#its getting to depressing lmao

[xxplastic-cubexx]

crusty evolution redraw. in theory.

[genderjuicee]

hate when ppl only view being autistic/adhd/neurodivergent as a bad thing

bc yes i will have a breakdown if it is to loud or a noise is to high

but also the other day i listened to a song and it triggered the happy chemicals and spent thirty minutes jumping around my room and spinning and stimming and it was literally the happiest ive ever been in years

[pixlatedvampire]

i killed myself with a phonograph like 6 times in a row.

perfect game no notes 🫶💗✨

[fire-on-fuel]

actually on the topic of battle stims I know theyre a minor detail but there's no way that whole deal doesn't add an extra tortuous tick to the horrors of war tally chart. Coming down with only canteen water and those fuck ass rations as landing gear is already rough and then you add in not being able to risk sleeping/rest, post-combat stress crash, ignoring health risks to redose cause carrying on is non negotiable, etc. and if you make it through the reward is tweaking it out of your system in a freezing laat/i. even if they're the smoothest long acting designer pills there's something uniquely nightmarish about the fact it's in your body playing with the basic functions- there's no way to real-time compartmentalize how it feels to breathe and how your blood moves. Idk. Me personally I'd be deepthroating my DC in about 5 seconds

[aroaceleovaldez]

tbh my latest biggest theory for why HoO and onwards is such a dramatic drop in quality and consistency is just. Rick stopped making teaching guides.

Like, the Lightning Thief teacher's guide is SUPER in-depth with even stuff like sources about middle grade child psychology and exact specifications of where he's applying that, explaining what different character's goals/motivations are, their dynamics with each other and their environments, etc etc. Even specifying which specific myths certain plot elements are supposed to reference or be about.

That stuff just doesn't exist for later books. There's activity guides and smaller, significantly more simple teacher guides for later books but they don't go into anywhere NEAR the same level of depth. The TLT one is a full lesson plan that breaks down the book at every level and explains what's going on and more or less why Rick did that. The others are all basically just glossaries of terminology and some simple question guides.

And they didn't even use the TLT teacher's guide for the Disney+ show because they clearly aren't adhering to any of what's discussed in that breakdown of the book.

By creating a teaching guide alongside writing the actual book, that's forcing you to document what you're doing, why, your sources, and information about your characters and the story they're in. It's like an even more in-depth version of a series bible. But that's lacking for later books (and etc) and it shows because that level of thought and depth and attention just isn't there anymore.

[emilyartstudio-s]

It fills me with joy that you still make art. So many artists i have liked over the years have dropped out for one reason or another and aaaa. I’m just happy you are still here being you.

I try my best! I havent been consistent on here and a lot has happened but I am still around i suppose

[hoshinasblade]

loving hoshina soshiro means being content of being his mistress because he's married to his blades and his first love will always be his anti-kaiju duties. he could love you to hell and back but in the end you won't be able to compete against his responsibility to serve as vice-captain of the third division. it's not that his affection for you is lacking, but it will never be enough to put you on top of his priorities.

the fic is here.

[doomedclockworkdotmp3]

i thiiink hes soooo prettyabyway

[koyacyi-vode]

you guys will not fucking believe it but after 4 years i've written something again

[cockworms]

so I work two jobs, at an auto parts store and a cafe and I've noticed that people at the parts place think im a dude and the cafe customers assume im a girl its so interesting to see

[hayaku14]

thinking about shinichi actually confessing and getting together with ran despite being a whole ass child like that's so embarrassing for kaito, my dude you need to step tf up, a whole child somehow got to start dating before you 😭

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

[sunleaf-sims]

guys im so proud of myself i actually talked to my doc today and am starting a (2nd ) journey with trying to find anti depressants that work for me 🤧🙌 starting new ones tmr! wish me good luck i hope ill actually find something that helps this round 🥹

(this doc is so good i love her so much, its the first doctor that i felt actually heard by🤧)

[akkivee]

one of the craziest bat bars like actually

[sad-leon]

You reblogged the post about how people identify your art, and I have no idea how to explain it, but how you draw eyes is definitely a factor. Otherwise it’s the style, and recently the vent art you’ve been making has so much emotion in it, I’m actually really jealous of your capabilities, even if you’re going through a rough patch right now. I hope it gets better 🤞

aaa thank you <3

i was definately one of those kids that drew eyes on all my school work and notes lol. i defiantely have a very specific way i like doing it and im glad its noticable!!

it may be selfish, but im glad my vent art is seen and appreciated. its incredibly validating to know i can get emotions across in art, and also im not just some weird anomoly for being so upset all the time