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And what if I said this was all Twisted Glisten and that my new special interest is merging with my ongoing special interest?
#player rambles#clenching fist on table. nmormal about this guys. very normal chat /lh#so excited for the update today EWIT ITS LIKE 1 PM ON THE EAST COAST RIGHT NOW ITS THE TIMEN FRAME FOR THE UPDATE. TIMEFRAME HAS BEGUN#twisted glisten#glisten dandys world
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Need to watch my favorite movie again sometime soon
#have a dvd at home but im at college rn also my new laptop doesnt have a player#ill have to see if its streaming anywhere ig#pro im gonna be so stereotypical at postgrad w this no 1 movie choice have to take advantage of it now before i become a cliche#also can whoever is blasting music rn stfu its monday night and everyone in the dorm can hear you#let me write my portuguese essay in peace in the middle of the hall bc we have no lounges#its a school night 😭😭😭#godd if i could be sleeping rn i would be ughhhhh but 400 more words to go#she said due on the 14th but technically past midnight#im assuming before class (which is at noon) we need to email it but i could play the incompetence card and say i thought it was by midnight#on the 14th... but then id have to do more tmrw...#ill try to do a bit more ig#i could never pull an all nighter honestly#not that i would for this but i just stop caring once it hits like midnight. which is bad bc i love procrastinating like 27482828 assgmts#til 7 or 8 pm#but my mom taught me to just give up and go to bed and take the F lol. not that my academic weapon ass wld ever do that but i feel the#temptation. what was i saying#SHUT UP THE MUSIC#if i have to move to the stairwell omg its so coldd there#im such a stairwell warrior (wrote all my essays there last year bc that dorm was also loud)
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#oh my goD could my mother stop stealing all my fucking stuff for even 1 fucking week jfc#im gonna scream#she thinks that bc she's the one paying the majority of the rent and is technically my caregiver bc im too disabled to do certain chores etc#that she is simoly entitled to everything in the apartment and can do whatever she wants#steals my food steals my drinks steals my products steals my laundry card etc#now she's stealing my clothes and pyjamas#the fuck dude#i have severe skin allergies and have very selective clothing i can wear w/o a painful reaction#and now she's just. taking that too#the same way she takes the select few foods that don't set off my issues or allergies and steals the drinks that keep my blood sugar up#and steals the unscented hypoallergenic products i have to use#it never fuckin ends this woman is so self-absorbed and arrogant i rly cannot handle it sometimes (most times)#the irony is that she's a teacher and regularly works with kindergarteners who can understand 'don't touch what isn't yours'#and gives regular lectures to her students of all ages about respecting other ppl's belongings and never assuming u can take something#gives a big ol spiel about attentive listening and boundaries and respect on a daily fuckin basis from 8 am to 8 pm for her 2 teaching job#then comes home and immediately disregards that to take everything that isnt hers / disrespect my belongings and space#and yell at me when i tell her not to / get mad at her for doing it#ma'am.#ur 5 yr olds understand this. so do ur 8 yr olds. u r 60 MF YEARS OLD WHY CAN U NOT COMPREHEND THIS#nah actually the worst part is that she *does* understand it. she simply doesn't care#she would never do this to anyone else just me. bc im disabled and a burden and she hates having me depend on her for things.#idk if its vindictive or bc she feels like i owe her for basic care and decency or if she just enjoys lashing out like a petty bitch#i stopped trying to figure it out a long time ago#all i'm fucking asking is for her to STOP STEALING MY SHIT#is that so much to beg for. is it#ugHdjddjsk#someone find me a wall i need to bash my head against it#(or maybe hers. that might be better)#ask to tag#negative
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Me with who
I trusted, Let you in
Let you see through my broken skin
Let you tell me, People would love me
Not get sick of me, Get rid of me
I know you rarely open your Tumblr from your browser but if ever you do so, well, sana matamaan ka.
#siren screams#personal rant#relatable memes#in sound mind#Song#rant post#Friend#Im slowly distancing myself from an irl friend#I couldnt help but develop some trust issues but maybe im just overreacting#I dunno#I will just.... rant#I feel like she really hates me even if she would say it as a joke sometimes#Telling me im so annoying everytime we see each other#And we're even classmates for this school year!#But im slowly distancing myself#I cant bring myself up to a happy mood whenever I need to face her#Like not looking onto her face#Of course i know everyone in the class noticed it eveb if they wont say anything about us#Cuz they know that me and this irl friend are inseparable and always buy in the canteen during recess#But now im alone#all all alone#I have two moots here thatre my classmates irl rn#If any of you two read this. Dont tell anyone#I just... ranted#Thats all#Damn fuck i want some sleep but i cant since i need to prepare for exams next week#Its 1 pm here btw#I rlly want some sleep to replenish my whole being#Ah no lemme rephrase that--i want eternal sleep#A sleep where no one can ever wake me from.
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ever have a dream so realistic you wake up and want to go back to bed so you can continue it? i was able to do it this morning and, even tho it was broken sleep since i got up twice, i managed to sleep for damn near 12 hrs and continue that dream/“story”. like it was the same universe, only i kept jumping to different situations.
#idk how to feel about it cause like it was like half about work and half about personal relationships but-#it was interesting lmao#just had to tell myself to get up tho cause its 1 pm now ☠️#wont be able to sleep like this for a while 😭
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friendly reminder that reinhard is approximately the same age as his parents when they had him
#suffaru post#IM SORRY MAYBE THIS IS A REINHARD BLOG NOW….#i have an essay due at 11:59 pm but instead i am doing this HAH…#OK BUT THIS IS IMPORTANT RIGHT of course rezero is medieval fantasy and full of death traps so of course u got people having kids younger#but theres another layer here in that like 1. heinkel didnt become sword saint and theresia was growing older so he was basically required#to have a kid earlier than usual im sure. and of course heinkel and louanna got lucky bc they truly loved each other#and then theres like. bc louanna has sleeping beauty syndrome shes eternally stuck at 20 yrs old rn. reinhard is the same age as his#comatose mom. shes been in a coma since he was like two.#and reinhard too is expected to have kids to pass down the sword saint blessing. that shit is a family curse at this rate i swear 😭😭#reinhard van astrea#heinkel astrea#louanna astrea#ok also i know having kids at like 20 is probs like pretty good for medieval standards and all. but its still like. young. and then as we#all know shit goes sideways in the astrea family very quickly after reinhard is born and heinkel has his descent into madness arc which#recontextualized a bit with the fact that he was a young parent that suddenly lost a whole lot of things.#and there are no therapists in rezero so 😭😭😭😭#also ok yes i am assuming louanna was either 19 or 20 when she had reinhard…#meanwhile heinkel we know for sure was like 20 yrs old yeah.#re:zero
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hit the point of the night where I'm down and out tired and all my extroverted friends still wanna go
#I'm soooo tired#we've also hit the point where everyones making out w like fine but i wanna sleep#pls#kyle.txt#we've been going since 1 pm bro its 12:30 am now
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sir please sir what is the name of your fic please im so hungry
The One That Got a Thay: A Semichronological Guide on Breaking Free of Your Dread Father and Removing Illithid Parasites
#the one that got away#the first chapter is an extended version of the act 1 astarion bite with a dark urge tav#ive got about 2k done on ch2 so hopefully i'll have the little guy out tomorrow?#my timezone tomorrow#its 11:58 pm...#the name might change but i like this one for now#asks for bee#baldur’s gate 3#bg3 fic#writers on tumblr#writeblr#bg3 fanfiction
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I decided to close my eyes for a bit and then one hour later, I woke up and am like: "What...?"
#aria rants#ended up taking a nap... also like i woke up from my nap and was still groggy so i close my eyes for a bit again--#and i woke up again and like-- man... took two naps and now its 1 pm
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frustrated as all fuck but cant do shit about it because mom is grieving and i dont wanna add to it by being a bitch
#fine ill eat that fucking sandwich you made when i specifically told you i dont want to eat now.#ill spend the rest of the day hating myself for it but whatever makes you happy queen :))))))))))))))))))))#fine ill let you drive me home instead of taking the train and getting a few hours of peace and time for myself.#ill lose my fucking mind but whatever makes you happy queen#fine ill call off the meeting with my dad and his gf on saturday morning like i planned. since you're staying over. its fine.#no fr tho. everything is fine. but eating that fucking sandwich after another of my ed related mental breakdowns is gonna kill me#i can feel my throat closing im gonna throw up fr#also i told her i need to be home BEFORE 1 pm. i had a train at 9. i would have been home by now.#and now it's 11 am and we havent even left yet. but i cant be mad about that either. cant be mad about anything ever.#therapy on wednesday therapy on wednesday therapy on wednesday save me save me save me save me save me
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#vent#tw for surgery mention !#dont need to read lol i am fucking scattered rn just#soo i majorly fucked up my timing with preops.#my top surgery is next TUESDAY. I have to be in the hospital on MONDAY.#and today my GP told me my labs are bad (blood+urogoly) and she needed another ecg but the doctor there can only take me tomorrow at 12#my gp is in officeo nly until 1 pm and i dont know if she can see me tomorrow after the ecg (same building so no trouble traveling)#cant call her because she was already out of office because i had the fucking time. so i scheduled an email in case i wake up later#left my phone number so i can be called if its after 9:30 bc i will not have internet then#im majorly panicking because i may have to reschedule my top surgery#lot of intrusive thoughts right now. like a fucking lot. i don't remember last time they have been this bad.#i dont really know what to do. i feel so sick#the gp told me she would hope i wont have to reschedule but im so terrified i have to#this is SO last minute as well? i don't know if the doctor who i talked to about my surgery will even be available after my appointment#and i dont think she does weekends so like i will likely have to turn in on monday mornign and tell her i have to reschedule if the surgery#isnt safe for me#and this is very much my fault because im not fucking competent in taking care of myself#“its okay because i dont faint” yeah well i fucking guess i was wrong
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and what if i just go back to bed. what then
#dude. i Do Not Feel Well. fully all stuff i am familiar with after i get booster shots#and it'll most likely only be 2 weeks since that's about how long it always lasts with the side effects i get#but it blows during that small period of time so much#been awake since 10 am its abt to be 1 pm now and my body and mind are literally just. done. for the day#i havent had a chance to shower in at least a week cus of pain flareups with my other autoimmune diseases#and i feel awful and exhausted and so so so depressed this has been such an awful year for me. unfortunately.#anyways. sorry for the random tag ramble i am just. alone in the house rn and sad and lonely and too fatigued to move and do Anything
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augh i thought my headphone was 100% but it ran out halfway through my travel... and i wont be home again till at least 1 AM =-=
#its fine i took the cord with me so i still have music etc. but man would it be bad if i hadnt.#also after 6pm its work when i wont need it but till then....#AUGH i have such a long fucking day ahead oml.#its 10am. ive been up since 7.#listen its extremely long for me okay. i wont have real breaks unless i leave early during class (like now. 1 hour peace <3)#(i finished all the work okay)#augh i also have to get dinner somewhere..... i hope the store in the station has fresh breads....#otherwise ill get some juicedrink and a big ol' pretzel. :|#augh but itll be so much more expensive than just a regular grocery.....#:( i have it very hard /j#dont mind me im just complaining. it will be a tough day today.#last week with the same schedual i was already deadtired at 3 pm. but maybe that was bc of the class or summ idk.#anyway so today ill also have work after that.... pray for me.#i could leave the class early but its pretty difficult so :(#sillyposting
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hi, not an art post today but i've already posted enough pizza tower ocs onto art fight to already have it so it's guaranteed that you see 1 of my idiots every time you search up characters on the pizza tower tag and i hadn't even uploaded all of the ones i want on art fight yet please send help
#the way you search up ocs on art fight is still confusing or is it just me??#erm anyway i've been uploading ocs since 2 pm yesterday#and its 1 am now uhhhh#i swear im still alive art fight has been beating me up and it hasn't even started yet#i still like pizza tower btw its just not my hyperfixation anymore sorry
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#😩😩😩#this is why i never fucking ask for help#cause when i do swallow my pride and ask#nobody respects my time#i had to work this morning but then we shut down and they're like yeah we'll come down and help this afternoon#so I get home at 1:30 and start trying to make a dent in what's needed#but now its fucking 4 PM and nobody has shown up#i can see moms location on google and she's been at home this entire fucking time#like for fucks sake#either be here or tell me you wont be#the last time i fucking asked for help this same thing happened#and i was an exhausted sobbing mess when she finally showed up#kee speaks
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*Gritting my teeth* I Will Not add love songs to Lyra's playlist I WON'T DO IT I WON'T!!
#he dont got nobody that makes his heart flutter or whatever cheesy crap people write these days /lh#like sorry the. i let myself put in 1 (one) song from The Sapphic Album (Burn Pygmalion) and now just like with Vivi its like ADD THIS SONG#ADD THIS SONG TOO! OO THIS ONE TOO and its like GUYS THIS IS A LOVE ALBUM. WE CALL IT THE SAPPHIC ALBUM FOR A REASON.#THESE CHARACTERS DONT HAVE LOVE INTERESTS.#anyway bottom line#I. Yeah im coping with the possibility of her dying by thinking nonstop about him living with Emily what of it#Hey ill have stuff to make me feel better when they all DIE. HEY WHAT IF LYRA DIES AND EMILY LIVES. WHAT THEN BITCH#LOOKING MY DM IN THE FUCKING EYES.#I swear to god#If you pull an Epilogue I will s c r e a m ok.#do you understand.#the possibility of death has been fucking plaguing me. Also lyra is very much having an 'im in danger' moment#like might not. uh. go back up?? she might be the KHUNOTH WE'RE GETTING OUR ASSES KICKED guy#anyway. thoughts! 10 pm thoughts! this is what you do to me DM although im sure youre well aware of it by now#c: dnd related#lyra
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