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what if i started posting my other fandoms and my ocs even more
#a talking bunny#i admit i dont have many thoughts abt dca or fnaf rn#i still love the dca but. fnaf is kind of smth im starting to fall out of love with#its just getting more and more cliche and confusing and i dont like what we know abt the secret of the mimic#and i have a lot of complicated (/neg) feelings on the dca fandom too that i wont get into publicly#idk. will i leave the fandom? maybe who knows- as of right now i'm not leaving (i've been stepped back for a long time though)#but in the future? possibly ive thought abt it a lot#why stay somewhere if its not bringing you joy and just upsetting you more than anything else. yknow??#food for thought i suppose#apologies for the rambling tags!! ty for reading to anyone that did read all of these
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The other night I felt like i was gonna have a panic attack so i was like "someone please take over idc who" and someone actually did i was like "oh damn i didnt expect that to work." :)
I think it was that one thing that appeared a while ago that didnt like talking. I still dont really know who that is. Also i dont really remember drawing that last post so ermm thats also kinda interesting.
I need to take more time talking to people and figuring out whos whos cause I still dont know who the usual me is. Im a little afraid of finding out the me who i think i am is like 7 people but like it feels wrong to keep just pretending the body is like its own thing, cause like im pretty sure im not who that person is right now even, but theres not a good or easy way to express that if none of us know who we are!!!
I know who """""the girl in my head""""" is even though ironically shes not around that often, i know helix is in here and they like actually talk sometimes. I know that one person is in here that we havnt talked about, we can call them Z i guess, i think theyre like the closest thing we have to a "gatekeeper" or whatever. Theres another girl that showed up, asked for a room, then just kinda never came back out but we like her she can have a place to live. Like i think its pretty obvious Raven is in here at this point right like we dont really need to hide that do we. Fictives seem really common so we dont need to like pretend. Im not sure who i am rn but :). but then theres like that one fucking person who says theyre the me that is me but thats not all of us!!! youre jsut you!!!!
Z thought they were them because when we tried to start building our mind place or whatever they were there and took over and tried to sort all of us out, but it seems like the they that them there was a different person when they werent inside so like ???
i KNOW at the end of the day were all the same person i GUESS but like...bitch you gotta figure out your own shit so we dont have to keep like pretending to be you just cause youre confused! also anyway can we stop using psuedonyms please its getting stupid and hard to keep up with no one is going to like dox your head people like "ohhh their headmate is named steve now ive got them" only three people see this anyway unless this shows up on someones fyp in which case ermm hiii
oh maybe we should liek start doing that thing where like we start signing off with emoji or whatever so we can keep track of whos who when we start talking on here cause like. its obvious to us right but like it probably looks nutty to everyone else, but also we kinda like hate all the cliches and stereotypes and stuff that people do on here like the people with people in their heads on tumblr are so obsessed with emojis we dont really get it, but i guess we dont know all of our names yet so it makes it a little easier. i dont know how to open the emohi menu 🌼🌻💐🌺these all kind of suck...🧁🎀👚🦄🦑we can pick one later i guess i like the cupcake and the horse, we could let outrselves be a pony....we could be pinkie pie if we wanted to be like no one could stop us but then people would think of that one screaming one probably but like.......................pongey.......
anyway i like being happy!!!! its so fun to come to the front because like that they that is them is so fucking like dull and they dont want to believe in us so like fuck it were gonna keep interuppting when they come over here. Helix did it first we can all have a turn!!!! theyre gonna be like "what if im wrong :((((((" when were literally fucking like loling and lmaoing rn. like sorry we dont all have epic backstories about like showing up in times of need im sorry we cant all be the girls you have a thing for 🙄 maybe i can just want to like eat candy for once instead of like saving you from depression or whatever WHICH LIKE ITS GOOD that the others were there for that im not like evil but like we dont ALL have to be that to be real!!!! im gettin very tired noww ppl will read this and be like woahh but itll be cool because theyll be like new bitch?? and youll be like ouuu ermmm nooo dont looook but its too late!!! hiiiii hi hi hiii
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saw my ex again which was fun yk bc were still really good friends,
but i hadnt been around them in a while??? yk bc of school and its going to sound so cliche and stupid but
id forgotten how pretty they are ?
and how funny and sweet and gentle? and it made me miss them all over again and now idek if i like them or if i still love them like that?
bc of course i love them were best friends but thinking about them that way again??
its been almost half a YEAR i thought i was past this and its not FAIR. its not fair to ME. bc i cant move on and im constantly thinking about them and its esPECIALLY. not fair to THEM bc they dont want this yk??? in october we talked and this doesnt work we dont work and were finally getting back to normal and close again and now my stupid head has to get all confused and its not FAIR.
and i MISS them so much and when we were together last they kissed my cheek as a joke bc our group jokes like that and i was fine it was sweet but i want to kiss them back and kiss their eyes and mouth and nose and be close to them and hold their hand and face and press my forehead to theirs
and its not fair bc they dont want that and its not fair bc we wont have that and i wont have that
but i cant stop thinking about them and its been so. long. and its just not fair
and i had to see all those little things they do that are so cute and stupid and funny and it just makes me want to hug them and cling to them and.
like when they smile their nose crinkles up a little?? and sometimes when theyre nervous theyll fidget with their bracelets or pant hems??
and when youre right up next to their face and they look over at you and your eyes meet and its so silent but they smile at you like you both have a secret you share
and i wanted to kiss them of smile back but i was so nervous so i backed up and started messing with my dress and
i walked away from them
and i want to go back and i want to just spend hours looking into their eyes like we did before
and now someone else is getting close to them the way i was before and i dont know if they mean anything by it im sure they dont but it makes me resent them so. much. and i feel terrible because were all best friends and were all close
but im so absolutely terrified that theyll get closer than we were and they wont want me around anymore and it makes me so jealous and angry and i want to just shut them both out
and then i feel so guilty bc so what???? they dont belong to me they never did and they never will and they can do whatever they want i shouldnt care
and if they want to be close and more with someone then fine bc its not my decision or businesses and i wish i could just turn off my head and just stop existing and just stop everything
in 3 weeks they come home for summer vacation and im so afraid to be near them again but i also just cant wait for them to be home
yea funzies lol anyways i like this song very relevant
#vent#emotions#thoughts#its giving heartache#i need comfort#heartbreak#heartache#heartsick#heartbroken#love#lovesick#love notes to no one#hopelessly in love#vent blog#vent tag#ventcore#Spotify
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Can You Do A Vampire Raph x F!Reader But In Bayverse And With Prompts And Can You Do It In A Lemon 🍋
123. “Don’t hold back.” 58. Turtle bedroom 89. Mating season 151. “Do you know how a turtle takes his mate?” 132. “Argue all you want, we both know you belong to me.” 5. “MINE.” plus 142. “Bite me.” and Turning into a vampire
⚠️MINORS DNI MINORS DNI⚠️
So first things first, I have never really written out vampires before so honestly I dont know a whole lot about them. So for context:
I think that everyone has there own scent when it comes to their blood (I think I read it in a book somewhere? idk) and everyones is different
The brothers dont have the power to turn others. They're something like less vampires whereas greater vampires (like OG coven leaders) can.
They brothers have their own 'covens' but its more like harems.
Raph would be EXTREMELY gentle when it comes to initiating their mate into the 'coven' or if its their first time.
Raph and the F!Reader are WELL over 18 in this fic so without further delay, enjoy you sinners ❤️
WARNINGS: Blood and mentions of blood, Stalker behavior, Swearing, NSWF content (i.e. sex, mentions of sex, sexual acts)
Sweet Night
Fuck.
Raph wasnt one to move so quickly into choosing mates, especially for his coven. He liked to observe his potential wives/husbands before making the commitment and following through. It was the one thing he and Leo had in common when it came to their covens. But this was…different. A stirring in his stomach and the deafening screaming of his instincts told him that he needed you. And Raphael was betwixted and between something as cliche as “love at first sight” or just the mating season that had just begun.
It didnt matter either way, the young turtle patiently waited until the streets had become less crowded and problematic to make his move…
Its not a secret that creatures of the night like himself were attracted to certain…smells. Particularly the way blood smells. Everyone has a different scent, some smelled like mint and some smelled like sweets. Raph was never a big fan of coffee save for his ‘morning’ cup but you…you smelled like freshly brewed coffee and sweet, warm vanilla shortbreads. God he was getting impatient, hiding himself in the darkness of the alley, waiting to reach out and whisk you away.
The day had been long for you and all you could think of was your cozy bed. It didnt help that you had been just slightly…frustrated as of late. And while most times in the past you could satisfy yourself this time was different. Somehow, it just wasnt enough now.
As you pondered and mulled over more possible ways to sate your needs, it had not dawned on you that the streets were now starting to dwindle in population. And from the shadows two large hands sprung forward like a silent, well placed trap and pulled you into the shrouded alley. One hand around your waist and the other covering your mouth and chin but not your nose. The next thing you knew you were standing on a secluded rooftop away from the hustle and bustle of the city with a large dark figure.
You should be terrified right now, right? You should want to scream! Run! Anything! And yet...your legs wouldnt move and your body felt like it was weighed down or stuck underneath sand. And the dark figure? He (you assume it was a he) just stood there and stared. Stared with beautiful eyes that illuminated a brilliant gold in the darkness.
There was a strange force drawing you to him, not fear or curiosity, but something else. As your eyes bore into each other the mysterious figure spoke in a gravely, heavy voice, snapping you back into reality.
“Ain’t yous gonna scream? Or run? Aint ya scared of me?” He asked you in what seemed to be confusion.
“No…I’m not afraid. If you were going to harm me or kill me, you would’ve done so already.” Was all you could say until he started to move closer and into the soft light that hung on a wire overhead. He was large to say the least and was a…turtle? A mutant? You had heard rumors and stories but never thought you would encounter one.
“Whats ya name, kid.” The mutant demanded as he crossed his arms, looking ya up and down with those vibrant eyes.
“Its Y/N…Do you have a name?” You asked the large mutant and copied his action, a slight heat raising to your cheeks. He was amazing. Gorgeous green skin and scales, his height was astounding, his tattoos looked like they could tell stories, and he looked like he could bench a BUS if he wanted too.
“Names Raphael. Imma be straight with ya, Y/N, I aint ya average mutant. I’m more than just a turtle…” Raph said as he slowly approached you as to not scare ya or make you bolt. Once he was a mere two feet from you, you could feel it again. That strange force was drawing you closer, wanting to know more. See more. Feel more.
“Imma vampire, too. An’ I want you.” He husked out softly, “What’d’ya say, Y/N? Wanna know how a turtle takes his mate?” His whisper was enough to send an electric tingle up your spine and unexpectedly, you nodded your head slowly. “Yeah…I think I wanna know.”
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Well…You didnt expect to be taken underground and end up in this large turtles lair. The Neon signs, the skateboards, all of the different personalities combined into a smooth flow. Through the lair Raph escorted you, saying that his brothers shouldnt be around tonight.
His room had a theme. Red. Which explained his red mask. And workout equipment like weights, jump ropes, and other assorted dumb bells.
“So are you, like, gonna bite me? Turn me into a vampire too?” You asked him as you looked around his bedroom, hearing him laugh at your question. This made your cheeks blush and puff, your eyes casting to the side in embarrassment.
Raph hummed and reached his hand out, gently grabbing your chin to make you look back at him. “Aw, c’mon Y/N, dont be mad. I didnt mean ta laugh. It’s just it dont work like that. See, only really powerful vampires can turn humans or mutants into vampires. I aint so sure what theys called but me and my brothers dont have that kinda power.” He chuckled before he tipped your chin up more, exposing your neck.
You could hear your heart beat loudly in your ears and your body started to tremble, which made Raph pause. He drew closer, placing a soft kiss on your skin before he pulled himself away.
Fuck this was bad. Raph could hardly keep a grip on himself and the way you looked right now…innocent and vulnerable. Gave him the overwhelming urge to not only ravage you but protect you. The hell were you doing to him… “Ya sure you wanna do this, Y/N? It aint too late ya know…” Raph asked you, still close enough that you could feel his hot breath on your skin. His question made you think for only a moment. Your life was dull, uneventful, and boring. It was the same thing day in and day out and you started to wonder if there would ever be a change. And as strange as it was, you felt an undeniable attraction to Raph. You both only just met, however, and you wanted to get to know this confident turtle. What made him tick? What was he like on good days? On bad days? You wanted to know it all. “I’m sure, Raphael. Please…Dont hold back.” You whispered back to him.
As soon as his name left your lips Raph scooped you up into his powerful arms, pinning you to one of the cold concrete walls of his bedroom as he feverishly kissed your lips in hot desperation. His large calloused hand felt its way up and under the soft fabric of your shirt, caressing the warm skin underneath. Raph was never the patient one though…
The red banded turtle only ceased his barrage of kisses to lift your shirt over your head, throwing it randomly to find later. His lips trailed across your cheekbones to your ears, nibbling them teasingly before he laid you on his bed. Even the sheets smelled like him…
“Fuck…ya gorgeous Y/N.” The terripan husked softly before starting to shed his gear and clothes until all that remained was his red boxes. He was absolutely stunning. Raph crawled over your body, leaving a trail of kisses as he tugged off your pants and panties.
Once you were laid bare to him he sat up, marveling at your now vulnerable body. “Raph…you’re making me blush.” You cooed out to him, your arms trying to cover up what little they could though that didnt last long. Firm yet gently he pulled your limbs away.
“Can’t help it. Ya driving me nuts, Y/N…I can smell ya blood and excitement.” Raph gave a toothy grin before he pushed you a bit further up the mattress, spreading your pretty thighs apart. A deep churr thundered through his chest and it sent a shudder down your spine. You heard him curse under his breath before he dove down, licking and slurping at your sweet nectar. Your hand shot to your mouth to suppress the loud moan escaping your lips, your back arching up in pleasure
“If you know whats good for ya, you’ll take that hand away from yer mouth. I wanna hear ya moans. I wanna hear ya screaming my name, Sweetheart.”
Raph growled, his tongue slipping its way into your pussy, massaging your sensitive walls. After a few moments of him sucking, slurping, and devouring your juices Raph pulled away and gave your clit a small flick with his tongue. A chuckle rolled from his chest when that earned him a twitch from your hips but he wasnt finished. In one quick motion the large mutant bore his fangs into your thigh, making your gasp and yelp out of pain.
Ever so slowly Raphael lapped and suckled down a little of your blood, his breathing starting to quicken. You tasted just like you smelled, sweet and warm like shortbread with a hint of bitter coffee. It now became the barra turtles mission to leave you so marked up that there would be no question who’s mate you were.
A small whimper came from you, grabbing Raphs attention. He pulled away from the punctures, pressing a kiss to them before his gaze was on you. Small tears burned in your eyes and you couldnt help but to look away, trying to hide your face from him. In seconds Raph was hovered over you, his hand cupping your cheek.
“Hey, hey…I’m sorry, Y/N. ‘M sorry…I got carried away. I promise ya I’ll be more gentle, dont cry Sweetheart. I aint gonna hurt ya.” He reassured you, giving you a sweet and gentle kiss. “Ya gotta relax for me, aight? ‘M uh…pretty big. It might hurt a little at first.”
You nodded and took slow, deep breaths, wiping the tears from your eyes as your passionate turtle stripped himself of his boxers. And he wasnt kidding…he was BIG. You swallowed hard and glanced at Raph nervously and he nodded, grabbing both your hands only to pin them above your head.
With his free hand, Raph rubbed the head of his cock against your drenched pussy, making you quiver with anticipation. He prodded and poked the head in and out, flicking your clit to get you more excited and relaxed. With one thrust, Raph shoved himself completely in, kissing you at the same time to muffle your pained moan.
After letting you adjust for a few minutes as well as madly playing tongue hockey with you, you broke away from his lips breathlessly. “I’m okay now, Raphie. Please…please move.” Your voice begged him as your hips bucked, the lust and desire rising.
Fuck how did you know about his nickname? How did you know it would drive him utterly and wholly up a wall? Raph used every ounce of control to set a deep yet steady pace, small grunts and moans filling the space between you and him. This time though, Raph was careful when he let his fangs sink into your now sweaty skin, tenderly placing kisses onto the wounds once he finished sampling your blood again.
Your body moved with his in a fiery rhythm before the mutant began to thrust fervently, the hand that was pinning your wrists down now moved to your hips. He gripped at your flesh tightly, making you mewl his name in throws of pleasure. And you can bet that he’s now left bite trails on your neck, shoulders, breasts, and even your collarbone.
“Fuck, ya amazing. Ya taking almost all of my cock. Tell me ya want more, Y/N. Call my name.” Raphael whispered in your ear, encouraging you on.
“Raphael! A-aaah, please! M-more…I need you to fuck me more…” You whined, bucking your hips down onto his. In an instant you felt your head get fuzzy as your turtle thrusted into your pussy hard and fast, earning him your screams of pleasure as your orgasm quickly approached.
“C-cum! G-g-gonna cum-!” Was all you could manage you moan out before your entire body convulsed, your legs snapping shut around Raph as your pussy squeezed his cock like a vice.
“F-fuck, Y/N!” Raph groaned loudly before pulling back as far as could, slamming himself as deeply as he could reach. Both of your bodys twitched as the impassioned terrapin emptied his seed into you in long bursts. It took a hot minute for him to completely finish and he pulled you in close to his chest, cradling you.
“Ya MINE now, Y/N…Mine ta me. And Im gonna make sure you know that every chance I get.”
#ask#writing prompt#bayverse turtles#tmnt#tmnt fanfiction#teenage mutant ninja turtles#raphael#tmnt raphael#tmnt raph x reader#bayverse raph#tmnt fandom#vampire
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@iwillgotoheavenforyou asked for a summary of these, but i suck at summaries, so ill give each my best try (this is a lie) and then also link to their Actual summaries, because by god i will get more people to read these. If anyone reads these (or has already read them), Id love to chat about them.
@bookcub @logarithmicpanda tagging my only booklr mutuals because I Will force tumblr to make a fandom for these.
UNSONG: Extremely unique kabbala based urban fantasy web serial about the lead up to the apocolypse.
Setting best described as "what if the bible were Actually true in regards to angels and magic and shit, and then it stopped being real for a few thousand years, and then when we launched the first rocket into space we smashed into the divine machinary that made it all not real, so now angels and devils and magic is back." Exactly as unhunged as it sounds. Anticapitlist. ~250k word free web serial. On my top 10 list.
The Gods Are Bastards: A paladin, another paladin, a half demon, a drow, a pixie, a dryad, a princess, and a bard walk into a university...an apocolypse ensues.
Extremely in depth magic university web serial but like. The actual school part isnt the focus of the plot really. It focuses on a "great doom" which is approaching, and the way many important (and unimportant) people are preparing for this. Absolutely insane worldbuilding, like, cannot stress that the worlsbuilding is beyond incredible, and a massive cast of characters who are all fully fleshed out and feel complicated and compelling, many queer.
Setting is similar to the end of discworld, in terms of "high fantasy setting thats no longer high fantasy because now they have magic railroads and guns and shit", but im butchering that description. Has some of the best plot twists Ive ever read, amazing prose, hysterical, all around amazing. ~3 million word long free webserial, currently on hiatus. On my top 10 list. I cant actually find a good summary of it online, and I didnt want to link to one of the ones that seemed off to me, so Im just linking directly to the table of contents lol.
Valhalla: Local girl decides to punch things until her problems go away, nearly succeeds. 2,000 dead, 10,000 wounded.
Future Earth scifi (very) vaguely retelling of the Norse Mythology around the build up to ragnarok. Mostly an incredibly explicit action story (cannot stress enough how gory this series is.) MC joins a secret organizarion helping to keep the world from getting fucked, but like, not in the cliche way. Nice diversion from the norm aa shes not much of a planner and her main skill is hitting things really hard without dying. Everyone is gay.
Setting is Earth in the 2200s, with the usual "corporarions owm everything" but in a way thats like, actually explored. 3 book series by @the-walrus-squad. On my top 10 list.
Jacqueline Carey: Very tired bodyguard forced to travel to the other side of the world in order to shut up whiny cousin.
Local mutant girl decides to punch things until her problems and grief go away. Problems ensue.
Shes written multiple insanely good books, and i dint have time to summarize them all, but I would highly recommend Starless and Santa Olivia (and Kushiels Legacy if you havent. Kushiels legacy is beyond incredible, and dont be fooled by the shitty wikipedia and goodreads summary). All of her books are very queer. Starless is a long standalone, and Santa Olivia is a dualogy. Kushiels Legacy is 6 Long books. Kushiels Legacy is on my top 10 list, and the other two are just one category down.
The Starless Sea: Hey bro I heard you like stories so I put stories about stories in your story for you.
This one is fucking hard to describe, but its a story about stories and living in one. Vague non spoiler summaey is MC gets caught up in a secret society of those who love stories and books, and ends up going to another land, sort of. Not the Easiest to get through, since its very confusing at first, but the rereas value is Immense and all together its a fucking incredible story. I love the prose but it is fairly purply, just fyi. Queer MC. Standalone book. One category down from my top 10 list.
The One Who Eats Monsters: Twilight, but make it queer and also good.
Ive raved about this one before, but ill do so again here. Absolurrly insanely good lesbian romance about an edlritch monster forced into human form and bound by human laws (sort of) falling in love with a mortal girl, while tryung to protect her from a small supernatural conspiracy. The worldbuilding is Phenomenal, and the entire thing is just extremely fun to read. Only issue is that while it does mostly wrap things up it Very much leaves lots of room for a needed sequel, and the author appesrs to have disappeared off the face of the earth. (Currently) standalone book. One category down from my top 10 list. Summary isnt Great but itll do.
Nemesis: Local woman speedruns transition, accidentally ends up saving world.
Extremely fun superhero story about a closeted transwoman who accidentally becomes superman, which instantly transitions her. Book is split between dealing with transphobia, gender euphoria, and superhero plot stuff. Worldbuilding is about what youd expect from a random superhero story, but the focus is on the characters, and theyre Really well written. Two book series, with a third planned at some point. One category down from my top 10 list.
Greatcoats: Unhinged warrior's weird coat only thing standing between him and complete meltdown.
Hard to describe and somewhat meandering, but essentially the MC is the leader of an elite group of...solider judge diplomat espionage etc. who served the previous king, who was killed. Takes place in a pretty damn depressing world in terms of Bad Feudalism, and is about his struggles to do what he can to keep his Kings dream alive. Pretty fucked up, but Very compelling, lots of very food prose and characters. 4 book series. One category down from my top 10 list.
Ooo okay this looked fun. Gonna see whos read my favorite books/series which I never see on my dash, and which tragically seem to be almost completely off tumblrs radar
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%% YUZUHA HEADCANON—!
a/n : fem!reader, college!Yuzuha because im deeply in love with Yuzuha Shiba @hneulwh a self indulgence post
╰ HOW YOU MET
how you met her was the cliche seatmate thingy either she or you become a new student then the teachers made either of you seat together
you see her as a someone who is distant, secretive and cold
while she see you as a cat. very curious
you heard some rumours about her that she was the sister of the infamous Black Dragon leader which make people dont want to talk nor mess with her
and you being a curious cat— Yuzuha's word— you talk to her making everyone look at you as if you grew 3 heads
suprisingly she talk to you! while Hakkai beside her blew a fuse when you smile at him—you panicked, Yuzuha told you Hakkai can't really talk to female, you calmed down before chucking slightly
╰ YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH HER
one word to describe your friendship w her was 'safe'
idk why but she would take care of you especially when you were very reckless like Baji, she would also make sure you didn't get into any trouble or get hurt
you would always be with her no matter what even after she got beat by Taiju or when she got beat up by some random gang who was filthy enough to hit female oh you would also patch her up
lets say you come out to her saying you are bi,les or pan or unlabelled she would be supportive af because she got the same vibe from her brother—
she would listen to your rant about girl you like and well ignore the weird feeling in her stomach
the both of you were attached hip to hip and no one dare to seperate the both of you
your friendship keep going until you both were in college
╰ HOW YOU GOT INTO RELATIONSHIP
after you become friend w her, she still cautious of you but relax a little bit and more open to you
time pass by she was now attached to you it goes the same to you
Hakkai of course noticed how his sister would talk about you more and how she keep smiling everytime she got a text from you even though you were just asking dumb question
Hakkai then ask her if she like you romantically then she replied with a big no
that night she cant sleep she was thinking was it possible for a girl to like another girl romantically, she keep turning and tossing ended up didnt sleep at all and tomorrow she promised to go to your house to hang out
"hi" you greet Yuzuha she just smile before plopping herself next to you "hi" she greet back not like her usual cheery self you keep your eyes on her noticing her little eye bag, hair messy—but not too messy—,and what obvious was she is tired
you brush your hands in attempt to keep her hair in place which she flinch away you shoot her confused look then nod to yourself maybe its happen again—you knew her back story—you smile at her staying in your place as she sit a little far away from you
"are you hurt?" you ask her softly she shook her head before her head meet your table Yuzuha sigh
"i just cant sleep yesterday" she said you hum "can i touch you?" you ask she nodded almost shyly you inch closer before running your hand through her hair gently patting her head
"why dont you just tell me you were tired? you don't have to come and get some rest" you said Yuzuha felt butterfly in her stomach from how much you care for her "i promised you" she said you frown "your health were way more important" she shook her head
"nah lets start watching movie or something?" she said you just nodded having some idea in your heads "i'll choose some movie" you said turning on your tv putting in a very bored movie you called her to sit beside you on the couch
"why are we watching this?" she ask you smile pull Yuzuha closer by her waist causing her to blush she look at you she sigh in relief you didn't saw her blushing face
at the same time wondering if you have feelings for her or not from how you treat her, you glance at Yuzuha who was deel in thought "what happened in that pretty head of yours?" you ask she jump a little before shaking her head "nothing" then turn her attention to the movie playing
time pass by she feel more and more sleepy without realising she slowly lay her head on your shoulder you took a glance at her then smile letting her sleep
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Yuzuha wake up confused why she was sleeping wherever she is she sit up realising she was still in your house on your couch her head on your lap a while ago
she look at you to find out you were sleeping in uncomfortable position she felt guilty, she stand up before moving you to lay on the couch she was about to walk away when you held into her hand
"where are you going?" you ask still half asleep "home" she said you pout pulling her to lay on the couch with you "nooo don't go~!" you said she blushed pushing you away as she stand up again
"uh sorry i um have work!" she said before walking out from your apartment you sigh then chuckled "did i just made her stutter? woah" you laugh to yourself
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the next day you go to her workplace bring her a lunch knowing how she sometimes didn't eat because of how busy she was
you walk into the cafe "welcom-" Yuzuha cut herself off eyes wide as she saw you smiling "Yuju~" you sang walk toward her with a homemade lunch
"i dont have classes for today and i know you have work but you really need to take care of yourself you know" you said steal a glance to her co-workers who have his eyes on you
"co-workers-san you don't mind if i steal Yuzuha for a moment right?" he nodded you smile asking Yuzuha to come with you she just nod letting herself being dragged by you
"why are you so quiet?" you ask knowing how she's always talkative around you "nothing its just im still a little tired" she said you hum bring her to nearest picnic table in the park near working place
you began to unbox the lunch "i made all of this for you a payback for taking care of me during highschool" you said she nodded as you hand her the metal spoon,fork and chopsticks "eat up" you said with a smile
"thank you for the food" she said as she start eating "how was your day?" you asked her "nothing much happen but this one guy he tried to ask me for my number" you frown "did you gave him?" you ask she munch on her food swallowing it before answering your questions
"yeah—" you cut her off "why did you gave him? is he that good looking?" you ask Yuzuha, she raise an eyebrow "i didn't finish my sentence yet why are you so worried?" she ask maybe this time you would explain to her? "nothing dont want anyone to my c— nevermind i dont want anyone to take advantage on you" you said cursing yourself
you both know how she was capable to fight a guy bigger than her size
"my what?" she ask raise an eyebrow you just shrugged her off by stuffing her mouth with food "nothing just eat i have important thing to do" now she was confused "what's up with you?" she ask you shook your head
"nothing" you said look at your watch fake gasped "oh my!" Yuzuha gave you unimpressed look "you're not surprised at all" she said you nod "i have date with some guy my mum set me up with" you said she frown
"why did you agree to go?" she ask you pretend to think for a while "because i want to move on from my dearest crush on you?" you said heart beating loudly Yuzuha eyes widened "w-what?"
"i said because i want to move on from my dearest crush on you" you repeat Yuzuha felt her heart beating loudly "why did you want to move on from me?" she ask you sigh then look at her tucking her hair behind her ears
"because i know you wont like me back i can't force you to like me" you said she blinked "but i think i like you too?" she said tilting her head to the side you chuckle "are you really?" you ask her she nod
"yeah i um think about it from how you always uh—" you cut her off "no need to tell me the reason if you want it to be official then meet me uhm here tomorrow at 1 pm" you said took her hands placing a kiss on the back of her palm you proceed to walk away from her you dial your phone to your mum number placing your phone near your ears
"im not interested in that guy you can cancel the date" you said hanging up before walking back to your car you felt someone tug on your hand you turn around to see Yuzuha
"lets just make it official right now" she said with a big smile you tried to stay cool but failed as you pull her into a hug she laugh hugging you back
╰ DATE
date with her was simple it was either cafe date or a little home date
she would also suggest to have a amusement park date
she would take a lot of pictures of the both of you and a lot of your picture
but her favourite picture were the picture of the both of you have a big smile
if the both of you were having a cafe date you would talk about things like usual gossiping here and there and talk about Toman members especially her brother while the both of your hand intertwined resting on the table
if the both of you were having a home date you would be watching movie, doing shit you learnt from youtube, or maybe baking together or if the both of you were tired you would be staying in bed and cuddle until you both recharged
╰ GF HEADCANON
if anyone dare to make a comment about your relationship she would throw punch without hesitation
when she told Hakkai about your relationship he was smiling so big and proceed to call his Taka-chan telling Mitsuya he won the bet
she just stare at him impressed "what? its obvious you both are in love!" Hakkai said as he inch away from Yuzuha
she would be that protective type of gf and would make sure to keep her eyes on you
and also very possessive in healthy way of course she knew you are beautiful and she hate when the male look at you like you were a piece of meat or something and vice versa
she would also be that intimidating gf but actually a softie around her gf *scream*
she love it when she can do your make up and would let you do her make up in exchange
the both of you would play dress up and start a little run away contest in your or her house
she's also very caring but always forgot to take care of herself so you have to take care of her also <3
i think she wouldn't get jealous easily since she knew you like her—now turn into love—since your highschool year
but she would get jealous if it was another hot girl who have even plumper and curvier body than her flirt with you
when she's jealous she would be quieter than usual and always glaring and both you and the hoe flirting with you
if you push the woman away she would smile and hug your waist tight and drag you away—always deny if you ask her if she's jealous
if you flirt back she would glare at you cursing you in her head trying to calm herself maybe you were being polite but then when you keep going she will stomp toward you give a deathly glare to that woman and drag you away it always end up with her hugging her nuzzling into her while teasing her
when she push you away and told you to go to that woman you knew she was mad at you
she's also feel a little bit insecure, let me tell you Yuzuha is a confident woman she is but when it come to her partners she would always doubt herself a little bit
so if this happen you have to reassure her and promise her you were just kidding and promise her to not to do it ever again—she would make you to pinky promise her
"if you break your promise i would break your pinky" she said pouting look all innocent but you knew her threat can be a real threat if she saw you do it again
when you were arguing i think it would be a full screaming session
but if you hate screaming you would try to calm her down by back hugging her or kissing her apologizing first than the both of you would talk calmly
but if you have anger issues then the both of you would hurt each other with your words you wouldn't talk for a while but during the night you might or might not cuddle each other whispering your apologies
but if she's really mad you should let her do anything to let her anger out then you can pull her into your embrace running your hair through her long hair whispering sweet things to her
what else?
oh she always considered on staying with for the rest of her life
she love wearing you outfits especially your oversized t-shirt she's also love the feeling
she felt like you were hugging her
she's also like when you wear her clothes no matter what your sizes is
she's a small spoon and no one can argue me with this
we all know in what environment she grew up in, no love except between her and Hakkai
so i think she's touch starved once she learn how nice it was being held or being touched by someone she love like you
her love languages would be, act of service, physical touch and words of affirmation
she's very good at giving advice and she love taking care of you
when she's upset with other she would go and hug you then bury herself into your chest resting herself there and end up fall asleep
while when she's sad she would have this little pout, you have to confront her about this one, when you did she would hide herself in the crook of your neck letting her tears fall
she hate seeing people cry
it goes the same to you when you were upset or sad she would get it right away and try to help you to yk let your emotion out and she's always success on that
overall ver great girlfriend
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#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers headcanons#tokyo revengers x reader#yuzuha x reader#yuzuha shiba#yuzuha headcanon#yuzuha shiba x reader#yuzuha shiba tokyo revengers#yuzuha tokyo revengers
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The Balcony of the Treehouse pt.7
sleepy bois x reader au
no warnings:)
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Brisk air sent shivers down Technos arm as he stood on the balcony. Hed been standing there since he got the text from Y/n she was on her way back. His fingers were tapping the railing of the balcony impatiently.
Hes been patient, and hes hated every moment of it.
While she was gone, he paced for a while thinking of her. The he sat down staring at the ceiling, thinking of her, and then he paced some more, and thought some more. He did nothing really.
The whole five ish hours.
Five.
The entire five hours he was hyper analyzing every moment Y/n and wilbur had been together around him trying to think if she liked him or not.
He couldnt figure it out, because of his horrid memory but he definitely tried.
He wasnt sure how hed act if he had to see her with him. All the time. He didnt want her to be with him.
Techno was well aware he liked to ignore his feelings, especially when it involved the possibility of hurting his relationship with Y/n. But there was absolutely no way hed be able to stomach the idea of Y/n being with Wilbur in that way.
His stomach felt heavy as he heard Wilbur’s car pull into the driveway, and he anxiously waited to see Y/n make her way to the backyard.
Once he could see her, he smiled softly as she grinned up at him. He went back into the treehouse as she was making her way up.
“Techno!” Y/n burst into the room excitedly, quickly hugging Techno.
“Hey.” he gave a soft chuckle, returning the hug. “How was it? Did you have fun? Were they nice?” he questioned.
“It was so so so much fun!” Y/n pulled back to grin up at him.
“It was?” Techno was trying to sound happy that she had fun but he wasn't. He was hoping it was bad or awkward so she wouldn’t go again. Which now that he thought of it is really selfish..
She stared at him a moment, confused at why he sounded disappointed.
“Yeah..why do you look sad?” her head tilted in question.
He stared down at her, his gaze was soft but his frown was prominent. He traced her features with his eyes before he slowly pulled her to his chest. He wrapped his arms around her shoulders, hugging her tightly. His cheek was pressed against the top of her head.
Y/n slowly wrapped her arms around his middle, “Techno-”
“Shh just...Just shut up.” he murmured.
They stayed this way for a little while. The cold dewy night air clinging to their clothes and hair. Techno didn't want to ask her what she did or if they were nice, he didn't want to know any more about all the fun she had with wilbur.
“Can we go sit down?” Techno murmured into her hair.
Y/n pulled away from his chest to look up at him, she gave him a nod.
Reluctantly he let go of her and let her pull him into the treehouse to sit on the floor with him. He watched her sit then gesture to the spot in front of her. He pouted more, wanting to sit closer than that. Y/n noticed his expression and her shoulders fell, she sighed and opened her arms to him.
Techno slowly got to the floor and curled up in front of her with his head on her leg.
“I kinda missed you..” his tone was soft and he sounded almost hurt.
“Really?...” her hand was brushing his hair away from his forehead.
He waited a moment before he replied, “I was worried.”
“Why?” her hand was soft against his hair, he could tell she was trying to be extra gentle.
“Well you.. I didn't know what you were doing and…” he stumbled over his words. Techno hated vulnerability. He couldn't stand feeling weak.
He wasn’t one to talk of his feelings often, even with Y/n. He just wasnt good at it and he never felt the need to.
“And?” she murmured.
“I dunno…” he tried to shrug off the hint of a lie hidden in his tone. He avoided her gaze, he could tell he was worrying her and he hated to ruin her happy mood.
“Why are you so upset..” she wasn’t trying to pry or push him but she wanted to know why he was so upset.
Techno sat up straight to look at her. His eyes were soft but brave as if he were mentally trying to work himself up to say something.
“You were with Wilbur.” he had a childlike pout on his face.
“And?” she poked his leg and he grabbed her finger, holding it.
“Alone with Wilbur.” he stared at her hand, messing with a ring she was wearing on her pointer finger.
“I'm still not getting the point here..” Y/n kept her eyes on his even though he wasn't looking at her.
“Y/n..” he finally looked up at her. He was ashamed. He didn’t want to say it.
“Techno.”
“Please dont make me say it..” he was wincing slightly, holding her hand fully now.
“Say what Techno?” she slid her thumb over the back of his hand.
“I love you.” it was rushed and he instantly regretted it.
“I love you too but- whats that got to do with anything?” she tilted her head as Techno sighed and looked towards their hands again.
“I-.. nevermind.” of course she just thought he was saying it in a friend way! They do it all the time. He felt like an idiot.
“No id like to talk about this please.” she squeezed his hand.
“I just..Y/n..I love you more..Than just in a friend way.” his eyes were back on her, but he was looking at her brows, her nose, her cheeks. Anywhere but her eyes.
“Oh…” she said softly.
“Oh?..” he raised his brows.
“My statement still stands. I love you too.” she pulled apart their hands, moving his fingers around with hers. His heart swelled and he grinned. She barely said anything and his whole mood was flipped.
“Like?...” he leaned forward a bit, teasingly almost. Hearing her say it filled his ego and gave him some confidence. He wanted all of her praise and compliments.
“Yes Techno. Gosh you're dense.” she scoffed.
“How am I dense?!” he exclaimed, Him? Dense?
“Techno I..you..we kissed? And you- I-” she stuttered, a soft blush creeping up her cheeks.
“Oh right..” his soft smile was causing a similar one on Y/ns face as he stared at her for a moment.
“Yeah! Right!” she scoffed, a small airy laugh following.
Techno shook his head looking down, then back at her.
He felt happy and calm, but still nervous. There was a whole new air around them. Completely different. It was still comfortable and homey, but it was different.
“I know I’ve asked you this before..but I want to ask again.” he pulled her a tad closer.
She gave a soft nod as a response.
“Actually, come with me.” Techno stood, an arm extended down to her. She took his hand allowing him to pull her up. She was going to let go of her hand but he held hers tightly.
He pulled her out of the little door of the treehouse, and onto the balcony.
He pulled her to face him, only inches in front of him.
Y/n looked up, the clear sky full of stars above them.
Techno put his pointer and thumb on her chin, pulling it down to look at him.
“Hi.” she said softly, a nervous look in her eyes.
“Hi y/n..” he smiled softly, his heart melted at her mooney eyes.
“So you have a question?..” her small hand made its way to his forearm as his hand slid to her cheek. Not to pull his arm away, to hold it closer actually.
“I do..” he sighed softly before continuing, “You said you were before, but this time I really mean it when I ask,” he paused as he stared at her rosy cheeks under the moonlight.
“Are you mine?” his tone was soft but his words struck her deeply.
Her face felt warm and her brain felt almost fuzzy, his face was so close to hers.
She gave a small nod before she lunged forward a bit, taking him off guard as she pressed her lips to his.
His free arm wrapped around her middle as he hugged her to him.
There were no cliche sparks, but the kiss was somehow soft and sweet. He was surprised shed kissed him, but he wasnt complaining.
There was nothing steamy about the kiss, they simply held eachother, and they were gentle.
Techno was the first to pull away, his thumb brushing her strawberry tinted cheek softly.
He could faintly see the reflection of the stars in her eyes as she looked up at him, neither smiled nor laughed. But they didnt need to. They didnt need to express largely how ecstatic they both were to have expressed their shared feelings, they already knew.
Techno could tell by the slight jitter in her hands, and the way she was patiently waiting for him to say something first before she exploded or something. He was sure she was going to talk his ear off about it soon enough.
He just wanted to stare at her a little longer.
He felt so whole in that moment. He didn’t want or need anything else.
Just her, him, and the balcony of the treehouse.
#a small ending#but not the end#sleepy bois x reader au#sleepy bois inc#sleepy bois x reader#sleepy bois fanfic#sleepy bois#sleepy bois au#philza#technoblade#techno fanfic#techno x reader#technoblade fanfic#technoblade x reader#wilbur soot#wilbursootfluff#wilbur soot x reader#tommyinnit
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oh yeah! their relationship made sense and at least didnt have the weird stuff sns had to endure -yk, the killing most of the time. No idea about eremin but satosugu? Oh that doomed love was real and idc what anyone says, the tragedy its too good.
Bkdk is strange to know, bc a lot of ppl who are vocal about their opinions about them are really against it, but there are also random ppl who see it and assume they are endgame/already a couple or are starting to "accept" the author wants that for them (in "" bc horikoshi hasn't confirmed nor denied anything). The fact no girl is "assigned" to bkg its too funny -yeah he isnt swinging that way, he prefers to obsess over All Might or his childhood friend and thats it.
More ranting incoming! This is now a ranting chain! + some meta ideas????
It would be sooo bad for them both to just get married and have a child -any possibility of them being a cute couple in canon, with a satisfying ending, has vanished. Once again ill say it, if he developed them more, this kind of ending would be tiring and cliche, but at least make some sense, make some ppl happy or dont mind it. Now?? So many chances to make it more romantic, even if bad written, so many chances to say fuck off with the bkdk... I'll never get over Izuku's rejection of Toga's love. Ne-ver.
Himiko whose feelings are closer to Ochako's towards Izuku and serve as a way to connect them together, is rejected. Ochako who sees this, who admits she understands her love and agrees in different aspects, doesn't even think about telling Izuku anything -her confession is for Himiko, not him. The "big" reveal of her feelings is interrupted, because this isn't his place to be, this isn't his fight not issue. Izuku, who rejects Himiko explaining how he gets admiring someone and wanting to be close to them, but that's not what romantic love is about bc that's what he feels for All Might. All Might. Fucking All Might.
No mention of Katsuki "Kacchan" Bakugou, even when Midoriya admits he admires him, has since their childhood, and also feels like he was this amazing person closer to him than All Might? When he thinks, but doesn't say, he imitates him without even thinking, and can't hate those nasty parts of himself because that's what made Kacchan Kacchan? No mention of him when saying "yes you can admire someone and feel good being around them and imitating them, but that isn't romantic love"? But what we get is "for all of his triumphs, he is still a damn nerd"?
Literally what was the reason. How can you do that accidentally? It was easy to mention him too, it would:
Provide more "evidence" for his argument
Shut down bkdk
Establish their friendship more and state how he usually admires ppl in a platonic way, which could then be used to explain how he loves Ochako without having that kind of situation of imitating her in particular.
It was literally so easy to do this, just adding "and also I feel this way towards Kacchan!" without needing to give more context as he usually tends to do that leaving others confused.
This addition could also add a little gag scene, maybe with Himiko being all confused about who tf Kacchan is, or Ochako thinking "okay Deku-kun no need to drag her more".
But no, the decision of not shutting bkdk down was made, along with no giving Ochako and Izuku more intimacy when it was easy. This is just- not "idk how to write a good romance so I'll just avoid it until I have no choice", the "there's no choice but adding romance in this moment" scenes have been happening and still there's nothing like that! WHY?
The last time something slightly romantic happened was with the gifts they received and Izuku blushing and Ochako receiving the keychain, and still... for him it was more of a gag scene, probably bc "omg I have never received a gift from someone else and its from a GIRL who is MY FRIEND?", and for her it gave her a symbol that connects her to Himiko later on thru their feelings for Deku.
Look, im going to make a silly and cute izuocha scene prompt I just thought about and would be easy to add in any moment: Izuku is there, in a war, and a thing that makes him feel calmer is remembering the mochis he received, and how much he wishes to eat some more with her in particular and the rest of the class. Cute, simple, bittersweet, adorable. Another variation, asking Ochako if they'll eat mochis when the war ends (during their talk before the second war. "We'll stop them. After we do that, would you go and eat mochis with me?" or something similar), or instead of saying a boyfriend is someone you go to amusement parks n eat crepes with, say eat mochis. This super silly and simple concept would add much depth to them in an easy way:
It shows how important and precious her gift and presence is to him
It connects their feelings, as they both received from the other the gifts, making it almost "destiny" in a fun way to end up together.
Its cute
It doesn't need to much time nor too much thought behind it, even if you dont know how to write romance is easy to see how this could connect them both.
It sets up a future date we dont even need to see -another positive point when you dont really know how to show romantic love with these characters, when it's implied we just assume they'll go in that date.
The readers could assume the depth of Izuku's feelings matches Ochako's.
The most possible izuocha canon route I have seen is the importance of the meaning she gave to the nickname, but I dont really see this as enough -in the manga, that line is also related to a darker theme from Katsuki's point of view, and its how "because he has to do his best", that means isolating himself and fighting alone. And now that I think about it, even with the class and more ppl cheering for him, he is still "fighting alone". In that final page, he is the one who gets to AFO and punches him, and everyone else is helping with a supporting role to make things easier -which is great and needed! But in the end, he is the only one that can do it apparently, and he easily feels comfort in that to prove to everyone how worthy he is of that power/gift/curse.
Katsuki having OFA for a little in the past, seeing a vestige, and starting the you can do it/good luck chain in a different page chapters ago... Well. Im just thinking.
i have an issue I see with ppl trying to make shippers "understand" their ship could not become canon, and I dont think many would expect it.
Why are we pretending being in your late 30s is being middle age? Dont get me wrong, being a middle aged person doesn't have to mean anything about someone, but its just- not middle age literally.
I dont really understand bringing that up anyways, iit feels wrong to me to believe just ppl in their teens and 20s could ever do anything pro LGBT+ in general... I find it insulting, as if this is a new thing or impossible to believe older people could believe in queerness in a positive light or be queer themselves. The main reason in the west, and im assuming other parts of the world, there arent as many or as visible is, well, because people were dying because of the AIDS crisis + the isolation from being older and every single public space made for or just young queers or cishet older adults.
I get the point, but if I remember correctly every time I see someone trying to do that (of course im believing they have the best intentions in mind), they have to bring up how this is a Japanese middle aged man as a good enough reason.
I don't really mind about what others want to believe or how much they care in terms of shipping -if you prefer to be casual and not paying that much attention to what's canon or not, good for you! Many ppl are also like that and its completely valid, here in this side of Tumblr might seem like all of us believe and theorize about their endgame potential bc we are the ones that usually make more posts or longer content. But I dont like those assumptions about queerness being tied to young westerners, and I wanted to rant a little bit.
Again, I dont believe that was the intention in any of those posts, and im not trying to call out anyone, just rant.
#grrr talking#okay this is half ranting half theory half meta LMAO#feel free to ignore me#im sleep deprived#they consume me
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What would frat Peter! Be like if he found out the reader is a Virgin?
i put to much time into this
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Warnings : SMUT! (dirty talk, slight degrading, protected sex, oral [fem rec]), cursing, floof, peter going from simp to cocky real quick
Word Count : 4.6k (okay why is this longer than 90% of my oneshots i-)
Frat!Peter finding out the fem!reader is a virgin
It all starts when you and Mj are lounging in your shared apartment watching a movie like you both did every Sunday
The both of you were cuddled into the endless amount of blankets on either side of the couch, eyes trained on the bright screen in front of you
But your mind was focused on something else, namely a certain brown haired boy that just couldn’t seen to leave you alone
Peteyboi💗👀: hows the movie going lovebug??
you : lovebug?
you : thats a new one
Peteyboi💗👀: just trying out new things
Peteyboi💗👀: spicing stuff up a bit yk?
Peteyboi💗👀: do you like it?
you : im not really opposed to it
Peteyboi💗👀: ill add it to the list then
you : list?!
Peteyboi💗👀: pretend you didn't read that
You giggled at your boyfriends words, mouthing a quick sorry to MJ when she gave you a hard glare with the sudden burst of noise
But you couldn't help it, every time you saw the notification pop up on your phone, you couldn't help but act like a lovesick teenager falling in love for the first time
At this point the both of you had been dating for around seven months
Seven months of cliche coffee dates and pulling all nighters
Seven months of stolen kisses in the library or holding hands under the table during lectures
Seven months of pure bliss
“So why haven’t you guys fucked yet?” MJ said abruptly shaking you out of your love sick stare texting Peter
“I’m sorry, what!?”
“You know,” she pounded her fist into the palm of her hand repeatedly, “Sex,”
“What- I-” you shook your head, trying to process her words, “How did this come up all of a sudden?”
“Since you decided to ignore me on our movie night,” she smirked, “Were you sexting him?”
“WHAT!”
“So I’ll take that as a no?”
“Yes thats a no!” you buried yourself further into the blankets, “Should-” you took a deep breath, “should it be a yes?”
“I don’t know, should it?”
“Oh that’s a good question! Almost like I already asked it,”
Mj laughed at your pouty glare
“No, no it shouldn’t,” she rested a comforting hand on your leg, “Do you want it to be though?”
Yes you did
More than anything
It was stupid, but what you had with Peter was different from anything you’ve had with other people in the past
He was everything a girl could ask for, smart, caring and a sweet personality that could make anyone smile
Let’s not mention his impressive build
And out of all the girls and guys that threw themselves at him, he choose you to love
You wanted to take that step with him, but you were scared that he would reject you
You weren’t experienced, in any way, to the point where you were completely innocent
And you were dating a frat boy, the name that carried the reputation of sleeping around with most people on campus
How could you match up to that?
You couldn’t help but feel insecure in that area
The most you’ve ever went with Peter was a heavy make-out, it happened quite often too but he always stopped things before they went any further
There wasn’t any explanation, only peter bringing you close to cuddle for the rest of the night, forgetting the spit covering his lips and neck
Which lead you to make your own and none of them were exactly positive
Didn’t stop you from imagining a life where he wouldn’t drop you figuring how untalented you were in bed though
Or just daydreaming of him railing you out of existence
im looking you
“Yes?” you covering your face with your hands, embarrassed with your confession, “I don’t know about him though,”
MJ was aware that you were a virgin but only scoffed at your answer, “Oh come on, that boy is head over heels for you, why wouldn’t he want to fuck you,”
You felt your face heat up with the choose of words, “If he did wouldn’t he have made a move by now?”
“Better question, have you noticed his moves,”
Her question made you think as she continued
“Because I sure have,”
“What do you mean?”
She rolled her eyes, “The looks he gives you when your not paying attention,” she started to count on her fingers, “Always touching you, constantly, like all the time. Biting his lip anytime you do anything remotely sexual and always blushes afterwards because he caught himself. Oh! Remember that time you wore that skirt? Like the pretty tight one? Yeah, his eyes were on your ass for like the whole day-”
“Okay, okay you could stop now I get it,” you groaned, “How do you know all of this?”
“I’m observant,”
“Makes sense.”
“The point is, he’s is definitely interested in you Y/n, it’s just a matter of you showing interest back.”
“I-” you sighed, “I can’t do that mj,”
“Like hell you can’t,” she rolled your eyes but pried your hands away from your face softly, “Do you want him to be your first Y/n?”
You nodded your head, “Yeah,” you looked back at her, “Yeah, I do,”
“Then you need to talk it out with him, see where you both stand when it comes to that regard in your relationship,”
“I know, I know, I’m just scared for his reaction,”
MJ only sighed, “This is Peter we’re talking about y/n, he’d respect your boundaries until your ready, and I know you’ll respect his. Its just a matter of who makes the first step,”
“Okay, okay,” you took a deep breath, “I’ll just ask him when I could see him again and just-” you paused, “Ask him,”
“There we go!” MJ cheered as you reached for your phone
Peteyboi💗👀: hello??
Peteyboi💗👀: hellooooooooo
Peteyboi💗👀: is this about the list?
Peteyboi💗👀: i promise ill try them all out sugar
Peteyboi💗👀: ...
Peteyboi💗👀: tbh i didnt like that one
You looked up at MJ, motivated by her reassuring eyes and words, you texted back
you : dont worry petey, the list is cute 😂
Peteyboi💗👀: good good
Peteyboi💗👀: did mj catch you??
you : maybe
you : i blame your clinginess
Peteyboi💗👀: i thought you said you liked my clinginess🥺
you : never said it was a bad thing 😘
Peteyboi💗👀: you implied it tho 😪
you : nah
you : i think thats just you
“What did he say?” MJ interrupted, her legs bouncing up and down anxiously
“I- uh, didn’t get to it yet,”
“I will take that phone, throw it across the room and make you do this in person if you keep stalling,”
You didn’t want to test her words
you : i miss you tho
Peteyboiiii💗👀: sorry babe, just been really busy with the internship
you : i know petey dw
you : do you know when you’ll be free next?
Peteyboiiii💗👀: uuuuhhhh
Peteyboiiii💗👀: the guys are suppose to be out Thursday
Peteyboiiii💗👀: i was suppose to tell you tomorrow but you beat me too it😂
you : oh really?
Peteyboiiii💗👀: would be just the two of us...
fuck circumstances
you : its a date then?
Peteyboiiii💗👀: hey! thats my line😤
you : sorry for stealing your thunder loverboy
Peteyboiiii💗👀: 👁👄👁
you : oh so you could do pet names but i cant???
Peteyboiiii💗👀: never said it was a bad thing 👀
you : ...
you : goodnight peter
The couple of days leading up to the Thursday were stressful to say the least
But MJ was there to hype you up, telling you everything that you should expect, what signals to use and even going out of her way to buy you a red set of lingerie
“It’s going to be awkward at first-”
“Well no shit it’s going to be awkward at first,”
“Hey! No talking back to your teachers,”
“Sorry...”
The drive to the house was nerve wrecking
You were anxious to see his reaction, but even with the doubt clouding your head, there was a ray of light that passed through, reminding you that Peter wasn’t that type of guy
That these past months have proved that he loved you, and you loved him
That he wanted this just as much as you did
You just needed to show him that
He greeted you at the door with a bear hug, rocking you back and forth in his arms
“I’ve missed you angel,” he whispered into your ear, pressing a kiss to your neck that made the hairs on your skin raise
“Angel?” you squeaked, “Where did that come from?”
“The list remember?” he pulled back, beaming brighter than you’ve ever seen, “going down one by one. I quite like this one though,” his voice lowered, “Angel, suites you don’t your think?”
“Yeah,” you cleared your throat, “Could we go inside?”
“Yeah of course,” his hand squeezed your waist, moving to small of your back and leading you inside
You didn't know how long you could last. With the new pet names, your hyperawareness to his touch and all of his words suddenly having new meaning behind them
You started to miss being so oblivious
“It’s been so long since we’ve had a day together, holy shit,” he said, falling back against the cushions of his couch with his thighs spread making you gulp, “come here,”
“Huh?”
He pouted, “I want to cuddle with my girlfriend so come here,”
the dude likes cuddles leave him alone
You shook your head, remembering MJ’s words,
“First step, get into the bedroom,”
“Wouldn’t it be more comfortable in your room?”
Peter’s head tilted to the side in confusion, “We have the whole house to ourselves and you want to spend it in my room?”
You nodded, walking up to him and stretching out your hand for him to take, “What’s so wrong with your room?”
“nothing, nothing,” he sighed taking your hand and standing up, “Just not as comfy as the couch,”
“You’re just being dramatic,”
“Dramatic?” he teased, raising your hand to spin you around, pulling your back to his chest, “I know nothing of a sort,”
You knew it was suppose to be playful, you knew he was just teasing you like he always did
But the feeling of his hard chest against your back, his hair tickling the base of your throat and his arms wrapped strongly around your waist, keeping you tight against him
You couldn't help but imagine this in a very different scenario
“Ready to go then?”
You nodded, not sure if you could even form words correctly at that point
Peter smirked and within one motion he had you in his arms bridal style, taking you to the stairs that lead to his room
“Nothing of a sort my ass,” you mumbled into his neck, cracking a smile when you felt the vibrations of his chuckles rumble from his chest
“You should know me well enough by now angel,” he kicked open his door, closing it back with the heel of his shoe, “I like to play,”
You sure fucking hoped so
You shrieked when he threw you down on his bed, hopping on top of you and holding you down so you couldn’t move
“Peter!” you whined, giggling when his fingers trailed up your side
“What’s wrong angel?” he kissed your noise, moving to kiss your cheeks, your forehead and finally a small peck on your pouty lips, “Do you not like this,”
“No, no, no,” you cupped his face, keeping him still do you could look at him directly, “I love this,”
“good,” he whispered, bumping his nose against yours, lips brushing against each other, “Good,”
“great,” you whispered back, hesitantly raising your head to connect your soft lips on his
It was slow, reminding you of the first time you kissed in the park, trying to figure out you’d lead, you’d follow. Getting the timing right when opening your mouths, and tilting your heads at the right angle for the perfect combination of comfort and touch
It was almost like he was memoizing the motion, stopping after every movement before continuing again sometimes with the same thing or trying out something new
Soon enough his hands gripped the side of your waist, pulling you up slightly to flip the both of you over so that you were on top
He pulled you closer, your chest practically moulding into his when his tongue swiped along your bottom lips, asking for entrance
You gave it to him immediately, letting him explore your mouth in any way he wanted
It went on like that for a few minutes, just the two of you sloppily making out in the middle of his bed. You tried to take it a bit further, grinding your hips subtly but his grip tightened and he pulled away, pressing his forehead against yours
“I missed that angel,” he whispered, grinning at your small giggle
“Me too,” you paused, letting out a shaky breath, trying to recover from the kiss and ignore the wet feeling in your pants, “Could I ask you something?”
“Anything,”
It was now or never, “Why did you stop?”
“Well I- uh, didn’t think you would want to kiss for the rest of the day,” he laughed to cover the crack in his voice, “I know I’m irresistible angel, but you don’t want to wear me out so soon,”
You bit your lip, “But what if that’s what I want?”
Peter’s eyes widened as he shifted on the bed, “You- you want that?”
“Only if you do,” you started to regret your words, “You know what? Just forget I said anything-”
He quickly cut you off with a kiss making you gasp lightly at the sudden contact, “I want that more than anything,” he said quickly, “It’s just- I don’t want to force you into anything, didn’t want to make you feel obligated in any way,”
“I- I want this peter,” your said, feeling the heaviness on your chest disappear, “I want this with you,”
“Are you sure?”
“More than anything.”
“Okay, okay,” he nodded, trying to hid his smile as he lifted you off his lap, laying you gently on the bed, “Hold on, I’ll be right back,”
You watched with your head tilted in confusion when peter walked out of the room only to come back with a blindfold in his hands
“Petey, as much as i would love to, you know it’s my first time and uh-”
He quickly caught on to what your implying, burning bright red, “No, no, no that’s not what this is for,” he scratched the back of his neck, “I want your first time to be special and this is a bit rushed but I want to surprise you and make it nice,”
“Oh,” you stood up, “Okay yeah,”
Peter walked behind you, gently laying the blindfold around your eyes and tying it behind your head. He leaned down to place a cheeky kiss on your neck, trailing up to behind your ear
“Stay here,” he demanded softly before stepping away leaving you frozen in place
He couldn’t help but stand back for a few minutes and admire your state. Your feet were tilted inward, hands rubbing your shoulders with your head tilted down
The perfect display of submission
But he had to kick those thought aside, just for today
After a couple of minutes of waiting, you jumped when you felt hands on your arms, calming when you recognised the rough skin
“Are you ready?” he could hear the smile in his words
“Yes,”
The blind fold feel from your face, your eyes blinked rapidly, trying to adjust to the light
But it was a lot darker than before, the lights dimmed drawing attention to the groups of candles sitting on his nightstand. The sheets were different as well, the white blankets replaced with soft black ones, the grey pillows now red with intricate designs sewn into them
“It isn't much but, I hope it’s everything you dreamed it would be,”
“It’s that and more Peter,” you smiling, turning around in his arms to place a quick kiss to his cheek, “Now it’s time for my surprise,”
You pushed him down on the edge of the bed, turning around and taking off your hoodie, shuffling out of your black tights to reveal the lingerie
You turned around with a harsh exhale, feelings small under his gaze
“fuck, you were ready for tonight weren’t you baby?”
You fiddled with your fingers in front of him, “MJ helped me,”
“Figured,” he took your hand, pulling you back to gently straddle his waist, “You’d be beautiful in a potato sack angel, you have nothing to worry about,”
You shook your head, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and settling in his lap, “I find that hard to believe,”
“Then let me show you,”
He leaned in, kissing your lips briefly and pulling back, smirking when you mindlessly chased them
“tease,” you muttered, your forehead falling against his
“You love it,”
“Yeah, yeah I do,”
You both leaned back in, your mouths perfectly in sync as your lips moved against one another, the practise before hand helping tremendously
Your arms tightened around his neck, your hands running through his soft brown locks, tugging lightly on the strands
He groaned into your mouth, bitting the your bottom lip and pulling lightly, “You’re going to be the death of me angel, you know that?”
You only giggled, “Seems more like a you problem,”
“Oh? Is that how it is,”
You nodded shyly, playing with the edge of his shirt, “I just think it’s unfair that I’m the only one without a shirt on,”
Peter bit his bottom lip, reaching down and pulling off his shirt and connecting your lips right after. He hooked his arms under your thighs, lifting you up as he stood and lying you back down on the bed
He moved his lips from yours, down your throat to your colour bone, leaving his own marks in the process
Sealing you as his
And his only
“Can I?” he gestured to the front clip of your bra
You nodded, lost in the feelings of his lips on your skin
“Words angel,”
“Yes, yes please,”
He laughed, “Didn’t even get to the main event and you’re already begging for me,”
You whined, “Peter,”
“Sorry, sorry,” he mumbled, unclipping the garment, helping you raise slightly so he could fully discard it to the side
“Beautiful,” he whispered before latching his mouth on your left nipple, stimulating the other with his forefinger and thumb
“Oh my god,” your hand shot to his hair, tugging at them slightly while the other took the sheets tightly in its palm
“Feeling good angel?” he smirked knowing damn well the answer
He just wanted to hear you say it
“So good Peter,”
He chuckled, switching to the other nipple, “We haven’t even reached the good part Y/n,”
You only let out a shaky sigh, your hand falling from his hair once he started to move further down your body
He liked that he could make you melt with the minimum things he could do
He wanted to remind you that he had the power to do so
And you enjoyed it
Your back arched when he kissed down your stomach, his fingers trailing down the side and hooking them on the lace of your panties
He looked up at you, waiting for your confirmation
“Please,” you said once again, raising your legs slightly so he could take them off easily
“So needy,” he muttered, taking them off in once motion, crawling back up to place himself between your thighs, “Going to make you feel so good angel, so fucking good,”
His arms wrapped themselves snuggly around the base of your leg, pulling your core down closer to his face
“Ready?” he purred, trailing kisses up your thigh
“Yes,”
“Good.”
He took a bold lick up the length of your pussy, his tongue swirling around the bud of your clit
“Holy fuck Peter!” you shouted, bitting down on your finger to suppress your noise
“No, no, no angel I want to hear you,” he almost growled, “I want to hear you scream for me, know that I’m the only one that would ever get to hear and make you feel this way,”
His possessiveness turned you on even more
You slowly moved your hand from your mouth, placing it down by your side as peter continued eating your pussy like a starved man, listening to your moans and paying attention to your sudden jerks and reactions to his movements
“Taste so good angel, fuck. I’ve been fantasising about this moment ever since I laid eyes on you,” his fingers started to play with your lips, “The things i’ve wanted to do you, to absolutely ravish you, make you my own” he plunged his finger slowly into you, his strength keeping you pressed against the mattress, “But that’s for later, today is all about you,”
You couldn't even form a word when he added a second finger, sending your head back against the pillows. It was so much, his mouth toying with your clit, his fingers entering you that were so much thicker than yours, hitting places that made your eyes roll to the back of your head in pleasure
With the third finger you could feel something change, a sudden spike run up your body, clearing your mind of everything but the feelings of your high quickly approaching
“Peter I-”
“Going to cum angel? Gonna cum all over fingers?”
“Yes Peter fuck!”
“Go ahead Y/n, cum for me,”
You high reached with his words, shaking your body. Peter slowed his pace, dragging out your orgasm for as long as possible
He crawled back up your body, stilling his fingers inside of you while littering your blown out face with kisses, awarding you with his touch
“You did so well angel,” he whispered, “So fucking well,”
“Really milking the use out of that name huh?” you managed to mummer, throwing your arms lazily around his neck, not wanting him to leave any time soon
“Do you want me to change it?” he teased, pulling out his fingers, muttering a small sorry when you winced
He brought his fingers to his mouth, sucking your wetness of his skin while more continued to form at his dirty display
“How about...” his fingers popped out of his mouth, moving to caress your face, leaving a trail of his spit down your cheek, “Princess, my pretty princess,”
Your legs clenched at his tone and new name, making Peter giggle, “Princess it is then,”
He reached over to his bedside table, grabbing a condom and ripping the package open. He rolled the plastic on his impressing length, making you both drool and scared that that’s what was going inside of you
When he took off his sweatpants? you didn’t know
He flipped the both of you over for what felt like the hundredth time that day. His hands were tight on your hips, keeping you hovered over his hard cock
“We go at your pace okay?” his looked at you with dark eyes, “Are you sure that-”
You cut him off with a messy kiss, taking his member into your hand and guiding it to your hole
“You talk to much,” you mumbled, taking the red tip inside you with a groan
He moaned with you, your pussy tight and snug
“Take it easy,” he whispered, whipping off a bead of sweat that began to form on your forehead, “We have all the time in the world,”
“So big,” you whimpered, slowly take him inch by inch. Soon enough you started to loose balance on your knees, falling forward with your hands on his chest and your thighs relaxing, letting him bottom out inside of you
“Fuck,” you both said in unison, letting out a breathy laugh
“It kinda hurts,”
“Well I’m not exactly average in that department-”
You scoffed, moving around on his lap, trying to find a comfortable position
“Tell me how you’re feeling princess,”
“It- it’s getting better,” you were fully relaxed now, “I- I want to start moving,”
“Go ahead Y/n,” he raised himself up so that his chest was pressed against yours, “I’ll guide you okay?”
“Okay, okay,”
You started moving up and down, more so just humping his body because your legs already starting to feel weak
But peter was patient with you, constantly making sure you were okay and keeping his eyes on your body
Not like he wanted to take them of of you
You looked angelic above him
No wonder the name suited you so much
Your mouth open, hips moving slowly bringing the both of you pleasure you’ve never experience before
He wanted to keep that picture in his mind forever, framed in his memory
Because you weren’t some girl at a party he picked up or guy he drunkly made out with
You were someone he loved, with all his heart
That trusted him enough to share this moment with him
And just perfect an every way
“You’re doing so well princess,” he groaning, staring to rut his hips back into yours, making your moans grow even louder
“Fuck,” you fell against his chest, “Peter,”
“You want me to take control princess? Too fucked out already?” he couldn’t help himself while muttering those words, getting lost in the feeling of you
“Please peter I can’t-” he cried, “Please,”
“I got you princess,” he planted his feet on the mattress, thrusting up roughly into you, “I always got you,”
He began pounding into you, gradually getting faster and faster as your whines and moans grew louder and louder
Your second orgasm was quick on its way, and with Peter’s pace becoming irregular, you could tell he was almost there as well
“So fucking tight princess,” he groaned, pressing his cheek against yours, “Are you close,”
You mewled in response
“Cum with me princess, scream my name and cum on my cock,”
“Peter!” you shouted, cumming hard on his member and sagging against his chest
You could feel the condom begin to fill up inside of you, his hips stilling against yours
Part of you wondered how it would feel shooting inside of you without the protection
From there it was a blur, the feelings of peters lips against your skin, his arms wrapped around you, something cold and wet moving across your body
You caught your bearings when Peter pulled you into his chest, his shirt now covering your form along with the same fluffy blankets that covers the couch downstairs
Peter started, “That was-”
“Amazing,” you finished for him, giggling and cuddling further into his chest
Peter looked down at you, his hand caressing your face like he did moments before but this time his touch was filled with comfort and reassurance, “Are you alright?”
“Better than I’ve ever been,” you giggled, peter chuckling along with you
“I think I’m going to need to start adding names to that list,”
You looked up at him, “Like what?”
He sighed, a sly smile forming on his face
“I think I’ll start off with my little slut,”
...
fun fact, this was originally gonna be different types of frat peter like cocky, soft etc like some fucking frat peter multi verse but i just lost interest halfway through.
My mind just said no♥️ so i scraped that and this was born instead
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first kiss w bakugou
yes i love this!! here u go anon!!
ok so i hc TWO versions. the first one is if you guys were “enemies to lovers” type of situation:
the first “kiss” or lip to lip contact would be completely an accident
you two were arguing about something and shit happened which led to your lips meeting bakugou’s for a split second
he’d be the one to pull away first and look so confused
it was his first kiss ;)
bakugou would avoid you afterwards but would attempt to not make it too obvious
“bakugou! are you avoiding me?? dont tell me its because we made lip contact the other day-”
“shut the hell up! who the fuck said i was avoiding you?!”
this is how he develops feelings for you though
he doesnt understand why he keeps craving that physical contact with you over and over again
beats himself up for being a “freak”
ok second part where you two are already in a relationship!:
you wouldve never guessed that bakugou would sometimes fantasize about kissing you because he always seems uninterested in all of that
literally the only thing that changes after you guys become a thing is him becoming a more protective and possessive about you. dont expect him to do a 180 and become the softest and clingiest man alive
i fr dont think that bakugou has the balls to initiate the first kiss. mostly because he doesnt really know if youre comfortable yet and also because he hates awkward situations
it’d probably happen when you two are alone somewhere like his/your dorm, or maybe even outside if there are no people around
you could out of nowhere kiss his lips or should i say “give him a peck” when he is reading or studying something next to you
ACT QUICK BECAUSE HE HAS SUPERHUMAN REFLEXES. I RECOMMEND YOU KISS HIM FROM A DISTANCE WHERE IT’D TAKE HALF A SECOND TO REACH HIS LIPS WITH YOURS BUT ALSO HAVE THE OPTION TO BACK AWAY IMMEDIATELY AVAILABLE ‼️
once you kiss him, his eyes would widen
it’d take him a while to realize what the hell just happened
PLEASE SAY SOMETHING- ANYTHING!! BECAUSE HE WILL STAY SILENT AND IT WILL BECOME MORE AWKWARD
SLIDE IN A JOKE LIKE, “bet you liked that huh” FOR HIS SAKE
idk but i feel like bakugou would be like
“who gave you consent to kiss me!?”
or
“the hell?!”
(he says this because he is very nervous and flustered. dont take it personally)
for a whole MONTH he will think about how your lips felt pressed against his own
100/10 wants to feel them again but he doesnt know how
so he’d constantly look for the perfect moment to properly kiss you or attempt to kiss you
when he does this, he will grab your hands still because he doesnt want you to move but also use this as a signal to tell you that everything is okay (?) if that makes sense
yeah it is awkward. he is literally kissing you while restraining your hands lol
oh god, after the kissing part, he wont slowly tear himself off of you and do the cliche “eye contact moment” with you. he would QUICKLY let go of you and look away with an OBVIOUS blush plastered on his face
“w-we’re equal now”
(he is referring to the fact that you had kissed him first and you know his typical mentality of not wanting to “owe” nobody nothing)
let him cool down because his heart is literally about to burst out of his chest
on his own time he will probably try not to think too much about it because it gets him flustered
which he fails on doing so because its the only thing on his mind for a loooong time
its so funny seeing him try and act like nothing had happened between you guys because this boy doesnt know how else to approach you after that
i feel like it’d turn into a game for you guys to initiate the kisses by taking turns ?? it’s obviously an excuse to eat each other’s faces off 😏
the taking turns thing will be soon forgotten and kissing will become natural (but this doesnt mean that he will stop feeling awkward!)
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fugitives
pairing: alex law x reader (gender neutral; no y/n)
warnings: food mention, swearing, Extremely Soft alex, cliche flower date, literally all fluff because thats my brand i guess
summary: alex law is a lot of things, but he most definitely is not a shitty boyfriend.
3k words alex lawies! what! i dont even know what this is. soppy romantic stuff. i love this stupid criminal man too much and no one can stop me. all i can write is fluff. everyday i wake up and choose yearning
You almost groaned as you were brought out of a vague sort of sleep for the third time that night, your boyfriend going through another bout of shifting around for the thousandth time. Alex had always had on and off issues with falling asleep, what he attributed to having a brain that just never stopped or slowed down enough to relax unless he was completely exhausted. You understood what he meant, you only wished you could do something to help. You had tried getting him to read, or relaxing to music before sleep, but neither seemed to help much for him.
As he shifted around again, tangling and untangling his legs with yours multiple times before tossing his head to the side in frustration, you scooted away from your usual place tucked into his side. You had hopes that giving him space without you being half on top of him might help him find a comfortable enough position to fall asleep. Soon, you began to doze off again, your body tuning out his tossing and turning just enough before you were woken up by him whispering your name when he stilled. You replied in a sleepy hum, not quite coherent enough to form any words at the moment.
“Are you mad at me?” You blinked your eyes open at that, confused.
“No, Alex, why d’you think that?”
“You moved away from me.”
“I thought maybe you would be more comfortable that way is all.” You yawned, closing your eyes again.
“I’m sorry.”
“S’okay.” There was a beat of silence, and you thought he had tried to fall asleep again before he reached out for you and pulled you back into his arms, his front pressed tightly against your back. You smiled at the return of his warmth, much preferring to sleep with him holding you or vice versa. More moments of quiet passed, and you began to get sleepy again. But once more, Alex’s voice brought you back to the waking world.
“When’s the last time we went on a date?”
“What?” You mumbled, not sure if you heard him right.
“I don’t know when the last time we went out together was.” He shifted against you again to push his legs between yours, his cold feet settling against your calves. You easily fought the urge to shiver, used to his icy palms and feet pressing against your skin or warmth during the night.
“We went out to the pub just last week.” You replied, becoming fully awake now. A frustrated puff of air from Alex met the back of your neck.
“I’d hardly call me getting shitfaced-drunk a proper date, love.” His fingers began to nervously play with the hem of your shirt as he spoke, a telling tick that Alex always smoothed over with brazen or loud words, pushing down the fact that he was distressed. You covered his hand with yours and pressed it to your tummy to still his movements, now exposed from all the shifting around the both of you had done.
“I don’t need a proper date, or whatever that even means, Alex. I just like being around you.” It sounded incredibly corny, sure, but it was true. You’d much rather get plastered or stay home watching movies with your boyfriend, than have to go through the motions at some overpriced restaurant only to come home and do the very same thing you would rather be doing in the first place.
You turned around in his arms, changing positions so that your head rested on his chest, your arms hugging his middle. He began playing with your hair quietly, not saying anything after your last statement. He had seemed to relax a little at your reassurance, but you could feel the insecurity lingering in his movements and the silence that followed without some kind of acceptance or witty comment.
This time it was you who broke the quiet.
“What’s got you thinking about this in the middle of the night?”
“A few days ago, when we were hanging around on the couch, David said some fuckin’ thing about us never going out on a date, and me being a shitty boyfriend. I don’t know why I keep thinking about it.” He mumbled bitterly, upset with himself for letting this get to him. You scooted up slightly, so your face was level with his, reaching out to brush the hair out of his face, which was quite the sight from all the tossing and turning in bed.
“Well, David’s a twat,” you murmured next to his ear, causing a small grin to break out on Alex’s face. He turned to look at you, dark circles present under his icy, soft eyes, his smile unfading. You had to actively stop yourself from bursting out with an I love you, not wanting to make the moment too serious, and you weren’t sure that Alex was the type to say it. You were also a little nervous to tell him, and mostly just hoped that somehow, he knew how much you cared for him. And, of course, you hoped he felt the same. “You are anything but a shitty boyfriend, my Alex. You’re my favorite person.” He closed his eyes and leaned into your palm, now resting against his cheek. A quiet sigh of contentment left his lips, and you closed the small gap between your faces to give him a long kiss.
“Let’s go somewhere tomorrow, get away from this stupid flat for a bit.” He pressed his cheek to yours, breath tickling your ear as he murmured softly to you. Tingles spread down your spine at the intimacy, and your hand found its way under his t-shirt, soft with wear, running up his back to feel his skin.
“Where to?” You raised an eyebrow. He sat up slightly to rest his cheek on his hand as he looked down at you, pretending to think hard before answering. Your heart fluttered when his other hand found yours, gently squeezing.
“Wherever you want.”
“Well, then I’d like to stay home.” Alex sighed dramatically and hung his head in lighthearted annoyance. The smile that had overtaken your lips since he’d woken you was incapable of leaving your face as you reached out to run your fingers through his hair, pushing it away from his face. He peeked up at you with one eye.
“You’re so difficult, you know that?”
“I do it just to make you mad.” The smile on your face was wiped off briefly as you squeaked in surprise when Alex leapt up from his position, trying to pin you to the bed. Laughter rung out far too loudly from your lungs in the middle of the night as you scrambled to escape his hold, albeit not very successfully. Just as you had one foot on the floor to leave the bed, Alex grabbed your other ankle, and the movement of you pulling away resulted in you crashing onto the wood floor, with Alex following, landing on top of you with an almost comical oof. You groaned under him, a bit of pain coming from his weight, as well as the contact your body had made with the hard floor. There was barely a moment to register said pain, as the two of you wrestled on the floor for a bit, somehow bringing the blankets with you across the room within the struggle. You eventually yielded to your boyfriend, far too out of breath from laughter and effort to fight any longer, and also knowing you were making too much noise.
“I win.”
“Yeah, I think that happens when you give the other person a concussion.” You sarcastically replied, wincing when you tried to sit up. Alex’s eyebrows drew up in concern, but you stopped him. “I’m just kidding, Alex. But that fall did kinda hurt. You’re fucking heavy.”
“It’s all my muscles.” He grinned, letting you go to lay next to you. You pinched his bicep as he moved over.
“Yeah, these chicken arms are so strong.” You teased, and he scoffed again in feigned offence.
“You know, I’ll remember that the next time you’re drunk and you don’t want to walk home from the pub,” He pointed a finger at you, which your response was point your own at him. Except, you know, the middle one. “Ohh, you’re so sweet, darling.” He cooed. You rolled over to straddle his waist, taking his position from earlier. Alex rested his hands on your thighs, gently rubbing circles into them with his thumbs. It was a curiosity how this man didn’t get whatever he wanted when he was capable of looking at you the way he did. “Please can we go somewhere tomorrow?”
“Okay,” you finally agreed, and he sat up in excitement, making you slide down to his lap. You rested your hands on his shoulders. “Somewhere fun though. Not a fancy restaurant.”
“What about a… lower grade restaurant?”
“Alex…” He responded to your small whine with your own name in the same tone, tilting his head with the cutest puppy dog eyes in the world.
“I don’t like restaurants either, but we can get the food to go. I’ll take you to that park you like, with the botanical gardens,” he pouted. “Come on, I’ll pick you a flower or some romantic crap like that.”
“I don’t think those flowers are meant for picking, sweetheart,” His only response was a mischievous grin. You should have known better than to even try to say anything opposing his plans. You weren’t ever going to really say no in the first place; why would you reject any amount of time spent with your boyfriend? Especially when he was being uncharacteristically romantic, or at least romantic in his own way. “I suppose we can go.”
“Good,” His smile turned soft. “Now I really won’t be able to sleep.”
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The next day, Alex burst into your apartment after you had gotten home from work. Literally right after. You had barely taken off your shoes.
“Sometimes I regret giving you a key to my flat.” Your hands gripped at the sofa you were leaning on, recovering from the minor heart attack he had given you from his sudden appearance.
“Why? I thought you liked me.” He teased, grabbing onto your waist from the side. Your eyes softened as you took in his appearance, dressed in your favorite combination of the approximately six options in clothes he had; a green sweatshirt, denim jacket, topped by his leather jacket.
“I like you very much, Alex.” your voice was almost dreamy as you said it, locking eyes with him for a moment too long. Your boyfriend shifted a little, seeming to get nervous and glancing down before he spoke.
“We best get going soon, huh?” The sudden change of subject made you swallow hard, worried you’d ruined something at his now fidgety state. You nodded and mumbled something about changing before rushing off to your room. That was weird, and the sudden shift in mood from Alex meant something was either wrong, or you had made him uncomfortable somehow. Great. Not like that won’t haunt you the rest of the night. Totally.
As soon as you emerged from your room, clothes changed and forcibly pushing down what had happened a moment ago, Alex seemed back to his regular, excited self, throwing you a grin that encouraged you to file the moment ago in the back of your mind. Along with how clammy his palm felt when he slid his fingers between yours. Maybe he was still anxious in relation to everything he said last night.
There was only a brief separation of touch as you both slid into the Mini Cooper. Key into ignition, gear shift in reverse; Alex threw his arm over the back of your seat as he backed out of the parking lot, stopping briefly with his foot on the brake to press a kiss to your cheek before switching gears and heading out onto the road. His hand soon landed in its regular affectionate spot on your thigh as he drove, turning up his favorite album so the two of you could sing along, your off-key screaming going in and out as you got swept up in random conversations. When it was warm enough, Alex would roll all the windows down, and you’d cruise forever until you end up parked in the shadows somewhere to make out like teenagers. It was torturous how much you loved him; how happy he made you feel. You hoped you made him feel the same way.
The oh-so romantic meal for the night were greasy chips to share, probably detrimental for your intestines later, and sandwiches from the place you both frequented often, as it was almost the exact middle distance between your flats. As per tradition, the two of you ate on the bench outside, as the weather was a little chilly as dusk approached, but not cold enough yet to scare you off. The two of you talked about the usual as you ate, jumping from topic to topic with the ease of trapeze artists, supporting each other with interest as you went. Alex was smiling far more than usual, especially when the two of you were talking about work of all things, and the way his eyes followed your every movement squeezed your heart just the same as his hugs did after a few days apart. Whatever was on his mind was clearly tinging his behavior, and you definitely could tell, with the other signals from other, something was up with him. You just didn’t know what.
What followed your dinner was another car ride, as the gardens you loved were too far of a walking distance. And although it wasn’t a long distance when driving, you were still anxious to get out as soon as you got there, throwing open the door mere seconds after Alex parked the car.
The gardens were fairly empty, but not totally so; a few people roamed about here and there, but they were mostly adults. Alex trailed close behind you as you began to explore, surveying all the new plants that had been added since the last time you’d been able to visit.
“I should’ve brought a camera,” he mentions as you study a patch of dahlias, maroons and oranges beautiful in the soft light of the scattered lampposts around the gardens. “You’re so pretty.” The last comment was softer than his first, amplified by his sudden presence next to you, an arm slipping around your waist. You glanced over to meet his gaze, already stuck on you, tilting your head just so. Something was definitely going on with him. But knowing Alex, he wasn’t telling you for a reason, so it’d be best to just let him get to whatever it is on his own. In all honesty, his tone had struck you silent, and you didn’t know what to say. A kiss on his jaw replaced any words you could’ve forced out of your mouth.
The two of you stuck to the other’s sides as you continued to stroll through the gardens, conversing about both the flowers and whatever tangential topic struck your thoughts.
Eventually, you ended up sitting on a bench next to your favorite flowers of the night, the honeysuckle. Something about them was drawing you towards them, and Alex had insisted you sit for a while and talk. His jacket had found its way to your shoulders a while ago, due to the slight shiver you had experienced a few times from a breeze that was a bit too strong, and your boyfriend immediately jumping on the idea that, god forbid, you were a bit too cold. He would never admit it, but sometimes he was very protective of your comfort level. It was sweet.
You were busy looking up at the stars which were growing brighter as the night wore on when Alex called your name softly. His hand slipped into yours again, beginning to play with your fingers like he always did when something was bothering him.
“You know,” he paused, looking down at his lap and seeming very interested in watching his thumb stroke and rub gently over your knuckles. “I’m sorry if I haven’t been the best boyfriend over the past year… I know I’m temperamental and annoying sometimes—”
“Alex,” you stopped him with a gentle smile. “Like I told you last night, you’re my favorite person. No conditions and no buts.” He still wouldn’t look at you, so you took the opportunity to brush his hair from his face to know you were listening attentively. “What is it?”
“I just—” He sighed, his shoulders readjusting as he sat up and finally turned his head to you. “I really love you.” His eyes were full of worry as he made his confession, and all you could do is squeeze his hand in reply with a soft, reassuring smile. “I’ve never really committed to someone before, so I’ve just been… really worried about telling you. I don’t know. I know you like me, every logical part of my brain shows me that. I know I would be devastated if you left. I just—I worry you don’t wanna be stuck with someone like me sometimes. Especially when my flatmates barely tolerate me. I don’t know how you manage to all the time.”
“It’s not something I have to think about, I just do,” you shrugged. Your brain was working on mostly auto-pilot at his words, the confession spreading warmth through your body like wildfire. “I love you, idiot. Of course I love you.” A grin spread across Alex’s face at your words, both in relief and in affection. Before you could add on to your statement, he rushed forward to smother you in an excited kiss, his hand slipping up to cradle your jaw. And then he repeated the motion, a few times over, a punctuation to his confession, and a release of worry.
“Fuck.” He murmured as he pulled away for the last time. You furrowed your eyebrows in question, as he tore his eyes away from you to lean over and pluck a honeysuckle flower from next to the bench.
“Alex, I wasn’t kidding when I said that’s not what those are for—"
“Be quiet, baby, I’m being romantic,” he shushed, tucking the flower gently above your ear. You couldn’t help the quiet laugh that escaped from you and caused you to tilt your head; just a bit too much, as the flower drifted into your lap. Alex let out another curse and carefully slipped it back to where it was, eyeing it like a disobedient dog. “I was gonna do that before I told you.”
“Well, if it’s any consolation, it’s still cute now,” you pressed a kiss to his forehead before standing and tugged on the hand joined with yours. “Come on, let’s get out of here before the flower police arrest you for theft.”
“Please, they’d never catch us. I wouldn’t let them,” he scoffed, playing along. “Besides, we’re too cute to be prosecuted.”
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Ellie x Reader
summary: Y/N has enough with Ellie her bestfriend, talking and thinking about Dina cuz she secretly sees Ellie more than a bestfriend.
warnings: you being jealous with Dina, maybe angst, swearing
The small speaker plays a song around Ellie's house, you were trying to draw her eyes as she enjoyed reading her comic, she looks so peaceful and gorgeous. You felt something for Ellie more than a friend and hopefully she feels the same way but Dina seem to caught the red head's attention " what ya doin? " she asked. " nothing " you sighed. She then look at your paper and smiled. gosh that smile. "nice, and who's eye is that? are you finally inlove? " she teases and smirked. dumbass you thought.
she then puts her comic down the table and said, " do you think Dina likes me back? " she randomly questions. " i mean yeah, your perfect y'know? any girl can like ellie williams " you said looking at the paper. she furrowed her brows. " who? " she questions. " i thought we're talkin about Dina. " you said, still looking at the paper. " i mean how can you tell any girl likes me? " she ask curiously. realizing to what you said earlier, you scratched your head and blush, " uhm " you never really know if there are girls who like ellie, you just said that to give her a little clue that you like her. " i dont know maybe someone out there. " you laughed awkwardly. she just smirked and look at her drawing.
" what are you thinking now? " you looked at her, only to see her blushing while looking at her drawing of dina. you rolled your eyes and just continue to draw some butterflies. " yo, should i give this to her? " she asked. " whatever you want, ellie. " now getting a little annoyed. am i jealous? you thought to yourself. she didn't seem to catch that. better not be.
She keeps talking about Dina... how pretty she is, the way her eyes shine when she look at the sun, her smile, her body, her voice, the way she talks, ellie thinks she's perfect.... fuck,you had enough
You slammed your hand against the table and she look at you, confused. " are you really that obsessed with her? are you ellie, huh? are you?! " you slightly yell. she furrows her brows, " what are you talking about? " she asked. " dont play stupid ellie! " you stand up from your chair. " what's your problem? " her voice getting serious. " what's my problem? dina! dina is the problem! you literally hangout with her all the damn time! and when we hangout all you do is talk about her! gosh ellie, can you just give yourself a minute to stop talking about dina?! "
you walk back and forth on her home. anger taking over you. jealous. " if you wanna be with her then go! be with her! dont bring me into this bullshit! " you yell. she looks at you, anger filled in her gorgeous eyes. " we're not even dating why are you saying that? " she said sternly. " i didn't said we're dating! " you practically yell right infront of her face. She furrowed her brows, " well it sound like- " " forget ellie, forget it. " " y/n- " " i said forget it ellie! im going home. " you yell and grab your stuffs, she look at your actions and was about to speak but you slammed the door shut. leaving her hanging.
when you arrived at home, all you do is cry, wishing that the girl would love you back and regretting that you said those stuffs to her. you shouldn't have said that, it literally ruin your friendship with her. and that, you both never talk again...
a/n: my apologies. sorry its short lol, i kinda lost motivation and idk this is probably cliche, anyway how are y'all? hope u guys stay safe and dont stop simping for ellie 😉 maybe stop it cuz she's mine 🤣 nah jk jk ok bye 🙌
#ellie#ellie the last of us#ellie tlou#ellie williams#tlou2#the last of us part ii#tlou ii#the last of us part two#ellie williams x reader#ellie x reader#ellie williams imagine
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Rain
“ohhh i would love to request something hmm okay let's see ideal date well how about a coffee shop date with my boi han from skz ? idc if it cliche (i love cliche ovjoijve)”
summary: barista! jisung x reader
words: 1k
a/n: this was originally just going to be a date scenario but i felt a little inspired so now it’s an au lol. not edited, per usual.
hope you guys enjoy it !
well, you asked for cliche
and ive been wanting to do a barista! au
so... here we go
its 12 am
it was raining
and the cherry on top of it all
you had nothing protecting you from it,
not an umbrella,,
not even a jacket
and so you use your backpack as your shield from the harsh rain that was pouring harder and harder with every step you took
running into the first building you see, you find yourself in a coffee shop, quietly cursing to yourself as water pools around you
“you look like youre having a rough time,” the boy giggles from behind the counter
“tell me about it,” you sigh, frustrated at how your clothes kept sticking to your skin
he disappears in the back for a bit as you lay your stuff down on an empty table
no one was in the shop and all you wanted to do was cry
frustrated at everything that was currently happening
and so you did
you quietly broke down, still keeping in mind that you weren’t completely alone
“maybe this could help,” the boy says
“huh,” you say looking at him as you desperately try to wipe your tears away, embarrassed that he caught you
and then you finally take notice of what he has held out for you
a sweater and some sweats
you cant help but let out a giggle at how unusual this situation is
“are you sure its okay?” you ask quietly
all he does is take your hand and lay his clothes on top of it
“the bathroom is at the back, take your time”
“thank you..umm,” you look at his name tag “minho”
“huh?!??” he says, a confused look on his face before it finally registers in his mind that he isn’t wearing his name tag and he lets out the prettiest laugh you swore you’ve ever heard
“oh no! my names jisung haha, sorry my friend and i switched name tags today because we were bored,” he says, frantically explaining
you giggle at his sudden outburst before excusing yourself to the bathroom to change
his clothes were way too big on you, and you honestly look too funny but you were so thankful that you didnt have to deal with the wet clothes
making your way back out, you look out the window, noticing that the rain hasn’t stopped and it didn’t look like it was going to any soon
the puddle of water you left behind was nowhere to be seen, all thanks to brown haired boy
you notice jisung making a drink and you make your way over to him, starting a conversation “are you guys always open this late?”
“well, i was actually just about to close the shop but then you walked in,”
“oh,” your eyes widen, “omygod, im so sorry!” you exclaim, making your way to your bag and mentally preparing yourself to step out back into the rain
“where are you going?”
“aren’t you going to close?” you ask
“i already did,” he says pointing to the sign through the glass door
“cmon, i made some coffee if you would like some” you make your way back towards him “are you allowed to do this?”
“no but my parents own the store and im sure they’ll be more upset at me for making someone as pretty as you walk out in the rain at this hour
your heart flutters at the boys comment
giving him a smile, you take the seat in front of him
“so, why are you out here at this hour?”
“well,, i was studying for my midterms at the library down the street and completely lost track of time”
“but that library closed like 3 hours ago?”
“yeah, i got locked in, had to call someone to get me out,” you sigh
he laughs
that same beautiful laugh
“i think thats the funniest thing i’ve heard all week,”
“well im glad someone finds my pain enjoyable,” you retort, giggling along with him
“do you want to talk to someone about it, i heard it really helps,”
“hmm, not really but thank you,” you reply honestly
“ok then, how about we play a game instead ?”
“what do you have in mind??”
“uhhhh, 20 questions?” he suggests and you roll your eyes
“oh you’re one of those guys,” you teasingly say, a smirk making its way on your face
“huh???” he says genuinely confused
“you charm your way into people’s hearts just to play 20 questions,”
you laugh
not a small little giggle, but a genuine wholehearted laugh
and jisung swears he’s never heard anything more beautiful
“ok jisung, whats your favorite color?”
for the next couple hours you guys just throw questions back and forth
20 questions turning into 40
until the whole thing was just scrapped away and you guys talk about anything and everything you could think of
the rain has stopped but the both of you chose not to acknowledge it, enjoying each other’s company as much as you can
and at 4am, your phone rings
your alarm clock
“omygod, i have class in 3 hours,” you say, surprised at how fast the time went
“you wake up at 4am everyday?”
“no but i was going to wake up a little earlier to squeeze in a bit of studying,” you say your shoulders slumping down as the stress of the exams start weighing on you once again
“hey,” jisung says softly you look up at him and all he does is ^^^(the gif above)
you cant help but smile at the boys cute little antics
“why dont you go home, squeeze in a little nap instead and freshen up yeah?”
“yeah, i should probably do that” you start packing your stuff away, slowly making yourself out
“thank you for tonight jisung, i owe you a lot”
he smiles at you, gummy smile and all
“you can repay me by stopping by after your exam and telling me how it went?”
“i was going to do that anyways to bring you back your clothes,” you say smiling at him
“oh okay, then how about you repay me by letting me take you out on a date?”
“omygod, you really are one of those guys,” you say laughing as he mirrors your actions
“i’d love to go out on a date with you,” you reply
“see you later?”
“see you later.”
#han jisung#stray kids han#han jisung imagine#han jisung au#han jisung blurb#stray kids jisung#han jisung x reader#stray kids imagines#stray kids blurbs#stray kids au#stray kids blurb#stray kids fluff#stray kids angst#han jisung fluff#han jisung soft#stray kids scenario#stray kids scenarios#han jisung scenarios#han jisung x you#han jisung x y/n#minho#lee know#stray kids minho
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hc’s for Kuroo and Bokuto with a fem!s/o that DOES NOT STOP TALKING!!EVER!!! like she seems quiet and calm at first, but then she surprises them; please 🥺🥺 xo
due to my illiteracy i read kuroo and kenma sdsjdksj i still wrote bokutos hcs tho so dw! thank u for this request<3
kuroo, kenma and bokuto having a talkative fem s/o.
—kuroo tetsurou.
so when you and kuroo first started dating
you guys were kinda nervous at first but thats natural for a new couple
after a few weeks though, you guys began opening up quicker and more comfortably with each other
communicating became much easier as well when you both learned each others love languages through lots of trial and error 💀
then came this time where
it was as if
your soul had switched with someone elses
because kuroo knew the type of person you were and what you were like
but that was not what he felt when he saw you excitedly chatting away with your friends regarding some movie that came out last week
(you guys are also laughing HYSTERICALLY with each other and omg kuroo has never seen that big of a smile on your face EVER)
kenma had to poke his sides to bring him back to earth cus dude was just that shocked
“KENMA WHAT WAS THAT FOR??-?-?-?1?1”
“you’ve been staring at y/n for a socially unacceptable amount of time, you look like a creep.”
“OH! HEY KUROO YOU’RE ON LUNCH BREAK”
oh my god. kuroo would think at first. who WERE you???
he realised that maybe all this time, the reserved and quiet you may have just been the first layer of your personality, maybe you just needed the time to adapt to the changes?
and so will kuroo lmao
“KUROO KUROO HAVE YOU SEEN THIS NEW MOVIE” “WE SHOULD WATCH IT” “ITS ACTUALLY REALLY NICE AND”
“y/N??? DO YOU NORMALLY SPEAK FHIS MUCH???” he was so used to seeing your calm and relaxed composure
and now that you looked like the epitome of chaos, he felt so cheated that he wasn’t able to get you to be like this in the first few weeks of the relationship
“YEAH!!! but MAYBE im on a SUGAR RUSH right now IM NOT ENTIRELT SURE BUT”
kuroo is just watching you speak, this dumb smile on his face as the truest form of you flourishes in front of him
he’ll start acting like a parent at some point because YOU ARE CRAZY MAAM
“y/n stop yappin’ and EAT” “WAIT WAIT LOOK AT THIS TEASER FOR THAT NE-”
he’d deadass shove a whole onigiri in your mouth just to tease you for a bit
he also likes that he can make jokes and make you laugh louder than before
hes just so happy to see this side of you 🥺
—kozume kenma.
kenma is going to be SO SHOCKED
ngl he’d probably look at u with his brows like >:0 “where did u take my girlfriend!!! where is my girlfriend!!!”
and you’d be in this happy mood so you are PEAK chatty right now so you’re laughing at kenma’s face cus 💀
were your two personalities really just that different 💀💀
kenma will have to get used to your sudden outbursts of excitement conversations every now and then
boy has NO idea what triggered you into switching personalities
but i guess kuroo helps him connect the dots and hes like oh and then hes like oh :D because its a good thing that you willingly act like this in front of him
esp without feeling embarassed or anything hes happy you’re comfortable
its also really cute when you suddenly feel like youre rambling too much
your arm would cling around kenma’s and he’d listen to you ramble about this new netflix show that was released a few weeks ago but it was totally cliche so you told him how the entire internet made fun of it
then when you turn your head to look at kenma, hes just looking forward and you’re like “sorry, rambling arent i?”
“its not a bother,” he’ll say, sliding his fingers to wrap around yours. “if you want we could watch it together for the fun of it”
and thats literally what yall did and oml is kenma glad to see the chaos unfold in front of him
(you were not wrong when you said it was cliche, kenma almost puked at how cliche it was lmfao)
he’ll defs poke fun at the way youre loud just around him and your closest friends but when youre with other people youre just crickets
sometimes when hes playing, you’ll watch his screen and suddenly start braiding his hair
and boy does he have some silky locks despite all the bleaching
then theres another situation where hes playing and you’ll be right beside him, commenting and yelling when they’re in a danger zone
“KENMA IF YOU STAY THERE YOURE-” “I KNOW I KNOW IM TRYING TO GET OUT” “QUICK!! YOUVE ONLY GOT 10 SECONDS LEFT”
“pft kenma you got your girl over or sth? we can hear her” an online friend is gonna say and kenma’s JUST BLUSHING AND STUTTERING, TRYING TO EXPLAIN
you can hear kuroo’s hyena laughter through kenma’s headphones 💀
and since you got to see kenma stumble all over his words and act like a nervous trainwreck, it was overall a very enjoyable experience for you
“sooo when are you gonna play again?”
HES GOING TO PINCH YOUR CHEEKS AS A PUNISHMENT
but you like it cus kenma does this cute nose scrunch whenever he pinches your cheeks
and ever since you’ve shown kenma this side of you, the teases between you and him have been endless
you both make sure never to go too far with the jokes tho! so alls good :)
—bokuto koutarou.
bo would prolly be so confused at first like yall know that one ep where hes up against karasuno for that summer training camp and hes just (°_°) YEAH
he’d be like that for the first five seconds before shit clicks
“Y/N!!! Y/N!!!!” “KOU!!! KOUTAROU!!!!” and cue the big couple hug
and every other third year is like 💆🏻♀️ here they go AGAIN
and akaashi is literally holding bokuto’s hotdog he literally threw in the air
“A- AKAASHI DO YOU SEE THIS” “yes, bokuto-san, please lower your voice”
bokuto is just 🤩 @ you and he can’t seem to take his eyes off your lips, he loves the way they move
sometimes when yall are in the same class, everyone purposely puts you two on each end of the class
just so that your vibes dont mix and end up causing an explosion
but distance makes the heart grow fonder 🥴
SO THERES LITERALLY NO DIFFERENCE
but even if you two become a lil too loud for everyones liking, they still enjoy the atmosphere you two bring
also loves to invite you and akaashi to walk home together because 🥺 the energy is just so nice
hes also glad that his girl and his best friend can speak comfortably
also rip akaashi’s ears whenever you two start laughing or yelling about some stupid puns you read out loud on the way home
now, during practises after school
the entire fukurodani vbc has to constantly remind you guys to tone down your noise levels
no, not those noise levels
but the way both of you can speak so passionately when talking about things you both have mutual interest in
there’ll be lots of jumping around and always expect the unconscious hand-holding, bo just really likes to hold hands with you
“Y/N YOU LIKE THIS MOVIE??1?2?1?-?1?” “YEAH IVE LOVED IT SINCE LIKE,,, FOREVER!!”
and obvi bokuto’s gonna bring up and ask you why and how you suddenly have so much more energy than before
and you’re just like “i’m only like that for a while 🥺” and you tell him you only start showing the way you actually act when you’re fully comfy w the person
his face softens, relieved that he can make you feel safe in his presence
hes happy that you’ve come to feel that way
so he becomes clingy for the rest of the afternoon you’re not complaining
#haikyuu!!#kuroo tetsurou#kozume kenma#bokuto koutaru#kuroo tetsurou x reader#kenma kozume x reader#kuroo x reader#kenma x reader#bokuto x reader#haikyuu fluff#hq fluff#haikyuu headcannons#hq headcanons#hq hcs#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x you#bokuto koutarou x reader
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magic reveal
So ive been thinking about the magic reveal we did get and also the different magic reveals we COULD have gotten so i thought id project all my thoughts into another massive tumblr rant:
personally, i dont think the magic reveal was bad at all. yes, i wouldve done it slightly differently, i think it was done way too late in the show and left little time to explore how that reveal affected merlin and arthurs relationship, and obviously we never actually ended up seeing if magic was legalised and all. but i dont hate the magic reveal we got. the key part i really love is that it was done on Merlins own terms, he could have just lied, but instead he finally told Arthur the truth and i think that there were many reasons for that decision being made.
firstly, Merlin definitely felt guilty and blamed himself for Arthur being stabbed, he must have at least partly blamed himself because everything he did directly led to Mordred turning into a little shit. Part of him might have just felt as if he owes Arthur that explanation yknow. secondly, i feel like by that point he was tired of lying in general, he needed to get that secret off his chest. those two things combined with the fact that Arthur was dying may have pushed him to telling the truth, because deep down he did know that it was probably the last chance to tell Arthur the truth.
i liked how they presented Arthurs reaction too, the clear message there was that Athur was angry at the lying, thats the part he saw as betrayal, not the magic itself. he didnt want to believe that Merlin was a liar, when he always saw him as the one person that was entirely honest with him. hell, he still trusted him enough to send him back to Camelot and Gwen so he knew Merlin wasnt evil. If the writers actually did a good job at developing Arthurs character, i feel like itd be more obvious that Arthurs stance on magic was different from his fathers, but yknow bbc and their shoddy writing. I love that moment of acceptance as well, when he tells Merlin that he doesnt want him to change. He doesnt even now about all the things Merlin sacrificed and lost in order to protect Arthur and Camelot but he still accepts him. I think that when he first fund out it was all like “holy crap i dont even know him” but after spending a few hours with Merlin he realises that its still the exact same person he knew the week before.
anddddd as much as i like the way they did that magic reveal, the ending of the show left me with no closure and a lot of tears. my ideal magic reveal wouldve happened earlier, either at the start of season 5 or near the end of season 4. It would give us a chance to see them talk it out, and god we know that there would be arguing, and if arthur wasnt dying he would probbaly be shouting but the key part here is that arthur wouldnt hurt merlin. i think he culd consider sending him away if his father was still king just to protect him but we all know merlin would reply with “no <3″. but since i cant see the reveal happening when uther is king, i will be ignoring that scenario. and again, theres many ways this could play out.
the one way that ive always found interesting was arthur figuring it out on his own, because he may be an idiot, but hes not stupid. *if you like this sort of thing read “so close and im halfway to it on ao3, its a merthur fic and the magic reveal in that one makes me cry so much and the fic is so well written* I feel like at one point, he would just put the pieces together, and it would all make so much sense to him? Merlins random disappearances and scars would make sense, the luck he had when it came to fights, Merlins weird reactions when someone mentioned magic, how on earth merlin of all people managed to survive every battle and fight arthur was in when some of his best knights didnt.
then theres the very cliche “merlin using magic mid battle to save everyone” reveal. because its mid battle, i really cant picture them talking it out there lol, i picture a lot of ignoring but also if other people saw him using magic, we all know the first thing arthur would do is give the knights a good old “if you kill him i will kill you and then myself”, it wouldnt be until later that they would actually talk.
and then like the canon magic reveal, theres Merlin doing it on his own terms. i personally really like thhis one because it gives him so much more control over the situation and over his words. *another fic rec here if you like this sorta thing, its called “to the world that let you by” and its really beautiful and made me cry at 1am so there you go, and as you guessed it, its another merthur*. i love this reveal because it gives merlin a chance to explain, and arthur a chance to listen and try to understand.
now there are loads of different sub categories that could go into those, like Arthur finding merlin creating butterflies out of thin air lol, but i wont go into those. whatever reveal would happen, i feel like “the talk” after would usually end up in a similar way. Arthurs reaction would be similar to what we got in the canon reveal, because the actual magic isnt what would hurt most. it would be the lies. Arthur has been lied to and betrayed by so many people you cant really expect him not to react badly to being lied to. the magic sure would confuse him and put him in a difficult position, because you have to keep in mind that his entire life he has been told that magic is pure evil, and to him, merlin is the polar opposite of that. i think it would just make him question everything, like does he even know this man? has he won any of his battles or has it always been merlin? why is he in camelot? why would a sorcerer be serving him? but he wouldnt hurt him. he wouldnt even consider that imo, sure, he will demand an explanation, but he wouldnt actually thin about hurting him.
and merlin would understand why hes angry about the lying, that much is obvious. and he would be reluctant to tell arthur about the things that were happening behind his back all those years, but he would be honest. and go that conversation would be hard for both of them, i cant really imagine them having it without a lot of crying, shouting and even more wine tbh. arthur isnt good at listening which is why this would be so hard for him too, but merlin has to be honest, completely honest with arthur for the first time in his life and thatd be difficult.
and i think merlin would handle arthurs reactions well, even if arthur decided to lose his temper lol. but i can still imagine him being a bit bitter if arthur judged his choices and stuff when it came to poisoning morgana and freeing the dragon, asking what on earth HE would do in that situation. where the only choices he sees are bad ones, and he has to pick the one thats least evil.
arthur would probably be most pissed off at the thing about his mother tbh, because merlin outright lied there, usually its just deflecting but he made that deliberate choice to lie. but i really do think he would understand all of this, while not every choice merlin did was good, he did it with good intention.
and then arthur would remove the ban on magic and they would kiss and get married amd live happily ever aft-
thanks bbc.
anyway if you want any more magic reveal fics (or links to the ones i mentioned, ao3 can be bloody annoying sometimes) feel free to comment or message me or anything, i have a couple more in my bookmarks.
thanks for reading this rant, scuse the bad grammar, id love to hear your thoughts and opinions on this and magic reveals in general so feel free to comment! have a great day<3
#merlin#bbc merlin#merlin magic reveal#magic#magic reveal#arthur pendragon#emrys#once and future king#merthur#merlin x arthur#arthur x merlin#rant#bbc arthur#bbc shows#lancelot#bbc lancelot#gwaine#sir gwaine#bbc gwaine#im tired#gwen#bbc gwen#morgana#morgana deserved better#merlin deserved better#mordred#knights of the round table#sir leon#bradley james#colin morgan
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the hell is mystreet season 6??
(warning, long post ahead)
ok so before i start this
1) ive never posted shiiiit on tumblr before so watch me suffer, im just here to talk about stuff that my friends who dont know anything about aphmau have to listen to me rant about for hours on end
2) i havent seen mystreet in like years (except season 3, i watch that frequently since im laurance and shadow knight deprived) so please bear with me because i might be completely wrong on this lol. it’s just like, pointing out things i remember
3) im sure someones already talked about this but who cares
4) im gonna do this stupid thing where i just explain myself a bit at first, if you dont want to read that just skip to the part where you see “the actual thingy:” in bold and italics
5) mild disclaimer; i am completely aware that jessica is not a professional writer. i know that she did her best to appeal to her fans, and honestly, respect for that. while this post will come off as aggressive and probably look like hate, that’s not my intention in the slightest. it’s just... intense criticism. im sure y’all probably already know that, but yeah, just stating that anyways. i do believe that jess is doing her best, and in no way do i want to dismiss any hard work she’s done. that being said; prepare for a very strongly opinionated post.
haha watch there be 10000+ typos in this making me look like a complete dumbass
ok here we go
one of the main reasons i stopped watching aphmau back in 2017 was the mess that was season 4. like, in the first few episodes of the emerald secret, i thought “woah!! this is kinda cool, im a sucker for mystery!” because of course i was, it was something new and something exciting. the only problem i had with it at the time was kim, but that’s just because i always found her annoying and out of place. i just didn’t understand why garroth dragged her along and honestly i still don’t to this day BUT, moving on.
anyways, as the season progressed, 13 year old me was of course just “:0!!” the entire time--that is, up until the reveal of the main villain. i remember watching the episode, seeing the reveal of ein, and then stopping. like, just for a quick break, but i was still just overwhelmingly disappointed. like, and this was the time when pdh was airing and ein just got made alpha (i think?) and i had really really liked eins character in pdh. either way, that really sucked and actually opened my eyes to a lot of things.
one of the main things bein’ the fact that this was supposed to be a slice of life kinda series that decided to take a turn to a more edgy kinda approach. which, i guess i regularly wouldnt mind? but seeing as mcd was kinda bein neglected at the time it just didnt sit right with me. BUT WHATEVER, point is i stopped watching mystreet all together at the end of season 4.
like, a whole year later my brother tells me that shit’s getting intense in season 5 + 6 of mystreet, and my brilliant self decided to give it a shot--but i refused to watch all of season 5, so i only stepped in when ein made an appearance. so whenever that was, that’s where i picked up because i didnt care enough to see
and y’know--i honestly didn’t hate it at first. in fact, i found it oddly cool. it wasn’t enough to get me into aphmau again, but it was enough to where i was intrigued. i dont know why, but i never watched the finale, so i didnt see the ending until just a few weeks ago--but back then, i thought it was neat. looking back on it however... im just so confused.
side note: only got back into aphmau this time around because of mcd. mainly because like, i adore the first season and the first half of the second season. and being nearly 18 now, im a lot more appreciative of plot and well-written characters n junk.
the actual thingy:
ok back on track. imma stop spilling out my story of how i got back into aphmau, and lets just skip to what rewatching mcd made me realize of season 6′s plot and shit:
-emmalyn. how the fuck does ghost even remotely exist? if she’s emmalyn as claimed, then why have we already seen emmalyn in the mystreet universe alive? look i get that creators can do whatever they want with their stories but at the same time please provide some sort of explanation good god. and maybe they did and i just havent seen it, so if there is one--let me know. but until that day imma just sit here confused as fuck
-ok so imma just be real, the whole ‘ultima’ thing is just... not great. in my opinion, anyways. like... i saw someone mention this in another post, but if this ultima stuff was like, a really big deal, why isnt it mentioned in mcd? though i suppose since its a curse of sorts, it could be later on past the time period in which mcd takes place--but even then, how did it manage to make its way into aaron’s family bloodline?
-WHY IS EVERYONE AT STARLIGHT ITS JUST SO CONVINIENT like what happened to this place being the most expensive shit on the planet or whatever, and how the gang happens to run into like, the werewolf trio and blaze and kai and guy and nate all of these people like god damn life doesnt WORK LIKE THAT
-im sorry but turning people into relics? thats... thats the best you could come up with? plus, like, how does that even work? in mcd it’s established that relics are separate entitles that choose their wielder, based on a ‘personal’ connection (being a descendent of a previous wielder) or if they’re a good match personality and (i think?) moral wise. so the whole turning-people-into-relics doesnt make much sense to be honest.
-irene really over here using her god powers to only keep her friends alive like god damn not a great god if you ask me
-can i talk about how incredibly predictable aphmaus death was? like i just kinda sat there waiting for it to happen and when it did i literally went “haha! wonder when she’ll be revived” because god forbid we actually kill off characters
-when aphmau + demon warlock fought in the irene dimension there was no passage of time whatsoever in the real world whiiiiiiiiich really bothers me because they fought in there for at least a few minutes
-speaking of aphmau and the demon warlocks fight does it bother anyone else that it had to be aaron who took over the fight?? like we get it hes the big protector blah blah blah but god damn it wouldve been cooler if aphmau had fought this battle as her. aaron fighting this battle was so underwhelming
-...love. like, thats the only thing thats needed to break out of a forever potion? love? LIKE YEAH, GOOD GUYS GOTTA WIN SOMEHOW, but its just so cliche and overdoneeee
-oh yeah and also when travis went bonkers and became the demon warlock or whatever, why’d he only take over katelyn and garroth?? like, zane had been influenced by the potions in the past as well? DONT GET ME WRONG--i do love some good brother edge, but uh, the demon warlock was just bein kinda a dumbass by not possessing zane too just sayin’
-can aaron please go to fucking jail for mass murder now like holy shit, he just got sent home on a fuckin boat. also why did blaze forgive him for killing him thats not even remotely realistic. then again, nothing in mystreet has ever been realistic when it comes to characters and motives and personalities, (cough katelyn being actually abusive and travis being an actual pervert) but yknow whatever
-katelyn and kawaii chan literally added nothing to the plot whatsoever. like lets be real, katelyn lost her personality the moment season 5 started and kawaii chan just kinda sits there :I
-ok im sorry this was bound to come up but cmon guys imagine laurances potential if he was in season 6 like god damn this is beyond maddening. AND YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN A REALLY REALLY COOL PARRALLEL?? IF IT WAS LAURANCE WHO SNAPPED GARROTH OUT OF HIS MIND CONTROL THING, because it would mimic laurance’s speech to get garroth to snap out of his rage in season 1, episode 100 of minecraft diaries. like how fuckin rad would that have been? missed opportunity
-also?? why does kim/ghost know magicks?? like, if i remember correctly, emmalyn is a scholar--not someone who knew magicks. i mean, i guess research? study?? but its been established that knowing how magicks works =/= being able to use magicks. i dunno, just doesnt seem right i guess. maybe its explained, i wouldnt know (yes i know that makes me look like a dick leave me alone)
-melissa should have stayed dead. LIKE, NO, ITS NOT AS SIMPLE AS “haha it takes more than a few bullets to kill me”??? look ive got nothing wrong with melissa (cough lie cough) but yknow it would have just been cool a character... stay dead? for once? its just too fuckin cliche that shes alive god damn
-can i also just say the only good thing that came out of season 6 was travis’ dads sacrifice like damn that made me actually sad
-howww was lucinda turned into a relic. or yknow, anyone else? like im sure they explain it better in the actual show i just dont remember, but its just that easy? turning anyone into a relic? granted, a normal person wouldnt be able to produce a good relic, but idk man. IM JUST SAYING; that the only really powerful relics that aphmau should have been able to wield is the one that aaron + zane produced because shad relic and esmund relic moment. lucinda isnt even like, connected to a divine warrior. ALSO, another point, if its seriously that powerful of a relic getting one from just a magic user like lucinda, why go through the trouble? i mean i guess ofc youd want the “all powerful” one that the ultima produces but i mean damn whats the point
-ok this is just going to bother me but in one of the episodes (i think might have been in season 5 actually) where that like, guardian dude was chasing aphmau and zane and at one point they split up and the dude just chuckles at zane diverting paths and goes under his breath “youre not the important one here”, suggesting that aphmau somehow is? first of all, id argue that any ro’meave is significantly more important than aphmau was, especially not knowing much about her other than that shes with aaron. i might be missing some bits an pieces, but if i was that dude id forget about aphmau and go after zane
-killing off derek for shock factor sucked, and i know the moment was supposed to be really sad because like “oh :( aarons dad is sacrificing himself for his son” but lets be real dereks still was a shitty father and i dont think his reasons for doing what he did was very good at all
-less about plot or more like: why the absolute fuck did the gang bring kim along instead of, oh i dont know, a life-long friend? like, laurance or dante maybe?? im sure its explained, i never saw aphmaus year or most of season 5, but god DAMN id hate to be apart of this friend group AND GOD LIKE, imagine reconnecting with an old friend who ends up getting closer to your best friends and taking priority in their lives over you (cough laurance) like god damn lol
-im just going to preface this one with: i dont remember everything that’s happened, so if im wrong i apologize in advance--but (you actually can correct me if im wrong and please do) didnt like, irene reincarnate her friends in order to give them better lives? I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS TRUE, ITS JUST WHAT I REMEMBER--however, if im correct, then:
a. why the hell would she bring back someone like zane, or gene, or ivy, etc.
b. why the hell do they all have the same exact names? first and last? again, im aware that the whole mystreet+mcd tie wasn’t originally supposed to be there, but i dont think that means such a coincidence can be excused? its just a bit much if you ask me.
c. why the hell is the fact that (as much as i literally hate this) aaron is a decedent of shad being ignored? like, you’d think that something like this would be something thats actually important, or something the demon warlock couldve taken advantage of. or are we completely erasing every other connections to divine warriors besides aphmau + irene? because even if irene did reincarnate them or do whatever it is she did, does she even have the power to sever the connections between them and their ancestors? my guess is, no.
d. speaking of irene why on earth was aphmau able to talk to/see irene, they’re literally the same person are they not? did she like, fuckin reincarnate herself without actually doing it?? BUT--i will give it to them, the demon warlock did refer to aphmau as something along the lines of being “one of the 3 parts of her broken soul” or something like that. however, my point still remains. also what are the other two did i miss that or is it never explained
now; if irene in fact did not ‘reincarnate’ her friends then please ignore that little bit right there :)
but yes, those are a few of the problems i have with season 6 off the top of my head. i would go into like, season 4 and 5 more as well, but i honestly didnt feel like it. at some point i might go into other things, like how important laurance could have been to the plot of these later seasons, or HELL, even dante. i might also go into what could have made season 4, 5, and 6 actually good--maybe... a rewrite? perhaps? but im getting too far ahead of myself, so i just leave you with this for now.
and i know that as soon as i post this 15 more things are just going to pop into my head BUT im going to try and not edit this post because why stress myself with that even more
anyways thank you for coming to my tedtalk
#in conclusion i hate it here#lets go back to mystreet bein slice of life pls#anyways tune in next week for 'the hell is pdh??'#aphmau#mcd#mystreet#minecraft diaries#please ignore these next tags im just promoting relentlessly#garroth ro'meave#zane ro'meave#aaron lycan#kawaii chan#kim mystreet#laurance zvhal#pls i have no idea how to tag posts#rant
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