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me when i try and ignore a hyperfixation i’ve had for 2.5 years … and it doesnt work!!!!! who could’ve expected that ………….
#dies. also VENTING AHEAD sorry i ended up venting in tags. SO YEA VENTING TW BE WARNED!!!#yk what i’ll say it. its the#fucking d s m p#im spelling it that way so hopefully this wont show up in the tag. if it does sorry to ppl who got here from it#but.#i WANT to be over it i want to not like it anhmore#bc it does not help my moral ocd one fucking bit#why does it not help my moral ocd u may ask?#bc it is very controversial and has many ppl in it that are legitimately bad ppl and *points at ppl saying if u like d s m p youre a bad pe#and like . That doesnt help my moral ocd (which is obsessed with being a good person at all times and if im not then i am evil)#my hyperfixations are part of me and i cant just rip them out#its lik a tree grew its way in me and now if you rip it out i die#weird analogy but i dont really care#if one of my followers decides to unfollow me bc of liking d s m p. i understand#and f jfjemenfm why couldnt my brain latch onto like .#her mit craft#or somethjng#????#i wouldnt feel guilty ofer liking that#well . maybe i would but probably less idk#and i feel guilty interacting with any fan content of the d s m p#even just liking a post related to it makes me feel bad#and like ejrkfjfj this#i just wish i didnt like itever in the first place#idek how i got into it#but i did#aughcjekdjd#sorry for venting but . yea. i didnt intend for it to be one but apparently my brain wanted that. so#also dont expect me to go posting d s m p content after this cus.. im not#i purposefky never talk about it because if i do the demons (my ocd) will end me for it☺️☺️☺️☺️
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thank god im lazy
#this update seems to suck#tumblr asked me to updatw abd then i didnt do it and now i will not do itever
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i have like 0 followers so i can post whatever thefuck i want an d no one can complain about itever im livin the life livin the grind
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Closed
It’s gone filled in updated and not supported like woundsonce gaping now closed barely a mark ofwhere itever was this happens after thatafter all
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ok this is an unserious lol moment
list ofinsane platitudes that make me want to bash someones skull in is like . 20 billion lines long it includes all of them. but the "you'll be fine because you always have been." <- so help me godif any of thishas been fine at any point i have to end it now before it gets serious i seriously do . "fine" issuch a fucking demented thing to think of it as when it never is fine. its like everythingis bad and horrible ntil you exhaust yourself, and even then its just a case of. oh its too embarrassing now tokeep at it so you have to pretend not to care. because nothing gets better nothing replaces it theres no moving on ever liekthats why iminsane its just fucking no matter what you do youre stuck forever in the fucking dogshit . like oh youve always been fineyouve always survived somethingsomething the insane regret of that. every day
or like also . anyof them about how "wow you'vehad thestrength to get this far" i want to rip you apart so badly right now likei dont fucking get it im never going to get it isit just autism or what is it i'll never understand the need to try and make shit up like that. or assume shit. like whatstrength. this shit isnt fucking anything its just coasting and barely making it by and its s fucking patronising and why would itever make anyone feel any better. and just in general with response to these whyyyy do you have to pretend to like it to make people feel better. why is it always just in service of them. am i a crazy paranoid cynical bitch . it feelslike half the time people are just lookingfor their own validation and i think thats it sometimes liek i feellike im nuts and its so insincere and im jsut a point to prove to people. etc. etc. meanwhile ti feels like the knifes being twisted and im never being listened to just mocked with the most clinical horseshit ever am i just a bad person i think this can often be the case . i try my niciest to not be a bitter little bitch but whenhas it done anything in either direction . idgaf wars
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These gadgets will take you to a new world of gaming from your bed - Metro.co.uk
These gadgets will take you to a new world of gaming from your bed – Metro.co.uk
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will itever get better
#i'm too exhausted to exist . is this just it. is this all it will ever be . i don't want this#i'm so sad and bpd is the worst disorder to ever fucking have to the people who can handle all this you're literally tbe strongest#perosn alive because . i can't even do anytjing anymore
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THE FUCKING WAUCE FELL IN THE GOD DAMN SAUCE AGAIN !!!
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Czy da się całkowicie uniknąć błędów podczas programowania? 🤔 Każdy kto chociaż trochę czasu poświęcił na pisanie oprogramowania wie, że to niemo��liwe. Są jednak pewne zasady, techniki i podejścia, które pozwalają zminimalizować ilość błędów. 👉 Więcej na ten temat odpowiem podczas mojego wystąpienia na 16. Studenckim Festiwalu Informatycznym organizowanym przez @sfikrakow już 15 kwietnia o godzinie 12:00. #prelegent #speaker #it #conference #sfikrakow #informatyka #softdev #softdevelopment #krakow #itevent https://www.instagram.com/p/CNPiS8TghcY/?igshid=i2h8p6tpwxug
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The people at Bubble really like having couples that are equally terrifying - Yana and Balor, mixing and merging and intertwining to the point of no return, Pes and Koroleva being monstruous together, Sergey having the Bird and Oleg willing to make the world burn for them.
#I appreciate that Koroleva is allowed to be hideous sometimes#thats’ good for your health you need sometimes actually to be an eldritch horror to feel better#she’s kinda like Jane Prentiss in some ways but she orchestrates rot#she rules over it and Corruption while J Prentiss was ruled *by* it#although I do like them both and they are as far as i saw slowla being consumed by itever and always#Koroleva *is* to be precise the “Queen of Rot”#and Pes is for clarification “Black Hound”#also what I’m so fond of is that at first Balor was a nightmare#and later it was Yana who became in some ways worse than him#and by the time she was oh so awful you don’t know who is who anymore#they merged and mixed and blurred those lines just so they would separate just and only just to protect each other#i am not okay rn#lots of emotions in me#yana/balor#bayana#Yana#Balor#demonslayer#pes/hound#pes/black hound#koroleva/queen of rot#sergey razumovsky#oleg volkov#plague doctor#bubble comics#also rant in tags#kinda rant but not really
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whwhuh .... will itever. go back??
.... ccherry.? whodid you bring here . i kknow amalgam but whosthat pink thang
-@jess--posting (-hope 💮)
Oh, uh… I’m not, really sure myself but, they’re a friend of Amalgam’s, and I wasn’t just gonna let them drown too, y’know? Plus if they’re Amalgam’s friend, then I trust them at least a little!
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Thunder
It isn’t grandthis this isn’t nor was itever or even meant to be quiet surely for such things arebut it’s inthe very nature of silence do we hear the loudest of thunder heralding the strongest change out there on the horizon
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