#its real and true in my head
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a non-exhaustive list of my dunmeshi cast headcanons, as well as a fun exercise in censoring genitals in creative ways. below the cut you can see a list of notes and explanations. hope you enjoy as much as i enjoyed watching the anime!
important to preface:
now, lets get into it.
thanks for lookin! here are some sketches too:
some more falins because shes my favourite!
#marcilles veins are visible under her skin because i think#it would be cool if that happened for people who were powerful/experienced magic users#it would be a cool way to show it visually#btw laios binding incorrectly is just true and real in my mind you can never convince me otherwise#my boy is wearing his binder while he runs and sleeps in it. chilchuck beats him over the head with a stick. its just how it is#falin has broad shoulders and thick arms because of her protective and kind nature :-)#generally im very happy with how i drew them here#i love drawing naked bodies#esp hairy & fat ones!#i hope this helps someone feel more secure in their body#it helped me :-)#the reason why laios isnt that hairy is bc im a tboy too#and im not as hairy as id like to be#that is all#:-)#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#falin touden#marcille donato#laios touden#chilchuck tims#senshi#cw nudity#artistic nudity#nudity cw#let me know how i shld tag this
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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okay i tthink i did it YIPPEEEE
#I FINALLY TOOK A GOOD PICTURE GOOD GOD#taking my words back that is a very mid picture at best#but. i cant stress abough how bad my camera is#that mark scene where he sobs and vomits after seeing his friends mothers corpse is probably. the one embedded more in my brain#poor guy... love seeing you suffer though!#the other ones just alt!cesar being so so silly! maybe a little joking around even#dont ask about the unfinsihed hood on marks drawing. its all in your head. not real /j#hail true body au#OH WAIT I FORGOR#tw emetophobia#my art
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anyway overall thoughts on the twitter takeover is it was fine . it was mostly kind of whatever nothing too crazy but there were still some cute/funny answers in there i particularly like hearing sonic and shadow talk about other characters i need to see them go shopping with amy or fishing with big immediately. i do remember having one major "he would not fucking say that" moment though as is typical with these things and it was the chest fur question ... i dont even know how to explain it properly but it just felt like a weird way to handle the question and sonic and shadow being overly concerned with being perceived as "manly" felt really strange and out of character to me like why would they care about that stuff lol. but whatever this stuff probably isnt canon anyway so im just gonna close my eyes and pretend i do not see it
#also maybe im just reaching and the trans sonic headcanon is too ingrained in my head#but shadow specifically saying sonic is less of a man than he is for having a higher pitched voice and less chest fur.. man dont say that#not saying they actually had any transphobic intentions with that just that it was kinda vaguely off putting#i also just think the idea that sonic doesnt have chest fur because he shaves it is kinda weird lol#as far as im concerned their fur just grows differently and its not that deep#also this is about a different question but i thought sonic saying he views silver as a brother figure was kinda odd and out of nowhere#not because i have an actual problem with the idea of them having that sort of dynamic its just . it was never implied at all before#why are they suddenly saying that . yknow#anyway . thats all i had to say i think#actually i wanted to say i thought the question about swimming was funny but i didnt know where to put that in the post#and shadow playing chess on the ark is real and true
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*crawls out of the psd file covered in blood* AUGH
#first time in awhile ive been happy with a transient group shot#my art#i feel so bad bc all of the art ive been making for it is like YAAAY hooray happy space friends !! :3#but narratively this is my hard-hitting depression series and i put in. things.#ive been thinking about making some mini comics or scenes of the darker stuff thats more true to the story but im worried its cringe edgy#even though it is based on my real ass life#like one reason sulu wears that hat bc in his 20s his depression was so bad that he slept for 18 hrs a day#and being in bed so long rubbed a bald spot in the back of his head#which is a real thing#you can do#speaking from#experience
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caseybug shivers followed by caseybug sweats... caseybug fever... and finally caseybug death
#my art#caseybug#jacked caption from marty cuz its been in my head all day. its true that does happen its real#also random cameo from m*sky and h**die from m*rble hornets#..and ted kord#nell
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okay i have a question. does anybody remember what episode this little bit of trivia in the naddpod wiki comes from. i simply do not remember this being said and i am . unless its a mistake i am sooooo curious when this was brought up
#naddpod#i this has been stuck in my head as smething that is 'so devastating if true but i dont rmb enough to check'#and ive been relistening up to irondeep and i . actlystill dont rmb#so either this is just wrong .? but maybe its not .?#i maintain hope because GOD wldnt it be sooooo fun if this was the reasonhe was cloned ... but i dont rmb it being said !#anyway. so . help.#id like to know for cerrain if this is real or not....#like . i mean . where did this come from .?#ba2mia#ba2umia#swag daniels#ramble tag
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sometimes interpreting media through a shipping lens enhances it, on occasion even beyond the author’s original intent, but sometimes, you do have to accept that your ship was not in the heads of anyone making the source material and trying to force it to fit into evidence of your ship will severely hinder your ability to discuss the actual text.
#and also ill hit you on the head with a brick#posts that. im not going to say theyre about destiel. im not going to say that.#and im not gojng to say it because. i dont need to. you already know <3#and to be clear: its not the interpretation thats a problem here. thats the fun of shipping. its then taking what youve interpreted and then#trying to backread that onto the media itself as intentional. as intended.#dismissing the actual themes and story for evidence of a ship is the problem. u get me?#shipping brainrot is not ‘oh i think these characters would kiss for this reason’.#its ‘this show is and has always been about these characters kissing no matter how much i have to ignore about the show to make that true or#pretend is completely different than its actually presented or straight up make things up to make my ship be a part of the intended reading’#thats the brainrot. the brainrot is when u step off the train of reality.#this is not true about the best piece of art ever made Captain America and the Winter Soldier. btw. that movie IS about bucky and steve#kissing alsjfdjskdjg#(<- okay im being silly here but id like to make a real point here too. the thing about TWS is that. it is genuinely enhanced by a romantic#reading. its not *better* than a platonic one. its just different. being able to see it through that lens does make a lot of the original#movie’s ideas even more complex. case in point like: steve struggling with his dating life. because what shared life experience does he have#with other people who look his age. and the movie is. about. someone who has his shared life experiences. and his mission to get bucky back.#you can see how that lens would be beneficial to the original movie rather than fighting it to prove the ship works in opposition to the#author’s original intent.)
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BEATLES '64 PHOTO DUMP BECAUSE I TOOK A GAZILLION SCREENSHOTS!!!!! WHAT A GOOD DOCUMENTARY!!!!! (it's 98% JUST ringo and george though ough)
#absolutely beautiful#nearly cried but i kept it together!!!#LOVE IT SMMMM TY TO EVERYONE WHO WORKED ON IT!! including olivia harrison the only Ever#that lady is augh.... so amazing.... so pretty...#scratches head. anyways!#i was fed so well#i loved seeing how silly they were especially george#literally was like 😯😯😯 at everthing#and ringo was a blast i laughed#paul looked so lost BUT he was super funny too#i love everytime he points out that chimpanzee#john was also really great to see#the GIRLS were SOOOO real ngl... insane but real#i nearly died when they put parts of the ringo and george interview in#interview?? they were on a show or something BUT its one of my fav things ever#im so quoting the white christmas part#“whats your favorite song right now?” “....white christmas! :D”#probably watched that part WAY too many times#OH ALSO RONNIEEEEE I WANTED TO SEE MORE OF HERRRR#WAS SO HAPPY SEEING HER you dont even KNOW#and brian and smokey and and literally everyone in it#“i am full of octopuses” ringo#seriously love that documentary#excuse for me to quote george a bunch...... yes#its true its true!#OH GUYS.. LITMW CD COMING FRIDAYYYYY SO POST ABOUT IT VERY SOON#anthology 1 cd post soon as well i need to relisten ngl
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Messy concept art to better capture my idea for a four-legged lishty. I'll definitely go about polishing this or refining it into a new character, I just don't know when. I'm a slow creator. :,]
Anyhow, lore time! (Also very messy.)
Largely thought to be a scary story foals, cubs, and pups tell one another, Nobody is said to be a scholar of land and sky (in other words it just goes around biting a bunch of stuff to see what happens). It briefly abandons its studies to collect "abnormal" (evil) minds of the intelligent species of Lidian, thus punishing evil-doers through what non-lishtees consider "death". Be good, be boring, and it might lead the lost traveler home.
So goes the warning given to youngsters everywhere...
Who is that? Upon the cliff, in the cave?
Nothing—nobody is watching and nobody is there.
Yet for the naughty foal, cub, and knave
Something waits, watches—young and old take care!
Upon the cliff, from the cave pounces eyes, flaying gaze grave
Nobody—Nobody is watching and Nobody is there.
#hmm. idk how I feel about that poem... hmmmmmm#anyway#there's the idea. spent an hour sketching just to get it outta my head#hunters unlucky#ferryshaft#lishty#the red fur isn't blood its just red lol#I don't know whether I like this dude more as ghostly white or shadow black 🤔#I do like the overall body shape if nothing else though#now... whether Nobody is real...... that is the true question.........
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a friend of mine saying viva shouldve been poppy's adoptive sister instead of her blood Sister to complete the trifecta of sibling ideals (letting your siblings back into your life even though they let you down bc they wanna make it up to you / just because you're family doesn't mean you have to let them treat you awfully) to "you dont have to be related by blood for someone to be your family" it wouldve wrapped up evenly w viva especially with them so halfway doing this awkwardly with bridget also, i think it wouldve been a lot more touching
#.. and a lot less directly copy pasted from cooper a little bit. sniffs.#i kinda knew it was over when they had poppy say “thats not how DNA works!” about branch saying jd wasnt his brother but whatever#trolls#splash rambles#but for real the vision of more adoptive sister viva than actually poppys sister is such a true vision in my head to me#I HAVENT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT IT ITS SO REAL TO ME#SOFA IF YOU SEE THIS IT WAS SO GOOD ITS SO REAL TO ME
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does anyone else ever have intrusive thoughts and images about someone you love dearly doing something unspeakable to another person/animal that you also care about and you know it's not real but you can't stop panicking because what if it is or is that just me--
#ocd#intrusive thoughts#:/#does that make sense#my head is trying to form the wildest conspiracies right now like STOP IT ITS NOT TRUE#UG H#i keep worrying like BUT THIS AND THIS AND THIS#BUT ITS LITERALLY SO STUPID#MY BRAIN KEEPS GOING 'ITS REAL THOUGH SO TIME TO FEEL SICK ABOUT IT' IT LITERALLY IS NOT REAL STOP IT
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ocd rly sucks sometimes bc i swear my paranoia just shoots me in the foot with my personal life so bad
#its like this weird combo of anxiety and favorite personing#that makes me fixate on if one specific person whos opinion i care about#like hates me or not#i currently am struggling to shake a specific paranoid delusion that cropped up last night#even tho its....... SOOOOOO unlikely#but even still#its the kind of thing if id just like#get out of my own head. would probably be fine#like#so fucking often#i just wish i could act normal enough around people to not care#its like i feel like i hide my true self from the people i want to be real with the most#and im like man if i was just acting like. normal/chill we'd be best buddies and everything would be fine#but instead i have to be fucking insane#its just hard and weird and complicated bc im so used to keeping things secret and to myself and not being able to explain things#i dont even know how to fucking talk to people sometimes#i just want to make real ass friends man#why is this so hard
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Sullyoon maining Sigma and Moira in ow is not what I expected to learn today, but I'm glad to have learnt it
#good for her#in another vid bae said sullyoon bae and baes brother used to play minecraft together#and that made me laugh so much like Woah... real babies#im p sure its been around a while but i only associate minecraft with my cousins children so its new and also a baby game in my head#regardless of the fact thats not actually true
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People keep telling me I need to see a psychologist...
When I'm a psychologist (well a retired one cos job drove me crazy. Talking to child rapists, killers and women abusers 5 days a week in person and getting emergency calls at all times cos of behavioral issues with patients and working overtime does shit to your brain. I'm permanently fucked. Should have stuck to programing and/or forensic pathology. I would have been less of a mess then. Even with all my childhood trauma I spent decades in therapy for.)
#personal#oohh i don't act like the career i studied for 😱#don't worry when i go professional people forget its me#ive got my real self online but my professional self... er even i unnerve myself by how i shut off#don't like that either#and people already consider im bipolar (which i am#just like most of my siblings and my now dead father)#don't feel sorry cos i hated his ass#i can handle gore and crime scenes but getting into the heads of people that commit such atrocities irl is the real horror#i didn't even want to live anymore knowing true monsters exist and they're human#seemingly average humans that can be everywhere
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still obsessed with how whenever you look up nakai you just get adachi front and center instead of arakawa or like. anyone he's actually played
#snap chats#im never mad about seeing adachi tho.... hello old man...#this isnt even to talk about the gorgeous cover picture they use for him. why the fuck is he on a horse looking like shakespeare#anyways i just got done watching a nakai movie- 'Hit Me Anyone One More Time'- i started a month back but forgot to resume#i was actually gonna post a cap from the movie since nakai was in a cute frilly apron and i was bouta make an arakawa joke#BUT let's just wait for me to draw it lbr LMAO#movie was cute if you were wondering... nakai plays as japan's prime minister Keisuke Kuroda who used to be a major dickwad#but after getting hit in the head with a rock he has a real Phineas Gage moment and does a whole 180#it was lowkey real cute cause like. kuroda's just Confused 70% of the time but he's also really earnest and trying to be good#and he loves his wife. a lot. i mean his wife hated him for most of the movie but its ok they're cute at the end#this movies cute. weird to say about a movie about a politician but its true#since im weening off my tsutsumi binge im legally allowed to say its funny how they both played men named keisuke#it's really not common that i see names repeated- like in american films its common to run into 'bills' and 'toms' and that sort of thing#but its rare that i see a name pop up more than once in jp media. i mean unless it's sega and 'makoto' then jesus fucking christ ENOUGH#THATS ENOUGH MAKOTOS#anyway im going to bed. bye
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