#its been MONTHS atp
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#hi hello its your number 1 jeongsunger reporting for duty#yang jeongin#han jisung#forhanji#bystay#inniesource#createskz#meltracks#usersa#adriblr#userwilliam#flashing tw#could i have found higher quality footage of this? probably but idc im STILL losing my mind over this#its been MONTHS atp#mygifs
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reset, recharge, rewind!! ⊹˚. ♡
──★ ˙ ̟🎀 reasons we need recharge days
reduced likelihood of future mental health crises
improves your mental, physical, and overall health
to avoid burnouts
feel more empowered, capable, resilient and able to bounce back from hardships
boosts your productivity and overall executive function
more hours worked ≠ productivity !!!
the same as our physical bodies need rest and recovery by sleep, our mental states need rest and recovery too sometimes. the healthiest and most successful people are the ones who take the time to care for themselves first. you should always always always be your top priority, no matter what happens. <3
you cannot pour from an empty cup. you cannot burn if you've dwindled down the flame. you cannot be a pearl if there is no oyster.
──★ ˙ ̟🎀 when is it time for a mental health day and to take the time to recharge?
when you feel yourself in a repeated pattern of irritability or negative emotions in your school or workplace
when you find yourself more unable to focus and distracted more easily
when you are seriously lacking sleep
when you find yourself falling back into old habits
reset days sound great in theory, but how exactly does one execute them in a way that leaves them feeling refreshed and recharged for the future?
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ 1. what leaves you energised?
if you haven't already made one, i'd highly recommend making a list of things that make you happy, have a good day, energised, relaxed, refreshed, etc, and a list of things that do the opposite. this is then so you can figure out what does and doesn't make you happy, give you energy, and so on, and figure out what to indulge in and what to avoid to keep yourself not burnt out and working harder for longer instead of overworking yourself.
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ 2. detox!
detoxing from everything is a perfect thing to do on a recharge day. whenever i detox i feel like a brand new girl and so clean and fresh, and i have a post on this here 🫶💗 even if you aren't feeling particularly down or if nothing has happened and you just decide to take a random recharge day to boost your energy, detoxing and pampering urself is always always always the way to go! <3
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ 3. journal, obviously
as the no.1 girl journalling advocate of course i had to put this in here. i have a whole pinterest board full of these for when i need them and have specific prompts for specific emotions (should i make a post on this?) and it helps me so much. think of it like you're having an interview with yourself and a look into your own emotions so that you can get to know yourself and your circumstances better for future reference, too.
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ 4. errands
as much as i hate to admit and as hard as it is, compiling a list of all the things that have been on your mind and that you've been procrastinating and getting them done in a time period throughout the day when you feel comfortable can be very helpful for lifting the metaphorical and emotional weight off of your shoulders. knowing you have time to just relax for a little while and that you've gotten everything you need to do done already is a massive relief for me and the feeling of utter refreshment that comes with having a clean slate with nothing nagging at you in the back of your mind is priceless.
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ 5. detective work: analysis!
along with the journalling, if your recharge day was brought on by a series of negativity in your life, i think it especially helps to analyse the period of time leading up to said recharge day and think ab what made you feel like you need some time off to recharge. did anything happen, were there any events that could have triggered it, big or small, how you felt, and so on; write it all down or just lay and think about it quietly and think about how you can tackle it in future and come up with a way to deal with that. reset days are the perfect time to learn from ur mistakes and ensure that you can know what to do if and when they strike again in the future.
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ 6. self-respect
most importantly, please respect the fact that you are only human and need ur rest. it's not your fault for getting overwhelmed or needing to take a day to rest. as long as you are doing the best you can, you're going exactly the pace you need to, and you are at the exact place you need to be, whether it feels like it or not. not constantly working does not mean you have failed, does not mean that you are weak, or anything like that. please take care of yourself and have enough self-respect to honour your own needs and emotions. you're doing amazing bae 💗✨
──★ ˙ ̟🎀 journal prompts:
๋࣭♡ has there been any possible events or recent situations that may have caused a mental health spiral?
๋࣭♡ do any of these events link back to an event that affected you in the past?
๋๋♡ what are some things you dislike right now in your life?
๋࣭♡ how do they make you feel and why?
( also see: girly girl's guide to journalling and ultimate journalling index)
all my love 🫶💗🎀
#oh my god i cant even begin to tell you how long this post has been in my drafts...............#its embarrassing atp#but it finally made it out!#(after months of intense procrastination and forgetfulness)#it girlism ୨𖹭୧#girlblogging#it girl#wonyoungism#girlhood#pink pilates princess#girly tumblr#this is what makes us girls#girly stuff#im just a girl#girlcore#girlworld#girl things#girl thoughts#hot girl summer#it girl aesthetic#pinterest girl#that girl#this is a girlblog#beauty#mental health#health and wellness#health tips#mental wellness#mental heath support#mental health support
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testing out new markers with a Saf! (The Golden Rose by @anathemafiction ❤️)
#saturation is a little weird. i am also not sure how to deal with the little dots everywhere#but ill figure it out#anyways! I'm on playthrough uh..... idk probably 5 of tgr atp?#usually obsessed with Hadrian#but I can't lie. Lance got me like this 👀#safya#safya romanus#the golden rose if#anathemafiction#its been months but i still can't stop obsessing over The Golden Rose by @anathemafiction. like. its so good#i would buy it SEVERAL more ti#times if i could#my art#doodle
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Wanted to compare some styles I've done over the course of like a month just to see
Weird shit
#unsure what my own style even is atp#but at the same time i would say i dont have one because i dont wanna limit myself by confining myself to a style yk#i just draw whatever i see in my brain. always been like that#the one of Auto might be over a month old but i dont remember its been june for 3 fucking months already#splatoon#art#i think the closest i have to my own style is the one of Wiktor
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I can't wait for the next chapter I'm so excited sad to have to wait till Sunday but I totally understand
Yeah, I just want to make sure it's up to my standard lol. I did not sleep last night so that's not helping either.
But yeah, I did get some of it written yesterday, I just have a little bit left and then editing.
I hate having to delay it but sometimes it is necessary.
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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I missed them
#Atp I turned Jgo into a whole ass oc😭😭😭😭 whatever if G3g3 isn't gonna do anything else with him I will#jjk oc#Kaze#I love old married men who are both fat losers#I also missed drawing this design of theirs#sorry for not posting anymore err outside of ass wifi I am not that auper invested into jjk anymore#rephrase I STILL REALLY LOVE JJK its just not a current hyperfix anymore lol. still holding on to these two with everything though#cause they mean alot to me🤑🤑 may noy be into jjk as much anymore but my love for the disaster curses never left so#Also Kaze... love u Kaze#Cant believe I've been with these two for like 7 months. still going strong😭😭🎉🎉#art#FORGOT THIS TAG
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Fuck I think my period is being weird agian. uuuuuuuuuuugh is this gonna be something I can't Ignore.
#ramblings#checked my post history. it wouldve been OVER a month since my last one and without getting tmi i think im technically on it#but theres been. no blood. uh#<- usually gets bad back aches and a fairly heavy flow. has experienced neither#well at least i dont think. my backs kinda been eh but ive assumed its just bc ive been doing a lot of sitting lately#mmmmmmmmm i could just be starting it i hope im just starting it. i dont wanna be having an issue bc i dont wanna go to a doctor#but this is starting to be a pattern#bc of other things thatve been going on lately im worried it might be pcos. but im not like. self-diagnosing that shit#but thats why im worried cuz i rlly dont wanna go to a doctor FUCK. ok whatever im ignoring this again#<- if it turns out this isnt just the start of my period ill talk to my mom bc this is definitely a pattern atp
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no actually it is kind of a wonder to me how pb is operating with whb like it is bc. arent yall also hosted (i believe anyways im not sure if their partnership w/ erolabs goes beyond that) by another company w/ SEVERAL gachas under its belt. so whats goin on here. nobody taking notes? are we doing market research? is anyone even play testing. hello. its so dark in here
#cliffnotes/.txt#whb#LIKE. atp im just here to see how long it lasts#not even a full year yet and honestly it srarted going downhill december....#i feared back in march they were gonna be trying to do passes monthly and its not a good look. thats like ~60 per month#thats a bill payment.#even subscription based mmos dont cost that much.#and lets be frank the game is not of any sort of quality that justifies $60 for a jpeg (and imo a lackluster side story)#like sry u can only use the company size as an excuse for so long and i will never dickride a company ever#but its. man.#i am interested in the game and its characters and story if we could GET TO ITTTTT#RAHHHH#atp im like is anyone trying to make sure this game lasts. it feels like its gotta be fully aware sabotage now#bc these choices arent making sense unless the point is truly just a quick buck#theres some useful little changes here and there but. man#it get overshadowed by the greed real quickly#i dont even care abt beel either just on principle. this is. a real head scratcher.#also this has been in my drafts since may if that means anything.#i just rewrote my tags 😭
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guy experiencing the 'no knowledge of the passage of time' and 'forgetting about the existence of large swathes of the world when he is not Looking Directly At Them And Even Then Its Like A 50/50 Chance' disorder voice: bwugh
#HI. HI...#how longs it been#no seriously how longs it been i have no idea#it feels simultaneously like three months and nine years skull emoji#maybe its only been two minutes but oh well WHATEVRR hi folks#its me. ya boy. im alive i swear#FIVE DAYS. alright. thats cool thats cool#oh i am not reconnected with reality yet i can feel it#okay im definitely going to delete this in the morning this is like a slow decent into madness atp#tldr. im fine. hello. everythings fine and normal#thumbs up
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got gripped with a sudden bout of hypochondria so bad i had to book an emergency eye test tomorrow morning 😑
#um.txt#im overdue one anyway#annoying bc i KNOW its hypochondria atp but i just cant deal with the worry consuming me for another month#the symptom that triggered it (saw a rainbow halo around a streetlight) is something ive always had and has#never been an issue even in my other eyetests... but bc i read an article about#glaucoma the other day im panicking 😑 but now i dont think its glaucoma im worried about retinal detachment and ketaroconus
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but it's crazy because yknow, happyele Advertised with akira's name. is it truly not marketable anymore ? 🤔
#and they've gone so far as to remove credits from ! era too#but his decisions these last few months have been. well yknow#maybe even these past few Years#saw someone mention that atp the game is kinda existing in spite of akira rather than thanks to#cause man. its rough#mar's midnight rambles
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Extremely cool that every single graphic designer job now says some bullshit like this
You dont want a "graphic designer" you want someone to shart out AI slop for you. Theyre literally not even asking you to draw for them anymore, they just want you to "supervise" the stupid fucking program
#So incredibly angry man i am trying every single job possible and not even getting messages turning me down they just dont bother#And almost every single creative job has now been completely crushed by this type of bullshit that pencil pushers think is ok#I am struggling so hard to make money rn not even for myself just so my family doesnt go under and its just getting harder#Being trapped in a cycle of poverty my entire life and then getting shoved even harder down into it despite fighting it sucks#I have been applying to jobs for months and not getting a peep back#And ive already been told by several people my resume looks perfectly fine#I really dont know what to do atp. Art is one of the few avenues i have left and that corridor gets narrower every day#emf
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suffering from manic pc euphoria atm and just dropped like $350 on MORE gear i did NOT need so i will not be eating for the next week i guess lol <3
#im becoming such a guy like omg let me take 700 pics of this Computer just casually#JKFGFGJKFG#anyway whatever#my bills are paid its fine. its fine. i have such a laundry list ive been holding myself back from checking off but honestly atp#i think im just going to spend recklessly for a few months until the list whittles down a bit lol.
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my world is going to be so beautiful next week when ichu is finally out on switch
#this has been my light in the dark for a few months atp. i NEED my ichu back.#its in my calander and everything.#news with isaac
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I made a boo oc!! I'll make more drawings to use them for when I start making "serious" YouTube videos :3
#mayodraws#dont really know what else to tag so#TIME FOR RAMBLING WOOHOO#im thinking of just getting rid of the name Mayo tbh#ive grown sick of it#honestly might just stick to my real name for everything atp#i use it for the entirety of discord now so 💀#i just feel like its not me if its not my actual name#its like its a separate identity of myself even if im the same person you know?#i like feeling that i am me even through a screen i am still me and not some offbrand representation of myself#so hey everyone my name is Hailey :3 feel free to call me that#soon enough ill change all my socials or the ones I actually use to be some form of 'Hailstorm' because it sounds cool imo#and its a nickname my sister gave me so it also means something special to me <3#should I have made a separate post for this? yes#is it too late? also yes#since im in a ramble session i may as well say more on my mind#im in a server for discord and i so badly have been trying to become friends with people there but holy shit even after like 2 months#i still cant gather courage to speak most of the time#hopefully ill open up more soon but man i need to just not be so shy 😭#are you having fun reading through the tags 💀💀#i would be surprised of anyone actually read all if them#if you did i hope you have a wonderful day 👍👍#also Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its Christmas totally#back onto the youtuve thing most of my videos are just shit like “toad screaming” or editing zelda cutscenes but at some point i want to#make scripted videos for nintendo related stuff#i already finished a script for ttyd and i know its not the best script but for being my first its good enough and ill learn along the way#okay im done yapping Happy St Patrick's Day
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