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i LOVE how you draw twink krakoa charles he's so...... twink...... your art is amazing
thank you so much !!!! i have a simple vision in mind whenever i draw krakoa charles next to erik, really:
it's significant he looks like a push pin next to erik it's infinitely better this way..
#xmen#xmen comics#krakoa#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#and by 'better' i mean funnier. if i cant look at charles and look at erik and go 'good christ thats a lad' i drew something wrong#the size difference is def a part of why drawing krakoa's fun i refuse to lie#like i do like drawing charles a bit. 'stockier' when it comes to tas- NOT A LOT just a lil- and other comic eras but this is Also good#its the drastic difference in shapes and silhouette ig#anyway ! tomorrows halloween thats diabolical because im gonna be busy all day but itll be fun :) <- ignore the back-to-back exams#PLUS I GET TO PLAY SHADOW GEN THAT NIGHT. i like shadow hi thats a very important fact about me#i ordered the special preorder box and it only got to my place tuesday and i only got time to go over there on weekends#gonna be the best hallloween ever ..... also i guess im getting sushi with my brother or whatever but anyways#later everyone ! please enjoy throwable charles while im gone
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the sun was in my eyes
#june is yellow again...#a doodley#i feel a bit better now that i wrote all that stuff out. but i cant tell if itll stay this way#its like it accumulated for months of relief and its all coming out now! and it wont stop#either way dont worry...i will take all future crises on the matter up with a physical journal#i just had to purge it into the void...im sorry :(#im going to sketch some comms and go to bed! ^_^ i love being alive...and i love everyone
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what draws you back to your country what draws you back to your land when i was a kid i told myself if i ever left iran i'd never go back 2 years into living in the UK i started looking at news on iran again 10 years in and i visited it for the first time again and today i heard an iranian mother talk in farsi to her child on the train to london the way my mother used to and i wanted to cry i wanted to ask her whether they're still cutting the mountaintops whether the lakes are still drying today i showed the person i was with pictures of waterfalls and palaces and forests and snow-white north something odd pulls me back with increasing force i can't ignore it ever again
#i just dont know how else to tell you everything !!! santoor from a different room the large family gathering the black tea with saffron#drank out of delicate glass and gold vessels cold marble on hot nights big stars big rivers big mountains#visible from busy tehran roads the ease of conversation tension eased by sarcasm tall tall cliffsides you drive by#rushing to put on headscarves before the head teacher comes in a rave by the base of damavand massive sun pastel purple skies#disjunct architecture trucks on road sides with fresh fruits pomegranates watermelons oranges everywhere#the smell of golpar on tangerines beautiful girls in tehran holding hands bautiful boys in kermanshah speaking kurdish the janky#cars on the verge of breakdown held together by love caspian sea lighting up in spring staying up into the morning on noruz#my friends uncle sang and played setar his son played the violin a little fear a lot of love remnants of something#grand carved into the cliffside everything feels bigger taller the landscape swallows you it smells like#illegally imported wine and orange blossoms and auntie's tahchin soaking your eyes in warm tea when youre sick#tomatoes and salt concrete and stone something mandmade and something raw new flag old resilience#the anger getting to us bruised eyes big grin all i know is the north i feel sorry my mother asks if id be okay#if they got a place in tajikistan we love each other enough dont we? when we look in the mirror we see each other. theres a love letter#across the border and it says I MISS YOU IM GLAD YOURE DOING BETTER itll never be the same im not okay with it at all there are no more#stars i miss jumping over big fires i miss our fireworks im sorry we cant be happy anymore everyone#leaves the mint and rosewater and sunlight for a reason.#it's not pride it's just generational regret
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oops, I drew them as dragons...
#my art#kirby#kirby fanart#king dedede#meta knight#bandee#dragon#A formal sorry to everyone following me through these last few months#i appreciate all of you greatly but its just been hard in my personal life and im in a huge slump of no time#one day itll be better but for now im just here in spirit#missed most of art fight because of this stuff...
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tired of cgi slander on this site
#egg thoughts#people who work in cgi need to get paid more. maybe then the cgi you see will be better#like everything it also really just depends. sometimes itll be better for certain things sometimes it wont etc.#im sleepy i dont know if i worded this right but all the cgi slander here irritates me a little its like everyone here is like 80 years old#*drops this here and runs away fast*#i also made the original image >:D hehehe
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is anyone else in here going to be sooooo so normal about okami. or is it just me
#literally the first time in like 6 years i dont watch the game awards live and they announce like 500 things i want#OKAMI 2? MORE ELDEN RINGGGGGG ?? oh and witcher as well. phewwwwww. phew#im actually going to keep my expectations Fairly Neutral as best i can bcus i did like okamiden#but i also think its difficult to try capturing the ogs charm. not even necessarily artwise just Vibes#but maybe without issun 2 itll be better actually. wow <3#anyway everyone stream kushinadas ride and the sun rises. NOW!#personal.txt
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i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed
#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant#its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things#we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt?#i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an#me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could#feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly#accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore#what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back#with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other??#why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used#to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this??#i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting#for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our#bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us??#im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70#yapping#vent
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I can imagine the first cycle after moving. Probably Leo because Donnie likely has internal scarring, so leo goes through the process of laying his eggs, panics, his brother can't help, and finally, *finally* they ask for help. It's not willingly. It's not for fun. It's purely necessity. It's purely because there's *literally noone else* and the idea of telling anyone at all is so scary that the way they do so is in a note. Splinter sits them down and basically walks them through "You're safe, you're fine. We can handle this however you feel most comfortable, including getting you both on blockers if you prefer" and they just.... sigh. For the first time, there's *someone else* in their circle, and it's willing and it's warm, and it's *safe*. There will be tears.
Yes, except I'm not convinced that either of them could stand to tell anyone. Even if it was literally life or death (which it has been before,) I'm not sure if either of them could bear to give up that information. Donnie is finally, finally away from the people who hurt him when he got found out last time, and even though logically, he knows that it's different here, he's absolutely petrified of the thought that the same thing will happen again and it won't be over anymore. He's still horrified by the idea of anyone else knowing about Leo when he's gone to such lengths for so long to protect him, and Leo is likewise terrified in the same way. They've spent years with this being their more closely guarded secret, and that's going to be really difficult to give up.
But it's really not a secret they'll be able to keep for long.
They're in a completely different environment, with far less space and privacy. They're both stressed as hell and Donnie WAS on birth control and taking all sorts of vitamins and supplements to make sure he didn't eggbind again and now he's suddenly not and it's not only messing with his body, it's fucking scary. It literally keeps them both up at night. Neither of them know how to wash blood out of clothes or sheets. There's no private en suite bathroom they can sequester themselves away in. They're both literally making themselves sick with anxiety trying to deal with this, and they're used to handling this on their own, this is routine for them, but they're not used to all of this.
They'd probably metaphorically limp through a few cycles before their family puts it together and gently confronts them.
Venus probably figures it out first. She's pretty smart, and incredibly observant, and after all-- she quite literally experiences the exact same thing. April may not lay eggs, but I think she'd be able to get the idea after a bit as well. And while I think Splinter would realize something was wrong pretty quickly, Draxum would probably realize what was wrong first. Splinter has April, so he has a little bit of experience in this realm, but Draxum has Venus and so he has far more experience.
And so when they do sit them down and talk with them, it's going to be really scary at first. And then they get to, "you're safe, you're fine, we can handle this however you feel the most comfortable. It will be okay. No one will hurt you."
And then there's finally other people in the know, in the circle, people who will actually help them. And yes-- there will definitely be tears.
#leo in particular will probably panic at least a little when theyre confronted#because its been what? almost four years?#almost FOUR YEARS of him keeping this a secret at any cost#almost four years with no one else in the universe aside from his twin knowing#and now the spell is broken#but its okay#and they might panic and cry for a little but then they calm down and its... actually ok. things will actually be okay#april will take to big-sistering them so hard#and lowkey just? having venus exist in the household will be incredibly helpful#(she was honestly so baffled that everyone else didnt realize what was going on right away. it wasnt obvious????)#mikey tries to spoil them the same way he tries to spoil venus whenever she feels nasty#(but has to adjust a bit to respect boundaries because. donnie will bite him...)#likewise raph tries to take care of them the same way he'd take care of casey#(ie by leaving offerings at their doors and staying the fuck out of their way. just overall letting them do or have whatever they want)#their family will take care of them and keep them safe and things will get better#its honestly a huge relief when they get caught in some ways because leo can finally be like#and donnie got really sick one time and almost died and im scared itll happen again PLZ can we make sure it doesnt happen again#donnie in the background like >:0000 that leo just fucking OUTTED HIM LIKE THAT#but to leo 1000% worth it if it means donnie wont get sick and die#(as if donnie is actually realistically at any more significant risk of that than leo is)#(quite frankly theyre BOTH at risk of it at the time because of how stressed they are. lowkey a miracle neither of them eggbound yet smh)#also donnie def has internal scarring lmao;;;; poor bab. makes it a bit rough...#menstruation#tw menstruation#cw menstruation#gemini au#asks#anon#csa implied#cw csa implied
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batman #105
#this is basically what happened right#sorry i just think itll be funny if everyone hates khoa for forever and ever amen.#no dads boyfriend or shitty uncle arc or batfam moment. drag his ass and let khoa knock them all out except for cass#<- only because theyre better. hashtag feminism <3#c: batman | i: 105#posts from the crypt#shit in the crypt
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man people are gonna be so glad when im gone lol
#rabbit.neg#im just like S*****. itll be a huge relief for everyone when i finally disappear#just like it was when he left bc he got called out for being a mean selfish jerk. the whole group relaxed for the first time in months#im just as selfish as he is. im just as mean. im just as pathetic#god the whole world will be so much better off whenever i end up taking myself out#idk when thatll be but fuck man im so sick of being this
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i get why ppl cosplay so much from fire emblem
#a lot of these clothes and armor look doable and regognizable#it's clear how everyone's clothes work and while there are patterns they're not very complex#ok subaki is wearing some fuckass armor#im not very far into the game yet#but mmm... i wonder if ill find a character who rlly speaks to me....#i like corrin's armor of it weren't for those. what i like to call dragon age elf boots#aka bare feet with just a strap underneath#also i think corrin would b doable with my face#also i think setsuna is my fave so far#if i was still a twink i would fucking kill a hayato cosplay alas i got hotter#nothing against twinks i love them but me personally i look better being man sized#ive lost the plot#oh my fucking god speaking of cosplays. i have not remembered to keep working on eiji....#uh oh will i even finish him in. a bit over 3 weeks#i migjt bc i decided im not making his fuckass pants#the wig is easy to style#i have the beanie#the jacket has its pieces cut but not sewn#the patcjes have not been started#i havent found shades for him#hmmm...#also i need to modify my firekeeper a bit too...#ah well itll b fine#leevi talks
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Man luck is not quite my friend this month 😭
This is the second time I've gotten sick and my food stamps won't be coming in this month bc they haven't finished processing my renewal paperwork 😭
I'll be making a post with my crochet things I have available soon but in the mean time if anyone would like to help a tired festive bean get some food and self care stuff for the holidays I would hella appreciate anything!
$importantimp is my cashapp but absolutely no worries, just if anyone has any extra!
#ngl i was a little bit hoping for some gift cards for christmas but that didnt happen and thats okay!!#just more things to figure out but itll be okay#ik everything is tight this year for everyone#of all the months for it to not go through though like 😕#just means next year will be better#but yeah ramble over#i did get some kitkats and a cute lil mushroom LED lamp!!
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john disagreeing with in his words "copying and pasting the origin story from the books into the games effectively spoiling everything about it" in his new video is so fucking based he is so real
#like yeah. i dont blame you john for making theories about the gameverse being different than the book#this is boring asf lmaoo#and he added on the '2 years before the game' for good measure like. yeah#no wonder im not interesting in Sotm. i can just go read everything itll show me in the books or watch a summary#literally sucks theyre going down this route#pandas.txt#discourse#pre sotm#so glad the fnaf fanbase has a theorist like john like#he literally is so needed in this content farm 'theorists' hell#no wonder the only people ive seen excited or looking forward to somt are#literal casual fans who wouldnt know book lore or the diehard mimic and tftp fans who know every inch of its lore#which i know the point is so the casual fans who dont know can know#but like then. literally what was the point of writing this shit in a book.#they could have just made a game about its origin and it would be new for everyone#but now they wrote a book telling everyone a character and its backstory existed before it even showed up#spoiling ruin instantly#and now its spoiling whats supposed to be its origin story by. writing its origin story years prior#surely to god there could have been a much better way to handle this
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these exams are killing me man and they haven't even started yet.
#petrichor's thoughts#petrichor rambles#petri vents#petri 🦠#mental health#burnout#school#tw anxiety#severe anxiety#think about how stressed you get about exams and then multiply thst by like 1000000000000000000#thats how badly stressed i get#my insomnia gets so much worse as well#and i just kind of shut down#everyone tells me itll be fine and ill get good grades#and then my friends who get lower grades compare themselves to me#and its like#my grades are only high because ive stressed so much and revised to the point where i physically cant anymore#i had to teach myself how to remember things better because otherwise if my motivation levels get lower im basically fvcked#also why tf would you compare yourself to me#you know who you are#its not fair just because my grades are high#you dont know how hard i worked to get here#and how difficult it was#and how i suffer every day because of it#i cant with school anymore man#the people and the stress and the teachers and the everything is just too much
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#yakuza 3#katase#hisho#masu im stealing your tag for her LOL itll save me the stroke. plus hisho works as a name donnit fuck it we take what we can get#tbh when i looked her up in the files- or mine anyway- it was 'hisyo' which. dont think thats a word <3 ANYWAY#snap sketches#click for better quality or scream and die#>says i wont draw them again >makes references to draw them again#my in-game-models ref sheets for them is so messy we gotta work with what we got its FINE#what a way to cool down after Church <3#normally i wouldve had the katase/hisho models together but i wanna.... show off the height difference i made up about them </3#i had fun tho... you cant see it due to. CLOTHING. but i wanted katase to be boxier since everyone built like damn CARGO in y3#didnt really have much thought with hisho. aside from the fact she's like ~5'2 without heels#yeah no in my dome i've decided With Heels katase's 5'9 while hisho's 5'4 that's just what my eyes figured out#anyway. i dont have any more time for girls this week i got comms </3 just wanted to doodle somethin quick for meself this morn..#ok bye ima go work so i have more time to draw nonsense !!!!!!!#i need to stop. liking this game series it keeps giving me things to wanna draw and distracting me from projects And Everything Else#BYE
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One day you will reach a point where someone will misgender you and instead of feeling the jab of disappointment or fear or mockery, you will only feel confusion or bewilderment or even just...nothing, whether you correct them or not. And you will realize how far you've come, and how resilient you've grown, how much comfortable you are in your own skin.
#spitblaze says things#i complain too much about transgender stuff. lets get some positivity going#anyway yadda yadda usual disclaimer. i cannot speak to everyones experiences or lives. im not psychic i dont know ur circumstances#i just know that reaching the point of some terf misgendering you to get a rise out of you will one day be less dehumanizing#and more like. annoying or pathetic#yeah thats great i will never be a man uh huh sure. u got any better material i dont have all day#or like someone will just...casually misgender you. you will be in the street and someone will 'sir' or 'maam' you wrong#and instead of stressing about what made them clock you you'll just be like 'what'#and if ur still in thr place where ur not sure if you will EVER be in a spot where itll be either chill or confusing#remember. cis people get misgendered too#men with long hair will get ma'amed. women with broad shoulders will get sir'd.#there are individual pieces of clothing that will make people gender you a certain way and you will not know why#ultimately there are a million things that could cause someone to clock you or anyone else incorrectly and its 1000000% subjective
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