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blame my inactivity to my shitty ass ''parents''
#vent#all i did today was cry#and i didnt even go to bed i just had to lay on my desk#on my chair all day and now everything fucking huirts to shit#i just wish my family was normal#i wish i dnd't have to hear about how much i fucking suck everyday#all for no reason too#i wish i was loved by anyone#if i disappear one day don't be surprised#i didnt even eat or drink anything all day#its 8 pm now
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im so tired.
#woke up at 2 am bcs my sister kept on kicking the air out of my PELVIS#THAT SHIT HURTS#DAMN#i havent slept since then :>#its 8 pm now#[𝐑𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐠𝐬]
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bahhh the suckers wip
#ferris quiddlegoose brain thoughts#jrwi#jrwi the suckening#wip#dont ask me whats going on with emizels pants i dont fucking know#i wanted to finish this today but this alone tOOK ME 8 WHOLE HOURS.#I STARTED THIS AT 5 PM. ITS NOW 1 AM.#i told myself i would go to bed before midnight. yet here we are#i know shilo and emizel are supposed to look similar. and i tried. but i wanted to go crazy with shape language and design and whatever#also shilos outfit was a nightmare to figure out. arthurs too.#also sorry to any exmormons that see this . or anyone that has mormon knowledge and is also a sucker (suckening watcher/listener)
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Another request that decided to poof in my face. I really wanted to do this one cause I am a SUCKER for height difference. One of my favorite things. Plesse, if any of you have a request that involves height difference, sned it in and I am perfectly happy and willing to do it if it is in my abilities
A/N after writing this: So, uh, somehow Cygate crept in. So, yeah, Cygate’s here too
Warnings: Male Reader, reader is referred to with male adjacent things, called ‘mech’ and/or male pronouns
Swerve with a Male Cybertronian S/O that’s much more taller than him
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Swerve loves his tall husband
Swerve honestly had no idea how you got together in the first place
He was…well, he was himself. And you were a tall, handsome, beautiful bot
And somehow he managed to pull you.
Anytime you and Swerve wanna talk, you either need to be sitting down, crouching, pick him up in your arms, or he has to crane his neck down
You both decided that you picking him up was the best option
You liked hearing him talk as you carried him around in your arms. Honeslty, it was both a wholesome and funny sight to outsiders
You had a fond smile on your face as you listened to Swerve talking, gesturing animatedly as you carried him thrugh the hallways.
You always loved hearing your dear conjunx talk while he was in your arms. It was your favorite thing to do in any cycle.
You let out a chuckle when Swerve cracked a joke, enjoying the lovely goofy grin he had.
He and Tailgate now have much more to talk about now after you got together
And that much more are their lovely conjunxes, you and Cyclonus
They both gush to each other all the time, even if you and Cyclonus are right there. Neither of you are complaining or saying anything though
They both love their tall husbands very much
#its 8 pm as i writ this#so yeah not my best and never will be but i just really wanted to write this now#before i forget it#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#swerve#swerve x reader#tf swerve#transformers x reader#x reader#x male reader#x cybertronian reader
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everyones more than welcome to send me asks about stuff* btw, i know i havent been that good in answering, but i think thats largely bc i always want to do too much, like .. drawing entire character design sheets and everything and then never having the energy or motivation for it so it sits around like all of my hundreds of wips i never finished bc i lost energy/motivation, waiting for it to come back .. which might never happen (and i still dont know how to handle compliments ,, i might never will tbh- if i havent answered a compliment its very very likely i dont know how to properly convey my gratitude- feeling like theres no amount of things i can do or say to 'pay back'? ... kinda weird if you think about it .. but i am weird so what do i know jsklfnhsdk, i promise you i treasure it)
im pretty sure not everyone that sends an ask expects a drawing or multiple and pages long text right? thats my skewed perspective isnt it?
*stuff being like .. about my ocs, about my zelda comic, about the totk rewrite project, suggestions, ideas, rants too, kind of anything though im less likely to respond to personal things (and in case theres anyone newer to tumblr, asks dont have to be literal questions, you can write in those what you want, i like them alot bc its a lil message without the chat type of commitment to it ... im even worse at keeping up responding in chats (not intentionally .. my short term memory sucks) o3o)
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i might ... have gotten some of my art spark back .... i think#i dont want to announce anything before knowing for sure#but i was able to fix the comic panel i kept getting frustrated on today so im countign that as a win#............... in case you are one of the at least 8 people who saw the oc post i wrote yesterday btw ... sorry my fear of being cringe wo#i deleted it earlier today T-T#i still feel like im making myself too vunerable talking about my ocs#like oh gods i cant write things like that .. scenes out of context that mean alot to me but are jsut werid to read for others#i fought the cringe fear for a long time but it still won#if you dont know- its nothing to worry about ... just got mad at myself for wasting an entire evening just daydreaming about ocs again-#and added a really sloppy summarized version of a scene i came up with for them that made me feel things but makes no sense-#-and has no weight written in tags like that so uuuuh thats gone now dfjkgndfjknjkd#i sometimes think i shouldnt be allowed to make posts past 10 pm but here i am writing one at .. FRICK ... 1am again#....going to bed now .. woops
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I honestly kinda hate when ppl ignore that Rouxls is evil too. Like I see some ppl sometimes wash that away which is so unfair he's an evil weird autistic ass jerk who sucks at his one job and it's beautiful and if you don't appreciate that you don't deserve him I think.
#luly talks#HE LOVES EVIL TYRANTS HE'S RESENTFUL OF HIS DUTY AS LANCER'S LESSER DAD HE CALLED RALSEI A BIMBO#i see ppl paint his as 🥺 and shy and soft and like NO HE'S A GROWN ASS MAN WHO IS A JERK and also kinda flirty to be quite honest#yeah idk what bug bit me for me to suddenly come screaming about how much i like Rouxls#but i like him. ok?#deltarune#roulxs kaard#fun fact i wrote this at 11 pm and queued it for 9 am but now its 8 nd im gona post it 🤪
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Woo! Another sketch is coming!
Thank you all who LOVED and gave me advice from the last post!!THANK YOU THANK YOU 😭
For now, have this!
#oooooooooooooo ima go to sleep now its like 8:15 pm rn....early BUT STILL nothing wrong with sleeping!#poor emmet i wonder if he will ever get his brother back :(#submas#pokemon#subway boss kudari#submas emmet#pokemon emmet
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Need to watch my favorite movie again sometime soon
#have a dvd at home but im at college rn also my new laptop doesnt have a player#ill have to see if its streaming anywhere ig#pro im gonna be so stereotypical at postgrad w this no 1 movie choice have to take advantage of it now before i become a cliche#also can whoever is blasting music rn stfu its monday night and everyone in the dorm can hear you#let me write my portuguese essay in peace in the middle of the hall bc we have no lounges#its a school night 😭😭😭#godd if i could be sleeping rn i would be ughhhhh but 400 more words to go#she said due on the 14th but technically past midnight#im assuming before class (which is at noon) we need to email it but i could play the incompetence card and say i thought it was by midnight#on the 14th... but then id have to do more tmrw...#ill try to do a bit more ig#i could never pull an all nighter honestly#not that i would for this but i just stop caring once it hits like midnight. which is bad bc i love procrastinating like 27482828 assgmts#til 7 or 8 pm#but my mom taught me to just give up and go to bed and take the F lol. not that my academic weapon ass wld ever do that but i feel the#temptation. what was i saying#SHUT UP THE MUSIC#if i have to move to the stairwell omg its so coldd there#im such a stairwell warrior (wrote all my essays there last year bc that dorm was also loud)
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Why have I been sleeping so much
#i literally took a nap today and now its 8 pm and i think im gonna go to sleep again lol#this shit is ridiculous
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sits bolt upright in bed. i need to put tim drake in a blender
#rimi talks#the ''in bed'' is a joke btw its 8:42 pm im not in bed yet. it came to me while i was stirring my tea just now#i havent put tim drake in a blender since NOVEMBER. jesus. i need to get on it ive been centrifuging kon nonstop lately#well i have a bit more kon centrifuging to do (finishing tcos). but after that maybe#what are my current wips... do i have any tim drake chambers of torment...#OH I DO I HAVE THE ONE WHERE HE GETS THE SHIT KICKED OUT OF HIM <3333 ok that one is up next after tcos
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not to flex but me getting 9 secrets and all good ends in my first playthough before I ran Miranda's route has got me feeling incredibly. <3 <3 <3 for real. thank u @resident-lover team for my life!!!!!!!!! im going to spin them ALL inside the microwave plate in my head
ALSO WAS ANYONE GOING TO TELL ME HOW WONDERFUL MISS DONNA IS. OR WAS I SUPPOSED TO LEARN ABT MY SWEET BABYGIRL GF IN HERE. im sobbing. she's so baby. i love her so much.. i need to hug and kiss her 24/7. im so emeowtional???? on par w/ miranda as best most wonderful good end routes. to me. (yes i have SO much issues and i love possessive women)
OK BUT MISS MOTHER MIRANDA. oh my god. oh my absolute fucking god. this woman is sooooooooo 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩 but what do i do? ofc i do absolutely nothing but 🤡🥰💖🫡🥰🤡✨️🫡🥰🤡💕🤡✨️💖🤡🥰🫡🫂🤡💕💕🤡🥰💕💕🥰🫡💕✨️💕💕🫡🥰🤡🫂✨️🫡💕🤡💕🤡🥰🥰🤡🥰💖💕🥰😔🥰🥰✨️🤡🥰✨️🥰💖🥰💕 @ her. sorry not sorry but i love women's wrongs. and she's also SUCH a mean little bird????? she's MY mean little bird (real) AND SHE'S MY [REDACTED] 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰. loving her NOW and ALWAYS and FOREVER
#resident lover#the entire game is soooo. <3. to me#ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU#lee plays games#resident lover spoilers#i havent slept any hours since i started playing this on my phone at 8 pm nov 15 and its now 5 pm nov 16.#am i tired? absoutely. BUT I AM SO FED. i am so blessed. my crops are watered and my skin is cleared#personal.txt#simp.txt
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It's me birthday 🎉🎂🥂
#its my birthday#today's the day#birthday#happy birthday#to me#all my moots wish me a happy birthday 🔫#/j#though it'd be nice :)#not really comfortable sgaring my age apart from the fact im like a year or two years older than dee from mf#I'm minor coded#anyway I've veen awak since like 8:00 am to now 2:21 pm :#l
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can i have one shift. just one. that doesnt end with me working until four in the morning
#and i didnt know if my senior doc would be chill w me not coming into work at 8 am the next morning (legally im allowed not to tho)#so i slept like at 5 had an alarm for 8....and snoozed it up until now and its 12 pm 😭😭#im so tired my dudes#not fandom related#delete later#burrito talks medicine#whoever says psychiatry is a chill residency choice is a LIAR
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#oh my goD could my mother stop stealing all my fucking stuff for even 1 fucking week jfc#im gonna scream#she thinks that bc she's the one paying the majority of the rent and is technically my caregiver bc im too disabled to do certain chores etc#that she is simoly entitled to everything in the apartment and can do whatever she wants#steals my food steals my drinks steals my products steals my laundry card etc#now she's stealing my clothes and pyjamas#the fuck dude#i have severe skin allergies and have very selective clothing i can wear w/o a painful reaction#and now she's just. taking that too#the same way she takes the select few foods that don't set off my issues or allergies and steals the drinks that keep my blood sugar up#and steals the unscented hypoallergenic products i have to use#it never fuckin ends this woman is so self-absorbed and arrogant i rly cannot handle it sometimes (most times)#the irony is that she's a teacher and regularly works with kindergarteners who can understand 'don't touch what isn't yours'#and gives regular lectures to her students of all ages about respecting other ppl's belongings and never assuming u can take something#gives a big ol spiel about attentive listening and boundaries and respect on a daily fuckin basis from 8 am to 8 pm for her 2 teaching job#then comes home and immediately disregards that to take everything that isnt hers / disrespect my belongings and space#and yell at me when i tell her not to / get mad at her for doing it#ma'am.#ur 5 yr olds understand this. so do ur 8 yr olds. u r 60 MF YEARS OLD WHY CAN U NOT COMPREHEND THIS#nah actually the worst part is that she *does* understand it. she simply doesn't care#she would never do this to anyone else just me. bc im disabled and a burden and she hates having me depend on her for things.#idk if its vindictive or bc she feels like i owe her for basic care and decency or if she just enjoys lashing out like a petty bitch#i stopped trying to figure it out a long time ago#all i'm fucking asking is for her to STOP STEALING MY SHIT#is that so much to beg for. is it#ugHdjddjsk#someone find me a wall i need to bash my head against it#(or maybe hers. that might be better)#ask to tag#negative
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There was a moment this morning, when in the middle of building up to a one-sided rant against all of us at the breakfast table, but concentrating specifically on David, my sister cut him off when he tried to explain why his tile saw was outside and hadn't been moved in two months, and he tried explaining that it was waterproofed for construction work and she immediately cut that off by saying "OH IM SORRY IM JUST A STUPID GIRL, IM SO STUPID AND DONT KNOW ANYTHING" and dead ass that was not what the dude was saying at all; but, frustratingly, he and none of us ever like, push back on that stuff, and it all goes to placating someone into saying that no she's right everything is what she says it is, because only SHE thinks of this stuff; Only SHE is constantly thinking six steps ahead of all of us, and she is the only one who ever is thinking about taking care of two adults and three minors; Later in the same rant it was keeping all six people in the house alive. This, because there have been chores on the whiteboard for a month that they haven't done, or David hasn't done, or I would have done if I had help but there was nobody available because they're all at derby. And it breeds resentment and contempt. Just constantly simmering there, underneath the, like, tightness in my chest, like fuck you, lady. You are the ONLY one who ever thinks of anything ever, fuck you?
But we, I, just can't say that, we have to say no, you're right, no, you're not being an asshole.
#The like#Feeling that if I was a bird Id fly so far far away is so real#But honestly where to go#Its just like#We all have to sit there looking glumly at our fried rice#one or two of us clearly in fight or flight because SHE needs to be HEARD#And nobody is LISTENING and nobody CARES but she is the ONLY ONE#Im in fight or flight right now twenty minutes later#And thinking would even a walk somewhere help#I cannot live here much longer man I need to find somewhere else this year#Even if it is a god damn refrigerator box under an overpass#Like it escalates right? It just gets worse#Because why aren't these things getting done? is it maybe that like yall commit 50 HOURS A WEEK TO DERBY#Like nobody was home to DO these whiteboard tasks at all yesterday from 8 am to 5 pm?#Ugh#I dunno#I didnt mean to write so much here I just have nowhere else to put this#Amd am trying to will my chest to stop being tight and breathe#Being constantly triggered at 9 in the morning over dumbshit is so so fun#My life#Sorry#Long tags are long#Long post nobody read
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idk i kinda wanna draw Georgia and Qiu Lin ok
lets get a base
alr alr looking cute
lets give em faces
ok lets work on georgia a bit
alr alr
im getting bored lets do the background
way too many hours later
okay lets contiue working on georgia
okay alr looking really good
its bedtime we'll work on it tmr
#our life now and forever#our life: now & forever#qiu lin#our life#our life mc#our life fanart#please its 2 am ive been working since 8 pm#ive been working on it for no fucking way#6 hours??#or im bad at math
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