#its just a cover this means nothing

[chamm0y]

yeah ok thanks

[myokk]

💘

[eepybogboy]

same energy

[phagodyke]

the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

[foreverxdaydreaming]

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[stuffedsand]

for the violence ask game: 8 common fandom opinion everyone is wrong about. for milgram. i know exactly what you're going to say i just want to see you go off again

Hiii bestie. You do know what I'm about to talk about. Yippee

Disclaimer that this whole essay is like. For fun and how I say things is ramped up to be funny. I don't mind if you disagree w me cuz like that's the nature of things! We disagree but we can get along.

Anyways short answer for people who don't wanna see the essay: organ harvesting theory. This is about shidou.

Idk how prevalent it is rn since not many people even talk about shidou but it was prevalent enough in June when I got into milgram that I believed it for a bit anyways the rest in under the cut cuz I'm insane sorrg

SO the main reason I think the theory is WRONG (hyperbole‼️) is because I just think it's unrealistic. Man works in a hospital in Japan. How would he pull it off. Scuff an operation bad enough to cause braindeath/death and I'm p sure they suspend your medical licence, if he participated in an organ harvesting operation pre-family-accident his case would then be black and white cuz he was doing it in complete sound mind with no regard for human life. Also it wouldn't justify the extreme reaction he's had to realizing, specifically, "what I've been robbing people of" (t1 voice trailer), and he wouldn't have as heavy a focus on the relatives' feelings and reactions. At least story writing wise it'd make less sense since it doesn't allude to anything if that's the end goal? Imo at least. Idk maybe this is because I really like tragedies in media. Also because it'd be a really disproportionately severe crime compared to every other direct murderer???? Like. We have strangled someone, stabbed someone, bludgeoning, bludgeoning, kicked someone to death. Organ harvesting looks cartoony in this context. It's also not a very prevelant issue in Japan iirc.

Also to prove my point further. If we use this theories the murders would be

Strangling, abortion??????, cyber bullying, stabbing, organ harvesting, toxic r/s, telling the truth (lmao), bludgeoning, bludgeoning, bludgeoning (minus weapon). Organ harvesting is goofy cuz it seems so.... Extreme,,,,,,,

ALSSOOOOO funny point. If he's not directly involved in his murder (as in, unintentional and indirect) that makes 5 direct and 5 indirect. Silly.

Also also his murder seems somewhat tied to how he feels about his job itself ("I wanted to contribute to society (about his career choice)/I had thought my work was a contribution to society", use of past tense) and to me it reads like hes disillusioned w his job esp since his reason for getting a highly sought after, high paying and high social ranking job is "I wanted to contribute to society". Doctors with that empathy can be affected by the death around them more severely and I think that's a fun topic to look at

I count this under "common fandom opinion" cuz it was common enough around June (whenyours truesly got into milgram) that I believed it. I mean I introduced shidou to my friend (hello clown) as "maybe Dr malpractice. Organ harvesting dude" and said friend (hello again clown) is also the one who's heard me bash the organ harvesting theory like 6 times at least now so. Yippee.

Take none of this seriously I just got off a plane and am so very eepy. If you like the organ harvesting theory good for you!!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥 you do you bestie !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I literally do not think less of anyone who believes that theory I just personally dont lmao

[todayisafridaynight]

Religiously i think about one of my twitter mutuals pointing out how aoki's design is subtly asymmetrical while ichiban is more symmetrical

when i think of it, masato's design is fairly symmetrical as well isnt it.....

[pokemonruby]

the cover i commissioned for my book is almost finished... this feels so surreal.

[sonknuxadow]

the thing about the character creator in sonic forces is that it was a really fun idea but the execution could have been so much better. i could fix him

[ozlices]

that squid game reality show genuinely & sincerely makes me so irrationally angry & the stupid ass takes surrounding it make it so much worse.

i actually sincerely cant handle it. it makes me so irate bruh

[bmpmp3]

genbu ai has been found dead in miami.

[echoesofadream]

I would kill to hear jungkook sing the weeknd songs or weekndesque music. starboy album is basically my ideal sound for him

[littleeyesofpallas]

明けの女医と宵の魔女～僕と彼女のみだらなカルテ～

[moodr1ng]

ughh having another normal one.. a girl who was at the weekend party i was at and who i hadnt met before lost her bonnet and coincidentally she saw me wearing mine this morning and thought i had taken hers bc she couldnt find it but i told her it was just mine.. but she never found hers and messaged me asking if i had it.. so i said id check if i has two of them but that i knew for sure that i did come with mine in the first place. and when i say for sure i mean like. i have a checklist i made for packing where i wrote it down and crossed it off. i checked it was there multiple times while packing. when i arrived and unpacked (before she ever got there) i took it out and put it at the head of my bed and didnt move it anywhere else. thats where it was this morning when i put it on to hide my bedhead djdkdjdks.. so im 100% sure that it is mine, it never moved from where i had it, i dont have a second one, and also like.. unless we have absolutely identical cheap bonnets bought online, im pretty sure i can tell its mine just by looking at it. but im so afraid that she secretly thinks that i stole it and then lied about it like an absolute cunt that im compulsively rechecking and rechecking my stuff, even tho theres no way it could somehow be here when ive already checked three times, bc atp i would rather that i DID accidentally have it so i could apologize and refund her to get a new one. rather than have someone think im a thief and a liar. and she probably doesnt think that, she has no reason to and its not like i think shes unreasonable or whatever. but im so fucking paranoid and obsessed w not being perceived as a liar v specifically (like i have this kinda delusion where im persuaded that everybody always thinks im lying when i tell the truth, even when theres no reason theyd think that or for me to lie) that its making me insane and anxious. and all over a fucking bonnet. like. the one i have cost me like 5 bucks.

it makes me so anxious that i considered ACTUALLY lying, telling her i had it and then wiring her money for a new one, even though i literally do not have it. but im forcing myself to not do that bc going to such ridiculous lengths to placate my paranoia is only gonna validate it i think

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[235uranium]

fords hands really are a great metaphor for queerness. wild it was entirely on accident