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as a former escape room host i highly recommend doing an escape room as a first date. its a great way to learn how ppl react under pressure and how well they collaborate with you right off the bat. also more than once ive seen people enter an escape room as a couple and exit broken up LOL its a fantastic litmus test
#i have done this as a first date and its very enlightening#ppl are usually on their best behaviors in the beginning of the relationships#so adding in a little manufactured stress for fun rly brings out ppls real personalities#in a highly controlled environment of course so that its not actually dangerous#do they yell when theyre frustrated?#do they give up?#do they take initiative to solve things or just follow your lead?#how do they react when youre wrong?#how do they react to losing?#however im biased... i just love escape rooms......
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[Rook voice] maybe if you had some friends you'd calm down 🙄
#kunst huli#zea dao oc#dragon age#datv#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#rook datv#rook thorne#solas dragon age#fen'harel#i had this. in my head. since i finished the game for the first time DFJGKDFJG#also kind of on topic? theres a song#'no one ever gave us the right' by marble sounds#kind of veilguard coded tbhhh#rook @ solas being like 'how could you have lived but not learned'#because MAN......#but its fun. its a fun dynamic#its been fun to think about how zea would like. think about the guy#i dont think theyll hate him. theyre too....idk. believing-in-the-best-in-people#but they would definitely be frustrated#and then also angry post-prison#they WOULD get fooled by him on some level. theyre too trusting DFGJKDFGJ#even when actively telling themself they should Not trust him#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#anyway kind of funny/sad to realize that solas has no friends bcs he keeps killing them DFGJKLDJGDFg
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at the start of vacation I was feeling kinda OK, but now I am back to my depression self and social anxious self. I just want to freely go around look at people without feeling like very mentally unhealthy shivering small dog
#rambling#when i try to i come off as rude#its frustrating at best#only reprive is swimming in the sea and even that my own body took away from me#i am going to cry for a moment and then come to my sences and have a bit of fun but i need this moment of selfpity
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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Choi Han, for a test from a god, is sent to an unknown land with "Cale."
Choi Han, upon arrival, realizes something is strange about this Cale. He's got a similar appearance to his own Cale but the eyes are sharper, with a witty bite to his tongue and a quick sneer always at the ready.
He's clearly confused and distressed about being in a strange place with a strange person but he does his best to not let it show. His hand reaches for a bottle of alcohol that isn't there.
Choi Han thinks that this Cale isn't like his Cale at all.
Choi Han has a hunch that this Cale is the one from before Kim Rok Soo's possession. It makes sense. So he isn't his Cale.
However, though Choi Han wants to become cold to this stranger version of Cale, when he looks into those red-brown eyes and sees fear, he draws back. It's an instinctual feeling that he gets, right as Cale is spitting more vile words to cover up the trembling in his hands, that he doesn't want to see even a terrible Cale be afraid of him.
This doesn't stop them from arguing. Through towns, forests, deserts, they both learn on an intimate level that they would never, ever get along. Cale is too loud, too threatening, and Choi Han can't resist from debating with this strange Cale about morals, of all things. They argue constantly.
Though they argue, Choi Han can't help himself from sometimes mistaking this Cale for his own. He tells himself it's because they look alike.
They're both in the midst of an argument when a noble-like individual approaches them with cloying words, which seek to lure them inside of the noble's home. Choi Han is suspicious, but before he has the chance to decline, Cale steps in front of Choi Han and demands to speak to the noble who wants to see them.
The noble-like individual turns out to be the servant of a more powerful man, something that Cale saw through immediately.
Choi Han is stunned.
How did this, this trashy Cale with no moral upstanding, clock the intentions of a person so quickly and accurately?
He asks him directly. Cale shrugs. Choi Han believes he's mistaken when Cale's eyes flicker with calculating intent. They don't discuss it further.
Little moments like these keep occurring. Cale does something impressive, Choi Han inquires, and Cale downplays it with a sneer or an insult and refuses to speak about it again. It's weird and strange but it's familiar. Extremely so. Not the insulting, and the sneer is too odd to be his own Cale's face, but it's familiar in the sense that they both underestimate themselves. They both refuse to acknowledge what lies under the surface of their visage.
This Cale is a strange individual. He swears and laughs and grins, he's too calm about their situation, and it's difficult to get through to him when he makes up his mind about something. But the strangest thing is that all of these things remind Choi Han of his Cale.
Finally, it all comes down to a final battle. One more fight and both himself and this Cale can go back to where they belong. Choi Han is ready.
Cale receives a power from a book before the battle and it's unlike anything Choi Han has ever seen. But the coughing up of blood makes him have Cale swear to never use it. Cale swears.
Choi Han makes Cale promise to stay on the sideline and not approach. Cale easily agrees.
They get to the last stage, the last time they'll see each other again, and the villain of this world is too powerful. It's as if he weren't meant for them to fight. It's as if he were made so that they struggle.
Choi Han swings his blade to block a blow that he knows he can't block, knows might end him, and he thinks about how he can't possibly die right now and leave this Cale behind... but he's too weak.
He wonders what his Cale would do in this moment, when everything seems hopeless and nothing is working.
Cale steps in front of him and uses his power to its fullest extent.
White light is shining everywhere, blinding Choi Han who keeps his burning eyes open, desperately keeps his eyes on the Cale that's bleeding from his mouth and his nose and his eyes and his skin is starting to crack, crack like he is about to turn into dust and disappear.
Cale turns to look at Choi Han.
"Ah. I was worried it wouldn't be enough to take out the villain." His eyes stained with blood curl up in a smile. A ball of dread sits in Choi Han's stomach. "I'm glad. I'm really, really..." eyes drifting closed, his body begins to shatter further and further. "Happy for you, Choi Han."
This is why they felt familiar.
It's with a cry of grief and anger, anger at himself, that Choi Han reaches out to hold Cale, hold onto even a piece of him.
Cale's eye, the only one left as he is disintegrating, widens.
Choi Han grasps a fragment that's about to vanish from Cale's chest, somewhere next to his heart, and this piece doesn't break, doesn't disappear from Choi Han's hand. It stays solid and firm and real-
And it's all that Choi Han is left with when the gods test ends.
Choi Han wakes up, surrounded by his family, with a red, glass marble in his hand. He holds it to his chest. It hurts.
It hurts.
#Choi Han#original cale henituse#og cale henituse#tcf#lcf#totcf#lotcf#lout of the counts family#trash of the count’s family spoilers#fanfiction#fic writing#not a reblog#I thought about Choi Han and og!Cale#they would never get along. Cale would be too inviting of the anger and frustration of Choi Han and he'd embrace it with a bruised face just#like he did that day they would've first met#but og!Cale and krs!Cale are actually pretty similar in a lot of ways. and I bet they're similar in this kind of way too#how could Cale the trash live and let Choi Han the good die after all? that's not how the story goes#so he uses the book to defeat the villain and let Choi Han live. but even he knows that he's going to die#he doesn't think that Choi Han cares about him#his vile words and spitting on the face of those who dare to look at him is not something that people can love or accept. its why he does it#because he knew it would help Basen. if he made himself unlikeable. unloveable. he had to be trash to protect him and he has to be trash#to protect that#but Choi Han looks at him. who is disappearing. and he reaches out to save him#and isn't Cale's surprise the most heartbreaking thing? he can't be loved. not by someone he just met. but Choi Han looked at him#and he didn't want to let him disappear. like there was something about him worth keeping#that's why his heart shard remains intact. because that's his heart. which wants to be kept. which doesn't want to disappear.#anyway what's up guys been a while#how's the angst?#have you ever truly thought about og Cale and how he searched for ways to become unloveable and then did his best to become it?#and he believed it was true. did he even love himself? I like to think he learned to.
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⭐Part 1. Found You Again.⭐
(the first comic of my high school au! you can find more info about it here)
#FINALLY we are so BACK#sorry if its difficult to follow 🥲i tried my best#i loved drawing this so much it was difficult and frustrating at times but im so SO proud#i loved drawing everyone in that class panel :D#its my first ever comic so its far from perfect but i feel like ive learned a lot working on this!#please dont flop please dont flop#my art#art#fanart#fan comic#naruto#naruto shippuden#sns#narusasu#sasunaru#naruto x sasuke#naruto uzumaki#sasuke uchiha#sakura haruno#team 7#anime#comic#au#alternate universe#high school#high school au#naruto high school au
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For some low-effort doodles, I'm dead curious about how the kids interact with their parents as they age. Just mundane stuff they do together. Does amayas or amara have a "favorite" dad? And like, if you wanna get wild with it, do either of them act Too Much Like Their Dad sometimes?
dropping some cute doodles before going into The Lore
#their relationship with their parents goes from. superficial to strong#older amyas is a bit self centered and while they want the best for their family a lot of times he doesnt do right by them#they follow their heart wherever it takes them and sometimes it brings jmart great Pain#martin is their preferred daddo but they do enjoy doing activities with the jon#hilariously enough they share more 'bad' traits with jon (self centered stubborn etc)#amara is. hm#how to say without spoiling much. she is so developed in my brain#amara is very close to jon because they share many struggles#while martin frets endlessly jon can comfort her in a way that resonates with her#she also. resents martin a bit. but understands he is doing his best. which frustrates her a lot#she shares lots of bad traits with martin but she sees them as advantages#they can have a perfectly fine conversation until one of them says the wrong thing and its go time#that being said martin taught her how to crochet and gave her a lifetime passion for fashion#the parents are flawed and the kids are uniquely flawed too#the blackwood simblings#jonmartin#amyas blackwood sims#amara blackwood sims#tma au#tessart
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skyboudn was peak everybody is just weak (ignore how i forgot nadakhan's little beard and his stupid hook hand half the time)
#ninjago#ninjago skybound#ninjago nya#ninjago jay#ninjago cyren#ninjago echo zane#ninjago tai-d#ninjago nadakhan#ninjago clancee#ninjago dogshank#i unironically think skybound is one of the best seasons. i get the hate but its also such a fun season#one of the 3 seasons where i couldnt think of how the ninja would win in the end#. ALL i hope for this post is that somebody gets the proton joke.#the one with the filter index menu has it because i was so frustrated with how it came out i just wanted to give it SOMETHING so i included#-the menu thing so that it could have that something#my art
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←bearer of the "gets attached to characters alot of people hate or dont care about" curse
#Every. Time#i can list so many that are applicable#its frustrating#best case scenario however is that i manage to get atleast 1 or 2 friends interested in said character. so im not alone#still gotta deal with everyone else judging me tho 😭#sighs loud
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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of “Lan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxian” posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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A little promo with my little obsession on the side...........
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#klance#halloween au#im projecting on the internet my own impostor syndrome#i feel that im awful and should be learning how to draw instead of writing shitty fics#and when i want to write a post and share a little doodle or smth - 'sorry' is right between the lines and its so frustrating#like???? nobody probably cares#im either here or im not#and if i need to finish that little abomination of a fic then so be it you'd think people wouldnt mind too much#and would still want to listen to my captions and see whatever silly doodle however silly it is as long as its true#..............but what if its all redundant#what if i cant draw after i had to flip my entire routine upside down#and will forever chase a thrill of feeling like a prolific artist and it will be always out of reach now#what if people scroll past my art and feel nothing now#what if world is filled with people who kinda hate klance but stay out of reflex and not bc its their deeply routed source of comfort#what if i reached an artistic plateau and will never be good enough#what if this is the limit of my 'talent'#what if i will forever love the projects i want to share but will always hate the execution of it wanting to fix it fix it fix it learn mor#i keep reading the little notes i get on orders#some screenshots i saved#i find good words and opinions and love letters to art as a whole#and i feel insufficient#subpar#i drew a comic about it to an old poem and still havent finished it#there is a point of trying your best when it stops feeling like a challenge and feels like a failure#its the moment where you keep going of course#and yet#there are emotions im sure nobody shares on social media bc we just try to get through them#but who else will take it better than tumblr tags#either way if im less around its because im dealing with creational self-hatred and artistic ambitions#but on the other hand arent all artists like that? i ran out of tag space btw have an awesome weekend
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didn't join the wwe fandom bc of the storylines or the wrestling but a secret third thing (toxic old men yaoi)
#wwe#wwe raw#wwe smackdown#yes this is about drew mcintyre and cm punk#like...do they know its legal?#wdym that yout wife has become second best in your heart bc u hate punk so much??? 🤨🤨🤨#but also... i would put myself in between those two no hesitation#if they need to take out their frustrations they can take them out on me if ykwim#cm punk#drew mcintyre#also honorable mention to seth rollins#cm punk collecting enemies with homoerotic tendencies with him like pokemon#seth rollins
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Bruins @ Leafs | 12.02.23
#toronto maple leafs#auston matthews#mitch marner#hockeyedit#egifs#2324#1634#anyway. everythings abt them its so true#hes yelling for him oh my heart..........#tiny shoutout to mo's coordinated jumping too like#ugh wish we had a w to show for it lmfao#extremely frustrating#but theyre the best
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Loop would never call siffrin 'boy' or similar in any context. btw.
#i have read several fics where this has happened now and :I#it's annoying enough to see them referred to as a man or a boy or someone's boyfriend (i see this w art of him w isa sometimes)#but???? loop???? you're gonna make LOOP of all people do that????#loop who IS siffrin and would have the best lock on siffrins gender than anyone else????#loop who outright rejects masculine terms and would absolutely NOT disregard their other self also being nonbinary????#fic was poly w an m/m tag alongside an other tag so i shouldn't be surprised. but I'm disappointed#pleaseeeeeee isat fandom stop treating siffrin as male lite/outright just as a man i am begging#its even more frustrating bc fics i see that do this tend to be good for the most part too...#if you can respect loop as nonbinary you can do the same with siffrin. them having he pronouns alongside his they pronouns is not an excuse#isat spoilers
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I am so sorry, but Van's death is NOT a "bury your gays" situation, I need you guys to use your brain.
#she is one of my favourite character but this HAD to happen#i was surprised it took them this long honestly#its okay if you personally didnt like it#but dont act like it was badly written#because it was not#its okay to be frustrated and its even more okay if the actresses themselves didn't like that choice#but it was still extremely emotional in the best way#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets
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Whats the best pmd game?
I wanna start playing but idk which one to start with
^_^
I think the collectively agreed to be the best/most balanced game in the series is Explorers of Sky, it's the most popular one and its story is well crafted to hit well. Plus, due to it being a DS game, it's incredibly easy to run in different consoles or emulators.
However, I think Super Mystery Dungeon is also incredibly enjoyable if you learn how to use objects well (it's fairly easy, I am not a skilled player and only got one game over). You also have the remake of Rescue Team, PMD Rescue Team DX, which will probably be a less jarring experience than playing the original games without any prior experience (they are very good and enjoyable, and available in Nintendo Switch Online too! but due to them being the first games, they may still had some things to improve in their mechanics, that's why I'm recommending the remake despite not having played it myself).
I would stay away from Gates as an introduction to the franchise, because, in spite of its great story, themes and characters, its gameplay loop has some big pitfalls that make some parts of it very hard to get through or unsatisfying. If you feel you like the franchise after some games, i would advise you to check this one, though.
So yeah, tldr: Explorers of Sky would be the best one to start with imo. It's very accesible and overall gives the best pmd experience as a whole (despite its flaws in some parts of the plot and some plain characters).
#ask#thats all from my opinion of course#and i may be very biased because Explorers contains my two favourite characters in the franchise#which are also top contenders for being the best in the franchise dont @me#but yeah i think thats the game that better balances story-gameplay so neither gets too frustrating or confusing#even if its worldbuilding isnt as expansive as the one in the 3ds games
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