#its a sign im not hispanic-ing enough lately
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I was making maduros as a snack earlier and I couldn't get the damn platano to peel and I could hear fucking 20 generations of my ancestors laughing at me
#M bought them because he thought they were bananas š¤¦āāļø#and i was just like hol up lemme put on my puerto rican flag get up real quick#i am humbled by the fucking plantain good god#its a sign im not hispanic-ing enough lately
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but like if Diana was suddenly Alive, how would she react to Luke and Tori's relationship, both pre-war and during it?
hey, thanks for being so patient with me on this!
i had to flesh Dianaās character out a little more so i could get inside her head and think of how she might respond to Toriās relationship with Luke
so without further ado, hcs below!
so Diana is suddenly justā¦like Alive, prolly the year that Percy comes to camp, letās say (which means that Luke has already stolen the lightning bolt and helm of darkness, but itās like mid-january, just for timeline reference)
she wakes up in a hospital, the doctors say she came out of a coma but sheās pretty sure she died
she canāt remember where she was during the interim, and the doctors canāt recall how she ended up in the hospital or who was even paying for her to remain on life-support for so long
whenever she asks, they stutter a response before going completely silent and getting a glazed look in their eyes for a few moments only to come out of it, smile, and change the subject
sheās discharged from the hospital after a abt a week (idk if thatās even realistic lol) of monitoring and recovery
and as sheās getting dressed, a million thoughts race through her head abt if she still has a place to live, if she has a hospital bill that will kill her again, where her children are
and once that thought pops into her head, thatās all she can think abt
so even with all those other worries she finishes dressing and jumps off the bed, heading straight to the front counter to check out
but she pauses when she sees a familiar-looking man flirting with the nurse at the desk
she wants to confront him immediately, but doesnāt want to look crazed in front of the nurse so she shoves him out of the way, interrupting their flirting session
āiām Diana Williams, checking out, is there anything i need to do? sign?ā
the nurse is miffed and has enough dignity to look ashamed for ignoring Diana before grabbing a clipboard and pen for Diana to sign, explaining info abt bills and the like
Diana can barely hear, she scans the paper and signs before handing the clipboard and pen back to the nurse
she turns to face the man then
itās Apollo if you havenāt figured it out yet
heās abt her age, with brown skin and hazel eyes, short curly brown hair but she knows its him, sheād be able to tell from a mile away
he opens his mouth to say smth, but she grabs his arm and pulls him outside
āwhere are my children?ā
flashing sideways to Tori, sheās at camp, totally oblivious to whatās just happened, as is Dan (still not claimed btw)
the next day theyāre called to the big house before breakfast with no explanation
Diana is waiting with Chiron, in his wheelchair form, in the front room
Dianaās always been good at making friends, so sheās chatting with Chiron easily and honestly heās more uncomfortable abt this whole situation than Diana
the doors swings open and Dan comes in first, quickly followed by Tori
they both pause when they see their mom and Diana stands, flattening the wrinkles in her dress and smiling nervously at her children
Dan rushes forward and pulls her into a hug, tears flooding his eyes
Tori is still frozen at the door, afraid this is some cruel dream or hallucination
when Dan is done hugging Diana, he pulls back, keeping one of her hands in his and turns to face Tori, who is still frozen at the door
Diana smiles softly and holds out her free hand, and like two magnets, Toriās hand raises and she slowly approaches Diana
when their hands meet, Tori breaks down into tears and Diana rushes forward to throw her arms around her daughter as they both sink to the floor
itās harder for Tori than it is for Dan, bc she was there when their mom died
Tori is afraid to let go of Dianaās hand or lose sight of her bc sheās so afraid Diana might just disappear, revealing that this was indeed some weird dream or hallucination
they settle into the front room of the big house and talk to Chiron abt this whole situation
he knows as much as Diana, which is not much and the gods sure as hell arenāt saying anything
when Chiron brings up the fact that they could just be summer campers, Tori hesitates and Diana notices
Dan looks away, annoyed but doesnāt say anything as Diana asks Tori whatās wrong
Tori blushes and looks away but doesnāt say anything
Chiron excuses himself and asks Dan to accompany him to whatever task heās just made up. Dan goes reluctantly
Diana takes Toriās hands into hers and says,Ā āsomeone special?ā
despite how much fear fills her that sheās going to blink and Dianaās going to disappear, itās amazing how easy it is for Tori to fall back into this relationship with her mom
āhis name is Luke.ā Tori mumbles.Ā āi donāt even know if he likes me back, butā¦well weāve grown close you know overā¦well, over sh-shared painā
Diana doesnāt meet him then bc everything is still settling, with her being Alive again and all
Diana reluctantly goes home, but promises to IM them that night and tomorrow (Apolloās provided her with some drachmas)
Toriās claimed that night bc Apollo got a stern talking to after Diana found out he hadnāt claimed her yet
but Tori sneaks over to the Hermes cabin that night to talk to Luke abt this whole ordeal
heās not sure what to think, honestly, but some small part of him is afraid heāll lose her now that her mom is back. and itās stupid and irrational, but he canāt help but feel that way
but he lets Tori decide if she wants to go home until the summer (she ends up deciding to stay bc she knows smth is up with Luke)
Dan leaves for home
Diana IMs Tori any chance she can get thru those months leading up to summer
bc of his irrational fears of losing Tori, Luke confesses his love for Tori sooner, when summer begins (rather than right before he leaves for Kronosā cruise ship)
so when Diana visits to drop Dan off for the summer session, Luke meets Diana
tbh, Dianaās shocked when she sees Tori holding hands with a white boy but she hides it behind a smile as Tori and Luke walk down half-blood hill, outside the barrier
Luke is nervous af but he also hides it behind a smile
Dan says goodbye to his mom before heading up the hill, not wanting to be there for the meeting
Diana and Luke shake hands
she looks at Tori and says,Ā āoh, heās quite handsome for a white boyā
Tori stares at her mom and Luke jumps like heās been shocked before his entire neck and face go red
āoh, and heās sensitive too, thatās goodā (and she means it; iām not trying to make it sound like some kind of jab to his masculinity or whatever)
when itās revealed that Luke was the lightning thief and he goes off to kronosā cruise ship, leaving Tori at camp, Tori goes home for that winter
of course she tells Diana everything and Diana just wants to tell her that heās trouble and Tori shouldnāt be with him anymore
but Diana can also see how heart-broken she is and doesnāt want to make it worse
until Tori decides sheās going to go find him and convince him to come back to camp that next summer
āyou canāt save those who donāt want to be savedā
āyou donāt know that he doesnāt! i have to at least try! i owe him that muchā
Diana can tell how much Tori loves Luke, and sheād hate to take such a thing away from her, but Dianaās scared that Luke is going to get Tori hurt, right after they got each other back
she wants to tell Tori that sometimes love is just like that
she loved Apollo, still does, but had to let him go bc heās a god
they have a bit of a falling out right before Tori goes to find Luke bc of this
Diana tries IM-ing Tori while sheās on the cruise ship but they arenāt going thru and Diana starts to worry
she contacts camp but Tantalus and Mr. D are no help; the only thing she can do is talk to Dan
she feels utterly helpless so she starts praying to Apollo; sheās not sure what good it will do, but she does it anyway bc all she wants is for her children to be safe
Tori IMs Diana when she decides that she canāt stay on the ship, and that maybe Luke doesnāt want to be saved after all
sheās sobbing as she tells her mom this, and although Diana is relieved to hear that Toriās coming back, she comforts her daughter and avoids anyĀ āi told you soāsā
but then Tori is stabbed by Kelli
Diana finds out bc Tori IMs her the night that Luke trades his life for Toriās
when Diana learns this, the cold realization dawns on her that this isnāt some summer fling that sheās seen all her friends have before
itās not even akin to what she and Apollo share
Tori and Lukeās love for each other goes far deeper and is the type of love that canāt be expressed with words
and when she realizes this, dread fills her entire body and she feels the most helpless since this whole ordeal began
Apolloās told her abt loves like those in greek mythology; during their late-night talks when they were together
but she never imagined one of her own children would have found smth like that; itās almost cruel bc greek myths rarely had happy endings and sheās afraid that smth may happen to her daughter
she canāt sleep for days afterward, IM-ing Tori as much as possible just to see her tho she doesnāt know what to say
Diana knows now that thereās no convincing her daughter to come back home or to give up on Luke
she continues to pray to Apollo
one day, tired of feeling helpless she IMs Luke and to her surprise he answers
sheās angry as soon as she sees him, but she doesnāt precisely know why bc he saved her daughterās lifeāhis love is strong for Tori and that should mean smth to Diana, but it only makes her angrier
tears fill her eyes as she spits out,Ā āyou swear on the styx you will protect my daughter, no matter what, do you understand? you are not to let any harm come to herā
and bc he loves Tori, Luke swears
she hates him after that point, but she loves her daughter more
and as long as Luke keeps his promise, then there isnāt much else Diana can do
Tori makes sure not to tell Diana any details abt what goes on as the war ramps up
some small part of Diana wonders how Tori could love someone such as Luke
but she also wonders if she could ever fall in love like that and with someone like Luke--can she really blame Tori?
Tori goes home after the summer that tbol takes place and Diana is there with open arms, esp bc Tori is devastated that sheās lost Luke
some part of Diana feels like its her fault bc she made Luke swear on the styx to protect Tori
but another part knows that Luke would have with or without her prompting; sheād done it bc it was the only thing she felt she could control at the time
Diana avoids talking abt Luke too much, just lets Tori vent as much as she needs
being home allows Tori a much-needed break, and Diana tries to encourage Tori to find the strength to keep fighting (heavily implying Tori needs to find the strength to move on from Luke)
Diana tries to stop Tori from going back to camp that next year bc a war is coming, but Tori feels sheās responsible for letting it get that far and Diana doesnāt argue despite being scared sick that Tori may die
she begins to pray to Apollo again bc both Tori and Dan feel obligated to help chb in some way during the war
when itās all over and Luke dies, some part of Diana is relieved
but seeing how badly Tori takes it evokes that same anger toward Luke
Tori clearly deeply loved him but with him gone, he broke her heart and his promise
and Diana resents him for that
some small part of her wishes that Tori had never fallen in love with him in the first place
he was nothing but trouble
well, almost
bc it was clear that he made Tori happy
and Diana wishes nothing more than for her children to be happy
i hope thatās kind of what you were looking for
thanks for sending this in!! ^_^
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#wow capitalizing names in my post??? it's more likely than you think#oh god for shame! i do not even know your name#notesofananonymousnight#asked and answered#luke castellan#my oc: tori williams#my oc: diana williams#my oc: dan williams#my writing
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