#it's such a pain to endure here
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u-know-too-much · 2 years ago
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Just an opinion. Although our school is famous for being a powerhouse for really smart and talented kids, I feel like it relies on the raw talent of the student rather than genuinely nurturing them or at least it's very selective with those it wants to nurture (which are usually the already exceptional kids). Which in turn is what makes it famous and gives it its reputation, and gets parents to enroll their talented kids in. It's not apparent bc well, sometimes, the only thing we qanna do is get the tf outta here lmao.
Rarely does it have qualified teachers that specialise in that particular subject, they just get who they can and teach to get it over with, training for comps are rarely formal, we have to sustain and improve ourselves on our own for said comps, then they get to claim all the credit "school that houses great future writers" or some shit. And then they give us the obviojs excuse of letting us be "independent" bc it "prepares us for college", how about let's do simulations first before the actual thing.
I also got one failed grade and one low grade bc of minor subjects. Now they're going to ruin my average. How am I supposed to compete to bigger, smarter students.
It's so tiring, I'm wasting so much time, I'm slowly burning out.
Our school can go burn down, with all my horrid classmates in it. Whatever prowess and prestige it had when I first enrolled here is nothing but rubble now that I'm almost leaving. Now go and watch them improve this trainwreck of a place after we leave :)
#the treatment of us and tvl vs abm and stem is just wow#the knowledge and teachings we get...i can get this from a google search i dont see what's so specialised ab it#and our section is mixed in with those who are lagging behind in hopes of us helping them are we babysitters??#i regret choosing humss or my school#it's such a pain to endure here#i get good grades but haha it could be better#im not really learning anything#i just know instead of these two years of k-12 helping me it's going to stump me when i get to college#haha how am i supposed to catch up to everybody else#i know neither the school or our adviser or half of our teachers give a shit#but lol this is the only chance i'll get to end my suffering pls give me better education...#also holy fuck our room is a literal sandstorm#stem gets the avr??#abm gets to keep their pristine room??#and when i vent ab it. everyone just talks ab how better they've got it sure?? is that supposed to make me feel better??#thanks for invalidating me ig there is no upside to this#ive been trying my hardest to endure and pretend like any of these minor inconveniences compounding together is okay to me.#when i complain ab grades like i just wanna get the highest like i think i dsserve from the effort i gave#im not undermining the one i got no way is it something to frown on but dont you think they can still give and compensate us thru this#from all the stupid shit we had to sit with#studying here is painful#i had to do this now every day#im honestlh considering if i should start skipping classes
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kelin-is-writing · 5 months ago
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Sorry, but I can’t stop think about this right here…
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riftdancing · 3 months ago
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FFXIV Write
I plan to do these prompts. I'm going to do the write this year.
But please understand I'm going to do it in my own time. My life currently has been nothing but pain and doctors appointments.
When I feel well enough I'm going to put my whole heart into this challenge.
This is going to be the year I don't let this one slip by.
I just have to be more physically well first.
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itspileofgoodthings · 11 months ago
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is everything terrible or is it just the damp of the first spring rain
#no but really. I adore this moment so much#because it’s eowyn’s whole problem and the problem of her circumstances in microcosm#she is alone and cold. the city has fallen silent. there’s no one there. there’s no one to balance out her view#there’s no one to stand next to her and see things for what they are#yes—painful dark difficult#but also. sometimes just in process#sometimes just hidden in shadow#sometimes just the curve of the valley#sometimes just the damp of the first spring rain!!!!!!!!!!!#you can’t see that truth on your own and if you try to be positive you tip into delusion#you can’t achieve balance on your own. and so just.#him stepping up to stand next to her. his hand going into hers. saying I do not believe this darkness will endure#it just rights the ship of her soul in a way that hasn’t happened yet#because no one has ever stood beside her#or maybe it’s a part of the righting of her soul—Theoden and Eomer both have their moments where they draw near her and around her#in a way they didn’t (couldn’t? didn’t?) before#but then he’s just the last piece. someone from outside. someone who sees her with such clear eyes. who loves her with such a hopeful heart#and all of her angst just washes away#sorry I’m just having a breakdown over here#Eowyn’s story kills me. I think about it all the time. I think about her isolation and her innocence and her bravery and her vulnerability#and her unsteadiness and her desire for glory and how pure and bright and vivid like flame she is and Faramir just being there to catch her#and let her be who she actually is. I JUST———#lotr liveblogging
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thebirdandhersong · 5 months ago
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Boy I sure hope that joy cometh in the morning
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storywestistrash · 4 months ago
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HI STORY !
Storming here. I am psychically sending you a bouquet of your FAVORITE flowers.
<3 cab
HELLO CAB!!
wish it was storming here too........ im a massive fan of summer storms (so dangerous so pretty) but we had like maybe 2 of these this year. shame shame. in exchange for the mental image of the flowers i could offer to gift a mental image of a favorite bug. or an earthworm aside from that how are you holding up!!! hows college going!
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composeregg · 7 months ago
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^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
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seithr · 7 months ago
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if this garrus figure does not ship soon i may have to cancel it i'm sad man
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veilkeeper · 1 year ago
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sensing a theme.
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volivolition · 10 months ago
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Yoooo Voli I made ya a Electrochemistry × Volition playlist https://open.spotify.com/playlist/19Au6o98AzOf4hEGLMHKtB?si=7kBYYWAhSR-TuLPYicpgYg&pi=a-iR4K2sFbQsWA
also I can't DM you bc you don't follow me, LEMME IN PLS :3
oh hi hello! oooh, hold on, lemme add the link so its clickable. some cool songs in here, thank you for sharing :D!!
also yeah, sorry! :'3 DMs make me nervous and uncomfortable unfortunately, and i much prefer communicating through asks and comments if thats cool!!
#coffee is an EXTREMELY good one for them. i understand the vision of this one PERFECTLY. ''just a sip!'' ''maybe a cup of self-control''#politely considering the implications of love like you. ''if i could begin to do something that does right by you'' as echem and ''i could-#even learn how to love like you'' as voli. i cant put this into words. echem self aware he's fucking it up. voli not letting himself give#into vices like love. traits they look at each other at first with a scoff (''you keep suggesting vices that will hurt harry.'' ''maybe let#yourself have a good thing sometimes you killjoy!'') but they better each other. echem looking forward to better things; little joys#voli learning to allow those little joys and love. is this anything?? i just want them to help each other heal.#and then dead girl walking. thinks about it and smirks to myself slightly. yeah. yeah i get it lmao.#left brain right brain is just a big musical number with several skills taking different lines#left brain: logic; ency; viscalc; voli; authority?; esprit; endurance?; pain thresh; h/e coord; interfacing; composure#right brain: rhetty; drama; concept; inland; empy; suggestion; phys inst; ECHEM.; half lit; savvy; react speed#shiv isnt here because she will not be involved in this lmao. percep is just chilling. it's senses baby!! it's not getting in on this lmao#this is so sad for my empath and voli bestie agenda but alas.#anyway may i suggest: 'A Lovely Night' from La La Land | 'Bad Little Boy' from Adventure Time | 'Weak' by AJR | 'Sweet Talk' Saint Motel#and on my bullshit as usual: ''From Eden' by hozier because ''chivalry fell on his sword / i slithered here from eden'' is so volichem :]#volta transmissions#esprit: Zo
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blue-thief · 2 months ago
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in a very vulnerable state so ofc i had to read the lyrics to pomp and gallantry
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poppies · 1 year ago
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2023 was the worst year of my life. not sure what's to come or where to start but i know things have to change, i have to fix things somehow
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sunfudge · 1 year ago
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Also knee still hurts, but I'm returning to work in less than a week because I cannot stay off for a year. Will likely fall there, which will hopefully bring my referral forward. I do think this is a case of when I will fall again and not if. Tbh I just hope it happens somewhere safe with not many people around so I can go to the hospital and my referral can hopefully get sped up
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powersnuffgirls · 1 year ago
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God just because most women don’t wear their suffering on their sleeve everybody seems to think we don’t suffer and we just HAVE to help these poor suffering men because who else to do it right?
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qazastra · 1 year ago
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wait what happened to fifty fifty!!!???!!
Hi this is a month late it got lost in my drafts whoops and then recent developments reminded me of it
pls note that I don’t know everything and it’s possible I misremembered a few details
short answer: effectively disbanded and derided in the media. I really wish them all the best :( they’ve said they want to keep making music together but it is not looking good rn
long answer: abused by their company, painted in a bad light when they tried to break contract (press and CEO of Attrakt made them out to be greedy— tbh I don’t even care if they only wanted more money, but like obviously that wasn’t the singular issue here), ceo has also said that he wants to keep the fifty fifty name and just replace them with four new girls… come on man.
also because of this contract lawsuit stuff they lost out on Barbie promos/music video and I believe that’s also why their kcon appearance was cancelled.
also also one of the girls’ personal info was revealed without her permission— i think she was taking a health hiatus and the company made this known without getting her permission.
and the company has said they’re planning on debuting a new gg soon. if these trainees were treated anything like how fifty fifty says they were I hope they get out of there asap
fifty fifty just released another statement, here’s a summary and translation. their time at Attrakt was awful and this kind of stuff absolutely should not happen, it’s baffling to me that public opinion isn’t fully supporting them but instead sympathetic to the company
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bloomburnburial · 8 months ago
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what am I to do with all this sorrow
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