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Coining a clothing aesthetic: "Metal Gear-Core." There's no real actual guidelines as I have only realized I frequently dress in it but I can tell you that it involves a precise mix of cold war to early GWOT military surplus with modern skin tight base layers. Stretchy compression/moisture wicking fabrics type things.
Think Big Bosses exposed underarmor type sleeves under his Vietnam tiger stripe fatigues in MGS3. Not quite tech wear but adjacent.
#alaskan surplus#ive started wearing thumbhole moisture whicking sleeves and today had them on under my French CCE camo fleece top#i got warm enough at work to roll up the fleexes sleeves.#so you had this countoured form fitting black sleeve and glove coming out of this old school camo fleece#id post pics but persec#yhe outfit wasnt *entirely* MGS-Core. my oants were a green pair of leggings that paired well but dont quite match tge aestetic.#i think you want the pants to not be skin tight if the top isnt for it to work.#its a work in progress is my point.
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#06.04.23#3315#there has been very little progress in both these things#also imdb mention. i dont have any like secret acting career or anythin#its just that at some point somebody just dumped the entire credits of a thing i animated on on there#so somehow a very empty page with my name was on there and i've noticed that oh hey i can fairly easily ask to add more things i worked on#(not many things) ( but eh )#( i will not give any extra details )
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also clarifier skdjsksks regardless of how I'm currently feeling about the relationship writing for Harley and Ivy, it changes nothing when it comes to me shipping them in general.
I don't think they're being super well written when it comes to their relationship side plots as of this moment. I think a lot of narrative steps have been skipped or ignored, and in Ivy's case my issue is primarily with Janet, how Janet is written and how others are written specifically when in a scene with her.
@harlivycentral has a really really great post about Ivy's characterization, in gen and in these situations. It's a good read! The bit about the stuff with Bella really makes sense and personally I could definitely believe that, I just struggle to fully believe it's an intentional writing decision. 😭 (But as we all know there's a lot of great comic bits that're definitely not intentionally written skdjdkks)
So regardless of the creative intentions, it does make digesting and even understanding why Ivy may be reacting in certain ways a lot easier. so like truly, ty
Creative intentions wise though, it never feels like the narrative treats the "romance" infidelity side plot in her comic with the severity the actions would realistically cause. Harley doesn't react in character most of the time and frankly she's not really well written in #14/#17.
And personally for me Janet comes off as having a lot of biphobic stereotypes in her characterization thus far, characteristics that gww has had sole control over since her creation, Janet is her original character. And it makes enjoying her overwhelming presence more and more agitating to experience the longer I think about the fact that she's perpetuating harmful stereotypes about my sexuality, and no one seems to give a damn outside of folks here.
The way gww has decided to write her up until this time (regardless if she fully realizes it or not) is that of an irrational, pushy, promiscuous and impulsive bisexual woman who continues to romantically pursue and kiss the people around her without them giving any indication that they want her to and being self-assured that these mostly nonconsensual encounters were legit Romantic Moments between herself and these people. (this view is not challenged by the narrative)
She has described herself as a seductress, a femme fatale and a homewrecker. And apparently believes her relationship with Ivy can be partly summed up with "person you sleep with when you're bored".
This line from the chapter released a few days ago continues to give me no hope that the writing is ever gonna acknowledge or have Janet acknowledge that nothing that's happened between her and Ivy (or her and Harley) have been real Moments in the published product we have been presented. This was an issue in #23 when Janet said as much, to Harley's confusion.
Ivy did not sleep with Janet because "she was bored". She was High. She unknowingly consumed drugs and said herself that she "stopped resisting" the hallucinogens and JANET. the idea that what happened in #10 was because of boredom is actually absurd tbf.
the next kiss in #11 is unsolicited. her kiss with Harley in #14 is unsolicited, one that she does after immediately insulting Harley. and Harley makes it clear in #17 that that is exactly how she views the interaction.
but even that rude, unsolicited moment in #14 was mentioned in the summary with the statement that it was potential cheating.
BACK IN GOTHAM CITY! As Poison Ivy investigates the inner workings of a strange new skyscraper in Gotham, she finds herself up to her neck in a surreal and slimy mystery. And at its center? A brand-new villain in the Poison Ivy pantheon of rogues! Plus…is Janet-from-HR cheating on Ivy?!
even her kiss with Croc was unsolicited, and I'm glad they seem happy and all, but Janet is acting like she's gotta hide this from Ivy as if they're not just friends. Why the hell would Ivy care 😭
The overall idea from the post linked above about Ivy potentially self sabotaging after the reunion and thats why she slept with Janet is a really good one that I think could have worked in the published product if the narrative was treating the encounter as just that. If it spent more time with Ivy's personal inner workings, feelings and thoughts about the situations, and less time focusing on Janet and attempting to legitimize her factually incorrect takes about them having a Thing when Ivy told her minutes after their hook up that it was a mistake sjdjjdksksk 😭😭
I also don't think that this thing between Janet and Croc is going to end happily :(( given the way gww has talked about it on her bluesky. she's also kept silent on anything about Ivy's relationship with Harley despite people asking.
So I wouldn't be surprised if DC is pushing to have them in a very separated, "open relationship" again.
Thankfully comic characters and ships always tend to have great highs and low lows, unfortunately I think we're just dipping down again.
And, remember it's been a very good few years for them, having their relationship be made more public and irrefutably Romantic. they've been allowed to kiss on the lips countless times now and be openly gay and in love on comic covers. Harley has said the actual word bisexual in reference to herself!!! We've had a lot of incredible progress.
The main timeline harlivy is also not the only one that's canon, so while this may be coming into an arc / few years we're not gonna particularly enjoy writing wise, there's still numerous other universe harlivy's to appreciate and latch onto in the meantime if the current writing is making enjoying the harlivy ship difficult for you. ❤️
BTAS, DCeased, Injustice (comic) Bombshells, DC Superhero Girls, The Strange Case Of Harleen & Harley, Wayne Family Adventures, etc. I'm sure I'm forgetting some skdjsksks
#i hope this makes sense#comic characters do dumb shit and i for one am not going to let questionable writing ruin my small bits of enjoyment in this world#ya know ?#i can acknowledge that i think this is poor writing and that these plot threads could work if handled differently by a different team.#my issue is fundamentally with the writing and the lack of good on page progression to the points we've reached.#im not against them being messy or having more conflicts and yada yada its about the way its been written and developed to this point that#my issue resides in#this will all make sense when i get adhd meds and can fucking focus on the janet post its open ! i can see the doc !#im just like :))))) what if i stare at my wall and /think/ about everything i wanna write and do :)))#SJJKDKJSDJKSDKJSK😭😭#i do actually really need adhd meds and my med dr just keeps not doing anything even tho ive been telling her for months that i cant focus#😭😭😭😭#harley quinn#harleen quinzel#poison ivy#pamela isley#harlivy#dc comics
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Trick or treat? 🎃
Why hello there! Beautiful night for it, though I do advise you cover your neck if you plan to be out long - I've heard rumors of vampires in these parts...
“Speak of the devil!” Jon said, with false cheer. “Tim, Sasha, this is my new familiar Martin. Martin, these are my roommates, Tim and Sasha.”
He placed a hand on Martin’s shoulder, propelling Martin a step farther into the room. The hand lingered once that motion was done, and Martin couldn’t quite decide if it was meant to reassure him, or if it was Jon making a possessive claim on him to send a message to his roommates about Martin’s hypothetical edibility. Perhaps both.
“Martin!” The man - presumably Tim - stepped forward, his arms wide in greeting as though he hadn’t been talking about eating Martin just a minute ago. “Nice to meet you!” He grabbed Martin’s hand, pumping it up and down enthusiastically. His hands were ice-cold and his grip was strong. Martin gave him a weak smile in return.
“You too.”
The woman - Sasha - crept closer, sidling up to Martin like she didn’t want him to see her approach. She reached out with one hand. Martin raised his own to shake it, and then froze in shock as her hand darted forward to pinch his cheek.
“Are you sure we can’t eat this one, Jon?” she asked, sounding a bit disappointed. “He looks delicious…”
It was the creepiest compliment he’d ever received, and that was including the time a guy on the street had stopped him to tell him he had nice teeth, ‘in case he was ever looking to sell them.’
Jon’s hand tightened on his shoulder and pulled him back a step. “I’m positive,” he said dryly.
It was hard not to feel like a non-entity, being pushed around and talked about like he wasn’t even there. If this was the life of a vampire’s familiar, Martin was starting to rethink the whole idea.
Sasha huffed a dramatic sigh, rolling her eyes. Then her face split into a grin, the peeved expression falling away like it had never been there at all.
“Nice to meet you,” she said, grabbing Martin’s still-raised hand and giving it a decisive shake. “We’ve been bugging Jon to take on help for ages, it’s good to see he’s finally listened.”
#from a wwdits au wip#though its more of a wnip at this point#(work not in progress)#thanks for stopping by! :)#ask not for whom the bell tolls#occudo#trick or treat#halloween#my writing#the magnus archives#my magnus archives stuff#my wips
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ah, the trials and tribulations of alan alda's face
immediately get the nose right
meanwhile i am dying a slow death with this eyeball of his and the eyelashes thereupon
just so you know the equivalent for mike farrell is his eyes [easy] vs his lips [pain]
i do other art yes but i suffer from chronic 'cant accept putting real ppl in my cartoony style' so here we are gamers
#mash#mash 4077#bj hunnicutt#hawkeye pierce#mash fanart#mashblogging#mash art#work in progress#alan alda#mike farrell#m*a*s*h#its to the point where i am modelling my own damn eyes for these eyelashes man#i have similar colour and shape to mr. alda here so im voguing in my bathroom trying to get this shit done#i got longer lashes than he has though so either i'll fix that at the end or he'll be serving extra#unfortunately i dont have a mustache or else id be doing the same for monsieur farrell#my back pain is gone tho so i got that going for me#listening to chappell roan painting these idiots gazing heterosexually into eachotheres eyes#holding a human heart together. besties <3#update; bj and hawkeye just get to have beautiful fucking eyelashes this time#ive been here too long im not struggling anymore. they just get to be beautiful with their 50 lashes
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Rex in his timeline fic :)
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He was sitting on the edge of a cliff, a large field behind him. The cool night breeze ruffling through his hair as he stared into the inky darkness below his feet.
His brain was...really fucking hazy right now. He didn't fully remember what he was doing here, just that he wandered off, needing to get out of the sickeningly bright and cheerful environment the residents of Syspocalypstar surrounded themselves with.
The fireworks were so loud, too loud
He picked up one of the lone rocks lying on the ground near him, tossing it into the icy depths of outer space, watching as it got swallowed up by the unforgiving darkness. Just a meaningless speck in the grand scheme of things. Easily forgotten... just like he was.
He didn't get why Lucy and the others were making such an effort now to comfort him. Ever since they had such a 'happy' reunion, they've all been somewhere around him. Sure Emmet might've appreciated it but he didn't, all of the attention was suffocating, and he usually liked attention so that was saying something.
It just... didn't make sense. They all forgot about him so easily, moving on like he never existed, like he was meaningless to them. They left him to suffer in the depths of space for years as his mentality slowly crumbled, unforgiving rage taking root in his once sunny demeanor.
He spent so long believing they never cared about him, so long that he didn't know what to think anymore.
The sound of fireworks exploding in the distance overtook his hearing again. The loud booming only serving to make his breath quicken with anxiety.
He was crashing, burning, it hurt-
Lucy... came back for him in the other timeline. Rex still didn't know what to think about that, and it's already been months since that happened.
Something just tightened in his chest whenever he thought about how Emmet never had to go through Undar. That Lucy loved him enough to do whatever it took to find him again. His... gave up on him so quickly.
She and his past self had such a lovey-dovey happy reunion, they were so... happy to see each other. Her speech before Emmet destroyed the cake only adding to his inner turmoil.
Was it just... him? Was he the problem?
Lucy said she never wanted Emmet to change, but that's what happened to Rex. The isolation broke him beyond repair, he could never be the man that Lucy loves-loved-he didn't know.
Looking back down, all he could see was the darkness threatening to swallow him alive. The rock he threw was gone, swallowed by the shadowy abyss, left to be forgotten, just like he was.
Another loud boom erupted in the air as another firework was set off, but all he could hear was the sound of his ship crashing, blowing up into a burst of flames, burning his side as he was launched into Undar. Forgotten by the world around him, rotting in the dusty, lonely wasteland.
It was getting hard to breathe, it was like he was back there, trapped, suffocating while his lungs filled up with dust.
Everything hurt.
None of them were coming to save him.
He was trapped inside an unforgiving cycle of suffering
shedidn'tlovehimshehatedhimwhy-
"-ex, REX!"
He suddenly felt two hands make contact with his shoulders, the touch so sudden it had him leaping away from it like it was burning him. Maybe it was, all he could feel on his entire left side was a searing pain.
His whole body was shaking with his panicked breaths, eyes darting everywhere. Another boom echoed through the air, eyes snapping to watch the firey red and orange explosion erupting midair, just like-
"Hey, no, look at me okay?" A soft voice broke through the thoughts racing through his head. His toxic green eyes locked with Lucy's blue and pink ones. He didn't feel her grabbing hold of his gloved hands.
"Good, alright, take a deep breath, okay?" He could only manage a shaky nod at her question. Everything was still so blurry, reality slipping away like sand.
He distantly heard her counting, trying to encourage him to breathe every 5 seconds or so.
".....in.....hold.....and out....." Rinse and repeat. He didn't know how long they were sitting there in the grassy field as she slowly coaxed him out of that panic attack, the fireworks long gone.
"You okay?" She asked once his breathing evened out, tone drenched in worry he didn't deserve it. He tilted his head in thought. God, she was so beautiful, he never deserved her. Not then, not now.
"...What? You want the truth, or would you prefer me to lie about feeling great to make you feel better?" He answered, voice still hoarse from the frantic puffs of air escaping him beforehand. Maybe he was being a bit harsh, but panic attacks always sucked the life out of him.
She just gave him a sad look, letting go of his hands while he turned away from her, tucking his knees up against his chest and resting his chin on his forearms.
"...Do you..." She began, before thinking over what she was about to say. He just watched her from the corner of his vision, focusing his gaze on the night sky, finally seeing the stars instead of just darkness.
"Do you want to talk about it?" She decided to say.
He let out a sound that was a mix between a laugh and a scoff, dragging one of his hands down his face.
"Talk about what? The weather? The way you all keep dragging me to those mind-numbingly bright celebrations? The ones that have fireworks that remind me of-" He caught himself before he could say more, immediately looking away from her, though he could still feel her gaze burning into him.
"Remind you of what? Rex, what do fireworks remind you of?" She asked. Her tone was so soft and understanding. It made him want to punch something.
But he still hesitated, did he really want to trust her? "I...it's just too... loud. Reminds me of... crashing." He muttered at the end, subconsciously rubbing at his burn scar. He didn't see the way Lucy tensed up at the mention of his crash into Undar, the guilty look that overtook her face.
They both sat in silence, neither willing to break the tense atmosphere that came from his words.
#rex dangervest#lucy wyldstyle#dangerstyle#the lego movie#the lego movie 2#lego movie#lego movie 2#mini fic guys#angst and fluff#Very small amount of fluff#continuing this oneshot on my ao3#just wait a bit#because I can't write anything without putting some angst in it#fluff is weirdly hard for me to write#this is a rex lives au#in the og timeline#so this is like a point in time where he 'reconciled' with the gang#but it's still a work in progress#Rex is going through his feelings regarding how the second movie ended#and the way lucy came back for his past self#its... a struggle trying to organize the way he's feeling.#everyone's glad that they have 'emmet' back#but they're also feeling a lot of guilt over the way he turned out after so long#:)#saffi writes
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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sorry i haven't posted much lately! tbh i've been feeling kind of burnt out and massively unmotivated with palia. don't get me wrong, i still really love the game (especially the characters and the worldbuilding) and i have tried to log in and play but tbh the game itself just isn't keeping my attention rn.
i don't blame the devs at all since i know they're going Through It rn what with the massive layoffs, california fires, and losing money. that being said, the little story progression, constant game breaking bugs every update, and Way too high prices for things,,, it got to me. it sucks because i do really love this game and i Want to devote more time to it but i've lost the motivation to do that.
i'm hoping that i'll gain at least some of it back with the elderwoods update but i also can't help but feel some trepidation at the thought of the release getting pushed back and what kind of bugs will inevitably come with it.
anyway, ik i don't have to explain myself or anything, but i just wanted to let you guys know i guess? i Do still love the game and i anticipate future updates (and hopefully getting sucked back into it) but for now, i'm not devoting a lot of time to it. i'm thinking of doing some art for the characters just so i don't lose interest completely but the game itself is taking a massive backseat :/
#cw negative#kinda?#*game criticism#also kinda??#also i Know its not a fair comparison at all considering the size of the companies#but ive been playing infinity nik.ki since it's release and in Two months it already has way more content#faster addressing of bugs and more surveys#ive spent money on it!!! and gotten way more for way less compared to what the pal.ia devs are charging#it just kind of reminded me of what a good game is like lol and that sucks but yknow#and while i have concerns about some of the gameplay im still really motivated and i know i wont have to make my own fun#which is what i've had to do with pa.lia for like two years now#again massively different games with massively different resources but Still#im just having so much more fun and the community is still really positive#even the people who have concerns are expressing it in fairly chill ways instead of the Constant dev badgering with pal.ia fans#OUGH listen i still love the game (hassian my beloved) but i probably wont be playing it a lot until the next major update#idk has anyone else been feeling the same way with the state of pal.ia?#like i want to support the devs but also god everything is so expensive and for so little in return#not just the actual thing youre buying but also story progression in general#and so many bugs......... i know we all expect it at this point but also that in and of itself sucks??#like just expecting something to be buggy and never get fixed like okay#what if i want my game to be fun and work properly... what then.....#adhglajdhg#if any devs are reading this sorry i guess i salute you for still working there please add hassian and reth kissing in game thanks#aldglda
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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Slice of life AU where Anderson is a priest and a gardener. He's also married to Alucard and Seras is either their kid or a teen who volunteers at Anderson's church.
I am... a little obsessed with this AU idea... and by a little, i mean a lot.
Alucard is also a pretty good cook <3
#i contribute#doodle#andercard#slice of life au#---#sorry for the late response everytime i looked in my inbox#id kept adding more to this au idea and forget to answer#to the point i have a full fanfic sketched out and in progress...#plus more concept art#whichhhh im probably going to be posted in the next...#20 minuites#wound up adding the Iscariot trio#but first wanted to answer the initial prompt#thank you so much for this idea#its so refreshing#and a lot of fun to work with
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don't tell anyone but i turned on reduced frights for echoes of the eye
#outer wilds#I DIDN'T WANT TO#especially cause the 'frights' weren't so bad#i was just gettin pretty frustrated trying to sneak past these mfers in the dark. like i wasted 3 whole loops just#getting kicked out by them over n over again till we all drowned#so i was hoping reduced frights might make them less deadly or smth#echoes of the eye spoilers#and it helped immensely it made them way slower i could actually like take my time and escape them without making a dumb mistake#(i'm not a good gamer. when i'm rushed i forget how buttons work)#i really like walking around without my lantern i basically explore everything i can without it first thing its greay#simulation moment#also i Saw that thing abt falling off the boat during the 'loading' periods which i might try at some point now that i actually like#made some progress again yipee#i saw a reel that showed an old person dying in the radius of the simulation and still loading into it so#i was thinking abt that bright bridge u can't get by. this might be crazy but the alarms can't wake the dead. right.#maybe i could like jump in the campfire or like fly into the ceiling a bunch it might be fun to try
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The reasons Dean's birthday cake has 'Happy Birthday' spelt on it in alphabet candles and not icing is because Jamie was meant to do it but he ended up in the hospital 😭
#boiling point#boiling point bbc#boiling point series#boiling point fandom#jamie#dean#please forgive me for my bad screenshotting skills its a work in progress lmao#anyway yeah now more reasons to cry over ep2 <3
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#shut up danni's talking#locked out#i will not elaborate but whichever wins will decide what i do in terms of story lmao#just realised this is why this decision is why i didn't write for a fair bit and instead worked on other projects#oops#like im happy w the progress i made on my other project but that's a fic i KNOW im not posting until i get to a certain point#and that point is at least abt half way through bc im stitching together two separate stories that collide at that point#but the two stories aren't happening concurrently so its difficult to switch between them#so writing the two separate then stitching them is the best option#but i can't do that until i write enough of story 1 to start on story 2 sigh#anyways locked out has been stalled minorly#but im like 90% sure that when this decision is made i'll be back smooth sailing#im like... halfway through what i wanna write before i post chapter 18#but i might post earlier bc im still gonna look for betas i think
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dude i have been looking forward to today for weeksssss but lowkey i just want to stay at home and write fic and work on the tournament ideas/plans lol
#astro talks#ofc im going. its my best friends bday party where we are also going to play blood on the clocktower#its gonna be fucking awesome#literally just yesturday i was thinking about how fucking awesome it is that i get to go and play a boardgame with seven trans friends#but im lowkey locked in to this tournament idea. i just think it would be a fun project#and like once i get the submission form out there i can figure out the more nitty dteails#while also amking progress bc of other ppl sending in submissions#also !! i need to write#i changed the fic-a-day to fic-a-day (aprox) but for once its not bc im spendign all day doing nothing#im like just writing stuff that just cant be finished in one day (my chatfic obv but also all my crossover ideas are too#tricky and intersting to not at least give them some breathign room)#i gotta go get ready. so hopefully when i get home tonight ill wanna work on my speedy fic#if not. i do think my superstore fic just needs one more paragraph. and it can be done#i gotta remembre !! the whole point is to write little fun things that dont have to be amazing lol
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Okay, i didn’t write more of Barf and Belch psychologically torturing the dragon training initiates, BUT, i did roughly outline the first four seasons of RTTE. Like, episode layout and which canon episodes are gonna be in those four seasons. Actual episode layout and all the original episodes and arcs and tying all the episodes to one another and to all the plots and arcs that happen later down the line will be done on another day, but i got the seasons roughly planned! Only problem is that RTTE got bumped up from my original nine to ten seasons, because i wanted to extend the plot i was building
#TEN SEASONS#RTTE in canon has six seasons#and then i went and added FOUR WHOLE EXTRA SEASONS#though to be fair#to me at least#I’m adding game arcs and plots from School of Dragons#and then stuff from the deep#(which may end up being a few seasons on its own instead of my intended one)#(i haven’t gotten aroudn to actually outlining that part of the show yet we’ll see what happens)#and I’m also cramming the second movie in as a season itself#soooo….of course RTTE ended up being extended#its just that the more i dive into the overall story itself and its prolonged arcs and stuff#the LONGER it gets#so im just gonna refer to RTTE as-#CURRENTLY ten seasons#instead of plain old ‘ten seasons long straight up’#because WHO KNOWS what else might happen at this point :D#httyd/the deep crossover#outlining is both fun and painful#I’ll get to properly outlining those four seasons when i get more progress on the chapter im currently working on#and when i get more corkboards
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