#itevent

[fatickono]

me when i try and ignore a hyperfixation i’ve had for 2.5 years … and it doesnt work!!!!! who could’ve expected that ………….

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[smaradog]

i have like 0 followers so i can post whatever thefuck i want an d no one can complain about itever im livin the life livin the grind

[gayspock]

ehrm

i need toshut up i need to be the shut up machine what am i doing except blah blah blahing all the fucking time. my whatever moment . just fucking cant keep myself together & every time i just. try to do fucking anythingi fucking regret it with everything right after. itslike

its like sooo fun & easy to be like yep everything is doomed everything is going to blowup in my face butno right thats not it its just . theresnothing that matters and soeverything is just fucking completely net neutral except for the fewtimes the bad shitdoes acrtually happen and then thats the only fucking significant thing that ever happens to me and sowhat is the difference between that and theother rightlike

again the fucking. just go out there just get out the house i want to cryi really fucking do try to go out and feel better feel less alone its such a minor fucking thing that takes so much fucking bullshit energy to do and its humiliating and . even then every single fucking time i feel so much worse . fucking being walked into by everyone like im invisible, people screaming at me in the bus station, random kids being fucking assholes and THEN getting my shit stolen and the embarrassing part of it being now ihave to fork out all the cash to replace my watch that i started to really depend on a lot and yeah dude this always fucking happensssssss. it feels likei spend fucking weeks fuckingfeeling like nothing barely fucking functioning, then go out and yup its either this shit or something else . like i didnt even gointo the city since last time when that dude started fucking hounding me all the time and iliterally had to stop goinginto the office afterwards for a bit cuz fuck that shit. and it never . its like im not expecitng somefuckng miracle but its not like im even relaxed afterwards when nothing happens its jsut anothing fucking happens when you do try to get out, just fuckingzone out and come home and at the end of the day just start crying again. and like somefuckijg saccharine sickening fucking voice comes to taunt me like "haha, at least you tried!" as if itever fucking matters in the end it never fucking matters in the end and it shouldnt be this fuckinghard to try and go outside and i feel so trapped and itslike

again some fuckingedgelord about how the world is cruel + everyone is assholes > something something response about how i dont believe that, but itreally doesnt feel like theres evergoing tobe a tangible difference when you'realone and the only fucking interaction you ever get and the only time youre ever noticed or ever fucking real is in horrible fucking situayions. haha this world sucks but at least we have each other right . in the empty room remembering its never goingto mean anything and i fucking want to die so badly iseriously fucking havent felt like ive ever meant it more than i have these past few fucking months imean it i fucking swear to fucking goddd idgaf idgaf idgaf whateverrrr spin around with me everything just fucking i dont CARE or it jsut upsets meand i cant fucking find anything in me to fucking give a shit i fucking dont i felt like i at least onepoint nearly gave a fucking shit but its jsut so fucking hopeless and useless and lonely and i cant do it any more i dont want to try any morebecause it never means anything it never does anything fuck ME bro

[becoming-not-became]

Closed

It’s gone filled in updated and not supported like woundsonce gaping now closed barely a mark ofwhere itever was this happens after thatafter all

[newestmusic]

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[fresatechnologies]

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[encoding-the-hellsite]

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FUCK !

THE FUCKING WAUCE FELL IN THE GOD DAMN SAUCE AGAIN !!!

[kkempin]

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[loadsofcats]

The people at Bubble really like having couples that are equally terrifying - Yana and Balor, mixing and merging and intertwining to the point of no return, Pes and Koroleva being monstruous together, Sergey having the Bird and Oleg willing to make the world burn for them.

[jess--posting]

whwhuh .... will itever. go back??

.... ccherry.? whodid you bring here . i kknow amalgam but whosthat pink thang

-@jess--posting (-hope 💮)

Oh, uh… I’m not, really sure myself but, they’re a friend of Amalgam’s, and I wasn’t just gonna let them drown too, y’know? Plus if they’re Amalgam’s friend, then I trust them at least a little!

[wanderingpages]

Omg sø Cardan sucks on toes,.,,. Confirmed??👀😳

Omg... why your o like that,,??

Lol 👀 if ya legs in the air and he not suckin them itty bitty litte piggies..,.then I don’t want it😤💯👏🏼

[eggceereal]

:(( my etsy order keeps getting lost in the mail?

[gayspock]

ok this is an unserious lol moment

list ofinsane platitudes that make me want to bash someones skull in is like . 20 billion lines long it includes all of them. but the "you'll be fine because you always have been." <- so help me godif any of thishas been fine at any point i have to end it now before it gets serious i seriously do . "fine" issuch a fucking demented thing to think of it as when it never is fine. its like everythingis bad and horrible ntil you exhaust yourself, and even then its just a case of. oh its too embarrassing now tokeep at it so you have to pretend not to care. because nothing gets better nothing replaces it theres no moving on ever liekthats why iminsane its just fucking no matter what you do youre stuck forever in the fucking dogshit . like oh youve always been fineyouve always survived somethingsomething the insane regret of that. every day

or like also . anyof them about how "wow you'vehad thestrength to get this far" i want to rip you apart so badly right now likei dont fucking get it im never going to get it isit just autism or what is it i'll never understand the need to try and make shit up like that. or assume shit. like whatstrength. this shit isnt fucking anything its just coasting and barely making it by and its s fucking patronising and why would itever make anyone feel any better. and just in general with response to these whyyyy do you have to pretend to like it to make people feel better. why is it always just in service of them. am i a crazy paranoid cynical bitch . it feelslike half the time people are just lookingfor their own validation and i think thats it sometimes liek i feellike im nuts and its so insincere and im jsut a point to prove to people. etc. etc. meanwhile ti feels like the knifes being twisted and im never being listened to just mocked with the most clinical horseshit ever am i just a bad person i think this can often be the case . i try my niciest to not be a bitter little bitch but whenhas it done anything in either direction . idgaf wars

[becoming-not-became]

Thunder

It isn’t grandthis this isn’t nor was itever or even meant to be quiet surely for such things arebut it’s inthe very nature of silence do we hear the loudest of thunder heralding the strongest change out there on the horizon