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something that annoys me so hardcore about willow and kennedys relationship is that they actually worked well!! their relationship couldve been so interesting! except for the fact that the used their relationship to vacuum over tara so aggressively, it hurts their relationship so hard. the actors had actual good chemistry, and their storyline couldve been cute, but it was so overwhelmingly ignoring all the real actual pain willow would still have been feeling over the death of tara.
#i rewatched the killer in me and their scenes in the bronze are cute!!#kennedy is such a cute character#so many people hate her cus shes arrogant or replaces tara#but as a character on her own shes cool!! i like her#and her being arrogant is fine#all good characters have flaws#i think personally the biggest issue with her and all the other potentials is that they introduced so many of them#and there just wasnt enough screentime for ALL the potentials and the mains to have good amounts of screentime#kennedy had the most of all the potentials#and she was still severely lacking#its a frustrating issue#to me#btvs#kennedy#willow and kennedy#please dont interact with this post if ur just gonna say u hate kennedy#thank u <3#kennedy btvs#willow rosenberg
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i just wanna point out Scylla is known for eating 6 people from every ship, so her attacking 6 men from Odysseus’ ship is on par for the course. only difference is he told 6 men should have torches and were known sacrifices(to Odysseus and Scylla)
Odysseus is not just a captain but also a King, and also known for basically doing war crimes during troy.
he told Eurolyches to light 6 torches, arguably this could have been the 5 men Eurolychus trusted the most so he made them light it.
Eurolyches and the other 5 men were suppose to be warnings against mutiny while also being sacrifices. but Eurolyches lived(probably gave his torch to someone else) and because he lived the seed of mutiny and doubt lived, Odysseus’s warning basically went no where because the one he needed to get rid of lived.
Odysseus wasn’t just bitter and angry, he was trying to get rid of what could actually get them all killed and it failed. he had to chose between himself and the crew, and Odysseus has always been a symbol of humanity in people. is it really a surprise he chose himself?
wouldn’t you choose to save yourself? especially after you gave warning after warning to everyone?
Odysseus did try to get as many as he could home, but in the end they barely if never heeded his warnings.
#the odyssey has always been my favorite because its not black and white#and people making is a black and white issue while also not understanding politics of that time plus ancient greek culture is frustrating#epic the musical#epic the thunder saga#the odyssey#odysseus#currently rereading the poem
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Lights out
#I spedran this in abt 45 mins#I have a massive perfectionism issue with my art where if I start something beyond a WIP I have to full out complete it#If its a WIP I have no problem abandoning it#But otherwise I can't simplify#And it's a massive problem as it leads to burn out as well as frustration and anxiety over my art#So this is the beginning of me trying to let go an learn to leave things messy or simpler#Also I miss them sm#They really are everything to me <33#Tim Drake#Bernard Dowd#Timber#Timbern#I do have an actual piece in the work as well :D#My art
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Hey hi hello to any fellow Brits reading this.
You probably know we have a general election coming up, which by the way, make sure you're registered to vote and have the qualifying photo ID.
And hey maybe you're a fence-sitter who doesn't want to vote for Labour for whatever reason.
Well, this post is giving you a reason to vote for Labour (or any party other than Tory if the candidate actually has a chance to win the seat).
You might have noticed that a lot of local and city councils have either gone bankrupt recently or are teetering on the edge, and that officially, it's the councils themselves that have been blamed, and uh yeah, that's horseshit.
The majority of a local council's funding comes from core grants given out by Westminster.
There's actually a limit on funding that local councils can raise via taxes, and like a whole lot of issues in the UK, that comes down to Margaret fucking Thatcher. It's also thanks to her that local councils don't have as much power over the local area as you'd ideally want them to.
(That's been eased a little since, but if a local council ain't got the money, they can't exercise that power.)
Suffice to say, local councils are very much dependent on funding from the central government.
And as you might imagine, 14 years of Tory government has just made it worse. From 2010 to 2020, that funding was cut by 40%.
Wanna know why hundreds of libraries have closed down? Or why public services like bin collections are almost entirely ran by corporations? Or why bin collections are now once a fortnight rather than once a week? Or why council houses haven't been built? Or why public toilets are being closed? Or why you have to Tokyo Drift on the drive to work because it's been 2 years and no one's done shit about that goddamn pothole? Or why parks seem to now be maintained by Big Foot and by the way Big Foot has also declared bankruptcy? Or why local arts have had their budget of 17 paperclips and a whistle reduced down to 10 paperclips and no whistle? Or why your local museum is effectively a mausoleum?
It is all down to this.
Your local council runs on a shoestring budget because Tory rule has deprived local councils of the funding that they need.
If the Tories win in July, this problem is just gonna get worse and worse and worse.
More councils are going to go bankrupt; more public services are going to be cut or underfunded; more vulnerable kids are going to fall through the cracks; more local services will be privatised; more pressing issues will be ignored because there's no money left over to fix it.
You might not like the current Labour party, but hi hello welcome to harm reduction politics. Maybe a Labour government won't fix this, but another 5 years of Tory rule is going to break this country.
So for god's sake, get over yourself and your leftist purity bullshit, and just fucking vote for Labour as a vote against the Tories.
[Information for this post comes from this video by Tom Nicholas]
#britpol#british politics#uk politics#britposting#tories#fuck the tories#uk general election#general election#margaret thatcher#politics#i dont know what to tag this as#but i just saw another stupid fucking ''no its actually enlightened to just not vote'' post#and im angry#and frustrated#and for fucks fucking sake#if you really care about all the issues you claim to care about#then for gods fucking sake go fucking votw#the glorious revolution is not fucking happening#especially with you not doing jackshit toward it#so for fucks sake actually engage with reality as it is and vote for labour as to vote the fucking tories out
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i missed her...
playing around with an au idea that will prob never see the light of day
#fr tho like not to vent but i basically have hated that every screenshot and gif looks like dogshit on tumblr#and i know it is a skill issue on my end to make it optimized on the site#but i am frustrated abt learning because its one more thing on my plate to learn & that is one of the main reason i havent been posting lol#bg3 mine#bg3 tav#my oc: Tav'Lyn#drow tav#drow#bg3#tav
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okay actually here's my one thing. i understand that any collaborative project involves compromise, and that that is necessary for everyone to cooperate and get something out of the project. however. i am not a utopian. i think if anyone in a project is unhappy, something about it needs to be reworked if you want that person to stay. and if multiple people are having issues, you need to rethink what you're doing and actually communicate with everyone involved to figure out what they want out of the project. even if they can't have everything, they should still be able to have some kind of satisfaction in what's going on. compromise ought to go both ways, and at the moment, that's not what's happening. it's clear the focus is on growth and not quality. sacrificing active, interested players in service of possible or future active players shafts you in both the short and long run. it does not make for good storytelling or gameplay. and i just find it confusing because for a long time things were working for more people and players themselves had plans on how to include newer players, but now strides at being made to make things driven entirely by the larger narrative (which, imo, still does not make sense) rather than by players/characters. they want players to react to what they throw at them rather than creating something for themselves. and it's fine for that style for storytelling to work for some people, but it does not work for everyone, and assuming that it does is further miscommunication. and im really confounded about where this went wrong and why they keep having this issue
#bell.txt#neg#crit#THERE okay ive been complaining in dms all day i really didnt want to post too much#bc well everyone already knows my issues with things#but gd its just really frustrating
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really bugging me how all this conversation and discourse about polyamoury is cropping up and I'm not seeing anyone use the word
amatonormitivity
If you don't know this word you should learn it, its a really relevant concept to this conversation
#im just very tired of seeing queer people brush off amitanormitive issues as 'straight ppl issues' yk?#polyamoury#that is a problem that is deeply baked into our society and it touches queer communities too pls be so for real with me#heteronormitivity is just a small fraction of amitanormitivity 🙃 learn this word its important#sorry im so sick rn and i wish i had better words to explain why this annoys me but what i can do is point it out at least#like amitanormitivity is one of societies biggest tools of oppression and no one even knows the word its frustrating#deeply annoyed with myself for misspelling the word I'm trying to point out the importance of like 8 separate times#but some shit you just gotta let go and forgive yourself for ugh
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In case you haven't noticed May has sucked for me so far, anyway *projects onto blorbo*
#anyway haha im back hi#*throws vent art at u*#i dont know if this makes sense with canon. i dont care that much i just needed to throw it out there#but i do sometimes think about. early game tsukasa's anger being so apparent. he got angry quite a few times#and its always been very apparent#but recently he hasnt really shown much anger. at others at least. frustration at himself yes but not really. anger#and i know its also bc hes been doing better and hes got friends and all but. sometimes i wonder if he gets scared of his anger#if he ever gets angry and remembers how it was his rage that ruined wxs the first time#and thinks to himself that he cant let it happen ever again. he cant let anger get the best of him again. he cant hurt his friends again#sorry kasa i have some issues with anger so you have them now too#you can ignore this but i already drew it so why not post it#this got me out of artblock#prsk#prsk fa#prsk art#tenma tsukasa#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#kerizart
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the doctor is emotionally manipulative. he’s very good at it, and even better at justifying it both to himself and the people he’s doing it to. he can see when his approval, his affection, is valuable enough to someone that withholding it will be an effective way of getting them to do what he wants. this is one of his best flaws, that he’ll do this to people and do it to them for his own definition of what’s good for them.
(gestures vaguely) twissy.
#I LIKE THIS ABOUT HIM. I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO KEEP SAYING THAT. I like this. its a very good flaw. its very consistent.#its there in all iterations of him (that i’ve seen)#in early episodes with rose he’ll get angry and emotionally withdrawn when she pokes at his trauma. and he knows that it’ll work because in#her own words: don’t argue with the designated driver.#he does it to jack like. a lot in utopia. his judgment only has so much sway over jack because jack is Obsessed with him and he knows that.#jack unsettles him. he uses that control to feel less unsettled. especially when he can’t do it to the actual threat of that finale: the#master. (though. he tries. that’s what the whole ‘i forgive you’ thing is about.)#eleven is practically Made of this impulse. he does it to amy. he does it to river. he does it to rory to a much lesser extent but that’s#because rory has. a vague idea? of how to have healthy boundaries. if not with amy then at least with the doctor.#that’s why his speech about people wanting to impress the doctor making him dangerous is so important. rory can See what he’s doing.#and twelve. obviously. does this to clara. clara also does it right back. this is why they are made for each other alsjjfgjakdj.#and. he does it to missy. because. and i cannot emphasize this enough. he keeps her. in a box.#I ENJOY THIS ABOUT HIM. HE’S A FUCKED UP LITTLE GUY!!!! WITH ISSUES ABOUT HOW HE REALLY REALLY WANTS TO IMPOSE HIS OWN MORALITY ONTO PEOPLE#HE KNOWS HE SHOULDNT BUT HE ALSO GETS FRUSTRATED AND HE DOES IT ANYWAY!!!!#and sometimes it’s unintentional. sure. sometimes it *really really* isn’t though. like.#and sometimes it’s both. sometimes it’s the result of him lashing out and reaching for a familiar coping mechanism in the moment.#but the point is the doctor does this.#doctor who
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..
#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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I'm not ready to shut up about Aveline and Carver--so, when you go see Aveline in Act 1, you can catch up with her a little bit and that's where this conversation can happen:
Aveline: "It's just one more change, though. The real end for me was Ostagar. What about you, Carver? You were there. Do you feel something similar?" Carver: No. Aveline: All right, then. Bit of a tit, your brother.
I wanted to see what she would say if Carver isn't in the party. Instead, she says this:
Aveline: Carver was there. I imagine he feels something similar. If he allows it.
......well, at least she didn't call him a tit?
#dragon age 2#da2#carver hawke#aveline vallen#she's slightly nicer to him when he's not there but she's still like 'maybe he feels something similar but probably pretends not to'#like i'm not gonna pretend that carver doesn't bottle any feelings--he doesn't openly talk about bethany a lot for a reason#but to suggest he pretends to be unfeeling about things like ostagar is incorrect like he CLEARLY feels a lot about it#because he associates the battle at ostagar with losing his home and sister to the darkspawn#after playing as a warrior hawke who is best friends with aveline i do have a little more insight into why she might think this about carve#when hawke is a warrior they were at ostagar. they share that traumatic experience with aveline and if they're friends#they discuss it in a way that i think aveline *wants* y'know? but with carver he doesn't respond the way she wants him to#so she gets frustrated since even if she tried to talk to hawke about it... hawke wasn't there. hawke doesnt KNOW what ostagar#was like but carver does... but it's like aveline is ready to assume the worst of carver a lot of the time?#like 'carver doesn't talk about it because he's a tit who pretends not to feel' is the vibe i get from this but aveline...#that's like calling you a tit because you don't want to openly discuss all your feelings about your dead husband#listen aveline and carver are so similar but they have such key differences like they both survived the horror of ostagar#and lost a loved one to darkspawn while fleeing lothering AND they both blame hawke for it to a degree#even though they both know that's not right and that it wasn't really hawke's fault#they're both stubborn warriors with daddy issues looking to find their place#and when it comes to flirting? well i don't think carver's as bad as aveline#but i played MotA i know all about 'you could tame its wild heart'#but the key differences come in how they the end the game y'know? especially if carver's on the friendship path as a warden#i still haven't made him a templar but something tells me he ends up more on the same road as aveline#vs when he's a grey warden and able to be away from kirkwall and find a place on his own#y'all i could write a whole essay on aveline and carver but i paused my game to write this so i should go back to that sksksk
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#doing animal and skunk studies in my sketchbook is not getting me any closer to knowing how i want to draw smunker stylization wise#<- is the best way i can describe my current art issue#a doodley#but about all subjects! its so frustrating :(#if i cant even reliably draw my own sona rn how can i make anything
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ok now that ive actually finished veilguard
i rly did love it!! and also hate parts of it unfortunately :/
the environments are gorgeous, they did an excellent job balancing story and exploration. the gameplay is so fun, i was worried about the combat changes but its great! (i still wish the player character had access to more abilities at once but w/e), the music was great
the downside comes from the writing. it just feels so... shallow? there's so much material in the areas and topics of the game, but they didnt engage with that, and it makes the world feel watered down, or glossed over. its like the game is avoiding dealing with any subject thats too complicated or messy.
it makes me feel like none of what we saw was fully covered! what do you mean the game is over, we havent really dug into this! which sucks bc i doubt they'll be retreading any of this territory in future games :c
the antagonists, aside from solas, were also by and large, really flat. again this feels like its another symptom of not really engaging with the material in a meaningful way
but actually what really gets me is ending that post credits stinger (which... no comment.) with "the veilguard remains vigilant" as IF we're gonna see these character in a major part again!! dragon age doesnt do returning protagonists even when it might actually make more narrative sense
#love lucanis. wish he'd gotten a completed questline#but i guess thats what happens when you layoff a characters writer partway through development huh#i love my rook tho and i care a lot abt the companions which. again makes it frustrating that the writing glosses over so much. bc we aren#arent likely to see them again so it feels like unfinished business#i do have other problems. but those are problems with the writing with the series as a whole#meredith plays dragon age#da4 spoilers#datv spoilers#dav spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#dragon age 4 spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age veilguard spoilers#da:tv spoilers#dragon age spoilers#justice for the antivan crows. they should have been WAY shittier than the game allowed them to be#.... i rly did enjoy it. its just left me feeling so torn#and i feel i can elaborate more on my issues with the writing than just saying 'combat fun'
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ive talked abt this before but the age of a fandom can usually explain about 90% of fandom issues. character analysis is shit? yeah they havent finished their eng lit classes. a lot of the fic carelessly explores themes that are important to canon? they dont actually understand those yet. a lot of biases showing in how people interpret and enjoy the media? theyre still living with their parents and a majority are being exposed to Nuanced World Views for the first time through the internet.
largely, these are people with their training wheels still firmly on. theyve just decided to learn cycling on a bmx track instead of an empty carpark.
#its frustrating from both sides bc its like. young teens shouldnt be engaging w media not intended for them#but also. you guys will then complain about an issue thats clearly just. young people are bad at fandom#correcting characterisation problems is one thing but u guys will talk abt a thing done Clearly mostly by young teens as if its a terrible#moral wrong and not just. young teens are bad at media.#oh the 13yo sapphic who just figured out their sexuality last week wrote shallow femslash rarepair fic? wow thats crazy! who couldve guessed#oh the 14 yo who should probably be seeing a doctor projected onto the designated Fandom Mentally Ill guy and wrote some edgy stuff that#doesnt represent the nuance of that characters mental illness??? WOAH!! NO WAY!!#etcetc#nyxi cant stfu
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i do think there needs to be a conversation about how hostile the rest of tumblr is to mcytblr. it's completely unfounded, particularly vitriolic, and kinda hypocritical considering that people on this site claim to be accepting of the 'weird'? what happened to that? what happened to critical thinking and staying informed?
it's genuinely a bit frustrating that people have so much hatred towards this general fandom when it literally is just a normal fandom that happens to have a lot of people in it. i have been in a bunch of fandoms before and the variety and nature of the people in it is always the same. people seem to just assume mcyt is malicious somehow...?
like the whole "goodtimeswithscar killed my grandma" meme, except people seem to unironically just hate him. he's just a cool youtube guy. calm down.
#like.. there isnt a justification for this much hatred. youre not solving racism or homophobia youre literally detracting from actual issues#and yes some of them have done stuff but since when did we generalise a large group of people to what the worst of them have done??#people are just having fun and being weird on the having fun and being weird website#idk. i thought it would calm down after a bit but people love to hate smth ig idkkkk its just frustrating#fandom discourse#discourse#<- blacklist tags ig
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DID YOU KNOW: BULLYING is not the correct way to start a discussion about the treatment of people of colour real and fictional in fandom spaces?
DID YOU KNOW: white knighting usually ends up badly?
DID YOU KNOW: that when you create an environment where it's acceptable and even expected to gang up on the people you dislike and their art that you are BEING RANCID? that you're ruining fandom culture for everyone by creating an environment of fear?
DID YOU KNOW: that pounding feeling in your heart right now, the anxiety in your stomach when you open any inbox and find the number of messages in them WILL GO AWAY when you grow up, take responsibility for behaving really inappropriately, and take some time to think about why you're lashing out at strangers on the internet about PENIS SIZE?
DID YOU KNOW: 20k words of hate fanfic is basically fanfic and a sign of being A MEGA ULTRA CRINGE HATER
Did you know: it's more fun to create out of love and joy? that fandom is about sharing something you like with others who like it? that it's not a space to spray shit like a gassy hippo and ruin everyone's good time?
ONLY YOU: can take some time to reflect on YOUR BEHAVIOUR! Only you can find the joy within yourself and chase out the lame stank ass hater.
Go for a walk and name five bugs you see.
god bless, namaste, llap
why are you acting like im denying any of this. why are you acting like you know anything about what i do or how i feel outside of this one instance. why are you acting like i named the fics i dont like or that theyre unique in any way outside of trends that are common in literally every fandom. why do you act like ive never expressed frustration with how gideon and others are written on my blog. why are you acting like feeling upset or nervous when i see someone mad at me is irrational when i understand they have a reason to. i havent told anyone theyre being unreasonable or acted like they should just move on
i cant stop you from feeling like this. i dont want to. but there is literally nothing that can be done. ive explained it fifteen times at this point either you like it or you dont. and the fandom already had hostile people in it- i saw people sending rude anons and talking about a good friend of mine on twitter because it didnt like their ship and called it weird after specifically being asked about it. and as for the 20k thing. it doesnt take me that long to write. i write very long things this felt incredibly brief to me because my perspective is skewed and i wanted to write a complete story even outside of the critical element
#asks#Anonymous#again i feel like youre discounting i spent over a year on five other fics#i wrote this in a week after expressing frustrations about things that will never change because the world isnt about me#i feel like my tone is coming off as dismissive or holier than thou because its text#and i also have mixed feelings about all the people who like it i dont want to answer constant asks shitting on a particular fic#because that one fic in isolation isnt the issue#of course i never thought the people who write things i dont like would never see this that wasn't the point
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