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pingvin-king · 4 months ago

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just had the realisation that I’ve been on this site for 10 years bro 😭 like whaaaat

shit is bonkers

#tumblr has defs changed alot since then #ive changed #my blog(s) have changed #alot of the people i used to talk to on here are gone #its a lot more quiet these days #10 years is crazy tho #i was a sweet lil 18/19 year old #baby queer navigating grief and adulthood #and now im 28 #FUCK #time flies when you’re having a breakdown lmao #and then the world goes through war and a pandemic #goddamn #life is crazy #ramblings

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months ago

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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?

*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)

*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)

(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )

(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)

#polls #tumblr polls #I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup #the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli #section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff #so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just #blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most #neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol #I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me #but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T #I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee #person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times #But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol #And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly #When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one #sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it #Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something #Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and #coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single #coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to #have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus #make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as #possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get #to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol

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kaddyssammlung · 4 months ago

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#sleep token #sleep token pics #sleep token iv #I go to bed now #my BPD was doing its thing today...I hope I did not offend anyone or something like that #posting a lot can help to calm down #sry for being kind of spamy today but I will be at work the next three days so....more quiet then XD #thank you to everyone who liked my “sensitive topic post” today btw. did not expect that

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faunandfloraas · 1 month ago

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Seungmin saying they changed song by so it would be easier for people to watch and listen and then me seeing people going "Yes! It's good it's on tiktok and shorts now" and I'm like. Oh. You're all so fucking stupid <3

#half the videos were 10 minutes long #and i say this as an ADHD HAVER MYSELF #if you cant watch something that inst filled with bright colours yelling and childish humour #or a fucking tiktok length #like. well I have nothing to say to you actually highly doubtful you'd even read this far tbh 👍#like we'll never get anything more earnest and serious from skz again if things keep going this way #like the fact these no attention span people keep being catered too is so........... No #same with the songs- I complained about the songs all being fucking 2 minutes 20 seconds #like we all know its b/c of ig reels tiktok and yt shorts we all know this but Fuck who cares lets just go along i guess #i don't think people should watch stuff they are not interested in. i really don't.#but the amount of comments i read on those videos that were just so Nothing #no thought at all #idk like maybe try to listen to what hes saying and formulate anything outside of 'Omg best vocal best visual how many international fans?!#yk what i mean?#you bothered to watch it how about using your brain a little #also makes his whole Im Trying To Get A Moment in all the codes lowkey like.... yeah you pretty much do have to do that huh #like. they cant have down days or quiet days. Just be on all the time and be acting and funny all the time b/c thats all anyone wants-#so cool #there's no room for earnestness. no room for being a little thoughtful and serious. nuh uh #hopefully he does go back to explaining his thoughts after the tour but tbh I dont have a lot of hope for that :)

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puppetgearing · 4 months ago

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thinking about niko returning to fontaine for a holiday break and he prepared a shit tons of gifts for everyone, like fresh sumeru water for neuvillette, local sweets for furina, fresh ingredients for sigewinne, ect...

he likes to say he doesn't care but he really can't can't care yknow

#if u mention a fun fact abt u he'd remember it #even if u urself forget abt it #also like to think abt temporary goodbyes too #just them (tm) sitting next to each other on the day before niko goes back to fontaine #and its way more quiet than their usual convo (not that they talk a lot anyway)#and niko saying “i wont miss you you know” and getting a “hah you think i would ?” before it gets dead quiet again #obviously theyre gonna miss each other they just cant say it #and then after a while niko just “... I still have my studies here” to just subtly tell him he'll come back sooner or later #JAJDJSJFJEJFJEFJJF #yes this whole post is an excuse for me to talk abt them again #i used to be a changed man i have now relapsed #tag: puppetgear #.txt

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cheylouwho · 3 months ago

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Let's talk about sp in the meantime?? What is your favorite fan content? Like, fanart that's blank. Headcanons that's blank. Aesthetic posts, etc etc.

Oh anon you know just what speaks to me. So here's some favorite things, semi ramble format:

I'm always still a sucker for anything that's stick of truth. I love the fanart, I love the AUs, I love fantasy and nothing gives me feels more than a good sot art. If someone draws SOT art that is just so fucking tender I will slam that reblog button so goddamn hard. I'm not that huge of a style shipper personally like it's not anywhere in my top 10 fav ships but if you show me some good ol sot style I'll lose my shit. That's my favorite version of it. Skyrockets in the ranks.

I'm also a huge fan of art or writing that captures the boys just being boys. I love the art of them as children fucking around doing hijinks. I love very tiny kids doing sidewalk chalk and making snowmen and riding bikes and making forts and sleepovers and acting their age. And then, on the flip of that, I love them getting in trouble with cigarettes and spray painting and riding down the hill in a shopping cart as teens. I love them arguing and getting into angst and then finding solstice in each other.

I love the angst and the grit. I love taking the elements played for comedy in the show and exploring that they're actually, in fact, very fucked up. I love people deep diving into cartman's psychology and how Tweek's clusterfuck of a life affects him, is Stan actually an alcoholic, what's going on with Butters.

And I'm the WORST sucker for nostalgia. I love and miss and immediately reblog art that feels like it just walked out of 2012 even if it was made today. I love old tropes, I love old characterization. I love old fics, even when they're terrible or so problematic by current standards. That's my worst weakness honestly. Show me something from my early fandom years or from friends who I haven't spoken to in years and I'll be a wreck for it.

#thank you for an ask it makes me happy #i always love answering questions #i used to get a lot more of them #its been a while #but prob bc im quiet these days

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dandedoodles · 8 days ago

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I didn't say anything but I had An Experience at work today 🥴

#oc art #ive been thinking more lately about who we are when we're going through mental distress and how to quiet things inside myself before ventin #I think Im turning into a better version of myself but I am forever a marshmallow lady and I wish I was a little tougher because its hard #anyway tldr I think people should learn to be more accountable when they're having a shitty time #Like youre allowed to have a shitty time obv but how you react and treat other people when you are really says a lot about you and #I thought about that a lot at work today after someone was particularly nasty about something that wasnt that deep esp #because I wanted to call out really bad today bc I just was not doing well but I went to work and made the best of it ig #tomorrow's another day or whatever

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darkclouud9 · 8 months ago

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I like to think Sakumo is prone to panicking <3 i mean come on >:( lookit him

scaredy cat dot dot dot

tbf Dai did come off kind of aggressive 😭

#Sakumo has to raise that boy right #but he fails so #thats rude >:( *commits knife chest and makes him a lot more rude*#plus what does he mean thats rude. Kakashake's literally saying to Dai that its okay to take offence to Sakumo's words 😭😭#Gai's 😐 is so ooc for him hes so quiet :( not a peep from him

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snickerdoodlles · 8 months ago

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there's a lot of things people blame for why fandoms feel like ghost towns these days, but no one's really talked about the way discord's contributing to it

#its like #people are trying to force fit discord's chatrooms into forum boards #except discord is just. really really *really* poorly setup for that #and theres no way to archive or share it so everything said in it is easily lost despite personal export or community pins or search option #and like #vaguely hearing about the way some people are unsatisfied with them/feeling unfufilled in the response to them #a lot of people would be better off posting those things to places like tumblr #where there isnt a time limit on when people see or respond to them #part of what's scary/frustrating on tumblr rn is some fandoms arent good about reblogging to posts or tag rambling #like with bad buddy a large part of the fun was the enthusiastic and in depth tag rambles and the way responses built on each other #vs something like kinnporsche which feels much more like-oriented #like? its not like theres any one way to fandom #and there's nothing actually wrong with likes or quiet reblogs #but vaguely hearing about the way some people were/are really upset with some servers im just kinda like #idk #feels a bit like people trying to force a square thru a circle or that they're looking in the wrong spaces for what they want #.......this is not a complaint for my space ajkds i think i've carved out a pretty happy space for myself!#im just checking the reblog graphs of some old vs new stuff and thinking about a convo other cookie and i were having over the weekend #i have a lot of friends around and i love everyone who's happy to ramble with me #but i do feel a slight case of DM burnout rn where mostly people reach out to me via DMs instead of reblogs #which is a very different dynamic #its like. hmmm words #i love DMs but the pressure of responding to a lot of individual messages #vs something like reblogs which is more open forum for everyone and feels more communal #if that makes sense?#the difference between visiting one person at home vs casually hanging out with a group at a cafe #and the lovely thing about tumblr specifically is that i can set down a reblog chain for several days if i need #before returning to it later when i have more time/energy #its got Longevity that discord lacks u know #........okay enough tag musings from me ajkfhjdgfhj BYE

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ladyimaginarium · 1 year ago

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Manifestation Moodboard: Interfaith Christmas, Hannukah & Yule!!

#arcana.uploads #the idealized self.#christmas.#hannukah.#yule.#mine.#do not reblog unless you're a member of our system.#christmas + hannukah + yule inspo !! ft fancy clothes & cool stuff i'd& love to wear & do one day !! <3333 #the contrasting colors of christmas / yule & hannukah are so neat tbh #like. you have red & green for christmas / yule & blue & white for hannukah w/ flecks of gold & silver for both !!#i& would totally love to have a whole hannukah thing w/ jewish friends & maybe some trusted goyim & vibe while we eat jelly donuts & challa #& study some more jewish literature & learn about revolution bc at its core thats what hannukah's about !!#& then for christmas we'd& vibe w/ friends while we drink hot cocoa & watch some cheesy movies & decorate the tree qwq + chinese food ngl #both hannukah & xmas get gingerbread houses & cakes for their respective holidays BET !!!! idc idc #& then in between xmas & yule we'd& love to go out w/ friends to like. a cabin or idk a longhouse or smth & vibe there !!#& go skiing maybe even tho i suck at it or try traditional dogsledding LAGJGAAGLJAGGALJAGJL #one of my& favorite gifts are gonna be blue roses + mullah bc we& love to see it !!#& then i'd& totally wanna go on those horseback carriage rides w/ either partner(s) or friends or maybe a future niece/nephew/nieph qwq #our& outfits would ideally SLAY #& then for yule it'll be a more quiet solemn but happy time !! bonus if it has log cake !! lots of prayers & hopes for the new year !! <333 #maybe do some kinda fancy altar & practicing winter witchcraft / magick along w/ traditional indigenous medicines on the side !!#bc listen a native jewish bitch can dream !!!!

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taeyungie · 2 years ago

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hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹

here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰

#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL #because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan #i lost all my feelings and thoughts #i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head #i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot #in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year #and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level #but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️#from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far #that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more #after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me #and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all #but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha #i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day #i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/#even from my comfort people and activities #that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal #so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically #it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha #anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️#soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now #but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place.#could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

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creeperthescamp · 1 year ago

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instead of talking and putting coherent sentences together as you're speaking I think you should be able to write everything you want to say in the form of the star wars scrolling intro text and simply blast that into other people's minds. music is optional

#martin posts #i am very tired. i'm doing a group day program and ive been struggling to talk #its so frustrating when i have so many thoughts and i write them down and then when its my turn to talk all that comes out is a wet fart #not literally a wet fart. that would be worse #i think i've always been like this? its just that you're expected to talk more as an adult and so i get stuck a lot. also mental eelness #there is a small child screaming on the train and people are talking even tho its a quiet carriage. woe

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charcadett · 2 years ago

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btw i am fine and im not taking another hiatus my friends just over for a few days and we are balling too hard for me to write rn <3! hope everyone is having fun !!

#unga bunga moment #we rewatched all of transformers earthspark which i am SOOOOOOOO abnormal about #but yeah once i take them home ill be back to request land #just wanted to make a post because ive been quiet a few days and i was like. oop i dont want anyone to think its another month long hiatus #even if i have been reinfected with robot worms #also inhad a lot of fun w that jacq one shot and im thinking about doing more i need more practice with short and contained stuff #everything i write inevitably becomes multichapter and i have to reign myself in

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perenlop · 1 year ago

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oh it feels weird to not comment on the minior episode so. here’s something i said on discord earlier or something idk

#its been said a lot but the way sm handles topics like this is so respectful #the way the music just goes quiet and suddenly you get more and more hints that. somethings not right. this doesnt fit the fantasy #its heartwrenching. augh #echoed voice #sm lb #i think i overall prefer the stoutland plotline cause it got a lot more time dedicated to it tho #also this episode is just. augh its even more sad knowing poipoles backstory and how its scared of the dark and is fascinated by light #bc its never known it its just lived in fear and silence its whole life #so to make a friend that not only you can relate to- being from alien worlds and not knowing abt earth #but that friend is literally a star that shines brightly who you can play with all you want #and then that friend fades into dust just a day later… showing you how temporary all of this is

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famewolf · 1 year ago

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the best part of getting to party with ppl my age was how well people knew their boundaries. the balance of being able to get absolutely zooted until the late hours while also all of us waking up before 8am to make breakfast and clean was genuinely comical

i woke up just before 8am thinking i'd be one of the first to rise but i was the 3rd to last

#[static]#everyone had already cleaned and they were starting to make the group breakfast #ive not been to a party since ... gods 2016?? and we were all a little too eager to over do it back in the day #it was genuinely sweet in its own strange way #then cut to 9am when we went back to party mode #someone brought liquid iv and everyone was making sure we all had lots of snacks and water and sharing the different goods we brought #it was just sweet! a nice weekend to let loose but as my friend said #we are all the 'mom friend' so it was a really safe environment and a bunch of fun #i have never been so stoned in my life for so long but it made me feel more relaxed than I've felt in years tbh #not a worry on my mind and just enjoying the trees and the lake and reading my book and helping my companions who were playing in the water #i dont really like talking about Partaking in drugs in general for several reasons (mainly it makes me cringe @ me)#but i cannot emphasize how i had Zero Worry or Anxiety in my body for the first time in gods know how long #im home now and just ... ready to do things and my brain feels normal for once #no overwhelming chatter about things im anxious about or coming up with things to be anxious about #i will be grateful for the brain-quiet for as long as it lasts

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