#its messy on purpose 😔

[pastel-medic]

Is the like a Timebomb version of Demoknight- like Timeknight? Im genuinly curious

Sorta! They call him Bombslinger :P

He shoots "quick draws" with what I'd like to think is a smaller variant of the sticky launcher which looks more like a pistol and can shoot multiple smaller bombs (which can be tough to dodge I'd imagine)

[deluwoo]

i love you's

pairing ▸ boyfriend!hiphop line x gn!reader genre ▸ headcannon, domestic fluff, fluff, slight suggestive warnings ▸ food [lmk if there are more !!] wc ▸ 541

eun's notes ▸ i miss writing sm :(( BUT IM PROUD TO BE ABLE TO POST AGAIN!! just a filler post for now bc ik i will get some ideas soon. enjoy, my doves! ★

seungcheol ▸ his i love you’s can be found in hushed giggles and gummy smiles. another smile-line is another year of laughter as two. oversized hoodies and messy hair under bucket hats. i love you’s don’t seem to be words, they are the ideas of you, the actions for you. it is decided he’d move mountains for a lover like you, after all. i love you’s are in the hand placements on your waist when you two are walking in crowded places. its found in his eyes when he checks both sides of the street before walking with you, hands intertwined like ribbons. its found in the ink of his cards that go with every gift. he finds endless excuses to give you them but really, you are the reason of his giving.

wonwoo ▸ i love you’s are in his fingers. tying your stubborn and unruly strands of hair when you wash your hands. when he feeds you the good parts of his lunch bowl. he says i love you’s when he brings you home the snack you were eyeing in the grocery a few weeks ago. he checks everyday to see if its in stock. leaning in and licking his lips when you’re talking to him. his eyes lower down to your mouth, watching as words are formed by the second. i love you’s are in his glances, watching to see if you really enjoy playing animal crossing with him. tender hearts. an antique book store. its smell hanging on to your coats in the winter. i love you’s are in the moments together, because where else would they be?

mingyu ▸ its the second you wake, the aroma of breakfast finding your nostrils. i love you’s are found in the things for you. whether its to cook you a late night snack, or drive you to your errands. the hands that write you letters, hidden all around your room. its found in the silence, head to chest, and the series of lights as the two of you continue to watch the movie.i love you’s are his expressions; ranging from the way his lips curve into a toothy grin while watching you laugh, or the words that roll off him tongue that seem to just make you melt. his i love you’s are in the candles you like. the late nights. the steaming dinner and record player in the back. candle lights dancing in his eyes.

vernon ▸ it’s the paper flowers that flap in the wind, the ones handcrafted with love the night before because he’s allergic to real ones. i love you’s are in the endless playlists he makes, whether burning them on cd’s or adding them to mix tapes. they always have a small dedication, for you are the notes of his life. i love you’s are the things he does for you that seem to suddenly appear. the jacket on your knees when you’re in a skirt, the drink with the specific sugar level. his i love you’s are found in the giggles behind the photos he sends. you can’t tell if the silliness is on purpose or your love is just like that. its the smell of sunlight. the one that seeps between buildings as the two of you walk down the side walk.

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[hijackalx]

ASTARION SFW HEADCANONS:

yall he would be so embarrassed by how vampires are portrayed in the media. like enraged 😭😭 he feels like they make him look like a joke and would refuse to watch/read anything with vampires in it bcz nobody ever gets it right. but if modern day tav DID ever get him to watch twilight with them he would be like shrinking into his shirt from secondhand embarrassment AT FIRST but i feel like he would eventually get invested LMAO like u know how dads stand in front of the tv and get stuck there bcz theyre too interested lol that kind of vibe

sooo hedonistic and materialistic like he loves all things luxurious, chocolates, expensive fabrics, comfortable furniture etc. he does NOT want to settle for anything less. but this also means he expects the same for tav 🥰 but he's kind of messy too? like it makes sense with being materialistic bcz eventually youll have lots of clutter. his tent has all kinds of unnecessary shit

hes lowkey sentimental. LOWKEY THOUGH he would never admit it. like if tav ever gave him something like idk, a necklace they found or something and said it made them think of him he'd literally keep it forever and ever. dont call him out on it tho bcz he'll get defensive af 😔 HES SUCH A BABY

tav and him will argue A LOT but thats because he purposely pushes ppls buttons. (nsfw mention) its like foreplay to him and if u read the nsfw section youll see why lol

so sooooo jealous but only if he feels like youre getting too close to someone else. like initially i dont think tav sleeping with someone else makes him jealous bcz of his backstory like he doesnt rlly view sex as something that only happens between two ppl that love each other and thats what would bother him the most. and i think hes only open sexually bcz hes conditioned himself to be that way, like maybe after a while of being with tav it really would start to bother him if they were sleeping with other ppl and he'd eventually want to be exclusive.

also he cares abt tav so much. like he pretends like he doesnt but if they freak him out enough theyll see just how much he worries abt them and wants them safe 😭❤️

love language:

giving = words of affirmation. he loves to call tav pet names and comment on how good they are at things and how good they look etc. he LOVESSS it especially if tav responds to it in any way (physically or verbally) bcz he also loves to tease lol. also dare i say physical touch? like just innocently touching tav all the time. this i feel bcz he (spoiler???) rlly enjoyed the hug during his confession scene and also wants to hold tav's hand after. (end of possible spoiler) like he'll prolly do little things like rub tav's back or caress their face randomly while theyre talking to him lol all very sensual tho hes a very sensual man

receiving = words of affirmation and physical touch lol both in the way i described before. i dont think he would like tav teasing him tho most of the time he gets genuinely pissed off 😹😹😹 hes just a lil short tempered

apparently hes 5'9 but i dont know where thats coming from lol i dont get that vibe he looks pretty lanky i would say between 5'11-6' is more realistic like lets be honest a 5'9 man lured back all those victims for cazador? be so fucking for real 😭😭 also decent muscle tone not scrawny but not SWOLE

ASTARION NSFW HEADCANONS:

lets go girls and gays 👯 for starters i dont really see him enjoying being submissive at all like u had to roll a 15 to even get the mf to say 'please'. i think this is especially because he hates having his autonomy taken away from him but he has a controlling personality in general (he was deciding ppls fates as a magistrate before cazador 🧍🏼like HELLO what the fuck was that 😹😹) . he likes to call the shots BUT i dont think hes selfish (kinda feel like hes a giver lowkey?? are we feeling the service dom allegations ??) he just withholds what tav likes until they do what he wants or theyre good for him. he always remembers to reward them tho 😇

he LOVES BRATS (hence the arguing mentioned before) !!!!!!! theyre his absolute favorite like theres something abt putting someone in their place that turns him on so much. theyre also so fun. he usually does it by being mean and degrading them tho lol. but once they submit to him hes so soo sweet. theyll also get bonus points for calling him something that implies hes above them (daddy, sir, master) but he wont make them. he prolly likes to see if he can make them do it voluntarily for an ego boost lol.

hes sadistic in the sense that he likes to “hurt” tav but not in extreme ways. he likes them too much for that. like he'll pull their hair and choke them (bite them) or something but he wont cause them horrific pain if u catch my drift. i still feel like hes into seeing them cry tho lol like if they go to him for a shoulder to cry on he'll try to act sympathetic but he'll also pop a boner HELP HES THE WORST

takes forever to cum like bro 🙄 I GOT RUG BURN ON MY PUSSY !!!! also has a very attractive pp probably 6-7 inches? like its textbook perfect. upwards curve. pink tip. shall i go on.

he wont do this to a one night stand but if he likes tav enough he'll want to mark or claim them in some way. like leaving bite marks and bruises EVERYWHERE or even cumming inside them.

also not as kinky as u would think like keep ur questionable kinks away from this man he will judge so hard. MAJOR kink shamer. in short no u cannot piss on him lmao leave peepaw alone

aftercare with him depends. at first its rlly cold and u get corny rehearsed lines and he cant wait to go sleep by himself 😭😭😭 BUT after he catches feelings hes very attentive and will help tav clean up. also will prefer to stay with them until morning.

[bookbitchx]

Hello hello here's a lil rant about SJMs writing of Rhys and it driving me crazy :) (CC3 spoilers, ACOTAR spoilers, minor TOG spoilers)

I agree with your post that questions whether or not SJM was being purposeful when she created the dynamics of the IC and their allies. I personally think in order to determine if SJM is doing this purposefully its important to take all her books into account (especially with the crossover in CC3 😭 And because SJM's only finished series currently is TOG, most of my comparisons will involve that series)

I suspect that the IC's emotional journeys are still very far from over. Especially Rhys and Feyre since they have been arguing off page (which is understandable given it wasnt their POVs) and SJM purposefully included Ember Quinlan defending Nesta in the bonus chapter. Now each of these characters have VERY strong personalities, but Ember in particular comparing rhys to someone who abused her is EXTREMELY important for us as readers to note for future books. And i really hope that its because SJM is finally gonna let him be held accountable for being an ass towards his mate's sister and for meddling so much in their relationship.

Rhysand in particular out of all of the IC has probably the most potential for a good redemption arc. Hes traumatized by his families deaths and UTM in canon and it would be safe to assume his childhood in Windhaven wasn't exactly pleasant. So giving us the Archeron POVs to unpack these centuries old characters is bound to get messy due to their own lack of experience, (but it makes for good fan interaction, i see you sjm).

Rhys definitely has better intentions than the Highlords before him did, but he still has some iffy behavior that stems from needing to have control over his surroundings likely due to traumatic events where he felt powerless to save those he cares for. But that doesn't excuse the fact that he has (accidentally) hurt more people while trying to keep control. He withheld life saving info from his mate bc he didnt want her to worry, he threatened and chased Nesta from the city because she shared the info he was hiding, he stole the book from Tarquin despite the fact that he likely would have helped rhys anyway, he locked his IC in Velaris to protect them (when Amren could've solo'd anyone in UTM 🤫). All of which to me sounds like could be control issues.

Now for who I think is the closest character we have to really compare to Rhys, the MC of TOG also struggled with control issues throughout the series. And her own trauma also mirrors Rhys' to an extent, especially her family life and the fact she was also stuck without fresh air while she was in Endovier. She made bad choices throughout her story, ones that affected the people she loved directly. But when her arc concluded, she was able to make healthier decisions for herself and loved ones despite that.

If SJM truly loves rhys as much as she claims, I don't think she wouldn't give him an opportunity to heal like the one she gave to Aelin. Especially after she hinted in CC3 that things are NOT always all fine and dandy in Feysand's relationship, Feyre herself said she was furious with the IC in acosf, and the two of them have yet to discuss how Rhys' actions utm affected her.

Realistically, I don't the highest hopes for Rhys' character arc unfortunately, but a girl can dream of a better ACOTAR 😂 I wanna believe that it'll be a great series when it concludes but im hesitant in putting my faith into SJM tbh 😔 Anyway, I hope you have a wonderful rest of ur day/ night and im so excited to hear your thoughts!

Heyy

I hope you're having a good day/night too!

You definitely make some good points.

I can kind of see similarities between Rhysand and Aelin, but at the same time, I don't.

Aelin, for all her faults and mistakes, had at least tried to do the right thing, no matter how misguided it was. She was selfish and reckless and ended up hurting people close to her, but she owned up to it. She was also young. She was, what like 19-20? Not an excuse, but a factor.

Rhysand, on the other hand... God, where do I even start?

It's weird because ACOTAR is so different from TOG in terms of writing, and I'm just talking about first person/third person POVs.

I honestly believe that SJM tried to make the series black and white. Tamlin Bad, Rhysand good. Eris bad, Mor good. Nesta bad, Feyre good... and accidentally ended up with a controversial mess.

I mean good for her. Publicity is publicity no matter if it's positive or negative (here we are talking about it), but yeah.

Rhysand was supposed to be this morally grey character, but she ended up making him a self praising, self-proclaimed king of feminism, most powerful High Lord with nothing to back it up.

○ He gives Feyre 'choices' only when the outcome is in his favor.

○ He claims he's all for women's freedom to choose whatever they want... yet he lets those Illyrian camps keep women as glorified slaves and praises the leaders for giving them 2 hours of training.

○ He's 'the most powerful High Lord' yet he can't control the HC, and the camp leaders barely respond to him.

○ He, Feyre, and the IC feel entitled to information that affects the whole of Prythian... for what I don't know.

○ I'm not even going to get into the acts he commits against his 'family' bc I would be here for a while.

○ He encouraged his mate to take her petty revenge on Tamlin, destroying his entire court in the process, innocent lives and homes, not to mention making Prythian more vulnerable to Hybern.

○ He got mad at Nesta for giving the mask to Bryce... isn't that what he did with the book? Except he stole it and destroyed Summer Court property while Nesta controls the mask.

You're right about his control issues, though, as was seen with Nesta every time she didn't listen to him. I can see how that would relate to the lack of control he felt UTM, but...

Did 50 years UTM getting SA affect him? Obviously. I don't disregard the trauma he went through, but I also don't turn a blind eye to the things he did UTM.

He assaulted his mate with no excuse. He could've easily left her in that cell instead of making her wear a napkin and get drunk against her will. Amarantha didn't even care when he paraded her around and only got mad when she saw them kissing.

The children of the Winter Court that were killed, I don't know why it was brushed off with no consequences because who else would have done it? Daematis are extremely rare, and somehow, there was another one powerful trapped under the mountain, but he doesn't know who? Another Daemati who was working for Amarantha and didn't call out Rhysand on the Claire Beddor lie?

God, this turned into a rant, I know, and I'm sorry, lol.

I personally don't see a redemption arc satisfying enough happening or at all really. I read somewhere that Rhysand was created after SJM's husband Josh... yk where I'm going with this.

Anyway, if you sat through this, thanks!

[breadnabreadd]

✦ Oh boy! Here we go.

I created a LMK Au just for funsies. A furutistic, high technologic world with cyberpunk vibes! (Because I absolutely love this type of aesthetic)

✦ the picture above is just a quick drawing I did of Macaque in this AU. I will get into details about the AU while showing a few infos of a few LMKs characters alongside with their designs. (Just a reminder I'm still creating the AU and it's my first time making one. It might be a little messy, so I apologize if it gets too messy--)

Oh! And by the way, the characters on this AU follow the same basic formula as the original characters. So it doesnt have much changes, other than the world they live in, their clothes and a few events.

✦ MK, The Monkie Kid

• Its the same thing as our little MK from the animated series, he works at Pigsy's Noodles as a delivery boy, is the Monkey king's biggest fan and is his successor and pretty much the basic stuff.

• He learned about the Monkey king with Mister Tang. He is a huge fan.

• Tho he isn't a great expert, he knows how to how to fix computer cases, machines and vehicles and build stuff by using old pieces (he learned with Pigsy and Sandy, just in case his delivery vehicle breaks in the middle of the road or a something start malfunctioning in the noodle store). As we can see, he works more in the hardware part.

• He likes to collect the old pieces of old devices that people throw away in the city's old graveyard. It's like a type of recycling. (That's also how he find the Monkey king's staff but that is a thing I will tell in details in another day--)

• He loves to draw!!! Hooray!!! He also likes to play games. Is always playing video games with his best friend, Mei, on the arcade or online.

✦ Mei, The White Horse Dragon Girl

• She's a programmer/developer of softwares (Yes I know that in I drawing I said she's a "hacker but a bit clumsy" but actually i wanted to say shes a programmer. I was sleepy, it was 2 am, and my brain wasn't braining 😰😰😰---) with a few knowledge about hardwares. She created her technological helmet system with MK's help. (Her helmet it's similiar to Iron man's helmet from inside.)

• She built her own motorcycle, again with MK's help. She participates a lot motorcycles race just for funsies.

• Loves to play games. I guess I could say she is quite of a professional gamer? She play to win. But when she is playing with MK or with other friends, she doesnt care losing or winning, she only cares about enjoying some quality time with them.

✦ Liu'er Mihou, The Six Eared Macaque.

• Pretty much same as the original Macaque. (Lost his eye in the past with a fight against Sun Wukong. Omg betrayal. Yknow the deal-)

• Here he is a Hacker/Cracker.

"But what is a cracker?" You may ask. Now it's time for my nerd/TI studant side take over. A cracker it's a mean hacker. The cracker breaks/attacks the systems and webs for their own benefit, which it's for illegal purposes. Now a Hacker it's actually a job, which their purpose its to find the security breaches and ways to how break it, so then they can make the security stronger and prevent invasions/attacks at the system.

With that being said, Macaque is a hacker/cracker. So he makes defense systems to himself and breaks into other systems for illegal purposes.

• He got these gloves that helps him hack things better, he created it himself. He create floating holograms like it's a tablet screen and can hold on these holograms using these gloves. With a simple touch he can steal database from a device and hack it's system. (He can hack machines, computers, tech weapons and even the light system.)

• He got his shadow magic too, same as the original one. Shadow clones, shadow portals... but he kinda makes a fusion between his magic and the technology he invented to himself. (Before anyone say it. YES! I got heavily inspired by Sombra from Overwatch. 😔)

✦ The Monkey King, Sun Wukong

• Yeah, the Monkey king. The great sage equal to heaven. The silly who made a havoc on heaven---

• HE GOT THAT HUGE MECHA WE SAW IN THE ANIMATED SERIES BECAUSE HE DOESNT LIKE USING HIS KAIJU FORM !!!

But he doesnt use the mecha much. It has been CENTURIES since he last use it. Now MK is the one who uses it because he is Sun Wukong's successor.

• That's not his "Monkey King" royal clothes. It just some casual/comfy clothes to use in everyday life.

• He already knew who MK was. MK is a stone Monkey just like himself. Wukong have been watching the kid grow up from far. He grow a bit attached to the boy.

Sun Wukong surely wasn't expecting to MK being able to lift his golden staff, so he think in the opportunity to make him his sucessor and teach him how to use his new powers. (Yes, I was lisiting to "the horse and the infant" song. How did you kn--)

Oh God. That explanation was long.

✦ Welp, that's all for today!

I will post more stuff about the AU in the future. And I still need to think a name for it...

It is clear I got heavily inspired by Cyberpunk, techwear, overwatch, New Gods: Nezha reborn, Arcane and other stuff. I'm sorry, BUT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT AESTHETIC AND VIBES!! HHHHHHH-

✦ I'm a huge nerd. 🤓

[glambots]

#TAKE THEM HOME WITH YOU. GIVE THEM SOUP. LET THEM SLEEP IN UR BED. MAKE THEM CRY BC IT'S BEEN LITERAL YEARS SINCE ANYONE HAS PUT SO MUCH#EFFORT INTO BEING KIND TO THEM. DON'T SAY ANYTHING WHEN SUN STEALS UR FLUFFY PAJAMA PANTS. LET MOON HANG OUT WITH YOU IN THE KITCHEN.#I LOVE THE HUMAN AU. SO MUCH. PUT THOSE BLORBOS IN A /SITUATION!!!!!!!/ God okay but. wanna bet after Y/N lets them crash at their place

#Sun starts getting sick On Purpose. he sneezes Once and is all 'Oh Woe Is Me!! 😩 It Seems I Have Once Again ;) Fallen III 🤒😷 So TERRIBLY#Sick I Guess I Just Have To SUFFER 😩😔🤧 In My COLD COLD Room All By My LONESOME!! With Nobody To Soothe My AILS Or Pet My Hair When I'm#FEVERISH Oh Poor POOR Sun!!! (nudges Moon 😉🤫) Oh!! The Torment!!' meanwhile Moon is playing along but Subtly. Hes not the type to throw#himself to the floor in a Swoon but he will ABSOLUTELY guilt trip you however he can. He'll make it seem like You're the one begging Them#to come back. before wandering off to do God Knows What to whoever might be around the pizzaplex when they Really Shouldn't Be. His whole

#Spiel would be smth like 'daaawww poor little Lamb. aaall alooone in their house with no one to taaalk to and no one to plaaay with. Its a#Shaaaame Sun and I are so Busy here in the daycare. Otherwise we'd be Certain to have sooo much Fun together. Truuuly A Shaaame. Well. I'd#better finish wooorking. I hooope when you get home to your apartment you won't Miss Us Toooo Terriblyy :)' by the end of the conversation#you're not sure if Moon is trying to intimidate you a little or if he genuinely thinks that you miss them That Badly. Doesn't help that

#this conversation takes place in a dark hallway where you can't fully see Moon's face. the kicker is that every time they're sick you#invite them back over. They don't Have To go thru this whole song and dance but they do it anyways bc they're Jesters. What Else Could You#Possibly Expect From Them. The Facade is Broken when they're invited over for dinner and boardgames without even being Sick. Trying to#track Moon down when he knew you were looking for him was nigh impossible tho. Once you got a hold of him and asked if he'd like to come

#over for dinner he simply grunted before sauntering away. No Response. Sun had agreed to it before you'd even fully gotten the word Dinner#out of your mouth. Surprisingly when they show up its obvious they'd tried to clean up a bit with Sun having brushed his hair out so it's#not as Messy altho it still stuck out in Every Direction. Moon looks exhausted but smells like he'd taken a shower before he'd arrived.

#When u get food set out they eat like a pack of wolves but still make it a point to help you clean up afterwards and play board games long#into the night until you're yawning and trying not to nod off during your latest game (that Sun has already won four or five times already)#before Sun asks if he can crash on your couch. Moon hisses smth at him about Being Rude but you'd figured Sun would wanna stay over and#lead him off to your room to get settled in for the night. Moon looks almost sheepish in your kitchen. Like He's Not Quite Sure What To Do.

#In the end you offer to let him borrow some of your clothes to sleep in but he seems like he's uncomfortable with the prospect so you two#just watch late night television on your couch. if he nods off against your arm while you doze you don't mention it in the morning :)

#please let Sun 'Borrow' a blanket bc it's warm and smells nice. Pls let Moon steal one of ur pillows. Please give them a hug. They need it.#had I the Attention Span I'd actually write a fic for this But Alas.#anyways Tobi I adore the human au. its super cute if not a little Horrifying bc of the conditions they're livin in.#bug barks#bug writes

Human au DCAs getting sick but you're standing by the door repeatedly telling them to go home

Sun repeatedly attempts to just step over you

Jokes on you, they live in that little alcove above the Daycare. And all they've got up there is a dirty, beat-up mattress, a spare blanket they borrowed (stole) from the kids' supplies, and a busted, tiny-ass vanity with a broken mirror. But it's better than nothing, right?

[permetscore]

The last chp of ao no flag made me really step away from the whole manga tho.. Idk I think the author has to really make it clear that they dont support the homophobic rhetoric by those two teen boys in that chp. I just go really angry too at the whole chapter because the two girls really didnt care about (I forgot his name but the one who got punched starts with a t) and they were just defending themselves because you find out one of the girls is a gf to that homophobic guy in the chair :/ p.2!

Also masumi! Im not happy with futaba because ignorant people are just annoying to me and I want at least one lesbian in fiction to be happy for once :( im just gonna have to wait and see i guess 😔

SEE I THINK THIS MOST RECENT CHAPTER WAS SOOOO COMPLICATED FJKGHDF like its messy as hell and i wanna preface this with like.... BECAUSE of how messy it was, i understand people being completely put off. so while i’ll say my feelings on it ppl def dont have to agree w me yknow

overall i felt like... kaito’s intention seemed to largely be to showcase the hypocrisy of the reactions to the falling out. like you said the girls didn’t ACTUALLY care, they just wanted a moral high ground. if they actually cared, they would’ve been reaching out to touma, or actually doing something helpful. when kensuke (the guy who started the fight) expressed that’d he’d been assaulted, he wasnt responded to with adequate compassion either, imo. 

the inclusion of that assault for the recond is obviously what REALLY complicates things. it’s a homophobic trope obviously but i think the realities of the way abuse warps our perceptions is unavoidable. it’s also the kind of thing that does throw a wrench in logic that doesnt have a solid basis. the fact that some gay people are abusive is no reason to be homophobic, but i feel like there’s a way to argue that while still sympathizing with someone’s trauma, which ISNT what happened in the chapter. and i feel like that’s on purpose

shingo (the laidback guy) is the one i’m most unclear on. because for a lot of things - he’s right. the situation was largely hypocritical, and he also knew the whole time about kensuke’s trauma, and was operating with that in mind the whole time, unlike everyone else. i don’t think he’s actively homophobic in the same way though - just an annoying dude who plays devil’s advocate beyond its logical bounds. 

ultimately my main takeaway that i think is a positive though - these are thought processes that straight, homophobic people do have to work through to ideally get past them. there’s not always an easy point A to point B for acceptance. and ultimately, i think this could be a helpful read for straight readers still needing to unpack some things. it’s the kind of thing that needs to happen NOT through a conversation with an actually gay person, because it’s so harmful to us personally! and on a meta level, that’s why i think it’s relevant that touma isn’t present for this. 

overall i’m pretty optimistic abt it obviously, but my point is mostly... i think that a straight reader (esp a less #woke one) and a gay reader will probably have VERY different readings of these chapters. cant say for sure though since who talks to straight people am i right theydies

final note: sorry tho i’m not sure what you mean about futaba? :0

[coffee-without-anesthetics]

fuck yeah for the messy sentence structure!! does bengali have a case system? or is it a situation where words morph around? because polish is also a free for all in terms of word order!! see this post [link] of mine for a demonstration. the case system is also why when i translate from english to polish i go a little bit mad because if i misinterpret the purpose of a word/its number/its gender then i've got not only the word itself to correct, but also every other word in relation to it. it's a pain. i lvoe it

are bengali + hindi + urdu spoken enough that most people know 2 or 3 languages? or is this a your household situation? either way whoag..

english people don;t do that cause most of them are monolingual unfortunately since english is so wide-spread 😔

YOU;VE GOT IRISH IN YOUR HEAD?? OOOHOHOH HOW'D THAT HAPPEN!!!

only the english word changes in the case of na being either "on" or "in" - in polish it's always "on" but the english equivalent word changes with context.

an example, with na and its equivalent in bold:

-> Na dworze jest on gotowy na to. Stoi na wzgórzu i na czole linii armii.

-> (In) Outside he is ready for it. He's standing on a hill and at the forefront of the army.

no it did not get lucky and yes it did influence language!!

like for a while there were wars with Turkey and polish borrowed words from turkish like bohater (a hero), dywan (a rug/carpet), kajdany (shackles), torba (a bag) and others! there were also wars with sweden and we got stuff from them too! like skansen (a type of open-air museum) and napa (a type of snap fastened on clothes where one part clicks into the other)

:0 does.. rika mean anything? *raises eyebrow*

You had. This mix of Arab and Russian accent that my friend has that sounds MILDLY Spanish sometimes!! (ask HER not me) (I'm also a victim of what I call soup accents. It is soup. Just. Multiple accents there. Ah to be multiracial living in the non-english country) but otherwise an American accent (so sorry for this insult). I think, at least, judging by my texts to said friend when I still remembered the dream properly.

I do not remember your tone but I think it was very calm and friendly. Additionally, for whatever reason I was calling you Kartoshka and this I remember vividly because it made me laugh so much after I woke up. I think I forgot the name Kawa but remembered that it started with Ka and was East European. And so I made you a potato sweet

for the american accent, -20 000 health points are inflicted upon your psyche. but for being diagnosed as a potato sweet.. you;ve been healed for 40 000 points :)

ACTUALLY did you know! polish has more than one word for potato! you've got ziemniak, got a similar etymology to the french pomme de terre (lit. "apple of the earth") because in old polish it was called jabłko ziemne (lit. "earthy apple"). this one in particular is more eastern/central poland then youve got kartofel which came from the german kartoffel, it's used more in the southwest part then you've got the word pyra, mostly used in the western part, with possible roots in reference to Peru! and this one i;ve heard only used once, there's also grula, but this one is tied to the southern górale of the podhale region, in the Tatry mountains