#its so funny watching him try to do Serious Acting in THAT
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rose-fairryy ¡ 2 years ago
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mark. honey. i love you. but you look like a goddamn pineapple
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nodoubtily ¡ 2 months ago
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warnings : smut so MDNI, bathroom sex, fingering, possessiveness, mirror sex, bulge kink
taglist : @jyikeu @goldenretrieverjakezgirlbaby
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His blood was boiling. Knuckles white, jaw clenched, eyes basically twitching. Is she fucking for real?
Your eyes glance at Sunghoon continuously as you allow this random guy to hold you, arms wrapped around your waist, whispering in your ear.
But you’re not interested, no. You just want Sunghoon to lose control.
Ever since you guys met, there has always been a certain tension between you two. Your friends notice, your sister notices, hell, even his niece notices.
But, in the end, the long game is what goes.
So, you play. You let this person grope you, whisper foul things that sound borderline creepy, all so you can break sunghoon.
And breaking he is. Sunghoon is seething, his mind spiralling out of control. He watches as the guy drags his hands over your waist to your cleavage, shamelessly groping you, oblivious to the storm brewing silently, waiting to explode.
But that wasn’t what got Sunghoon moving. It was you, when you grab the stranger’s hand, dragging it around your body frame, allowing him to feel you up.
Without another second, Sunghoon storms to you. He towers over you, and he pulls you away from the man.
“Hey, man, I already claimed her.” The drunk said, attempting to pull you back to him.
“She’s been mine since we met.” Sunghoon spat before dragging you away. You stumble behind him, smirking as you see his resolve chip away.
You don’t realise where he’s taken you until you’re thrown into a bathroom. He slams the door shut, turning the lock. He then faces you, and you see the frustration bubbling under the surface.
“What’s going on, Hoon?” You ask, arms folded against your chest.
“Don’t fucking start. Like are you serious? Staring at me as you let that prick grope you?” The jealousy is vibrating off of his frame.
“I was simply enjoying my time—“
“You weren’t enjoying shit.” He cuts you off, and you can’t help but laugh. He stares down at you, unamused. “Something funny?”
“Sorry, it’s just—“ you step forwards, right in front of Sunghoon. “You’re acting as if I belong to you.”
“As if you don’t want to.”
“Maybe, maybe not. I wanna see first.” There’s a short silence. “See if I want to belong to you.”
“Oh, Y/N.” His voice comes out condescending, index finger presses against your chin, lifting your head to fully face him. “You don’t get a choice.”
And just like that, Sunghoon shoves you to the sink, pressing up against you, his lips smashing onto yours. You almost immediately moan into the kiss, your arms wrapping around Sunghoon’s neck.
Sunghoon then grabs your hips, hoisting you onto the bench, breaking the kiss. You try to follow his lips, and he pulls back. He snickers, lips kissing along your neck and jaw. But you’re not paying attention to that.
You’re paying attention to his large hands that massage your thighs, fingers edging closer to where you need him most. “Hoon..” your voice is low like a whisper, and it comes out as a whine.
“Yes, princess?” His eyes find yours, and his cock twitches in his pants as he sees the desperation in your eyes. The fact that him and him alone have got you this needy and he hasn’t even touched you yet, turns him on beyond words.
“Need you to touch me.” Your voice is whiny, no matter what word you speak.
“Where do you need me to touch you?” His question irks you. “Here?” His hand trails up to your mouth, running his thumb along your bottom lip. “Or here?” That hand then drops to your neck, wrapping its fingers around it, caging your throat like a necklace. He squeezes slightly, and your pussy throbs. “What about here?” That hand then swipes along your breasts.
“Please, Hoon.” You beg.
“Show me where you want to be touched then.” You grab is wrist, and you bring his hand to under your skirt, in between your legs. You absentmindedly spread your thighs, and his fingers tap your heat over your panties. You sigh between your teeth.
“Please, Hoon. Wanna feel good.” Your eyes sparkle with more need, and Sunghoon feels his dick grow harder, straining against the pants he’s wearing.
“Yeah? Gonna feel so good. You just keep being a good girl f’me.” His hands hike your skirt up to your waist, pulling your panties to the side. His fingers trace down your slit, and you shudder. “You’re so wet, baby. All cause of me, hm?” He asks, his voice low. Sunghoon slides two fingers in, stretching your little hole. A broken moan is torn from your throat, your hands holding the edge of the bench.
You shutter. “Oh shit.” Sunghoon spreads the two fingers, forming a scissor-notion, stretching you completely.
“So fucking tight. Don’t know I’m gonna be able to fit, baby…” Sunghoon feigns disappointment, and your stomach drops.
“I can handle it—fuck—please!” Sunghoon laughs softly, his thumb abusing your bundle of nerves.
“I don’t know baby..” Sunghoon continues, amused by your reactions.
“I can. Put your cock in me, and I’ll show you I can.” You’ve never felt so submissive, but it feels so right. You feel like you were meant for this, meant for Sunghoon.
“You sure, princess?” He asks one more time, and you reach your hand down to his crotch, palming him through the fabric.
“Please, Hoon.” And how could he say no to your polite ask.
So with that, Sunghoon removes his fingers from your pussy, and he licks them clean. He then grabs your hips, pulling you off the bench. If it weren’t for Sunghoon’s strong arms, you would have fell.
He positions you to face the bathroom mirror, hand pressing against your back, and you fall forward, upper half of your body bent over the counter. His hands hook under your panties, and he pulls them down. You step out of them, and he kicks them across the floor. He spreads your legs wider, and you hear the zip on his pants, and you hear ruffling.
Sunghoon pulls his pants down, his boxers following. You feel his leaking tip nudge your ass cheek, and he grasps it, slotting it against your heat. You whine slightly, sensitive.
He rubs against your clit, and you single your hips in anticipation. “Please, Hoon. Please fuck me.” You plead, looking at him through the mirror’s reflection. He doesn’t waste another second, and he slowly slides in, until he can’t anymore.
Until he bottoms out, his tip nudged in deep enough where you feel as though he’s in your stomach. You feel his hand sneaking under you, palming the bulge located inside your abdomen.
“Feel how deep I am in this pussy?” His words and actions do something to you, and your mouth opens, but no words come out. “Hm? What was that?” Sunghoon pushes.
“S—so deep!” Your throat scrapes out.
“Would you let someone else go this deep inside?” He asks another.
“N—no.” You shake your head quickly, watching where your bodies meet through the mirror.
“Not even that guy?” His voice comes out as a whisper.
“No.” You moan out, your whole body trembling.
“And you wanna know why?” Sunghoon leans in next to your ear. You nod, curious. “It’s because you’re mine. This pussy,” Sunghoon taps your swollen clit, jolting you. “Mine.” Sunghoon growls, hips pulling back till he almost pulls out, before slamming back inside. He continues with this notion.
“Yours. Only y—yours.” Your voice comes out in a shaky breath.
“Good fucking girl.” Sunghoon’s hand leaves your hip, gliding along your body till he curls his fingers around your neck. With that, he pulls you flush against his front. Your eyes fill with pleasurable tears, watching yourself through the mirror as Sunghoon wrecks you with his dick. “Whose good girl are you?”
“Yours—!” Your moans spill out of your mouth with every passing second. “J—just yours, Hoonie!”
Sunghoon’s other hand trails to your neglected clit, rubbing the bundle of nerves to your pending orgasm.
“G—gonna cum.” You choke out, and Sunghoon’s tightens his grip slightly, and he doesn’t miss the way you clench—hard.
“You fucking love being choked don’t you? Wanna cum over this dick being choked, hm?” His words only bring you closer, and the band in your abdomen threatens to snap as you nod hastily, eyes still trained on where you both meet.
Your thighs shake, your pussy throbbing with need as Sunghoon brings you to edge, and it is when he tightens his hand around your neck and presses against your clit, is when the band snaps. “C—cumming!” you moan out, your hands grasping Sunghoon’s biceps for leverage, and your hips buck.
“So tight—oh shit.” Sunghoon follows through with his orgasm as well.m, spilling deep inside you, painting your walls white with his seed. “Deep inside. So fuckin’ deep inside.” He groans, head leaning back, eyes shut.
The room follows with a silence. Sunghoon lifts the toilet lid, and you sit down, taking a well needed rest as Sunghoon runs a spare hand towel under warm water.
He turns to you, getting on his knees. “Open up.” You do as he says, and you spread your legs. Sunghoon gently wipes the towel along your cunt, and you whine out in sensitivity.
“Did you mean it when you said I was yours since we met?” You ask randomly. He doesn’t answer straight away.
“Yeah.” He finally says.
“That��s all you have to say?”
“I’ve always thought you were pretty, and I think I’ve always loved your personality and I guess it just blew over when you were with that guy.”
“I’m glad it took a little bit of teasing for you to admit you fancy me.” You say sarcastically, and Sunghoon only rolls his eyes in response.
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DONEEEE
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solxamber ¡ 6 months ago
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Good morning/evening/ whenever you're reading this.
May I request Silver, Malleus, and Ace with someone who's like a sheep in wolfs clothing? Basically someone who seems intimidating and scary but is actually nice if that makes sense. Romantic or platonic is fine.
Malleus, Silver, Ace with a Sheep in Wolf's Clothing
hi! thank you for waiting, i hope this is what you wanted <3
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Malleus Draconia
At first, Malleus is absolutely enchanted by the way you carry yourself. Your cool exterior, fierce glances, and aura of danger? He’s genuinely impressed. In his eyes, you’re practically royalty, strolling through campus with an air of mysterious authority that rivals his own.
But one evening, when the two of you are alone, he watches as you carefully kneel down to help a tiny creature—a shivering, injured bird, fallen from its nest. He’s speechless as you whisper gently to it, cooing softly as you tuck it into a makeshift cradle from your scarf.
“Ah, so even the fiercest can be kind,” he says, thoroughly charmed.
You look up, cheeks red. “What? No, I mean— I wasn’t… fierce,” you mutter, trying to explain away your rough side.
Malleus lets out a low chuckle, genuinely amused. “There’s no need to pretend with me, Child of Man. I find this side of you… endearing.” And with that, he offers his arm, as if escorting the most dignified person he’s ever met—like of course you’d be kind.
And every time he sees you after, he watches you just a little bit closer, hoping to catch more glimpses of the sweet, gentle heart beneath your “terrifying” façade.
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Silver Vanrouge
Silver’s first impression? Oh, you were fierce, alright. With that intense stare and sharp wit, he thought you were the kind of person who could take on a horde of fire-breathing dragons without blinking.
But it doesn’t take him long to notice the little things: how you’re the first to offer help in a quiet, unassuming way. Or how you gave Grim half your lunch when he wouldn’t stop whining about his empty plate.
One day, he finally works up the courage to ask. “You’re… not like most people expect, are you?”
You blink, caught off guard. ��Uh… how do you mean?”
He tilts his head thoughtfully. “You seem… gentle. Like someone who cares more than they show.” He says it simply, but with a warm smile.
“Oh! I—well, I guess…” You clear your throat, trying not to look too pleased. “Yeah, I try to be. Is that… weird?”
Silver chuckles softly, shaking his head. “Not at all. I think it’s admirable.” And with that, he goes back to his usual quiet self, though you notice he hangs around a bit more often, maybe just to keep an eye on you—or to be near you, enjoying the company of the sweetest “wolf” he’s ever met.
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Ace Trappola
Ace was 100% convinced you were bad news when he first saw you. The way you stood, arms crossed and serious, maybe even a little cold, he thought for sure you were a total menace. So when he finds you one day, crouched down and helping a stray cat drink from a cup you’d brought, he actually does a double-take.
“You… feed stray animals?”
You look up, blushing furiously. “Uh… yeah? Why wouldn’t I?”
He bursts out laughing, clapping his hands. “Oh man, and here I thought you’d, like, fight a cat if it came too close!”
You roll your eyes, trying to act annoyed, but you can’t help but laugh, too. “Yeah, yeah, real funny.”
After that, Ace doesn’t let you live it down. He’ll pull you along when he sees a lost animal just to watch you fuss over it, teasing you the whole time. “Oh no, don’t let the fearsome ‘tough guy’ break out the baby voice again!”
But despite the endless teasing, he genuinely loves seeing you drop the act and show your soft side. And even if he won’t say it out loud, he thinks it’s pretty awesome having a friend as kind—and surprisingly tender—as you.
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yanyandam ¡ 30 days ago
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hii! its me again. I’ve had this idea in my head for a while after I red you post about Bonten guys with a pregnant partner and was wondering if you could write a scenario about it. What if they became parents young, like in their 20s? was thinking about dadRindou, and uncleRan that always spoils his niece to get Rindou mad. its just makes me laugh idk why. or Kakucho, he would be such a cutie! a loving and bellissimo dad 😫.
anyway, could u write about that please? ill give u some cookies.. ♡
Thanks for the cookies, ts gave me inspo to post twice in a day lmao! Here, since they are young I consider that we're at the genesis of Bonten, end of KMG! Hope you like it
BONTEN AS YOUNG FATHERS: HOW DO THEY HANDLE IT?
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It probably, if not obviously, wasn’t voluntary for Manjiro. He wasn’t the type to plan a family, even worse with his mental state. He stays, at least for a while, but not in the way a normal father would. He’s conflicted and deep down terrified. When you told him you were pregnant, he didn’t react at first. He just sat there, cigarette balanced between his fingers, eyes dark and unreadable. The silence stretched long enough that you thought he hadn’t heard you. Then, he let out a slow exhale. "I see."
That was it. No anger, no questions. Just that flat response, as if you’d just told him it might rain tomorrow. But you saw it: he was trying to process a feeling he wasn’t ready for. He stayed, at first. Not because he thought he’d be a good father, but because he couldn’t just leave you to handle it alone. He made sure you had everything, money, security, a place to live where no one could touch you. But as the months passed, his visits became more infrequent. When the baby was born, he held them exactly once. His hands cradled the tiny, fragile body, and for a brief moment, something flickered in his expression. Something like dread.
He never got angry. Never acted resentful. But he also never truly let himself get close. He knew he was unstable, violent, cursed. He refused to let that darkness stain the child’s life.Sanzu had ordered you to stay away, you and that child, you who made Mikey almost weak.
Kakucho stepped in instead for some time. He visited often, brought gifts, asked about school. He wasn’t overly affectionate, but he was present, out of pity perhaps. He disappeared too, after some time. Mikey watched from afar. Always making sure you were safe. Always making sure his child had everything they needed. But he never let himself be called “father.” Eventually, he disappeared completely soon after Bonten’s biggering. Not because he didn’t care, but because he believed it was the only way to protect the child from himself.
Before starting, just so you know: hell no. It wasn’t voluntary for Sanzu. He stays (kinda) but the kid isn’t his priority. At first, he laughs it off. He doesn’t see himself as the “dad” type.  "You serious? Shit, that’s funny." It wasn’t that he hated kids. He just didn’t think of himself as the fathering type. His whole world revolved around the King, killing for him, cleaning up his messes, staying utterly, mindlessly loyal. So the idea of being responsible for a baby? It felt ridiculous. He didn’t leave, but he wasn’t really “there” either. The most he did was throw money at the situation, expensive strollers, private hospitals, a nanny that cost more than most people’s salaries. He wasn’t heartless, but he had no idea how to be soft. Because no one had ever been soft to him before.
But sometimes, he’d linger in doorways, watching the kid with a strange, unreadable look. He never played with them, never spoke much, but if you were struggling, he’d suddenly drop an obscene amount of cash on anything you needed.
Wasn’t voluntary for Kakucho either but he does take full responsibility. He stays, and he’s a good devoted father. Unlike the others, he steps up immediately. He wasn’t planning on having a child, but now that it’s happening, he refuses to be absent. The others in the gang tease him about it, but deep down, there’s respect. They see how serious he is, how he never complains about it. Some of them start calling him "papa" as a joke, but when they see how much effort he puts in, they stop laughing. Even as the gang grows darker, bloodier, crueler, he stays. He keeps his child and their mother away from it all, doing his best to shield them. But the guilt never leaves. The fear that one day, someone will use his family against him eats at him constantly.
One night, when the baby was sleeping on his chest, Kakucho let out a rare, quiet sigh and whispered: "Maybe… maybe you won’t turn out like me." (Bonus: I feel like Ran would take the uncle role)
Apparently it wasn’t voluntary for Kokonoi, but when you saw him unimpressed you started to have doubts. He stays, in his own way. His first reaction? Annoyance. Not because he doesn’t want the kid, but because it’s an inconvenience to his ambitions. At first, he keeps his distance, throwing money at the problem. He makes sure the mother and child want for nothing: best doctors, best schools, best life. But is he there? Not really. Still, he keeps watch. He might not act like a loving father, but if anyone even thinks about messing with his kid, they disappear. No questions asked. He never lets his child fully in, but he’ll die before he lets anyone hurt them.
When the baby was born, he didn’t rush to hold them. Instead, he stood at the edge of the hospital room, arms crossed, analyzing the situation. And then, when you finally placed the newborn in his arms, something cracked in his cold exterior. It wasn’t love at first sight. But it was responsibility. A realization that this was his blood, his legacy. As the child grew, he was a strict but protective father. Private tutors. No public schools. Everything was carefully managed. He rarely showed affection, but if anyone insulted his child, they disappeared.
Wasn’t voluntary for Mochi either, but saying he never wanted a family would be a lie. Does he stay? Absolutely. He feels like the child keeps him sane.
Oh. froze when you told him. "Wait, wait—I'm gonna be a dad?" His face went pale. He rubbed his forehead. "Oh shit. Ohhh shit." It wasn’t that he didn’t want the baby. It was that he didn’t trust himself. But unlike the others, he didn't try to distance himself. He was there for every step. The ultrasounds, the cravings, the panic attacks at 3 AM. He wasn’t the strongest or the smartest, but he cared. When the baby was born, he was the first one crying. Holding that tiny, fragile body against his chest, he whispered, "I’m gonna do my best. I swear." He spoiled the kid rotten. He was the type of dad to buy them candy before dinner, to let them stay up past bedtime, to sneak them out for fun little adventures. Kakucho (aka everyone’s favorite uncle atp) took a liking to the kid. "If they grow up weak, it’s on you," Kokonoi muttered once, watching the kid cling to their father’s arm. But he still bought them presents. Still watched out for them.
Oh oh. Ran. Not voluntary either, but he didn’t think it was a big deal. I still believe in the Girl Dad! Ran legacy, no really can YOU imagine this guy with a son? This was different for him. He'd raised his brother. He already knew how to be responsible for someone else. So when you told him? He didn’t panic. Didn’t hesitate. He just exhaled, rolled his shoulders, and smirked. "Alright, then. Guess I’m a dad now." (nonchalant ahh) And when the baby was born, a little girl, he was wrapped around her tiny, chubby fingers instantly.  She was his princess. Everything she wanted, she got. The best clothes, the best toys, the best of everything. He made sure no one ever looked at her the wrong way. His club’s security knew her name, his men knew to respect her like royalty. But he wasn’t just a spoiling father.
He was strict, protective, and intensely involved. He taught her how to stand tall, how to own a room. How to glare at men like she was the fucking queen of the world. And his younger brother? He was her only and favorite uncle, and wouldn't trade him for anything. They argued, fought, teased each other but Rindou would die for his niece. And one night, when the little girl was asleep on his chest, Ran whispered, "No one’s ever gonna touch you. You’ll never have to go through what I did. I promise."
Voluntary or not, Rindou loves his child. He stays, even when Bonten grows. He lowkey feels trapped, yet devoted. He wasn’t ready to be a father, but when the baby is born, something softens in him.
Even when he’s deep in the underworld, he makes sure his child never sees it. He won’t let them become like him. He didn’t take it well at first. He was young, arrogant, still living fast and reckless. "This wasn’t supposed to happen," he muttered, rubbing his face. "You know what kind of life I have." He didn’t want this. Yeah. At first, he felt trapped. Like this wasn’t how his life was supposed to go. "This is a mistake," he muttered when you told him. "I’m not meant to be a dad." 
But his older brother didn’t let him run. "You don’t get to fuck up a kid’s life just because you’re scared."
And so, he stayed. At first, he was distant. He did the bare minimum, money, security, checking in once in a while. But then, the kid smiled at him. Called him "Dad" for the first time. And suddenly, he couldn’t breathe. From then on, he was involved. Rough around the edges, still emotionally distant, but he tried. His older brother was his biggest support. Kept him grounded. Helped him become a father instead of just some guy who had a kid.And one night, when the child was asleep, he sat on the couch, staring at them for a long time before murmuring: "…Guess you got stuck with me, huh?" He wasn’t perfect. But he never left.
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sturnsmadl ¡ 8 months ago
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dealer!chris headcannons!
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dealer!chris who always discounts way too much for you.
"its on me."
"what? this is like 50 bucks worth.."
dealer!chris who makes sex jokes to you all the time.
"what? keep arguing and i'll put that mouth to better use."
"i'll bend you over that table if u don't shutup."
dealer!chris who refuses to give you any hard drugs.
"u got coke?"
"u got a brain? not happening."
dealer!chris who always comes over after deals.
dealer!chris who is possessive but unloyal.
"your mine. don't let anyone think different."
"you fucked another girl last night."
dealer!chris who your arguing with 24/7.
"and you just act like im nothing after your done!"
"when did i say you were nothing to me?!"
"you dont need to fucking say it!"
dealer!chris who expects you to stay single and wait for him.
dealer!chris who is clingy when he's drunk or high.
"hi baby! i missed you!!"
"chris move you stink."
dealer!chris who goes for any guy who tries to get you.
"you tryna hit on my girl?!"
"i-"
"chris leave him alone.."
dealer!chris who hurts anyone who hurts you.
dealer!chris who doesn't let you work.
"and i've got an interview-"
"cancel it."
dealer!chris who comes over late at night to fuck.
"you up?"
"i am now you were hitting my window."
dealer!chris who is always rough.
"take it. good girl. so tight for me."
"chris! too much- too much!"
dealer!chris who never uses protection.
"gonna fill you with my babies huh? go on let go."
dealer!chris who has dissapeared when u wake up the morning after.
dealer!chris who would rather die then bring you to a deal.
"ill drop u home first."
"just take me with u.."
"your funny sweetie."
dealer!chris who doesn't let you go overboard with your orders.
"can i have a few grams of-"
"a gram per day for you unfortunately princess."
"what? since when?"
dealer!chris who watches you like a hawk at party's.
dealer!chris who looks after you while your drunk.
"yep..good girl just- get it out of you.."
dealer!chris who ends up staying loyal just for you.
"what? i blocked them all."
"shutup..ur serious..?"
dealer!chris who finds out your pregnant before you do.
"look at your cute bump."
"what? im not pregnant.."
"morning sickness? cravings? tiredness?"
"oh shit.."
dealer!chris who does all his research for you.
"it says..you've got an hour to live."
"what??"
"im messing with u."
dealer!chris who is trying to get out of dealing for you and the baby.
dealer!chris who doesn't let you do too much.
"nuh uh. pass me that, its heavy."
dealer!chris who refuses to let the doctors stress you out at birth.
dealer!chris who only ever cried infront of you when you gave birth to his baby.
"oh my god..im so proud of you. she's beautiful."
"are you okay..?"
"yeah..the onions from the cafeteria.."
"sure buddy.."
"wow..im a dad.."
dealer!chris who will not let anything happen to his family.
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a/n: not sure how i feel abt this but i need to start writing my new series :)
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starrihan ¡ 5 months ago
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Enhypen When You're on Your Period
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-> Pairing: Enhypen x afab! Reader
-> Plot: How i think enhypen act/ what they do for you when you're on your period
-> Genre: fluff, very slightly suggestive, comfort, intentional lowercase
-> Warnings: none
-> Word Count: 950 (jungwon and niki's parts are slightly longer)
-> Notes: self-indulgent because I'm on my period rn and the thought of enhypen taking care of their girlfriend's on their period is so cute to me
-> Here's a link to all my other masterlists!
Heeseung
hes so sweet about it but also cracks jokes. I do believe he'd be the one to be at the store when you ask him to pick up pads/ tampons for the first time and him asking "what size is your pussy?" and he's so serious. after being together for a couple of months he'd learn your cycle (so he can track the next time yall can fuck)
he would try his best to make you feel comfortable if you were having cramps. he would show up at your door with boba/ coffee/ tea, whatever you prefer and then offer to order takeout and spend the night in
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Jay
I know everyone thinks he's husband and its because he is. he would be on top of your period and better prepared for it than you would be. he would predict the day you would get your period and he's right 95% of the time. he always makes sure the bathroom is stocked with whatever you use, making sure to buy extra toilet paper and wipes that week.
he makes sure your favorite snacks are stocked in the kitchen and buys you a heating pad if you don't already have one. would cook dinner for you and set everything up and then clean up afterwards because you shouldn't "worry your pretty little head about a thing."
overall just the perfect person to take care of you on your period
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Jake
nervous pt. 1. I think jake would be nervous the first time you get your period when you guys started dating. he'd be scared to say or do the wrong thing that could make you upset or frustrated. its a stark contrast to his normally silly personality. he would treat you like you're made of glass if you tell him that you're cramping, as if you'd break if he touched you.
you'd have to reassure him that you're okay and that you're not gonna feel more pain if he holds you. once you calm him down of his fears, he'd be so sweet and perfect. he'd bring you a big bag of snacks and propose you watch funny youtube videos to cheer you up. he'd offer to massage you and then cuddle until you fall asleep
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Sunghoon
he's very calm the first time you get your period. he has a little sister so he knows about periods and knows the basics. he asks you what you like to do during this time and what you prefer to eat, etc. he likes to buy you small gifts that he thinks will cheer you up. he also proposes you guys go out and take walks to help you feel better, only if you're up for it, of course.
he'll make ramen for the both of you to eat cause he knows it warms you up and will throw on a movie for you two to watch. cleans everything up and then at the end of the night, he picks you up and carries you to bed
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Sunoo
the moment you told him you were on your period, he started researching everything there was to know about them. "I read that women prefer to have chocolates on their period so i bought you the one you like!"
he's very attentive to your mood. he knows that he can be sassy and while its normally for jokes, he eases up on the sass if he sees that you're uncomfortable or in pain and focuses on you feeling better. will do skincare with you at the end of the night because he knows you sometimes skip it if you're too tired. gets you matching headbands and wristbands to make the process cuter. he's just so lovely
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Jungwon
nervous pt. 2. of course he knows what periods are and he's been around people who have had their periods. but the first time you get you period he makes a joke about "how bad could they be?" and he immediately learns his lesson when you're shooting daggers at him. once you tell him all the things that happen to your body during your period (in too much detail for his liking) he is very mindful about your feelings.
he's like a little puppy, fetching you whatever you need the moment you ask for it. he learns the cues of when you're in pain or when you're feeling too hot or too cold and tried to remedy it instantly. he gives you plenty of hugs and kisses to help make you feel better and will do anything to see you laugh, your favorite being him making funny faces or messing with his hair <3
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Niki
he knows a lot more than it may seem. you may be his first girlfriend but he surprises you with how much he knows. he asks you what size pad/ tampon you need when you tell him. even if you don't need any, he'll go out and buy you some anyways, so you don't run out of them. he also would always keep an extra one in his bag whenever he's out with you in case you need it.
he would take you on cute little dates for ice cream for whenever you're craving a sweet treat. he would suggest you two play video games. if you're against each other he'd let you win, despite your protests. at the end of the night, he'd tell you to get ready for bed while he tidies up. he would find you laying in bed, already asleep and would pull the covers over you both before cuddling you to sleep.
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AGATHA ALL ALONG DEEP DIVE: episode 1 part 1
(Wandavision entries: [1][2][3])
(AAA entries: ep1 [1][2][3][4] ep2 [1][2][3][4] ep3 [1][2][3] ep4 [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][+1] ep5 [1][2][3][4][5] ep6 [1][2][3] ep7 [1][2][3][4][5][6] ep8 [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9] ep9 [1][2][3][4][5][6])
IT'S TIME TO REWATCH AGATHA ALL ALONG, WITCHES! And as usual, spoilers below.
episode 1, Seekest Thou The Road
Wanda is dead (no she ain't). As a result, her spell is weakened and Agatha has changed from her nosy neighbor character to detective Agnes (or caught the true crime bug, as Herb will put it.)
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Stinky grimy Agnes, so serious and depressed. As soon as she appears onscreen she's humming the Ballad.
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Detective Agnes has just been recalled to action after being off duty for a while. She was punished for "punching a suspect", which is code for going after Wanda. Agnes points out that now the suspect is a convicted felon, i.e. that she was right after all and Wanda is dangerous and evil. "I can't be right and wrong" she says. "Yes, you can" says Herb, because both Agatha and Wanda are villain and victim. And lol at the police tape symbolizing Herb's fence. You know the poor guy is in his garden looking down at Agnes in her Bonher family tshirt, wondering what the hell is going on.
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oh that's a seriously good shot
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Agatha looks heartbroken when she sees Wanda's body, doesn't she? She looks so sorry.
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Herb (the real Herb behind the illusion) confirms that Agatha is acting different than usual.
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THIRD TIME SHE DISCREETLY DRIES HER TEARS
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There is nothing funny about Detective Agnes. Or rather, it's funny to watch her because she's so intense, but we laugh at her, she's not being a clown on purpose like Agatha usually is. And Agatha right now is in a lot of pain, even more than usual having completely lost her agency. This character so unkempt, so sad, so doggedly searching for answers, is more true to Agatha's real self than what she usually lets people see. Deep down she's just a tragic lesbian wet rat.
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Somebody called in to have the body found, and I think that somebody was Rio. Why would the body be next to the water otherwise? It's like the River of Life laid her gently where Agatha could find her. In other words, Wanda's death brought her to Agatha. I'm curious about these woods too, we know they don't actually exist as this is all in Agatha's head, but where did the idea come from? Are these the woods where she killed the Salemites? Where she gave birth to Nicky? Or where she buried him?
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Agatha's victims from the finale flashing throughout the opening. Wherever it may bend, I'll see you at the end.
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"based on the danish series WANDAVISDYEN" never fails to destroy me. and it's so clever too, it's like they're telling first time watchers that yes, this seems like a grim detective show, but you clever audiences know that things are not as they seem and this is a parody, right?? this is not serious at all, it's funny! Laugh! Except. It's not funny. It's not funny at all. And you're going to realize only when it's too late. It's the same thing they do with Sharon/Mrs. Hart, they lure you in with laughs only to hit you with heartbreak. This show is not a comedy at all. It's at its very core a senseless tragedy.
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Sarah/Dottie lives next door too, was Agatha talking to her through a window, or does the library desk symbolize another fence? This poor woman, hasn't she suffered enough? But they all more or less try to help Agnes, that's sweet. Has anyone from SWORD or whomever dropped in to talk to them, did the Avengers just decide to leave Agatha there? Did Monica (or Ralph) even explain to the poor people of Westview that she's a witch, or do they just think she's a random neighbor who couldn't be saved from Wanda's Hex?
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THE MAILMAN CONTINUES BEING SUSPICIOUS. Is Agatha putting words in his mouth, or was he (the "messanger") sent by someone to warn her about the Darkhold being destroyed???
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her FACE when she sees Rio
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and the way Rio just stares and stares. When you rewatch this scene knowing that this is the first time she gets to see Agatha in centuries... and she has to be cool and she has to be gentle. I think it's deliberate that they put Phil/Harold/Ross Geller in here, because he's one of the funniest people in Westview and it's suggesting a first time viewer to read this scene as a comedy. Except it's a cosmic tale of tragedy and heartbreak, but you're not supposed to notice yet, even if it's right there under your nose.
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Stop being such a lone wolf, Agnes. Or rather, stop being such a sad and lonely covenless witch, Agatha.
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Rio laughs her delighted little laugh, licks her lips, looks out the window for a moment as if overwhelmed, then goes back looking at Agatha and basically devouring her with her eyes. ("te veo.") (thank you for my life aubrey plaza.) Agatha stares daggers back, but her body language stars getting defensive. She feels very vulnerable.
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Yep, defensive. And wistful.
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She is doing her job, like always. But she's also going above and beyond. There is technically no need for her to wake Agatha up, but here she is, dropping gentle clues, guiding her with such patience and care.
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"If you wanna be in control you can be" is said in such a kind tone, but it's also sexy?? I think Rio really likes for Agatha to take control, in a lot of ways. Her body language is the opposite of what Agatha is doing too.
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Oh noes she's making herself so small now. She's like, intrigued and angry and happy and scared to see Rio. They're both being so tentative!! And she doesn't actually know who Rio is because she's under the damn spell, so her body language and feelings are pure instinct. They come from somewhere very very true and deep. (and LOL that mug says "get a clue")
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Is this who you are now, Agatha? the intense but lonely detective? she's genuinely interested, because Rio investigates Agatha just as Agatha investigates everybody else. Rio simply cannot get enough of her. and she keeps talking with this gentle, warm, understated tone.
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Gains personal space. Keeps staring and staring.
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oh now we're leaning. they do this every scene they are together, they keep getting closer and closer even if they don't mean to, like magnets.
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Agatha literally bolts to the door and tells her to leave. Rio's presence is so overwhelming in so many different and complicated ways, and she doesn't even understand why that is at the moment. Kathryn Hahn is playing this perfectly straight (no pun intended), there is genuine pain in her voice.
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"Te veo", which is not "see you," but I see you, I'm always looking for you, I'm always watching. And I finally see you, after all this time.
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Oh, honey.
I'm running out of space again, but I promise I'll continue this tomorrow. Thank you for all the notes you guys, I was not expecting so many! I'm doing this mostly to amuse myself, but it's nice to know that the brainrot is collective 🙃🙃🙃
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Let Him Cook pt5
Charles Leclerc x MasterChef! reader
A/N: I'm really so happy with all the love that you have given to this fic. I enjoy writing about it, let me know if you have any blurbs or scenarios that you wanna see. This series will continue on and on
Let Him Cook Series: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
taglist: @bookstore-of-dreams @barcelonaloverf1life @ririyulife @minseok-smaus @mehrmonga @sltwins @charlesgirl16 @six-call @spideybv28 @casperlikej @weekendlusting @janeholt3 @evie-119 @leilanixx @randomgirlnumber-13 @itsjustkhaos
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lec lerc challenge
"As you all know by now, Charles is planning to launch his own ice cream store"you started talking to the camera "And you know what funny story, he didn't even tell me"
Charles, who was by your side, was laughing like a hyena. He actually wanted it to be discovered on the the first day of April so everyone might think its a prank but then he will announce that he is very serious about it. It was an elaborate prank on top of prank. However, the news sites got a hold of it earlier.
"That's another story time. We have to get down to business" Charles reeled the topic back to the video that you two are making.
"Okay so in order to test Charlie's knowledge about ice cream, I have here ice creams that I made myself" you explained.
In front of the two of you were 10 paper cups. They have been covered on top so that Charles won't get a hint about the color.
"So my main task is to identify what's the flavor of the ice cream"Charles confirms "Easy"
"I made some unconventional flavors to throw you off" you informed him.
You can't help but giggle as you remember how you made some weird flavors for the ice cream. But hey, this was supposed to be a challenge to see if Charles' taste buds are working so it doesn't necessarily have to be a delicious ice cream.
"Okay, I am ready to scream for ice cream"
The first five cups were easy peasy. It's common flavors such as chocolate, vanilla, cookies and cream, caramel, and pistachio.
"I'm good at this mon amour"
Charles is pretty confident now. Time to throw the curveballs.
"I'm excited for you to try this"you excitedly give him the cup.
Since Charles is blindfolded as he does this challenge, the first thing he does is smell it. He is usually confident upon spelling but the frown lines forming on his face suggest that he might be confused about the flavor profile.
"This feels strange. I smelled this before but I can't put my name on it"Charles notes.
He takes a scoop from the cup and tasted it. It was evident to his face that he didn't enjoy this ice cream a lot.
"That's so sour, mon amour there are definitely strawberries in that"Charles complained.
"Strawberries and?"
There was a string of italian and french word from Charles as he tries his best to identify it. Finally, he had a lightbulb moment where he remembered the taste of it.
"BALSAMICO" Charles screamed "That is not a flavor I will put in my store, definitely"
Y/NCooks posted a photo.
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Y/NCooks turns out Charles is pretty good with his taste buds. Watch me test Charles with his ice cream skills [link]
User1 Atleast we know that Charles is committed to being an ice cream man
User2 Charles_Leclerc you should definitely try the bourbon and corn flakes in the menu
User 3 Highly agree, I would love to try that User4 were all acting like were so close to milan. Babes we live across the world.
LandoNorris do you have some plain ice cream left for me
Y/NCooks i have some but its good to try other flavors every now and then Lan LandoNorris mmm, i'll try that black sesame one. that seems like a good flavor Y/NCooks brilliant. message me when i can see you Charles_Leclerc im amazed how Y/N managed to convince you of different food choices
MasterChefAU is this Charles' entry to master chef blind taste test challenge?
Charles_Leclerc MasterChef Monaco soon??? User4 I'm laughing at the number of sidequest Charles has. SIR you are an f1 driver!!!
Charles the baker
Charles_Leclerc posted a photo.
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Charles_Leclerc okay i did all the measurements right. WHY DID THEY EXPAND
User1 I can hear Charles screaming with the caption
User2 Charles is such a mood when I try to bake things
User3 But is it edible tho?
Charles_Leclerc it is but its not as pretty User4 this is an internet highlight wherein Charles is sulking and asking the internet where he went wrong
maxverstappen1 recipe reveal?
Charles_Leclerc no ✨✨ maxverstappen1 don't want it anyways. i just wanted to know what you did so i won't end up like that User5 MAX!!!!! User6 your honor we love the lestappen crumbs
Y/NCooks honey maybe you should consider giving it some space, bread do expand when they get baked.
Charles_Leclerc they do?? Y/NCooks Yes they do. But in all honesty they look so cute, its alright honey Charles_Leclerc love you mon amour!
SebastianVettel maybe we should have a baking session one of these days, I can teach you a lot about baking breads
Charles_Leclerc sounds good, miss you already Seb User7 oh to be Charles Leclerc having the Sebastian Vettel teaching him bread and MasterChef Y/N encouraging him
tiktok pasta challenge
It was a fairly simple tiktok viral recipe and in your mind its something that Charles will be able to follow instructions with. So you set up your camera and told Charles about a cooking challenge that he has to do.
"Today's challenge, Charles will be using his listening skills. Lets see how well he listens to me"you greeted the camera "Are you ready mon amour?"
"More than ever, I look good in an apron"
You stayed behind the camera as Charles stayed in front of the kitchen counter. He was tying up his apron and grabbing your chef hat from one of the drawers.
"First of all, I need you to quarter an onion"you instructed.
Charles was immediately grabbing the onion and you immediately face palmed yourself when Charles started quartering the onion without even peeling it.
"Honey, you are supposed to peel it" you sigh
"Honey, you didn't say anything about peeling it. We have three cameras set up and editors should replay that you said quarter it and not peel it" Charles argued
You raised your hand in defeat, you should have been more clearer.
"Okay, I'm not gonna be vague. I'll make it clear"
The whole cooking went along smoothly until its time for Charles to cook the pasta. He has been heavily stressing to get the texture right this time or else it will further the allegations that he can't cook pasta.
"Calm down Charlie"
"I am very very very calm, I'm just checking" he lifted the lid for the fifth time "They have to be perfect"
"Charles is very honored to be taught by Gordon on a 1 on 1 session"you informed the camera.
The two have exchanged numbers and Charles will often ask his culinary questions to Gordon when you were not available to answer them right away. Gordon seems to enjoy the new friendship with the driver since he often send Charles link for cooking recipe to try.
"I don't wanna be an idiot sandwhich" Charles muttered, stirring the pot of pasta.
Charles got a perfect al dente to his pasta. He pulls out the baked feta and tomatoes out of the oven then mixed it with the pasta. It seems as if the dish looks pretty especially with the garnishes that Charles insisted.
"Plating is also everything"he says to the camera as he grates some lemon zest to the plate "Whatever this taste like, just remember that Y/N was instructing me so if there is anyone to blame then its Y/N"
"Way to throw me under the bus Charles"
Y/NCooks just posted a photo
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Y/NCooks The dish vs the chef. I think they are equally yummy [link]
User1 CHARLES CAN COOK!!!!
User2 alternative title charles stressing 10 minutes straight if the pasta is al dente or not
User3 The girlfriend effect on Charles is that he is now able to cook pasta
User4 I really want to try that pasta
Arthur_Leclerc i hope you never get tired of the pasta, its the only thing he will cook from now on
Charles_Leclerc i mean she loves it!!!! Y/NCooks its pretty good arthur, you should try it!! Arthur_Leclerc next family dinner? Charles_Leclerc im on it! User24 oh to be a fly at the Leclerc family dinner
User5 I think everyone ignored the caption, miss maam thirsting over her boyfriend
User6 if i was Y/N i would too Y/NCooks facts only!!! User6 Mother replied to us!!!
scuderiaferrari so charles is approved for a cooking challenge in the channel soon?
Y/NCooks he is born ready User8 kind of missed the c2 cooking challenges
everything i cooked
Charles_Leclerc posted a reel
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here is everything that I did to celebrate Y/N's birthday. This isn't a common day, its really special so I have to run at 5 to get the flowers I ordered for her. Then next I cooked up breakfast which is some pancakes, thank you Carlos for the recipe. And then I surprised her with a little bit of breakfast in bed
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and then I started making our lunch after clearing the table. Y/N had been craving butter chicken and I purposely did not take her so I could make some at home. Its a fairly easy recipe, I just had to mix some spices, cook the onions then you have the tomato paste and then cream. thanks Gordon I owe you one. She loved it so much.
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and then I started early on the dessert for dinner. I didn't do the ladyfingers from scratch, I don't have a lot of time so yes here we are. The tiramisu is in the fridge. And then since Y/N loved the Lady and the Tramp spaghetti meatballs scene. I did my own take on it. Needless to say she loved it. So yes happy birthday once more mon amour, I love you so so much.
User10 I know we have been making fun of Charles but the man can actually cook.
User11 My boyfriend be forgetting my birthday but Charles here is slaving in the kitchen for Y/N's birthday
User12 CHARLES IS THE STANDARD!!! User14 Imagine cooking a whole breakfast, lunch, dinner, with a birthday dessert???!!! GOD I SEE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR OTHERS
MasterChefAU Im glad to hear you are treating our girl well, happy birthday Y/NCooks
User13 OUR GIRL??!!!! Y/NCooks he is treating me well, thank you for all the greetings
Gordongram That's a beautiful dish and effort Charles!
Charles_Leclerc Thank you !!! Y/NCooks he is screaming btw Gordongram
PierreGasly when will you cook for me
CarlosSainz55 and me?? i think there is some former teammate privileges out here LewisHamilton the current teammate is also wondering SebastianVettel you boys are not Y/N. Y/N is special. Charles_Leclerc what seb said!!!
Y/NCooks one of the sweetest gesture anyone did for me. Thank you honey for making this day extra special. I don't need any five star restaurants when I have you in the kitchen.
Charles_Leclerc I love you. You deserve the world User21 Them your honor. User22 Happy Birthday Y/N, you two are excellent for each other
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A Visit to the Infirmary
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This is a gift for the lovely @akagami-no-laney 🎁!! I like Hongo thanks to you, and when I went to look for more content about him, I saw there was very little! So I decided to write this. I hope you like it! 💕 Summary: You've fallen in love with the doctor aboard the Red Force. In complete denial of your feelings, you think it’s best to avoid him for a while until the feeling passes. But a terrible pain in your back will force you to pay him a visit. Word count: 2650 Notes: Love in denial. Flirting. Confessions of love. Use of 'Darling' and 'Doll'. Reader is a brat. Beckman is a saint. Hongo doesn't really know how to approach you, though in the end it seems like he manages to 🤪. I have no knowledge in medicine, so everything here is pure fiction XD.
"Dammit, Beck!!!" you roared, kicking and flailing in the air, landing futile punches on the immense wardrobe-like back of the first mate. "Let me go!"
The tall man's grip tightened as he hoisted you over his shoulder, stoically advancing toward the ship's infirmary. "Scream all you want Darlin’, but we’re going to see Hongo whether you like it or not." 
“NO!” you whined, writhing harder. “NOT HONGO! PLEASE! I—I’ll do anything you want! I’ll… I’ll get you the finest cigarettes at the next port!”
Beckman chuckled and shook his head, clearly amused by your desperate efforts to escape.
"BECKMAN, I’m serious! Let me go!! I-I swear that… that…  OUCH!!" you twisted in agony as a sharp, searing pain shot through your lower back.
The man stopped immediately to give your body a moment to recover. “Darlin’,” he said softly. One hand moved to your back and rubbed it gently, “you need help… and he’s the only one here who can give it to you, do you understand?” 
You shut your eyes and nodded, then held onto his shirt tightly, trying your best to handle the wave of pain.
You had been dealing with unbearable pain in your lower back for days. You didn’t know what caused it—whether it was some bad posture, the fall when you climbed down from the lookout, or the time you landed hard on your backside going down the ship’s ladder. Whatever it was, you must have injured something, and the pain, coming in waves like stabbing knives, was horrible. 
Stubbornly, you had tried to let it pass on its own, avoiding asking anyone for help and steering clear of the infirmary. Yet your walks on the deck, face twisted in pain and hand pressed to your lower back, hadn’t escaped the ever-watchful Benn Beckman. Guessing your reluctance to see the ship’s doctor, he had kept his distance and observed you from afar without asking questions, but, as he watched your condition deteriorate further, he decided it was his duty to act.
“Hongo’s a decent doctor. Give him a chance,” he said, turning his head over his shoulder to look at you with his concerned gray eyes.
The problem wasn’t whether Hongo was a good doctor. You knew full well that he was competent and professional. The real issue was that he was also kind, tall, funny, and undeniably attractive. 
That, along with the fact that you were maybe… probably a little bit in love with him—an insignificant detail, considering you were fighting it. You were convinced that keeping the right distance would make the feeling fade and spare you from a potential broken heart. All you had to do was avoid him and act like a brat when he was around, and everything would be fine. You were as certain of this as you were that your back pain would eventually subside on its own.
BAAAANG!!!!
The infirmary door swung open with a deafening bang as Beckman kicked it harder than intended, his hands fumbling as he tried to grab hold of your increasingly elusive body.
“Sorry, Hongo,” he said, noticing that part of the doorframe had splintered.
“Oi, Beck,” Hongo said without turning around, completely unfazed by the door’s loud crash as he meticulously washed his hands in the sink. “I see you’ve convinced y/n to come and see me.”
“That’s not—” you began to say.
“YES,” Beck shot you a reproachful look as he carefully set you down on the floor. “She’s a smart girl and understands what’s best for her.”
You opened your mouth to speak but his huge hand covered it. His cold eyes bore into yours, and he mouthed the word “behave,” leaving no room for an argument.
“Perfect,” Hongo turned around with that charming smile that always drew you in. “Welcome to my office, y/n.”
You held his gaze for a moment, his eyes crinkling beneath the scar that ran down his temple. He took a small white towel and dried his hands with an unusual gentleness for a pirate. The thought made you look away, focusing in a sturdy wooden table that held a collection of bandages, ointments, and surgical instruments.
“Do you need me to stay?” Beckman asked, unsure of what to do.
“Yes—” 
“NO—” Hongo said at exactly the same time.
Beckman’s gaze shifted from one to the other.
“I’ll be outside if you need me,” he finally said, pulling a cigarette from his pocket and placing it between his lips.
Shit.
You shooted him a dirty look as he walked out. Once the door shut, Hongo's eyes were on you again. His smile stayed as he moved a bit closer.
“So…” he began, halting when he noticed you flinch and step back, “you’ve had a sharp pain in your lower back for days, haven’t you?”
Of course, that bastard Beckman had told him.
“Maybe,” you replied nonchalantly, avoiding his eyes.
“And you didn’t come to see me until now, why?”
“It’s not that bad.” You shrugged, the careless movement causing the pain in your back to flare up again, but in a wave you managed to endure with dignity.
“Uh-huh…” he examined you. “Let’s take a look, okay?” Slowly, he took another step forward. “Can you lay face down on the exam table for me?”
Your gaze darted to the exam table to the doctor.
“Absolutely not,” you looked at him with a defiant look, arms crossed over your chest.
Hongo’s eyes narrowed.
“Very well,” he kicked aside a stool that stood in his way as he moved towards you, “by force then.”
You swallowed hard, realizing that your back was pressed against a wall. As soon as you saw his figure lurking closer, you scrambled to take cover behind the wooden table. You clutched its edge and dragged it to shield yourself, and several bandages, bottles and ointments scattered across the floor, some breaking open and spilling.
“Eeehm, do you need help!?” Beckman’s raspy, concerned voice came from the other side of the door.
“No!” Hongo bellowed as he charged after you, his eyes fixed on you and ignoring the mess on the floor. “No need for help! We’re behaving like two perfectly normal, civilized people!”
He moved along the right side of the table while you quickly circled to the other side, moving as fast as your body let you. As he reached out to grab you, you twisted to evade him, but a sharp, agonizing pain shot through your back again, spreading to your hips and down your thighs. Your legs gave way under the intensity of the feeling and just as you began to collapse, Hongo caught you in mid-air.
“I’ve got you…” he soothed, his usual tenderness reappearing as he held you tightly against his chest. “I’ve got you…”
You buried your head in the crook of his neck, sobbing and swallowing your pride, and you stayed wrapped in his arms for a few minutes until he felt your body gradually relax.
“I’m going to take you to the exam table now, alright?” he said, feeling your head nod against his neck.
“You know…'"he helped you to sit down, "you must be made of steel, because in all the time you’ve been with us, you’ve never come to see me…” his fingers danced lightly along the edge of your shirt. “Can I examine you?”
“NO.” You swatted his hands away.
"Alright, alright..." He smiled, raising his hands in surrender. "Let’s focus on your back, then." He gestured with his finger for you to turn over on the examination table. "Can you lie face down, please?"
You glared at him and lifted your chin proudly. But when he saw the spark in your eyes, he raised an eyebrow.
“Face down, Doll. NOW.” He said, his commanding tone making it clear who was in charge.
With a dramatic roll of your eyes you gave in, knowing full well there was no choice but to comply with your doctor’s orders. You turned over on the table, and the movement sent a fresh wave of pain through your back, forcing you to moan and press your face into the sheets. You felt Hongo’s fingers ghost over your back, right at the spot where the pain was the worst.
"It’s right here, isn’t it?"
You nodded, surprised by how well he found the exact source. With your head buried in the soft, cushioned surface of the table, you heard the sound of a stool being dragged toward you. You turned your head to see him, but found his knees and the tops of his thighs instead, legs set apart.
"Okay…" you heard him muse,“... intramuscular analgesia”.
His left hand rested on your lower back, applying just enough pressure to keep you in place, while his right hand deftly prepared the cotton and antiseptic. As he turned his torso, his defined abs peeked out from above the waistband of his pants right in front of your eyes, and you snorted, turning your head away.
“Don’t worry Doll, I’ll be gentle…” he said, assuming your reaction was due to the fear of needles. “I need you to raise your skirt and lower your underwear, please.”
You didn’t respond. You stayed still on the exam table with your heart pounding in your chest. The pain in your lower back was unbearable, but the thought of Hongo right behind you, demanding to see your ass, was much worse.
"Come on, Doll…" he insisted, "be a good girl for me."
This time, a surprised chuckle escaped your lips. Never in a million years had you imagine hearing those words from him. A warm flush crept up from your neck, staining your cheeks. You hesitated, hands trembling as you slowly lifted your skirt over your hips. Your fingers fumbled with the waistband of your panties, and as you exposed the soft, vulnerable skin of your ass, you felt Hongo shift slightly on the stool.
“... Hongo?”
"Yes," he cleared his throat with a hint of self-reproach. "Please, keep your ass up."
It was all too much. You couldn't stand the tension, the smell of antiseptic saturating the air, and the way his gaze weighed on your exposed skin. And that last order was the straw that broke the camel's back. You had to say something, anything that might unsettle him and tip the balance in your favor.
“Tsk, tsk, doctor, you can’t just pull down a girl’s panties and say 'ass up’ without, you know, a little courting first, can you?”
He let out a snort of laughter, and the sound made you smirk proud of yourself. Though not for long.
“Oh, Doll…” He lightly brushed your skin with the alcohol swab. “You know I’ve been wanting to court you for a while, right? But you make it hard when you keep avoiding me.”
Your heart raced inside your ribs. You wanted to disappear. You wanted to get up and run out of the infirmary, but unable to do any of that, you simply turned your face away and closed your eyes, trying to focus on anything but what he had just said. He sighed and got ready with the syringe.
"Alright, here we go," he said. The quick, clean poke made you gasp, and as he saw how tightly you were holding the sheet he took your hand and held it in his. "Good girl, you’re doing great… just hold on a bit longer…"
You focused on his words, letting the rhythm of his calm breathing soothe you, and as soon as he finished, he rose from the stool and moved away to give you space.
“Try to rest a bit until the medication takes effect."
With your face still turned to the wall, you pulled up your underwear and waited. Behind you, you heard the sound of pieces of glass being picked up and thrown away. You felt extremely guilty, thinking about Hongo cleaning up the mess you had left in your frantic attempt to escape. As soon as the pain in your back became bearable, you slowly sat on the exam table.
A sigh escaped you at the sight of Hongo kneeling on the floor, his back hunched and his shaved neck bowed, carefully picking up the spilled liquids and shards of glass. Without hesitation, you moved closer and crouched down beside him.
“Is your back feeling better?” he asked as soon as he noticed you presence.
“Yes… ,” you said softly, keeping your gaze fixed on the floor. "Thank you."
“Anytime.” 
You felt his gaze on you as you focused on the task, sorting the broken jars and glass shards into a bag. You worked side by side in a silence that, oddly enough, didn’t feel uncomfortable, and you wished it could stay that way. But when your hands brushed against each other and you pulled yours back, he spoke.
“Why do you hate me?”
“I don’t hate you,” you replied without looking at him.
“But you avoid me…”
You stayed quiet, a rag in your hand scrubbing the floor hard.
"Look at me," he put a hand on the top of your head and guided you to face him. "Isn’t a ship’s doctor good enough for you?"
You shrugged off his hand and stood up , trying to hide the mixed feelings on your face.
“It’s not that, Hongo, it’s… it’s complicated.”
“It shouldn’t be complicated… " He rose to his feet to match your stance, and his eyes locked with yours with a hint of pleading in his expression. "Actually, it’s very simple. At least for me, loving you is as simple and natural as breathing.”
His words pierced your heart like arrows set aflame. He might have tended to your back, but his gaze and his words were leaving your mind and heart reeling, caught in a whirlwind of conflicting emotions.
“You love me…” You shut your eyes and pinched the bridge of your nose. Your heart felt so tired from struggling.
“Of course I do… You know I'm crazy about you.”
You opened your eyes again to meet his, his face calm yet sharply attentive to your reaction.
"I just..." your eyes darted between his, "need a little more time to sort out my feelings and make things... right."
He held your gaze for a moment, weighing the situation.
“I’ll be right here,” he said at last, raising his hands as if to hold the whole room.
You returned his smile. It wasn’t going to be very hard to come to terms with your feelings if he kept acting like this. As you discarded the dirty rag you had been holding into a bin, you turned and walked toward the door, feeling as though you were leaving a piece of your heart behind.
"I’d really love to see it again, you know? But maybe under different circumstances...” he said as you reached for the doorknob.
“See what?” you turned to look at him.
"That beautiful ass."
Bastard. 
But your heart betrayed you, leaving you flattered and forcing you to suppress a smile.
He was a pirate after all.
“Oh, Hongo,” you looked at him with pursed lips, “I can’t believe it. Where’s your professionalism?”
“Believe me, I’ve been quite professional,” he placed his hand over his chest. “I’ve had to hold back from giving you a smack, and believe me, I’ve really wanted to.”
“Ugh!” You huffed, stepping out of the infirmary and bumping into Beckman, who was waiting for you outside.
“How are you feeling, Darlin'? Better?” he looked at you with his grey eyes.
With a smile you stop, you stood on your toes and kissed him on the cheek, leaving him surprised as you walked down the hall. The infirmary door opened, and Hongo stepped out, leaning against the frame with his arms crossed, watching you walk away.
“Much better!” you replied over your shoulder, smiling to yourself before disappearing from their sight.
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ilylovelyz ¡ 2 years ago
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kenma fatherly headcannons
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i thought it would be interesting to think about what kenma would be like as a father 🤔
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look, im not even gonna be nice with it, i definitely dont see kenma being excited at the idea of having a kid 😭
definitely was like "are you being fr 😟?" when you told him
he obviously wasnt an asshole about it, but he couldn't help his feeling and indifference about the whole thing
the two of you had a long talk about it
the whole time he was more or less "are you sure about this"
hes not a horrible person/partner, he wasnt about to force you to do an abortion
he just wanted to make sure this was actually what you wanted to do and if you were actually serious about it
after you were stern about keeping the baby, he was fine with it
he was more worried about how he would be like as a father because he's very much scared of little kids and struggles to bond with just anyone
also a little peeved at the thought of his alone/free time being taken away
doesnt like the idea of his alone time with you having a literal permanent third wheeler but wont admit that to anyone but kuroo 🌚
during ur pregnancy, he was actually really okay with it
he would check up on you various times of the day, asking how you feel
yeah, he wasnt really excited for it, but that doesn't mean he wont try for it
would pause his games and go to wherever part of the house you were in, eyeing your baby bump with those wary cat eyes of his, all "..how are you feeling..?"
tbh i see you getting pregnant before marrying him because the two of you were kinda lazy with being careful 😅
he kinda facepalms because now hes like "why didnt i think of the possibility of pregnancy🤦🏽‍♀️"
while it doesn't speed up the whole process, he'll now begin taking the thought of marriage seriously
he'll bring up the idea of eloping, or a small wedding because he doesn't like the idea of a big and elaborate wedding ceremony/party
he didnt really care about gender, but he did care about baby names because he didnt want the baby to have a stupid name
now i see him being very curious tho
so he'll ask you a bunch of questions about how it feels to be pregnant, eyes wide when you tell him all the gruesome parts 😭
will also spend some time looking up more information about pregnancy and childbirth
now i do think he'd be aware about how he should change himself for the better
he grew up kinda isolated, and he 100% didnt want that for his kid, especially considering the fact that his child will most likely be an only child too
aw sleeping in kenma's arms while he plays video games cuz hormones made you sad
he'll like announce ur pregnancy to his followers/fans, it was so random he was like "yeah guys im having a kid 😪 kinda scary ngl" during one of his livestreams
really appreciates and is totally surprised when he's gifted money and baby supplies by his fans
maybe posts short little clips of you sleeping in an odd position or doing random things because he thinks its funny how you now do things differently because your bump prevents you from doing things in a certain way
i think it would interest him in the way your baby bump grows
he would be a little mortified at the way he would poke your bump's skin and watch his indent stay there long after he pulled his finger away
would be kinda "??? 🤔🤨" when he first feels the baby's kick/movements
he would "begrudgingly" walk to the store for you late at night if you were craving something
acts all annoyed but lets bffr kenma we know ur a softie 🤣
okay for the birth tho he's so mortified
definitely doesnt want to watch but obviously will be there for you because he knows better
the whole time he feels secondhand discomfort for you and feels your cries in his deep in his core cuz ur in pain and he doesn't like that 😕
this might sound weird, but i see him bringing his portable gaming system to the hospital so you can play with him and get ur mind off things
not saying his feeling towards the baby will change after the birth, but he'll definitely be like "oh wow 😳" when the baby is first born
have u ever seen that clip of steve irwin first looking at bindi when shes born and hes all amazed and awestruck by her?
its like that but its less noticeable and its more like "this is my child?"
a little scared to hold the baby at first because he's afraid to drop her
but once he does he'll look down at it and be like "ur not so bad afterall 😪"
DEFINITELY doesn't get any sleep during the first few months because he'll for some reason take late night feedings/crying upon himself
hes all "ur such a pain bro 😒" while rocking the baby back and forth to soothe it, all cuddly and gentle with it
tbh i cant decide whether it be a girl or boy so its up to reader to decide
omg hes mortified after the first belch spit hes gone afterwards
literally condemns the baby to hell
hates changing diapers but does it for the sake of the baby's comfort and health
when he's alone with the baby, he'd be like "ur kinda ugly 🤔" while playing around with it
tbh i see him getting random bouts of urges to play with the baby and speaking to it in a baby voice secretly
gets really embarrassed if hes caught and acts like it never happened
when ur not there to watch the baby while he's gaming he'll actually be okay with the baby sitting in his lap while he games
if he wins he'll be all "lets goooo 😝" all up in the babies face 😭 lifting it up into the air and just being such a gamer dad
also starts teaching the baby how to play games real early on, making them hold a controller or something and teaching them game logistics
the baby is like 5 months old and doesn't know about taxes but knows about dnd 🤣🤦🏽‍♀️
i see him like announcing the birth of his kid to his followers/fans a couple weeks after the birth
only shows what the baby looks like when its like 6 months old and crawling all in the background, he'll turn around and be like "wanna see my baby?", lift up the baby and put it's face all up close into the camera 😭
does 0.5 and only 0.5 photos on the thing 😅
does a couple more streams afterwards when he "games" with the baby and blame loosing on the poor thing 😅
aw i can see him and the baby having matching outfits when he goes out with it
he's not the best dad, but he'll try his hardest
on a sweet note, if kenma feels lonely when ur away, he'll allow the baby to sleep in the bed he shares with you as a "substitution" and cuddle with it
yk that tiktok audio that goes "leave me alone baby 😒" and then goes "ur my baby i love you ☹️☹️🥰😘" yeah that hes that
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austinsastrology8991 ¡ 2 years ago
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> Ascendant Aspects < How you Appear to be, and how your treated based off your appearances > why you look like a clown without makeup
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Ascendant aspecting Sun - I like your smile. Did you put it on for me, or for yourself? yes your charismatic, yes we noticed why your so confident, yes your literally the greatest person do you really need us to shower you in affection all the fkn time? your extra but too many toppings ruin a good pizza. your the embodiment of the cheesy smile from that cat in alice in wonderland. main character energy for sure you get the attention and you know how to use it Ascendant Aspecting moon - 🌚 < dont they look like that.? idk but you guys look like someone you want to grab the cheeks of and treat like a baby, your like a sugar glider. but we know your emotional so we have to be careful with how we grab your cheeks 👀 please stop crying its just a joke > also; big ass eyes. you are so sweet that everyone just wants to take you home and feed you till you become so obese you cant leave Ascendant Aspecting Mercury - the most devilish and cheeky smile all at once. they look like a kid about to do something bad, or have just been caught doing something bad and are now trying to explain why they had to do that dumbassery. but no matter how much you explain yourself, we will still question you because its funny watching you come up with explanations. you give me the vibe of any character from cartoon network or nickledoen - timmy turner, southpark, phineas and ferb, ed edd and eddy, or fkn bart simpson, you act like a cartoon yes.
Ascendant Aspecting Venus - I dont normally do this but whats ur number? is what your used to hearing presumably. and its not necessarily because your attractive... okay you are, you can stop pouting now. but its because you know how to get attention and you clearly love getting it. but they act so superficial, and oblivious sometimes... like they purposrfully look away just so its easier for you to look at them, 💀 then they look back playfully and it gets you in the feels. remind me of doctor who's bitches (any of them) they all act the same idc what you say
Ascendant Aspecting Mars - so pissed off lol but its hot. they are fierce > if they want something they are going to get it, and even the mere consideration of negotiating what they want will just get them more mad. which makes them more attractive? idk people love their ferocity, and as much as people say they don't like aggressive types, they don't ever get in their way when they pissed off (ik because im hot head) your basically a hornet > and no one gonna fight a hornet without the proper precautions Ascendant aspecting Jupiter - Yall are excellent at impressions and being impressionable, idk how you do it so well. You just act normal but then pull off this funny shit and return back to normal like its nothing. you guys perfected just being, and this energy makes people want to be around you. Your like a firework, the explosion is awesome, but when it goes away your like damn that was awesome wish it stayed; but thats what makes it so good, because we never know when its coming, and when its gone we want it back lol Ascendant Aspecting Saturn - batman without the mask sucks. thats you. batman without the mask.... why so serious???? > "because life shouldnt be taking for granted and fuckery aint apart of my Repertoire" - is some whack ass shit yall would say. you have great dignity, but people get insecure around you because your on top of your shit. oh and you tell people to get on top of their shit all the fkn time lol. > your like a crow, you look like one and act like one. - Side note- one time i had a stand off with a crow: I was chilling at home and i was on top of these tile blocks, then this crow came along. I tried to scare him, by like staunching him just a bit. but he responded by gripping the tree branch he was perched on, by twisting his claw foot; and he did it with so much ferocity it made this bone cracking noise (from the strength of his grip gripping the tree) and suddenly i was intimated.... by a fkn crow. okay moving on
Ascendant Aspecting Uranus - how did you even become like that. no one really understands why you act the way you do, you do some really eccentric things which are eye grabbing but also disturbing the more you think about it. your like a sword fish. theres probably more effective ways to kill fish, but i mean a sword works, we are just wondering how you attached a sword to your face. also try to calm down, you doing so much and acting so bizarre that im actually more worried about you, even though im laughing my ass off. Ascendant Aspecting Neptune - your like a mirror of all that i ever could want in a person, and this mysterious allure you so easily pull off is truly enchanting. its like being around you makes it feel as if reality can so easily be readjusted into what i would like it to be. but this quality of urs is addicting, and no wonder people project onto you. but you cant even blame them, you literally shapeshift into whatever you want, and typically you like to show it off. your like a chameleon. or a axolotl Ascendant Aspecting Pluto - you scare people easily lol. your a spider. but spiders are sexy.... look at the BUNDA. okay but those teeth yeesh, have you ever seen a spider like lick its lips, bro its fkn scary. theres a reason arachnophobia is the most popular phobia and its because spiders are fucked. and yall are fucked. you move like a spider, and i swear to god you smile like one too lol. but people low key wanna be eaten by a spider..... so go ahead choose yo prey you fkn creepy crawler
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connormoving ¡ 9 months ago
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i am going to try watching a show i never got 2 finish. not telling u what it is incase i actually am not able to
#ive seen a bitchy guy so ive been bewitched and i want 2 try it again#i was watching it with ykw but obviouslyyyyyyy we stopped wtchingggg bc . LOL#if yr aware of my life u may know what it is since there were just a couple shows i watched with him#well it isnt spn. ill tell u that. if i ever watch spn again itll probably be with lamp#but also idk if theyd actually have fun. but i think its very funny especially the first season the editing is sooo sillay. so yes#but anyways thats not what im watching so strike it off your list... there r like. 2 other options i think KJADNBKJWA#we watched That show 2gether (its getting another season soon and i genuinely dont know if ill like. Be Able to watch it or not. bc of.#gesture...)#but then theres the show im watchig which like even tho i watched it with him it was like. i think we started watching it when we were#already on a break LOL#so. itisnt rly a him show. so i think ill handle it better#its like allergy shots ill watch this and if i handle it ok i can try and watch That show. but also i still might not be able to#bc that one. ugh. im not getting into my stupid fucking kindating trauma thats Actually humiliating. whatever. suffice to say it was a much#bigger part of the relationship (the relationship went in phases of dumb fucking kin shit and that show was one of them)#no offense to kinnies . love u guys. i just have a very very very unstable sense of self and was pressured into acting more like characters#who were dating characters he kinned. and it like. idk ik its Sillay but it did rly mess with me like hed call me by the characters names#and stuff and Other details and idk. kinning just is not for me LOL it was honestly a big delusion for me and i will nott be returning. but#that doesnt mean im anti kinning even when it is a delusional thing like yk. Just for me it was very unhealthy and also i was pressured int#it. soo yes. sorry i got serious. shaking my fist#its so embarassing to have such tumblrcore trauma like. ok. i cant even talk abt it with therapists bc its so embarassing]#<- the kinning isnt the stuff its just like. Ok. how do i explain to a therapist in a way that isnt humiliating that i met a groomer bc i#drew fucking bmc life is strange crossover fanart on tumblr.com and then he invited me into a discord server that ruined my life.#like i cant say that. humiliating.#ANYWAYS. its show time. im just gonna start from. well ull never believe. The start#bc idr where we stopped lol...
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lilbluustar ¡ 1 month ago
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sungchan's toxic traits as a boyfriend
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sungchan seems like the perfect boyfriend: tall, handsome, funny and with the most charming smile in the world. but when you fall in love with him, you realize that being his girlfriend is not as easy as you imagined... but even the brightest sun has its shadow
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ᯓ too charming... with everyone
sungchan is naturally charismatic. he's the kind of guy who gets along with anyone and always has a ready smile. the problem?
his friendliness can be mistaken for flirting (and he often doesn't realize it himself).
it can be frustrating to watch other girls melt for him and he, instead of setting boundaries, just smiles like it's nothing.
and if you say something to him, he might blurt out, "honey, you know i only want you. don't be jealous, i'm not to blame for being nice." (😃😭)
and what do you do with that response? you feel like crying and punching him at the same time.
ᯓ he makes jokes at times when you need him to be serious
you're trying to have a deep conversation, and out of nowhere he drops a joke to lighten the mood.
is his defense mechanism, but it frustrates you because he seems to avoid talking about important things.
and when you tell him "sungchan, i'm serious," he lowers his head and says "i know, i'm sorry." but he still keeps doing it.
sungchan hates conflict. he prefers to ignore a problem and pretend everything is fine rather than face it.
ᯓ you can never be sure what he really wants or feel
if you have a complaint about his behavior, instead of defending himself or apologizing, he tries to distract you with something else to change the subject. and if the discussion gets intense, he may suddenly become extra sweet to you just to avoid talking about what really matters (manipulation? a bit).
ᯓ doesn't like you getting too close to other guys.
although he would never directly forbid you, he would make passive-aggressive comments or make faces when he sees you talking to someone else.
if a guy talks to you a lot or treats you with confidence, then sungchan becomes more serious or distant until you bring up what's wrong with him.
his excuse is always, "it's not that i don't trust you...i just don't trust them."
he's good at expressing affection, but when it comes to his real emotions, he shuts down.
if he's sad, angry or worried, he'd rather hide it with a smile than admit it.
you might notice him getting quieter one day and when you ask him what's wrong, he just says "nothing, i'm fine." but his expression says otherwise.
sungchan is not someone who is cruel, but he is someone who can be indecisive with his feelings.
he's the type who can love you with all his heart one moment and then feel confused about what he really wants.
ᯓ he finds it hard to commit 100%
and the worst? he wouldn't tell you outright.
ᯓ he always had to know what you were doing or who you were with.
if you uploaded a story with someone he didn't know, he would immediately ask "who is he?"
if he saw you online and you didn't respond quickly, he would say "who are you talking to so much?"
it wasn't that he was banning you from anything, but he did like to have control over your time and who you spent it with.
it's not that sungchan is unfaithful or that he doesn't love you, but....
sometimes he acts like he's scared of the seriousness of the relationship.
may be slow to tell you "i love you" because he feels it's too big of a commitment.
if he feels that things are moving fast, he may suddenly become a little bit colder or more distant.
ᯓ he's so loved by everyone that you feel in competition with the world
it's not because he doesn't want to be with you, but because he's afraid of feeling tied down (but the worst part is that he doesn't realize that his attitude can make you suffer).
ᯓ he didn't want anyone else to take his "place" in your life.
if you mentioned that someone else listened to you or supported you, he would make comments like "oh, you already have someone else for that".
when you were upset with him and someone else gave you advice, he would say "sure, they must have already turned you against me".
he didn't want you to feel that someone else could understand or support you like him, because deep down he was afraid that you would replace him.
literally everyone loves him. friends, colleagues, even strangers feel comfortable with him.
is not the attention-seeking type, but attention always comes to him, and that sometimes makes you feel like you have to try harder to stand out in his life.
ᯓ he doesn't notice when something bothers you until it's too late
you can be upset about something and he still acts normal, not noticing that you're about to explode.
when you finally get fed up and tell him "can't you tell?!", he's shocked, completely confused.
he doesn't do it on purpose, he's just slow to pick up on emotional cues.
ᯓ he seems like a perfect boyfriend... and that makes you feel like the problem is you
he doesn't yell, he's not jealous, he's not possessive, he never disrespects you. But sometimes you feel like he's too nice, like he has no flaws.
and when you feel like something is missing in the relationship, you wonder if the problem is you and not him.
ᯓ in arguments, he doesn't always take responsibility
sungchan is charming, but when there's a fight?
he can turn the situation around so that you end up feeling guilty.
he uses phrases like, "i didn't mean to make you feel that way." or "i think you're overreacting a bit." to smooth over the problem and take the heat off himself.
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instead of a direct apology, often opt for a sudden hug or a nervous laugh to calm the mood. (it works, but it doesn't solve anything).
sungchan is the boyfriend who seems perfect, but that's precisely why he's hard to deal with. his extreme kindness, fear of conflict, and difficulty expressing how he really feels can make you feel insecure without him noticing. he's not toxic in a traditional way, but sometimes his way of being can make you feel lost in the relationship.
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cherrydipp ¡ 2 months ago
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heres me rambling all my notes from today / what i remembered
act 1 :
- chettrip is real. at bucks party they were in the room together they were getting FREAKY.
- during that number when the cop interrogates cherry and paul at the top, it seemed like cherry and paul were fighting and paul like told her to stop talking
- melodys mic was UP in far away from tulsa
- during ggah soda was WHIPPING everyone with the towel IT WAS SO FUNNY
- also during fatdi when the girls sing “aint no better than time than” or their little sequence, trip jumped onto the tire and did like “a girly dance” to mock them heheh it was SO FUNNY
- ace still smacked sodas butt
- during fatdi marcia and trip were ALLL over each other. marcia gave him a hug from behind and didnt let go it was so cute
- chet and paul were chatting it up during fatdi
- bob seemed relatively happy during fatdi up until the end
- bob stumbled a lot more very drunk, so did trip they were good at playing drunk.
- when dally got splashed, trip mocked him and dallas PUSHED him to the ground and HELPP it was like paul yelled at trip to go in time out he yanked him up like a cat and pointed to the car HEHEHE
- COLE TRIP IS SOOO FUNNY
- when the “aint that right ace” ace replied like more sultry?? i dont want to say seductive but idk any other word. it was more serious than when tilly does it
- i LOVE aramie dallas he plays him like a teenager
- emma was more angry today than sad which i liked. when she said “i said BEAT IT.” she MEANT IT. she was angry af
- BOB DID THE MOCKING THING YASSSS YASSSS it was so epic to hear live
- yall know my fave dance move…. (when that clock strikes three) I WATCHED CHERRY DO IT SO GOOD OOOOUUU YALL KNOW I LOVE THAT
- paul and bev were very chummy like very close
- after soda got the papers thrown at him he saw johnny jump and assured him it was just paper while smiling ☹️☹️
- CHERRYCOLA IS REAL. THEY WERE SMILING AT EACH OTHER AT THE END OF THE OPENING NUMBER LIKE FULL ON SMILING AND ADMIRING EACH OTHER.
- also when the line “NO SHIT!!” happens he didnt say it how he normally does he was more like “no… shit 😳” i like to think its cuz he was flirting with cherry after opening number okay let me live
- darry said the “look at these hands” part less angry ?? maybe vocal rest ??? or he is sick??
- JORDAN IS SO FUN TO WATCH DANCE I CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIM
- this made me lol when dallas is like “twobit u got ur grease?” he went “no 😏” LIKE DEAD PANNED IT WAS SO FUNNY
- when i saw melvin carrying that plank i got so happy……
- chettrip kept giggling with each other guys theyre reallll they are reeeealllll they were bumping into each other like cray cray
- aramie looked so cool in buck merril red lighting door like it was sick he has so much aura its insane. i love u aramie
- emma pittman was on time YES QUEEN YESSSS 💗💗💗💗💗💗 she looks so beautiful on stage u guys
- these girls in front of me just got told off by this british lady HELPPP THIS SCHOOL KEEPS TALKING IT WAS SO FUNNY SHES SO AMAZING THAT BRITISH LADY I LOVE U THEY BETTER STFU NOW OMFG SYBAU SYBAU…….
- the opening number i almost cried its so good. like oh god its so satisfying to watch its the best number i think to watch.
- not much marbit content tbh idgaf i got martrip thats all that matters to me
- HELP ME YHESE GIRLS R MOVING HAHAHAHAHAH IM CRYINGGGG HELP ME YES GET CLOCKED GET CLOKCKED “is it that big of a problem” YES. U WOULDNT SHUT UP DURING ANYTHING OMG.
- marcia had her legs wrapped about trip during fatdi concessiong stand oh i guess thats icttyal not fatdi
- cam brill flipped off the greasers
act 2 :
- jft the interrogation part. paul like elbowed cherry and she back away, she didnt make eye contact ONCE with the cop or paul. paul was mad
- trip had the DIRTIEST GLARE EVER AT CHERRY STOPPP thats ur bff leave her alone omfg.
- cam brill was so AGGRESSIVE trying to snatch bobs jacket from cherry. she full on like stumbled backward. trip jumped in her face and she flinched.
- cherry opt up you guys. it was so fricken heavenly. she also added an extra riff oh my LORD IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL I SHOOK. paul was very angry
- paul didnt step on twobit today, he kneeled on his chest instead.
- the darry and dally fight was different than normal. instead of dally overpowering darry, darry pushed him ontop of the car and didn’t let up until sodapop pulled him down. that’s when he fell to the ground.
- cherry’s legs shook during jft like she was uneasy on her feet, clearly nervous.
- melvin dipp during the fire again dont play
- jordan jumping on darrys back at the end of hoods turned heroes HELP it was so silly hes so tall and lanky on top of him i tried not to giggle.
- oh i forgot to mention they changed the ace and twobit choreo during the drive in obviously because daryl cant lift someone way taller than him like that.
- during jft bev had her head on brills shoulder while he just held her.
- martrip wouldnt let go of each other and when marcia had to to comfort cherry, she gently plucked him off.
- melvin HELP melvin ran a little to keep up with sergei when they walked out in trouble.
- trip went over and massaged melvins shoulders. i wish they kept it how it used to be with sean jones where he points to ace, but i guess it made sense for this show (idk if they always do this) cuz aint no way in HELL trip would point to the boy whos 103748291 feet taller than melvin
- WATCHING MELVIN FIGHT JORDAN ACE WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY DTTM.
- either bob or trip (pretty sure it was bob cuz the socs were saying bob) like was practically in the audience. and their voices were so heartbreaking as they pulled him in it was a direct parallel of pony pulling johnny.
- oh goodness me pony’s voice when johnny went silent broke me. dont even. stroblboy is a amazing im sorry for ever doubting you
- ARAMIE IS THE DALLAS. he is my dallas i preferred him sooo much over josh boones dallas.
- he plays dallas much younger and looks younger like he was shorter than darry and all.
- his mic was messed up for the beginning of little brother but he still sounded phenomenal.
- genuinely his dallas portrayal is heartbreaking and he sounds so beautiful oh my goodness.
- during little brother i love watching the socs and greasers at the bottom and oh goodness cherry moved with like such pain you didn’t need to see her face to know it. i like to imagine the closer they are to the front is the more guilty they felt for johnny’s death so cherry being in the front had me drop a tear bruh.
- hoods turned hero the projection was lowkey cut off cuz COLE. IS TOO SHORT AND SO IS MELVIN BRUH. stupid dipp brothers.
- hopeless war had a few added riffs i believe. emma pittman is so amazing
- okay so during the scene where cherry gives pony johnny’s clothes, when she first entered here’s what i noticed. last time i saw it, sodapop was so much more hesitant to let her in, he was like “no you can’t—“ and walked over but this time he was so much more wrecked. like he and darrel both just replied with a soft “hi.” when she left his eyes followed her the entire time.
- darry’s voice when he said “we love you.” had me in SHAMBLES.
- when ponyboy saw johnny in the rumble oh sweet neptune.
- trip is directly in front during the rumble he looked so angry and so did melvin. when they do the last punches when they face the audience, melvin like threw gravel and shouted “COME ON” or something like that. proving my point about him and fighting.
- HELP ME THE PPL KEPT GETTING YELLED AT TS SO FUNNY
- uh the ending number bob was so nonchalant leaning against the wood plank smh.
thanks emma pittman for introducing me to cherry and paul siblings. also this is all my opinions. i hope u wnjoy the tidbit about the british lady
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cheruv-ii ¡ 28 days ago
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My Opinions on Bengia(+A borderline character analysis of CT Ben)
(Obviously, JWCT s3 Spoilers ahead)
Okay, a couple disclaimers before we get into this:
•I like Gia. This has less to do with her as a character and moreso how the relationship itself comes into play.
•I try not to let any hcs/bias get in the way here, there obv may be some because that's just how the human brain works, but this is mostly my opinion with any of those biases put aside.
•This is my opinion as someone whose favourite character has been Ben since the day s1 dropped, and therefore has put a lot of time into "analyzing" him.
Okay, into the opinions.
To put it blunt, I don't like Bengia, wow shocker lmao, but my reasoning is more than just basic hcs.
For starters, when they're together they feel like different people to when they're apart, yeah, couples can seem different together versus with others, but its to the point that their relationship feels like an act to me, something they're trying to make seem perfect and over the top. It feels disingenuous to me. Comparing their "chemistry" to other characters with Ben feels very flat, it feels unnatural. Once again, trying not to let biases get in the way, but fuck dude, Benji's chemistry this entire show has felt more natural (which is a rant in itself), as was Benrius in s1.
I would like what they had in terms of matching each other's freak more if it was platonic, tbh, they just both seem like they're pretending they're something they're not when it comes to a romantic relationship and I don't fw that.
As for how Ben's writing comes into this, this entire show he's been played as a joke character, he hasn't been taken nearly as seriously as the other's, in terms of his trauma, his emotions, how he's allowed to feel about everything going on, etc. The closest things we got to him being taken seriously were his panic attack in s2(which— even that was played as a joke, dwrks writers, not everything to do with Ben needs to be funny !) And his fight with Kenji, which barely lasted and there was never a real, serious resolve, other than ig the plane crash and Kenji protecting Ben just to protect the egg, which I don't like, there was no actual conversation, it was just there, played as a joke, and then it was gone. In s3, when the egg hatches, he's emotional, which is valid, but it's for external reasons. When he has the talk with Gia, he's finally allowed to express some sort of emotion, but it's just to do with their relationship, and I do not like that one bit. This season he felt like he was played down to being Gia's boyfriend, their entire arc felt like watching that couple in the hallway blocking your locker make out and just knowing that as soon as the puppy love phase is over they're gonna break up.
Ben has trauma, so much of it, and yes, people grow up, however when you're ripped out of a moving monorail and face a near death experience, then proceed to NOT get therapy for it, it's still going to resurface as trauma, which we haven't seen at all in CT. I saw someone on twt say that CT feels like the writers never actually watched CC, just read the scripts or something and went from there, and I gotta say that to an extent, I agree. So many characters have had their personalities dumbed down to plot points, and Ben takes a major hit in that area.
Now aside from the character analysis and everything, I *really* hate how the queer relationship was treated, not simply because of the breakup, but because in order to highlight how badly yasammy were fighting, they almost always followed it up with/used it to follow up how "perfect" and happy the white, het passing couple was. I'm sorry, but that's just in poor taste. Using your poc wlw ship to make your m/f ship look better is gross, I'm sorry, like I could be that friend that's too woke but it just leaves a terrible taste in my mouth overall.
I have more opinions surrounding how this show treats queerness, but that's a rant for after s4 comes out to see if they can pull off a miracle and fix it, but for now that is my rant. Yk its bad when I prefer CC Kenlynn's writing over a ship.
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legendary-69420 ¡ 1 month ago
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Chapter 16 : Part 3
(Racing Hearts : VOLUME 3 )
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IG Stories (Mark’s POV) — Unhinged, Chaotic, and Loud
📹 [Instagram Story: @mark_spencer] 🎥 Clip 1: Mark in a hotel room, wearing a fluffy white robe, hair wet, and looking at himself in the mirror. "Day 1 of convincing Charles to duet 'La La Land' with me. I will break him. This is not a threat, it's a promise."
✨ Text on screen: #MarkVsCharles #RyanGoslingWho?
👀 Viewers’ Reactions:
“NO CAUSE THIS IS ICONIC PLS LET THIS HAPPEN.”
“Ryan Gosling in shambles rn.”
“CHARLES, PICK UP THE MIC. STOP HIDING.”
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📹 [Instagram Story: @mark_spencer] 🎥 Clip 2: Mark sneakily filming Charles at the airport lounge. Charles is wearing noise-canceling headphones, deeply focused on his phone. Mark whispers, "I bet he's watching TikToks of Leo again. I KNOW IT."
✨ Text on screen: Exposing @charles_leclerc for the dog video lover he is.
👀 Viewers’ Reactions:
“CONFIRMED: CHARLES LECLERC IS A DOG DAD AT HEART.”
“He’s just like me fr.”
“Not him minding his business and STILL getting dragged.”
🫣 (In reality Charles was watching Mark's thirst traps and fan edits on repeat)
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🎥 Clip 3: Mark zooming in on Charles from across the hotel lobby. Charles is talking to someone, looking serious, arms crossed. Mark whispers, "He’s definitely ordering room service, acting like it’s world domination."
✨ Text on screen: Top 10 Villain Moments (20XX Edition)
👀 Viewers’ Reactions:
“WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY???”
“Charles just breathing = villain arc.”
“Mark is absolutely unhinged, we love to see it.”
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🎥 Clip 4: It’s nighttime at a hotel pool. Mark is in huge, bug-eye sunglasses, clearly tipsy, and he’s dramatically belting out Dancing Queen by ABBA. "Charles, DUET WITH ME OR WE’RE DONE AS FRIENDS. THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE."
✨ Text on screen: #SaveOurFriendship #CharlesSingCoward
👀 Viewers’ Reactions:
“I CAN'T BREATHE WHY IS THIS SO CHAOTIC.”
“Mark’s Instagram is a sitcom at this point.”
“Imagine being Charles and seeing this at 2 AM.”
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🎥 Clip 5: Mark holding a cup of hot chocolate, snow falling around him. He pans to Charles, who’s crouching down trying to build a snowman. "This man is a multi-millionaire and THIS is his snowman. Tragic."
✨ Text on screen: Building Snowmen: A Documentary
👀 Viewers’ Reactions:
“He did NOT have to violate Charles like this 😭.”
“That snowman is doing its best, leave him alone.”
“When are they getting married?”
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📹 [Instagram Story: @mark_spencer] 🎥 Clip 6: Mark holding his phone up like he’s on FaceTime. "Hey guys, big news… Charles just told me I’m his favorite human. It's confirmed. Print it." He pans to Charles, who is glaring at him. "Say it louder for the people in the back." ✨ Text on screen: You all heard it. This is legally binding.
👀 Viewers’ Reactions:
“SHUT UP THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER.”
“Charles, blink twice if you need help.”
“They’re in LOVE, your honor.”
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(Gonna use this in the end from now on ����) This is not the end of this chapter
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