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Edit since a lot of people seem confused - your "real" name is the name that you want to be referred to in real life. It doesn't have to be your legal name. So if you're trans and you have a different name to whats on your birth certificate, even if not many people call you by the name, it still counts as your real name.
Edit 2 : Holy shit guys please stop reblogging this post my poor inbox im getting like 20 notifs an hour asjfhkajshdkh /lh /srs
#FUN FACT : charlie isnt my real name :]#i decided to go with the name charlie because i didnt wanna use my real name and i like the name charlie#my parents were gonna call me charlie when i was born but didnt in the end#i dont really know why i dont just tell you lot my real name because its a super common name#another thing that using a diff name online has caused is me seeing “charlie” almost as a different person#theres “[wearegonnapretendiputmyrealnamehere]” and then theres “Charlie” and they are two different people in my mind#idk aksjffhkajsshdka#anyways this is the second poll ive made today what is my deal with polls#i should make a seperate poll tag for all my fucking polls that i make#I MAKE A LOT#ill tag all my polls when i think of a good name lol#anyways woah i got a bit rambly there#did i make a whole ass poll just because i thought you might find it interesting that my real name wasnt charlie?#yes. yes i did.#(DO NOT take this as me not wanting you lot to call me charlie i would prefer you use that name over anything else lol)#polls#tumblr polls#random polls
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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sleep cycles
#so im getting really into the concept of how much of silver's life has been lost to sleep. um. it's delicious. awful but delicious#this poor guy. u know how the avg person u might stay up later than u should so u can rly maximize the hours? 24 isnt enough let alone 16#silver feeling every accidental nap cut that shorter and shorter. days weeks months of time built up that is gone. that he cant get back#repeating the cycle endlessly in frustration and misery and there's NOTHING he can do about it. yea#ANYWAYS im posting this on the clock but its okay we havent had a new ticket in almost an hour it should be fine#i have 2 other drawings done but tryna focus on life a bit#twst#twstファンアート#twisted wonderland#twst silver#yes there are over 20 silvers in this one post. im crazy. and?#suntails
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all tangled up 🤭
#kcqt pics#i hope everyone seeing this has/is having/had a wonderful day!!#and if not then i hope it at least passes/passed quickly and that you have better days ahead#this is simultaneously the worst and best part of the year for me#worst bc its when all the shitty stuff happened/continues to happen and the nights are long and its cold and dark always#but also best bc i know its aaaaaalmost over#the days are already getting longer!!#and the holidays are finally almost over#and then i dont have to deal with them for a whole YEAR#or almost anyway#so yeah#if today isnt a good day for you i feel you#hopefully these pictures will help w that ☺️ at least a little#kcqueuet#<- is my queue tag ive decided
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DONE!!!!!!
#I finished ths last night at like 3 am#iim woke up now and i regret it cuz my eyes burn#and im tired#and im sick of it al…#I FINISHED THIS THOUGH… 😋#john dory#trolls john dory#trolls bruce#trolls spruce#trolls#dw trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls band together#iasip#idrudis#idk if i should tag its always sunny cuz im just refernecing it ths isnt art liek for that..#i started giving up at ‘thats WAY stiffer’ it was almost over for me
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have been super busy lately so doodled some wolfies to destress ^_^
#trigun#wolfwood#trigun maximum#oops i almost forgot to post this here#i wanted to try some ww gestures in between workin on stuff hehe#i hadnt drawn him for like OVER A WEEK before this IT WAS RLY AFFECTING ME 💀💀💀💀#also wanted to try to emulate nightows CRAZY AWESOME ANATOMY DEFYING poses with the punisher#but then i realized I HID THE ENTIRE POSE BEHIND IT 💀💀💀 LIKE DO U EVER JUST 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣#so i just cheated n made it transparent LOLLOLLLLLLLL#I RLY HATE DRAWING THE PUNISHER BC ITS SO HARD FOR ME BUT ITS SOOOO SWAGGY 💀#man even tho tumblr isnt my main platform anymore i love posting on here bc i can just though vomit in the tags#cant rly do that on twt or ig#its like u guys on here get a little peek into my Twisted Mind 🫶 a littol behind the scenes treat… sorta not rly LMAO#or maybe it just makes me sound crazy idk
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happy 8 years
i will transform so i don't die
#my art#undertale#chara dreemurr#am a bit bereft of things to say lol sorry. usually this is where i have a whole diatribe to go off on#i didn't feel like celebrating very much this year so the artwork i made isnt very celebratory#but it was always the sad and futile parts of the story that made me feel the most when i was a kid . so#it's maybe truer to the spirit of my love for this game than any of the cutesy celebration drawings ive done over the years#um . as it was and still is. my heart lives where this story is#if i hadn't played it when i was a kid i don't know if i would have made it this far. im actually almost certain i wouldnt have#sometimes its hard to be thankful for that but i make myself be thankful lol.#so dramatic rofl. well it's just what i was thinking#thanks for being here everyone. i kind of like how this drawing turned out and i hope you will too
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I am cringe but I am free... *proceeds to drop the worlds most self indulgent artwork ever*
COUGH COUGH I need his hand in my chest holding my still beating heart COUGH COUGH
#I think. people probably maybe might unfollow me after this LMAAOO#thats okay. I am cringe but free. sunglasses emoji sunglasses emoji flushed emoji#tumblr user Mooniverse being absolutely DOWN BAD on main#verc3x art#*seductively pushes hair behind ear* h. hey Galacta. hey um. hello 😎 *goes to lean on a wall that is not there and falls over*#almost scared to put this in the main tags but.#Galacta Knight#Kirby#verc3x sona#my ocs#if you squint you can pretend my sona isnt thtere and its just galacta looking ̶h̶o̶t̶ COOL af
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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also i found something crazy which looks like the tracks for patrick's live solo performance of sugar shown at the end of the "artist lesson" episode he recorded for garageband ??
apparently he did a lesson for sugar
and a lesson for i don't care
after some digging i found some blessed screen recordings of both (sugar, idc - if u want u can also dl them here!) (they are kinda slightly laggy/unsynced in some places, especially idc, idk if that's a quality of the original lesson or the recording lol)
im curious if those who have garageband.... can view/get these still ?? apparently they were ?? made free eventually for users ?
as a vehicle for tuition the format of the lessons seem a bit shite if im being honest BUT as a trove of really fucking cute patrick+music content it is overflowing with riches and delights and i cant believe it isn't all anyone ever talks about forever and ever /j
#its an ogg file which opens fine in audacity (smthin i had to learn the hard stupid way lol)#sorry for blabbing so much i was almost as excited abt this as i was about suitehearts#fall out boy#patrick stump#time capsule#spin for you#last night's stage#gblessons#alas not a single person i can bother has a mac and its not on ios versions apparently lol -_-#the i dont care one.. there is a crappy 30sec clip on ytube that was the only thing ive ever seen.. why isnt it clipped all over the place#am i ........ late to the party ?! is everyone alrdy over it and i missed it all ?!
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fuck it you lot can have this one too
#warhammer rogue trader#pasqal haneumann#marazhai aezyrraesh#pasqal rogue trader#marazhai rogue trader#abel haneumann#clarifying my opinion on that one. ive done some deranged rants about how its mr and mrs haneumann over on bsky if you want to find those#btw with the one with marazhai. isnt he so kind helping pasqal relearn to breathe without his respirator ignore the handcuffs#thats literally whats happening btw i was writing something then i thought about that image too hard and had to draw it#after drawing [and regretting drawing] his armour the other day. yay the shitty little crop top returns yay#almost didnt post here but tumblr can fight me if it comes to it its 1am and i want Feedback
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happy birthday dust sans :3 ‼️🎊
"well, that's that. a grand execution, the perfect punishment for a sinner with lifetimes worth of crimes, and yet, nobody showed up, and dust didn't even try to fight back."
"heh. sounds pretty pathetic to me... but hey, maybe this was what he wanted."
"to die alone only accompanied by the ones he hated with nobody who he'd actually want to witness this?"
"maybe dying only with yourself would be less embarrassing than a public show. privacy is something you never realize you want until you lose it."
"... you were right, that does sound pathetic."
#happy birthday dust sans except he's not even in focus. in fact he is literally on his last day of birth#ANYWAYS LATE POST I KNOW BUT I MADE IT JUST IN TIME BEFORE THE 10TH ENDED IN MY TIMEZONE HEHEHE#triglycercule is officially back 😈😈😈 more murder time trio to come soon........TRUST🙏🙏🙏#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#tricule art#i tried to replicate kinda a style similar to calvateyla's it'll probably look more obvious as the year progresses :3#the theme for this year's trio birthdays? death XD! ok well like yeah but i have plans ok hehehe :3 be ready for a killer and horror death!#but that's over in may and august....... for now february for dust :3#see last minute i realized i forgot that monsters dust when they die so i added that in last minute 😁😁😁😁#hmmm hmmm can i explain my own piece or no 🤔🤔🤔 this is probably the most detailed thing ive drawn so far ever WOW#so there isnt really any context behind why dust is dead and the build up i just thought it would be cool#horror and killer hung him btw thats why there's 2 pulleys on the scarf and obviously why they're there... :3#dust is in the background blurred and not even in focus because like hrkl said: his death was pathetic and insignificant and lonely#dust's constant fight against the human and the internal conflict he has that causes him turmoil and outbursts seems loud and explosive#but really dust is just solemn and sad and quiet and suffering so i wanted to capture that... not a grand finale for him#as always my interpretation and take but i imagine dust initially struggled to not choke but then started seeing things the more air he los#and eventually he began listening to the insults and sobs of those he killed and gave up and allowed himself to die without even fighting#horror and killer can't see this of course because dust's hallucinations are in his own head (not like he can talk anyways LUL)#to dust his death was attended by too many of those he loved yet all telling him to give up#quite opposite to horror's idea that a solitary death is a comfortable one with no eyes to watch#killer is of course an extreme compared to dust and horror he doesn't care at all if people are there or not to witness the death#its irrelevant anyways :p he's just gonna die in the end so what matters dust's comfort if it all leads to the same outcome???#(keep in mind i've yet to do my killer analysis yet...... this is all advice and help my resident killer expert told me :3 soon though!!)#anyways!!! almost late but i made it just in time hehe!! god its been so long since i properly drew on digital its funnn!!!!#also the hanging via papyrus's scarf is a classic idea honestly B) its the best way for dust to go out imo........
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this is so dumb and probably doesn’t make a lot of sense but i’ve been thinking about stranger things a lot for the past few days and i feel like part of the reason a lot of people don’t like mike after s2 is because he’s reacting to trauma in a way they don’t feel is justified.
objectively he hasn’t been through as much as the other party members have because he hasn’t been possessed or Plagued With Visions or turned into a human weapon. he’s the third party to a lot of traumatizing events (which can be, in itself, traumatizing) but everything that directly happens to him doesn’t feel as major as the crazy supernatural things going on. he was bullied as a kid, his parents are dismissive and emotionally absent, and he’s very clearly depressed—he has behavioral issues at school and his grades are slipping, something the counselor cites as being a sign of max’s depression. there’s also a lot of subtext/hints about him having issues with food and body image things.
the problems that directly affect him are all ostensibly very normal in the face of monsters and human experimentation, and his reactions are very normal too. he’s self-isolating, he lashes out at people, he puts himself in danger, he can’t express his emotions in the “right” way. but in a universe where supernatural things are always happening around him, his problems seem insignificant. people don’t like that his behavior and personality changed as a result of trauma and other issues because they don’t think he has earned it.
his problems are too normal, or what traumatized him didn’t directly happen to him (like, his best friend went missing and was believed to be dead and came back and was possessed and mike felt like he was the only one who cared and he was there for it all), so he shouldn’t get to be angry and depressed and emotionally distant. he needs to go through something worse before he’s allowed to show that he’s been affected by the events of his life.
this isn’t all to say that i think he hasn’t been an asshole. rather, i think knowing why he’s been an asshole is necessary for viewing him as a sympathetic character, and a lot of people don’t think he deserves that because his ‘why’ isn’t good enough.
anyway mike wheeler they’ll never make me hate you
#this isnt even getting into like#byler and internalized homophobia#if that ends up being canon#heres hoping#i also think part of it is like#st has been filmed over the course of almost 10 yrs#finn has obviously aged and is an adult#i think people think of mike as an adult bcs of that#its easy to forget hes like 15 when his actor is 20#thats not finns fault obviously. nothing against him#anyway#stranger things#mike wheeler#sunny yaps#might delete later#havent watched st in a long time#and havent ever been involved in the fandom#this might be controversial#in which case i will delete it. we’ll see
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Doodles from during my finales
Ive been mostly active on twitter i sometimes forget i almost dont post here, I promise ill be more active here after school ends 😩
Also ive been getting back into stardew valley so i drew a quit doodle of my husband 🫣(shane)
#captain laserhawk#clh#rayfrog#captain lazerhawk rayman#ramon captain laserhawk#bullfrog captain laserhawk#captain lazerhawk fanart#clh bullfrog#bullfrog fanart#rayman#stardew valley#stardew valley shane#shane stardew valley#sdv shane#shane sdv#finals been kickin my ass man#but its almost over#i made shane look too cute in my doodle#not that he isnt#but i need to learn how to draw more rugged men 😪
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putting Charater through your own mental health issues will never not be Good. putting mapicc through my brain and making him actually receive the comfort I crave and having it Actually help. thats good shit
#he has depression and doesnt like telling people#its been so long though. he isnt suprised anymore when zam knows#an ask to meet at zams base which he assumes will be him needing to speak to him#he was hesitant to go.#but it turns into him beling allowed to sit an the floor#hearing the water still trapped in the prismarine bricks#zam gets him what he needs. something interesting to drink. not water and no caffeine. often orange juice#things that dont hold reminders of everyhting he needs to do#brand new blankets and clothes. sometimes mapicc will bring things from minute or spoke since theyre oversized#its so usual now that zam wont ask what he needs. he picks up on the small tells of needing quiet or distractions. contact or alone time#he almost never wants to be alone though.#after hours of laying there together#zam will pull out something thats easy to do without sitting up or needing a desk#this time its needle felting. not something mapicc would try on his own. but over the years hes gotten quite good making small comforts#it helps.#rambles#cat posting#devotion posting
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MY BRAINS NOT WORKING AND THE CUTE BOY I WORK WITH KEEPS CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR THIS IS SO AHAIWIAKSDHDGRRRRHRNE
#dhakaksdjs fuckdwkufeisfjsjajsueei#im using a translator and it keeps outputting 您 instead of 你 and he keeps calling it out like bro ur making it awkward#AND IM LIKE SORRY I CANT ACTUALLY WRITE IN THIS LANGUAGE IM REALLY DU M. BB#also he offered to take over the last part bc i was like hi its almost 9pm here and i literally cannot think anymore#like i am certain its a very easy last part my brain is just finished#i feel so bad bc i wanted to push this proj over the line#this company is so intense i am so baby i am so tired#hugging my cat and rubbing my gross face all over his gross body#me in vc trying to figure out how to say: it was broken earlier idk how it was fixed u saw it was broke tho right#but all that came out was: in the past it was….problematic… *20 yr silence*#before he awkwardly went: um its okay i dont think this is necessary also u have lint issues#and i was just like ya….i know 😭#its ambiguous to some of my teammates if i just dont understand them or if im fking dumb#its probably both im ngl#the blank stare i have on my face is first from trying to comprehend what the actual words they are saying mean#and then to comprehend what technical concept they are trying to convey#using like 50% of the information i managed to parse out#also im used to literally spending 30-40% of the working day talking smack#now i try to crack and joke and everyone is like three this isnt the time#three we are all gonna be hear past 9pm working this isnt the time
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