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Hands
"He did not know who she was, would not remember her face once he woke up. Even now, trapped inside of memories he didn’t own anymore, he barely recognized her features. Her hands though, he knew as intimately as the shrapnel they had pulled from his shoulder. Soft and delicate, perfectly manicured, closed tight around Mizuki’s neck with a strength that wasn’t human anymore." For the prompt : Strangling [ @badthingshappenbingo ]
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Her hands were soft, delicate, obviously unused to manual labour. Nails perfectly manicured, with a subtle, transparent polish. She wanted to be pretty, wanted to be the little lady she was expected to be, play that role to perfection, find what little happiness in it that she could.
Oh, those were such small hands, so unsuited for the gruesome task her accursed fate had pushed her towards.
What a precious child. A little treasure, dressed in beautiful silks, shining eyes so full of deserved rage at her world.
At Mizuki.
He did not know who she was, would not remember her face once he woke up. Even now, trapped inside of memories he didn’t own anymore, he barely recognized her features.
Her hands though, he knew as intimately as the shrapnel they had pulled from his shoulder. Soft and delicate, perfectly manicured, closed tight around Mizuki’s neck with a strength that wasn’t human anymore. He couldn’t feel the ground under his feet, so strong she was, so high she held him up in all her broken hopes and rage.
She hated this world she was born into, and it deserved all the fire and blood she brought onto it.
She hated Mizuki, too, in those last moments. He deserved it.
He deserved so much more still.
She deserved so much more, deserved the world, deserved a place to live that wouldn’t dull her shine, wouldn’t taint her hands and soul in blood far too much like her own.
Ah, Mizuki’s hands were so cold now, so numb. Blood pulsed loudly inside his ears, his skull, his face warm and his throat so sore already.
Her eyes were starting to blur in front of him, melting into such a beautiful ember, highlighted by the fire around them. Mizuki couldn’t make out her face anymore. He knew she was crying anyway, even as her sobs were drowned out by the gurgles and the screams and the crackling fire.
Drowned out by the thumping in Mizuki’s head. The high-pitched noise that could only be heard from the inside of his brain, emerging from his windpipe and into his bones, into his ears, the blood flowing inside of him sounding like the stream he had spent an evening at, listening to truths that sounded so much like the tales of his grandmother, just as much as he listened to the rippling of water against the bedrock.
Who was it that told him these, again ?
Just as the pain of her hands, of her rage, of his sins, was starting to fade, replaced by sweet oblivion and the end of his self, she dropped him.
Mizuki’s lungs burned as he came to at S̶̛͍̺̘̳̜̠̙̟̤̝͆̓̄̒̕͜ä̷̮̟̳̗̩̑̆͊̽̀̀̚͝ÿ̴̡̙͙̯́͐̄̈ö̷̧̯́̐̇̋̍̎̄̍́̂’s screams of agony – no, as he wakes up to Kitarou’s wailing.
He coughs. Feels his knuckles creak as he unwinds them from his own throat. Feels the fire inside his lungs strengthen as air starts to fill them again.
They’re not the right hands, he thinks. Too rough, too big.
He wonders for an instant why this thought would ever come to mind. But Kitarou is crying and it doesn’t matter what Mizuki thinks of his own hands or his own life, not when he has a child to care for.
He will need to wear a scarf to work again today.
#bad things happen bingo#gegege no nazo#yumi writes#genazo#ryuuga sayo#mizuki genazo#gegege no kitaro#gegege no ge#i am Struggling with these tags#well. just to be clear#this is Only genazo movie canon#no other timelines or references here#the joys of sprawling franchises lmao#that one's pretty short but i like it#it's straight to the point 😌#(the point being mizuki suffering)#(and also sayo 🥺)
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god I admire his bluntness
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#my guy goes straight to the point#the whole language discussion was such a treat for me 😌😌😌#im envious cuz as a finnish speaker we dont really have any big mutually intelligible languages#I just think it’s neat slavic languages can at least somewhat understand each other#I’ve actually played a game with a czech friend of mine where she tries to guess joker out lyrics lol#anyway now I want to have a two hour language discussion with kris#kris guštin#joker out
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hhhh talking about my writing was fun but 30 tags is not enough.. yes i have 3 major influences but i have minor ones too.. it is a lovechild of my favorite things.. writing is so fun and i have no self control or a concept of pacing myself i will sit there for 16 hours and get hit with every status effect but by god does it all just flow out of me. I've always been a music person yes but i also used to write a lot into early adulthood until The Incident™
but i am ready 2 jump back into it. i think comics are a great middle ground between the two mediums so i don't get As into writing bc i kind of started going crazy last time 🫡 i can take a more structured approach to it that forces me to pace myself and think about it differently. i love art.... i love making things i love knowing how to do things i love knowing how to play things i love having so many creative outlets, even if i don't do a lot of them regularly lol. it is enriching 😳 and nice to know that it's always there to come back to when u want.
#if u want the tea my imagination at the time was like i could space out and straight up just be another person POV doing every little#thing as if i were them for hours and the experience would come together without having to even think about it.#different times/places/contexts/conversations etc. forced 2 to to my mom's lil cult meetings for 2 hours twice a week#i would opt to do these imagination exercises instead to rly put myself in a character's perspective. every step‚ stumble‚#riding in a carriage together for the entirety from point A to B etc. WELL i was working on a horror anthology somewhere 18/19#(that had a small local following 🫶🏾) and it its concept was like the Twilight zone but a lot darker. it was called interdimensional#and the main recurring character never actually shows up in the story. they r an omnipresent god of death who exists everywhere but#exists outside of our realm‚ and it picks random people to reveal itself to as a symbol. it can be apparent or just in passing that#the entry's MC sees it in‚ it will appear on something somewhere and once it's brought up it's a cue to the reader that this person#has just been sent to an alternate reality that leads towards their inevitable death. for the character nothing ever changes immediately#but the different starts to creep its way in‚ as does death's approach at its crescendo but the path's i took to get there were 😨#and after enough entries i started to see the symbol irl and hallucinate some other stuff from my stories and it really scared me#and made me stop 🫡 but i think in retrospect i just went too hard on the imagination exercises and wished i tried cultivating it instead#give myself time to settle and get in control.. but alas‚ she has not written seriously since. to this day it still flows out of me if#i just sit down to do it‚ but i don't think I'm at risk of something like that happening again anymore :3 so yeah ♡ i am learning how to#draw and trying not 2 force it bc i want it to b fun as a little journey for me and i look forward to the day i can come back to actively#writing again too 🫶🏾 i miss it but i also want to b able to draw ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა#learn the hard thing first then do the stuff that comes naturally.... i also want to get back into music sometime but clearly i got a lot of#other stuff to work on 💀 i burnt myself out on it learning too many things and not having enough fun with it anymore‚#but i have a better healthier with art these days and i know it'll be great to come back to when I'm ready 😌💕#i have been considering getting an acoustic or bass guitar tho 🧐 the beauty of physical instruments.. they're just there ready 2 go..#I've been doing mostly digital the past few years‚ when i was making music. it was also rly hard to when i was w my ex ૮ – ﻌ–ა#that's a whole other rant lol. but ugh digital is like u gotta set it up u gotta make space and then u gotta be in one spot the whole time#i just wanna lay in bed and vibe or something yfm.. walk around maybe idk. do something less structured.#maybe.. hm. hmmm 🧐#I'm going to guitar center lol c ya ✌🏾 getting a bass and amp and maybe a guitar too depending on the price
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came to the realization that i'm probably always gonna be the ugly friend
#or maybe its just that my friend is gorg so i pale in comparison (she is. and i probably do)#might be a good thing in hindsight cause that means dudes will leave me alone for the most part#even though there were also a couple dudes bothering me tonight but not as much as they were bothering my friend#but then again like. drunk dudes at clubs will try to fuck anyone#actually nvm scratch that im more than happy to be the ugly friend if that means creepy dudes will leave me alone#anyway. i was literally about to throw hands more than once like LEAVE MY FRIEND ALONE BITCH#there was a man who asked her multiple times if she wanted shots and she said no every time like HOW MANY TIMES DOES SHE HAVE TO SAY IT#GET IT THROUGH THAT THICK SKULL OF YOURS BUDDY.#also. at some point i had to drag my friend somewhere else bc there was a dude who i think touched my ass a few times.....GROSS.#i still had fun though#there were a couple times where i was dancing and throwing it back and my friend would come up behind me and get SO close WHRBWBEHW#i kept thinking girl.... if you weren't straight and didn't hate being touched i could've done much worse 😌 jkjk#anyway that was my night. it's almost 7 am holy shit goodnight 💋#raquel speaks
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Again, to that one anon, while Eddie is currently CANONICALLY straight, BUT ALSO he’s queer coded. Just like buck. I’m fucking sick and tired of people calling Eddie straight just to call him straight. He’s just like buck. Where people viewed him as queer coded.
Okay, calm down, you're falling into the straight is the default trap. No labels have been used on the show, all sexualities are fair game. Michael was married with 2 kids and came out as gay late in life. He's not canonically straight, he canonically dates women, those are not automatically the same thing. Eddie is extremely queer coded and people are calling him straight just to call him straight and that is annoying as hell, I feel you, but I feel like at this point everyone has lost the point of this discussion.
#i do agree that some takes about T's interest in Eddie are painting T as unnecessarily predatory but its not because Eddie is perceived as#straight in the show. it was about the way they were making it seem like queer men cant have close friendships with other men and thats jus#wrong on all accounts#but the point of it is not Eddie's sexuality#911#i really need a tag for asks#anon 😌
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two full seasons deep into yellowstone and i still don't get why beth hates jamie so much
#yeah i go there now. yeah don't ask.#nothing in the show so far explains such vitrol towards him like??? will s3 finally shed some light on this or#john too has been more cruel towards him than to any other of his children#he's literally tried to be independent once (1) so far and even that was because of the path his father had pushed him on first before he#changed his mind#i just want to get it bro!!!!!!!!!#yellowstone lb#yellowstone spoilers#i know they're probably gonna turn jamie into a full blown villain later on or sth but you know what? good for him !#can't believe he's not actually gay too what a letdown 😞#yellowstone: gay people? don't know her unless it's a category F character#gonna be telling myself it was the son who died at the beginning of the show i guess.#like..... you have all those children and you expect me to believe they're all straight..... Sure.#also i can't wait for john to die <3 hope rainwater gets his entire ranch at some point 😌
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Dude im going to be honest with you, some people may disagree but i think you actually write too fast 😅 or maybe im too used to people taking longer to deliver things, bc i know sometimes people don't feel motivated or have yk a LIFE! but good god some people, I'm telling you dude, i can't speak for everyone but me, personally? Im grateful for what and when you share your writing with us, like i said before ignore the ones who apparently can't read about boundaries and just vibe with the rest. 🖤
SGSJSHKSSJ NO YOU'RE RIGHT.
Uh I genuinely don't know why I write so fast, I think it's a mixture of just being the type to, having a fair amount of experience writing to formulate shit easier, and just, got a fair bit of time on my hands nowadays. So like, on one hand ik I jump from fandom to fandom posting a shitload all the time. I actually try to keep it cool but lmao. I'm just rlly fast for some reason??
Honestly that person annoyed me but 🤷🏿♀️ I do be getting those comments often, no matter how fast I post or how often I say "haha plz don't no rlly it's not fun :(" so ik I gotta just ignore but;;; sue me I'm so hot headed lmao. 😭
And thanks for saying this frfr!!! Like, I write for myself, but it's SO fun to see a comment or ask just making commentary abt what I wrote. Like fuck you're having thoughts??? Abt my little words??? Huh??? So rlly the good outweighs the bad. I'll def keep going, just probs will lose my politeness Abt those comments every chapter lmao
#watch the downward spiral into rage#rn im like ':) you'll see an update when i post'#or 'thanks'#but soon...#soon#i shall rise from the ashes with a heinous cackle#point at the commentetd and say#'you mortal fools!!! do you not know of my power!? i can just write three chapter straight...and NEVER POST'#muhahahahahaha!!!#and then they'll be like oh noooo oh nooo we have greatly underestimated the extent of her pettiness!!!#yea 😌 not saying ill do the never post part but#ill FEARMONGER IT#MUHAHAHAHAHA#ahem ahem anyways#thank u for the ask♥️#bibi answers#🖤 anon
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hm realizing that this year marks a decade of me writing my own songs and how im actually for real for real going to finally post some music online this year... which is mostly very exciting bc i have nothing to lose.
but then also i can't help but think of two separate occasions when i was 14 or 15 and went to an open mic night with my twin sister and one of her friends and when she found out i had signed up to sing + play a couple of songs she literally left the coffee shop and walked all the way down the block rather than have to endure 10 minutes of my singing which.... feels almost comically overdramatic and atrocious but mostly just still makes me feel pretty shite lmao .... esp when i remember how when i had first started writing i would try to show her all of my writing which believe it or not she was also never once supportive about... lol anyway. just twin things ig!
#lol the real point of this post is that it's only taken me a decade to finally post some acoustic songs on the internet!#and she's probably why#she hasnt lived here since march and honestly it's much better this way#2022 was my villan era apparently bc i realized that she's actually always been just as mean and unsupportive of me all our lives#and starting in high school would tell me for like 8 years straight that she doesnt respect me at all and yet#would still constantly ask me for favors. which i did. bc im a kindhearted person and i have a small family#and i genuinely thought she would come around if i just kept being nice.. but she just never has lol#but anywayyyyyyyyy#sorry i dont think about her much nowadays and when i do it just makes me very upset#lol... probably cause it took me like 8 years to realize that shes just always gonna be like this#no matter how many favors i do her or how nice i am or how often i show interest in any of her hobbies when she has never done the same#lol ok ok rant over lol#i grilled salmon burgers so im gonna go have dinner now 😌 love and peace lmao
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@anon asking about the wax cylinder recordings ill get back to you when i have some more time to make a proper post i prommy i will <3
#but also i do kinda try to hold back on my boomer opera opinions on here and my general hostility to modern way of singing#god knows ill never stop aching to ✨touch the hem of the old singers' garments✨ but i also really dont wanna shit on anyone's parade#ive kinda stopped caring at this point. a lot of people enjoy it so who am i to tell them they're wrong (WELLLLLL...... clearly a person#who just Knows Better but i dont need to flaunt it 😌💅)#ive had my share of drama on opera tumblr last year and tho i id lie if i said i dont miss it sometimes sjshsjdhdj i really dont want#to repeat the whole vagueblogging party and hear how im bitter and unhappy because all my favourite singers are DEAD! haha!#which is 100% true btw like they absolutely do have a point here sjdgsksh i AM bitter over the state of modern opera#but you see how pretentious and high-on-my-horse even saying that sounds#so before i come off as an even more unpleasant person (which im not i promise im the kindest sweetest gal you'll ever meet <3) ill just say#i hate on opera because i love opera more than anything and i know it can sound not just great it can sound straight up otherworldly#the human body is capable of producing incredible sounds and i wish so badly we could hear them again#instead of settling for mediocrity (IF that...). so many people say they hate opera because they never heard it sung properly#and it breaks my heart#having said that. ill make that post for you prommy i will
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the way that those power rangers villain cenobites just boosted my ego into a whole new dimension lmao
#picture. it is the end of the night in the front zone. s+s are on the ground because it’s fucken wimdy.#guests are taking photos with them and i’m off to the side with my camera grabbing the in betweens of groups#and they are giving NOTHING to these people lmao#baseline interactions but also making catty comments and getting annoyed when they take too long#even so far as to straight up insulting rude guests and ignoring others who weren’t being polite#and then sinister points to me. points in front of them. ‘i like this one. come here’#and the two of them start yapping up a fucking storm about how much they love me 😌��#i got the only photo of the night with surreal where they’re smiling#i’m gonna be inconsolable when i dont get to see them every night in a few weeks#b.txt
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vendrea could be anywhere between 20 and 45 and I think that’s #feninism. keep them guessing queen.
#I made her and I don’t know. she wouldn’t want me to know. 😌#by far top 10 women. AND she’s straight hashtag diversity points!#ALSO SHES HOT AS FUCK LETS NOT FORGET#a day in the life of steeve#vendrea
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Don’t worry, I’ll breastfeed you daddy?! 🤧💦💋
‼️Strictly Vc, sexting, nasty contents 👅💦 and meetups on discount now.😌🥰
Don’t be weird in my Dm else you’ll get blocked🚫
Go straight to the point please👅🍑💦
Ask for Zangi, telegram, WhatsApp. CUM Daddy👅💦
#eat my pussy#daddy’s babygirl#fuck my wet pussy#sexy and beautiful#fvck me#so hot and sexy#suck my tiddies#daddy fuck me#lets get high and fuck#use my pussy
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damn bro imagine if i could do more than like 30 mins of work in like 3 hours
#idk if that's an exaggeration or underestimate i have no sense of time XD#asnghbgbqgrihguierhqrg#jeanne talks#this part of the coding project makes sense in my head so i feel relaxed abt it for some reason#ya know not thinking about how i actualy have to CODE IT#and preferably code it somewhat QUICKLY bc this shit's due TUESDAY#i have stats hw i havent started yet too woohoo ajngjsdfbgbhdgoiquhregoiuqerhhgjfdf#anyway lol codings fine everythings fine#straight up giving up on catching up on my stats notes from a few weeks ago at this point#and also i have to read book for monday but im also not doing that 😌#lol we had a quiz last monday on part of it and then i didnt finish the part we had to read for wednesday#and now im just not gonna bother i dont think i could handle bothering lol#which is sad i think the book is interesting and i'd want to read it !!!!! but bitch is fucking horrible at being productive and coding so#here we are instead#why am i here talking to myself lmfao bye#also me need to stop opening tumblr to get distracted by tour updates/pics STOP'
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unfollowed a good few people who are still being so obtuse and silly about harry and they will not be missed
#i understand where ppl are coming from to a certain extent but at this point ur just choosing to misunderstand him#and also like ????#i’m sorry but how does anyone think he’s 100% straight anymore like bruv 💀#give me a break#anyways they can stay mad and i will still be celebrating this win for harry for the foreseeable future 😌🤙#the grammys are silly but so is literally everything like calm down. it’ll be ok loves#anyway
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Vedic astrology observations
Part 5
Some interesting takes in this one😌
Ketu nakshatras, while having the ability to access the core of situations, also are the most likely to be deluded, due to the naturally tamasic nature of Ketu. For example, they might say something that is technically true but follow it up with examples and arguments that are straight up false, and they'll defend those incorrect details aggressively. It's not like they choose ro be ignorant, it's just much harder for them to break out of what they were clinging to, it's like an inability to see past falsehoods in details. Rahu has the ability to get those details right, but they might be hollow and devoid of substance. People influenced by either of these planets(rahu or ketu nakshatras in big three) often have this kind behavior: pushing their point while not seeing the whole picture, but in opposite ways.
Jupiter nakshatra women can have a mean streak. People say that about mars nakshatras but jupiter women specifically might have repressed anger that can be hard to contain and is often released in situations that have little to do with the true reason of their rage. They're very aware of this, unlike ketu nakshatras they're pretty self-aware, but they still have to deal with trying to balance their giving nature and their repressed anger during a lot of their life. I do have to say that anger becomes more obvious as you go through nakshatras in the chronological order. Punarvasus might be "catty" about it, Vishakhas can be really confrontational and aggressive, P.Bhadrapadas have that devil-may-care attitude towards it.
Venus women are the most likely to try to maintain peace around them. They are very discerning and fierce on the inside but they hate to show that side of themsleves and all that passion is chanelled through love, beauty, art and enjoyment. With other people, they're extremely private but polite. They never show dislike by directly confronting, but they make sure to minimize any engagement with them as much as possible. With Bharani and Purva Phalguni, it's rarely personal. Purva Phalguni especially is almost never concerned with others, they're very self-focused, but Purva Ashadha is the one out of three to become confrontational. Still, their confrontation is very different from Martian, Rahuvian, Ketuvian, Jupiterian or Solar confrontation. Bharanis are the most private and heavy on the boundaries. All of them will quietly judge and take notes before they even consider direct confrontation.
Moon women, although not exclusive like Venus, have this quietly demanding nature. They are the most likely to sulk/hurt in silence for a while before bringing any issue up. Interesting thing that I've noticed is that Venus dominant and Moon dominant women rarely get along. The exception would be Purva Ashadha and Shravana women, I'd say they get along extremely well. Maybe also Hasta and Bharani, but that one is rarer. Lunar femininity is based on receptivity and nurture, Venusian femininity is based on exchange and enjoyment. I can't explain it but there's this weird tension between them where they're both aware that their views and priorities in "feminine" matters are very different. Moon might quietly resent Venus's exclusive nature and view her as a competitor, because Venus does not immediately give to and worship lunar energies. Venus will dislike Moon's "overly" dependant nature that is nurturing to everyone, and might view it as smothering.
Revatis have a very interesting sense of humor. They're the true comedians that base their humor on "silliness". They do it simply for entertainment and rarely, if ever, to bring up current events in politics or trendy topics. Revati is more Ketuvian than Rahuavian (Ketu is the ruler of Pisces) and so they know how to mind their own business. With humor, even if they make fun of others, it's almost as if they're universally making of fun of everyone similar to them. It's more universal, rarely singling someone out with the intention of calling them out. Often if they make fun of one person, they'll also make fun everyone else, including themselves. Of course, there are exceptions in specific intances, but their worldview is what I just described above.
Nakshatras with yoni animals that are physically strong have an air of dignity and regality. Elephant, Buffalo, Cow/Bull and maybe even Lion yonis(although they are much less likely to be this way in tense situations) fall into this. They all embody those traits in very different ways. To put it simply, Elephant yonis are very level-headed, careful and peaceful, although strong instinctually. Buffalo yonis are very neutral and placid. Cow/Bull yonis are soft and reliable and Lion yonis are bold and unashamed.
Wanted this to be longer but it's not bad! Let me know what you think, interact💕
Take care🤍
#vedic astrology#astrology#nakshatras#astrology observations#sidereal astrology#astro notes#astrology tumblr#ketu#venus#moon#rahu#jupiter#elephant yonis#cow yonis#buffalo yonis#lion yonis#bharani#purva phalguni#purva ashadha#ashwini#magha#mula#rohini#hasta#shravana#punarvasu#vishakha#purva bhadrapada#venus nakshatras#venys nakshatra
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I was thinking about the adventurering buddies bingyuan au and I think it would be so hilarious if the laws of PIDW just straight up didn’t apply to shen yuan bc of his technical status as an outsider in the world. The usual papapa plots are foiled, not bc of sheer skill on shen yuan’s part but sheer dumb luck and slight foresight. He trips over a root, accidentally dodging a lashing vine of some deadly aphrodisiac plant. It was cold that day so he picks up the curse artifact with his good leather gloves on. He spills the tea cup of poison, watching in shock as it eat through the floor boards.
I also think this power would apply to tropes. Oh there’s only one bed available at the inn? Don’t worry, Binghe, this one brought his sleeping roll 😌 (or another room is magically vacated yay!). There’s a snow storm outside this run down cabin they’re in?! Say no more, shen yuan reaches into his qiankun pouch and pulls out a fire talisman/artifact/plant that he just happens to have. Only married couples can enter this specific village that they need to get into? No problem, shen yuan actually knows a secret way to get in bc of his meta knowledge.
And at first I think that this would be a lowkey huge draw in for luo binghe. Bc maybe it’s kind of nice to chill out on an adventure with someone he already knows and who isn’t trying to get anything from him AND he doesn’t have to dual cultivate with shen yuan at the drop of a hat. But at some point, when the wife beam finally hits its target, it feels as if the entire universe is cockblocking luo binghe and he is Very Upset about it.
it's okay Binghe will simply bend the rules of reality to make shen yuan a part of these wife plots through sheer desire
the system: +400 bpoints for compensation
shen yuan: ...compensation for what
the system: the laws of this world apply to you know :)
shen yuan: what does that mean
*robe randomly rips apart to show his chest*
shen yuan: SYSTEM WHAT DID YOU DO
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