#its a bit whimsical i rlly like it :-)

[mp3playergirl27]

Heard this while thrifting today. I love that hook. So whimsical!

[minasweep]

rate the fit please

100+/10 miss frizzle would kill 4 this

[pareonapana]

😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫The lighting may not look like it makes sense, but If you’re whimsical enough, the source of light comes from the heart…

without bg + sketch bc I think the difference is funny. dont rlly like how this turned out since its a bit stiff and colors r wonky but I think thats just a sign I need to practice more, haha.

[pumpkinsy0]

I need fluffy papercut hcs for my soul

dont we all,,,

•the have def done that thing where u share a milkshake, they aint have money for two so they shared one, curly jokingly drank out of both the straws at the same time, they were prolly blowin bubbles into it, but point is, they were doin it

•indirectly kissing is literally just their thing, i KNOW it, theyre always sharing stuff

•WHICH IS RARE ON CURLYS END HONESTLY, he fucking hates sharing, but that feeling “just goes away” when hes w pony

•to curly, pony is unironically partially like a mf w a propeller hat, licking their rainbow lollipop, just whimsical

•curly has that laugh that makes pony laugh even more, i feel like if u made curly laugh hard enough he either genuinely sounds like a hyena or like a cleanex bottle

•in gym class curly goes each on pony, notice how i aint say hes safe from curly tho???? thats bc hes NOT, curly just doesnt go too hard on pony and yknow it, considering thats curly??? thats a big accomplishment

•ponys the only person whos been in curlys room outside of tim and angela obviously

•pony likes drawing curly a lot, he feels like curly has a certain look to him thats rare to find in other ppl and he likes capturing that (he stares at curly during class to draw him)

•curly has a secret stash of snacks only pony knows about and can take from, angela knows about it tho she steals some, sometimes she needs a sweet lil treat

•they r that kinda couple would go on those roller coasters who take photos mid ride just to make some silly ass photos

•curly hates poems but pony did introduce him to gothic poetry and if he had to pick a type of poetry, he’d pick those

•pony lowkey smells like curly a lil bit now

•ponys the first and somewhat only non family person curly really really cares about, like ofc he cares for his friend and gang but its a different type of it

•i feel like if pony was to play w curlys hair, curly would thump his leg like a dog

•ponys literally the only person whos had a full on stay at the shepards house, tim and angela wouldnt dare do it w anyone else, shit even dally hasnt rlly stayed over at their house

[leprosycock]

I've never seen a single thing from the polar express beyond the banger hot chocolate bit and I'm so curious to know what exactly it is about that weird looking movie that drives you up the wall so much because as a mental image its rlly funny

it is never once explored why the main boy (whose name is literally just HERO BOY) becomes a jaded god-hating atheist in the beginning. like he just grew up? really? nothing else to unpack there? the polar express really ran by to grab him because he just learned how to jack off and now he doesn’t believe in santa anymore? this has to happen to millions of kids every year but i guess the train only has room for bitter twelve year olds in an upper middle class neighborhood with two loving gainfully employed married parents and a little sister. and extremely hopeful kids who believe in santa too. and kids who may or may not be halfway homeless but he’s definitely poor and he sucks. and kids who are rude little autistic bitches. no defining feature to tie them together; the supporting cast just props up the main character and they seem to have no reasons for being there otherwise. and the main character is so empty that like.. who cares?

none of the kids have a personality. at all. they’re there to save the day and discover the true meaning of christmas and everything about them is condensed down into their titles, because none of them are given names: hero boy. hero girl. know-it-all. etc etc. that’s how you know this is gonna be some bullshit the whole way through because it’s just a spectacle, nothing more. the kids are all pretty fucking annoying and unlikable so that doesn’t help. they’re just dolls to participate on digital sets.

and that’s another thing. mocap movies were always meant to be these glorified tech demos for something greater and they could physically move the camera around in cgi environments, so they fill tpe with these elaborate, flashy, drawn-out scenes containing too many wide shots and too many tracking shots and they don’t feel intimate or particularly help you connect with the characters. alongside this, the main theme plays EVERY FIVE FUCKING MINUTES. it’s a whimsical faraway snowy christmas score that’s meant to feel wholesome and nostalgia and be crowd-pleasing, but the key of it is too fast-paced. and once you notice how often it plays, it starts to drive you up the goddamn wall. there’s nothing for me to look forward to as a viewer because they are trying to placate me at the end of every single scene.

everyone is just so ugly too. oh my god they’re so ugly and not remotely in a charming way. more like a very rubbery mannequin come to life and prepared to bite down on my neck way. stretched and rubbery with no life in their eyes

also josh groban is an evil man and the song that he recorded for the end credits is so saccharine that it feels like a crime

fuck this movie

[uriekukistan]

hello hello!! Here with some asks for you ^^ !!

What is your favorite thing about Megumi? Like a trait or maybe a certain thing he does :)

Who were you rooting for while Watching Death Note? :D I see a lot of people that say they were rooting for both L and Light so I'm curious!

What is your favorite thing about writing?

What are some musical artists you listen to! :D ( list as many as you want!)

Did you know that you're a great fic writer? Cuz you are!! >:3 ( I feel like I tell you this almost every time I interact with you but you actually are like my favorite itafushi writer) (I'M SO HYPED FOR SUMMER LOVIN' CHAPTER 3, WHENEVER YOU RELEASE IT!!)

What is the fandom you're most active in besides JJK? :)

How do you describe your fashion sense? :3

I'll probably ask more another time!! If you don't want to answer some of these you don't have to! Answer the ones you want :)

Don't forget to take care of yourself!! <3 Take breaks and just breathe ^^

<3!

hiii thank u sm for the asks :3 hope youre doing well !!

1 - hmmm this was hard to narrow down so i'll talk abt a specific scene that's been on my mind. okay ig honestly the detention center is Always on my mind because it's the first time we get a really good look at megumi's character and what he values. but mostly i was thinking abt the part where megumi takes the name tag from the guy he was so adamant about not saving for his mom. i don't think he changed his mind, but to me, it just shows how much he cares about his friends. like i think when he originally took it, it was so he could give it to yuuji so he could give it to the guy's mom, but then when he thought yuuji was dead, he delivered it as a way to pay respect dkfgjhd idk current top megumi moment

2 - nowadays when i rewatch it im team near & mello actually🤞 and pretty anti-light, but i think the first time i watched it, i was so wrapped up in the back & forth between light & l that i probably did root for both this was like 10 years ago tho so i dont remember fs 😭

3 - ooh i think like. in terms of writing fanfic its like when i was a kid & played w dolls like it gives me the same type of feeling, but also i've always been the type to use imagination as escapism, so being able to bring the things in my head "to life" is really satisfying as well

4 - kfgdjdkg theres so many im like always listening to something different. recently i started listening to this artist called juliet ivy, her songs are all super relatable and have a rlly whimsical sound too. another artist i'll always promote is dream, ivory, i've been a fan for a while. i've also been into deftones recently. generally im more the type to listen to random songs rather than specific artists

5 - THANK UUU im always a bit hard on myself so its nice to hear that (new summer lovin' chap july 10! i think)

6 - tokyo ghoul probably? i used to be suuuuper active but im more passive w it rn...i need to do a reread of the manga soon (<- been saying this since my jjk era started sorry to my tokyo ghoul oomfs i love u all)

7 - wait this is so hard...ig like misa amane if she was on tumblr in 2016?

thank you againn for the asks <3

[ayyponine]

much like last year i got to enjoy some studio visits this weekend B)

(commentary in addition to description linked to each photo individually)

started out fresh w an art gallery (1, 2, 3) w some cool, colourful, eclectic and playful pieces on display. made a quick stop at work to say hi to a colleague i hadn't seen in a while before making my way to

my second location and biggest must-see (4, 5). Had a nice chat w artist who saw me look at one of her canvases frm the side so she was like lol do you paint or smth. bc i recognise how you're viewing these works when i go to a museum i do the same exact thing. I loved getting her perspective and a glimpse into her work process even if it's so different from mine idk it was cool! There was a whole collective of lil art studios scattered about the building surrounding a courtyard so i also entered a diff place and look. they were all about making zines. a group of ppl was chatting and making em. so i entered and was like hi ja sorry i kom ff binnenvallen maar ik weet niet goed wat er..... te bezine valt. which instantly made me cringe so hard i was ready to leave but the girl leading the workshop seemed thrilled to have me and explain the setup even if internally i was still like oh god why am i like this rip. i think i missed out on some more ateliers but mostly bc a lot of the artists were gathered in the lil courtyard having drinks and chatting and i was too intimidated to ask fr info or be spotted looking lost like some IDIOT so on i went rip.

quick stop at kids clothing shop which always cheers me up it's so whimsical and i want their stuff fr

Then onto 6, 7 where they had some cool stuff fr sure but the location was such a cramped and cluttered old row house and i had already spent my whole day walkign around in a T-shirt so especially trying to navigate around other visitors this was just not it babes. i moved on before having seen it all despite being interested bc i just needed to get tf out.

Managed my good deed fr the day when i spotted a confused looking older couple w a wheeled suitcase and personally guided them to their hotel

THEN on to this hidden lil atelier where i also went last year + attended a grand total of 2 life drawing sessions in the months after. again while arriving i was faced w the distinct feeling of having barged in on a private party of artists all at a table sharing a leisurely drink on a dreamy sunday afternoon rip BUT. the artist i talked to last time/followed the drawing sessions with was there, still knew me by name and made some small talk to help me feel welcome what an absolute gem. he even proposed i sit w them at the table & hang out fr a bit, when i said like hmm thank you but to just join up w a group of friends who all know each other it's a lil daunting he even said like but i know them, and i know you so its all ok :) i was internally like cool. i would takea fucking bullet fr you btw this is totally fine and i can not believe you are still willingly talking to me, the single most embarrassing person to ever exist in the world

anyway i did not accept the offer to stay fr a while but did chat w some of the other artists which was again super cool, to get more info on the diff works on display. they seem like a rlly sweet and charming collective of people and i wish i didn't feel so ashamed of myself so i couldve spent more time with them all but aint that the way. debating atm whether i should sign up fr another life drawing class or if the guy was only being nice bc he felt obligated and would actually prefer i keep my flustered and off putting vibes tf away from his personal and professional work space idk.

anyway. i had the wrong address so almost missed out on my last visit but in the final hour it was still possible i did manage to find the last location (8, 9) w an exhibit on themes of europe, durability and the meaning of home. there was a really cool piece on trees & difficulty in their sap stream where you could touch a chunk of wood and feel clicks resonate through a speaker mounted on the back, a glass installation on koekhappen re: jumping through hoops fr resource accessibility & probably my fave: the audio of welcoming messages. esp smth about the french speaker was so warm idk there seemed to be genuine relief in the confession of "je suis tellement heureuse de te voir, que tu m'as manqué" which also btw. god ive always loved that expression. ive missed you you have been missing FROM me or smth more in that direction of semantics i. insane

then biked on to my moms again to get some got damn. peace and quiet. and a cinnamon roll w vanilla ice cream <3

[scungledfiles]

hi mods ash and row! just wanted to say i rlly like your guys' blog :D it has a really comforting vibe 💖

if you guys still have requests open, could you please make a lil moodboard of star things? objects that have sparkles or stars on them - they can be anything really! if they aren't (the requests), that is okay :) - i hope you both have a wonderful day!

(and if they are open i still hope u both have a wonderful day ☀️)

thank u! i dont really do moodboards perse, but i assume youre refering to the res requests on our pinned? i can do those! though i have to say stars are a bit of a vauge prompt that can go into a number of different aesthetics, i can still give you some materials i have from those different aesthetics tho! hope like, 1 of these is useful lol :3 (also u 2!)

stuff after readmore so i dont flood ppls dashes

TRANSPARENTS

misc (lmk if you want images of the individual stars and whatnot) (the pens are more galaxy then star themed, but i figure you might still like them)

i believe i already posted these? but i made some banners with these little star stickers a while back, i can offer the individual star sticker transparents as well if youd like

PIXELS

theres a firstfear set of pixels i think youd like :3 you can find the original post (pleasepleaselplease save the credit if you use these!) here (1/2) and an archived version here (1/2) as well as a link to her DA here

heres one of them, only one lest i become the thousanth blog to just regurgitate firstfears sozai w/o credit. you can find the rest at the link :3

kingluludeer also has a large collection of star themed pixels! also theyre just a stunning artist that is SOSOSO worth checking out regardless, (link to them here!) i, again wont just regurgitate all of their assets here, i think its better if you go to their page, but i will show you a couple of my favorites :3

TILES

i have also a couple of tiles, these i sadly have no credit for, but if anybody recognizes them PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEEE tell me!

however if youre looking for another lovely sozai maker with tons and tons of cute BG tiles look no farther then whimsical! id seriously reccomend looking at their site even if you dont need anything its absolutely gorgeous and a huge inspo for me, ill show u a few here :3

and last something i made! i made these little colored stars for a server of mine, (they come in alot of colors) in both these high res versions as well as pixel ones! im fine with people using them so long as my credit stays attached and you dont just blindly redistribute them

theres more then these 2, but ill let you download it from google drive so i dont have to attach like 7 million images lol

if youd like to give me a little bit more of a specific aesthetic im sure i could help point you to some places with some web sozai for that specific stuff :3 sense the blog is kinda a mishmash of all the different aesthetics me and ash like lol (i am TRYING my BEST to make the BLOG THEME more COHERENT but it TAKES A WHILE!!!)

[charlicpace]

I just saw that you have a recovery tag and hope I'm not misinterpreting but do you have suggestions for good representation? I want to write a character similar to Cassie from Skins UK ?

hiya ! so first of all, i just wanna say that i want to be really careful about how i word this, and i've been able to ponder it a bit while it's been sat in my inbox until i could get to my laptop ( thank you for your patience btw ) and i just want to start with thank you for asking and doing some research, i'm not in the community enough to know if you're also asking others as well, but i think that'd be a good idea if they're comfortable and i'd be VERY keen for anybody to add to this with their two cents as well. but genuinely, can i ask you to reflect on why you want to want to write a character like cassie ? like, what is it that draws you to her character ? because i'm kind of worried it's not the most,,, healthy reasons. i personally find that skins' portrayal of cassie's ed is accurate to some people's experience, for sure, especially if you take the year into consideration, but it's kind of like anything and different people find good rep in different things ( for example, i effing hate atypical for its autism rep, but some people rlly vibe with it ) however i really want you to reflect on your draw to her character. esp because her best and most recognisable traits, to me, aren't necessarily tied to her diagnosis -- she's whimsical and childlike and spiteful and petty and sensitive and kind of,, ethereal ? none of that has anything to do w/ her diagnosis, so i'm saying you could write a character that really gives off her vibe without needing to delve into that side of things. and obviously i can't tell you what to do, however i would strongly advice against writing any sort of character with an active ed full stop, but especially if it's in a group setting. even if the group allows it. i think things like that, as well as characters with active addiction problems, just shouldn't be played out. and while there's some other good rep knocking about ( i think mmfd did really well, but that's a given ) if you'd be looking to write a character with a history of an ed, i'd actually advice you look at people's real life stories, maybe via podcasts ( i can rec some if you're okay w/ waiting a hot second as time spent on my laptop rn is beyond minimal ) instead of fiction, but again i am literally just one opinion.

[found this drafted from june, but i'd just like to add something in addition w/ a few months' hindsight added: much love to you, friend, but i feel this is a terrible idea. this is much more softly worded than i'd respond now. i really advice against this, it feels wildly inappropriate.]

[set-in-stardust]

hi!!!

just wanted to say i looooove w&w so so so much. whats your favourite build from s9 (so far)?

hope you are doing okay!!

- o/

omfg hmmmm

i'm a bit biased, but i absolutely LOVE scar's tree and his village,,, grian's starter home is also very cute and i love how whimsical everything feels. it's so great :)))

BUT i also rlly like the monolith cuz its just so funny,,,bdub's joint. it's made of diorite. why. it actually looks cool. but its diorite.

[inosukeslefttoe]

SO i just finished wonder egg priority and i think that with confidence i can say it has been one of my favorite animes like... ever ?? and not even from hyperfixation or obsession over it just... its so fucking real yet so simple in a way that i havent rlly seen shown in any other shows you feel ??

but first i wanna talk about how sexy the art and animation is real quick... HOMIE ITS SO GOOD LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT JUST... serotonin... the characters are all so unique and iconic and fun but not over the top in their designs yknow ??? they seem like regular every day girls but they stand out and theyre all sO CUTE !!!! also i love how the style is like this soft bubbly slice of life lookin stuff with bright happy colors and the most beautiful scenes you could find but they also have the SICKEST fight scenes complete with whimsical animal helpers and terrifying villains and crazy weapons unique to each character. and the animation. god DAMN shawty i am obsessed with everything in this show. i might make a post solely about the art later lol bc i wanna get into the other stuff.

so the themes in the show right ?? it starts just as this cute lil magical girl kinda deal but within the first episode we see that like.. oh damn... thats kinda heavy... tbh i was a little shocked and thought about stopping bc yknow bad mental health BUT i was so intrigued that i had to keep going and i am SO GLAD that i did. because this show just so beautifully discusses all these heavy topics in such an eloquent and artistically expressive way. and also like, , the juxtaposition of the charming childlike vibe with bright colors and 14 yr old girl protagonists against the dark themes of suicide and so much else,, i think is just perfect. bc a lot of heavy animes are more of the seinen genre and have some middle aged dude as a protag or make the entire color palette dim or offer little relief to the pain of these heavy themes right ?? but NO not wonder egg bitches B) because these problems arent just things that ppl face later in life or just problems that need to be talked about among adults or the edgy seinen watching squad,, these are REAL problems that face people of every age, gender etc and i think its awesome that wonder egg addresses that. some may cringe at the thought of their high schooler watching animes that discuss sexual harassment, suicide, abuse, self harm, eating disorders etc,, but in reality it is the most comforting thing i have ever come across and is basically jsut free anime therapy. because not only does wonder egg present these themes to the viewers as something real that happens to all kinds of people (making said people feel heard in a way that maybe they hadnt before), but it also makes sure to vanquish all of these forms of trauma. and the way the trauma is vanquished isnt always beautiful and it isnt always just magically gone with a poof. the struggles of overcoming or living with that sort of thing are shown in such a real and relatable way that addresses every hardship trauma survivors have to go through. and i just. god i cry bro. 

oh m y GOD and the lgbtq+ rep in this show ?? like shawty... as soon as i saw episode one i was picking up on some gay/lesbian themes but then again im sapphic and project that a lot so i tend to see that sort of stuff like... everywhere... but NE WAYS... episode ten made me FUKCING CRY BRO LIke i cant believe there was a whole trans character with a whole trans pride hoodie like LKGHKDGH my heart is just so.. so fucking full thinking about him. bc like yeah i know there are trans characters in anime but i feel like theyre always very ambiguous about actually being trans or not or erased or portrayed as a harmful stereotype or theyre constantly misgendered and still refered to as their assigned gender at birth and i hate it. HOWEVEr... Kaoru.. *chefs kiss* it was so amazing to see a character straight up say “yeah im trans” in such a casual yet powerful way bc i personally have never seen that before. and i love love loved how he went into his backstory and talked to momoe about gender bc i think thats what she rlly needed and that it helped her find herself and it makes me so happy oh my god,, and the way they talked about it never seemed forced or like it was the focal point of his existence yknow ?? like yeah he existed to help momoe overcome some of her trauma but he also just existed to be HIM yknow ?? also... personally, i headcanon momoe as a trans girl even though i dont remember it being explicitly stated plus the school scenes of her and stuff would seem like they suggest otherwise ??but,,, SHAWTY THE AMOUNT OF SUBTEXT and her complicated relationship w gender is... something i feel like a cis girl would not go through so harshly yknow ?? with all of the questioning and feeling detached from femininity or feeling like ppl dont see her as an actual girl and only like her as a guy or for her masculine traits,,, but dont take my word on this bc i myself am a cis girl but that was just my take on it as someone in the lgbtq+ community trying to educate myself on the transgender community :) either way,, wonder eggs portrayal of momoe and kaoru and the way that momoe becomes so passionate about expressing herself the way she wants to as a girl is just... good lord im gonna cry its so perfect,,,.so ... i just love this show way too much. i also am honestly super lost about the relationship btwn acca and ura-acca ?? bc i was gonna mention ura-acca as a canonically gay guy bc when i was watching i interpreted ep 11 as him being in love with acca and being jealous of Azusa (bc i mean,, they lived together (i swear to god there was only one bed in that apartment) and had a daughter together and def loved each other and also when Frill said they were husbands and then when ura-acca said he wasnt attracted to azusa but he was def jealous of their relationship ??) but then i saw somewhere that theyre brothers ?? which would make sense ig since they look kinda similar and accas daughter called ura-acca “uncle”.. but at the same time its ANIME SO THEY ALL LOOK SIMILAR and referring to gay couples as siblings is an EXTREMELY common euphemism soooo... IM JUST LOST HERE... but yeah i tried doing research and found different things so i cant say anything for sure >:( however,,, if they are canonically a lil fruity for each other... when frill refered to acca as ura-accas husband i imploded dude you never hear that sort of wording in anime.. but if theyre related i am so sorry. 

god this is so much longer than i planned it to be oops but i also love the theme about like.. relying on friends to help carry your weight but at the same time not becoming completely dependent on those friends and using their support to learn how to love yourself and rely on yourself yknow ?? bc that is exactly what healthy friendships look like. bc i think ai sort of had a codependency thing goin on with koito maybe ?? but now she has a whole squad of funky friends that are so so different but all struggle with different kinds of trauma and although they fight over it, they always get through it with each other together. and they push each other no matter what to be the best versions of themselves and they teach other that getting hurt is okay because theyre always gonna be there to pick up the pieces no matter what happens. they can give each other space when they need and adapt to meet each others needs but theyre always able to balance it out with their own needs and thats such a beautiful thing in friendships especially at their age like damn i wish i had that maturity when i was 14 but no all i had was depression. another thing is that through these friendships you get to see all the different sides of each girl; you get to see them being strong or a shining light to their friends when theyre hurting but you also get to see them being hurt and weak and allowing themselves to be on the receiving end of the comfort. their friendships allows them to have weaknesses but it also allows them to highlight their strengths and thrive off of each others. I LOVE FRIENDSHIP DUDE

next i wanna briefly mention some of the themes connected to suicide that ive noticed. a big one is the survivors guilt that ai feels once koito is dead. several times she screams that she wishes she couldve gone with koito and she dreams of a “perfect world” where they committed a double suicide. one of the main reasons for her troubles is that she blames herself for koitos death and feels like it should be her thats dead... but at the same time she feels like too much of a coward to do anything now that koito is gone. she just has all these complex and contradicting feelings that wear away at her in ways that ppl that havent gone through the suicide of a loved one could never imagine. a lot of the times when things like this are portrayed in media i feel like its more in a way thats meant to guilt trip those that have taken their own lives and paint suicide as this selfish sin thats unforgivable but... not only does wonder egg reject that idea and instead portray it as a heartbreaking tragedy with,,, so so many terrible reasons, but it focuses on the feelings of ai separate from koito without blaming her in any way. not once did i feel like the show antagonized koito or that ai blamed koito for doing any of this, but they simply mourned her loss and touched on ais reaction towards the event but separate from koito herself if that makes sense. and i think that discussing survivors guilt without painting koito as the bad guy is something so beautifully done in wonder egg that can really resonate with those that have lost a loved one to suicide and have struggled with these same things.

okay i think this is the last thing ill mention,,, but HOMIE THE PARALLEL UNIVERSE BIT AT THE END. I AM. OBSESSED. i am such a whore for anything about the multiverse okay n e ways...,, not only did this make a super epic trippy ending of season one and add a little bit more magical girl whimsy to the show,, but it had such a powerful message. from the perspective of og ai,, finding out that you killed yourself in another world is... i mean its definitely not a surprise but at the same time it rlly makes you think how close og ai herself couldve been to that point and what decisions led her out of that dark place in her life. if i were in her shoes i would be terrified and id cry bc the thought of going back to such a dark place and actually going through with something like that is my worst fear and probably something that ai fears too. but at the same time,,, think from the perspective of ai two !!! like yeah its true that theres this awful terrible version of ai that dies but theres also a whole version of ai that is a superhero magical girl fighting off monsters to save countless ppls lives !! and she has a badass lizard and a gang of awesome friends !!! at first i was worried that ai two would be jealous of og ai and compare herself to her and feel inferior but like.. THEYRE LITERALLY THE SAME PERSON AND CAPABLE OF THE SAME THINGS !!! and ai two realized that !! just within the span of one episode, she went from the version of ai who took her life,, to the version of ai jumping in front of a friend to take a bullet for them and save their life. and that just inspired THE SHIT OUT OF ME. i think that ai was sent another version of herself to sort of beat her own worst enemy yknow ?? those doubts and fears that shes no good or that shes that same bystander from episode one and that she hasnt changed at all. but getting to interact with her parallel self and see her grow was just what she needed to realize that while yeah sometimes the worst thing can happen and things can be terrible but on the other hand sometimes the most wonderful thing imaginable can happen because she has the power to do either. 

so im gonna go ahead and stop rambling bc i got all my thoughts out that i wanted to for this post :D but yeah lol i might make another if i feel like it sometime. long story short: this show is perfect and it is going on my favorite of all times.

[batz]

do you have any games from your childhood you still rly like? mine is yoshi story, i was too young to play it myself at the time but i would watch my brother play it. yoshi is still one of my favourite characters to this day :')

OHHHH yoshi story good... cute game..

i LOVE american mcgees alice (the first one for pc, shitty graphics and all) the soundtrack is gorgeous and itd the first and ONLY time the whole 'what if alice in wonderland was EDGY' thing was done right. mostly bc theres at least a story to it, like its whimsical spooky gothic aesthetic but its also got substance. the sequel is good too but the topics are a bit too dark for me to REALLY get into it. the first game tho... i remember playing it when i was about 7 years old? my mom knew i was rlly big into horror so she pirated the game and let me play it. its got HUGE nostalgia value fr me. also the shitty graphics are SO GOOD and the set design and enemy designs SO GOOD and again the SOUNDTRACK is GORGEOUS. i luv it...

another one is mario forever which is a bootleg/fanmadr mario game iirc, and i specifically remember it for the 'secret' level that you could access thru the menu screen. the enemies there were SPOOKY they just looked rlly weird... they wrre like... people? instead of goombas? hard 2 explain. it was super crappy game but i was Obsessed with it hehe

ANOTHER one is peace city, but its more spooky (tw for mentions of c-lts). it was an online game, like second life, where u could chat with 'innovators and creatives and world changers'. my mom made me play it as a kid bc it was super well regulated and i got to talk online with physicists n shit!!! i was REALLY into space at the time so i loved it. i got to ask science questions and these real life ppl w phds n shit would teach me (dumbing it down ofc bc i WAS like. 8). sadly this game is completely lost. the whole c-lt thing comes in later when i was trying to find out more info about it and it was heavily tied to 'ramthas school of enlightenment', which explains some of the. weirder psuedo science stuff i was being taught. the website for peace city is creepy as hell too. just seems off. i miss the game tho i loved it so much. HFJDDHD

[xythologic]

eeeeeee srry but i've been like creeping through your art tag and !!!!! you're so talented omg, i love your art so much :')) like i love how!! vibrant and colourful they are!! like they all have like, whimsical vibes or vv cozy vibes (or cozy whimsical vibes), and each artwork has like its own universe :')) like i just wanna Exist in your art (if that makes sense jasld). like you are !! rlly talented!!! and creative!!! thank you for sharing your art ajskd :')))

I was feeling down after hours of struggling with drawing a simple lineart and you really made me believe in myself a little bit, thank you so much for those kind words ♡(｡- ω -)

[psychoticwillgraham]

ok so the mark/jack alien au isn’t rlly about aliens. in this au mark is literally the universe itself personified and he comes to earth to find a missing piece of the universe in order to stop its destruction. there’s a twist at the end so i can’t spoil it but y’all can probably guess what it is lmao. it’s super cute and gonna have lots of bad space jokes and i kinda wanna explore the concept of starseeds in it so there’s research to be done. there’s a bit of angst but it ends happy i promise. it’s supposed to feel very whimsical just like the song it’s inspired by (satellite by starset) and if i can accurately write it based on my idea, it might just end up being my best fic tbh

[gaylonelydyke]

Okay, I have already forgotten the numbers but top five characters, which character do you wish was developed more and no. 20! I tried to go for non spoilery questions 😂❤️

elmer!!!!!!! thankyou for the ask!!!!!!! my day is made 🥰 i did my best to not spoil good luck

12. Top 5 _characters_

this is very hard coz all the characters are so loveable like theres so few that i dont like, and please know i wanted to put willow and jenny on this list but theres TOO MANY GOOD CHARACTERS, omg and like i didnt put buffy here but its her show and she rules it she is AMAZING, but like pretend shes on this list, too many people man

5. drusilla - shes such a whimsical fun character, i am just 💕 in love💕 thisis so uneloquent but whenever i watch i scene shes in my heart just goes 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕👉🏼👈🏼 also its so interesting to see her relationship with spike and how theyre soulless vampire but theyre IN LOVE and they take care of eachother 😩

4. oz - this man has everything! he respects women! he is gender! hes a werewolf! he shuts down the sexists! what a guy! did i mention how gender he is? seriously tho him and willow are so cute 🥺🥺😭 when i first saw his character i recognised him from scooby doo as the like sleazy villain dude who was hitting on velma and i was like 🔪🔪 get away scumbag, but i was so wrong he is my boy

3. spike - gender. need i say anymore? im going to tho i have too many thoughts! he easily has tHE best arc of the whole show, what a guy! i will not spoil coz u havent seen too far into it but man hes great. his relationship to all the characters is super funny and i love that he has the vibes of someone who thinks hes cool but hes actually a giant loser aksjdjaksjf

2. tara - tara my beloved <3 you havent met her yet so i wont say much but my sweet lesbian 😭💕 shes so kind and loving and shy and sweet, i just 🥺😭 she deserves more than what she got but its a cool arc still, i wont say anymore coz ill end up spoiling shit

1. giles - ... you knew this was coming aksjakhshs MY DAD, i have now had 3 (THREE) dreams with giles in it being a good father figure and i think that says a lot about how good he is but also my issues akdjjajs. words cannot describe the tender love i hold in my heart for him. i looove his story, how he goes from this inexperienced authority figure with this cold view on what being a watcher means, to realising wow i care about my slayer i need to protect her, holy shit shes just a child who let this happen? wish i had that Q_Q lmao. giles i am once again asking you to be my father. ok im not joking rn if i think about giles for too long i start crying as is happening right now 😅

16. Which character do you wish was developed more?

I answered this on a previous ask and talked about oz, but rn i am gonna once again talk about giles my DAD 😭 first two seasons he got really really good development, and i think he does still get more development but its a lot more background, and it makes sense considering they go off to college so hes not their librarian anymore but i do miss him having his own full arc in a season because hes my dad Q_Q his relationship with buffy is my favourite of the whole show too so i wish they had looked at that closer in later seasons, like they do! they do look at it but im just a slag for giles and i want more than what we got 😂

20. Would you want to be a vampire, demon, human, witch, watcher, or slayer?

this is p hard ngl. im caught between vampire and witch. vampires are big sexy but witches can do cool shit and also be sexy soooo im gonna say witch ���� i actually tried to get into witchcraft last year ive done a bit of tarot stuff which is rlly cool, i rlly wanna be able to levitate stuff tho like i wish i could float a pencil over or likeput a movie on without moving 😂

[mp3playergirl27]

Finally got to watching the MV for this song and Im suprised how close my own headworld amv is close to the screenplay and general theme of this vid (being whimsical and literal with the phrase' sleeping on my dreams).

But in my head, theres a bit less dancing, and also more emphasis on the ambiguity of the relationship between the two lovers rather than a breakup.

I like how much the choreography matches the sound mixing and rhythms and i like the movement of the drawings and animations edited onto the video. The colors pallet of the video was daturated and muted, not too bright to hurt my eyes abut bright enough to keep that fantasy, dreamworld effect. I also like the costuming for the dancers; everyone seemed comfortable and the colors complimented the sets. The sets were rlly simplistic but that helped to make the dancers stand out more, and also add to the void-like settings that dreams can happen in.

Overall a rlly nice video, with the occassional flashing. I liked how the song lyrics and choreo and color pallet all tied together and how the whimsy of its production contrasts with the disappointment and negativity of the lyrics. That sort of contrast reminds me of Hey Ya by Outkast. Really great stuff!

The top YT comments are sending me tho lol. This one especially 💀

Heard this while thrifting today. I love that hook. So whimsical!