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hi!
so iโm really new to f1 and idk who is flavio :( can you pls pls pls explain me?
Yes of course!!
Simply put, Flavio is probably the epitome of shadyness and criminality in F1. He was involved in two of F1's biggest scandals in the past 20 years: spygate and crashgate, the latter moreso. This doesn't have to do with F1, but I must mention that he was literally a fugitive at one point, bcs he committed fraud in his home country of Italy. But while he was "on the run", he also did really well at setting up Benetton franchises in the US, and was promoted to the team principal of Benetton(also known as Renault and now, Alpine.)
Soon after he became TP of Benetton, he was able to swoop in and sign the newly debuted Michael Schumacher, who then won 2x WDCs for the team. However, Michael was just his test-run golden boy twink, but omg their pics are still crazy:
His true golden boy is none other than Fernando Alonso. He had met Fernando in 1999, when Fernando was still a teenager. He then signd Fernando on as Renault's test driver in 2002, and then as a full driver in 2003. They proceeded to win 2x WDCs and WCCs together!
At the 2008 Singapore Grand Prix, Fernando's teammate, Nelson Piquet Jr. crashed into a wall, causing a safety car, leaving Fernando in ideal conditions to win the race(from p15!) Piquet Jr. later alleged, in 2009 almost a full year after the fact, that the Renault team had told him to crash, in order to give Fernando an advantage. Flavio originially denied this and accused Piquet Jr. of trying to blackmail the team into keeping him on. This sparked an investigation by the FIA into Renault, which ended in Renault being charged with conspiracy. They did not fight the charge, and Flavio subsequently left the team. He was then banned indefinitely from all F1 events(as well as any other FIA-sanctioned series' events.) However, he disputed this ban and sued the FIA not much later, and the ban was overturned by a French court. He agreed to not return to the sport until at least 2011, but had said he would not return to F1. In 2022, he returned as an ambassador of the sport.
In the original charges brought against him, the FIA had declared that any driver he managed would have their super licenses revoked(however this too was overturned,) but I think it's important to note how many well known drivers he managed. He managed drivers such as Mark Webber, Jarno Trulli, Nelson Piquet Jr and Heikki Kovalainen. And he still manages Fernando to this very day.
But as of today, he has been hired as an executive advisor to Alpine. You know, Alpine, the team that dismissed him over crashgate 14 years ago? So we'll have to see how that goes. Honestly I feel like it could either go great or cause Alpine to become a bigger trashfire than ever, but who knows! He's both renowned for managing a team that won 4x wdc and 3x wcc over the course of his tenure, but also renowed for being like the biggest super villian fraud in recent F1. I, however, welcome this new role, I think it will be fun, I respect his game <3
#hope i hit all the major points hahah#honestly all yiu need to know is he's fernando's criminal sugar daddy#theres some other points like his beef w max mosely and honestly all of 2009#but i think this is good enough#i mean it says a lot how many people still assumed hes banned for life even tho it literally got overturned almost immediately#its just a hard thing to come back from hahaha#i find him funny okay#catie.asks.
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horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story ๐๐ dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)
horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEd๐๐ they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (โงฯโฆ) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)
#something something all three of them have their fates determined by an outside force#ermmmm but horror doesn't- yeah he does. what aliza does decides EVERYTHING for horror and horrortale#just because its not direct like dust or killer doesn't mean theyre all subject to the same community x3#PARALLELS MTT PARALLELS FOR THE 500TH TIME THEY HAVE SOOOO MANY PARALLELS OHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD#mtt going to visit horrortale would just be dust eying aliza (out of paranoia. he knows shes a good kid)#and then killer knowing in his head that the poor kid aliza that horror weirdly seems to like doesn't have control over her actions#she doesn't know horror doesn't know nobody knows except killer. is that a bit sad?#theyre all living in the dark unaware of the reality of their world. i mean thats how its meant to be after all thats what the players want#but....... it would be tempting to tell horror...... hehehehehe- and then he's interrupted by horror and dust#(theyre trying to get killer to eat papyrus's spaghetti in their place. he's the only one that can stomach it even though there's no human)#mtt i love thee SOOOOO much. theyre back in horrortale for the holidays โจโจ coming back to visit the family โจโจ WHAT horror's visiting.......#not dust or killer of course. this isnt their world noooope thats not papyrus. but that doesn't stop dust from having everyone like him#its just like the good old days :333 except now there's three sanses and triple the insanity :333 almost like nothing's changed!!!!!#oh killer??? yeah he's there. probably won't try taking up the sansish type of role horror and dust do but he'll find a way to get used 2 i#after all the point of this is whatever he wants it to be now ;33333 were these tags all just a reference to my mtt fic. yes. yes they were#LMAOOOO i forgot that aliza didn't fall into horrortale yet in my fic. still a fun thing to imagine tho!!!#i think it would be fun having aliza be the first of humans for horrortale to deal with that they won't instantly kill#itll be hard but really rewarding for all of them........ especially horror i believe!!! man he didnt even go through therapy but#just being away from horrortale and out doing new and FUN and NOT MURDEROUS things has done wonders for him :3#i need to get to writing smh..... winter break is the day after tomorrow (TECHNICALLY AT 2:32 PM SINCE THSYS WHEN SCHOOL ENDS SO HAHAHA)#so ill probably work on it more over break since i'll have nothing to do hehe.......#today was an amazing day for me โจ TWO mtt angst death related hcs..... some work on my latest chapter i've yet to post..... SWAPINVERSE FAN#ARE YOU KIDDING ME MORR SWAPINVERSE ART THIS IS SOOOO AMAZING THABK YOU UNTITLED29876011111 I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DO THIS!!!!!#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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Heyyy, itโs me again, the singer anon. Can I request an Alastor x Reader where she is sent by as a spy by Vox after our fav slithery boy failed? Sheโs really bubbly and friendly, but she eventually grows to care for everyone in the hotel but Vox owns her soul. She torn in between getting herself killed by him and not betraying anyone anymore, or continuing the job. She goes and confesses to Alastor, breaking down and thinking heโll kill her, which she thinks would be best so she doesnโt have to betray anyone anymore. Just breaking down in tears telling him she doesnโt want to hurt anyone but Vox has her under a contract, begging him to kill her so she doesnโt have to. Just for Alastor to call her a good girl and ughhhh some possessive smut if you donโt mind? Sorry brain rots in my head and Iโm in love with him, lol. Thank you! <3 also the three requests story set off the trigger in my head, loved it! Thanks again! <3!
This been in my inbox for weeks and i finally got a plot for it!
โ ๏ธwarning: 18+! Smut smut smut! Plot if you look hard enough!
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No one suspected a thing.
You were sent to the Hazbin Hotel after Sir Pentious miserable attempt.
Your orders were simple: โKeep an eye out on that old fossil. I want to know why that fucker is sucking up the Luciferโs daughterโ
And you did just that๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝyou were executing your mission flawlessly.
Until you began to care about those who stayed at the hotel.
Until you began to grow closer to the Radio Demon.
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You had been staying at the hotel for a few months now and its been great!
Charlie was always finding new ways to help the residents build bonds and encouraging everyone to do their best.
At first, you were arrogant, playing along until you actually saw the the demons there were actually changing even if they didnโt admit it
But now, you thought of the princess as a friend, along with everyone else.
Especially Alastor.
Now that youโve been around him, youโre not sure why Vox hate the demon so much.
Alastor was funny, kind (in his own twisted way), and truly looked after the hotel.
A soft smile curled on your lips as you thought about the demon, but the ringing of your phone interrupted such thoughts.
Vox.
You took a deep breath and answered โH-Hello?โ
โTonightโs your chance to take out that prick and after that come homeโ he demanded.
You blinked โwhat? B-but Voxโฆโ you bit your lips โBut itโs actually nice here. The hotel isnโt a scamโฆa-and everyone is a lot nicer than we thought โ Vox laughed โOh baby please! Nice? You actually believe in that redemption crap? You think that theyโll let you stay if they knew why you truly were there? Hahaha! Oh my dumb little girl, how naive you are. โย
You pouted, a frown on your face โI want to stayโ
Vox growled through the phone โah ah baby you donโt make demands remember?โย
Electrical shocks ran through your body from the collar you wore.
You gasped in pain โI OWN you. Did you forget that? You do whatever I say when I say it. Now I expect you home before morning or I will kill you.โ
The phone call ended and you were in tears.
You didnโt want to go back.ย
You liked being at the hotel and able to be yourself.ย
You liked the friends you had made here.
You would do anything for them, even if you had to die to make your wrongs right.
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โCome inโ the voice answered after you knocked on the door. You were sweating as you stood outside of Alastorโs door.
You had decided that if you were going to tell anyone why you were at the hotel, it would be Alastor.
You opened the door and walked into his radio studio.
โHey Alโ you said weakly as the demon spun around and smiled at you โHello darlin! What do I owe the pleasure?โ
You fiddled with your hands.
โI want to tell you why I came to the hotelโ
Alastor quirked a eyebrow, smile widening as he gestured for you to take a seat on the couch.
โDo entertain me of your tale my dearโ
You were in tears by the time you finished telling Alastor everything.
Of Vox and his plan.
The deal between you and Vox.
The reason you came to the hotel.
Everything.
โI-Iโm sorry! So so sorry! I-I just didnโt know what to do!
Kill me! I deserve it! J-Just let me say my goodbyes first. I would rather you kill me than Vox! Please!โ You cried, hands covering your face as you sobbed.
Alastor had been quiet for the entirety of your confession. He had half a mind to kill you when you told him of your deal with Vox.
The pesky television didnโt know when to mind his business.
His eyes focused on the collar around your neck.
ย You were Voxโs and by contract, he wasnโt allowed to kill you.
And he wasnโt. No he had grown accustom to the pretty demon who seemed to light the hotelโs halls.
Howeverโฆhe could override Voxโs ownership of your soul.
You flinched when you felt a large hand pat the top of your head. You looked up through teary eyes ay Alastor, who just sported a soft smile.
โNow now my dear donโt you worry. I appreciate that you came to and confided in me. What a good girl you are.โ His smile stretched as you sniffled, looking at him with glossy eyes.
โY-Youre not g-gonna k-kill me?โ You asked looking down.
He chuckled as he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, claws finding their way under your chin to make you look at him
He rolled his eyes โOooh my dear of course notโฆโ His fingers trailed down your neck, toying with your collar. โBut I am in a bit of predicamentโ
You wiped at your eyes โhow so?โ
โUnder normal circumstances, I would rip you to shreds and broadcast your screams for all of Hell to hearโ his pupils turned to dials and his smiled turned wicked. You felt your heart stop a little.
He calmed down slightly โhowever I have another idea to break your deal with Voxโย
He smiled at you as you tilted your head in confusion.
โI know just the thing heheheโ
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You whimpered as you tried to hold yourself up against the force of Alastorโs thrusts. โA-Al!โ You whined as the demon tugged your hair to pull your body into his. A deep growl vibrated through you as Alastor sunk into your weeping heat, his cock hitting that soft spot inside you.
โFuuuucckk!โ You hissed, eyes rolling into your skull as your body buzzed with pleasure.
Alastor pulled your body til your back was flushed against his chest, his sharp teeth nipped at your skin before latching on and marking you. You winced as his tongue lapped at the blood, he purred as trailed his tongue up your neck.
โTo think Vox had such a sweet cunt all to himself. Ooh darlin youโre wasted on him. But youโll be a good girl for me wont you? You seem to love having a real cock fucking youโ he chortled, giving you a harsh thrust. His hips grinded up into your ass, coaxing your cunt to take every inch over and over.
Your gummy walls tightened around him as you whined at his words. You could barely focus on what he was saying, not giving two shits either as he bullied your insides.
โI-I can be a good girl please please oh fuck! Aah! Aah!โ You whined. Alastorโs large hands trailed up your body; kneading, pawing, and squeezing at your supple flesh. Pausing at your bouncing tits to tweak your hardened nipples, sending currents to your abandoned clit.
โI know you will babyโย
He nudges his head into yours, to gain your attention and capture your lips with his, swallowing your moans as one of his hands moves down to toy with your puffy clit.
Your body jerked as he rubbed tight circles on the bud; your cunt fluttering as slick dripped down your thighs.
โIll make a deal with you darlinโ he whispered against your lips, lidded eyes staring into yours, as you mewled, wanting his tongue back down your throat.ย
โI keep this little mishap under wraps and in return you belong to me. Youre free to do whatever your heart but im no pushover m,a cherie.โ
His thrusts sped up as he pinched your clit.
You keened, pushing your hips back into his, trying to follow the motion of his fingers, seeking to reach your orgasm.
โDo we have a deal?โ He purred never breaking his pace.
Your collar let out blue sparks, Voxโs way of โreinforcingโ his control over you. You whimpered as the shocks edged you, but Alastor let out a deep growl as he wrapped his claws around the collar.
โDo we have a deal?โ A snap of his hips pulled a moan from your throat.
โoh! Yes! Yes! F-fuuuc-cckkโ
Static ran through your body causing you to jerk as your orgasm washed over you, your collar fizzled out as Alastorโs cock pounded your cunt, riding your orgasm out.
The wet SQUELCH! Of your cunt echoed as high pitched whines left your throat.ย
โThatโs a good girl. Cummin all over my cock. Feels better than that robot huh? Yeeesss fuck! Take my cum darlin take itโ
Your eyes crossed as your mouth opened in a scream. Alastor crashed his lips on yours, tongue pushing through your lips and pulling you into a heated kiss as he pumped you full of his cum.
Alastor let out a sigh as he slipped out of you, cock coated in creamy essence and smiling as he watched your cunt clench around nothing and dripping cum.
In your dazed state, you faintly heard a snap and a cool sensation coated your neck.
Instead of the sapphire jeweled collar, a gold chained ruby hung from your neck.
Alastor hummed as he rubbed your tired body, smiling wickedly as he slotted back into your soppy heat. You moaned softly as he rolled his hips against you.
โnow lets send that mediocre podcast a proper videoโ
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Alastor with a female reader who is Selectively Mute Part 3
โฅSummary: A certain overlord intrudes on both you and Alastor. This situation is going to become very tense, once you realized who exactly this is.
โฅTags: Selectively mute reader, fluff, fluff and romance, friends to lovers, demi-romantic alastor, alastor frowns, vox being vox, alastor is not used to feelings, comedy, alastor and vox rivalry, spoilers of episode 2, protective alastor, confessing feelings, fem reader.
โฅNotes: This is the final chapter of this series. I hope you all enjoyed it :).
"Well well well, if it isn't the Radio Demon." You felt Alastor tense, and the static in the air began to increase. Turning around, you noticed there was another demon standing behind the both of you. He stood as tall as Alastor, sporting a dark blue tuxedo and large red bow tie. The most striking thing on him was his head. It resembled a tv screen. On the screen was a pair of striking red eyes and blue colored teeth. His eyes were filled with immense hate, while sporting a cocky grin.
Alastor slowly turned around, smile strained immensely on his face, which you noticed. Did Alastor know this man? "Ah! If it isn't Vox! The piece of shit television himself?" Alastor snarled back at the TV, teeth sharpening the more he spoke. Ohhh this was Vox! You never saw what he looked like, but you knew about the rivalry between him and Alastor, especially since you heard Alastor mention him in his last broadcast. He was part of a group called the Vee's, which consisted of overlords Valentino, Velvette and Vox. The only Vee you knew about fully was Valentino since he was Angel's boss and you really didn't like him. Vox's eye twitch at Al's insult, but the grin was still present on his face. "HAHAHA! Even after 7 years, you still remained an a**hole. Took you a while to show your ugly face back here. Finally decided to join my team?" He approached closer, arms crossed in front of him, as his eyes were locked on Al, ignoring you. Al's head flew back in laughter, before it snapped back into place, as he let out, "HA! No!"
The both of them were locked in a stare off, with the sounds of static and whirring penetrating the air around you, making you a tad bit nervous. Soon Vox broke the stare, and turned to look at you, eyes widen a tad in shock, before they gazed at you, sensually. "My my! Quite a looker, aren't you! May I know your name, sweetie?โ His clawed hand had grabbed yours, as he was leaning down to give it a peck. It felt like a hole had opened inside your stomach. Something about the way he acted made you very uncomfortable. You were use to actions like this from Alastor, as they made your heart skip a beat, but coming from Vox, you didn't like it. A small growl was heard next to you, and another clawed hand had grabbed Vox's wrist, removing his hand from yours. "It is quite rude to touch a lady without her consent, you know! So, Hฬถออฬฬ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝฬฬฑฬฬอฬฎaฬดออฬฬฬอ
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ฬญ ฬทฬอ ฬฬฬออฬกฬฉอออฬนฬขoฬธฬอฬฬณฬฬฐฬปอออffฬตฬฬฬฬฬปฬ ฬ." Radio dials flashed on Al's face, along with his shadow demons poking out a different corners, ready to strike. Scoffing, Vox just pulled his hand away, annoyed that Al had the nerve to touch him, before wearing a sinister grin.
"Heh! Who is the little hottie? A new toy for you to mess with?" Now that pissed you off. You were about to start typing your response on your phone, but Alastor had spoken for you. "She is none of your concern! Now, I believe its time for the both of us to head back! Hope you have an unpleasant evening, Vox!" Al wrapped an arm around you again, ready to leave, but he was stopped by a very loud cackle. "HAHAHAHAHA! Oh this is rich! You running away again?!" He was hunched over, holding his stomach from laughter. Your eyes looked over at Al. His smile was completely strained, to the point of it almost breaking. He was trying very hard to maintain his composure, and not rip off Vox's head, but Al didn't want you to see that side of him, his true side that bathed in carnage and gore, while he danced on the corpses of the demons he slaughtered. Alastor had developed a soft spot for you during his time at the hotel. He hated it immensely, that the more he conversed with you, the more vulnerable he got. He was the radio demon, the most feared demon in hell, who broadcasted the deaths of many overlords to all the residents of hell, but you are able to change him, so he made a vow to himself that he would protect you and help you whenever you were under distress. Last thing he wanted to see from you was your eyes gazing at him in fear, after witnessing his true self.
Vox had finished his laugh session, before he stood back, placing his hands on his hips. "I figured after seven years of disappearing, you would be back to terrorizing the streets, but instead your acting like a little puโชโชโช bitโชโช, doing absolutely nothing! You have become such a fossil that barely anyone even remembers you, but they remember me, they always do, since I AM ONE OF THE V-SMACK!" Vox's speech was caught off by a strong slap to his screen face, stunning him a bit, before turning back to look at the both of you. Alastor was gazing at you in shock, not expecting that reaction from you, and slapping Vox across the face. Your face was red with anger, and he could almost see steam coming out of your ears. Grabbing your phone, you began to speed type what you wanted to say to Vox, before turning it towards him, voice speaker volume at full blast:
"๐พ๐ผ๐ถ ๐ณ๐พ ๐๐พ๐ ๐ด๐
๐ด๐ ๐๐ท๐๐ ๐๐ท๐ด ๐ต๐โชโช ๐๐ฟ!!?!? ๐๐ท๐พ ๐๐ท๐ด ๐ท๐ด๐ป๐ป ๐ฐ๐๐ด ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐พ ๐ธ๐ฝ๐๐๐ป๐ ๐ท๐ธ๐ผ ๐ป๐ธ๐บ๐ด ๐๐ท๐ธ๐?! ๐๐ท๐ฐ๐ ๐ท๐ด ๐ณ๐พ๐ด๐ ๐ณ๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ๐ถ ๐ท๐ธ๐ ๐๐ธ๐ผ๐ด ๐ธ๐ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ฝ๐ด ๐พ๐ต ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ฝ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ๐ด๐๐, ๐๐พ ๐ต๐โชโช ๐พ๐ต๐ต!!!!"
Vox was put off a bit by your strange method of responding back, but he shook his head and began to walk closer, peering down at you. "You crazy bitโชโช!! Do you know who I am?! His response earned an eyeroll from you, as you continued to type what you wanted to say:
"๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐! ๐ณ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐! ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐, ๐๐โชโช-๐๐๐๐! ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐? ๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ท๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐!"
Vox's eyes widen, as he stepped back at what you said, stunned. "I'm...I'm not......I don't..." He fumbled with his words, unable to give a good comeback. Alastor continued to gaze down at you in awe, wondering where this side of you has been. Typing a final message, you played it out for him:
๐ณ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ธ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐โชโช ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐!
Grabbing Al's hand, you pulled it and began walking back in the direction you were going, leaving behind an open-mouth Vox, screen flashing to blue, as his brain couldn't compute that he just got owned. Alastor said nothing, and followed after you, as the both of you continued to walk back to the hotel. The walk was silent, neither you nor Alastor uttered a word to each other. Arriving at the doors to the hotel, you let Al's hand go, knowing that the others would ask questions if they saw the both of you holding hands. Entering inside, you were greeted by the others, asking how was the show and yada yada. You gave a thumbs up, while Al gave a lengthy response saying that the performance was spectacular. Alastor then urgently insisted that he needed to attend something, before snapping his fingers, disappearing from sight.
He hadn't looked at you the whole time, when the both of you came back. Had you upset him? He didn't appear angry when the both of you started to head back, but maybe he was hiding it from you. Thinking back to what you did, you realized that you maybe shouldn't have done that. Alastor was a powerful demon, the fearful gazes he got from others was proof of that. He was fully capable of defending himself against Vox, he didn't need you to do it for him. Your body wanted to head to where Alastor ran off to, but you decided not to, as he maybe needed time to cool off.
**12:00 AM**
It had finally reached midnight, and you had seen no trace of Alastor. He wasn't present for dinner nor did he return to the lobby. Heaving a sigh, you realized that you must have angered him very badly. You hoped you would see him tomorrow and apologize. Exiting your bathroom, you had finished brushing your teeth and put on your apple themed PJs, a gift from Charlie. Heading over to the bed, you took a sit on the fluffy covers, before falling back, cell phone planting on the bed as well. Too many emotions and thoughts were floating around in your head, preventing you from falling asleep. "Knock knock", a soft knocking noise was heard against your door. Getting up from your bed, along with grabbing your phone, you peeked into the peep hole, to see Alastor standing on the other side. Unlocking the door, you softly opened it. "Good evening, my dear! Sorry if I had disturbed your rest, but there is something I needed to discuss with you." His smile was still enlarged as always, but you couldn't tell if he was back to normal or still enraged. It was so hard to read him at times. Nodding your head, you moved your body to allow him in. He walked inside, standing at the center of your room, with his hands placed behind his back. He didn't turn around to face you, making you feel nervous. Suddenly, sounds of static-filled laughter erupted from him, causing you to jump up in shock.
Alastor turned to face you, still laughing with slight tears in his eyes. "Oh, apologies for the sudden laughter, but your little confrontation with Vox was highly entertaining, my dear! In all my years in hell, I have never seen that expression from him! HAHAHA! What a sight!" Alastor was still giggling with glee, wiping his eyes, that were leaking with tears. The laughing quickly stopped when he saw the look on your face, tears streaming down. Panicking, Al walked closer, wondering why you were crying. Pulling your phone up, fingers shakingly typing your message to Al"
๐ธ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข. ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐. ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐, ๐ธโฆ..๐ธ
Unable to type, due to how hard your hands were shaking, you dropped your phone, hands flying to your face, wiping away at your tears. Alastor was silent, having not said a word after you dropped your phone. Two hands had grabbed yours, pulling them away from your face, allowing your eyes to look up at Al's. His expression was soft, wearing a small grin. "Why would you think I was angry with you, my dear?" His voice had dropped into a soft whisper, containing no traces of static. You casted your eyes down, still feeling ashamed. "Y/N. Look at me." Goosebumps appeared all over your body. He almost never addressed you by your full name. Peering back into his red irises, you looked straight at him. His eyes always held so much emotion, and the emotion you saw was pure warmth. His fingers wiped at your cheeks, cleaning the tears "I was never upset with you. Frankly, I was quite in awe at what you did. You defended me without hesitation and even called me a "friend." It has been many centuries since someone has addressed me that way, that it stunned me to my very core. Please don't cry, my dear. Tears don't suit your adorable face."
He rubbed your cheeks up and down like you were a cat. His sweet words felt like they were caressing your skin, causing shivers to flow through your body. Alastor leaned forward, placing his forehead against yours, closing his eyes. "You....you are quite a special one, aren't you. Being with you makes me feel things I thought had died long ago. Only time I felt anything like this was when my mother was still alive. These things....these feelings are changing me, you are changing me. Part of me wants to push them away, but the other part of me wants to embrace them, embrace this." His everlasting smile had dropped, causing your eyes to widen. He was frowning!! Alastor, the demon who always wore a smile, was frowning?! This was the real Alastor in front of you now, not the radio demon persona. Rubbing his forehead against yours, Al opened his eyes, staring back at you.
The both of you stayed in that position until Alastor spoke again, "All of this...is entirely new to me, my dear. But, I want to explore more of this with you. What say you, Y/N? Would you like for this to become something more?" The butterflies in your stomach were going haywire, as the color of your cheeks dyed a deep red. Alastor wanted to be with you? Have a relationship more than this? Your thoughts were filled with all of the moments the both of you had. The pleasant conversations, the sweet gestures and the looks he would give you. The answer was clear to you. Wanting to grab your phone, you realized you had dropped it, making you unable to tell Alastor your answer. No no. You didn't need the phone. Feelings of nervousness began to overtake you, as you bit your lip. Alastor noticed your expression, and pulled back.
"I'm sorry, my dear. I did not mean to make you uncomfortable. I'll take my leave. We can discuss this another time." Alastor's smile had come back, but it seemed almost somber. Shaking your head, you didn't want him to leave without hearing what you had to say. Clenching your fists, you took a deep breath. Grabbing his coat, you pulled him down, back to your level. Alastor bent down. letting out a small gasp, not expecting your actions. Before he could speak, a pair of lips had attached to his. His crimson eyes widen in shock, his body becoming tense. His mind slowly began to piece together that you were kissing him. It left him shook, but he slowly eased into it, reciprocating back. The kiss lasted for a full minute, before you pulled away, and stared at Al. Biting your lip again, baring through the anxious emotions, you opened your mouth.
"I-I love you Alastor. I-I want to be t-together with you"
Alastor nearly gasped, legs almost buckling from what just happened. Did you just speak?!?!?!? You had spoken for the first time, in front of him. Your voice was so precious and soft, almost like an angel. His eyes sparkled with excitement, as he grabbed you by the waist, spinning you around in joy. Grabbing on to him, you let out a small chuckle, at his reaction. The spinning slowly stopped, as Al set you back down, placing his gloved hand on your pink-tinted cheek. His own face was similar to yours, flustered, yet he was wearing a love-struck expression. "I-I adore you as well, my doe." Seems it was still difficult for him to say I love you, but you were content with that. Alastor then leaned in to kiss your forehead, as he pulled back. "I believe it is past our bedtimes, my doe. I must, unfortunately head back to my quarters, but I will be here first thing in the morning." Listening to him, you nodded your head, letting out a soft "okay". Patting your head, he wished you pleasant dreams, as he made his way to your door, exiting your room. Watching him leave, you walked to the door, and placed a hand on it, before you turned around. Sliding your body down, you placed a hand on your chest as you gave a love struck sigh. It was official, both you and Al were going to be more than just friends. It made you nervous, but so excited at the same time. Getting up from your position on the floor, you went over to your bed, placing your head on the pillow. Grabbing the other across from you, you planted your face into it, squealing while kicking your feet in joy.
**Alastor POV**
Having left your room, Alastor still stood at your door, back facing it. Letting out a shaky sigh, he placed his back against it, letting his head fall back against it. His emotions were springily like crazy. All of this was still so new to him. His memory flashed back to what he said to you, annoyed that he couldn't say the three simple words, but he remembered the smitten look on your face, happy with that he said. The black heart in his chest was still beating a mile a minute, and his cheeks were still flaming hot. Sighing again, he moved from his position and walked down the hallway to head to his room. Tomorrow was going the be the first day of the both of you being in this kind of relationship, and he honestly couldn't wait.
~END~
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Perhaps maybe Mizu as a bottom? Whimpering and begging for more. Reader talking her through it and being loving.
nsfw bottom!mizu x top!reader (request)
tags: dom!reader, bottom mizu, eating out, cunilingus, smut, 18+. begging, whimpering, praise, dirty talk, modern au
a/n: requests & posts r gonna be slowed down for now bc of school hahaha hahaha (i have three 3-hr classes back to back in one day im going to cry),,, anyways i'll shut up ab school and start writing with one hand down my pant-
18+ content below!
u and mizu are making out one night in bed one late night
nothing crazy but its getting really heated
usually, u would let her stay on top and continue to mess u up with her fingers
but tonight would be something different
u move as u continue to make out, placing urself on top this time
"Oh, does my pretty girl want to be in control?" Mizu teased, placing her hands atop your hips. Her eyes traced your body starting from your thighs. You feel her hands softly grab your waist, anticipating your next move.
You nodded in response, getting close to her face. You stare deeply into those ocean blue orbs of hers. God, you could get lost in them anytime.
"Please, let me be on top tonight." You proposed.
Mizu couldn't resist your pretty eyes staring at her, almost begging to try something new. She tilted her head in curiousity.
"Okay, baby." Her hands adjusted to your thighs, giving them a small squeeze. "So what are your plans tonight Y/N?"
"Mmm, nothing in particular." Your face inching closer to her face, your lips almost brushing with hers. "I just want to love my beautiful girlfriend."
You close the gap between you two while your right hand gently palms her boxers. Your fingers drag along the thin gray fabric, only to find a small damp spot by her entrance. Still busy deepening the kiss with your beloved, you circle the edges of the wet spot. A moan slips out of Mizu.
When it comes to Mizu and noises, she typically doesn't speak out too much. You would mainly hear her in praises and words. However, your main goal was to change that tonight.
You continued to bring attention the the spot, circling it deeper. Mizu could feel the pads of your fingers dragging the surroundings of her entrance. It didn't help that the boxer fabric dragged along her clit.
God, that fucking underwear. It was the only thing between her and true pleasure from you. If only you could rip it off right now, she thought.
Instead, she threw her head back as you continued, positioning yourself under her. You hear her take a deep breath.
Looking up, you spot Mizu watching your next actions. Her face was practically red yet her eyes glowed blue in anticipation of your next move.
If it wasn't for your mission, you would have torn the boxers off of her and gone to town. However, you decided otherwise. You wanted to hear those sweet moans of her tonight.
No. 'Wanted' wasn't the right word.
Needed.
You paused right in front of her boxers. You come back up, your face still close to her body. Your hand balances you as the other makes its way up her oversized shirt, finding her breasts and giving the left one a soft squeeze.
"Fuck, Y/N..." she moaned.
Not enough, I know she can say more.
Your index finger barely brushes against her right nipple. A small gasp escapes out of Mizu.
Bingo.
As your hand cups her boob, you feel it grows hard against the fabric only a few seconds after. You chuckle, rubbing her nipple in between your thumb and index finger. Another moan slips out, louder in volume.
You check on her visual reaction, only to find her frustrated. Yet her erratic breathing and flushed face proved otherwise. You come closer to her, giving her a peck on the cheek.
"Does it feel good, my love?" you question. There was endearment behind that question, but Mizu could also hear the light teasing tone.
โGod, Y/N, it feels so- ah-" she attempts to answer while your right hand now lightly tugging on her right nipple, still rubbing it between tugs. You feel her right hand pet the back of your head, running through your scalp.
"It feels so good, baby."
Her praises were all you needed to keep going.
You deepen the kiss and pull up her shirt impatiently to get a better view. At this point, fuck the fabric. You needed to hear her moan more. You start your journey back down, peppering her neck with kisses.
"Oh does it now?" You question, your voice vibrating against her neck.
"Fuck...", she quietly whines. "Yes, it does- ah-"
You had made your way down to her boobs, now planting kisses on her soft mounds. You lightly start to suck on the soft sides of her breasts, leaving a subtle mark for her to find later tomorrow morning.
"My love is so good." you tease, kissing it once again as your fingers pull on her right nipple again.
No coherent words came out of Mizu. Instead, only moans spilled out of your girlfriend. In response to the pleasure, you feel Mizu's hand against your scalp start to fist up, grabbing a chunk of your hair.
You groan from the light tug. Fuck, this was really hot. Mizu, the typical top, was a fumbling wet mess under your touch.
On the other hand, Mizu's mind was on its way to being fried from pleasure. Her pretty girl was treating her so well, pushing every button.
Well, almost every button. Except the ones covered by her boxers.
You dragged yourself down in between her legs again. The small damp spot from before had grown in size from earlier. A small grin formed as you ran your finger down the middle of the spot. Passing her clit, you feel her twitch under you. You heard a groan in response to the touch.
"Aw Mizu," you say teasingly as your hands gently held her thighs apart, allowing you more room to get closer. "Did you need some attention here?", you say as you ran the same finger down the same spot.
Another moan escapes.
You continued to palm her throbbing clit through the fabric. If the roles were reversed, you would have been begging Mizu for her fingers, the strap, or just anything in you. Circumstances have changed tonight so you wondered how Mizu would react to similar scenarios.
"Shit...", she cursed. "Baby."
Mizu pulled herself up by her elbows, looking down to see the view of u in between her legs. You continue to palm the spot with a bit more pressure. You could tell the fabric being the only barrier between ur fingers and her wet folds was pissing Mizu off.
"Fuck hell, Y/N..." she says.
You hum in response, planting a kiss on her spot. Mizu takes a deep breath in, her mind trying to clear up. Instead, it's filled with lust, almost impatient for your touch.
"Please, baby." she answers.
"Please, what?" You palmed her boxers to find her clit, practically sticking out and throbbing against the thin gray fabric. You circled around it, watching and hearing every moan come out of Mizu.
You watch her throw her head back, biting her lip. Her eyes were already half-lidded, drunk with receiving pleasure from her pretty girl.
"Please eat me out, pretty girl."
You kiss her inner thigh, smiling in delight. You pulled down her boxers to find her wet mess puffy and needy, wanting and waiting to be touched by you.
She takes a peek at your reaction, hoping to watch the scene. She could finally unravel her and feel the pleasure that you had been teasing her with.
Face to face with her entrance, you could feel the heat off of it radiate. You give it a slow lick, finally tasting your mission's reward. Mizu groans, now louder for you to hear.
You feel more liquid gush out, lubricating your tongue with her honey.
"Mmm, s'good for me.", you compliment as your tongue enters slowly. You feel her walls tighten with the sudden entrance.
"Oh god, fuck." Mizu curses, her eyes closed shut. Her mind fully lets herself go, vulnerable under ur touch and waiting for your work to pleasure her even more. You continue to enter your tongue inside her, hoping to hear the volume of her moans increase.
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"aww, why are you crying baby? come on, i'm gonna take a break now can i?"
pairings ; best friend!yunho x fem!reader warnings ; i don't think there is.. (i'm joking.. there's cockwarming, blowjobs(?), petnames) just yunho being a tease and annoying.. i really love the cocky + nerdy concept on yunho ;) wn ; hey! i finally got a free time today, so i decided to spend it on writing something. i'll be taking requests by the way! i'm hoping to see some smutty reqs from ya'll hahaha
"come on y/n, its not that hard to memories these shit." yunho said, poking your head which was buried to the book you were supposed to read. you had spent over an hour in his apartment, just for a study session. you also promised yourself to study for real this time but i guess the tiredness and laziness in you held you back. you shook your head aggressively, making him stop touching you. "y/n, we have a really tight schedule and i know you know that. plus our presentation is in 3 days. spend your time studying so you won't have to struggle to go out with me." you shot your head up as soon as yunho mentioned about going out. your parents doesn't really let you go out unless you do something great in school. but with pleasing them by doing house chores, you know you could get out easily. well, not every time.
"ugh.. how many times do i have to read these?!" pointing at the open book, you looked at him. "if you really want me to memories this then how about you?" you held the book up close to your face, shooting your eyes up to him then at the book back to make sure he isn't peeking. yunho sighed, letting go of his pen and turning to you. he looked at the book title, making a face to remember something. "well, physics huh.. what page are you in?" he asked, shifting his body and putting his arm on the table so that he can rest his head on his fist with his cheeks. you quickly went to the first page, knowing that he doesn't pay that much attention on a first page of a book. "uh.. page one. i'm not telling you what it is though." you said, burying your head to the book once again and shifting you gaze between the book and yunho every 4 seconds. yunho smiled, pretending to remember what was on the first page. "physics isย the natural science of matter, involving the study of matter, its fundamental constituents, its motion and behavior through space and time, and the related entities of energy and force." you read what was on the page along with what he said, your eyes slowly going wide as he do.
"the fuck?! how in the earth did you remember every damn word in this one ass page?!" you slammed the green book on the table, going up close to him with rage in you. "i don't know, maybe i started to pay attention to the first page now. or maybe not, because i'm smart." he said, going back to his position and continue his revision. "or maybe.. you could help cover for me?" you said, leaning your head on the table as you puppy eyed him as you smile. yunho gave you a silent answer, which was a no. "come on yun, i know you like obeying me." you teased again, smiling ever so widely. "how about you study or i fuck that mouth off." he shift his gaze to you, placing down the pen under his palm.
you pouted, covering your face with your hand. yunho let out a small chuckle, grabbing you by your waist to get you more close. "i've never seen you this shy, y/n. you always fight back my teasings." he said, laying head head on the table too, close to your covered face. "i'd rather have a cock inside me for long enough than having to suck one that has a possibility of piss on it." you mumbled, hoping he won't hear a single thing when he's just right there, in front of you. yunho took your hand away from your face, meeting his eyes that was already staring at you. "do you want to try?" he bit his bottom lip, smiling lightly. you think, furrowing your eyebrows and pouting your lips. "i don't know. so you're hard?" you looked at his reddening face as your hand quickly went to his.. harden clothed dick. oh he is. yunho slaps your hand away quickly, holding them in his big ones. "suck it." he ordered, watching your smile grew wider. "why so needy? were you already planning this all along?" you said, shifting closer to him so there's no more space between the both of you. "sure. i'll do it. but you'll have to do a favor for me, too." you said again,getting up from the table and wait for him to strip. he stood up, sliding his sweats down and place them beside the table. but this time, he went to the sofa, sitting on it then leaning comfortably back while manspreading.
you looked at him with lust, his tongue going over his bottom lips, wetting them then biting them afterwards. he watches you walk towards him, your knee purposely hitting his crotch as you lean in to give his jaw a nice lingering kisses, to his lips. "how long have you been keeping this from me, hm?" you mumbled in the kiss, enjoying his taste. "ever since you appeared like a damn angel in front of me and decided to become my friend." he held your jaw with his hand, caressing them. you ran your hand from his bicep, down to his chest. gently touching every part as possible to make him shudder. you pulled away from the kiss, going down as he watches your every move. your tits, holding onto its dear life in the top you had. it looked like it want to pop out in any second you make a risky move. and your tight low rise jeans. ah, don't mention it anymore. he loves it when you wear that kind of clothes.
after you had took off his boxer, his dick sprung out, precum leaking to his base. "fuck, who are you going big for? me?" you said, grabbing his cock gently, kissing the pink aching tip. he hissed in pleasure, throwing his head back. "who else do i have to keep this dick for? of course it was for you, angel." oh god, that nickname has you every time. you licks his cock slowly, going down and fitting the whole base in your mouth. as you suck him off. him, on the other hand are sweating, tears started to form in that boy's eyes. he had his hands placed prettily under your chin so he has a better view while the other caress your hair ever so sweetly. he is this sweet when receiving a blowjob? oh you could do this everyday if it means he is. "mmh, such a good girl. other boys must not be this thick, right? i know you enjoy this so much, baby." he said in between moans, grunts. you swirl your tongue, making a popping sound when letting his cock go. he felt empty, and cold.
yunho pouted, watching his dick being held and watched by you. "y/n.. why did you do that? more please.." he begged, grabbing your free hand and holding them in his. "i want a favor back." you gently pump his cock, watching him biting his bottom lip. "what is it hm..?" he hummed, thinking about what you possibly want. you leaned and lay your cheeks on his cock, looking up to him. "i want you to cover for me for the presentation soon."
and that, you were being sat on his lap while he does his revision. your top thrown away even god don't know where, your jeans and red panties thrown at the sofa. now, you're being forced to sit on his dick that has cummed a few times because you moved a little. you were facing behind, hugging him so tightly, hoping to not make a certain move or he takes a break to play with your hardened tits again. i said, again. you shuddered at the feeling of his liquid constantly coming out and its touching your walls. "y/n baby, don't move please? i've said this a thousandth times already." as he put his pen down, he pulled you so that you're leaning on the edge of the table and facing him. "aww, why are you crying baby? come on, i'm can take a break now can i?"
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hehe a small yunho smut for ya'll <3 i miss this man so much and have you seen his airport look? god damn i would devour every single inch of it. and have ya'll seen seonghwa's gianna boyfriend?? goshh if he's not putting a shirt on i'm gonna suck those tits LMAO lmk if theres any error guys.. and remember to drop some hot ass smut thoughts on my inbox please im beggin u
#ateez x reader#ateez#hwathinkerโฆฎโ
โฆฏ#ateez smut#ateez fic#ateez imagines#ateez drabbles#jeong yunho#yunho smut#ateez hard hours#atz smut#yunho#jeong yunho smut#yunho x reader#yunho imagine#yunho fic#jeong yunho fic#jeong yunho imagine#yunho hard hours
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I support the virgin Jason agenda so how do you think Jay would react to receiving head for the first time ๐
OUUUUHHHHHHHFUFHFIFHDJ HES ACTUALLY GRIPPING ANYTHING HE CAN
tags: @millyhelp
AK!Jason Todd Gettinโ Head For The First Time
(NSFW EXPLICIT / DETAILED)
โtis unda da cut!
LOVE-HATE relationship with getting head.
like it feels so good and the way he feels drives him insane
but also getting that close to him without being the dominant one makes him uncomfortable
its a little rare you give him head, its when he wants to be taken care of or hes super tired but horny
it definitely takes awhile for him to be okay with it still
but for the first time hes still horrendously whipped
the entire time hes going crazy
like as soon as your head gets close to his cock his mind is going blank
JASON sits in a chair in front of you, he just got home from his mission. The weariness in his eyes was very obvious when he barely got through your window, almost crashing that night on your floor; He had been tracking a gang that was dealing poison. Problem was, they put a lot of time into being hard to trace, he spent a good month tracking their warehouse. He spent way too much time running around Gotham for interrogations and not enough around you. Solution was, when he did find them this night, they focused a lot more on their secrecy and not enough on their own protection so it was a quick fight for him. Still, the mental drain had his feet dragging, and way too much steam in his pants; Nights like this he wouldโve just jacked off in the shower and went to sleep. Wouldโve. But, Jason comes home and youโre still up. You just finished some last-minute assignments from your professors, if he wasnโt so busy he wouldโve gotten them done for you the day they were assigned. But here he is, slipping behind you, pecking kisses to your neck, you feel his hot breath on your neck, Oh, this poor guyโฆ One pretty little question leaving his lips โand.
Oh. <3
Now, heโs sat up on your couch, pants just pulled down, you look up and ask him one more time.
โAre you sure?โ His eyes already drawn on you.
โPlease.โ
He just barely chokes out, voice hoarsely struck an octave lower then his usual tone and slightly cracking towards the end; the sound pitch change flowing like honey from his lips.
Oh, this poor guy. You nod, keeping your eyes on his before moving down, pecking at his happy trail, drifting down to his inner thighs, softly sucking at his skin. His eyelashes fluttering as you trailed closer to the base of his cock. He was far from small. Definitely above average, 8 inches even , and thick, really fucking thick. (Shower not grower, feeding myself sorry).You move your hand to his dick, softly pumping his twitching cock up and down, pressing tender kisses on his tip before looking up into his eyes and lapping at the vein that travels from the base of his cock and up. Your eyes fell on him, staring down on you, both of his hands propped up on the pillows around him, taking deep breaths through his nose. Barely keeping it together. Barely. You then take as much of him into your mouth as you can, moving your other hand to his balls (HAHAHA BALLS sorry), and start sucking him, jerking off the parts you didnโt take. He dropped his head back and started open mouth panting, maybe if he wasnโt tired he wouldโve been able to keep himself quiet. Maybe. But, Oh, this poor guy needed this sooo bad. Heโs gripping those pillows like theyโre the only thing keeping him down as you take your tongue to the slit of his tip.
โughhโโ his hand shoots to his mouth, (insert that 1 arkham voice line from game IKYKIK) ,โโMmmhโ โs start slipping from his mouth instead. His mind is so foggy, all he can focus on is the wet warmth around his dick and the lewd sloppy noises youโre making. Jasonโs strangled grunts made you whine out your own, the vibrations around him made his head shoot down to watch you. Heโs losing his grip at the sight, he moved his hand from the pillow to your where your jaw and ear meet. Brushing his hand against your skin, โKeep going,,โ he let out a soft exhale, drawing circles on your skin,โJust like thatโฆโ His voice was starting to crack . Watching your pretty face he couldnโt help bucking his hips into your mouth before pausing. Jason lifts your head with his hand that was on your jaw, Breathlessly he asks, โIs that alrightโฆ Sweetheart?โ Heโs trying to hold it together, really fucking trying to hold it together; but his voice is so cracky and whiney right now, and he needs to make sure youโre not being hurt. But, you nod to him sweetly, with those swollen lips and those teary eyes, โAttaโ Doll.โ Barely managing to deepen his voice before starting to pump his hips, making sure to keep his pace bearable for you. Jason husked out praises every chance he got. Every jolt of his hips had him seeing stars, he just couldnโt last long.
Jason felt the base of his cock and balls (HAHAH BALLS) tighten, he furrowed his brows and let out a string of strained curses. His hips got sloppy, breath hitched before he dropped his head back and his hips stopped entirely. His pelvis perked up and body tenses as he let out sputtered moans for every pulse of thick hot cum and pleasure that roll from his cock . His eyelashes fluttering and his eyes rolled to the back of his head throughout his orgasm. Jasons body slowly slacks, after a few seconds he reached up and brushed his hair out of his face.
He panted out treble, โMh,โ โs and, โAhโ โs while he settled from his high. He reached to his mouth to sloppily wipe the bit of drool that he prayed you didnโt see. Rolling his head forward to look at you, he took his cock out of your mouth then pressed a hot kiss to your lips. Jason brought his hand to the back of your neck and continued to peck at your face. He stopped and whispered airlessly,โThank you.โ You were close enough to feel his breath panting on your face and see his hair sticking to his skin from sweat. The pleasure and exhaustion in his pretty blue eyes making him look so needy. Oh, this poor guy! You need to get him asleep ASAP!!
literally he fell asleep open mouth drooling. snoring a little too!! literally my pillow princess !!
so many kisses while you two were falling asleep, legitimately had a hard time prying himself off you
so vulnerable this night inlove so bad
him fighting to come of dominant so bad but it feels so good and he wants to be taken cared of sooo bad
he was fighting to keep his voice at a normal tone BUT HIS DRAMA QUEEN ASS!! COULD NOT KEEP QUIET!! EXPECT NOISE COMPLAINTS!! ITS 4AM GTS !!
im so down bad for the way his va had him talking HHHHH
inbox is open if you wanna rq anything or just wanna yap!
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IVE GOT MORE THUNDER LEGION/RAIJINSHUU CRUMBS THAT IM GOING TO EXPLODE ABOUT
CW: FAIRY TAIL GAME 2 SPOILERS BELOW
tagging @freedjustinemywife and @selfawarecobalt (also if youre reading this come join us on the thunder legion community)
Before I get to the goods I wanted to point out something that made me laugh:
Wendy has often said in the game how much she admires Laxusโ kinder side (not her calling him the gay uncle of the guild) but whenever she does so MIRA almost always reminds her and the player that โnah i remember when u did this shit back in 2009โ ITS SO FUNNY
OK NOW HERES A CUTE EXCHANGE OF ELFMAN GIVING LAXUS GIFTS (i donโt understand the occasion tho, xmas during the war?? idkk) FROM THE THUNDER LEGION
my freakout thoughts:
bixlow making a mini doll???? im gonna cry thats so fucking CUTE,,, imagining bixlow sitting down to carve one out for laxus with a silly face,,ough,,bixlow is so sweet i NEED TO SEE HIM
freed knitting a sweater.....ok so the entire thunder legion are all arts and crafts oriented ok i will explode. AND A PROTECTION ENCHANTMENT TOO?? the bodyguarding never stops even if he's offscreen he's still got it FUCKK i miss my wife. and youre so right elfman WEAR IT LAXUS U DICK. also,,,,laxus recognized the sweater from the pattern itself so freed has knitted things with that similar pattern before...AUGHHHHH freed knitting the thunder legion and laxus outfits what if i suddenly combusted
EVERGREEN MAKING A STEWWWW and the elfever crumbs with chef evergreen and taste tester elfman,,,man if elfman doesnt marry her I WILL. this is quite possibly the softest and coziest little side event ever, where the hell is the thunder legion when i'm freezing in my apartment....
ALL 3 OF THEM GIVING LAXUS CASH JUST IN CASE ok this reminds me of the talks i had with @yellow-guiding-lantern about the thunder legion being the keepers/the only ones who could reign in rabid dog laxus, this just affirms whats TRUE theyre taking care of his dumb ass
moving on:
youre so right lucy the thunder legion DOES love him im so sick of them /aff (if i dont see them soon i will make it on international news)
THUNDER LEGION FORMATION CRUMBS????
i always did wanna learn how they got to be together and though i know the gaiden had its own interpretation i wondered how else it could have happened, and this is a very interesting and different approach the way FREED is the one who wants to fight laxus first (angry freed????? CAN I SEE????)
i have so many questions like?? why did he get so angry??? did laxus break a rule that enraged him?? like maybe threatening the safety of others??? did freed give laxus a good fight?? were bixlow and evergreen involved at this point??? and what does that mean freed only wanted laxus for his strength???? elaborate??????
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD
mira is so funny the way she can quickly uncover laxus' facade of trying to stay tough and hard, in the source material + game she's always been the anchor of staying true to one's feelings. in other words, she's all "aaaaaaahhh i caught you caring"
elfman catching laxus blushing too HAHAHA his whiteness will work against him. (also- manhood????? was there no other word they could have used???)
NOT TOO MUCH ON THE THUNDER LEGION LUCY??? to be fair i also love gift giving, i love to give my friends lots of little things i know they'll love so i don't see the "obsessiveness" of this.
MY TAKEAWAYS:
Mirajane Strauss will forever be Laxus' greatest opp (undefeated streak)
the Thunder Legion are the best gift givers in the guild, they're the equivalent of the rich aunties who want to spoil you rotten
I want to see no more Freed characterization calling him a pushover or cheerleader for Laxus, he's literally the one consistently defying his arrogance ON AND OFF SCREEN๐ฃ๏ธ
Laxus and the Thunder Legion are private people, but everyone can see their love and devotion to each other and I think that's so beautiful
If I don't see new Thunder Legion content soon WHERE I CAN ACTUALLY SEE THEM another CEO will pay for it
#thunder legion#raijinshuu#thunder god tribe#freed justine#bixlow#bickslow#evergreen#fairy tail evergreen#ft evergreen#laxus dreyar#lucy heartfilia#wendy marvell#mirajane strauss#elfman strauss#fairy tail#ft#fairy tail game 2#fraxus crumb? maybe#fraxus
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so... my interpretation of guide!reader may be vastly different from others but with my vast assimilation of yours and others content, this is my variation of the one I like envisioning involving concepts such as yours (Humans are NOT Hylians and Guide!Reader) so this is my official start to the ramblings *DEEP INHALE*
when I read the post about reader losing their sord and just punching the monsters and it is working along with the other links being amazed
I imagine that because of the fact that hylian's are so light that they didn't put that much into the growth of physical arts
they can punch and kick fine but that's more so used for scraps agents one another, rather than in fights against monsters
hylian's don't have enough strength or weight to have it be worth it on the battlefield
its much more worth their time and energy to learn things like swordsmanship or artery, and be nimble
but guide dose have: the muscle, weight, durability and training necessary for such a strategy to be worth it
It would be more effective for the reader to use the Muay Thai and Taekwondo they worked so hard on instead of learning something new
_*looking respectfully
I can imagine that this levees them beater of physically than most (*cough* me *cough*)
leveeing them much more prepared
along with giving them a lot more... muscle...
Link's(-wind):... please crush me between your thighs
Guide!Reader: what?
Link's(-wind): what.
I know that it has been said that reader is shorter than time, but I personally like them slightly bigger than time
you know... forehead kissing rang
so it's only slightly less awkward to pick them up
I think their deep honey like voice could be compared to their slightly dark honey-colored eyes
someone like legend would appreciate how their eyes turn golden in the sun light, shining like no ring on his finger
Hyrule loves how they feel different from the cold sweetness of sugar water, instead they feel like rich honey and warm cinnamene
wild remembers them as there very first true companion and comfort
to wars, an immovable force, never leveeing their side
that's all I have fore now, but be warned...
I'll be back!
and I'm putting them in a dress (:<
AHH SORRY FOR LATE REPLY U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IVE BEEN HOGGING THIS TO MYSELF
Martial arts reader/Mc my beloved <333
U sent in ART TOO??!!!! ๐ญ๐
i love stuff like this sm ur style is so ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐
The bit abt hylians not needing as much/making intricate martial arts/making their body be the weapon is so peak worldbuilding, if i had an official stamp to say smth is canon in my little HaNH AU (Humans are Not Hylians) i would stamp this 10x over
Acc u know what one sec
Since u made art, have some shitty meme art in return
LMAO its shitty but i hope u know it is the biggest support i can give you, like GOD the ART i keep coming back and Also. Looking Respectfully.
And this is the biggest thank you i could give for sharing this w/me!!
Ok spam headcanons?? Sorta
CONTENT WARNINGS: MILDLY SUGGESTIVE? CONTENT, 16+/18+ MATURER AUDIENCES RECOMMENDED.
COULD YOU IMAGINEEEEE
How the Hylians view Wrestling.
Like, your knuckles/elbows/knees (the parts where thers not as much fat to protect) start to bleed punching armored monsters/arms get tired and you just-
Wrap ur legs around a lynels neck and spin around their neck, using your body weight to drag and lay that bitch Out.
(This is a Real Martial Arts move Ive fucking seen a gif of hold on i NEED to find it- FUCK i cant find it but try youtube and see if yall can find it, its So Real i promise, it was on tumblr at one point)
Who's swooning? Not all 8 Links, nope-
Links, externally (+Wind genuinely): Hahaha, u can crush a watermelow open between ur thighs?? Omg thats so cool- !! ๐
Links, internally (-wind): omfTRIPLEGODDESSES- DID U SEE THAT?? IT WASNT JUST ME RIGHT??? SO WE ALL LOWKEY WANNA,, RIGHT??? ๐๐ถ๐๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ(Making eye contact w/each other and communicating this silently, everyone going super red/turning away/ears twitching)
Wind makes you do like another 4 watermelons bc its genuinely so impressive to him (does he think its hilarious to watch the others get all embarassed? Hell yeah- what else are little brothers supposed to do??)
Okay but OG asker/Snack Eater DID NOT emphasize how insane a Muay Thai fighter in HaNH AU would go???
If u dont know, Muay Thai is DEADLY-DEADLY kinda martial arts, like it has been considered assault with a deadly weapon before i think/been banned a lot of other fighting places outside its country of origin? I think its Thailand?
Anyway Thailand is fucking crazy for not having a higher rate of murders acredited to this martial art, bc guys, they use Elbows and Knees in their moves.
Like. That's banned/outright no moves created/or at least taught, a lot of the time in other martial arts from diff places.
Like that kills people. So easily. ๐
Like, the Chain already knows ur deadly, but when u reveal (having done the Honorable/Give Them A Fair Chance Thing) and not used Elbows or Knees yet, only to get into the harder enemies like boss fights and suddenly get real close (!!! What are you doing Guide Back Up-!!)
And whip out an elbow, crack the motherfucker straight in the head, and watch the thing immediately flatline right before their eyes??
Its like seeing a biblically accurate angel descend.
Like their in awe, but also scared? But its also like feeding into the awe?? Jaws have dropped.
U tell them that Elbows and Knees are even banned back home, and every single Link is like "Understandable. Obviously. But also, oh my goddess?? A move even the Humans banned?? Bc its so deadly???"
Wind: "..."
Wind: "...hey. Can you kill Gods? ...Can you kill Ganon?"
(The entire Chain goes silent in shock before exploding into Exsistential Crisis Mode, it takes Time/Wars like 5 minutes to recover from this information/experience enough to get up and calm everyone down lmao)
ALSO???
On a completely diff note-
Shorted Links, Taller Guide Reader my beloved?? <<<3333
Oh i def been leaning towards some Links are taller bc i think the imagery of you picking them up easily is funny (what can i say I live to embarass/try and fluster Time/Twi)
But you being taller?? Sign me tf up babe I have NOTHING against that, and am ALL for it????
Like u go thru a triangle portal/wake up from playing Loz and the Links are all shorter than you?? blessings rain down upon us like????
Twi/Time/Wars (who i headcanon as the tallest Links, in that order, along with Sky when he stops slouching lol)
And for Twilight to just be forehead kissing height?!
(He might've realized he's got a thing for lowkey feeling like worshipping ppl taller than him, bc other than the few humans who did live in Ordon, he was the tallest Hylian)
Time adores looking up at you, like u swear you saw his ears flapping a little
Wars is just,, ๐๐ณ๐๐๐ฅบ h-hey
Like flirting is infinitely harder when theyre a head taller than you, the poor Captain has found
(Yknow bc im personally 5"3, or abt 160cm, i think itd be even funnier if no matter what height you are, ur still taller than the tallest Hylians LMAO, Four our here actually being 3-4 ft tall like hobbits lol)
Omg (i know, i PROMISE, i KNOW) that its not canon at all, but i think itd be funny if the hylians most common hair color was blonde/most common eyecolor was blue/green,
And its rarer for ppl to have brown eyes/dark hair
Like the opposite of a lot of American beauty standards, ur seen at the Y/N, the main character for having darker features
(Lowkey inlcuding skin tone bc, and this is canon, have u seen the skin tone diversity historically for Loz games lmao ๐
)
Ok im done sorry for rambling
Thanks again for this!!
___ TW: Hurricane Helene talk below ____
Fair Warning: I WILL NOT be tolerating any condescending/hateful or otherwise negative responses about the effects of Hurricane Helene.
People have died. Myself/my friends/my family/my coworkers have been affected. Be respectful.
You will be blocked/possibly reported for hate speech.
This was like Hurricane Katrina for us, because these areas were NOT prepared for hurricanes.
Those most affected are Mountain communities, we're supposed to have more mild weather, and the last time this happened according to older locals was decades ago, if then.
...
Hey!! If u read my tags of my last reblog, im doing better, we got back to town and realized our powers back on, and then the next day luckily our water was back on too
(its not drinkable but at least we can flush the toliet/shower ๐ญ)
Luckily too by this point the water distribution/rescue crews are here,
DUDE. We were/are so fucked Biden came to look at us ๐
Im personally still on the lookout for missing ppl (my coworker has missing family in the town nearby and in telling my friend over there to spread the word)
And cellular service is back up, but they may jut be bc they brought in temporary towers/Tmobile is giving out free service for everyone too
Its slow going still, all these developments are taking days to achieve if u cant tell
And no pressure, esp if u dont have the spare money,
But if you could donate to help my city/the cities nearby who are still very isolated bc theyre smaller, along with helping our homeless people who no doubt are worse off, thatd mean to world to me/all of us!! <3
Here's some links for that, even if its just tip money/money for a coffee, anything helps!
https://pay.payitgov.com/ncdonations
https://crowdfund.charlotte.edu/project/44126
https://www.chabadasheville.org/templates/section_cdo/aid/6606696/jewish/Hurricane-Helene-Relief.htm
Thanks for reading, and blessed be those still in need of rescue, from human to animals, and to those who have passed.
May those you left behind find peace.
<3
Peact out,
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#moon rambles#moon asks#lu x reader#lu x male reader#linked universe x reader#male reader#well idk if askers reader is he/him#they didnt say so#lu x gn reader#lu x gender neutral reader#lu x fem reader#link x reader#linked universe reader#moon chats#hurricane helene personal update with donation links#wishing star gifts#< my tag for sorta fanart#bc i wished upon a star for that lol#also#hanh au fanart#u could say#<333
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หสโกษห Their Girl For The Night หสโกษห
โงหยฐ Summary: Imagine sitting on the ground just outside the tiefling party, your back pinned to Zevlorโs chest as he keeps you locked in place while Halsin eats you out as if you were his last meโฆ
โงหยฐ Pairings: Halsin x F!Reader/Tav x Zevlor
โงหยฐ Content: NSFW - Cunnilingus - Halsin Eats You Out So Well - Zevlor Holds You In Place - Anal - Vaginal Sex - Squirting - Big Dick Halsin & Zevlor
โงหยฐ Notes: This is pure smut, I had the idea while horny for Zevlor now please enjoy and be horny with me hahaha xoxo
Zevlorโs arms hold you firm against his chest, his fingers tracing the curve of your waist, his breath hot against your neck, โSuch a pretty thing, you are.โ His tail finds its way up your outer thigh, slowly dragging across your skin before stoping at your stomach- the tip of it tracing slow little circles around your belly button.
You writhe and buck against Zevlor, desperate to get away from the overwhelming pleasure, โNgh~ SโZevy~ Mngh~~~!!!โ Your words slurred, a jumble of half made syllables that were barely comprehensible, โI- Mah~ My~ c-Canโt~ Haaa!!!!โ
โYou can,โ Zevlor moves to nip and lap at the nape of your neck, his horns scraping light patterns against your cheek, โand you will.โ
Halsin chuckles, his breath ghosting over your wet sex, his hands kneading into your thighs, his tongue flicking and pressing against your clit with expert precision before diving his skilled tongue back inside your weeping hole.
Your back arches against Zevlor, a loud whorish moan falling from your parted lips, a thick line of drool slowly trickling down your chin, eyes lidded and glazed with lust.
You could feel Zevlorโs cum seeping from your stretched asshole, prior to Halsin getting his paws on you, Zevlor had bent you over the side of a fallen tree and fucked you like his own personal cumdumpโฆ
- The feeling of his calloused hands roaming over every inch of you, groping and fondling and squeezing, his mouth biting and sucking and licking, his tongue teasing and tasting, his cock ramming into you, his balls slapping against you with every rough thrust, his tail twirling and flicking your clit. You were a mess by the time Zevlor was finished, and when he came inside you, he took special care to push it all deep within you- he wanted his cum to be trapped inside you, not wanting a single drop to escape. The hellrider wanted to know that youโd be leaking his cum each step you took the next day. -
A hard bite against the sensitive flesh of your clit snaps you from your thoughts.
โFH~!!!! Noooo~!!! Hal-Halsin~!!! Ah~! T-too wโrou-roughโ Your eyes screw shut as tears prick the corners of your eyes, โZev~ pllllleaa~se- itz too mu-ch-โ
โLook at the way your juices spill out from you, my dear- the way they coat his face. The way your thighs quake, the way your hips jolt, as if well as the way your toes curl, it is all so lovely.โ Zevlor pulls and twists one of your nipples, just enough to send another wave of pleasure crashing over you, the waves of your impending orgasm threatening to drown you.
Halsinโs eyes watched your face, drinking in your every expression, memorizing each sound, taking in the way your body quivered and writhed and twisted under his touch, how you were coming apart at the seams.
He wanted to hear you scream, wanted everyone to hear how you were claimed tonight and enjoyed the pleasures he could give.
Taking the swollen bundle of nerves into his mouth, his tongue laving and massaging the sensitive nub, his nose pressed against your pelvis- inhaling the intoxicating musky scent that was only you. His fingers plunged into your dripping sex, curling and pressing and scissoring, the slick sounds of his fingers thrusting into you were loud and filthy.
He felt the way your walls fluttered and twitched, the telltale sign of your incoming orgasm.
Releasing your clit from his mouth, his hand replaced his tongue, the other hand pulling his fingers from you, and in a quick motion, his fingers were shoved back inside you, and a third was added, curling them upwards, pressing into your plush walls, โLet it go- cum for us my heart, allow us both to taste your sweet nectar.โ
Your eyes were wide, the feeling of the sudden stretch, the sensation of his fingers pressing and curling against your sweet spot, the command that came from Halsinโฆ Your vision goes white and your entire body seizes up- a long, loud moan falling from your open mouth, and your release soaks his hand, coating his palm, his wrist, his arm, his chin, his mouthโฆ
He drinks you in like a man dying of thirst, the sweet ambrosia coating his throat. He doesn't stop until you beg for him to, tears staining your flushed cheeks, โPlease- P-pleeeaseโฆ n-no m-moreโฆ t-too m-much~ a-aahhhhhh~~ Z-Z-Zevy~~~ Halllsinnn~!โ
Another wave of pleasure rushes through you, a dry orgasm from Halsin suckling on your overly sensitive clit, his tongue swiping the little bud one last time before pulling away, his fingers leaving you with an obscene pop.
You were a sweaty, sticky, panting, shaking, and crying messโฆ It felt as if you were going to pass out, the world around you spinning and swirling.
You were dimly aware of the movement behind you, rustling and pulling you into his lap, into Zevlorโs lap. His cock already hard and rutting against your still sensitive pussy.
The feeling of Zevlor pushing into causes a pathetic whine to fall from your mouth. Your hips pulled flush against his, his cock buried to the hilt, the tip kissing the entrance to your womb, โNgh, Zev~ Haaaaaaaa~ too much, it's- hhaaaa- so good- fuuuuuckk- but too- too much, t-tooooooo m-much. M-mooore~!โ
His tail wrapped around your thigh, spreading your legs wider granting Halsin better accessโฆ
The Druid positioned himself at your already stuffed hole, the tip of his cock pushing inside of you, the head of his large cock attempting to slip in and stretching the sensitive ring of musclesโฆ
You werenโt sure who spiked the three of yours drinks with one of Ethelโs potions, but you were thankful they did. You only hoped that you wouldnโt be to fucked out tomorrow so you can find and thank whoever it was..
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate#zevlor#Halsin#zevlor bg3#bg3 zevlor#zevlor nation#halsin bg3#bg3 halsin#halsin silverbough#bg3 smut
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๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐๐๐๐น ๐๐๐๐ หโยทออออออออออออโณโฅ wally darling
โ tags: sfw, mob au, yandere!wally, gn!singer!reader, power imbalance, discussions of violence
โก synopsis: youโd be surprised how many fans you accrue as a small-time lounge singer. while this is usually a good thing, one of yours happens to rule half the city, so he isnโt exactly receptive to the word โnoโ.
โก word count: 5,310
โง๏พโง*๏ฝฅ๏พ the following content may be triggering to some. please proceed with caution! ๏ฝฅ๏พ*โงใโง
a/n: hello!! โแข.หฌ.โ
แขโ goshh, my very first post on this acc!! i havenโt posted fanfic in a hot minute but iโm suuuper excited to get back into it!! ๐ i have sooo many wips for this fandom, it was difficult to choose which one to finish first! credit to @/clownsuu for creating the au and for the lovely art!! i tweaked the concept a wee bit so that it takes place in a roger rabbit-esque world where puppets and humans live together unharmoniously (with a jessica rabbit inspired reader ofc >v>). it was a lot of fun trying to marry wally's canon personality with a Scary Mob Boss (*ยด ่ธ`) i can't wait to post more!! what are y'all's favourite aus? let me know!! ๏ฝฅ*๏ฝฅ:โก(ใฮต:)
Thereโs a rose on your vanity.
The sight of it snuffs out your high spirits, irritation igniting in its placeโ and it was such a good day, too! You and the girls were perfectly in sync for your entire performance, bolstered by the unusually affable audience; you even rewarded them with a sneak peek of new material, which made them go wild!
Dreams of stomping it beneath your heel stew in your head as you drop it in the faience vase at the rim of the mirror, where a crinkled, beige-tipped rose droops against the rim. Why not break the vase too? An idea thatโs crossed your mind too many times, and while it gets harder to resist with each flower, you endure it. Theyโre presents, after all, and you doubt your admirer would take kindly to the news that youโve trashed them. Youโre certain one of his minions would obtain the evidence, if not witness you do it; you canโt pinpoint the extent to which they survey you, but the crawling sensation of eyes on your back crops up often, and obviously they have no problem barging into your dressing room to play delivery service.
Sighing, you comb through your rolling rack to pick a suitable outfit to change into. Most of the articles hanging are also gifts, but youโve made sure to keep some of your own hard-earned clothes here out of sheer spite. A burgundy cashmere number has just slipped into your grasp when the door bursts open.
โHowโs that for a show?! And what a great crowd, a whole buncha dolls! Orโ well, puppetsโ and humans! Hahaha!โ
Lottie skips in with her usual energy, the bell on her collar jingling alongside the clack of her Mary Janes. You hate that their manager mandates the bells as a part of their costumes, as if puppets being treated like second-class citizens wasnโt enough. โYou wanna make money or not? Itโs part of the appeal! You know, Mary Had A Little Lamb and all that!โ is what he told you after one of your countless tirades regarding his treatment of them, but the sleazy smirk wrapped around his cheap cigarette allowed you to read between the lines. As much as you despise that man, itโs not your business to judge the trio for staying contracted with him. Mottieโs recalled to you how difficult it was to hire a manager at all, and you suppose you have to (begrudgingly) thank him for bringing them into your life, since heโs the one who bagged them the backup singer gig.
A swell of color in your peripheral lets you know that sheโs come near, but you donโt bother diverting attention from your search. This is such a common occurrence between you two that pleasantries are no longer required.
โAnd they were mighty generous with the tips! So me and the gals was thinking we should go somewhere toโฆ celebrateโฆโ
Hearing her trail off, you turn to find her staring at the new rose, her once-perky ears fallen limp. You click your tongue, remorse prickling your heart, though youโve done nothing wrong.
โIโll be alright, Lottie. Here,โ You grab a wad of bills from your personal tip jar and fold them into her hand. โYou take your sisters somewhere nice, my treat. As an apology for having to skip out tonight.โ
When she doesnโt move from her spot, merely pouting at you with big, glistening eyes full of concern, you swaddle her in a hug. Fleecy strands of shell pink hair tickle your nose as she nestles her snout into your shoulder, squeezing you like a lifebuoy. Having her in your arms is a vital reminder as to why you continue to put up with everything. Lottie, Dottie and Mottie are your beloved friendsโ your family when you had noneโ and you are willing to do whatever is necessary to build a life with them.
โAre ya sure?โ
โPositive. And if that bug gives you even a whiff of trouble, you come get me right away, got it?โ
She laughs, the sound a balm to the ache of your worries. โHe never gives us any troubleโ nโfact, I havenโt heard โim say a single word!โ
โGood. At least one of them has manners. Now go have fun!โ
After a few more hugs and a promise to relay your apology to her sisters, she trots towards the entrance. Halfway through it, she pauses.
โPromise yaโll play nice?โ
An involuntary grimace twists your face, which you smooth immediately.
โI was planning on it,โ you concede, earning an exhale of relief from Lottie.
โThanks. Honestly, Iโm kinda worried...โ She leans against the doorframe, gaze trained on the checkered floor. โI see more and more of that Napoleon-wannabeโs goons lately. Do ya think heโs gettinโ antsy? Itโs been real quiet since that incident with Dorelaine.โ
Ah, the incident. It happened a handful of months ago; he refused to go into specifics, but what youโve gathered from his gnomic recount and various news stories is that their rival organizationโ led by Ronald Dorelaine, a human manโ planted explosives somewhere important, racking up thousands in damages and dismembering several puppets, left to be mended with those horrific stitches. You didnโt receive another rose until several weeks afterwards.
โI canโt be sure,โ you admit. โHe doesnโt tell me much about the goings-on of the โfamilyโ, not that I care to know. But I noticed heโs been more wound up latelyโฆ maybe theyโre going to retaliate?โ
A visible shudder travels through Lottie, and she tosses her head as if to ward off the gravity of your predicament. It was easier to ignore the implications when there wasnโt an active turf battle.
โYouโre right, we should stay as far as we can from that nasty business. Wear the red, then. To butter โim up a little.โ She offers you a conflicted half-smile, most likely holding herself back from proposing a makeover, before sidling out the door.
Glowering, you follow the advice, shucking your tight, shimmering stage outfit for the cozy cashmere you were eyeing before. Like I need to be reminded of his favorite color. Iโve practically lived in red since I met him. It inexplicably fits like a glove, as do all of the clothes you've been bestowed; for the sake of your sanity, you prevent yourself from delving too far into that subject.
As you fix the little bits of your appearance that got mussed up during your performance, you canโt help but contemplate hiding in your room until morning, even though you know it wouldnโt workโ and youโd have to pay for a broken front door. Once every speck of lint has been removed and your ensemble is flawless, you steel your resolve with a hard look in the mirror. If things go south, at least youโll make a gorgeous open casket.
You step into your shoes and out of the dressing room, swiping your bag and a matching hat from the plethora that dangle on knobs affixed to the wall along the way. The haze that eternally permeates the lounge envelops you as you walk, no longer springing tears to your eyes like it did so long ago, when you were a starry-eyed fledgling. Upon entering the foyer, you call out to the owner, Gene, whoโs counting the register behind the bar.
โHey, Iโm heading out!โ
โGeez, youโre in a hurry! Got a hot date or what?โ
โSomething like that,โ you breathe, your nerves relighting tenfold now that youโre so close to the outside.
โAhh, I getcha.โ His amusement is clear, construing an innuendo within your words that is absolutely not there, but youโd rather die than clarify. โYou did a great job today, you deserve it!โ
Somehow, your admirer has managed to limbo directly under Geneโs nose; thus far heโs made no indication that heโs aware he has a very important patron. For a moment, you observe him, and see how he absentmindedly rubs the pocket of his button-upโ where a polaroid of his two children is safely tucked awayโ and you decide that itโs probably for the best.
โThanks, Gene. Have a good one.โ
โYou too!โ
His reply barely reaches you as you cross the threshold from the comfort of your work into the cold, pensive night. A luckier soul may have suffered a fright when greeted with the colossal figure standing below the street light, carved with shadow, but itโs a familiar sight to you now. An inconspicuous black car is parked behind him.
โHi Howdy.โ
โEvening, Mx.โ He bows slightly, whisking open the sleek passenger door which you reluctantly slide inside.
โI wish youโd stop calling me that. I do have a name.โ Itโs true. Being addressed formally by such an important figure imbues you a with a sick feeling, like heโs won, and youโve already been initiated into this fucked up institution.
Though he waits for you to finish speaking before shutting you in, he doesnโt grace you with a response; not that you were expecting one. In all the times heโs escorted you to these duress-dates, as youโve taken to calling them, heโs remained stoic to a mechanical degree, acknowledging your presence and nothing more. Thrashing, crying, screamingโ youโve tried everything to escape, and have never elicited a reaction more severe than that of a tired parent handling a tantrum. If you resist, he simply manhandles you. Itโs hardly a fair match, with him having 4 arms and several feet of height on you, so you opt to reserve your energy for dealing with his headache of a boss.
When he hauls his many limbs onto the driverโs seat, the car lurches, too small to accommodate a puppet of his stature; he has to hunch forward to see the windshield, antennae pushed flat. You lean back and vacantly turn towards the window, wondering if cars big enough for someone like him to drive comfortably even exist while the engine rumbles to life.
The umbrous cityscape passes you by, inklings of humans and puppets flashing in and out of the darkness like ghosts. Thick boughs of red and green tinsel are strung across a few lamp posts, but by the end of the season theyโll all be covered. Dottieโs already triple checked that you and her sisters have one day of the annual Christmas market off, even though you strike the same deal with Gene every year; the four of you get Saturday, then he gets Sunday to take his family. Itโs one of your favorite times of the year, if only because you get to experience the aura of wonder that enlivens Lottie when the first snow falls, Mottieโs timid wheedling to attend The Nutcracker, and Dottieโs alphabetically-organized checklist of fun winter activities.
Those cheerful thoughts are wiped away as Howdy turns into a private garage attached to a sleek, angular skyscraper. He parks in the spot nearest to the entrance, the first in a row of spaces labeled with metal โReserved for Staffโ signs, and circles the car to let you out. The sensation of him gingerly lifting you comes with no alarm; he always assists you up the concrete stairs leading to the elevator, as if youโre so physically inept you canโt handle 3 tiny steps. You assume his needless precaution is for the same reason he hasnโt beaten you yet despite defying him so often: bossโs orders.
With a reedy knell, the elevator glides open, and Howdy signals for you to go ahead. Once youโre both inside, he inserts a key and presses the button for the uppermost level. Expecting a noiseless ride, you tune into the low muzak emitting from the speakers, which makes you miss the first time he calls you.
โMx.โ
Startled, you swivel towards him. His steadfast profile is unreadable.
โBoss doesnโt know youโve opposed him so vehemently in the past. Please keep that in mind tonight.โ
The entrance broaches before you can interrogate him as to what the hell he means, granting you entry to a luxury penthouse laved in gold, ivory, andโ of courseโ red. A glimmering chandelier suspends from the ornamental ceiling, bathing the antique furniture in an amber glow. If you hadnโt just ridden up the elevator, you would have assumed such a lavish drawing room belonged to an old mansion.
Itโs something straight out of a romance novel, except instead of a chiseled, broody Italian, itโs a short puppet sitting at the marble-topped dining table. He lounges at the head in a slate blue silk suit with its jacket buttoned to the top; an honor seemingly reserved solely for you, because itโs the only way youโve seen him wear it, despite street tales describing the way it billows from his shoulders as he stalks the town. Revealed by its plunged neckline is the collar of a white dress shirt embossed with rainbow pinstripes, and a red ascot neatly tied and pulled askant around his throat.
Wally Darling, in the felt: kingpin of The Neighborhood, and resident thorn in your side.
When you arrive, he rises to meet you, dismissing Howdy with a pointed glance; youโve learned that the relationship between a crime lord and his loyal bandog transcends language. You watch him as he leaves through a pair of swinging doors to the left, his cryptic advice-slash-warning heavy on your mind.
And so, you find yourself alone with the most dangerous man in the cityโ puppet or otherwise.
โGood evening, dearest. I hope my gift found you well.โ
The concept of personal space might as well be Greek to Wally, since he hasnโt once respected it from the day you had the misfortune of making his acquaintance. He crowds so close that you have to crane your neck to see his face, the heat emanating from him eliciting shivers in your chill-soaked body.
โYes, thank you. It was quite a lively night,โ you chirp, wielding a civil smile.
Although the contours of his wispy, coiffed curls only reach your ribs, he extends his arm to you, which you take with such a featherlight hold that you barely brush his sleeve. Rather than leading you to the dining table like you expected, youโre guided towards a small lounge area to the side, the crackling croon of Billie Holiday wafting over from a refurbished stereo console in the corner. Oh, great. Heโs feeling sentimental.
โWould you indulge me with a dance before dinner?โ
Don't have much of a choice, do I?
โIโd love to.โ
Dancing with Wally is funny, in an ironic sort of way; it certainly caught you off guard the first time he asked. When you envision dancing with a powerful, deadly mobster, you think of being swept away, wrapped snugly by strong arms and a dastardly smirk, or perhaps something more courtly, like a waltz steered by a polite hand on your waist. Turns out both versions are incorrect.
Muscle memory ushers your arms open, and Wally falls into the space in between themโ literally. Slack against you, his full weight is heftier than his height would imply, but not physically uncomfortableโ emotionally and morally, however, are another story. An air of pure peace washes over him as his cheek nuzzles the underside of your chest, arms limp at his sides; you swear you even hear a little trill. Your face burns, but you say nothing as you begin to sway faintly to the beat, tracing a loop with your feet as you traipse along. Wally follows easily, tethered by the reluctant cage of your embrace.
โDo you remember the night we met?โ
The query is felt more than heard, his gentle monotone muffled by the downy fabric of your garb. You huff softly to yourself, rustling a few gel-slick strands atop his pompadour.
โHow could I forget?โ
The day the infamous Mr. Darling appeared in your club, his two largest henchmen in tow, is burned into your brain like a regrettable tattoo; Gene was off, so you were covering entertainment for the night while the sisters managed the bar and floor. As you were singing the very song playing now, you detected a curious hush that had overtaken the throng of guests, and strained to cut through the stage glare and cigarette fog to locate the cause. Tracking the audience, who were all regarding the bar with varying amounts of subtlety, you nearly dropped the microphone when you saw the broad blue back of Barnaby B. Beagle, someone youโd only heard of in gossip. He gesticulated as he spoke boisterously to poor Mottie, who was as white as a sheet behind the counter. Situated a slight ways away was Howdy Pillar, who stood as motionless as a statue with both sets of forelimbs fastened behind him.
And then you noticed him. A puppet no more than 4 feet tall, but whose oppressive presence commanded full attention. He paid no mind to the (one-sided) conversation between his colleague and your friendโ no, he was staring right at you. Boring into you so acutely that you felt pinned, compelled somehow to continue singing until the final note trickled away.
As if a spell had been broken, you leapt from the platform and scurried to Mottie, who stayed petrified even when you tried to covertly nudge her to the side. How avidly you wished a fissure would open beneath their shoes and swallow them whole; but, armed with years of appeasing difficult and sordid customers, you spoke.
โEvening, fellas. I hope you enjoyed the show.โ
Barnaby, who had stopped talking when you rounded the bar, bellowed a laugh.
โFellas?! Is that any way to greet the boss and I?"
He tilted forward with menacing glee, propped up by furry elbows as his claws scraped the laminate countertop. Each of his fangs were as big as your nose.
"Dontcha know who we are, toots? Or do ya just need a refresher on respect?"
The acrid smoke from his cigar blew directly into your face, making spikes of anger bubble in your belly as you choked back a cough. Just when you felt composed enough to reply, a surprisingly mellow voice chimed in.
"It's alright, Barnaby."
The shock slacking his jaw mirrored yours, although you hid it under a mask of cool indifference. You dared a glance at Mr. Darling, but the pressure of his peer chased your gaze back to Barnaby, who grumbled as he straightened back up. It was difficult to stay trained on his good eye, but you soldiered on. Fear was not something you could afford to show, and you knew you'd crumble if you peeked at the fabled gaping socket that he stapled open himself.
"I don't suppose you're Gene Clifton, aged 54, father of two, owner of this joint?" He joked, recovered from the flub.
"No, sir, but my banker would sure be happy if I was. Can I take down a message?"
"A message! I love this bird!" Snickering cruelly, he waved a flippant paw. "Y'should try that material on stage sometime, might bring ya more customers than the singing bit."
You sucked a sharp inhale up your nose. Serenity now.
"See, here's the problem. This is family territory, and in return for our protection, we charge a teensy fee. Now, we ain't unreasonableโ we've sent ole Gene a few letters. And whatโs our thanks for such humble hospitality? Zilch."
Oh dear. Gene doesn't bother investigating any mail the lounge receives before tossing it because itโs typically adverts. He definitely would've noted The Neighborhood's seal if he did. Regardless, the frank abuse of power only fanned your annoyance, obscuring your better judgment.
"What protection? I don't recall seeing any of your members patrolling outside. Besides, we didnโt ask for protection."
Mottie snapped towards you, looking as though she might faint. The corner of Barnaby's mouth twitched skyward, like he was hoping you'd argue, but his boss beat him to the punch.
"We can reach an agreement, Iโm sure. I'd hate to see a family establishment go under, especially when they have such lovely entertainment."
Apparently Wally was so smitten that he'd accept your company in lieu of money, and so the agreement (if you can even call it that, since you were coerced) was thisโ whenever a rose was delivered to you, you'd attend a rendezvous with him. When you returned to your dressing room later that evening, you discovered the first gift of several: your vase.
โI knew because of your eyes.โ
The floral wallpaper in front of you shifts back into focus, Wallyโs voice shaking you from your recollection.
โPardon?โ
โThat night, you drew me in; I couldnโt concentrate on anything else, least of all a petty protection tax. And I knew I had to have you when I met your eyes.โ He sounds dreamy, reminiscing as you were before, though his framing of events is worlds apart from your own; he recalls a destined encounter with his future partner, whereas you mark it the day your wings were clipped for good.
โThey shone like stars, even through the smog.โ
Itโs only after heโs finished that you realize youโve stopped moving, wrapped in an intimate hug like true lovers. A strange mix of pride and disgust floods you at the compliment, stomach flip-flopping rapidly.
He untangles from you, receding so that only your hands remain connected. The newfound distance eases some of your tension, but to your horror, you find yourself mourning the loss of the husky scent of his cologne. Loath as you are to admit it, the bastard smells amazing: a dark, leathery swirl of apples and saffron that youโd buy out if someone turned it into a candle.
โLetโs not delay any longer. You must be starving.โ
True to his gentlemanly veneer, he seats you at the table before settling himself. You donโt see him call, but a server emerges immediately from the doors through which Howdy left with a tray of appetizers.
There are two graces you award Wally Darling: his excellent taste in cologne, and his staffโs Michelen-quality fare. Though they adopt the four courses typical of fine dining, the dishes are more grounded, toeing the border between grandma and Gordon Ramsay perfectly. Truthfully, youโre not even sure what to categorize it as; virtually everything is transfigured into a jello, pie, or salad, harkening back to the post-war cookbooks you used to gawk at as a child in your late motherโs library. The yellowed pictures in those books appeared extremely unappetizing, but somehow The Neighborhood makes it work.
It could be because of an illusive member named Poppy, one of the 7 who make up Wallyโs illustrious inner circle. Sheโs scarcely seen due to her fretful and skittish nature, but Wally lauds her cooking and baking skills, regaling you in the past with plenty of kitchen mishaps that occurred when she tried to decompress by experimenting with recipes and was interrupted by their more excitable comrades. If you remember correctly, he once told you that most of the menus in rotation were created by her.
The nature of these duress-dates is wholly dependent on Wallyโs moodโ if heโs happy, then heโll gladly chat your ear off about frivolous happenings in his and his friendsโ private lives, though he takes care to be shrewd with any details that dive too deep into the murky underbelly lying just below. If heโs unhappy, then they can be utterly unbearable; his mere existence puts you on edge, so itโs exponentially worse when heโs out of sorts, tone curt and glare fierce.
Thankfully, heโs amiable tonight. The first 3 courses march on without incident, and painless conversation flows between the two of you, even if he does most of the talkingโ youโre not exactly eager to share more than you have to. Itโs when the server presents dessert that things go awry.
โSay, how are those triplets you work with doing?โ Wally says, spooning at the Bananas Foster. โI havenโt had the pleasure of catching a performance since our mishap a while back. So much paperwork, so little time, you know how it is.โ
The mention of both your friends and the aforementioned Dorelaine incident have you bristling reflexively, but you do your best to tamp it down.
โTheyโre well, overall. Sometimes itโs difficult for themโ their managerโs a real piece of work, and we get all types at the lounge.โ
โI seeโฆโ
He lets out a long โhmmmmโ, like heโs reflecting on this information.
โMy family has also come upon hard times. It can beโฆ trying, sometimes, to guide my children. Especially now, when we are under unjust attack.โ He confesses, wistfully resting his chin on a thread-scarred palm. โEvery family requires a head, but what is a head without a neck?โ
Unjust my ass. Still, the weird metaphor confuses you.
โA neck?โ
At that, his catlike grin only grows. What is he talking about?
โYes, a neck; that is, someone who supports the head. I care for my family, so itโs only right I am cared for in return, wouldnโt you say?โ
Though the phrasing is puzzling, youโre fairly confident you can infer what heโs purposefully dangling in front of you, and oh, it makes your stomach plummet. Sweat breaks out underneath your suddenly-sweltering outfit; it's as if you've been tied to a railroad and have managed to divert the train through pure will for a year, but now it's steamrolling square for you. The anxiety of impending doom renders you mute, unable to piece together a coherent thought.
Taking your silence in stride, Wally leans forward, intense as he grasps your hand in both of his own. The yellow fuzz does nothing to help how clammy you feel.
โWhat I mean to say is, I think that itโs time to settle down."
No.
โWhโ what? Settle down how?โ
โTo get married, silly.โ
Youโre unable to help the gasp that escapes you. No, no, no!
โGet married? You meanโ to me?!โ
โOf course. Iโve been courting you all this time, havenโt I?โ
You sputter, and he rubs your hand as if to soothe you. His many gold rings gleam under the chandelier, teasing a glimpse of your fate.
โI know in the beginning you werenโt receptive to the idea of this life, but I've shown you that I can provide for you better than anyone else.โ
Your expression must betray your surprise, because he chucklesโ a slow, stilted sound that sends gooseflesh blooming across your skin.
โYou thought I didnโt know? Howdy may not have reported itโ which Iโll rectify in due timeโ but I have eyes everywhere, dear. Youโre quite the talented actor, though.โ
That trademark simper melts into something beguiling; he cradles you as if youโre the most precious thing heโs ever held.
โI love you, and I will take care of you, as I ask you to do for me. Doesnโt that sound wonderful?โ
An inviting facade of genuine affection, so ardent that you almost want to believe it. Wouldnโt that be the easiest path to take? To surrender to the hand that feeds, because where it strangles others, it caresses you sweetly? Itโs more tempting than youโd ever divulge, because underneath the armor of aplomb you've so carefully forged, you're exhausted. This burden has been yours alone to bearโ and what a bear it is, because if you mess up, the people you love could be injured, or worse. So much worse.
Perhaps sensing an opening, Wally continues.
โBe reasonable. The family welcomes you with open arms! Havenโt you missed having a family?"
The words stab you right through the heart, and your waning resolve springs back tenfold by the fury that ruddies your vision. When you rip your hand away, he makes no move to stop you.
"My friends are my family. I donโt want anyone else, especially not murderers!โ You snarl. โYou kill peopleโ and torture and maim them! How can you expect me to accept this?!"
"All in a day's work when cleaning up the city, unfortunately," Wally hums. "I wish we didn't have to resort to such things, but you must understand. As it is, puppets are treated as less than, and hardship runs rampant for both humans and puppets alike. Youโve experienced these firsthand.โ With the elegance of a master conman, he touches his chest in mock respire. โAll we wish to do is provide a safe haven for those in needโ somewhere to rest your bones, enjoy a hot meal, and where everyone accepts you as their own. A home.โ
You abruptly stand up, feeling like youโre wound so taut that you could erupt at any moment. The mahogany chair behind you tips over from the force, striking the floor with a leaden thud, though the sound is deafened by the blood rushing in your ears.
โBullshit! You donโt have to start a gang to combat discrimination or help suffering people! Maybe that spiel works on the poor saps you trick into doing your dirty work, but it wonโt work on me. The answer is no.โ
All is still for a moment as you struggle to calm your heaving breaths, trembling and locked in a quiet stalemate with Wally, whoโs as relaxed as ever. Your attention flits from his right eye to where the left would be, if not for the lesion carved from a notch above his eyelid to an inch below, giving the illusion that what lies beneath is impaled.
Oh shit.
The magnitude of what just transpired comes crashing down as your adrenaline flushes out. After playing it safe for monthsโ stomaching unwanted exorbitant gifts, being tailed by his employees, and rousted to innumerous โdatesโโ you just rejected Wally Darling in the most aggressive way possible. So you do the only thing that might garner you a chance to make it out of this alive: run.
Youโre halfway across the room when 4 thick arms suddenly wrangle and force you to halt, a scream ripping itself from your throat out of fear. Can this motherfucker teleport now?! How the hell did he get here so fast?? Thrashing, you throw your head back to search Howdyโs face, desperate for an ounce of the sympathy heโd offered in the elevator, but it is in vain; his stony visage is impenetrable, as though it had never wavered.
โHow about you sleep on it, hm? Think about all of your options. We wouldnโt want anything to happen to those little lambs when their adorable shepherd isnโt around to protect them.โ
Delicate fingers cup your jaw, making you freeze as Wally stretches up to plant a faux-kiss on your cheek, complete with a small โmwah!โ. You scowl daggers at him as he collects your hat from where it flew to the floor, dusts it off, and lovingly places it back on your head before giving you a few pats.
โAw, donโt be that way, darling. I truly meant what I said; you have beautiful eyes. I can hardly wait to try one on.โ
With a snap, youโre hauled over Howdyโs back and spirited out of the room, presumably to be transported to wherever youโll be staying. Hopefully not Wallyโs quarters.
Itโs all too much; you feel like youโre trapped in a nightmare. How else did you expect this to end? Youโre not sure. With all of the awful things heโs done, forcing you into marriage is not beyond him. You just thought youโd have more time: to plan, to save up enough money to take the girls and race to the hills.
Tears gather on your waterlines, and the minute your mouth wobbles, they spill ceaselessly. Full-bodied sobs wrack you, the pain of Howdyโs shoulder jutting into your midsection compounding the profound ache of sorrow. All this time, youโve been trying to fight, but there was no fight to be had; it ended the moment his eyes found yours across the lounge that day.
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i could never give you peace- sam winchester x reader
summary: as the world ends, you and sam share comfort and fears
warnings: none, no use of y/n, gn!reader
word count: 1.8k (including the song lyrics)
song: peace by taylor swift
a/n: thank you so so so much for requesting this! i reference a lot of canon events but like very loosely and very much so for the sake of this plot. so there are probably a few inconsistencies you may have to overlook or canon plot points you may have to disregard hahaha. i really hope you enjoy <333
our coming-of-age has come and gone, suddenly the summer, it's clear
You sat, perched on the trunk of the Impala. The metal was warm under your legs as it seeped into your core, its temperature battling against the chilly breeze that was sending shivers across your upper body. It was as if summer was fighting desperately to hold on, but autumn was gaining ground by the minute. The air already felt different, a clear sign that things were changing around you and there was nothing you could do about it.ย
As your arms pulled your knees inwards toward your chest and your chin found a home to rest atop them, another body brushed against yours. Sam leaned against the trunk next to you, snaking a hand around your waist before joining your comfortable silence. It was as close to a moment of peace as you three had experienced in a while, pulled over to the side of a gorgeous mountain highway to rest as Dean tinkered with something under the hood of the car- a moment of escape for you all.
While Samโs eyes settled on the picturesque landscape in front of you, tinged so perfectly with a sweeping brushstroke of sunset colors, you found your own gaze resting on him. At first glance, you saw Sam, the same Sam you spent every hour of every day with. The Sam you loved, the Sam you knew intimately, as if he was an extension of your own soul. You smiled to yourself, awash with the familiar comfort of his presence. You sat like this for a while.
โBeautiful, isnโt it?โ he remarked after some time, turning his head towards you. You opened your mouth to respond, but the words got caught somewhere on their journey to escape your lips. You blinked in a slight disbelief. One minute, you were looking at the same Sam who had sat down next to you, but with the flash of his big, cheesy smile, all of a sudden he was someone else. For a fleeting moment, captured in that look of pure joy, you saw Sammy. The long, tired years melted off his face for a fraction of a second and you were transported back all those years ago, when you had just met, when things werenโt as heavy, when there was still hope and peace in the world.ย
โYeah. Itโs beautiful, Sam,โ you whispered. You blinked away the tears that began to well in your eyes, and as they melted back into a gloss that coated your vision, the moment was gone. It was just Sam again. It was then you realized just how much you two had grown up together- just how different things had become.ย
i never had the courage of my convictions as long as danger is near and it's just around the corner, darling, 'cause it lives in me no, i could never give you peace
Your journey with Sam had been a long one. Every trial and tribulation, every vampire and demon and werewolf, every run-in with heaven or hell, the devil himself, the two of you were hand-in-hand.ย
You had met Sam back when things were simple- when life was solving cases and looking for his father. Finding Sam had been like finding a missing piece of your soul. You fit together so easily, so effortlessly, it was as if you were meant for each other. The two of you fell hard and fast, inseparable from the moment you locked eyes the first time. You knew it in your heart, and Sam did too.
Then, things began to change, and quickly. Right before your eyes, your sweet, dorky boyfriend became the eye of the storm. Wherever he went, death and destruction followed close behind. And that terrified Sam to his very core. He pulled back, pushed away, but you persisted. Each attempt he made to evade your love, to distance himself, to keep from endangering you, you remained starkly at his side. If it was truly the end of the world, like everyone said, youโd go down swinging. Youโd go down with Sam.ย
but i'm a fire, and iโll keep your brittle heart warm if your cascade ocean wave blues come
Times were tough for a long time. Things never really got easier, but the two of you got used to the chaos. As guilty as Sam felt for putting you in danger, he was so grateful that you chose to stick around. After each obstacle, each battle, he would thank his lucky stars that he had you there to give him the strength to go on. You were the lighthouse that guided him home through rough seas. And anytime he lost faith, one look at you reminded him what he was fighting for. There were many times where the world felt cold and dark, unforgiving. But then there was you- the warmth and light you radiated was enough to light a spark, to bring joy back to his world.ย
all these people think love's for show but i would die for you in secret
Sam Winchester was a lot of things. The boy with the demon blood, Luciferโs vessel, bringer of the apocalypse, saver of the world. But none of these things mattered, because behind closed doors, Sam Winchester was nothing but yours. In quiet moments, Sam would hold you close, reveling in the chance to have something truly good that he didnโt have to fight tooth and nail for. You would be there for Sam no matter what, willing to lay your life on the line to save him- the world be damned. There was no world without Sam Winchester. And Sam saw no world worth living in without you.ย
the devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me would it be enough if i could never give you peace?
The one thing you could never help Sam through was his guilt. You grounded him through hell and back, quelling his fears and lifting his spirits. But each time you found yourself in the line of fire, ever in the slightest hint of danger, a heavy weight pressed in Samโs stomach, and he would never accept your attempts at absolution.ย
โYou justโฆ You deserve a normal life. Some peace, after all these years. Iโm stuck in this, itโs in my blood, but you? You could have so much more. I wish you would see that.โย
In these moments, you would sit with him, murmur in his ear all the reasons you loved him, all the reasons you stayed. You would remind him that the same duty that compelled him to save the world, time and time again, compelled you to save him. To care for him, to love him. Any soft, quiet, comfortable days, hours, minutes, however few and far between, were your peace. He was your peace.ย
and you know that I'd swing with you for the fences sit with you in the trenches give you my wild, give you a child
The highs were high and the lows were low, but with you, nothing was impossible for Sam to bear. You were there to shout victories from the rooftops, always the first to sing praises and raise toasts. And you were there to pick up broken pieces, to sit crosslegged on the bedroom floor and put things back together. No weight was ever carried alone- every burden was shared to lighten the load.ย
There was so much you were willing to offer Sam, and him you. On hunts and in battles, the two of you could be reckless, wild, throwing your bodies in front of each other to spare even the smallest hurt. And when you got home, you protected each other in gentler ways. When it was too hard to think about the things going on beyond your bedroom door, you and Sam would talk about your future life- about when this was all over, if it ever could be. You had big dreams- at least, they felt big to the two of you, but they were nothing out of the ordinary. That was the goal- ordinary. Youโd trade questions- โWhat color should we paint the living room?โ โWhere will we go on our honeymoon?โ โWhat do you think our daughter will be like?โย
give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other
Other times, it was easier not to speak at all. To anyone else, the silence you often shared may have felt heavy and imposing. But for the two of you, it was an unparalleled comfort. You would turn all the lights off and lay in your bed in the dark, listening to the sound of each other breathing, watching each other intensely. These were times where you could simply be. Times where your eyes and souls and hands did all the talking- a kind of communication that transcended language, but provided so much understanding.ย
family that I chose, now that i see your brother as my brother is it enough?
Over the years, you had settled together into a little family. The love you felt for Sam extended in many ways to Dean- the only other person in this world that tethered Sam to reality. Dean was your brother just as much as he was Samโs. And Dean saw what you meant to his younger brother- he knew you were the lifevest keeping him afloat more often than not. You and Dean shared a special kind of understanding that manifested in knowing glances and whispered comments behind Samโs back. Sam was both of your number one priority at all times, a powerful force that brought you two together in the early days, and kept you two close over the years.ย
but there's robbers to the east, clowns to the west iโd give you my sunshine, give you my best but the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me
Sometimes it felt like you were surrounded. There was no way out- nowhere to turn, to take cover, to make an escape. Heaven, hell, everyone was hot on your trail. Sam and Dean had their roles to play in the end of the world, so you dutifully settled into yours, trying every day to bring the light into Samโs days. But there was only so far tender kisses and sweet words could go when your lives were crashing down around you. It didnโt matter, though. This was your duty, your sense of fulfillment. If you could bring a moment of levity in the darkness, or take on even the smallest ounce of his burden, you felt a sense of meaning. It was an uphill battle, day after day.ย
would it be enough if i could never give you peace?
You werenโt sure you were going to make it out of this alive. Any of you. And thatโs what hurt the most. As much as Sam worried about you, you were the one who could never give him peace. But no matter what, you would go down swinging, fighting to show him the love that he so desperately deserved and so defiantly denied himself. Maybe it would be enough to save him. Maybe it would make it all worthwhile.
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๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐๐๐ง๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ญ ๐๐๐๐ฆ
"๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ"
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Note:ย Translation is not 100% accurate. Expect grammatical errors.
//ย : alternate translation
The final dinner of the year finally came to a close.
The main character is a gluttonous prince.
The dinner party, which began in the kitchen in the morning with an extraordinary amount of food, was a success,
Before we even get to the main course, there's a disconcerting turn of eventsไธ
Gilbert: "I'm hungry."
Clavis: "Lord Gilbert, what were you doing a few seconds ago?"
Gilbert: "I was eating the food that the little bunny had cooked for me."
Clavis: "And?"
Gilbert: "I'm hungry."
Licht: "It's abnormal."
Clavis: "It must have been absorbed into another space, not the stomach. Next time I'll refer you to a good doctor."
Gilbert: "Thanks for your concern."
Gilbert: "Waiter, bring me more food."
Licht: "It's impossible."
Clavis: "Emma is not a superhuman. She's working hard to finish a dish for you."
Gilbert: "You don't have to elaborate that much, though."
Gilbert: "In general, it's a terrible miscalculation not to have the little bunny at the dinner party."
Clavis: "You have us instead."
Gilbert: "Do you really think you can take the place of the little bunny?"
Licht: "I'm... offended by the way you said that."
Clavis: "Well, well, well. I'm just the entertainment guy for when the guests are bored. You're up, Yves, Luke."
Yves: "We've been playing this for a while now!?"
Luke: "Don't you hear the violin and the harpsichord? Listen."
Gilbert: "Thank you for your wonderful performance, but I got bored."
Yves & Luke: "Can I go back now?" | "Can I go now?"
Clavis: "Wait a minute, boys, it's not fair to expect Emma to take on this beast by herself..."
Clavis: "Besides, I've already set up traps to prevent you from escaping from this room."
Clavis: "If that's okay with you, you can go back. Hahaha!"
Luke: "Screw you."
Clavis: "But I am at a loss. Lord Gilbert seems to want other pleasures."
Clavis: "I have no choice. I guess this is my moment to show off."
Gilbert: "Oh, yeah!"
Clavis: "Can you at least hear me out?"
Gilbert: "I've got a good idea."
Luke: "I donโt think thereโs any proof that your good ideas were good things." **
Yves: "Lord Gilbert, where are you going?"
Gilbert: "Of course, I'll go to the little bunny."
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Emma: "ไธSo, what brings you all to the kitchen?"
Emma: "And as for Prince Gilbert, he had a knife and fork in his hand."
Licht: "I don't suppose you're going to... eat every last bit of the finished product?"
Gilbert: "Correct."
Licht: "That's gruesome." // "That's pungent." **
Gilbert: "If we eat here, the waiters won't have to carry the food, and you can watch the little bunny, right?"
Gilbert: "It's good for everyone."
Yves: "The pressure on Emma is not half as great as it should be..."
Gilbert: "I'm surprised so many of them haven't been brought in yet."
Emma: "It's not ready yet! All the seasoning and decorations are incompleteไธ"
Gilbert: "Well, I'll have some."
Emma: "Aaaahh!? Seriously, Prince Gilbert, don't eat it!"
Clavis: "It's not good. If the Appetite Monster comes into its own, all the food and ingredients in this place will be lost."
Emma: "Please, please stop!"
Licht: "I get it."
Yves: "Whoaaaaah! Licht, don't pull out your sword! Your big brother won't allow you to stop him like that!"
Luke: "Then I'll hit himไธ"
Yves: "Are you crazy? We're dealing with a prince of a great nation! There's going to be a war!"
Clavis: "Well, then, I guess myไธ"
Emma: "Please don't do that!"
Clavis: "โฆ Why can't people just let me say it all?"
Gilbert: "Mmm... it's delicious."
Emma: "Prince Gilbert... that's notโฆ in good taste."
Emma: "... I've made it this far, but it's terrible."
Yves: "Emma... I know how you feel. The pain of having a delicious meal ruined in the process..."
Yves: "I get screwed over by Jin and Leon from time to time, so I know what it's like."
Licht: "โฆ That's right."
Luke: "To see Emma so devastated and you keep eating, that's not human behavior."
Clavis: "He's a monster."
Luke: "โฆ All right, Clavis, Licht. Gather all the ingredients in the kitchen."
Licht: "Why?"
Luke: "While you stall for time with the ingredients, Yves and I will help Emma finish up."
Luke: "Otherwise, Emma will go through the year with a lot of regret."
Emma: "Lukeโฆ"
Yves: "I agree. It's too early to give up!"
Licht: "Understood. Letโs do it, Clavis."
Clavis: "I agree. We need to get rid of the monster and bring in a happy new year for everyone."
Luke: "Hey, I brought you some food."
Luke: "You should be thankful that I put a bear and honey on the base that Emma was building." // "You should be grateful that I put the bear and the honeycomb on the foundation that Emma was building."
Gilbert: "Yes, yes, thank you."
Clavis: "Phew, I got one for you too."
Yves: "Hey, isn't Clavis in charge of the ingredients?"
Clavis: "I'm not going to be able to do everything I'm capable of if I'm just carrying food."
Clavis: "So I decided to switch to helping Emma in the middle of the process."
Licht: "โฆ Unnecessary." **
Clavis: "Look at this adorable tiger, Emma was working on it, and I finished it?" // "Look at this adorable tiger! I finished what Emma was partially working on?"
Emma: "Ah! When did you...?"
Yves: "Is there something hanging out of that tiger's mouth?"
Clavis: "It's a delicious sauce."
Licht: "What's that stuck in its head?"
Clavis: "It's just a decoration."
Licht: "โฆ With a high murderous intentโฆ"
Gilbert: "Leave it for me, I'll eat it later."
Yves: "โฆ I honestly respect Lord Gilbert for not being intimidated by the food arranged by Clavis."
Gilbert: "And by the way, little bunny, you really are a genius."
Gilbert: "The food here is good, and it's cute."
Gilbert: "Hey, how would you like to be my personal chef? I'll give you a great deal at Obsidian."
Emma: "I am honored, but I must decline."
Gilbert: "Too bad."
Gilbert: "It looks like I failed to recruit you, so let's have this little rabbit here heal me."
Emma: "Eh."
Gilbert: "Sugar Candy Story."
Luke: "It's confusing."
Gilbert: "Heheโฆ This little rabbit looks delicious."
Gilbert: "I'll taste every bit of it, chew it up so it won't go anywhere, and keep it in my stomach to cherish for a long timeไธ"
Luke: "โฆ Don't say anything meaningful. Emma's pulling back." // "โฆ Don't say anything meaningful. I think Emma is the one who pulled it off."
Emma: "I'm not pulling away. It just hurts to imagineโฆ"
Clavis: "Lord Gilbert, this tiger cake is delicious, too. Come on, it's time for cannibalism."
the cake with spicy sauce
Yves: "โฆ Clavis wants to feed you whatever he wants."
Licht: "I don't care if Lord Gilbert eats it."
Gilbert: "By the way, I like it spicy and sweet."
Clavis: "Whatโฆ"
Gilbert: "I'll taste it for you."
Emma: "Ah!"
Luke: "What's up?"
Emma: "Now... Now all the dishes are done!"
Luke: "Oh, you did great, Emma."
Licht: "Somehow we managed to stop the monster."
Yves: "Licht, you're dealing with a guest of honor, right?"
Clavis: "Then we'll carry it out of the kitchen."
Gilbert: "Well, I don't mind if I stay."
Luke: "It's only natural that you respect the food Emma made."
Luke: "It's not something you can eat in the kitchen."
Luke: "You move, or I'll carry you. Or do you want me to carry you?"
Gilbert: "โฆ I used to be the one carrying you."
Luke: "Shut up." // "Itโs so noisy."
Gilbert: "Luke has a point. Fine, I'll take you back to the venue."
Emma: "โฆ Hehe."
Yves: "What's wrong?"
Emma: "I thought it would be more fun to do the preparation together than to do it alone."
Clavis: "Haha, of course. Good thing you sent me a distress signal early, huh?"
Emma: "That's not the only thing."
Clavis: "Oops, that smile is so sweet..."
Gilbert: "If the little bunny laughed like that, then I guess I was right to get into the kitchen." // "If the little bunny smiled, then I made the right decision to get into the kitchen."
Luke: "โฆ You're just talking about consequences, aren't you?"
Licht: "The dinner is just the beginning."
Emma: "I agree."
Emma: "Let's end this year with a smile!"
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Dw hahahaha I'm still alive just dying over ( why did I chose to study a PHD ๐ญ ) But im on a break from school so except so a lot more brainrot from me lmao, also sorry if this is jumbly kinda just put my words out there hahaha
I know we always talk about fragile reader during the illness but what about after? Fragile reader was plauged with this illness for hundreds of years so they deffinently adapted. Like typically when walking then would shuffle their feet a lot cause it took less energy so sometime they shuffle their feet and don't even realize. They didnt have the ability to do tasks such a pouring liquids into cups so whenever they're about to pour themselves a glass of water then to do collect themselves because what if their illness comes back? What if there dreaming and they'll suddenly drop everything. All of Zandik's work is reverted. So often times segments will just find reader staring intensely at a simple task. And of course they'll go comfort reader. Whilst they wish they could do it they know how much reader wants their autonomy back after such a restrictive few centuries.
But let not ignore the segments and Prime cause they've picked up a few habits also. They've gotten used to treating reader as fragile as glass so whenever they fall or trip post illness they freak out. It would require some comfort from reader to bring them back to earth and remember that reader is no longer ill. But you KNOW that they're pulling out every healing treatment they've got. They're all evil and sadistic doctors but for you they'll be good. <4
But regarding Zandik himself... Well he was so excited to finally have cured his lover that he completely forgot about the effects you'd suffer after. So when a few segments report of you not being completely free of your curse he's immediately trying to figure out how he can help you. He decides that the best thing to do is to be there for you. It typically is unusual to see the Doctor away from his work but now it's the norm for Il Doctors to be with his lover.
- Jellofish Anon
After being sick for so long, one would think you'd be ecstatic to finally be cured, to be free of the illness that plagued your body and life so much. And well, they were right, but the happiness still came with its anxieties. Change was never an easy thing, even when it was the good type. After dealing with this for so many years, you were bound to still be nervous about doing certain things. To not have the confidence in yourself to carry out the task. You worry that you'll mess up or fail and waste your time trying to do so and just end up making more of a problem for yourself and others. Even though you know that's illogical now, it's hard to get out of a mindset you've been stuck with for so long. Of course, your inner conflict doesn't go unnoticed by your lovers, and each segment would provide their own kind of comfort based on who they are, whether gruffly or soothingly, to give you the courage to take back your life.
You can't exactly blame Dottore and the segments for being overbearing, after all, they've witnessed your weak state for numerous centuries, and they've seen you hit your lowest many times too. They can't help but worry about their darling too. It's endearing at first but you have to hold them and help them realize that was the past you, the new you is someone different thanks to them. You can be strong and safe and independent without them now, even if it sort of makes them crazy knowing the situations you put yourself in now. Still, they observe you very much even when you least expect it.
Of course, the cure is not without its drawbacks - you still have to deal with the lingering effects of your illness sometimes. Which definitely aren't as bad as before, but they still serve to remind you of your old life. But you know that regardless of what the future may bring, you'll always have Dottore by your side to ease whatever pains you have.
(Dottore post-illness would be such a cutie. It's such a rewarding feeling, to see the one he loves no longer burdened and free to pursue what they want just like he does. He would sit and listen to all the stories you have for him each day, all the exciting things you can do now, the days of pain in the past. Of course, the segments would be extremely excited to finally have a worthy assistant - you - but there's only one of you after all. Unfortunately, they have to share, and bear the painful curse of having you to themselves once nearly every two weeks.)
(I've been planning to make this a full fic for like a year...)
#smooches talks#jellofish anon#dottore love notes <3#fragile reader <3#ate!!! i love this sm...#GOOD LUCK ON UR PHD JELLOFISH ANON!! U ARE SO STRONG AND SMART FOR THAT!!#i respect u thoroughly for that#i already die inside from getting a bachelors.
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I'm still kind of puzzled at the people who think Thara was confused about whether Iรคna was into him.
I think he knows. That the answer is yes. That's why he freaked out so hard.
And like, he's Thara, so he was definitely open to the possibility that he was wrong and Iรคna didn't like him. Outing and embarrassing himself to no purpose would be bad.
But the scarier answer (and the one he wants) is yes. In which case his first reaction is: "I would be trapped into having to insist that he had made a terrible mistake and having to leave."
He's not some big dummy who doesn't know what gay sex is. He's had previous relationships. There's a reason the possibility occurred to him!
I think this is him being scarred. And scared. He absolutely knows that his society, religion, vocation, and hierarchical superiors all deplore marnae. And on top of that, he has very personal trauma that says initiating intimacy with a man is a great way to kill him.
To have a forbidden relationship, you need to give society the appearance of plausible deniability. Oh, we're not gay, haha; there's some other totally believable reason for what we're doing. Just bros! Gal pals! Hahaha.
Thara specifically says: โAnd was that denial the truth? Had he recognized my alarm? Or was he denying preemptively so that he didnโt have to admit the truth, either?โ
The truth is that he's been gone on Iรคna since their very first meeting. And he suspects that the truth is, Iรคna's into him too.
It's a possibility he isn't closed off from, but rather, one he is choosing to turn around and walk backwards into. It's a practiced form of self-deception, an incremental movement towards something so frightening and painful that he instinctively flinches back from it.
What he did, by not asking, was keep the opportunity open. Because he was having fucking panic attacks over the very idea of it, and manifestly not able to seize it right there, right then. And then kept coming back to Iรคna while their denials got steadily less plausible.
In other words, it's exposure therapy. He's deliberately and methodically exposing himself to the thing that scares the shit out of him. It's the same thing as choosing to make his pilgrimage to the top of the Sanctuary's roof when the stairs are scary, he doesn't like heights, he already finds its gardens restful, and he goes there all the frigging time to see Ulzhavar. It's not comfortable! It's not necessary! But he's very very good at forcing himself into situations other people would run from.
Maybe I'm just too much into queer trauma and self-deception and navel-gazing and this is basically equivalent to being a big dummy in other people's books. But what I see in his relationship with Iรคna is Thara playing a chess game against himself. And Iรคna is the prize.
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Do the watcher is EvoAU genuely care abt Grian?
If I can't have baby Xelqua being adopted by Aether then I wanna know if in EvoAU they think about him as a pet or like a sweet cute naive kid that needs protection and teaching from the watchers
They do genuinely care about Grian, yes ! They do see him as a Watcher Child, but despite that, they make Grian feel like a pet sometimes, bc he is a 25 year old man being scolded or praised depending on the day or attitude.
They also control his sleep and food schedule, he has no independence, he can't be in servers without supervision, so being seen as a naive kid isn't the greatest thing ever !
They pet his head, or show off his wings to each other by holding them out before he even knows how to control the muscles. Commenting how small and bright they are.
Going through body horror and being cooed at for it, is a strange experience, he feels like a circus animal, if he does try to act more serious, he still hears snickers or the coos get worse.
Though, sometimes he leans into the treatment, if he's really upset, he'll accept the petting and comfort. He'll feel humiliated by the memory later, but when you're growing wings, it hurts and its nice for someone to rub circles on your back while you cry. (Also when they do grow out, he needs someone to clean the wound and brush the blood and gore out of the wings, he can barely move his arms.)
(Tho leaning into the treatment also means he'll occasionally actually throw a tantrum or meltdown, this doesn't help their view of him)
(He rly only leans into it around Aether, since she's the Watcher with responsibility over him, who he sees often, more comfortable around ? his mum ! She doesn't see him as young as others might, but hes still like....... 10... in her eyes...... so she can talk to him normally, but still cuts his fruit for him.)
Watchers see almost all players as naive and needing their guidance and protection. Promising talented players usually are chosen to join them.
Watchers have a pretty different idea and standard when it comes to raising children, so that disconnect also makes it harder on players. I don't think the Watchers wanted to harm Grian or make him feel that way.
(of course there is nuance to this, each watcher has their own thoughts and feelings, but for the most part this is how they think.)
Soooo yeah ! Watchers see him as a child, in ways both good and bad, Grian wanted to be an equal when he joined the Watchers, thats what he thought--or was led to believe ? But he's painfully aware that they see him as just a kid and always will. He still gets to do Watcher jobs and stuff though, which keeps him going hahaha Even after everything, Aether still sees him as a kid, it's not malicious, she can't help it ! He still has tiny white wings ! And hes so short..... (you can't blame a mum for always seeing her kid as little !)
This is why it was so hard for him to tell anyone, why he still doesn't give full details, its embarrassing, he's only told Mumbo all of this
#ask#evoAU#SRY I COULD HAVE ANSWERED U WITH JUST ONE SENTENCE BUT I STARTED RAMBLING#i think the extra context is always important...#this served as a good refresher..#when ur a kid... you dont rly have reference and just accept everything that happens-#-but if you try to treat an adult like a child.... they can see its wrong. kids are treated pretty harshly in society like its normal
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