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My stupid ass laptop decided it wasn't going to recognize my network adapter (again!!!) but this time nothing worked and I had to reset the fucking thing and now I'm reinstalling everything.
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#starlit rants#its been a day yo#tried to fix myself but my tech savvy only goes so far#so the tech savvy person in the house comes home and still can't fix it#the motherfucking system reset didn't even *fucking* work#*screams into the void*#BIOS issue#it was a BIOS issue#what the motherfuck#guess who found the info about the BIOS shit...#i should've kept trying earlier but i was afraid i was gonna fuck smth up even more 😭😭#am agitated#can you tell?#😅💀
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"Psychic Spectres intro" this, "Anime OP" that. Y'all are sleeping on the true king fr
#the things i went through just to make this goddamn shitpost#i miss adobe bro kapwing is ass#worth it though#to spread the word of Sgt Burly#yokai watch#yokai watch 2#yokai watch fanart#this kinda counts as fanart right? fan content for sure#yo kai watch#yo-kai watch#youkai watch#yo kai watch 2#nate adams#katie forester#jibanyan#fuck it ill add these too#disney zombies#meme#shitpost#its been a long day okay im not above scraping the barrel#sgt burly#song#video games#video game music#video game memes#yokai#gotta be like danny devito:#gaming
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BREAKING NEWS 🎉Ch. 5 of The neighbor from 311 is up!🎉
#Yo hi its me. I forgot to post here when I updated chapter 4 ...well now there is two instead of just one! ✌(for the ones that still haven't#read chapter 4 anyways-)#updating was tricky since I've been so busy with uni and my personal life so. hobby writing was reserved for when I had free time#and only sometimes when I felt like it bc I won't torture my eyes with more screen time than the one I already have throughout the day#This was fun to write as usual :) I am excited to write the next chapter and how things will start to unfold from now on!#Oh I have also started to read dungeon meshi. I'm loving it.#the neighbor from 311#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun stampede#wolfwood#vash#nicholas trigun#trigun fanart#reincarnation au#Trigun au#lenssi writes#lenssi draws#trigun fic#trigun fanfiction
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day 52
warrior cat
#is this anything#idk but 12 yo me would have eaten this up#i dobt know cat anatomy btw its been so long since ive drawn one#adeleine#is this even her anymore lmao what have i done#warrior cats#day 52
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"Battle of Alberta, right? It was my first game: Calgary, Edmonton. We would play them in the preseason, and you know—trying to make the team I'd always be asking him to fight in preseason, always. I'd be runnin' my mouth—like, tryna fight the biggest, baddest guys, tryna make an impression.
And he would never fight me. He'd always tell me, like If you make the team, I'll fight ya. You don't have to worry about that, but I'm not fightin' ya preseason. And I totally respect it, I'm not gonna chase him down. It is what it is. He's established—I'm looking for my chance.
So I get called up, we're playing Edmonton in Edmonton: Battle of Alberta. [He's] over there on the other side, and it's like the coolest thing ever... you know, the buildup was crazy 'cuz I knew if the opportunity presented itself—if the game went the way I hoped it would, I would get an opportunity to fight him.
I remembered in warmups tryna skate by the redline initially just kind-of gettin' a feel for it—to see if I have to say something or whatever... He's got no bucket on, his big, bald head is glarin' around, he skates by the redline with the biggest smile on his face, and just gives me the biggest wink...
At that moment I knew Okay, he remembers. It's gonna happen at some point.
We were up 1, I think it was 2-1 going into intermission or whatever—Oh, no, I think it was 1-1 and we had just scored so the position I'm like Yeah, I don't know if I can fight him now because we have the momentum and we're winning the game. I don't want to lose a fight, then we lose a game and now I'm, like, never getting a chance again.
You kind-of gotta play the game within the game like [...] there's an opportunity to fight, and there's an opportunities where you shouldn't fight. Things weren't looking good, then they score and now we need a spark. I'm like Fucking perfect.
I just skate by their bench and I'm like It's time, big boy! He jumps out, we line up, and he goes We squarin' up or we goin' right away?
I'm like I'm not fuckin' squarin' up with you right now! We're goin' right away!
Drop em, we go right away, grab each other. I know he's a lefty so he's gonna let go—let's go of my right arm before he throws one. I threw one. Big boy went down, he jumped back up pretty quick. I don't know, I tell people all the time, I'm like I would've been in the league fuckin' 2 years earlier if there was good footage of this fuckin' fight!
For some reason—For some reason, the cameras cut out. I don't know if [he] had his cousins working the cameras or something that night, or if they're in the video room or what happened.
That was my first NHL game.
It's funny 'cuz Chucky was there—Chucky's there and he knows, he saw, he always laugh when I say that I would've been in the league earlier 'cuz he knows how things like that go. You get a little bit of energy and buzz around ya, and then kind-of momentum takes you a little bit further but unfortunate[ly], I missed that opportunity but I don't regret a thing.
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The opportunity was there, I just—unfortunately, for whatever reason, the Hockey Gods said not yet." (Ryan Lomberg reminiscing over his first NHL game/fight) (x)(x) (please go watch the second link to see lombos giant smile as he tells this story jfc)
and other genuinely bonkers things to say about a hockey player in your first fight... like why did this need to be said like that...what
#ryan lomberg#lombo what the fuck#for the sake of clarity lombo does refer em by name but i think its funnier to obscure it in this case for people who dont know who it is#im sure edm and the bald description gave it away of who it is#but youll never fucking guess who this bitch is waxing poetic about#the wha the huh#HIM??????#WE'RE ROMANTICISNG THAT FUCKIN GUY??? REALLY????#i hate it here#this just in the guy you adore just said the horniest shit about the worst person you know#completely forgot they both were on the flames at the same time its been erased from my memory#(guy who does not pay attention to anything that is not pantr related)#but also matthew giggling about lombos little I WOULDVE BEEN HERE EARLIER IF THE CAMERAS WORKED RIGHT#how dare we lose him to calgary again HOW DARE#hello special little matthew cameo#the homoeroticism of it all#the inherent homoeroticism of hockey fights#why did he describe it like that#do you know what “scrappy ahler tries to make it big by fighting everyone in sight to impress staff and even challenges the enforcer vet#knowing itll make him look good if he does and said enforcer vet does not give him the time of day and goes i promise ill fight you when yo#get called up during the regular season not now and to which said scrappy ahler gets called up during the regular season and doesnt expect#much but gets completely surprised when the vet 1. remembers who he is 2. the promise he made and 3. even gives him a cheeky wink about it.#and the game is chippy from the start the ahler isnt sure theyll be able to fight hin but low and behold the hockey gods bless him#and he does he even gets to decide the rules AND wins it in one punch. the downside? none of it was filmed.#but the memory of that vets wink rings clear“ does to me man?#also. a classic case of hockey gods giveth. hockey gods taketh away.#sweetheart you can be gay AND also want your cool fight filmed honey youre asking for too much#yeah lombo does like calling men bigboy yeah that's a thing
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Crazy people were calling me a misandrist for my beauty and the beast comic 💀
#1. i was like 17 when i made this and yes its hard to read and theres a fake word in there#english and french are similar enough that i englicize french words sometimes my bad#2. did everyone miss the part where the first guy str8 up hired the beast to kill the other guy? Beast just didnt like their vibes its not#that deep#the story is not that deep#i did in fact just wanted to draw a lesbian fairy tale#queer ppl complaining about predictable writing 🫵 sit down and touch grass#sometimes people just want to make something and it doesnt have to be the best#im good btw its just been circulating again and its funny seeing how serious so many ppl took it#like. its just a comic#its literally just a story made in one day by a 17 yo who had never read a queer fairy tale can you calm down#everyone being confused by convoited was funny to me tho 🤡 here random fake word for free#meanwhile me : yea thats a word. convoited. from the verb convoit which means to admire and desire something#totally a verb i can directly translate from French i dont need to look it up
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a wild assortement of comic wip screenshots and a random doodle that i posted to twitter but not here
(this doodle here is of Raal (aka demise before he became a deity) but whatever happens here isnt anything 'canon', i just randomly doodled him to try a loosen up my painting style bc when i work on the comic i tend to concentrate too much of rendering it perfectly and i dont like that)
#ganondoodles#doodles#art#i am so very tired#too tired for tags#btw i do love and read every ask i get but damn i just dont have the energy to reply to most#and i feel so guilty#i wish i could make a warning show up when someone wants to send me an ask#that just says -yo i love and cherish and reread all asks but unfortunately have zero energy to reply but chances are it made me cry-#given the asks isnt mean spirited or straight up bots#which my impsoter brain sometimes still tries to make me think#like either woo look at all those people LYING to your face#but i have grown alot since those days and now its mostly just#so look what a nice and lovely absolutely beautiful ask this person send you and you disrespectful fool are not answering it shame upon you#thats most likely why i have been getting less and less and man i feel so bad#like when its asks about drawing advice i either dont know what to say bc i dont have any idea what im doing eihter#or bc i plan a giant response with a big ass illustrated tutorial even tho i know i neither got the time or energy for it#but still cant answer then bc wait you wanted to make a tutorial you cant answer it just like that#and when its a super nice compliment about my art i just#dont know how to express my gratitude and silently reread it time and time again never answering it bc then it would be gone from the inbox#;__;#alright falling asleep brain better not have written sth i will regret reading tomorrow#i think this is the longest tags i put on a completely unrelated post of mine#if you have read all these tags send me an ask only containing the name of your fav fruit and i will make you a little pixel sprite of it
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when did you first realise you hosted a system?
sometime in 2020 if I remember correctly? had been experiencing very obvious osdd symptoms for YEAAARS but had no idea what it was before meeting some friends who did. learned a bit about it and went okay interesting! and then a few months later went oh fuuuuck.
#IT WAS REALLY FUNNY I DONT KNOW HOW I DIDNT REALISE PREVIOUSLY#like hey man.#you had full blown conversations with another presence inside your head every day on the way home from school for MULTIPLE YEARS#this presence didnt agree with me on everything either like.#dude arguing with someone else inside your own mind is NOT average 11 yo behaviour#anyway ya its been like three or four years. wow#also had an 'imaginary friend' named ivy at the age of like 7 who was mean to me and just. never wanted to play or anything#ask tag#and like. my interests and attitudes towards relationships and even the way I spoke changed almost daily#inchresting stuff ^_^#I DO WANT TO ADD that disorders involving being a system are VERY COVERT. you might not even HAVE symptoms#I was just. very special or something
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wanshi/pgr - super old lightning/colours practice i did a month ago 😭
#this is like 2 months old#LOL i just never posted it#also im sorry for the long ass break ive been kinda just living my hols life lmao#long overdue for posts ik#APOLOGIES#but ive rererewatched into the spiderverse like 3 times now#n ill be seeing the sequel 2 days later overseas#bro its been so hard#ive been avoiding spoilers#but its really difficult#i havent even seen the trailer cus i wanna go into it like fresh n beta#also i just had a bbq im full as hell#lmfao gotta have to go jog like 5 timez to make up for this#pgr wanshi#pgr#punishing gray raven#my art#also i did this b4 i found like the crispiest render brush ever#so its a lil patchy tho i went over it woth the new brush#yo i cant even go onto any social media like i like 1 miles loml post n now i have barrages of spiderverse spoilers all over all my tls#god bless
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okay opinion-havers. i am changing my pfp so here are the options
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#just me hi#polls#i may just pick the most voted one in like an hour or in 20 minutes who knows hfhvsb#my patience knows many bounds sometimes!! boundful. boundiful if you will#boundies of patience...#//Anyway- yo i just found a nail in my keyboard#i forgot i cut my nails like a day or so ago. how'd that get there..#and stayed there ?? i've been going places and its just been hanging around ? that's dedication i'll say that#//anyway what was i talking abt#OH yea drawin a silly thing rn so i prolly won't get off track too fast but i will be back for this... ehehe....#so tooooodles :3 until something Gets me which i feel like it will bhfshv#o/
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Love AO3 date filter cuz I wanna read podlock fics but I'm not caught up yet dhdj
#call it multitasking#anyways if yall need a new podcast. sherlock & co fucking slaps. its all ive been listening to the past few days#autistic Sherlock truthers unite i adore him#sometimes babygirl is a 30 smth yo man called dr jonh watson#also mariana ametxazurra my beloved<3#sherlock and co#yeah sure tag it
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realizing that big boobs are the reason why i have so much back pain immediately destroyed the acceptance i spent years working on about how my chest looks. lol
#now that ik it causes actual physical problems it feels like theres a justified reason to hate them. so the dysmorphia is back STRONG#and like its been actually affecting me and how i live my life. a lot. its bad#esp bc ik theres a solution (surgery) so im like. hhhhhhhhhgn#dont get me wrong i want to get breat reduction surgery anyways. because the back pain part is real and its worse than the low self esteem#but id appreciate it if my brain could see it as just that- something that is heavy and thus causes me pain- instead of Thing That Makes Yo#Look Ugly And Built Wrong And Fat#all that is not helped by the fact that i lost weight and that makes the big chest look more disproportionate#cuz when i losing weight does Not make my chest smaller just my stomach/thighs#its the same thing that happened in the quarantine fueled depressive episode i lost an insane amount of weight and spent all day on tiktok#it made the dysmorphia skyrock it was awful#cuz when i lose weight* not losing
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tw: mentions of fictional genocide, imperialism, racism, segregation, swearing
my aj rewrite is most likely aimed towards teens. I'm not kid-friendly (I hate kids but I want them to retain their innocence (2024 is a disaster of a year))
but yeah on the surface aj lore is fairly simple. phantoms bad. mira good. zios dead missing lmfao. but if you look deeper: ►►►►►►►►►►►►►
"Because animals were spread out in isolated villages, the Phantoms easily conquered these villages one by one. The animals soon discovered that if the Phantoms reached a Heartstone, they could imprison the animals of that species inside it! Each time the Phantoms captured a Heartstone, an entire species disappeared from Jamaa."
"The phantoms came through dark portals and they quickly spread through the uninhabited regions of Jamaa. Wherever the Phantoms went, they left a trail of spoiling destruction. Rivers were polluted, trees became bare, and the air was thick with noxious fumes. The Phantoms consumed everything in the environment and gave nothing back. They leveled entire villages the animals had built and left the entire civilization in pieces." ►►►►►►►►►►►►► ◦ this was said in the daily explorer. I'm pretty sure this is some form of imperialism and/or genocide, which is obviously not very kid-friendly, so I kinda want to lean into that more in more historical eras of my rewrite. BUT according to the wiki (yes, i'll use the wiki, i haven't touched the game in months/years):
►►►►►►►►►►►►► "It is unknown why the Phantoms came to Jamaa, but they cause destruction [wherever] they go. Their behavior of quickly spreading and imprisoning the other species suggests that they want control over Jamaa. This also provides an explanation for the initial lack of species in Jamaa, as most species were trapped by the Phantoms." ►►►►►►►►►►►►► ◦ so the phantoms could've been erasing species for shits and giggles, OR it could've been just straight imperialism
◦ oh yeah racism is also canon: ►►►►►►►►►►►►►
"But as time passed, things changed, Animals began to fear and mistrust other species. Some animals stopped living together as a united community. Soon, all the feelings of friendship in Jamaa were gone, and the animals built new villages for their kind only. Koalas lived and talked only with other koalas. So did rhinos. And crocodiles." ►►►►►►►►►►►►►
◦ also from the daily explorer ◦ maybe im reaching here but this shit sounds pretty racist/speciesism w some segregation. like, yeah someone could argue that "animals fear each other because on earth-" ◦ imma cut you off right there buddy. Jamaa isn't on Earth. this is most likely, if not canonically, a different universe that follows its own rules. and besides, you'll never see a cougar doing the carlton on Earth
◦ clarifying right now before i somehow get into deep shit that obviously my rewrite won't be for everyone. not everyone wants to see this silly childhood nostalgic animal game through this lens. but i do because im depressed and new year new me (it's october chatterbox...)
#animal jam#ajc#jamblr#i feel like im the only one thinking about this like THIS “yo did you know ajc has mythical genocide”#but whatever#this is probably a “you like it or hate it thing”#but again its whatever#i just needed to talk about this au SOMEWHERE#and tumblr is weird#tagging this so i don't sound completely insane#“so hey nobody look at what i've been thinking about endlessly for the past few days”#whoever wants to tag along can ig#im prob going to post a lot#did u know I made eras for the jamaa world#worldbuilding is so fun#but there's an actual story as well#tags about to be longer than the actual post lmao#and post
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After being at stuck at Gap for seven days straight I’m Drawing something self indulgent that I drew at work digitally (original is on receipt paper) so you people can leave me alone about yaoi. Also guys remember to you code GREAT on Gap.com for 30% off your purchase 😍
#i will also draw angel I PROMISEEEEE#yo lowkey i wanna go to a good target tonight. randomly#its literally also not yaoi im re-drawing its like barely yaoi#ive been at gap. FOR SEVEN DAYS STRAIGHT.#they chain me to the register and make me get credit cards
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mini life update in the tags bc i need somewhere 2 rant < 3
#u can ignore but!#in the process of secretly prepping to cut my mum off bc shes got total financial control over me (im 26)#i got a lot of money when i was 18 from an accident n shes basically in control of my assets bc she made it that wah#*way#if that makes sense#like i can only access my money if i go to the bank with her. she lives in a house i boyght her free of charge#sje bullied me into biying another house in wales so she can rent it out as a holidah home n use it as a free holiday spot n said i would#get an income from it but shes given me nothing in the 4/5 yrs weve had it#she put her name on the deeds to all my assets#so i have money but it is inaccessible#i need some bc i need to fund my phd next year but sje wont help me#anyways! thats lowkey besides the point#my dads got a brain tumor n my mum doesnt know i still see my dad bc she thinks i havent spoke to him since je left like 3 yrs ago#but i helped hjm leave bc she was abusing him n had been since i was like 9#n now im stressed out bc my dads not well and i feel like um running out of time with him#but hes in the hospital at the minute after having a siezure a few weeks after his brain surgery#so ive visited him like 3 days in a row n he remarried this year and my stepmum/sisters are so nice#its like having a real family#and it makes me feel guilty yo say that abt my mum n sister#like the guilt of havi g a bad parent is so real tonight fellas im just gonna sit n cry for a few dags#tbd.#if u read this far i love u .. whats hr zodiac#but yeah! this is why im so inactive#n bc im doi g my masters degree but . that pales in comparison rn
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#i feel like im building sandcastles with dry sand#im just. i dunno. im frustrated and tired and resentful of the fact that in order to recover u have to rest#bc i mean i haven't been like cough cough sick. my immune system was freaking thr fuck out for 10 days and i can feel the damage internally#like. i compulsively exercise and theres this feeling u get when u kno ur stressed and run down but u dont stop physically overextending#like u can feel the muscles start to tear and not heal. and thats how i started to feel last week#so its like i kno i need to rest but its like. u just had a 5 day weekend ur supposed to b refreshed for the end of the semester#but no. im just discouraged and tired. back to making dry sandcastles. shocking. when u feel bad its harder to function#lets see how this affects my ccaps score when i see my therapist Monday lol#itll b fine. just frustrating. im gonna meet with my advisor tomorrow and b like yo my ability to function had been severely limited in the#last week and a half. but yes im not ready to try reviving some new cultures. and hopefully i can autoclave at some point#i just feel like im being lazy and i hate it#the burdon of being ill of body and mind#unrelated
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