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I was initially clipping this to capture the overwhelmingly accurate, absolutely devastating hilarity of "you went for realistic, and sadly, you nailed it". And then just kept recording because I really fucking love the discussion about how to balance the line between like:
You are trying to tell a story that feels good and gives you the kind of lift you might be looking for in an explicitly fantasy story,
vs
How to ensure it still feels grounded and rewarding in a way where you can "bring this good feeling back to earth" at the end.
Like they're talking about TTRPG's but they clearly make parallels to other forms of storytelling/worldbuilding mediums, like movies, and. like. Yeah. Yeah.
Like the framing of "you really recreated the feeling of powerlessness..." and wanting the fantasy element to manifest in there being the clearer, straightforward ways to solve complex issues, vs trying to ensure that you can have a victory and it feels feasible and substantial and applicable in some way, and has something you can take out of the fantasy world and hold with you back on "terra firma".
Its tricky! Its a tricky thing to balance, and I don't think there's a single "right" answer nor should there be because it depends. It depends on the story, and the intent, and the setting, and the medium, and etc. Big fan of this framework to explain it.
#dropout#zac oyama#adventuring academy#brennan lee mulligan#reaaaally like- like not even the specific takes as much as the framing of this. its part of why i think sometimes discussions about#good or bad or happy or sad or realistic endings miss the point a bit for me.#like whether an ending is 'good' or 'bad' or 'happy' or 'sad' or 'realistic' are often distinct discussions along w/ being deeply subjectiv#not to say that they're all COMPLETELY disjoint but assuming one EQUALS any of the others often flattens the discussion. to its detriment.#narrative meta#(?)#not cr#look ill be real im thinking about (among other things) some of the c2 ending discourse. not in a 'i cant see why people were unhappy' way#bc I totally understand why and I did have my own gripes. but also.#just like. man. some of those discussions were. happening in the same spheres and threads and all talking totally diff things. and migh#have really benefitted from this framing#anyway I looove adventuring academy. the Lou and aabria adventuring parties are ones I relisten to regularly. connie/jasmine's ones r also#vvvv good. I also typically love contested roll for the absurdity but in this case the specific discussion spawned is so good I don't even#mind the trade of the hilarity#anyway sorry. off my soapbox now. i just loved this discussion
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Sickos when the dragon house famously known for incest finally does incest
#anyway fake weirdos when a REAL off putting FREAK comes at them#like im sorry maybe its the interview with a vampire anne rice in me but yes give me that#i want to see how fucked up this family is#like the fact its a show about the targaryens but i have very little incest is kinda sad to me#house of the dragon#hotd season 2#daemon targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#daemyra
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also just for the record. no matter how much utterly stupid shit i say or draw about him, frank actually makes me so deeply sad. this old man should be picking up his grandkids but he cant. i think about him too much and im so sad
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#this is true for like most of these guys [gestures vaguely to comicbook men] but frank is the one that makes me want to chew on rocks rn. s#like yeah i selfship with him for fun and i like to think about cutesy or funny stuff involving him but the reality is he makes me so sad#ig thats part of why i do it. you make me so sad old man. but youre not real so in some version of not real you can be a little better#not happy but yk better#but like. just. fuck man hes so deeply damaged and hurt it drives me up the wall. my hurt person hurting people#as always i struggle to string words together this isnt news if you know anything about him you know exactly what im getting at#he would have been a wonderful father and husband. the way hes so devoted to them still. always. its killing me#sometimes i see canon moments of him where how just fundamentally deeply broken as a person he is and augh#nothing can help you nothing can make things any better but my god you cannot be left alone in this state#eh maybe thats it. i cant help him i cant make him feel better. but i cant let him be alone like this#i dont think he should have to be alone like this#bleh sorry word vomit. im tired and sleepy. i wrote 4 essays this week. need to write 2 more. going a little bonkers#brain is fried.
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in-universe "logistics" aside, i think it's good that echo has the permanent scomp arm instead of a hand for like. real-world representation reasons.
in star wars sure they have fully articulated replacement prosthetics but we very much don't have that in real life, and i feel like echo with the scomp is good rep for that. he's one of the most competent characters and i think it's good to show that he can do All That as he is, especially with how irl people with only one hand usually are very capable, even more if they've been living with it for a long time, and very rarely do we see that in media.
like, mark hamill once said he talked to a kid for a make a wish thing who was about to have his arm amputated, and the kid said that he wasn't worried because luke did it too. i think that's important
#tbb#echo#.txt#the bad batch#arc trooper echo#SORRY MUTUALS this has been on my mind since i saw some people being really weird/Actually Ableist about it on twitter back in january and#that post going around just reminded me of it#NOT THAT OP WAS SAYING ANYTHING PARTICULARLY BAD bc like yeah utilitarially a multitool type arm could probably be useful#just imo its nice to have real world rep#also im still taking psychic damage from some of the twitter shit it was like how echo would ''have relief at having a proper hand'' or sth#like um. thats not very ummmm.... thats not really a good thing to say--#with regards to like. a lot of people with limb differences dont feel any particular desire to have a standard limb and a replacement#isnt necessarily the best for everyone or what everyone wants#and acting like all people who dont have standard are all suffering and sad about it is demeaning and patronizing#twitter users when theyve never read about people with limb differences from those people's perspectives#twitter users when theyve never heard of the Lucky Fin Project#sorry for going off agh prosthetics are what i plan on studying & specializing in so i read a lot about this stuff
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wheeeee splatoon fandom stop making me want to leave it for good challenge impossible
#this is about smollusk#literally just say you don't want to use it/its pronouns at this point#the amount of people i've seen use he or they#it's really not that hard#and like it makes me feel like shit as someone who prefers exclusively it/its pronouns#like#sure gives me a lot of hope for how you guys would handle a real person going by it/its(sarcasm)#gaige talks into the void#sorry if i sound bitchy im just annoyed#i dont like to rant i really dont my anxiety-riddled ass cannot handle it#im just#frustrated#and sad i guess#because of how much splatoon helped me come to terms with my identity#anyways#see ya#im done talking#splatoon#smollusk#side order spoilers#obligatory just in case#splatoon 3
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Today I, an aromantic, was getting ready to attend a wedding… with Stranger on repeat.
#the mechanisms#stranger#ttbt2#i knew what i was doing when i put it on but also i am working on an addtion to my brian-jonny foils post so i was thinking about brian#its always sad brian hours#i cant really read that song separate from him anymore. honestly not sure i ever could but. its just so unconnected from anything else.-#actaea and lyssa is pretty disconnected. but its still almost certainly on the city. alice is pretty disconnected but its a result of-#king cole’s war. the most disconnected songs are redeath. the ignominious demise of dr pilchard. drop dead. hereward the wake. and stranger-#(and frankenstein but i consider that its own thing). and redeath and drop dead are my least favorite mechs songs.dr pilchard i didnt-#really care for for quite a while. stranger has so few words in it. it’s my favorite song. but the story is minimal fron the song (ie w/o-#knowing the crane wife story) so making a story around it sort of makes sense? im having a hard time with the words here. like we expect a-#story. cause that’s what the mechs do. and stranger has a story. it just doesnt have context and so creatong that context for ourselves is-#understandable. to be expected even. hope that makes sense#side note: i think it would make sense for hereward to have been from the same place (system I guess) as the people that made-#fort galfridian. i mean hereward was more of a real person than arthur (since there was no one person arthur was based on. like thats a-#whole thing) and hereward was anglo-dutch. so it makes sense hed be related to that story somehow#its just a theory. obviously. theres nothing in the songs connecting the too as far as im aware.#OH also achilles pointed out to me the anti-amatonormative/aromantic reading of stranger and i liked that a lot#hereward was anglo-danish. not anglo-dutch. sorry danish and dutch people
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sorry don't mind me, i'm just thinking about how sully made sam food (real tangible food. all his childhood favourites)and how weems washed his kids bed sheets so that his mum wouldn't find out
#11x08 is actually psychological warfare to me.#he made real tangible food when he first showed up at the bunker :|real food#if i think too hard about zanna i start to cry im sorry#the implication for sams childhood in this episode are crazy and no one cares cuz its not in your face about it#like a lot of jokes about supernatural cps not enough crying about sully and sad little child sam who thought hed made him up#sorry im crying as i type this#sam winchester
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i am freeeeeeeee [collapses into a pile of dust]
#the last hour went okay bc we were just playing a card game and doing gifts/cards phew#also i found out theyre celebrating my bday on... august 25th? hewwo?? they didn't tell me until now 😭😭#my sister will be back at uni in sept and my parents are leaving on a trip the first day of sept so i'll be alone again for it fsdjkl#which. mixed feelings about that. i won't have to be afraid of them interacting w me but also :'( a little sad to be home alone for it#for the third year in a row fsjdkl#OH WELL. i should just be grateful tbh fdsjkl#the one thing i'm very sad about though is i can't go upstairs anymore bc the new security system has motion detectors#last year i watched jerma on the TV up there and sat on the comfy chairs... it was so fun fdsjkl. can't do that this year though AUGH#alas!!! i will somehow make it fun anyways maybe i will just ask if i can use the oven so i can make myself a cake again this year#SORRY FOR PERSONAL POSTING SO MUCH TONIGHT BTW. its been rough this evening fsdjkl but im going to go draw now :3#dandy.cmd#vent //#ALSO CONGRATS TO ME FOR BEING RLY QUIET AND AGREEABLE AND NOT ADDING ANYTHING NEW TO CONVOS HURRAY#finally i have gone back to highschool me thank GOD i've gotten too comfortable having opinions around them since i graduated fdsjkl#being around people (in the workplace and going to a counselor) who treat you like a Real Human Person will do that! wow!#abuse cw
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#THIS WAS FIRST THING IN THE MORNING TOO#I WOKE UP I CHECKED MY PHONE I TURNED ON MY COMPUTER TO WORK ON A PROJECT I LOOKED AT THE RECOMENDED SONGS FOR A SPOTIFY PLAYLIST#AND THEN THIS HAPPENED????#I DIDNT EVEN ADD IT TO ANYTHING UNTIL LIKE JUST NOW BECAUSE I ALMOST FELT BAD FOR NOT MAKING A POST OR DRAWING OR SOMETHING ABOUT IT#now its not that i didnt expect this song to get real#however it did NOT get real in ANY way i expected#usually with a long ass silly title like that id expect something kind of sad and relatable but presented in a lighthearted goofy way#and i love songs like that#this was not.#that.#and im like 1000% sure im overreacting and its just a song and ill probably regret making this comic tomorrow but like#holy shit man talk about a jumpscare#also sorry for the lower quality than usual but i wanted to make some drawings that didnt look like absolute shit#but i also didnt wanna spend hours on a throwaway comic#so heres an in between this is what we're probably getting from now on#art#drawing#digital art#furry#oc#oc art#oc artwork#sfw furry#sfw furry art#comic#mini comic
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There was something so heartbreaking about how scared of being alone Basim was when he realized he would never see Nehal again. She might not have been real, but she was real to him and to me 😔. There was terror in his voice when he asked if he would be alone. Nehal was his best friend, his past and present. She was his constant companion throughout his childhood, a time when he probably felt very alone. His father is dead and he has to find a way to survive. He is alone. No parents, no brothers, no one. Yet there was Nehal. The one who he could always find. The one who kept him company. The one who kept him grounded and focused on important things. It was her face he saw when he awoke from his nightmares. It was her who comforted him and tried to help him get rid of them. It was her who appeared when he felt alone or conflicted. She was there when he needed her the most. At Alamut, he was never really alone. He was surrounded by people who encouraged him and cared about him. But when he left, she was there for him. They may have drifted apart, but you can't deny that they still loved each other (platonically). They had differing opinions and motivations, but they would still find peace in each other's presence. Their friendship was one of devotion and care for one another. There was never any fear that Nehal would abandon Basim. She always told him that she would never leave him and stay by his side forever. No matter where he was, he knew Nehal was out there. He knew she would be back in Anbar. She was his home, everything familiar to him. The part of him he could never leave behind. The part of him that would haunt him if he had not gone searching.
Now, he will never see her again. He will never talk to her again. He will never joke with her again. He will never hug her again. He will never rest knowing she would be there to wake him if he had a nightmare again. He will never hear the words he so desperately needs again. He will never be able to return to Anbar and find the house inhabited by a familiar face again. She is gone, and he will be alone. Not even a mentor to guide him. With Nehal's "death," Basim also died. He is now Loki, with all of his rage.
While Nehal was the manifestation of Loki and her appearance was concurrent with Basim's nightmares and him getting closer to the truth, that isn't how he saw it !! He associated her with comfort and home !! He never pieced it together. Why would he? His feelings were real and genuine. They were the truest besties ever
#basim and nehals friendship was so... pure??#it was never romantic and their personalities clashed a bit at times but they still stood by each other when it counted#sorry im insane about them that scene was so sad to me#Nehal is real to me. she is still there in Basim's mind >:( fuck the canon !! never leave my boy alone !!!! thats why hes mean :(#i do wonder if Basim can still see her or even hear her#because they fused and Basim remembered Loki's memories but Nehal also said he would never be alone#maybe she meant it in the form of never feeling alone and no longer struggling with his jinni#its so vague to me#that ending ruined me. they put their whole ubussy into that#it did make me feel things :( it made me sad :(#give basim his bestie back NOW. or perhaps even make her like mirage basim. there to remind him of who he also once was#the person he couldve been if he hadn't remembered#ac#ac mirage#ac mirage spoilers#assassins creed mirage spoilers#assassin's creed mirage spoilers#assassins creed spoilers#mirage spoilers#basim#basim ibn is'haq#nehal#basim ibn ishaq
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read a post that said chappell roan's music was boring as fuck and thought they were just being annoying on purpose. Sad to learn this person was right
#likeee i have lost any sort of fate in usa pop female singers a long time ago but#so many friends so many people online hailed her as the second coming of lady gaga or something#and when i finally decide to give her album a listen its just... 40 minutes of the most boring 2010s pop#not even trying to hide the fact that this is her take on taylor swifts 1989. but even more boring and with a better voice#she does have a nice voice and the production was good but with the sole purpose of grabbing lesbian taylor swift fans its sooo obvious man#i wish lesbians made good music. like for real good music. (im talking about patti smith/pj harvey/fiona apple levels of good music.#sorry im that type of person with that type of normal taste but my god. not a single artist does it like them nowadays. and its annoying)#female artists no longer hit like mid 90s tori amos and its so sad. and fuck 2010s pop i hate that shit i cant believe we are back to that#so fast#i saw an add to a concert with only 'queer female artists' and everyone was saying oh this is sooo lesbian coded and shit. i hate it. so#so so much. i hate the stereotypical 'lesbian music' that goes around online. not because i dont believe people cant enjoy things#like you do you but for me all that stuff is soooo boring and seeing that encapsulate what 'lesbian taste' is#is so wrong
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I genuinely like reptile going back to his earlier concept of having both a reptilian form and a human form and being able to switch between the two for this game, but it breaks my heart seeing a majority of people being like "finally reptile is COOL, hes never been cool before" or "this is THE BEST reptile" or "hey reptile is sexy now😳 let's write x reader and/or try to shove him in a ship" because of his... pretty human form (that ironically ends up being generic because EVERYONE is pretty in this game so far, so nobody is) when they didnt gave a genuine damn about him when he was an anthropomorphic lizard man, which is arguably cooler and more original to me...
#and now that I think about him... his reptilian form has a pug-like face and I find myself liking the MK21 MOVIE more???#like why is his snout so small??? and I know for a fact no one is gonna focus exclusively on his reptilian form when his human one exist#and its SAD to me. mk12 reptile may call himself a freak but I mourn my REAL ONE#sorry ive been watching vids#genuinely the prettyboy-ification shouldve gone to jermac but they keep on crustying him??? hed only been a mummy in ONE GAME#its NOT PART of his character like some people insist it is#anyway yeah. ilu reptile Im sorry people dont appreciate the real you#tagging later#mortal kombat#reptile
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who knew that some agere people would be the worst type of people to exist (talking about you spinny)
#dont get your toddler army to do your anon hate and unblock me on discord if u want to talk#ik you act like a baby and thats fine but if youre bold enough to try to get me paranoid (and fail) then u should be bold enough to dm me#yknow without hiding yourself#either do that or leave us alone girl!! move on#like why do you preach about moving on to a new era and then actively seek out trouble ????#get a job or something#trying to make me think my bf is cheating on me is such a weird thing to do and a big low for you spinny. it's actually sad#the worst part youre not even good at doing it. youre making shit up from what you THINK you know & hiding behind ur friend#its okay to fall out of friendships and im not even trying to meddle with your life but you are literally actively seeking out problems#and thats so pathetic. especially when you paint yourself all high and might over us ??? clearly we tried everything for you#until we got to a point where we were literally drowning because we have other shit in our lives too#you keep losing friends and complain about it. maybe consider why??? because of lack of communication and empathy!! youre just mean!#especially to those who've always tried so hard to have your back and defend you! (buka and me!!!)#yet you didnt care. you dont communicate and expect us to read minds & you demand things#and u say that a real friend should know when to reach out & ya but when it gets to a point where i feel like im drowning? no thanks#im prioritizing myself and my mental health im sorry#not to mention i was ALWAYS IN THE MIDDLE IN YOUR BULLSHIT#so grow up. actually. and if you wanna dm me then unblock me and we can talk#if you want to keep hiding behind your toddler friends acting like youre all small and sweet and babies then go ahead but leave us alone?#at least ill have closure and finally come to terms that you're not rlly a good person and u use your illnesses to excuse ur behavior#because i still think about you and wish you were our friend but after everything thats happened (this being the cherry on top for ME)#then maybe you really just are a shitty person and you do more harm than good#soz to everyone else reading this just continue scrolling LOL#its drama cus an ex friend is sending their toddler militia on me for some reason???#delete later
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#i cant do this lol i idk maybe its just like fuckin my meds or something but im so sad and so overwhelmd#people are dying innocent people are dying they are constabtly dying and i go to work like nothings happening i sit at home like notbings#happening#im so fucking sad is it even fair to be sad#there is an innocent man about to be executed tomorrow#and despite hundreds of thousands of people telling the state to cancel it they outright and publically said no#thats just one man#the atrocities happening in palestine are so fucking unreal i cant believe real life human beings are conducting#such horrible vile acts against people and children#im so fucking scared and sad#fuck#i dont understand#i dont understand why this is happening to people#im so sorry#sorry for being a mess on main but what do i do. who do i go to about this#i feel so hopeless#what the fuck is happening#not even just palestine#all over the world people are being violently slayghtered and displaced#how could we be so fucking horrible
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remember when i put on a whole fucking clown show thinking kip feuding small time with nick wayne would lead into something else than a match at rampage that would end with the heel winning due to cheating tactics and this whole thing never to be spoken of about again?
LMAO YEAH GOOD TIMES
#i know i know it can still change#but lets be fucking real. this process is fucked and i dont trust it#they literally have given me zero reasons to since kips comeback in fucking 2022#im not gonna get into it ive just been thinking about it a lot in my sadness the past few days again as hes yet to be mentioned in relation#to wembley. hes hopefully gonna be in the casino gauntlet but still. thats not how this story was supposed to go#hence. trusting the process sucks tk sucks this company sucks and i am mad as fuck they didnt even feature him in cardiff!!#fuck. fucking fuck. jfc im angy sorry#im just annoyed and if one more person tells me its okay and to trust the process im blowing myself up i s2g#box thoughts
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You ever sit in a fandom space for so long that now looking at it kind of makes you want to rip your nails off.
Yeah.
#feeling this with Omori#ill look at my recommended tags and see some shit and immediately think “thats enough for today.”#granted alot of the community is children so of course theres gunna be cringey posts and that's fine#but then theres times its just weird and i realise i am far to tired for this shit now#i wanted to try and get into fandom spaces to be myself more and open up but i have now just gotten tired#but ultimately this was also the point in my life i was having an identity crisis and i like to think i have changed alot over the last year#im tired of everyone being called out as a predator or twelve year olds fighting over stupid shit#id rather focus my energy into my real life problems and not the latest ���blorboscimbosimp24” drama#christ sometimes i regret getting into omori which is sad because its a game near and dear to my heart#but everyday theres some new shit that happens that sends people fucking feral#and also omocat herself is just a whole can of worms i just cannot be assed with.#that's not to say i hate everything about fandoms. ive met and talked to some really nice people and i enjoy their stuff#but still i have so little patience for peoples bullshit#sorry for ranting but im done with everyones horseshit and people being predators and wether or not omocat is a creep#i dont know i sort of dont care because god knows i have far more pressing matters in my personal life that need my attention#also this doesn't mean im not talking or posting about omori. i still like it but fuck man sometimes it feels awkward saying i like it#rant#random rambles
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