while after. i cant remember if i used morrysillusion outside of tumblr around that time so. idk...

and heres the thing-- i dont really feel disconnected from my username, its fine and i think its p cool. but also in my head i keep wanting to change it, and part of that is wanting to claim a super old username i have no bad associations with. and i think part of that is bc of all the ways i am trying to do the things i was denied through my younger years-- so i am just reliving a lot of nice things and recalling the vibes and online trend etc i had. but also like.... attitude? personality wise? i feel like im not reflecting that w my current "brand" so to speak. at the very least if i didnt change my username, i still dont feel like the current look is something i want. i think the urge on the username change is just an additional feeling to push away from what i have been under this name.

the username i keep wanting to fall back to is 'spikeinthepunch/spikedpunch' (had the short one on xboxlive and the long one on deviantart) which was a short lived username but has no negative relations to anything, and i wished i kept it for a bit longer. and its kind of an edgy username lol. but in my recent years of growing as an adult, moving out, and being my own person, i feel soooo different than how my accounts have been presenting me. i guess ive been like soft, simple, and stiff in presentation? i think i fell into this when i was thinking id keep doing art commissions etc in a "professional" way, and especially bc i was doing my CN internship around then and wanted to still look presentable for the industry when looking for jobs. and while i certainly would love to work in the creative industry potentially, i obviously dont need to keep up that Normal-er image, i never should have, but also at that age and time i didnt feel like i could be that way at all. i was far more nervous of people interpreting me badly, negatively, etc if i was more edgy or mature. i was young and not dealing with my issues and so fixated on trauma etc.

this is also lining up w my plans to rework my website too. and i think a lot of this feeling also comes along w my "mascot" who i think is lovely! but him being a "mascot" makes him.... very detached from me as a person. i havent had any sonas to relate to in almost over a year... and my mascot was never meant to be a sona, just a Guy to represent my vibe (the colors, aliens) and social media appearance. and i guess i dont like that vibe anymore. i havent even felt all too into the shift i made to Mikike just having a vague spacesuit either, i felt i was just forcing that in order to fit the simple minecraft skin format for readability. (if people were to draw my skin, making it plantigrade and less animal would be easier)

and of course an additional observation i have had in more recent times are manic episodes that make me uproot parts of my life and change a lot of stuff about my identity etc. it may not seem like that happens online but its bc i manage to hold back on changing things abt my online branding lol- but it often results in making sideblogs for whatever new fandom/media i attached to in my episode and irl changing my entire appearance to fit and much more (and promptly drop both in about a month or so- its why i have so many abandoned sideblogs). this is obviously the bigger issue bc its what makes it Very hard for me to not do this (n yes i am in a bit of an episode rn despite my medication so...). and shocker, so many of my username/url changes and failure to ever keep one long enough to form an identity is related to that as well! its a surprise i havent done it in years but it was the expectation to stay with one identity, one look, in order to be Normal and recognized in a professional way, and i dont like that.

making this post and dumping thoughts has me thinking on a solution. as i said i dont really feel detached from my username. but what i dont relate to the most now is the way i feel i have gotten stuck in presenting myself online, and as a "brand". i want to toss out my color scheme, my mascot, my outward attitude. i want to let myself actually present in a way i like and not in a way that feels "clean". when my wcrp got shut down i had to come to the idea of acceptance and letting go of things i cannot control. and the reality of what truly doesnt matter in terms of what people may think of me. that was a huge pressure left on me for YEARS thanks to 2014-16 tumblr mindset and it is so so much harder to break esp if you want to try and be a creator and build an audience. i felt like i had become aware of this, and i have, but i didnt really click the fact that i wasnt into my current online presence bc i was still living with a piece of that era.. the fear of getting popular and being 'called out' for something for years ago, that wasnt even serious or bad, feeling like i was stepping carefully everywhere even when nothing was wrong. this doesnt entirely tie to WHY i want to do all the above. its just an observation on one of the things that hold me back too. just staying the same and staying safe. i hardly ever post, and while its something i chose to do its also a 'bonus' to not giving people much things to read off of me and assume from too.

this is getting too long and i think i have my point. idk what im gonna do but im thinking a lot abt how i should take control of my online life.

[deathlonging]

orchid abelia edelweiss <333

orchid: whats a song you consider to be perfect?

achilles come down largely due to past coping mechanism reasons but if i were to make the emotional playing field even then family tree by ethel cain . both songs make me equally crazy btw acd just also unearths memories to back it up <3

abelia: dyou have a piece of jewellery you always wear or cant part with?

absolutely adore earrings !! i own these turquoise ones w silver backings that gleam in the sun and theyre tiny but they're my emotional support jewellery pieces i've always gotten compliments on them <3

edelweiss: how’d you think of your url/username? what’s it associated with to you?

ohh this is a hard one due 2 i simply cannot remember :) im pretty sure i started using this blog in earnest one winter not so long ago and i wanted something that was descriptive enough on its own to both make sense and induce serotonin <3 might change to a preachers daughter url soon though that album has an iron grip on me rn

[degenerates-anonymous]

The Garden- Part Two (Part One)

Nina Burk finds herself torn after the events in the garden. Does she return? Does she ignore the thing inside her? She finally gives in and returns. This time, she knows what to expect and she isn't sure if she's worried, or extremely turned on.

Tags: Sex Pollen, Aphrodisiac via pollen, Rough Sex, Womb penetration, Vine sex, Sentient plant monster, Egg (Seed) laying

Word count: 1,988

Date posted: 12/16/22

(Cross-posted on AO3 (Same username))

It had been two weeks since she had visited the garden. She would get to the gate and couldn’t step inside. The memories of what had happened played through her mind constantly. She didn’t know how to feel about it.

Every time she thought about it, a tingle would go through her. A random moment of the entire time would come into her head. She would pause, take a few breaths, rub the small bulge in her stomach, then continue what she was doing. 

A month passed slowly, she would wake up almost nightly from the memories in the form of dreams. It was a Saturday when she finally decided to go back into the garden. This time, she wore a dress, she didn’t exactly have a plan of what she wanted, but better to be safe than sorry. 

The morning had come with a light rain, the clouds hanging around even as she stood a few feet inside the garden. The sweet smell that had been burned into her brain had her walking forward. Following the scent down the mildly familiar path, she focused on staying present in the moment. 

Standing before the large fountain, she investigated it. The vines had covered random parts of the ground as she had walked towards the back of the fountain. The vines were braided in small patterns around the fountain and surrounding planter boxes and ground. Finally, she looked at the water in the fountain. It was still crystal clear.

The smell coming from the flowers was starting to make her brain hazy. Standing in the same spot she had the first time, she reached out and lightly ran her fingers over the vines. The vines shivered at her touch, the shiver rippling through them all. One of the small vines wrapped around the finger touching it, almost sucking on her finger.

“I’ve looked into what you could be and didn’t find anything. There are myths about plants that come to life, but nothing like you.” It was her turn to shiver when a few vines moved across the ground to wrap around her legs. “I’ve thought about what happened so much. I can’t stop it from playing in my head.”

More vines moved across her skin like before, the sweet smell grew heavier in the air. She didn’t fight as the vines removed her dress. She moved to cover herself, but vines moved to her wrists to put her arms at her sides. The vines created a similar cage as before around her body.

Her mind was torn between giving in like before or fighting back. The fight or flight senses in her head at war as the large bud started to open. The scent made her feel high as the bud now turned flower erupted with the dust, the vines didn’t hesitate to rub it into her skin. The fire of pleasure came on faster than before, possibly because she was willing this time.

Moans left her in waves as she was moved into the familiar position with her body horizontal and her legs open wide. The scent was heavier than it had been before, making it hard to keep her head up as a small vine moved to spread the dust around her clit and hole.

“W-Wanna watch… Please…” She couldn’t hold her head up anymore, it fell back between her shoulders.

The vines like before responded to her begging. Her head was held up in the perfect angle for her to see what the vines were doing to her body. She couldn’t see exactly what the vine was doing, but she’d be able to see any vines that were coming her way. The small vine pushed slow into her hole, straight to the hardened seal on her womb.

Her eyes were drawn to the flower as its petals opened wider. Her mouth automatically opened just in time to catch the honey like pollen on her tongue. She could feel the wetness leaving her as the mind numbing pleasure moved across her. The vines like before rubbed the pollen into her skin, lighting the fire of pleasure deep inside her.

Another vine approached her, it wasn’t much bigger than the one inside her, but it had a point to it. The small vine inside her moved out slowly, then moved to tug at her clit. She couldn’t help the cry that left her as the pointed tip began to push inside. Like the small vine, it moved to the hardened seal. This time however, it touched it and pushed.

“Oh god.” The words left her in a moan as she came hard around the vine. Gasps left her making the sweet air soak into her lungs.

The vine inside her moved in three sharp thrusts before the thickened pollen that was sealing her womb started to move inside her. She came a second time with a scream. The seal inside her seemed to melt and slowly leave her body. Her eyes watched the vine leave her, covered in a mixture of her slick and the pollen.

Her body relaxed into the vines, her eyes closed. The vine on her clit moved and began to rub small circles on her lower stomach. She wasn’t prepared for the honey like pollen to pour over her skin. She could tell this pollen was something different. The fire that was constantly burning maxed out. 

“Oh fuck.” The heat leaving her made sweat start to cover her skin. “W-what was that?”

The vines rubbed the pollen into her skin. Her hips moved in a poor excuse for friction. Humping the air got her nowhere. She was about to beg when a small shot of pain spiked through her. She gasped at the feeling. 

She watched a vine move closer to her, the tip larger than the other vines. Another spike of pain went through her, the pain settled in her lower stomach. Her eyes moved to the flower. 

“Is it coming out now? The seed.” She got the words out as the vine pressed against her hole. More pain went through her as the seed inside her shifted. “Wait. Wait. Please. It hurts.”

The vine against the hole didn’t press inside, but moved back. All the vines around her rippled twice. The small vine continued to rub her stomach. The flower shook hard, a mix of the dust and liquid pollen covered every inch of her. 

The heat was manageable, but the overwhelming need made moans leave her mouth. Another small vine moved to her clit, moving in tandem with the vines wrapped around her body. 

Instead of pain, pleasure distracted her mind as the large vine started to push inside her. Cries of pleasure left her as it slowly pushed inside. The seed shifted lower as the vine started to thrust inside her. 

“Right there… Aha… Right there!” Her voice was almost a scream as she came again. The haze from last time settled fully in her brain while her legs were spread wider. 

The vine inside her set a rhythm that was hard and deep, making her teeth hit each other. She wasn’t watching anymore, her mind focused on the pleasure coursing through every inch of her body. 

Her mouth was open with small noises leaving her occasionally, her breaths leaving her in gasps. She was starting to have thoughts that didn’t happen last time. 

She was taking the vines so well. 

She was just a hole for the flower above her. 

She liked it more than words could say.

She never wanted this to end. 

“D-don’t… S-stop…” Her words were slurred and hard to say  as she spoke. 

The vine inside her thrust faster, rocking her body. A few seconds later, a thick liquid left the vine. It pulled out of her slowly, then caressed the inside of her thighs. It felt like fingers, gently calming her. 

She had a lazy smile on her face as she felt the seed move. Her thoughts continued. 

She was carrying its seed.

She was just an incubator. 

She liked it more than words could say. 

She never wanted this to end.

The vines started to caress her, seeming to keep her calm. She started to drift off when the seed moved inside of her. 

The small vine returned to her clit. As the seed started to move, pleasure moved through her. She was a moaning mess within a few minutes. When she was about to cum, it would stop, then start again. 

The tip of the seed pushed through the opening of her womb, more pleasure spiked through her. As it pushed and slowly left her womb, she came with a silent scream. The vines didn’t stop.

The seed moved through her at a snails pace, opening her body as it slid through her walls. She tried to breathe but she could only gasp. The pleasure was almost too much. 

After what seemed like hours, the seed was ready to fully come out. The feeling of it pushing against her hole as it slowly made its way out of her had her coming again. 

“N-no… More… P-p…” Her mind was almost blank as she quietly spoke. 

The widest part of the seed was pushing its way out. A large vine moved to hold the seed. Her body clenched around the seed, almost making it move back inside her. 

The vine on her clit moved faster, sucking and pulling on the nub. She clenched again, this time the seed fully slid out of her. Another vine pushed inside her, bringing her closer to the edge before she came for a final time. Her body gave out and her eyes rolled back into her head.

~~~~

Nina woke up to a light rain and a slight ache in her body. Opening her eyes, she turned her head to look at the plant. She sat up fast to see the plant dead. 

The flower bud was open, but it was dried out and lacking its normal bright color. The vines surrounding her were dry and slightly curled. 

“You can’t be dead.” She got up slowly, body shaking with the movement. “What was the point if you were going to die!”

She kicked one of the vines while she pulled on her dress. Turning back to the fountain, she froze. The seed that she had helped grow was floating in the water. Picking it up, she looked back up at the dead flower then the seed. 

Going back inside, she put the seed in a bowl and stared at it. Could she relive the best pleasure she’d ever had if she helped the seed grow? Would it be just a normal flower? 

Weighing her options, she looked into what to do for the seed. 

If she was lucky, it wouldn’t be too long before the seed would be a plant. She didn’t know how long it would take or if it would work, but she’d wait. 

After all, she was a patient woman.

~~~~

One year later

~~~~

It had taken so much work for the plant to become what it had been. Over the last year she had taken care of the entire garden, but her main focus was the plant. 

Three months in, it had moved the medium sized vines to wrap around her wrist. 

Six months in, she had moved it from the pot in her kitchen, to the large pot above the fountain. It doubled in size within a few weeks.

One year to the day, she came into the garden on her usual chore of watering the flower. The moment she stepped inside, she could smell it. She tripped over her feet as she moved to the flower. Just like the first time she had seen it last year, it was back.

She watched the vines move across the floor to wrap around her ankles and pull her towards it.

“I missed you too.”