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HOLY SHIT WE CAN SEE SOUNDWAVE AND SHOCKWAVE TRANSFORM IN THIS CLIP


THEYRE BOTH FLIERS LETS GOO
also theyre right beside orion and elita and not fighting. not chasing either as the waves just flew right past them. are they working together for something? are they running away from something? (ALSO WHERE IS D-16 AND BEE??? DID THEY GET SPLIT UP??) i seriously cant wait to find out omfg.
#ALT MODE REVEAL#AAAAAA I LOVE THEM SO FKING MUCH#dont mind me just dying everytime i see anything soundwave related#im tweakin here#its 1:34 am i cant do this#ignore the audio#i wouldve muted it but im lazy#transformers#transformers one#transformers one spoilers#tf one#maccadam#maccaddam#soundwave#shockwave#tf soundwave#tf shockwave#rambles
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Reposting this for shits and giggles bc I don't expect asks about this lol. But I'll answer some in the tags
Weird Questions for Writers (because writers are weird)
1. What font do you write in? Do you actually care or is that just the default setting?
2. If you had to give up your keyboard and write your stories exclusively by hand, could you do it? If you already write everything by hand, a) are you a wizard and b) pen or pencil?
3. What is your writing ritual and why is it cursed?
4. What’s a word that makes you go absolutely feral?
5. Do you have any writing superstitions? What are they and why are they 100% true?
6. What is your darkest fear about writing?
7. What is your deepest joy about writing?
8. If you had to write an entire story without either action or dialogue, which would you choose and how would it go?
9. Do you believe in ghosts? This isn’t about writing I just wanna know
10. Has a piece of writing ever “haunted” you? Has your own writing haunted you? What does that mean to you?
11. Do you believe in the old advice to “kill your darlings?” Are you a ruthless darling assassin? What happens to the darlings you murder? Do you have a darling graveyard? Do you grieve?
12. If a genie offered you three writing wishes, what would they be? Btw if you wish for more wishes the genie turns all your current WIPs into Lorem Ipsum, I don’t make the rules
13. What is a subject matter that is incredibly difficult for you write about? What is easy?
14. Do you lend your books to people? Are people scared to borrow books from you? Do you know exactly where all your “lost” books are and which specific friend from school you haven’t seen in twelve years still possesses them? Will you ever get them back?
15. Do you write in the margins of your books? Dog-ear your pages? Read in the bath? Why or why not? Do you judge people who do these things? Can we still be friends?
16. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever used as a bookmark?
17. Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won’t make it in the text.
18. Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end. Spicy addition: Questioner provides the passage.
19. Tell me a story about your writing journey. When did you start? Why did you start? Were there bumps along the way? Where are you now and where are you going?
20. If a witch offered you the choice between eternal happiness with your one true love and the ability to finally finish, perfect, and publish your dearest, darlingest, most precious WIP in exactly the way you've always imagined it — which would you choose? You can’t have both sorry, life’s a bitch
21. Could you ever quit writing? Do you ever wish you could? Why or why not?
22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?
23. Describe the physical environment in which you write. Be as detailed as possible. Tell me what’s around you as you work. Paint me a picture.
24. How much prep work do you put into your stories? What does that look like for you? Do you enjoy this part or do you just want to get on with it?
25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?
26. How do you get into your character’s head? How do you get out? Do you ever regret going in there in the first place?
27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?
28. Who is the most delightful character you’ve ever written? Why?
29. Where do you draw your inspiration? What do you do when the inspiration well runs dry?
30. Talk to me about the role dreams play in your writing life. Have you ever used material from your dreams in your writing? Have you ever written in a dream? Did you remember it when you woke up?
31. Write a short love letter to your readers.
32. What is a line from a poem/novel/fanfic etc that you return to from time and time again? How did you find it? What does it mean to you?
33. Do you practice any other art besides writing? Does that art ever tie into your writing, or is it entirely separate?
34. Thoughts on the Oxford comma, Go:
35. What’s your favorite writing rule to smash into smithereens?
36. They say to Write What You Know. Setting aside for a moment the fact that this is terrible advice...what do you Know?
37. If you were to be remembered only by the words you’ve put on the page, what would future historians think of you?
38. What is something about your writing process YOU think is Really Weird? If you are comfortable, please share. If you’re not comfortable, what do you think cats say about us?
39. What keeps you writing when you feel like giving up?
40. Please share a poem with me, I need it.
#1. default font always otherwise i cant read it. dont know why but i just cant do anything else#3. i write specifically at the worst times ever. right before i have to go to bed or right before i have to leave the house.#and then ill proceed to get mad when sometimes tells me to stop writing as if this situation is somehow their fault#sorry to my bf#lol#im gonna majorly jump LMAO#36. I write an absolute fuckton about existential dread which sounds weird but i also have a dissociative disorder. so#self discovery and identity confusion and feeling less than human are Large Themes 💀#34. oxford comma always fuck you.#29. invader zim i love you so... if i ever post more about kc here invader zim was a huge influence in that#also the show knight rider for a lot of its themes#also steven universe even tho i just started watching it#im only like eight years late okay shut up#23. omg this is funny. so i literally go into something akin to a time out corner#its a little place between my dresser and a mini fridge in the corner of my room that i will with blankets and pillows#so that i am literally squished#i also have a hatsune miku plushie that protects and watches me while i write#there are always lost pencils and pens and stuff in the blankets#and random clothes#19. i write out of spite for my mother 💖#she said nooo dont be an artist you need to be Successful 😡 and now here i am#she tried to beat art out of me so bad and my reaction every time was to go make art about it#slightly unrelated but she also hates comedians with a passion (lowkey understandable) and#i turned out to be a ventriloquist so#fuck u mom#anyways#oh hey and abiut 9#i already did write something thats jusy dialogue its a fanfic its ongoing#if you wanna read power rangers fanfic about a side character i guess it's cool 💀#my handle on ao3 is like basicallt the same as thjs one so
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#not fandom related#personal log stardate#trans stuff#tried to call that surgeon's office#due to my class schedule and their stupid office hours i can only call them tuesdays from 9 am to 11 am#or mondays while i walk to class from 8 am to 8:30 am#but i dont rly want to walk outside in public talking abt how im trans and want my tiddies chopped off#while other ppl are in proximity#so i basically only have tuesdays#due to my social anxiety its v hard to make phone calls. today i hyped myself up wrote down what i want to say so i can read it during#the call. called at abt 10 am. it went staight to voicemail to tell me im calling outside of office hours#i check the email again they sent me w their office hours. 9 am to 11 am.#i tried several times until 11 am but it always went straight to voicemail. i was foaming at the mouth#like. why. why. why. these office hours are specifically to answer the phone and make appointments. so WHY tf is no one answering the phone#i hyped myself up for nothing. i took precious time out of my day for nothing. and i will have to do so again. next week. :)#why cant they make fucking appointments via email or online. like. no one likes to call a thousand fucking times#to make appointments. NO ONE!!! so why is this still a practice.#but the anger dampens my anxiety and at least i get some exposure to combat my anxiety surrounding phone calls and making appointments ugh#i dont like it tho#also ive found a new way to flatten my chest w tape. i still have to wear baggy button ups or wear a vest or open jacket on top#but it's a nice relief from wearing a binder and it takes only 1 strip of tape per chesticle#my chest is kinda big i think i used to have a 34 C or smth? my methid might not work w bigger chest tho.#i also have v dense breasts so even when i wear a binder theres this bump on my chest basically#so what i do is i take one strip across one boob. exactly in the middle so that the booby squishes out from underneath the tape#it does Not look nice when shirtless. but w a v tight undershirt it looks good enough to walk around the house#and for outside i wear a button down and or an open vest or jacket on top#vest or jacket is also good to hide the sideboobs being squished by backback straps
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viral twitter selfie reader x rapper thanos part 4
part 1 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ part 3 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ masterlist
Thanos The Great 😈🦖🥩 2h •••
@.clubpentagon 식물이 없어졌���에도 불구하고 많은 군중
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@.clubpentagon a great crowd despite its missing flora



‧₊˚angel baby˚₊‧ @.vintagezodiacsign
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Thanos The Great 😈🦖🥩 @.ThanosWorld
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vintagezodiacsign birthday month twins !!!
12:48 pm
ThanosWorld Wow
1:32 pm
vintagezodiacsign WHAT ARE YOU DOING !? GO HAVE FUN !! DONT TEXT ME
ThanosWorld But, you're part of the fun?
vintagezodiacsign cute BUT you can message me later 😊😊😊
ThanosWorld I want to message you now
vintagezodiacsign ☹️ but your friends
ThanosWorld You're my friend too plus we're birthday month twins
vintagezodiacsign aw were besties 🤩
ThanosWorld the bestest 🤩
ThanosWorld so... what are you wearing?
vintagezodiacsign bro
ThanosWorld Sorry Sorry. I just think i'm in love
ThanosWorld (。ゝᴗ•) ᯓᡣ𐭩
vintagezodiacsign confessing your love for me so soon? I at least thought i'd get a beautiful moonlight confession smh
ThanosWorld 🌕
👫 (us)
vintagezodiacsign 🌕
🤝 (were holding hands)
ThanosWorld 🌕
🫂 (I pull you in for a hug)
ThanosWorld Hold on
ThanosWorld Important business
vintagezodiacsign have fun 🤩
2:45 pm
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꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱
૮꒰ྀི⸝⸝> . <⸝⸝꒱ྀིა



Thanos The Great 😈🦖🥩 @.ThanosWorld
Wowza
‧₊˚angel baby˚₊‧ @.vintagezodiacsign
🙄 get outta my comments
Thanos The Great 😈🦖🥩 @.ThanosWorld
Can't even be nice because of woke
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ThanosWorld So where were we?
7:34 pm
vintagezodiacsign bro what time is it for you rn?
ThanosWorld Like 5 am or something
vintagezodiacsign or something
vintagezodiacsign that's crazy early
vintagezodiacsign crazy late ?
vintagezodiacsign whatever it is don't you have that party to show off ur upcoming album ???
ThanosWorld Ohhh talking about parties I have a surprise for you, check cash app 😉
vintagezodiacsign its ur birthday why are u sending ME money ????
ThanosWorld It's my gift to myself. It's for your plane ticket and hotel and shit
vintagezodiacsign ??? for ?
ThanosWorld For you to come to my release party. For when I finally release my next album. Don't tell but I got to do a collab with BABYMETAL
vintagezodiacsign im sorry I cant take off work just to go to seoul for a release party
ThanosWorld Then I'll push it back. What you need like a month to call off? I'll push it back to the end of next month.
8:04 pm
ThanosWorld Is that enough time?
8:56 pm
ThanosWorld You don't have to come if you don't want to 😁
9:41 pm
vintagezodiacsign sorry i had to see if there was anything important happening that week
vintagezodiacsign you want me there for a week right or is it just enough for a few days ?
vintagezodiacsign can i bring my friend ? she knows korean better than me and id feel more comfortable with someone i know being a buffer
vintagezodiacsign whats the theme for the event ? what color should i go with ? is it like fancy fancy or more low key ?
vintagezodiacsign lmk how many days and what day exactly the party is and i can take off around then but only if my friend can come
ThanosWorld A full week, I'll make it for the 26th. You can choose any days but i recommend you do more days after the event so we can all spend more time together ̗ ̗ര́ ̬꤮ ̗ ̗
ThanosWorld Of course (ദ്ദി ๑>•̀๑) you can bring many friends, I can pay
ThanosWorld I have a few options for themes. What do you think about spongebob?
vintagezodiacsign You promise to pick us up at the airport?
ThanosWorld Pinky.
vintagezodiacsign good then i will help . i love spongebob 🙏🏻 but not a good theme for a release party
vintagezodiacsign how about this
vintagezodiacsign ill give you my telegram and we can text themes after you've gotten some sleep deal ?
ThanosWorld Absolutely, give me them digits
vintagezodiacsign youre goofy smh
vintagezodiacsign (123) 456-7890 :3
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Thanos goodnight 🫰🏼
y/n wait , i dont wanna save u as thanos
Thanos Su-bong
Subong And you?
y/n Y/N :)
Subong Gorgeous, just like you 😍
y/n shut up ☺️ thank you . gn . sleep tight
Subong Don't let the bed bugs bite.
#squid game#squid game x reader#thanos#thanos x reader#choi su bong#choi su bong x reader#player 230#thanos writes
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what if bridon arc but i pay attention to the times (ep 1) (at least the ones that i can notice since some look like they have something but then i cant make it out so shrug)
im really bad at dates so bear with me here. dates will be added to time when i can see it on that frame but unless stated otherwise just assume theyre following each other in order
23:10 - they hide in the darkroom
23:11 - he pauses before rushing to xiaoshi who is laying on the ground. xiaoshi takes his hand, apologies and tells him 'save them'
00:04 - lu guang is upstairs getting the photo (HE SPENT AN HOUR WITH XIAOSHIS DEAD BODY IM-)
00:05 (09-13) - he goes back in time
17:32 - he ends up back in the past (assumedly. his watch is missing but its the time on the photo)
05:29 (04-12) (it then ticks to 05:30) - bruhs sitting on his bed thinking. his eyes are still gold
05:31 - he puts his hands down
05:33 - he replies to xiaoshis text, see below (THATS AFTER TWELVE HOURS PASSED IM. i didnt think about this cause they didnt really do much time travel so i wasnt thinking of like seeing it in the present but that it happened in the past so i. om.)
08:00 - xiaoshi is in his bed looking at his phone, at lu guang's contact (google translate tells me xiaoshi tells him that they should play basketball together tomorrow)
when he stops by at the time where he probably helps them paint the building his eyes are normal colored
13:30 (06-09) - xiaoshi is there to take pictures of the main coser (lu guang) of the anime club
12:30 probably..? (next day) - they arrive at the convention
13:34 - they get the kung fu master package (the bag) and qiao ling leaves to get it
14:35 (06-10) - qiao ling exits the line after getting the collector's edition of kung fu master 7
DONT BE SHY SHOW ME THE TIME
15:54 - lu guang gets the display book and opens it
15:55 - hes flipping through it
i cant read this. google translate says it says '13:30 start shooting' so i assume when they start taking pictures at the con
'13:35 separate actions' when qiao ling left to get the game?
'14:45 lost items' assumedly around when qiao ling and miaomiao switch bags (or maybe when she realized they had switched bags?)
'15:55 found the photo' the photo in the display book of her?
15:56 - lu guang says he knows how to find her through divination
15:57 - he tells them to close their eyes, xiaoshi protests but qiao ling says to give it a try
15:59 - hes about to look through the photo
16:00 - he looks (that is 16 right?)
(looking through photo) 14:35 - qiao ling and miaomiao say goodbye and switch bags
22:52 - miaomiao flashback (how do i describe this)
(past) signing event of RanXi Chronicles at 15:00 next saturday?
16:59 (06-10 2019) - xiaoshi talks about adding his divination (if it was real) as a side gig to the studio
17:00 - lu guang says he has to leave, qiao ling tells them to hurry up. he turns back but xiaoshi grabs his wrist and brings him inside
(flashback) 14:50 - vivian getting zhou xun into investing (also same time when he gives her 100k seemingly? or he was thinking it)
7:20 (pm?) - they beg lu guang to do his magic thing (I think? the seconds hand keeps confusing me). lu guang tells them to get out as his condition
next day at 7:20-ish pm - lu guang has their phones on call and puts one in xiaoshi's breast pocket
8 pm - xiaoshi meets vivian who thinks he is zhou xun
21:46 - vivian seemingly texted the bad guy (idk name) that xiaoshi (who she thinks is zhou xun) took the bait (again im using google translate so idk)
??? - vivian says that lu guang could get hurt (as an example, if he wanted to run away if he joined them?)
whatever this time is - vivian pretends to hurt him and has him fake his death
the guys enter the room
revealed vivian betrayed the bad guys, and xiaoshi n lu guang run away
11:30 - zhou xun sees the news of vivian being a suspect (his text to her is about meeting again since he missed it yesterday)
7:20 am (probably, its bright outside) - xiaoshi tells him that he worries about lu guang disappearing. lu guang tells him he can stay in the photo studio. they do the clap that means theyre partners for life
that.. should be it?
#link click#link click bridon arc#bridon arc#qiao ling#shiguang#shiguang dailiren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi
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My thoughts on the Anthony Warlow Jekyll and Hyde Musical songs. (my thought are in scrambles, and I'm 2 drinks in and FEELING IT!) 1. Prologue (I can imagine him saying the lyrics in eerie darkness, all ominous.) 2. I Need to Know (Jekyll is a fucking Disney princess and this is his moment!!!) 3. Facade (I would be scared if the houses were all flashy and swank.) 4. Bitch, Bitch, Bitch (SHUT YALL'S TRAPS!!) 5. The Engagement Party (I'm going to maul Simon Stride.) 6. Possessed (Lisa my beloved. Nothing can make me hate you) 7. Take Me as I Am (RAAAAAAAH LISAA!! 💖) 8. Lisa Carew (Nothing will make me like you Simon Stride) 9. Board of Governors (Ladies and Gentlemen, one at a time, I cant not understand all that shit) 10. Bring on the Men (how about this.... Bring on the Frogs! They are so funny, I swear.) 11. Lucy Meets Jekyll (Lucy serves and eats here.) 12. How Can I Continue On? (Utterson is so dear to me, I'm going to tear up wallpaper) 13. This Is the Moment (Can this not be the moment… Please) 14. Transformation (Now this is the moment at 3:17. Yea fellas, It's okay to be freaky, no judgment here.) 15. Lucy Meets Hyde (Indeed you are the man, Mr. Edward Hyde) 16. Alive (I SAID IT ONCE, I SHALL SAY IT AGAIN! HEADPHONES ARE NOT ENOUGH, I NEED THIS SONG UP MY ASS!!!) 17. Streak of Madness (The madness.. Its fucking streaking) 18. His Work and Nothing More (I don't like when the boyfriends are sad :(( ) 19. Sympathy, Tenderness (I love this song, and it makes me violently sad) 20. Someone Like You (Full of magic, whimsy, and pining) 21. Mass (Magic) 22. Murder, Murder! ("I brought you frankincense." - "and I brought you Mur.. Murder") 23. Letting Go (I love their bond) 24. Reflections ("As Hyde, I care only for myself- And nothing for Jekyll!" this is simply not true, buddy) 25. In His Eyes (Seep down this song makes me feel joyus and sad at the same time and my brain cant choose what it wants to do) 26. The World Has Gone Insane (MY FAVORITE SONG!!) 27. Girls of the Night (Another song that makes me :( i wish nothing but the best for them) 28. No One Knows Who I Am (I know who you are. :(( I want to give her a hug.) 29. It's a Dangerous Game (this duet goes HARD) 30. Once upon a Dream (Lisa) (Sigh...... Jekyll when I get you.) 31. No One Must Ever Know (I'm going to hold your hand while I tell you this.) 32. A New Life (This song made my mother frown and look at me all sad like. Then I told her.) 33. Once Upon a Dream (I think you were afraid to bud) 34. Confrontation ("I'm what you face when you face in the mirror." Mood) 35. The Wedding Reception (I feel a little cartoon cloud forming over my head.)
I don't know why I did this, but AYYYYY must there be a reason!! WELP TIME TO DO SHENANIGANS!!! (sleep)
#monty rambles#jekyll and hyde#dr jekyll and mr hyde#jekyll and hyde musical#henry jekyll#edward hyde
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Shoot i forgor
DAY TWO OF LEGEND OF ZELDA ECHOES OF WISDOM
Spoilers under cut
1. I’ve completed zora rift fixing
2. THE RIVRE ZORA ARE UGLY /pos I WANT TO MICROWAVE THEM AFFECTIONATELY
3. OCEAN ZORA ARE SUPREME NOW KISS
4. Pov this water temple is so much easier than oot one…
5. Pov you just use spiked logs to do all the fighting for you-
6. Pov you get sidetracked from the side quest that you choose to do instead of the main quest and end up beating random mini bosses and fixing rifts
Its like procrastinating a project by doing homework 👍
7. LINK I WILL SAVE YOU 😭😭😭
8. Oh yeah so at this point ive beaten Ganon echo (my mind was blown), zora and gerudo rifts, saved mi padre, finished many side quests, created abomination smoothies, gotten 8 rare golden eggs (not so rare now hm.) and only died 3 times. (I think)
9. I LOVE LINK I MISS HIM SO MUCH- I WILL SAVE HIMMMMMM RAAAAAA
10. The little zora party was so cute and jabu jabu just falling out of the sky when i freed him from the rift was peak comedy. I have a weird sense of humor
11. DOHNA I LOVE YOU. I got silk pjs mwahaha.
12. I swear im not a furry… (i say in my cat-gear outfit.)
13. I shouldve saved my ruppees for the fairy upgrades 😭 i spent them on SAND SHOES THAT I DONT EVEN NEEDD- AND KNOCKBACK RESISTANT ANKLET- the jump boost one is good for when you dont want to waste energy on switching to swordsman mode- LET ZELDA JUMP HIGH 😭
14. Little zora boi rlly thought his momma was gonna feed him to the monsters.. thats brutal
15. The poor ppl are so traumatized from the rifts-
16. Haha i can see zelda getting eyebags
17. Jk i make sure to put my queen in her silk pjs and her own bed THAT COSTS THREE FREAKING TRIANGLEZ-
18. Good thing Tri is at lv6 and has 5 triangles
19. Ropes/snakes are still my most used item. Water blocks are second. Old beds are third- do not underestimate the power of bed/water bridging!!!!
20. Bro redeads are so op, i use them to stun opponents and switch to swordsman mode to attack
21. Darknuts are also so freaking op whyyy
22. Why cant i learn bosses… that would be so cool… i mean i echoed ghini lv2 but it hardly counted as a boss- i seriously just unleashed lv2carmadillos on it…
23 i was so scared that the game was gonna actually be hard but its actually the fun kind of hard. I thought itd be like a whole memory sequence and going back and forth between rooms- no. It’s jsut, press this button, beat this monster, sljmb to this side of the rolm using specific monsters or else you fall and fail and be a failure and bring dishonor to your whole bloodline. No pressure
24. I still cant get over how cute the models are
25. Zelda’s spin. She go spinnnnnyyy
26. Grilled fish looks so good i am craving it
27. HORSES ARE CALLED BY GIANT CARROTS
27. I spent this whole day playing lol
28. I need more ruppeeszz
29. I also need more sleep-
30. Omg tri’s friends look like kodamos (kodamos?) from princess monoke mixed with warawara from boy and the heron (yeah i searche dit up yet forgot kodamas- kodamas? That might just be my classmates name-)
31. GR TRITITES ARE SO ANNOYING-
32. Best way to defeat beetle mounds is with spiked log
33. Crows are silly little guys and i love it when they collect ruppess for me
34. The zols are so goofy when they drown
35. Big fat hydrozol
36. I need more outfits for zelda
WAIT THE GREAT DEKU TREE IS IN THIS GAME TOO????
pov youve been spoiled by a gif-
oh well.
I knew there were dekus but i forgot that they came from the great deku tree-
SEE YA!
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if my BPD can scream
1. I wish i could have a normal love... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane
2. sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal
3. I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow
4. I'll ask you thousands times if you really love, please don't get annoyed
5. I'll create "drama" and mishaps only to feel like I'm in home
6. i’m afraid that one day my anger will overshadow the little love i still have left for the world
7. I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.
8. I'm so tired of everytime one small argument or inconvenience breaks out I want to end it and self destruct, it's so draining.
9. I want to stop feeling anything and when i actually don't it breaks my heart but I can't cry it out.
10. "its all in your head" well duh where tf else is it gonna be??? in my fucking kidneys????
11. I am constantly between wanting people to care about me and wanting them not to so I can hurt myself without feeling guilty
12. Psychiatrist told me there is no cure for bpd and I've to change myself. Well why cant they just let me die then?
13. Until you live with bpd you'll never know what it's like to be too much and not enough at the same time.
14. i know im constantly too much for everyone but sometimes i just want to be enough for someone
15. if he will leave me, my next diagnosis will be of "sociopath"
16. im so jealous of all the people who see him and touch him and talk to him every single day it should be me me me me
17. oh I got my hair coloured. why? because I can't hurt myself anymore
18. "you're so distant" because you can't handle my abandonment issues.
19. My younger self disappoint me a lot. like why were you begging people to stay in your life? ohh no worries I know the answer
20. I wanna throw a plate against the wall, stab a knife through my hand, destroy my laptop with a hammer, smash my door in with an axe and spray graffiti all over the walls of my room
21. Why shouldn’t I be mad? Why can’t I just be angry and be allowed to feel it? Why can’t I burn everything down?
22. I have to watch my mouth every fucking second to make sure I don't destroy every relation I have coz apparently social life matters!!
23. Isnt it fucked up how he got away with every horrible thing he made me experience and I’m the one who has to live with myself feeling absolutely fucking worthless
24. I don't deserve food and love. im a horrible person.
25. this is how my eating cycle goes
feeling weak coz i haven't ate anything -> eat -> purge -> feeling guilty after purging -> eat more -> feeling guilty after eating so much -> cry coz you don't know what's happening
26. the diagnosis makes me believe I'm not insane just lil emo ig!! NOOOO YOU'RE INSANE
27. “don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years
28. if I tell you I love you its equivalent to I can kill someone for you
29. Actually upon further inspection that shit really hurt my feelings
30. I don't dive into insecurity anymore, i drown in self-loathe
31. i shut up in between group convo coz I know I'll talk invaluable shit and nobody really cares what I say until it's psychology class
32. "if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally
33. “Where do you see yourself in the future” building a cult for mentally ill people
34. ofc I've a praise kind i was ignored as a child
35. I'm much better than I was before. you know why coz I don't to air now and don't see monsters walking by side all the time
36. No I don't want to self harm anymore I need to kill that fucking monster
37. Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring
38. i don’t care i don’t care i don’t care (im going to sob my fucking eyes out)
39. “Stop making your disorder your personality” I have a fucking personality disorder for god sake
40. turning my mental illnesses into kinks and calling it the BDSM-5
41. "destroy something precious while you're in rage" ohh yeaa and then I'll do that again and again
42. what I hate most about my BPD is the fact that I have started doubting every emotion that I’ve ever felt in my life, whether it’s love, my grief through multiple traumas, or my anger, & it’s so saddening. It has actually led me to start questioning my reality.
43. if I need medication to stay alive, am I really meant to be here?
44. it's either be alone without 75% of my symptoms, or be with someone and display the most horrendous unstable awful version of myself. why do i have to choose between love & happiness or peace & stability?
45. That fucking bpd rage where everyone's voices makes you want to scream and every noise around you makes you want to sh and you're so mad you can almost feel the cuts everywhere
46. getting worked up to the point of becoming physically ill (throwing up/stomach issues etc) because you felt rejected/abandoned by your favourite person
47. i wish my trauma made me kind as everyone says but i’m becoming what i fear the most- a monster.
48. imagine getting diagnosed with a personality disorder and the only visible representation of that disorder is an animated horse man, a sociopathic sitcom character from philadelphia, and darth vader
#bpd#bpd awareness#personality disorder#borderline personality disorder#mental illness#mental health#mental instability
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Roseblings Chatfic AU Chapter 8
(TW: Implied/referenced injury, implied/referenced child abuse)
hopeless romantics
1:34 PM
elsa boi added Katherine Elizabeth to the groupchat
Katherine Elizabeth: what.
Shroom: Oh hi katherine!
elsa boi: I apologize to the groupchat for adding one of the braincells into the group but it was urgent
elsa boi: the gays were being oblivious
elsa boi: i had to act
simp for elves: fair. Anyways, i have a date with xorny i need to get to so bye
elsa boi: …YOU CANT BE DATiNG MY SIBLINg
simp for elves: but i am :3
engineer salmon: joey, please dont ever use that face ever again
engineer salmon: it feels wrong to see you use it
simp for elves: why :3
Shroom: im going to cry
Katherine Elizabeth: Nooo don't cryyyy :(
Shroom: ok I won't i dont want to make you cry :(
elsa boi: im starting to regret bringing katherine into the mix
magic bitches
2:02
tech wizard: gem gem gem gem gem gem gem gem gem gem gem
actual wizard: Shat.
actual wizard: Oh shoot no-
actual wizard: *what
blood sheep man: Shat.
actual wizard: Shushhhhhhh
tech wizard: gem do you wanna go see that one new version of the mermaid movie i hated when we were yougner
actual wizard: fWhip i have too much work to do-
tech wizard: gem, the last day of school was at least a week ago
tech wizard: what work
actual wizard: 1. Summer reading, 2. An essay competition, 3. Tutoring people in a few subjects, 4. Honing my magic skills and expanding my knowledge, 5. My actual job
tech wizard: not all of that has to be done right now. Gem. please
actual wizard: I'm sorry i cant i just
actual wizard: theres too much and its better to get it done sooner than later
tech wizard: ok thats fine
mushrooms and plants belong together because they are besties :D
2:25
Shub :D: Katherine why were you added to the simp chat?
Kath <3: Oh, scott asked me if i had a crush(which i dont) and i told him i didnt but i found this one person to be cute, and then ranted about why they were cute, and now I'm stuck in that groupchat i guess!
Kath <3: Why're you there?
Shub :D: i told him about my crush and he decided that i was a, and i quote, "useless sapphic who needs to get her shit together" and added me to the gc
Kath <3: Dang.
Kath <3: If you wouldn't mind telling me, who do you have a crush on? /nf
Shub :D: Oh i don't really want to tell, don't want it getting out to them, ya know?
Kath <3: Ok, I'll try to remember that :)/gen
Ice elf + literal plant
2:34
literal plant: Scott, you keep saying im a simp but i dont even know what a crush feels like
literal plant: so i was wondering
literal plant: What does a crush feel like? /genq
Ice elf: A simple rule i follow to make sure i really have a crush on someone is asking myself a series of questions
Ice elf: if the answer is mostly yesses, most likely a crush
Ice elf: and i assure you
Ice elf: I myself am a simp and you are showing clear signs of the gayness
literal plant: …ITS NOT MY FAULT SHE'S ALL MUSROOM-Y AND CUTE AND FUNNY AND HER VOICE SOUNDS NICE ITS ALL AESTHETIC ATTRACTION RIGHT??
Ice elf: oh no…. You're further gone than I thought….
hopeless romantics
2:40 pm
elsa boi changed Katherine Elizabeth 's name to mushroom lover
mushroom lover: scott i will murder you. Im serious.
elsa boi: chill. Everyone here is oblivious. No one'll understand it.
Shroom: I thought i was the ultimate mushroom lover D:
elsa boi: See?
engineer salmon: …I'm going to cry this is both beautiful and annoying at the same time
mushroom lover: So everyone is seriously oblivious? No one'll understand it?
polyamorous bisexual idiot: pretty much
mushroom lover: I don't know if I truly like them like that but Scott says im a simp, and they have the cutest voice, and her hair looks so fluffy, and their eyes are so, so bright and beautiful, and they have these little freckles on their button nose that I just want to bop, and she's so funny and kind and nice and I just don't want her to be sad because she doesn't deserve to be sad, and I just love how much light they bring everywhere
Shroom: Yeah, you like them. I feel a similar way about my crush.
elsa boi: Ohhhh my goshhhhhhhhhhhh-
engineer salmon: *facepalm*
Roseblings :D
3:05
Tnt deer: Gem, are you ok? You've been really distant lately, it's starting to get concerning.
Magic deer: I'm fine, just busy! Don't worry about me!
Tnt deer: Ok, sure.
fWhip set down his phone and sighed.
When fWhip was younger, Gem was strong.
And she still is. She always will be. But her strength is ebbing away, fading, and she's exhausted all the time.
She was hurting, and putting piles and piles of weight on top of herself, and bending and breaking. And fWhip didn't know what to do, she was the strong one, wasn't she?
fWhip huddled up near the wall, eyes black and blue, a small cut on his upper lip, head throbbing in pain, and a sob choked its way out of his throat. He flinched as something touched his face, expecting another blow, but instead his chin was gently cradled as soft thumbs wiped away his tears.
He opened his eyes to see a familiar freckled face littered with bruises, her usually neat orange hair messy, her eyes watering, and he threw his arms around her for comfort.
She gave him a shaky smile. "It's ok, they're done. It's fine. We can do this, we're strong." she reassured him.
"Gem, I'm scared, they were really angry this time," his voice was muffled by her clothes.
Gem hugged him closer, sniffling. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you this time…"
She murmured a simple spell under her breath, which caused some of his bruises to lighten slightly, as they started healing.
fWhip had heard crying from her bedroom later that night.
#roseblings chatfic au#roseblings#geminitay#fwhip#nature wives#empires smp season 1#empiresblr#empires smp#fanfiction#fanfic#chat fic
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REWATCHING SU:F
this will be a chain of self reblogs as i go through each episode of the.. unfortunate part of steven universe.
------EP 1------
the way peridot goes
steven universe futureee~
gives me serotonin.
2. the connie lofigirl reference made me go OH MY GOD ITS YHE REFRENCE and im here for it
3.s l u u u u u u h r p "i think YOU, should stop trying to fix everybody." hits hard
4. "AND IF I DIDN'T CARE, YOU'D STILL BE A MONSTER TOO." goes SO hard like you fucking GO king
5.okay every line from frustrated steven in that scene gives me adrenaline rushes like now i wanna beat someone up and just gurugjfigig YEAH
6."you are NOT my diamond" funny you say that, jasper. funny you say that, jasper. fragments you say that, jasper. funny you
7.the fight scene fucks so hard
-----EP 2-----
8. steven stop narrating or else fhfgbfbbt this isnt a documentary you god damn goofball i cant be that mad (not yet you gotta talk trash about rose for me to throw hands)
9. tv froze when biggs jasper flung the ferris wheel and that's the highlight of my day
10."comfortable can be good, too." based amy for the win
11. the start of stevens downward spiral: hey lets push everyone out of their comfort zone OH JEEPERS WHY IS EVERYTHING FALLING APART
11.5: DELIVERY. DELIVERY. D E L I V E R Y.
12.you should be sorry steven beach city is now on fire like california.
13. smoky quartz representation 💗💗💗
14. pink smoky quartz could beat every single villain and hero instantly. thanos? avengers? god himself? addicted
15. choose their own future, yk? choose their own future, yk? CHOOSE THEIR OWN FUTURE, YK? CH-
------EP 3------
16. oh god rose buds. ep hasnt even started and the trauma is flooding back AWAAAAYGH my poor boy steven-
17. "after everything that's happened..." I WILL FIGHT YOU AND WIN YOU WILL RESPECT YOUR GOD DAMN MOTHER YOU MOTHERFUC- *ahem* sorry. idc if future was rushed due to unfortunate uncontrollable circumstances but this still makes me furious how fucking dare y
18. greg why couldn't you just stand up for yourself. bruh got his lack of spine from smashing the diamond im sorry that's the only criticism of pink/rose i can make and not uncontrollably punch myself
19. i wanna hang out with the famethysts. forever. i wanna laze like delinquents!! holly blue get ur ass LAZING. get with the times.
20. "i cannot wait to see the look upon your face when you see their faces" the amount of trolling is a lot more than a little
21. "yes, this is the look i wished to see!" im sorry but you will die for the mistreatment of steven cutiepie forgot the rest of your long name universe he did not deserve this
22. quiet rose gave me false hope and i died. still die when i see that one
23. WHY DON'T YOU COME TO DINNER AND FIND OUT :)))))
24. "yo steve- (bass boosted vine boom)"
25. "i haven't had that many exes show up since- (bass boosted vine boom)"
26. pearl somehow having her composure is a mystery to me. i need lessons on how to not explode in that kind of situation
27. "...but thank yOU, RO- (crowdstrike update)"
28. pearl freaking out about this is making me freak out about this and i don't know what that says about me.
29. mmmMmmmMmMMMN SLUMBER PARTTy:)))))
30. "i am dead rose quartz!" thats a crit right there right to my feels
31. the squal of terror when they turn on the tape is so hilarious but also makes me scream in terror
32. yeah bro lion would get maaad.
33. motherfucking bitch ass fuck hiding the painting in the pink realm i hope you turn into a lizard and feel bad about it OH WAIT YOU DO. THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR DISRESPECTING THE LORD AND SAVIOR, ROSE QUARTZ UNIVERSE. sorry just another RRRRRAAAUGH THIS IS WHY IM MAKING THE AU I HATE STEVEN UNIVERSE FUTURE FUCKING GDOD DAMN CORPORATES RUSHING WRITERS LEADING TO BAD CONTENT AAAAA
34. funny number not putting anything here
35. oh that's why ppl ship volleypearl. i forgot the SORRY TO INTERRUPT BUT "looks like someone has still got it bad..." I DONT WANNA HEAR IT FROM YOU YOU STILL GRIEVE JUST LIKE THE REST OF anyway i forgot that blushy she had at pink pearl. i understand now
36. "im older than you:3" *restrained death stare*
37. welcome pink dia- (sudden explosion)
38. pearl stop talking down to volleyball why are you so mean GGRGRR RAAAAAAAAAA its so grating. be nice to eachother. outburst imminent
39. what.did.you.say.?
40. the pink outburst. the rage. the release. its so SATISFYING. until the pearls almost get rejuvenated of course. also megapearl is 🥰🥰🥰😳😳😳😳💗💗💗💗😚😚😚😚🥰🥰
41. megapearl in that pose just. im going to turn into rose quartz. right now. iaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAQQ?&;&5525640$@)@)"78;73(2$;);96&$0)&(72)5@3495$?,'gj
42. oksy. fine. maybe volleypwarl is a valid ship (sniffles)
ok im not making this post any longr ill continue later
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Morose/Pelle: 2, 5, 17, 28
Void: 3, 8, 20, 31, 37
Nu/Vil: 1, 14, 26, 34, 38
dnd ask meme
i got up out of bed to answer this on my pc so dedicated am i to talking about my most special boys
going under read more because its gonna be long <3 ALSO adding images of everyone to hopefully make it easier to tell whos who
Morose/Pelle
left: pelle right: morose
2. What does saving a person involve?
morose and pelle are of one mind on this, that they cant really "save" a person unless they want to be saved. so their strategy would be less about them swooping in to save the day and more about being there to help the save-ee get out of a bad situation. this is MUCH more pelles purview than moroses though, hes more of a "provide resources and encouragement without being asked" kind of guy whereas morose is more of a "im not gonna push you but im here if you want to talk about it" kind of guy.
5. What is your PC’s idle animation?
for morose itd probably be him taking out his grimoire and taking notes in it. its a grimoire first and foremost, but he also uses the margins as a scientific journal if he doesnt have one of his dedicated notebooks on hand
pelle would keep it simple, probably just doing some small turns so his sleeves swish around. or probably any other gentle motion, like rocking or swaying
(the sleeves ^)
17. What are your PCs favorite fruits (not including gay people)
each other
morose likes apples. probably has something to do with how long he was a teacher for, his students DEFO would occasionally give him apples before or after class
pelle cant pick a favorite, hes so jazzed about all of the food that mortals produce and eat and cook. he loves all food
28. When your PCs want comfort, what do they seek out?
each other
other than each other though
for morose, hed try to involve himself in his hobbies. this literally always means doing research and science and alchemy. hes been autistic about the arcane sciences for 200+ years and hes not gonna stop now
for pelle, who is very well adjusted, it usually means doing one of the hundreds of mortal hobbies he picked up in his retirement, or taking a walk and appreciating the worlds beauty, or talking to one of the zombie kids he takes care of, or meditating
generally speaking though when they need comfort both of them immediately turn to the other
Void
3. How would your PC describe themselves?
void is pretty difficult to get the gist of because their setting is so specific, but i will try my best
i dont think void knows how to describe themself. they basically just manifested into existence with full sapience and no identity. their entire character arc revolves around them trying to figure out who they are, wanting to be a person but convinced that they have no choice to be oasis (the dead god theyre the reincarnation of).
they dont even know that theyre a god yet.
since they have no sense of identity as a person, i dont think theyd try to describe themselves like one. theyd probably describe themselves as "the tear" (a rift in the sky between the material plane and a mysterious higher plane that no one has ever gone to, which is believed to be the source of all the Big Problems in the setting) or "the neverplane" (said Problem Plane). they might call themselves an etherbeing (a creature formed from the ether in the neverplane which consumes the ether of mortals on the material plane), but that wouldnt be totally accurate.
8. How decisive is your PC?
EXTREMELY indecisive. despite thinking its futile void wants nothing more than to fight their nature and just be a normal person, so any decision they have to make has to go through both their God Thoughts and then their Normal Person Thoughts. and, more often than not, these two sides are at odds with each other making it hard to decide pretty much anything. theyll freeze up if they think too long about any decision they have to make
20. What type of chocolate do they prefer?
theyve never tried eating food before. i dont think they could even if they wanted to. but if they could i think theyd like white chocolate best
31. What’s your favorite part of playing your PC?
I GET TO BE SOOO AUTISTIC. void is so autistic and i get to completely unmask and call it rp
actually though my favorite part of playing void isnt even rping as them at the table, its planning for future sessions and getting to go so deep into their psychology. the way ive set up godhood in the setting inherently poses a LOT of existential questions about the gods, and void is even more complicated because they want to fight against their godhood. theyre a lot of fun to explore mentally
37. What flower represents your PC?
so funny you ask this one for them because void is the only character of these five that has an actual in game lore related flower motif! glowing white dahlias! they spring up in significant places void has been to, they bloom out of the dust left behind by dead etherbeings, they can create them at will, etc.
Nuvia/Vilereth
(nuvia controls the left side, vilereth controls the right)
1. Does your PC believe it’s possible to save someone?
vilereth does. hes not usually inclined to do so (the only people hes tried to save is nuvia and nuvias sister elizabeth) but he thinks its possible to. he also probably thinks its a lot easier than it actually is. hes incredibly overconfident in his own abilities
nuvia is more of a tossup. i think usually he doesnt think its possible to save people (if he could have been saved then why didnt anyone save him from the cult who put a demon in his body). but if pushed hes still willing to try. but the list of people hed be willing to risk himself to save is very very short
14. How does your PC feel about white lies?
vilereth is lying all the time its his favorite thing to do. he loves to tell lies. he doesnt even do it maliciously (for the most part) he just thinks its funny. but he loves it he loooves lying
nuvia also doesnt care about lying. he doesnt go out of his way to do it the way vilereth does, but hes a very smooth liar (lots of practice) and he thinks that sometimes its just what has to be done so who cares? hes probably even a better liar than vilereth
26. How would your PC answer the trolley problem?
neither of them would flip the switch.
vilereth wouldnt see it as his problem. he wouldnt really care and he wouldnt see himself as involved in the situation unless he flips the switch, and hed rather not get involved if he can help it.
nuvia has a similar outlook. hed at least be tempted to flip the switch so only one person gets killed, but ultimately agrees that hes not involved unless he does. if he did hed see himself as responsible for one persons death, and he already has more than enough stress to deal with.
34. Is your PC an effective communicator? What is their communication style?
oh god no.
vilereth is always lying and making jokes to keep people at a safe distance. hes so averse to being vulnerable that he didnt even have a non antagonistic conversation with nuvia for 5 months after they were fused. even now that they get along (theyre gay btw) trying to get him to be open and honest is like pulling teeth
nuvia is also Not Good at communication. hes less afraid of vulnerability than vilereth is, but hes so completely conflict averse its insane. hed rather bottle up everything until he dies than have a slightly uncomfortable conversation even once.
38. How did you choose your PC’s name?
they were initially just one guy who i named vilereth from a yafnag pull. then when i made them two people i did another yafnag pull and got nuvia
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Life update
22/08/23
This past week has been better because my life is starting to fall back into place. Although its going slowly, its comforting to know that im doing better both mentally and physically.
This week i managed to prove to myself that im capable of fufilling my own promises to myself and im becoming better at self discipline. And the more i do it, the more i feel confident about myself. Real confidence. Because before i had fake confidence and by fake i mean i made myself believe i was confident but in reality i was lying to myself so that i dont have to face my own miserable reality.
Here are the things that im doing:
1. I began to workout, its been difficult at first and im not doing it concistently but its a start and i am trying my best. So far i managed to complete a whole workout which was a great accomplishment and i was proud of myself.
2. I decided to practice fasting. Im following a pattern where i eat for 12 hours and fast for 36 hours. I am following this pattern in order to get my measurements down to about 34-23/22-35. And so far i managed to complete a 36 hour fast and whilst i was fasting i realised that i dont get hungry easily and its just that i eat out of boredom.
Fasting has a lot of benefits and this is a short-term diet since i am not fat and just out of shape and during my 12 hour eating pattern i can eat anything i want. I DON’T HAVE AN EATING DISORDER and im also fasting for the other benefits such as: autophagy, cognitive performance and other amazing benefits. And i have fasted before so i know what im doing. If you want to learn more watch this video.
youtube
3. I decided to read a book a week. For a number of reasons: i want to spend less time on social media, i want to increase my knowledge, i want to widen my vocabulary, i want to speak properly because even though english is my first language, i cant speak because i keep tripping over my words and mid sentance my brain goes blank.
Other things that ive been doing:
im watching my comfort show One Tree Hill and im soo close to finishing the show which is making me sad because i dont want to finish it. The show is my absolute favourite thing in the entire world. The characters in the show are relatable in a lot of ways and this show taught me that being a teenager can be confusing but its also fun because im learning and going through a lot of change
Also the cast are soo fine
I mean…

Lucas scott (chad micheal murray) is soo fine
Anyways, back in June, i did my GCSES which if you don’t know is some standerdised exam every 15-16 year old does in the uk, and i get my results this week Thursday. And im not nervous about the actual exam results, im more worried about meeting everyone at school again and seeing my “friends” again. Which im planning on cutting them off and im really really scared about it because i hate confrontation. But im going to do it for myself and i dont want to live a lie anymore. Its exhausting. So im going to say to them that i dont want to be friends with them anymore.
I personaly am sick and tired of letting other people around me dictating my life and controlling the type of person i should be because thats my job. All my life ive been trying to please everyone and not myself. I also am a shy person (according to literally everyone around me) but i believe that im not and im sick of being “quiet” and “introverted” like i cant even set boundries or stand up for myself. WHICH IS SOOO PATHETIC. So that has to change because this type of behavior prevents me from achieving many things in my life.
And im not a little girl anymore and my parents arent always going to be with me so i need to grow up and act grown. I really hope i change and i believe that i can because this summer i went abroad for vacation and i spoke a lot of people so i can.
I really need to believe that im not who i used to be and if i want to have my desired futrure, i need to act like my desired self.
Well thats all i’ve been doing so far and im starting to like this new version of me.
Thank you, ira
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I ask you all of the questions from that one reblog. Good luck/nf/j
Omg ok this will be a while then tehehehehehehhe im not complaining though!!!! Heres the questions so u can look at the questions and the answers!
1.this one is OBVIOUS!!! A-90 and Opheebop!!! DUUUUUUUH!
2.lighter. Ive never used a match before
3.ew no!!! I don't want buggies crawling in my room while im sleeping!!!! However i have before!
4. Aaaaaa ive never really gotten into that stuff so i cant really give an answer-
5. A really dark brown!!
6. Oops i did that again???
7. Well idk ive used both and they are both work really well! however i do think scrunchies are safer for your hair, i use normal hair ties more often because scrunchies are more bulky and yeah i dont prefer that, but both are great!
8. Six. I have six.
9.NONE! COFFE IS GROSS BLEEEEEEGH!!
10. Ofc!!
11. Does drawing count?
12. Good day!!!!! I havent cried yet so-
13. Not too long ago, like an hour ago actually. I had pizza! (Incase u were wondering)
14. HELL YEAH!!!
15. Nope and i never want to be 😗
16. NoooooOoOoO-
17. Nope i have perfect vision muah
18. I DONT WANNA SAY TEHE! (Sry)
19. Yea ofc!!! But they probably wont turn out good…
20. Soda…. Ive never seen or heard anyone say pop before….
21. Plushies!!!! I have a unicorn plush my old friend (we dont talk anymore since she moved) gave me for my 7th bday!!!! Yes i remember when, yes i still have it! And its in perferct condition!!! Also there was this one kid who ig had a crush on my and he gave me a basket full of stuff for valentines day and i still have said basket-
22. I have no clue what this means? I guess sensitive?
23. Love it!!!!!
24. Eating :] (and joking abt pushing each other off probably/JOKE/JOKE/JOKE/JOKE)
25. Aaaa i use all of them but i use lotion most so ig lotion?
26. Idk what to say for this one aaaaaagh
27. Like 5 i think? Ive been getting better with my sleep time!!!!
28. Not anymore, our school last year said we could take them off, however i was SO insecure about my face (still am, but not as much as before) so i would wear it every single day. If i showed up to school without one people got surprised. I stopped wearing them this year, however.
29. Hot????
30. THE FUCKING WATER BOTTLES!!!!
31. Theres a lot, i dont wanna get into it 😵💫
32…… is that a thing? People have favorite towels??
33. Hm my school took us on a field trip to a high school so we can see animals if that counts… (i have pictures btw if u wanna see them! We saw pigs, sheep, cows and bunny! I didnt take pic of bunny tho 😢)
34. LITERALLY EVERY SIX THE MUSICAL SONG HOLY SHIT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS (the only ones i might mess up on are aywd and idnyl bc aywd is long and i dont listen to idnyl often)
35. Pst!!
36. Only once! My username used to have a 0 between the words (Candied0applez) but i changed it bc it made it sound like i candied no apples… but i was originally going to be called caramelapplez but i thought candied sounded better heheh)
37. The friend i mentioned earlier i met first day of kindergarden, her name is Alana, and this other girl Maya i met before kinder! We met eachother at a park and when we walked home we found out we were neighbors so we instantly became besties! (We still are to this day but she lives 30 mins away so i dont see her often-(
38. All…?
39. Sometimes!
40. Ice cream!!!
41. Empty. Coffee is gross
42. Hahahah yt, roblox and occasionally twitter!
43. HAND IT OVER BITCH!
44. Myself/j fucking donald trump 🤮👈🖕
45. NO ☺️
46. Oh god i dont watch any 🫢
47. | v

this actually was to the other girl i mentioned earlier! Maya! I found baby pictures of us when we were in 2nd-3rd grade and i showed her today!!!
48. Never and i dont plan on ever!
49. Never tried
50. GO AHEAD I GET SO EXCITED WHEN IM TAGGED IN SOMETHING AAAAA!
omg that took forever!!! Gosh i dont mind though!!! These were fun questions! Aaaaaaaa i enjoyed that tyty!
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BRACKET FINALLY DONE !!
bracket finally sorted , 128 characters ( out of over 500 submissions ) . i tried to make things as even as possible , but some pairings are a little lopsided because unfortunately things dont match up ideally liek that irl ^^;;

most ppl wanted to either include iconic characters or have them in an adjacent bracket . i agree that you cant have a pigtail poll and NOT include these icons , but i also agree that its not very exciting to have them in tha main race -- liek , you know theyre just gonna crush all tha little guys and make it to the end . so what we'll do is have tha eight most iconic pigtail wearers ( decided by highest number of submissions and also liek . generally popularity / we know theyre icons ) compete in their own bracket against eachother , and tha winner of THAT bracket will face off tha winner of tha main bracket in a final showdown . so basically this'll be liek what they do in real sports ( or so im told lol ) , where certain teams will get to skip some matches and move straight to tha finals
i cant zoom out far enough to take a screenshot of the bracket , it physically wont let me ( i used bracketfights dot com on desktop because it kept crashing on mobile ) . so i will put the pairings in order , going straight down the left side and then straight down the right side , in a bracket that looks like this ( ill purrobably edit this template with the names later but its almost 3 am and im dead tired , i just wanted to post tha update orz )

LEFT SIDE
RIGHT SIDE
1 asa mitaka ( chainsaw man )
2 izumo kamiki ( ao no exorcist )
3 ashley spinelli ( reccess )
4 creepie ( growing up creepie )
5 bloody eye ( bloody mary )
6 boo ( monsters inc )
7 choso ( jjk )
8 muffet ( undertale )
9 sakura hanazono ( kaichou wa maid-sama )
10 mikan sakura ( gakuen alice )
11 shizuku mizutani ( my little monster )
12 retoree ( show by rock )
13 chiyo mihama ( azumanga diaoh )
14 maka albarn ( soul eater )
15 black rock shooter ( brs )
16 lyra ( pkmn )
17 jill ( drill dozer )
18 penny ( inspector gadget )
19 elizabeth midford ( kuroshitsuji )
20 anne halford ( sugar apple fairy tale )
21 lilie ( princess tutu )
22 jess ( badanamu )
23 yaya yuki ( shugo chara )
24 sana futaba ( magia record : pmm )
25 sana kurata ( kodomo no omocha )
26 makima kirameki ( re : creators )
27 cherry cookie ( cookie run )
28 twintelle ( ARMS )
29 bubbles utonium ( ppg )
30 yokune ruko ( UTAU )
31 entrapta ( she-ra and the pop )
32 ling xiaoyu ( tekken )
33 garu ( pucca )
34 sarasa watanabe ( kageki shoujo )
35 mio naganohara ( nichijou )
36 joon yorigami ( touhou )
37 eleanor miller ( alvin and the chipmunks )
38 gosalyn mallard ( darkwing duck )
39 mallow ( pkmn )
40 love momozono ( fresh precure )
41 nadeshiko kagamihara ( yuru camp )
42 lotta zehybe ( charlie and lola )
43 gretchen grundler ( reccess )
44 angelica pickles ( rugrats )
45 pinky cooper ( pinky and pepper forever )
46 brat plutonium ( ppg )
47 dynamo ( ppg )
48 jinmay ( super robot money team hyperforce go )
49 xinyan ( genshin impact )
50 miyuki hoshizora ( smile precure )
51 hu tao ( genshin impact )
52 sal fisher ( sally face )
53 natsuki mamiya ( gogo sentai boukenger )
54 dee dee ( dexter's laboratory )
55 princess morbucks ( ppg )
56 trixie carter ( american dragon jake long )
57 popuko ( pop team epic )
58 biscuit krueger ( hunter x hunter )
59 celestia ludenberg ( dangan ronpa )
60 kagami hiiragi ( lucky star )
61 juliet starling ( lollipop chainsaw )
62 ruru amour ( hug itto! precure )
63 aki narukami ( misao )
64 rabi en rose ( di gi charat )
65 brianna dulce ( rainbow high )
66 aria blaze ( mlp : equestria girls )
67 ame-chan ( needy girl overdose )
68 aoi kanzaki ( kimetsu no yaiba )
69 sylvia christel ( no more heroes )
70 ginger breadhouse ( ever after high )
71 kohane azusawa ( project sekai )
72 bronya zaychik ( honkai impact 3rd )
73 saki tenma ( project sekai )
74 riruka dokugamine ( bleach )
75 draculara ( monster high )
76 ichigo momomiya ( tokyo mew mew )
77 ann takamaki ( persona 5 )
78 yayoi takatsuki ( THE iDOLM@STER )
79 hana makihatayama ( ojamajo doremi )
80 nina sakura ( ultra maniac )
81 rise kujikawa ( persona 4 )
82 shushang ( honkai star rail )
83 mei kusakabe ( my neighbor totoro )
84 lily hoshikawa ( zombie land saga )
85 dj cookie ( cookie run )
86 pippi longstocking ( pippi longstocking )
87 pink ( mahou shoujo magical destroyers )
88 piper pinwheeler ( robots )
89 valerie amaranth ( magical warrior diamond heart )
90 twin turbo ( uma musume : pretty derby )
91 tart ( tokyo mew mew )
92 nagisa shiota ( assassination classroom )
93 drossel von flügel ( fireball )
94 najika kazami ( kitchen princess )
95 chinatsu kuramoto ( flying witch )
96 vendetta ( making friends )
97 sorano appare ( appare-ranman! )
98 sunny madison ( rainbow high )
99 jenny wakeman ( my life as a teenage robot )
100 barbara ( genshin impact )
101 nico yazawa ( love live! )
102 ichika usami ( kirakira precure a la mode )
103 ruli ( aikatsu planet!)
104 hay lin ( w.i.t.c.h )
105 teto kasane ( UTAU )
106 marnie ( pkmn )
107 robin ( f ) ( fire emblem awakening )
108 hikaru hoshina ( star twinkle precure )
109 hilda valentine goneril ( fire emblem : three houses )
110 falulu ( pripara )
111 kagura izumi ( ressha sentai toqger )
112 nico niiyama ( kiznaiver )
113 tsunade ( naruto )
114 lucia nanami ( mermaid melody pichi pichi pitch )
115 raki kiseki ( aikatsu on parade! )
116 ranmaru kirino ( inazuma eleven go! )
117 emiru aisaki ( hug itto! precure )
118 q84 ( hello charlotte )
119 nozomi tojo ( love live! )
120 klee ( genshin impact )
121 mimi valentine ( vtube )
122 gerti giggles ( spy kids )
123 kitty cheshire ( ever after high )
124 orange blossom ( strawberry shortcake )
125 miku imamura ( denji sentai megaranger )
126 agitha ( loz : twilight princess )
127 glenda ( petite princess yucie )
128 pepper ( pinky and pepper forever )
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Promt Requests
So as a little something, I'm opening up short requests/promts/blurs, mostly for fun. So request away, please include character (mha & aot) and one or two of the saying below.
I still have the older promt lists that have been sent to me and I will start to release them inbetween fics. I work nightshifts every two weeks and I will be writing and uploading during them. Request away!
TAGLIST
MASTERLIST
List - One or two with Character/s
1. "You just don't get it, do you"
2. "You came" "You called"
3. "You dont seem to know, or care what your doing to me!"
4. "Dont even look at me right now"
5. "Did you just..."
6. "It's come to my attention that you dont know who I am."
7. "Babe... what are you doing?"
8. "No, no, no, no, no, shit, shit, shit."
9. "Its cant be that time again, can it?"
10. "Here's an idea, ow about we just forget this happened?"
11. "You mean your always like this?"
12. "So if you followed the recipe, what the hell is that?"
13. "You mean, you failed?"
14. "I love you so much, I can't breathe."
15. "I dont understand you sometimes."
16. "Just breathe okay?"
17. "Come on, its so easy."
18. "Open your eyes will you."
19. "Good Riddance."
20. "In the long scheme of things, that wasnt your worst idea."
21. "You're the one to talk."
22. "What if I dont want to lock myself to in my room?"
23. "So, what happens next?"
24. "I shouldn't want you, but i do, your my brothers best friend/my best friends litte sister!"
25. "Please dont leave me to do this on my own"
26. "Oh, dont mind me, just enjoying the view"
27. "You're naked arent you?"
28. "This is the opposite of what I told you do to"
29. "There is no shame in crying"
30. "You're bleeding arent you"
31. "Babe? Can I kill him?"
32. "Continue to defy me, I dare you"
33. "But, they SHOT YOU"
34. "Why do I feel like this is a trap"
35. "I wil muder anyone that touches you, do you understand?"
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Other Dad gamers. Where do you find the time and energy to play games?
Other Dad gamers. Where do you find the time and energy to play games? Hey guys. I hope this question is allowed. I am a 34 year old father of 2 small children (4 and 1), and although I love gaming i feel like I never have the time or energy to play anything in any proper manner. I always go around with a desire to play something, but I dont feel like I can allow myself to sit down and play games when my kids are awake, as I would rather spend my time with them in a meaningful way. The problem is that, with a job, my wife and the kids, as soon as i get off work, the kids gets home from kindergarten and I spend time with them. As soon as the kids are asleep my wife and I usually spend some time together as well (she is not a gamer) and after that, its bedtime for the adults aswell. I truly love spending time with my family and wouldnt want to miss out on that. But whenever some time arises where i actually am able to sit down and play something, i am always either too tired, or cant be bothered to begin anything as i dont know when im going to be able to continue.so i just end up watching mind numbing tv or playing stupid games on my phone. And when i actually pull myself together, its so long until I play again, (sometimes several weeks) that I have either forgotten most of the story and have to start over, and in the case of multiplayer, i always get behind the meta and are never able to actually get any good, which sucks the enjoyment out of it.How do you guys keep at it? Where do you find the time? I honestly cant even remember the last time I actually completed a game, and it bothers me, as i used to have all these great adventures in games and its something I miss a lot. Submitted February 17, 2025 at 12:02PM by Ralle1900 https://ift.tt/OYFvNty via /r/gaming
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