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uitzinnigmp3 · 3 months ago

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#s.txt #vent #tw suicidal thoughts . i suppose ??#not really bc the whole point is . i dont wanna die #but i would like to sleep for like . at least a month #i would like to not have to do anything ever again #but i wanna have fun with my friends and i wanna learn cool things in class and i wanna pet my cats and i wanna kiss my boyfriend #but like . augh #its all a bit much rn #sorry . this blog is my diary u understand

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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ik i've done like 5 panel redraws from 265 alone but this is the last one promise

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #itadori yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuuji #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 265 #timelapse #jjk but its me and im the one possessed and i cant stop doing yuuji panel redraws :'>#fr tho im done i swear i think ive drawn all my favourite yuujis from the leaks i can stop now #....the one of him crouching while fishing Is good too tho...#IM JOKING I WON'T (today)#my pinky actually hurts rn i will rest #the thing w timelapses is theres never much 2 say abt the process bc like. its all right there #th red flash was me accidentally hitting the paint fill button gomen :'< i always do either that or i accidentally crop it #they should move those buttons further away from each other >:((((#hmm other than that total time abt 4 hours his hair fought me a bit during the render but gojo voice Nah Id Win >:)#symmetry ruler my beloved <333 until i get 2 his scars n have to turn it off rip #anyway im going 2 go rest my hand do some stretches etc etc #self care i hear they call it

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wasyago · 2 years ago

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the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags.#new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch

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willyhoos · 22 days ago

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i read a fic that changed my brain chemistry and now i can't stop thinking about a universe where amy works for eggman... and metamy ensues. naturally. you know the drill by now. also roboticized sonic theory because it makes it more deliciously potent.

DESERT ROSE: A prickly young girl with terrifying strength and a love for the finer things in life, like frilly dresses and deadly high-powered machinery. She thinks maintenance is a romantic couples activity. Not only is the "desert rose" highly poisonous, it can't really be considered a rose, can it…? However, its resilience means it could bloom even in a rusty scrapyard...

notes for the au under cut!

rose believes metal sonic when he says he is the original. he hasn't told her what happened. that he failed to save her. that he failed to save everyone. that there was a time when he was organic like she is. he just said "the other sonic is the copy" and she said "okay! let's kill him :)"

metal sonic is constantly torn between guilt and adoration at who rose has grown into. she became so much stronger. strong enough to protect herself - strong enough, even, to protect him (if he ever let her, that is. he might not be a hero any more but it's burned into his core forever that > KEEP AMY ROSE SAFE is a KEY goal.) on the other hand... he feels like he remembers someone different. a girl who loved animals and flowers and sunshine. who would give her life to protect everything she's now destroying. but his memories are so fuzzy...

i'm not so sure that amy would be big on programming and constructing machines herself, but she's always eager to "test" them... and it goes without saying she is frankly terrifying when she wants to be and is a beast on the battlefield

what a helpful young lady! im so glad i didn't just kill her!! - eggman probably.

"wait if rose calls metal sonic 'sonic' then. what does she call sonic" -> she calls him faker. copycat. knockoff. off-brand. etc. in short, she doesn't acknowledge him by name

i have the feeling that metal sonic is a bit more... enthusiastic? i guess? about his mission in this universe. it's not "ME VS. EVERYONE WHO COULD HAVE LOVED ME HAD I NOT FAILED" its "ROSE AND I VS. THEM" don't get me wrong he's furious and undead and vengeful and jealous and still insane. but. i think rose helps jog the vaguest of memories of who he used to be? unfortunately the person he used to be is a hero so i also imagine he's ever so slightly more conflicted in this universe... ("the old amy wouldn't have liked this, would the old me feel the same?")

codependence is my favorite flavor so i imagine metal really, really, REALLY appreciates having rose around. someone who is kind to him. someone who believes that he used to be more than this, and treats him like maybe he isn't worth less after all... i imagine if sonic ever tried recruiting amy, metal would go BALLISTIC. "YOU ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING ELSE. YOU CAN'T HAVE HER TOO." she's mine -> she's my (partner) she's my (memory) she's my (friend) she's my (tether) she's my (hope) she's my (rose)

metal sonic is. (gestures) metal. and he lives in a metal box on a metal ship surrounded by metal debris. but down the hall there is a single remaining rose. and in this state she is perfectly preserved. nothing can hurt her. eggman can't hurt her if she's on his payroll, huh...?

i can't put it into words properly (and ive tried) but the idea of "killer metal robot (whose objective is to destroy natural life) falls in love with a gentle girl named rose" makes me start frothing at the mouth. just shut up. why don't you hold his hand too. and he can't FEEL it like he should . and it hurts. and it's infuriating. but he Can tell that her pulse is higher than average and the temperature of her cheeks are strangely high. and he supposes that can comfort him for now.

i feel a little "if i had to choose between the world and sonic i would choose sonic" vibe.

this took me so incredibly long so if it flops im dropping out of college.

i wanna update these designs later, these are just the beginning concepts for the au :)

#sonic the hedgehog #metal sonic #amy rose #sonic #metamy #this took me so long. i spent two nights up until 6 or 7 am working until my hands started shaking. but its done. worth #i... truly cant say much more rn #ive got another comic sketched out but i cant draw any moere tonight i can barely type i eed to go to slepe #toxic metamy . toxic metamy. toxic for everyone else i mean theyre fine'#probably mostly.#i miss queue #my nyart #if this flops ill cry and kill myself forever. /j #btw the idea came from the fic... but these concepts r my own #of course eggho/gs going around inspired me a bit too wink wonk.#hha almost forgot the binary text in the bg of img 3 is:#'this is super self indulgent.'#heheheh #desert rose au #If you call him “Metal Sonic” in front of Rose she'll break your fingers. After all he is the original Sonic the Hedgehog!#<- from the notes but didnt fit so eh

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surreal-duck · 7 months ago

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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)

cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥

#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍‍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha #duck scribbles #minicomic tag #midoyuzu #and a bit of tomohaji on the side #doodles #enstars #midori takamine #hajime shino #yuzuru fushimi #tori himemiya #ibara saegusa #this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont #think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd #its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it #i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists #i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of #thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend #also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill #manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one #naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs #needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3 #does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe

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skitskatdacat63 · 3 months ago

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His eyes in this :((( I really hope he's alright

#i cant speak spanish so im not sure exactly what he said #but ik he said something about how nothing he went through compares to what the people in Valencia are going though rn :(#hes being very selfless this week considering all hes been through #i really hope he can recover soon #the radio message and the clip after the race were really heartbreaking #it hurts because not only was he actually ill in its own right he was also being put in pain by the car!#it puts all the wistful clips of him into more context like was he this much in pain the whole wknd????#f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1 #2024 brazilian gp #2024 brazil gp #2024 brazilian grand prix

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skunkes · 6 months ago

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#a doodley #okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even #though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium #summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year #(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al #now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met #so I can find my way back...retracing my steps #in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al #so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes #nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing #what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do #i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity #so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon #maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery #(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)

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vanweezer · 3 months ago

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coreys in my sketchbook 4/∞

these pages are not my favorites for many many reasons but they are funny to look at. i love drawing the 25th anniversary mask so i think that's what saved it for me 🤞

sticky notes to cover drawing mistakes my good friend sticky notes to cover drawing mistakes. i might have accidentally made him brat in the process but ☝️ it shows up yellow on the scanner. so ha.

also if you saw me try to post this the first time nuh uh nuh uh nuh uh

#slipknot #corey taylor #was flippin thru the ol' book now that its finished but im still drawing in it. i have many neglected spots in there #artings #i messed up a lotttttt on these but i think my goal was to just get it done so i could practice his face more #i still have a lorngggg way to go 🫡#corey taylor art #corey taylor fanart #but fr tho. i love his 25th anniversary mask #all the twisty wispy bits #i think i drew this before he started doing the glowy red eyes. i miss my digital art era u guyssss #then again i do have markers .... hmmmmm #we'll get there we'll get there don't you worry #i am having a how u say. fucking break. from drawing slipknot stuff. kinda sorta #so these next few posts of him from my sketchbook are gonna be from months ago. very much that #rn im mostly drawing my ocs and other blorbos and i may post them soon but im really in no rush #also i dont believe in the 'oooo two art posts in a rowwww' conspiracy #that is a myth created by the bunk ass algorithm to prohibit you from imposing your will onto your mutuals and followers. mwah #slipknot art #slipknot fanart

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telesodalite · 30 days ago

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I love the idea that, whenever a Cybertronian space-faring vessel lands or docks within a predominantly non-Cybertronian space station or port, that it's required that they either confirm or deny whether their vessel is sentient or not before being permitted to land.

1. For proper accommodation and clarification, along with the chance for communication between the vessel and crews working the station/port.

2. Because there has been... incidents... incidents that have led to the requirement of the above reasons.

#an irate dreadnought with a brain and very big feelings could wreak all sorts of havoc on an unprepared station unfortunately #also. itd be a bit shocking to be just some guy working the fuel station. idly complimenting a shiny cruiser only for it to say 'thanks <3'#transformers #maccadam #tf idw #tf worldbuilding #???#i mean. yeah. its technically world building. we dont see much of that kinda stuff #but im sure as hell thinking about it rn #i love wacky sci fi worldbuilding. theres not enough of it on a broader galactic scale in tf sometimes #like. they mention other aliens and hubs in a few continuities i think. but then they only do so much with it #outside of crossovers ig #idk. i just like thinking of how beings other than humans perceive cybertronians and the colonists #like. they're new to humans. usually. but theyve had other alien neighbors for millions of years #transformers surely are quite talked about on a broader galactic scale. and obv taken into consideration either for good or bad #they're nigh immortal. they're constantly fighting each other and dying. they're peacekeepers. they're warlords. they're big. they're small #they're fucking weird. and somehow end up all over the place #they hate your kind. they love your kind. they think you're disgusting. they're offering to be your car #how many citizens of their galaxy nervously attempt to politely ask a vehicle if its alive or not on a daily bases in popular hubs/stations #its so funny to me #also. thinking about fic stuff relating to idw1. and like. all the background aliens and their factions fascinate me a bit. its fun inspo #mtmte #lost light #nearly forgot those. since other aliens and factions are featured in them a bit #slowly getting through robots in disguise rn. and all the nail stuff got me thinking about neutrals finding homes amongst other aliens #also like. some of the darker stuff thats mentioned about cybertronians being sold or indentured. like. hows that viewed broadly?

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xxplastic-cubexx · 18 days ago

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tablet died right when i finished that wanda doodle but i still wanna doodle what if i ended it all

#snap chats #'snap thats a bit much dont you think' I KNOW KJARLKFJAR #whatever ill play rivals then ... its fine .... im ok .... i just wanted to draw tonight WHATEVER #i am once again having that 'problem' where Now That I Have Time i want to draw so many things #its so nice being excited to draw and not worrying about stuff i have to draw.... so cool i should have breaks more often vjALKJAKJ #I Want To Draw So Many Things OK PLAN OF ATTACK FOR RN #dont look if you dont want spoilers for what im gonna post in the coming days ..... or.. be disappointed when i dont jvlKAJLK #theyre vague as hell wtf am i on. i never reveal the plots for my drawins...... most of the time... 'plot' such a strong word girl shut up #theyre all comics because i can only draw comics ig idfk i hate myself. but i love cherik ... and thats what theyre all about. ofc.#i already started sketching one so maybe ill finisht aht tomorrow and theeene the other comic i have in mind shoudl Also be short #prob like. a page or two.. if i dont get extra with it..#and then Last One which'll prob take me back into my semester starting that one.....#i keep thinking it'll be a Big Grand Thing and maybe the nsft version but safe for tumblr ...#maybe like a page or two. three maybe.... or four.. idk we'll see #OR DONT HAHAHAHA i should be shot. ok BYYYYEEE im gonna go get shot <- playing marvel rivals

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brainrot-stitch · 11 months ago

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Another one done!!!

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13eyond13 · 1 year ago

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love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world

#im talking about griffith btw #guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him #and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me #but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings #like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too #and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon #so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn #he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something?#and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv #and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not #ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities #more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well #also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read #there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom #i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read #also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all)#i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note #light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into #and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead #and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol #so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well #berserk spoilers #p

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oceanwithouthermoon · 9 months ago

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long as fuck nails always painted with at least a clear coat club:

saiki kusuo

teruhashi kokomi

kaido shun

saiko metori

imu rifuta

nail biters club:

kuboyasu aren

yumehara chiyo

arisu makino

suzumiya hii

nendo riki

aiura mikoto (with fake nails over top)

(formerly) kaido shun

(formerly) toritsuka reita

(formerly) akechi touma

normal short nails 🙄:

hairo kineshi

mera chisato

satou hiroshi

toritsuka reita

akechi touma

#idk why i made this its just funny to me #i was just looking at how long my nails are rn and this came to mind #i think akechi bit his nails as a kid and then learned how much bacteria is there and snapped out of it so quick #ur gonna have to trust me on aiura cuz i just know.#she has to constantly resist the urge to bite off her press-ons but theyre a little tougher than normal nails so she still chews on em a li #kaido used to bite his nails BAD but he broke the habit a while after he started painting them #cuz swallowing nail polish constantly is really annoying and gross and DEFINITELY wasnt making him choke or anything noo shhh #im not rlly sure of my reasoning with toritsuka.. i just know #i couldn't decide for kusuke tbh cuz i feel like he just doesnt give a shit #but for him does that mean he would just let them grow out forever or that he would just bite them tf off ?#he would probably need short nails for all the hand work he does though so #maybe he maintains them normally but only for that reason #we all know he doesnt take care of himself so he wouldnt do it if he didnt need to #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post

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foxprints · 1 year ago

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Not sure who it beat the futz outta but I'm sure they deserved it

#kept going back and forth on whether i wanted to make the blood stand out more #like to i make it bright and very very red or do i leave it more realistic #i ended up sorta compromising and then adding a bit of MBs own fluids to the mix cause why not #Murderbot #fanart #the murderbot diaries #art (asshole research transport)#Murderbot Diaries #secunit #first look at my Perihelion crew logo!#based on some of my favorite shirts from my own closet #shitty background because im working on another pic with a much more elaborate background thats slowly killing me #i have work i need to be doing and a zine piece i need to finish buuuuut my head hurts and rn its just #easier to work on some self indulgent stuff rn #anyway the scene in Network Effect where MB eviscerates the Grey Targets by more or less #liberating them of their spines #lives in my head rent free #i was having a good chuckle at all the tags on my MB character sheet that are like #ITS SO FRIENDSHAPED AND SOFT #because i was already drawing this one of it splattered in blood djejdhsh #get u a blorbo that can be both i suppose!

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ruuggs · 6 months ago

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I HAVE IDEAS OMG

Lemme cook lemme cook i have such fun ideas rn i do suck at like actually rendering and finishing art ideas BUT I WILL CHANGE THAT IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR JUST WATCH IMMA BE THE BEST

its obviously joel smallishbeans bean fanart and its obvious when it is in hermitcraft ten I drew thumbnail sketch ideas and i'll try to pick an render one tmr >:DDDDDDDD

#hermitcraft 10 #hc s10 #Boom boom go explode joel smallishbeans explode #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans bean #smallishbeans hermitcraft #its not smallishbeans fanart without him telling you to subscribe #smallishbeans fanart #subscribe to joel smallishbeans bean #Im cooking pls hear me out or watch me out idk #I dont render art much its gonna change im gonna be so good at rendering art guys i swear i swear #my motivation rn is joel smallishbeans bean and i am not letting it Go #watch me become so amazing i'll be so awesome and famous and this is the start i swear sakdfjalkdj #I think you can see how joel smallishbeans bean influenced me #sorry not sorry #(SORRY IM YAPPING TOO MUCH)#why are you reading all these tags #like there are so many tags #thanks but your obsession is showing #SORRY THAT WAS A BIT MEAN IT WAS A REFERNCE TO JOEL AND ETHO #Alr im done now you can go #I lied i wasnt done #anyhow how are you??

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myfictionalfables · 2 months ago

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completely off topic, but who was gonna tell me that Labyrinth (1986) had comics that had more world building for the movie? AND THEYRE GOOD???

#I just recently rewatched the movie #And I’m so obsessed it’s not even funny #I’m rewatching it again rn #And it’s so funny how much I like it now #Considering I didn’t like it at all when I was a kid #AND ITS A GOOD MOVIE TOO (in my opinion)#It has aspects that I really love like fantasy #And being whisked away to a fantasy world #Anyways im gonna be on this for a bit lol :]#labyrinth 1986

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