#it's still a funny moment but agh lol

[conduitandconjurer]

I have never laughed so hard at a gifset in my entire fucking life. 

Klaus literally just embodies

The Umbrella Academy 3.07

[bonnvivre]

A Funny Thing- Ch 23 word dump

new chapter to start off the new year LETS FREAKIN GOOOOOOO

i just washed my sheets too im settled in, my bed smells great, im having a great time

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“And while Yuuji had humoured him at first, had been nothing but smiles as he posed for the pictures, the boy has clearly grown tired of the routine..” me during the filo family christmas party when they wanna take pictures … i can still see the ring light ….

ahh the first send off, brings tears to my eyes ;___;  gojo taking a bunch of pictures and sukuna constantly checking him over to make sure he has his stuff- fathers are father-ing and they didn’t wanna let him go just yet :[[

aw they slept together 

before i go on, the new friend is ACTUALLY megumi (i always thought it was megumi shshsh) cus toji literally couldnt afford another school and gojo’s gonna see him and either be like, “wait he looks familiar” or make THAT face right upon seeing him am i right lads or am i right lads (post chapter edit: i am right lads)

HAHAHAHA AN HOUR LONG RANT ON HIS NAILS PLS i see it yea canonically, sukuna usually makes himself look presentable . always pushing back his hair, dusting his clothes off, etc. he’s always gotta look good

whehehdhe he likes sukunaaaaaa !! someday that like will turn to love (post chapter edit: and that someday was today lads)

“How dare he have friends and hobbies and interests that don’t revolve around Satoru.” [gasp] HOW DARE YOU HAVE OTHER FRIENDS ARE YOU MAD ?! 

what kind of netflix drama did he get his story from this time 🙄

thats not the only time you’ll be freezing bc of geto hahahahahahaha

the run on sentences of yuuji’s speech plus casual megumi drop is killing me

i think its a good choice to have off screen moments be mentioned within the present, readers get the context while keeping the story moving . kinda like what gege does :0

ARE THEY WATCHING HUMAN EARTHWORM (post chapter edit: YES THEY WERE OHOHOHO)

FOR ITS HIS FIRST DESIRE TO KISS SATORU OH MY GODDDDDDD WGAGAFBWHVFKD i may have yelled a little

AGH . blocked yet again … i know its still too early but ugh it hurts oh the pain

THATS AN EXPENSIVE MANICURE WTF AND TOJI’S BACK YIPPEEEEEE

i love sukuna being satoru’s voice of reason, bringing sense and logic to satoru’s emotional thinking and it doesn’t clash at all; rather, it works for them very well

AWWWW YUUJI AND MEGUMIIIIIII SO CUTEEEE

“Those baggy, unwashed garments of his allow for superior mobility, while the stench deters opponents from engaging in close-combat.” LMAOOOOO sukuna’s sarcastic remarks about toji, especially his smell im crying 

post chapter thoughts:

 i wanted to see him and megumi in this story so bad ngl and im so happy they’re here !!! i blame the copious amounts of fushiguro family comics i’ve consumed- shout out to ddub1618 on twt

bruh my page reloaded i have to go back

i love long chapter gimme long chapter hmhmhmmhmh

i saw the interpretations of yuuji’s sickness and i thought it was cool but it’s also giving “the curtains represent his depression and lack of will to carry on vs the curtains were blue” lol

it would be a … shame if toji ran out of sugar and needed a bag …….. its a good thing satoru has a nice ol bag at home >:] 

OHHHH IT WOULD BE A SHAME IF THEY DECIDED TO GIVE HIM A NICE HOMECOOKED MEAL OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF THEIR HEARTS >:]]]

[armed-saphire]

NOW ITS UR TURN WHO ARE YOUR MGS FAVS AND WHY!1!1?1!1?1!1?11!1! ٩( 'ω' )و

EHEHEEEE OK SO I'll say my fav from each game

Mgs1 is def Liquid he. He's so overdramatic it's really funny. He did so many backflips while explaining his tragic backstory 🥰 and then he just fucking died and turned into an arm which is the real tragedy (I have so many random HCs for him it's insane... I also rewrote his backstory a little...the recessive thing is so dumb)

Mgs2 I think it's a split between Raiden and Fortune. Raiden I really enjoyed playing as a character who is just... idk how to put it I just like that he's flawed and not some morally perfect charismatic guy. It feels like he's set up to be that way and then he whines about everything and is very dismissive at some points. It feels like he's a real person and not perfectly crafted to be the ultimate stereotypical good guy protagonist who can stay cool and collected in every situation. He has his moments where he lets emotion get the better of him and I like it a lot.

Fortune I have less to say about her but it doesn't mean I like her less. I think she's a really tragic character backstory wise but I also like how she sort of "plays into it" I guess? Ocelot points it out himself near the end of the game ("you couldn't get enough of the drama"). I thought the ending where she found out she could've died any time and she didn't have some magic ability was sad too and I lowkey wish she didn't die and was like redeemed somehow (imagine she comes back in mgs4 and has to go against Vamp or something that would've been so cool)..anyway I guess I didn't actually have less to say I like Fortune a lot blehhh😋

mgs3 AGH.. EVA ILY she is such a well written character and I love her so much I could write an essay on her if I wanted but I'll keep it more brief here. She's like a perfect subversion of the typical sexualized woman in video game thing...it's what she's doing as a spy for the mission and the best part is it doesn't even really work lol nice job snake. The game itself even adheres to whether Eva is in her Eva persona or her Tatyana one. It's....aghhhhghhh so great. (I have so many thoughts about her and Liquid btw)

Mgs4...difficult but probably Screaming Mantis. For real this time not a lot to say about her but I do like her a lot more since playing the game she went from my least fav B&B unit member to my fav one. She was really fun to watch in all her cutscenes and her boss fight was one of the best MGS boss fights I've ever done tbh. The callbacks and references to the first game were so good I won't lie I was giggling kicking my feet a lil bit. Screaming Mantis ily I have so many thoughts <333

Peace Walker ermmm Kaz and Paz equal I can't decide..also maybe Amanda. Yeah I like everyone a lot 😭 and Cécile....not Snake tho sorry lol. I haven't finished the game so I haven't gotten the full character arcs of everyone so it's hard to pinpoint exact explanations but you know I love Kaz forever and ever mwah mwah (I'm also a transfem Kaz truther and I'm RIGHT!!!). Amanda has a lot of really cool tapes explaining a lot of...not really exposition but it gives a lot of great context to her character. And her voice acting especially in cutscenes is some of the best voice acting I've seen in an mgs game so it adds a lot. Paz I need to learn more about her. I know basic plot points but not the inbetween stuff that really lets you get to know her. I do feel really sad for her though, Kojima decided he wanted shock value instead of a female character having a nice ending 🤷‍♀️ Sucks.

Mgsv QUIET!!!! QUIET ILY!!! she's soooooo OUGH. I'm glad a lot of the fandom has fixed her from her extremely flawed portrayal in the game because it shows what really could've been and I think I latch more onto that than the version of her in the game just a little. The foundation they were working with was still really good. The way they show her and venom building such a strong bond despite never having a single conversation is really well done and I like it a lot. Quiet ily my favourite creaturething killgirl my favourite ear biter offer...

[c0smiccom3t]

Where are my manners? Furyne... Meet Ryonna. /Ref

Alright so... This is Ryonna Lemurs. They are a Bounty Hunter. But you can call them Ryo. This is their radical era design btw, im currently making the current design right now.

Voice claim: Chloë Grace Moretz (Crash 4: It's About Time), Tabitha St. Germain (Radical Era, Tag Team Racing) (They have a cockney accent lol)

Ryonna started out as a Bounty Hunter for hire. After finishing their fighting classes and searching for a job, she started to become a bounty hunter. They had no calls, unfortunately. Even though she thought that Bounty Hunters "were big these times around". But then. Ryo got a call. And it was from a mad scientist. Ryo, after accepting the task to meet the scientist in their "castle", she set out and began their quest. (In pre-its about time, they made it in time and met Dr. Cortex. Agreeing to work for him. (i might write a fanfic about it actually) and in the its about time main continuity, Ryo made it late, and decided to hang around with N. Gin and N. Brio instead. Until finally meeting up with Cortex and becoming the duo of a lifetime for the game as it progresses.)

Ryonna is a very skilled fighter (After all they DID go to fighting / Martial arts classes, didn't she?), but also a master of stealth.

Aside from having superstrenght (except when they're holding Cortex. he's heavy to her.) and super strong fists that'd knock you out silly [aka Birdchirper (right) and Stargazer (left)], Ryo is an expert climber, and also has a strong enhanced leaping ability, enhanced reflexes, senses, night vision, a fluffy prehensible tail and super agility. Not to mention Stench Generation.

Oh. Yeah, speaking of stench... They have a weapon of her own which they call.. "Scent bombs". You know lemurs have got smell generation, and so this athletic lemur does, too! She has different types of scent bombs ("Fresh air bombs", for refreshing on a hot day, "Smoke bombs", to dissappear quickly with no trace from enemies, and most importantly... "Stink bombs", something to distract your enemies with when you fill them with the smell of defeat.)

Ryonna also serves as Cortex's right-hand... Instead of N. Brio. Funny, if i do say so myself. (Example: Crash Tag Team Racing, in which they had to share a car with him.). Even though Ryonna sometimes can't keep up with Cortex's childish behavior, temper tantrums and dramatic flair (especially sometimes they're considered more of a caretaker than a right-hand), she still cares about him and all they want is to see him happy. ("If you're happy then i'm happy, sir.")

Ryonna keeps a straight face (almost) most of the time, but fails to since things go on and she cant keep their feelings in for much longer. Especially when pure moments happen, she feels like they're about to cry. But they are mostly tough enough to stay strong for a little more.

Ryonna also has a crush on Dingodile, but i'll get to that on another time. this is taking too long.

BONUS QUOTE (from their current version from its about time): "...I did not get the invite to Rumble, unfortunately. But i am wishing the best of luck to my coworker N. Gin, my boss, Dr. Neo Cortex. ...And Dingodile as we--AGH! FORGET I SAID THAT LAST PART!"

TL;DR: Meet Ryonna and get to know their abilities and relationships in this post.

I might draw a few drawings of them and her relationship with Cortex btw. Just you wait. Now if you'll excuse me, i got a webcomic to schedule.

[feuqueerfire]

Bed Friend Live Blogging

agh, I should've started this earlier or later, not 2 days before the end of the month because now it's gonna spill over to next month >:( but I think I'm just in the mood for it, so fine

Ep 1 (Apr 29)

chaotic beginning before the intro

chaotic beginning after the intro too we found out about the cheating + Uea's abusive mother flashback oh goodness

persistent King oof but tbh he's so attractive I can't form any objective opinions about his character

why is the kissing/pre-NC scene so funnily edited lmao

I wonder if there was discourse about this being a drunken hookup + Uea surely wouldn't have slept with King if he was sober

okay-good first ep

Ep 2 (Apr 29)

ah both of them dazed at work thinking about the other smh

this mother is so

omg if somebody paid like that for me, I'd have to immediately go to the ATM and pay them back

plsssss King yelling through his car window

STD testing oh interesting + King trying to lessen Uea's nervousness and shame about it. I didn't know you just did a blood test for those

heh Uea's smile when King isn't looking

bro i don't get why you'd say you made a mistake at work for someone else but okay

pls not the dick patting over jeans I looked away cuz I didn't wanna see it but they said something so I had to rewind to read the sub but they didn't even sub that line lmao

almost expected some shirt sniffing ngl a la Bad Buddy and The Eclipse

Ep 3 (Apr 29)

why are the breathing and kissing noises So Much I keep going ew like tone it down a bit pls

but I do love body kissing though so thanks Uea for getting King to kiss up his leg

a monogamous friends-with-benefits relationship lol

them bargaining how many times to have sex a week so funny

i hate the editing for these NC scenes ngl like the show in general has meh to bad editing but it's so :/ during these scenes

pls King always trying for touchy moments with Uea. also that moment when Kind's tryna feed chocolate via mouth and he grabs Uea's arm when he tries to push away? Yeah it's attractive

agh Uea really has so many alone moments in the bathroom that feel uncomfortable

Uea secretly staring at King smoking on the balcony ah

agh why do I love King wrapping his legs around Uea to get to dry Uea's hair and Uea kinda resisting only for 1 second before going still

oh no D: poor Uea

I'm gonna throw up why are they showing this scene with the uncle with the kid and everything I hate it so bad I don't wanna see a child be sexually harassed

dumbass King why would you not only get jealous over Uea helping some kid get dust out of his eye cuz the kid thinks P'Uea's cute but also actually drag Uea away because of it?

oh yeah the gifs of King laying over Uea's body is brain melting and the breathing? I'll actually let it pass this time. This scene is so much esp with King being like "Can I be a good thing in your life?"

pls horror music when King pins Uea's hand down T.T

wtf is this is ex-bf agh I knew this happened from spoilers but agh

at least Jade brought security, good job

why did they make these random female coworkers sooooo cringy and supposed to be funny but not

wtf man ex-bf Pock come back again and this time with thoughts of sexual assault agh

I'm actually still stuck on the stepfather being a creep weirdo freak and I hate that they showed it, I hate that a child had to film it (even if it's not as intense or involved as what adult Uea is going through with Pock)

Ep 4 (Apr 29)

Had a confusing and stressful day, so here's a fun episode time

ah fuck, not very fun, we're starting with attempted sexual assault

why would you ask for sex with somebody who you just had to help stop being attacked like be serious. I think I have a hard time going from The Horrors and trauma and Uea being attacked and attempted sexual assault to like yay fun sexy times

I'm a sucker for King bruising Uea and applying whatever medicine on it because Uea said he doesn't want marks though, that's good brain melty

does Uea live with King or no? since Jade came for his birthday

(Linguistics) Uea using kha with his nong sao

this fucking stepfather dieeeeee

ew ew ew ew ew not this flashback I'm gonna kill this man ew ew ew fast forwarding i can't

oh Uea has a knife good good I wish he'd kill him

this mother kill her too I'm gonna die die die

agh agh agh agh I can't fucking do this

I wish Uea would just take his sister out to lunch or something :< away from this house because I can't imagine she's living a good life here either and he can spend time with her

this sad ass "happy birthday to you" montage

I love peck kisses T.T Uea being hard on King but doesn't move away when King moves his hand up his thigh and even pursues his lips during the little peck the first time so cute

how do I feel about King dragging Uea away from a guy

lol ofc they'll fall on each other

but it's beautiful silhouettes, reminds me of Blueming ah I miss that show

Ep 5 (Apr 29)

"I was a good boy last night. can i get a reward?" "it's supposed to be like that; not taking advantage of me" so true Uea. bare minimum not committing sexual assault isn't something to be praised, it's an expectation

lmfao overreactions during very minor finger injury gets me every time like whyyy are you acting like it's the end of the world lol parents don't even act like this toward toddlers who hurt themselves more

agh "I have too much money. I wanna spend" I need someone like this when I go out to eat

ahhhh Uea's voice turning slightly watery when King said his mother arranged a match for him and trying to change the subject

damn not them slightly touching on whether Uea likes rough sex? or what was that convo?

nepotism and this time the hire isn't just a useless nepo man but rather a creepy nepo man? bc what is this type of interaction he's having with Uea

King too jealous my guy agh don't be mean to Uea >:(

okay that turned into a more lighthearted smiley discussion ig

liar liar pants on fire Uea saying he doesn't have a crush

this King and Krit dick-measuring contest and fighting over Uea, leave the guy alone c'mon

so true Uea just shut down King's questioning about liking Krit

King so annoying why does he wanna show off at the office so much T.T and this stupid pretend phone convo at the office

lol barking in front of the office is in Jade's fate I suppose

sometimes I can't tell how conversations or scenes are flowing, I won't lie. Is that the fault of editing or scriptwriting or both? oh well

Ep 6 (May 1)

this is the cat episode? anyway i'm watching this from my home but during worktime...

Did one of them say "mai" and one say "shai" about whether King and Uea are dating in secret?

lol the way Uea's sucking at King's hand?

ahhhhh cat Uea hi~~~~~ pretty~~~~

Uea giving King a forehead kiss

lakjdsflk;ajdfs Uea asking King if he wants to his slave okayyy dom kitty

(Linguistics) okayyy King leveraging his few extra months of age to be like can you call yourself Uea and me P'King I'm dead

omg Uea sideways stepping on King's chest okay fun

too much licking going on though, I'm not really into that but I'll forgive since I'm getting so much other fun stuff

oh Uea really is with the foot along King's body

so true I literally would not know how to act the next day but they're so cute and smiley

noooooooooo Uea smiling and excited about this vacation but King has to go on an arranged match agh

also usually Uea's straight-faced with King but goes :] when walking away but this time he had to be :) while speaking with King and then :( when walking away

I'm soooo tired of Krit agh

:< Uea pushing King away

Uea resignation letter?

aghh saw one second of preview and already have the creeps

Ep 7 (May 1)

I'm so tired even though technically I did nothing hard at work

aw Uea regrets being harsh toward King but doesn't know how to proceed

also am I in the wrong episode? Where's the resignation stuff?

naurrr King and Uea making eye contact but King walking away first and Uea's little :< face as he stands there

ahhh King napping beside Uea as he works overtime T.T but Krit saw the evil fucker

King going to arranged date with same person again

Krit locking the door for what reason I'm gonna kill him fr fr fr fr fr

I hate this so much I'm skipping through fuck this

I knew there was apparently some part where King makes really accusatory comments toward Uea and I was really hoping it wouldn't be about Uea being assaulted but alas... I have to fucking watch this. Uea gets fucking assaulted by his boss and narrowly escapes and gets these words from King? kill them all fr

I hope Uea does resign

what the fuckkkkkkkk Krit came to Uea's mom's place???? wtf fr fr

I wonder how the nong feels about this? like is her dad weird to her too? does she believe Uea was molested by him?

who are those people outside the gates

fuck every single person fr

except Jade

Uea apologized first? agh kick King

Some comments on the reddit on-air thread helped with understanding King's actions more. that "he feels like he was a moron for sitting next to Uea all night during all the days he worked OT, when maybe Uea was actually over King and wanted him out of the way." and "King is the son of a rich family and is used to speaking up (because as a second-gen rich kid he can speak his mind freely most of the time)." and "I think there’s an income/wealth gap between him and Uea even if they work at the same place. He doesn’t understand why Uea is compelled to somehow be neutral/nice to Krit as an employee. Or what the consequences/what’s on the line for Uea if he becomes aggressive/forceful w rejection as King wants." doesn't mean I don't wanna strangle him a bit but yknow

Ep 8 (May 1)

Probably should do some chores (ah preparing for going to work tomorrow is so agh) but I'm going straight into this next episode instead rip

aww Uea came to his auntie T.T okay at least she loves him T.T I wish I knew whether she was his maternal or paternal aunt I think ป้า (bpâa) is for both side's older sister

oh i see the maternal side

cute. they're "seeing each other"

I feel like they should've gotten Uea's permission to share that clip with everyone

but at least they got Krit outta the company. wish he was brutally murdered though tbh

I like Uea being like "I'm sitting here because I'm beautiful" and then giving his hand to King like ah cute

this much tension and denial, they're gonna straight up ascend to another dimension the next time they have sex

oh kill the stepdad kill him kill him agh he's a serial sexual assaulter

Ep 9 (May 1)

Did my chores for tomorrow morning, so time to reward myself with another episode I suppose

so we don't know who called the cops on Uea's stepdad?

ah this bathroom stall scene I love whining the way King is + I love pecks

mm I love siblings :>

Tonkao looks a bit like Blackpink Lisa

It's cute so far with Uea turning down Boom by saying he has a faen and King overhearing but from the ep 8 on-air, the preview for this ep was probably much more dramatic? so i wonder if we'll get more drama rip

ah Uea saying twisty words to say they're boyfriends

how the heck did we go from becoming boyfriends to introductions with King's parents wtf

damn, Uea thinking a bit much about the mother saying what if it goes bad

okay Uea with the umbrella

ah fuck Uea's gonna pick up King's phone agh

oh that wasn't bad. she panicked but told Uea to take care of King, so is Uea gonna be the one who overthinks instead of being threatened by Kin's mother or smth

oh nvm she shoos away Uea to say she'll take care of King

spoiled whiny King with his mother lol

agh mother supporting King okay

bro I can never tell if the mother's supposed to come in and threaten Uea or not like why did they have such ominous music and her squaring her shoulders just to go be nice to Uea lol

Ep 10 (May 2)

Had my first day at work and I feel so squished and tired, time to watch this

King feeding Uea from his glass yeah

I forgot to watch the hottub scene kinda because I was just playing Solitaire and realized later that I didn't watch it

aksldfj King dying and squeezing things and curling up into a ball at getting a sniff cheek kss from Uea so cute

Jade's like written to appear endearing and sometimes he is (like when he was cute in the blanket and supporting Uea) but often he's just annoying?

lol who buys an engagement ring just like that

dumb proposal like did they even talk about getting married first before a proposal after 1 year of dating? and to do it at workplace... be serious

bruhhh everyone's here what if Uea said no lmfao

not like they got actually married, it's a proposal what's happening

oh yeah here comes Tutor's character. people were annoyed that he wasn't here for the whole show the way he was supposed to be in the novel

I waana know the song that's appeared in a few eps but in this ep at 17:40

Overall:

It was good and cute but still somewhat nonsensical and I don't know how to feel about the mountains of trauma. Beautiful Net and James, the acting's not bad, the editing is bad though. They were cute, which is the most important thing I guess.

I was tired when watching eps 6-10 so like I don't have too many thoughts honestly. Just focused on watching and having fun.

Rating: 6.5/10

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[Ep 9] King briefly acts like a cat

[always-me-meha]

*update* She said okay as long as he rips out carpet lol I don't think he happy xD she wants him to rip out a couple chunks for last nights stay and some more if he stays tonight 🫣 kind or figured there'd be a catch, they got annoyed we'd do nothing but hide in my room all summer instead of at least helping cut the grass or something, which he did actually offer on his own to do it before lol I'm sure if they asked he would've more often. I think this is her way of just being a dink tbh lol but hey if it gets him on her good books again 😬

Aghhhh I don't see why she'd say no.....

it's not like we go anywhere or do anything, at least she knows (that inner protective momma bear)

I'm safe getting stoned here at home, playing videos games/watching movies, in my room, we don't even leave it to bother her vs her being worried if I'm gambling or driving stupid or getting into some sort of trouble.

Ended up being a long long one as I had a wicked word vomit. If ya wanna keep reading lol.

Which we all know there is certainly trouble boiling in town. SO YES. I'd like one more night with my guy, safe at my house, no jib temptations, he can go home tomorrow, then I stay home till Tuesday.

Wahhh that's so long without my love 🥺💔

Ps. Fucking crazy I'm saying my love now..... like wow never ever did I think that.

Getting back on track....

Us trying to communicate through messenger is still a struggle agh. We were arguing yesterday, over my gambling boo boo, that I was seriously surprised he still came over anyway. Like aweeeeeee ♡ I'm sooo happy he did.

I don't care, even when we fight I still like to see him! Even if im grouchy and say I don't wanna haha I still always run to him when I CAN, anyway. Point being, it's nice he's here with me rn, and I'd love one more night 🥺

He knows it to, things get shitty the moment I go home, or I guess when we're apart, why when I was at his place he asked me to get my dog and stay with him lolol didn't want me going home and then another argument starts 🙄

I'm guilty to being one that probably starts it most of the time hehehehe I don't mean to. I just get depressy and shit..... I start over thinking, and then I over react to the way he responds to me, when i dont hear the responses i want. Then he gets upset and boom aghhhh fuck we'll work through it, we have to being we live in two separate towns. Not that far away but ain't no walk unless you like walking the distance....

Lmfao, I will walk 500 miles!

I just, like I said I'm constantly watched by my mother smh, I feel like I always need permission.... it fucking sucks. But that's what mental illness, suicidal attempts and fucking stupidity does to you I guess. I make poor choices obviously, I am grateful she toughs it out and supports me tho. I'm not easy to manage 😬. Her and my step pop are protective over me cause they careeee.

Like hell, they had to pick me up from the hospital like an hr away cause I was driving on the rim of my tire on the highway having a mental break down and I was highly intoxicated to. Luckily the blower couldn't get an accurate reading annnnd they fucked up the weed ticket so it got thrown out.

Hmmm oh yes I was involved in a police chase, not my fault I was basically knocked out drunk in the passenger. My step pop had to pick me up the morning after when i woke up on my friends couch, luckily not in the drunk tank lol

Lastly, my fucking psychotic break where I ended up hiding in a field on the Trans highway a province from home that the popo searched 2 hrs for me before I hopped up cause the green flashing light meant go... anywho 7 days later I think ya, the folks had to do a road trip to the city (in that province) to pick my ass up from the mental ward. Funny I was suppost to stay for 3 weeks but guess they couldn't handle me BAHAHA

Not to mention my OD, from when I was living alone..... ya almost lost me there. Thankyou for caring bosses that came to look for me when I didn't show up for work 💖

So you can see why they're protective eh? Oh and they know how I start getting alil more crazy when I'm involved with a guy, that's another thing they hate 👀 idk why it happens it just does, all my emotions go up 5-10 notches. Then they're the ones at home stuck dealing with the ups and downs from me. So I see why they hate it but it sounds selfish to me LMAO JKJK

Then of course the first man I date in years is like the most..... perfect guy 😉 that makes them so 'happy' for me..... anyway to me he is, yeah there's alot of shit that could possibly out weigh the good between us..... but let's just see where the ride takes us? (Mmmm , i think i said this before with him and that ended in a loud bang....then again we are dating now so it could be different, but yes many unnecessary emotional breakdowns for sure are about to happen, fuck. Stoopid bipolar making me sensitive as fuck when I know there's a bad ass bitch in there lol)

Like damn, I wish I was still like idk.... positive about things and giddy like 2020, when I thought i was head over heals for this guy, I never got triggered or anything, I knew how to calm myself down for him and stop overthinking and trust him. Hell he was in my bed sleeping that day I walked to the post office and caige seen and messaged me for the first time. I was so dedicated to this other guy I asked him if it was okay if I could chill with caige. Which he said yes. Just silly cause we were still just getting to know eachother (obv it was a spark that died quick due to my mental health, i had that psychotic break that i guess spooked him off lol), anyway thats how i started hanging with caige who somehow became my now love ❤️ who accepted me before n after my mental snap 🥰

And he's sleeping like a baby as I type this, that's when men are the cutest lol

Sorry yall I'm just over thinking and chatty rn.

[anthony-burchs-dog]

tl;dr. op you’re so right. excuse my indulgently long stream of consciousness rant on your post.

god i have so many more thoughts to add. something i can’t stop THINKING about is the PAUSES and the TIMING and the LACK OF PAUSES!!!!! in moments where scary might’ve had a moment to genuinely open up and kind of unravel her mask and her defenses. they have moved on so fast! like that episode that ended with terry jr leaving, we all know that scary really meant the opposite — it was so clear in beth’s voice — and i so ravenously believe that if she’d had a little more time to really realize NO, she DOES care abt terry and she DOESNT want the last thing she says to him to be mean — maybe it would’ve been different!!!!! there’s another moment too but i can’t remember when it was — and then there’s times where i’ve been S C R E A M I N G at link and normal and taylor to slow down and not let the little chink in scary’s armor pass — like stop, and be vulnerable for REAL, not just expect her to share out of nowhere but really let the pauses sit, let the offer of shelter and trust linger in the air bc scary is a scared animal! she bites and claws you bc she doesn’t know you and she’s scared! she hasn’t learned that things can be another way yet and she’s terrified of getting hurt! and now she’s cornered! i really believe that scary is trying her hardest just like everyone else to find the right path forward—she turned for help to an adult she trusts 😔 and he killed a guy. is the weight of that death on scary’s shoulders? she let willy out. she told willy to kill him/asked willy to kill him. she knew what willy would do. but… she’s a teenager, and willy is literally like so old. soooooooooo old. her heart was in the right place, right? agh!!! i can’t say it was her fault! she’s a teen! she’s a traumatized teen! all her friends are traumatized too! they made her the leader but only when it was hard or not fun to be leader! they played so much d&d without her! also holy shit i feel that so deeply in my heart soooooo painfully every time i think about. like it’s funny and it was a GREAT bit and then they turned it into something that haunts me every day. scary had no idea how to play and she tried and she did it completely wrong but alsooooooo it was funny! wasn’t it still a little fun! idk! just like! she keeps being made the leader and she steps up and makes choices that seem good to her based on her knowledge and her past and the info she has and every time everyone’s like!!! no not like that! be the leader but don’t do that!! which is hard!! leading is hard for grown ass adults! harder still as teens! and also! the rest of the teens can and should be mad at her 💜 bc they’re kids too. what scary really needs is an adult who will love her unconditionally and can help her see what she’s doing—what’s happening, who can help her understand why she feels the way she does and help her understand why she keeps doing things the way she does and help her understand how her friends are reacting to her and help her make HER choices about how she wants to be and act, ,,,,,, idk someone like her MOM or TERRY would be GREAT!!!!!!!!! or WHATEVER!!!! you know what else i think about tho is that scary is literlaly exactly like terry 🥺 they’re both so/were so angry at their stepparent for the loss of their 1st parent and took it into themselves, internalized it as maybe their own fault, and now terry’s accepting whatever scary throws at him and i think HE thinks he’s giving her the grace to work through her emotions in her own time and i think he’s trying his best but idk!! i just think sometimes it comes as that he hates himself too! that he thinks he’s deserves for scary to hate him and never want to be around him! (he may have actually yelled about this but i don’t remember for sure lol). and like!! terry my love!! what kind of example are you setting for scary! if you can’t love and forgive yourself for how you were as a kid or for the things you’ve done, how can scary learn to? (that’s an oversimplification i KNOW but that’s the dynamic i feel between them. like you obvi don’t have to be able to love yourself to love others or teach

others to love themselves but my god terry :( you deserve love and so does scary 🥺 and link and normal and taylor

um in short, i am also SO normal about these characters and this podcast. not weird or obsessed at all 😳

feeling extremely normal about these podcast characters tonight.

[discotenny]

DW DWWWW TAKE YOUR TIMEEEEE

Right like I feel so petty for being so mad abt it but the amount of people who get into hypmic strictly through the anime. and don't enjoy manga/want to listen to the drama tracks drive me insane because so many of them are ramuda stans who don't know half of who he IS AND LIKE WHY HE EXISTSSSS GRRRRRRRRR WOOF IT SCRATCHES MY BRAIN WRONG TO KNOW THIXSSSSSS

no hate btw to anyone who does just enjoy hpmi through the anime!!! I see you and it's all good!!! but the concept had me seething sometimes LOL

I think this is so much beyyer if they really can't make rhyme anima a retelling os canon, do something else fun haha

um. there are also like a huge group of people that think the events of arb are canon like the meeting dinosaurs and the bodyswap events and that is different than the anime situation but also funny

hope you have a good day and drink water and gets lots of rest! 💗 don't stress too hard on requests because you are very kind to do them and owe nothing to nobody 💗

AGAIN ITS JAKURAI ANON NAFKNWKFFJRKRR I HOPE THAT SENT ANON BECAUSE I THINK I CLICKRD ANON OFF BY MISTAKE AGH

NO NO ITS OK UR ON ANON FOR BOTH AKWBEKSHDKFNFMFKFJ DW DW LOL

People who r Rhyme Anima only and actually stuck around for the next season sometimes confuse me (no offense to those who do enjoy it) just because looking at the anime away from the source material- it really doesn’t make sense ?? Or at least it’s not properly structured, paced, etc etc.

It still has enjoyable moments but I just didn’t like how they butchered the plot w the drb by trying to fit so much. It’s like they didn’t know whether to leave it open ended or conclude the whole chuoke rebellion stuff so they just… tried to do both. Like it was in question whether they would get a season 2 or not &-&

Like the manga is legit SO GOOD !!! And it’s kind of sucky we won’t ever see those really amazing heartfelt moments, silly interactions, angst, and plot animated in a proper way.

The entire Dawn of Divisions manga is my favorite piece of hypmic material ever. And sure some of it can fit inside some spin off episodes maybe or whatever but that can’t be said for most of the manga content :((

I am disappointed Rhyme Anima doesn’t follow the main plot just cause Hypmic is so inaccessible to a wider audience. But, I much prefer the way they’re handling the second season as opposedthe way they handled the first. Like, instead of a silly mess mushing og content with canon compliance I muuuuch prefer them doing a strong og story. Ynno ynno?

I enjoyed some parts of s1 and I’m glad anime onlys enjoyed it enough to stick around to s2 tbh tbh. Hypmic needs more eyes on it esp from outside jp so as long as they’re staying lolol.

Also I think it’s hilarious how they’re seeming to pretend the events of s1 never happened LOL. Like where is Tom Whisper Weathercock and his epic return smh smh smh

ALSO THATS SO FUNNY TO ME KDBDKEHEKDBKEHEJDJ. People legit thinking the arb events canon omg XDDD

My personal interpretation is that ARB as a whole is a fanfic written by Gentaro and I will not take questions on that lolol

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Promo timeeee!!

Winter finale I assume? I figured they would've said if it was this one but for some reason I started kinda assuming it was lol

😬😬 This next/last episode looks like it's going to be inTENSE

Ayy Lea! I missed her this ep 🥰

It doesn't look good though lol xd

Hmm yeah I'd be a bit careful at least Jordan

AGH I'm not sure on this but YEAH that's gonna be a big decision for her to make xdd

AHH

AHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHH??!!?!?!!!??

Okay WHO'S BLEEDING probably a patient right??

It better be xdd

Where's Jerome lol I miss my boy xD

And Powell!

I hope they're back next episode/in this episode xD

Anyway

JORDAN'S RUSHING??? Maybe it's to go talk to Perez or something?? Idk 😬😬 I'm not sure. But yeah it could be like a confession or let's try this kinda thing after him walking away thinking no?? It it could just be an emergency I just- gosh don't know xDD

And yes this is a little out of time for liveblogging just shush okay lol there's a lot going on xD

AND SHAUN COMING IT AT THE END???

AGGGHHHHHH I think something happened to Lea

But also maybe it's a misdirect?? AGH idk xDD

At first automatically it thought the bloody person in the bathroom was her but nah I don't think it is, I checked out the promo again and paused it (I was making sure I got vaguely everything, like the main points lol). Anyway,

AHHHHHHH LEA

Idk is she trying to see something about getting pregnant?? Or it could be a complication, or literally just another random illness!! AHHHHHHH stress xd

The promo guy's right, this is gonna be DRA-MA-TIC!!!

(idk if he actually said dramatic but it was something like that lol)

PHOOOO okay this better work out well xD

That's the last of my last thoughts, now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

Okay I'm still stressed about next week lol, but you pretty much got all of my thoughts on it so let's move on.

I really enjoyed this episode!! It was really serious, and while it had funny moments it did honestly just feel more serious than the past few ones. But I'm glad everyone survived and is okay, or okay as they can be at least :)). For the most part, things worked out <33.

The cases, however devastating (not all), were good, even if I remember more of the emotions than the actual medical drama (not the show lol but the thing, drama that is medical xD) lol, but that pretty much always happens XD. Anyway, I really enjoyed it <33.

Also, there were some super deep and emotional movements this episode, and I loved them ❤️❤️❤️❤️.

Now first of all character wise, I missed Lea, Jerome, and Powell!! Now. Did I realize Powell was missing until the very last line of me finishing my left over liveblog thoughts before the promo, 15 minutes after the end of the show? No, lol. BUT still, I missed her XD. I think Lim will probably get her opinion or at least talk to her about everything next time, so even though I didn't notice her in the promo (and I could be wrong on that one, I just don't remember her being there), we may see her. Lea, obviously we will, and I'm excited to have her back :)) (honestly, character/writing wise, grieving could very well be a good reason for why she wasn't there this ep). And of course, I missed Jerome :D. Though I hope to see him next episode, although he's in the same situation as Powell in my mind - I don't think I saw them in the promo, but that doesn't mean they aren't there.

Although with Jerome and Lea, though they're not the only people who are part of a romance, I think it makes sense they weren't here. Usually there's at least a bit of a focus on one or more of the couples, but there really wasn't any this episode except for slight Lim and Clay, beginning and end - but not really much in the middle/at all continuing, just bits - Jordan and Perez, and I guess you could argue a tiny bit of Morgan and Park. That sounds like a lot but it really wasn't much content lol. I love the couples, but I did honestly appreciate it :). It was a nice, refreshing change of pace :DD.

Anyway!!

On to the people who were actually in the episode, lol xD.

I think this is a sign it'll be a pretty long one, with a lot for each/most of them xD. Probably not much for Park and Asher, or Glassman maybe (Andrews and Villanueva, eh, we'll see, but most likely not much), but still. Glassman has a better chance for a longer bit than the rest of them this episode/review lol. But yeah! Let's get started on that bit :D.

I've waited on this actually, mainly because I was tired and also figured that if I waited I might have more words (sometimes my brain just doesn't, and sometimes it means I over-explain things even more than usual lol), so yeah I waited lol. After that I just kept putting it off or forgetting about it xD. BUT, my point is, this'll probably be shorter because I'm less emotional about it now since I have distance from it lol, whether that's sadness or just passion about it in general, and I'm a bit more articulate now XD. So, let's get started :).

Morgan :(((. Her storyline this episode 💔💔.

Also, let's throw Park in here, I'm glad he was supportive :). I don't know if he really should have been asking, but what he said, about being someone who would be strong for her, if she needed it? Yeah <3. I liked that :')) 😭❤️❤️.

Anyway, I was really thinking that she must've had personal experience with it, because of how she was reacting :(. I totally forgot about the stalker! I mean I can't be expected to remember every piece of backstory or lore but still xD. But yeah, when I was guessing she related I didn't even consider him >:((. Ugh 💔 <3. And I'm so happy for and proud of the patient (I don't remember her name xd) for deciding to do the kit. I mean, obviously it was her choice, and I'm sure it was awful, but I hope it means she gets help and the person gets caught. Also the fact that the flashbacks were Morgan's? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭. I was getting suspicious of that during the last scene with those flashbacks, and then I was right DDDDD':. It was awful, but it was such a good, heart wrenching storyline <33. I feel is bad for the both of them, and it sucks that they have to be that strong but they are.

Okay, phoo, lol, past that xd. Time forrrr Shaun and Lim! I'll throw Glassman in too :).

AAAAHHH I'M SO HAPPY SHAUN AND LIM ARE BACK TO BEING FRIENDS :'DDDDD. Obviously Lim still has a right to her emotions and all, but I just- I love them :'). And it was such a great scene too!!! Like, Shaun's whole speech?? AUGH, I loved it, I thought it was great. It summed up the situation really well :)). And Lim too, she phrased everything so well 😭😭. Plus, relating to her specifically, I'm happy for her and Clay :')). Good for them <3. And Glassman!! WHOO. Good on him for getting them to! Man knows it is not safe for them to be like that XD. And by not safe I mean not safe for the patients, but also them (like, not safe, for them to be like that lol, not not safe for them, to be like that - not commas just separating, but it is also not good for them lol). Anyway! SLAYYYYY they're friends again :DD. I keep wanting to say back together xD. Back together platonically, lol.

ALSO LIM MIGHT BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN?

🎵I think I've seen this film before, and I didn't like the ending🎵

XDD I mean more the first part of that than the second but eh lol. And especially that with the promo having her leaving with another "I need to think about it" type sentence xD. Anyway, I do want her to have as much mobility as possible, and we'd still have Powell as a disabled character, but I'm still a bit :/ about "fixing" a disability. But, hey, whatever happens happens. Anyway it's crazy, but if it's something she wants, I really hope can :)).

It would be wild (like the vine of the person telling the orphans are bad at baseball bc they can't find home joke and the mom's like :O ouo) if they were actually just doing this to portray the repeated hope and disappointment that comes with disability though.

Like that would be heartless.

XDD I mean that jokingly not like legitimately, but it would hit HARD xdd. Anyway lol, onto the others xD.

Asher!! Hi babey :D. My child <3. Anyway, I agree with him, either he's ready for romance or he's not, Jordan. I don't think Asher did much else this episode, but that's okay, I still love him <33 :))).

Jordan (and Perez)! Girlllll. XD. And also SIRRRRR??? Okay like, he deserves time, that's fine and all, but girl you also deserve to not just wait for him!! And if he says after that KISS, AH, WHAT THE HECK?? that he's still not ready or that he's confused, only give him so many chances girl lol. Like I wanna have sympathy and I do, I promise, but those chances can't be unlimited, yk? I want both of them to be happy, and I'd love having them be happy together!! But if that's not it, it's not it <33. I love y'all, I just want you both to be happy :DD.

Lastly, LEA JEROME POWELL I MISSED YOUUUU <3333. Now. Did I realize Powell was missing until 15 minutes after the show ended? . . . No. BUT, nonetheless lol. I love you all and I miss you <333 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. Hope to see them all next episode :)) 🥰🥰🥰!!!

Yes I just realized I already talked about them last time I worked on this! No I don't care lol!

Also, I realized I haven't said much about Andrews and Villanueva yet, I don't think. Basically I thought their storyline was nice :). It didn't particularly stick out to me, but I enjoyed it :D. Dalisay was a queen lol, though I did see both sides of the issue. And I thought the ending was sweet lol :). They better not get together though xD. Idk why, maybe it's just bc she's too good for him /hj XD.

Overall, I really loved this episode. I'm glad everything worked out with the patients, and while it's been long enough I don't remember everything that happened lol, but yeah, I loved it. I'm so glad Lim and Shaun are friends again :D, and I am nervous for next episode with Lim having to choose again, but I hope I'll be happy with whatever it was. Even if it doesn't vibe with me, I'm sure I'll get past it xd. Anyway, hopefully we see the others that we were missing this week next time 🥰. Also, again, I have to say, Morgan's storyline 😭😭. It was rough but amazing <33, so emotional. Lastly, I wanna know where Jordan and Perez's story is gonna go next!! He better treat my girl right now matter what though lol. But yeah, I loved this episode!

So yeah! I thought this episode was great! I'm glad Lim and Shaun made up. And I'm looking forward to the next one! This has been my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 6, Episode 8: Sorry, Not Sorry

I really enjoyed this one! I am nervous for the next one for multiple reasons, but I'm excited too. I'll be back next time for my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 6, Episode 9: Broken or Not

See you then!

[bunny-lou]

Second year in a row I am blessed to have @hersilentlanguage​ as my person in the @descendantsgiftexchange​. It’s also the second year where your REAL Christmas gift (an angsty Jay-centric OT4 fic) is not done because I have no time management skills and just no time in general lol.

Instead, have another ‘I’m Sorry Your Christmas Gift Isn’t Ready Yet’ gift!

Summary: Evie is hosting a Christmas party and demands that her castle be clean - including the people who live in it. It’s going to take a Christmas miracle for Evie, Mal and Carlos to give werewolf!Jay a bath.

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“We should be hosing him down in the backyard.”

“That was our plan a couple of years ago, remember? He runs farther than the hose can reach.”

“Let’s get this over with then. Is the door reinforced?”

Mal mumbles and waggles her fingers at the doorway for a moment. “It is now.”

Jay, who has been watching them, begins to growl. He had been brought into the master bathroom when Evie had asked for his help with cleaning up for the party, her big brown eyes and fluttering lashes made it impossible for anyone to say no.

But the door had swung shut as soon as Evie pulled him in, revealing Mal and Carlos behind the door, the bathtub full of warm water and a row of scentless soaps and a plethora of towels.

“Oh, Jay.” Evie coos and wraps her arms around him. “It’s okay, I promise. We’ll make this quick.” She kisses his nose and his anxious features relax. “As fast as can be.”

“I’m not...I’m not taking...a bath.” He doesn’t pull away from Evie, but he does glare at the water as if it did something horrible already.

“Just keep using your words, dear. We’ll talk you through everything.” Evie tries to pull him to the tub, but he doesn’t move.

“You smell like garbage.” Mal tells him, much less sing-songy than Evie’s voice. “You can’t smell like that at the party tomorrow.” She grabs Jay’s other hand and begins to tug him along.

Jay refuses to budge. “No bath.”

Carlos pops up behind him and digs his fingers into Jay’s side, tickling his ribs and make Jay squirm. “Come on, it’ll be so fast. There’s no smells in any of the stuff. We’ll soap you up, shampoo you, rinse you and we’ll be done.”

Between the three of them, they have moved the werewolf a whooping six inches closer to the tub.

“Why is our - ugh - bathroom so - agh - damn big?” Mal grunts as she yanks on Jay’s arm.

“Not. The. Time.” Evie’s feet are nearly sliding on the floor as she throws all her weight toward the bath.

“Jay!” Carlos shoves at his back and nudges him a few more inches forward. “Seriously!”

As they near the tub, Jay growls and doesn’t respond to their words.

“We’re officially,” Mal stops to pant, “non-verbal. I think.”

“Good.” Evie wipes at the sweat forming on her face. She’ll be showering closer to the party itself. “Less attitude to deal with.”

“That’s funny coming from a succubus.” Carlos would stick his tongue out at Evie, but he’s already tired and it’s only been a few minutes. He rests his head against Jay’s trembling back. “I think I’m just going to tackle him into the tub.”

“You think that’s a good idea?” Mal asks.

“I think all of this is a bad idea.” Carlos gestures around to the room, and probably outside of it, as he was not keen on the idea of hosting any party at all, but saying no to Evie is never really an option. “But my bad idea will help this bad idea be over with faster.”

The tub is large and deep, a major requirement when Evie was still castle shopping. She needs a place to soak in her bubble baths and bath salts and essential oils. She also needs a place to bathe a very uncooperative werewolf, but she hadn’t mentioned that part to the realtor.

“They’ll be quick, they’ll be fast,

Cushion their fall with a splash.”

Mal chants as she holds one arm and Evie holds the other, effectively securing Jay in place for just a moment as Carlos dashes forward into Jay’s back and sends them both careening into the tub.

Jay howls as he falls forward into the water, Carlos falling in with him. The water is still warm and Mal’s spell saves any injury, but the shock of water and wet clothes keeps it from being a pleasant trip.

“Move, move, move!” Evie rushes forward with Mal, dropping to their knees by the tub. She specifically told Jay to wear old clothes he didn’t care about because they would ‘get messy and sweaty with all the cleaning’ before the party. (The logic was only halfway there, but she had kissed Jay in gratitude, so he didn’t question her.) Evie picks up the scissors she had stashed behind the toilet and makes quick work of ridding Jay of his old shirt.

Mal squirts shampoo into her hands and tries to lather it into Jay’s hair, but he thrashes. Carlos is still clinging to his back, preventing Jay from grabbing onto the sides of the tub to stand, and offering what distractions he can, like stroking Jay’s neck and peppering his shoulder with kisses.

“Stay still, damnit!” Mal snaps as she leans over the tub to reach Jay. She is soaked already, the splash of the boys falling into the tub had gotten everywhere, but she also had made sure to wear clothes she didn’t care about - an old Auradon Prep t-shirt and some baggy shorts she often wore while painting - because Jay’s claws tended to make an appearance during times like these. Mal scrubs the shampoo into his scalp, ignoring the way Jay flashes his teeth at her. She knows him well enough to call him on his bluff.

(And because Jay knows if he bites her, she will bite right back.)

“You’re doing such a good job!” Carlos squeezes Jay’s shoulders. He is no match for Jay’s strength, but he clings to his shoulders and lessens how much Jay can fight this. “Good boy, Jay!”

The praise is lost as Jay continues to growl and flail in the water.

“Did he get this feral last time we gave him a bath?” Evie asks as she begins to work on cutting through Jay’s pants. He’s writhing too much for her to want to hold anything sharp near him, so she makes a fast cut at his waistline and rips the rest of the way down with her hands.

“The last couple of times,” Mal grunts as Jay makes a half-hearted attempt to bite at her hands, “we just took him swimming in the enchanted lake.”

“That’s it?”

“Well, I’ve been - don’t even fucking think about biting me - using some cleaning spells on him too.”

“So when’s the last time he got a real bath?”

Mal freezes in thought, as do Carlos and Evie. The only sound is Jay’s growling from deep in his throat.

“Fuck, before the summer, at least.” Mal offers.

“Maybe late May?” Carlos furrows his brow in thought.

Evie looks nearly sick. “And we’ve been sharing a bed with someone who hasn’t bathed in months?”

“He cleans himself in wolf form!” Mal argues as she leans toward Jay to finish up his hair. He dodges her hands and snarls a few times before Mal sighs and yells “fuck it” and gracelessly joins him and Carlos in the tub. “Hold him,” she instructs Carlos as she stands in the water, so small that she hardly towers over Jay even as he sits, and scrubs the shampoo into his hair with a new vigor.

“Hold on!” Carlos grunts. “He’s tensing, he’s about to sha-!”

Jay whips his hair wildly, his whole body vibrating as he shakes in Carlos’ grasp. Water and suds and shampoo bubbles are sent flying into the already disastrous bathroom. Carlos hides his face in Jay’s back, shaking with Jay, and Mal shields her face and groans as her t-shirt is further soaked.

Evie, however, yelps loudly and turns her face away. “Shit! Ow!”

Mal lowers her arms. “E?”

“Damnit, shampoo!” She goes to wipe at her face, but her hands are covered in soapy water from cutting Jay’s pants off. “Towel, please!”

Mal awkwardly shuffles out of the tub, slipping on the wet floor, and reaches for a towel and shoves it into Evie’s flailing hands. “Shampoo in your eyes? Are you okay?”

Whatever Evie’s response was, it is cut off by Jay’s vicious snarl as he lunges for the shampoo bottle on the edge of the tub. Carlos is dragged along with him, helplessly trying to keep Jay still, as Jay snatches the bottle in his mouth and shakes it like he could kill it.

“Don’t eat the shampoo!” Carlos shouts as he tries to wrench it out of Jay’s mouth unsuccessfully.

Mal hops back into the tub, also trying to pry the bottle from Jay. “Bad boy!” She yells and tries not to slip in the tub as she wrestles the shampoo from Jay, Carlos helping by digging his fingers into Jay’s jaw and loosening the grip he has. With one hard yank, Mal rips the bottle from his mouth.

Jay makes a noise that isn’t quite human, but isn’t quite feral, and licks the roof of his mouth several times and snarls.

“You punctured the bottle, dumbass!” Mal inspects the little holes at the bottom. “How does it taste? It looks like it tastes like shit.”

Jay growls at the bottle in Mal’s hands, still trying to get the taste of shampoo off his tongue. He’s still now, entirely focused on the evil bottle, no longer fighting Carlos or trying to free himself.

Evie, with red and watery eyes, sets her towel down. “My big, scary protector.” She murmurs, voice cracking. It had stung more than she thought. “You really showed that shampoo who’s in charge, didn’t you?” She reaches for Jay’s shoulder and smiles at him.

Jay turns away from the bottle and to Evie, his growling now silent and his eyes are big and sad. He whines and nuzzles into Evie’s hand.

“No more shaking, okay? Let us finish this.”

He doesn’t agree, the English language lost on him at this time, but he doesn’t move as Mal finishes shampooing his hair and turns on the faucet to get clean water to dump on his head. She is slow and gentle as she moves, an attitude she’s grown more accustomed to in Auradon, making sure to tilt Jay’s head back and shield his eyes.

Carlos loosens his hold on Jay, still sitting close behind him, and hands Evie the scentless body wash. “You’re being very good right now,” Carlos tells him, “a great wolf. You’re even being better than Dude right now.” He kisses Jay’s temple.

Jay’s new good behavior isn’t perfect. He only lets Mal rinse his hair a few times before beginning to growl again and Mal decides that her work is good enough. Whatever shampoo is left in their will dry eventually, right? She got most of it anyway.

Evie makes quick work of his shoulders and back, and Jay only fights her a little bit on lifting his arms and letting her scrub him.

They all know if they allow Jay to stand so they can clean his legs, he’ll just try to escape, so Mal takes a washcloth and scrubs his calves and thigh and feet. “I don’t get paid enough for this.” She grumbles.

“You’re getting paid in the chocolate dipped strawberries I got for the party.”

“Oh... I didn’t know we were saving those for the party.”

“Mal!”

“Shhhh,” Carlos shushes them and Jay, who is growing impatient again. “We’re almost done, right?” He scratches behind Jay’s ears. “Is there anything else?”

“I want to do a leave-in conditioner.” Evie eyes the split ends of Jay’s ear with irritation, “but...I think we can let him out of the tub.”

Jay doesn’t wait for anything more, jumping out of Carlos’ grip and diving over the side of the tub. He lands in a mess of limbs and water and unruly hair and snaps his teeth as a warning before shaking again.

Mal, Carlos and Evie all cover their faces this time as Jay continues to shake. Nothing in the bathroom is dry, not the walls or the mirror or the mountain of towels laid out.

Carlos unplugs the drain and lets the water rush out and Evie gives him a hand as he steps out of the tub, Mal following him.

“Are any of those towels salvageable?” Mal asks. “Do we even bother drying him off?”

Jay whines and scratches at the door, still not back to his level-headed self. Well, as level-headed as Jay ever is.

Evie sighs. “No, we still have to clean anyway.” She marches over to Jay, only slipping a few times. She puts a hand on his head and forces him to look at her. “You stay off my furniture until you’re dry, got it?”

Jay blinks at her.

“Good enough.” Evie unlocks the door and opens it and Jay runs down the hallway, still naked and wet and wild.

“Let’s all...take a rest before we clean everything up.” Carlos looks at them with tired eyes and the girls agree.

“Did we lock the doors to the outside?” Evie asks quickly.

Carlos and Mal look at each other, then at Evie.

“Jay!”

---

Thankfully, Jay in this state of mind can hardly figure out door handles, let alone locks. They find him pacing by the front door, eyeing the outdoors through the window.

“No rolling in dirt for at least a week!” Evie scolds him. They are wet footprints all down the halls and kitchen and foyer, but she doesn’t care at this point. They’re out of the bathroom and Jay is starting to lose that wild look in his eyes. “Come sit in the living room, let me brush your hair.”

Jay refuses to leave the window for several minutes. As his breathing evens out and he stops pacing, his words come back in spurts.

“You guys...suck.”

“And you smelt like you rolled in dog shit.” Mal fires back. She has stripped of her wet clothing and opted for a dry bathrobe, purple of course, with horns on the hood. “Now you smell just as bad as every other dude on the planet.”

“I don’t smell!” Carlos panics and sniffs his shirt, which smells like wet dog, and he blanches.

“No, C. You are the exception.” Evie pats his shoulder sweetly. “Come on, Jay. Let’s go do your hair.”

Jay allows Evie to pull him away from the window, whining at his chance of freedom. They all pile onto the carpet in the living room, where their Christmas tree sits in the corner. Evie had wanted a giant one, as tall as the ceiling, to decorate with tinsel and ornaments and candy canes, but Carlos had shyly picked out a smaller tree, with some branches missing and some naked spots, and said Evie could make anything beautiful. She had accepted the challenge and now their tree, no taller than Mal or Carlos, has a elegant skirt at the bottom and bright lights on the branches and star crafted by Mal herself at the top.

The four of them sit down on the towels placed out in preparation. Evie picks up her brush and settles behind Jay. She had even thought ahead to grab the conditioner she wanted to use on him, also scentless. She massages it into Jay’s scalp and he groans. “Such a pretty boy,” Evie tells him. “All clean and handsome. You’re going to look fantastic tomorrow.”

Carlos sits in front of Jay and rubs their faces together. It’s not an action that means anything to him, but Jay likes to nuzzle them, to scent them. “You did very good.”

“No, he didn’t. He did terrible.” Mal scoffs, but sits next to Jay. “But we love you anyway.”

“I didn’t smell that bad.”

“Yes, you did.”

“You really did.”

“It was pretty bad.”

Jay scoffs. “Whatever, you guys just don’t appreciate musk.”

Evie begins to brush his hair, evenly distributing the conditioner. “Well, it’s all behind us now. We can dry the castle and focus on cleaning and then we can all snuggle tonight.”

“Wait, is that why you guys haven’t let me spoon you?” Jay turns his head to look at Evie. “Because I stunk?”

“I mean...yeah.” Mal tells him with a shrug. “But now you don’t stink, so now we can sleep like normal.”

“Oh.” Jay is silent for a moment, like he might be offended. “Okay.”

“And tomorrow, we’ll have all of the new Isle kids and some Auradon friends over and tons of food and presents for everyone.” Evie pulls Jay’s hair back. “It’s going to be the best Christmas party ever.”

“And we’ll get more chocolate covered strawberries.”

“I will get more chocolate covered strawberries and hide them from you.” Evie points her brush at Mal.

“And we can all take a picture in front of the Christmas tree in our outfits.” Carlos tells them proudly. He and Evie have been working on their clothes for weeks. “And we’ll all look great and we’ll have a great picture and a great party to remember it by.”

“And I’m going to get an extra present for the bullshit I had to put up with.” Jay tells them all, shivering as Evie pulls his hair back into a loose braid.

“Yeah, right.” Mal rolls hey eyes. “Us going through that bullshit to make you look presentable was our Christmas gift to you.” She flicks Jay’s nose and he playfulls bites at her fingers. “You do look very handsome already.” Mal tells him after studying his face solemnly.

Jay sits up straighter and preens.

“Gorgeous.” Carlos nods.

“Perfect!” Evie tells him and hugs him from behind. “Now let’s work on getting you dressed and setting up. We have a party to throw!”

---

This ended up being waaaaay fluffier than I expected!

@hersilentlanguage you bring so much positivity and light into the fandom, I hope this gift shows how much I (and so many others) appreciate you!

Maybe next year, I’ll have your actual gift from 2020 up!!

[babybluebex]

hey, just received a lot of negative criticism for a paper i worked hard on and i need to relax. may i ask for some silly h/c for zemo and a sokovian reader, the bond over a language in the world where sokovia no longer exists? thank you in advance 😔

agh sorry for just getting to this! i’ve had quite a week lol

ok i imagined this like happening at a little restaurant in germany, like zemo lives in munich and is living his life, and he goes to the same coffee shop every morning

and it’s been years since sokovia was destroyed and he’s still a little ill about it

when people ask, he says he’s from austria bc there’s always the people who like feel like they need to say they’re sorry and most times he just doesnt wanna fool with it 

he has nobody to speak sokovian with, so he sorta starts to forget it, or will turn it into a german-sokovian-russian Thing

and he’s in the coffee shop one morning like reading his newspaper and living his life and he hears a quick chirp of “dobro jutro [good morning]!!” and like nearly upends his coffee bc that’s sokovian!! someone’s speaking sokovian!!

and he turns to the door and sees this kid there, and they’re a lot younger than him like he can hardly pinpoint how old they were during novi grad, probably hardly a teenager

and he listens to you order in german and notes the accent, it sounds just like him when he speaks german

and you walk by him as you go to a table in the corner and sip at your coffee 

and zemo battles himself for a moment do i go over and say hi? what do i even say? like he’s older and this kid is young, and what if they recognize him?

in the end, he decides to go over and clears his throat a bit to get your attention and you look at him confused like “Kann ich Ihnen helfen? [can i help you?]” 

“jesi li govorio sokovski? [were you speaking sokovian?]”

and you smile and nod like :3 “da! da li si sovokijan? [yes! are you sokovian?]” 

“rođen i odgojen [born and rasied]” and zemo hesitantly takes a seat across from you before you fully beckon him into his seat 

��moram da pitam: koliko si imao godina kad je novi grad ... otišao kaput? [i have to ask: how old were you when novi grad... went kaput?]”

“petnaest [15]” and zemo’s like they’re 24?? and asks as much and you confirm it for him

“da li se neko od vaše porodice izvukao? [did any of your family make it out?]” and you shake your head “Izgubio sam oca i ženu i sina [i lost my father, and my wife and son]”

and you reach across the table and take his head and whisper “i’m so sorry”

and then y’all jump into a conversation like old friends, and zemo realizes how much he’s missed native sokovians and how kind they are but how flat and dry their humor is

y’all talk about everything you miss about your little home country, from the lovely countryside that ran a little bit into latvia but nobody really was counting, even down to specifics like the little tea room catty cornered to the cathedral in the center of novi grad 

zemo brings up their cherry blossom tea and you like hit the roof because you know EXACTLY what he’s talking about 

and then, quieter, zemo says to you “i bet nobody even knows what language we’re speaking” 

“that’s kinda fun, though, huh?” you giggle “i feel like a spy or something”

and zemo scoffs and it makes you laugh 

“too childish?”

“no, no!” and his eyes widened cuz DAMN he knows he fucked this up “not at all. i just personally happen to know the most dangerous intelligence operatives in the world, and they’re not nearly half as serious as you”

“oh really?” and like OBVIOUSLY this guy is playing with you. he’s hot and speaking your mother tongue and you sorta assume he wants more than friendly conversation (which there’s nothing wrong with that but, guy, i’ve got a lecture in half an hour, get to the point)

“yes. james and sam get in fights all the time” and zemo contemplates his coffee for a moment before adding “like cats. they paw and hiss at each other, it’s quite funny”

“james and sam,” you repeated. “are they sokovian?” 

“american” zemo says, and he like flaps his lips in exasperation how those funky europeans do and you giggle at him

“ah, so they’re worthless”

“essentially”

[caffeine-and-melatonin]

✨Bad Batch S1 Finale Pt 1 Spoilers✨

AHHHHHHHHHHHH Y'ALL AHHHHHHHHHH SEND HELP

Let's look at the absolute chaos that was my train of thought during this episode...

- A trap? Right away? No build up? Only stress? Yeah this is gonna hurt my feelings a whole lot isn't it

- Speaking of hurt feelings, Cross looking Hunter square in the face and saying that they would come him makes me wanna cry. Like the fact that Cross is fully aware of gravity of them leaving him behind and the fact very clearly upset him UPSETS ME!!!! I just want him to be safe why is that so much to ask for

-ECHOOOOO!!! Look at him go! being all level headed and further stepping up as a leader! I'm so proud of that sweet boy

-Tech...back at it again...laying down underneath a control panel (how long until the edits come out? Just wanna make sure my schedule is clear)

- Lol something about Gregor hanging out with Cid is VERY funny to me

- Ahhhhhhhhhhh Kamino.....y'all I'm so scared

-Fuck you Rampart

- HOLD UP!!!!! FORESHADOWING??? ARE WE GETTING CROSS BACK??? PLEASE???

- Something about Echo asking where the rest of the fleet is doesn't sit right with me

- Tech's gentle tone while he talks to Omega is just so 🥰

- Serious shout out to the animators!

- Ok hidden elevator tube thing is pretty cool looking

- ECHO CHECKING IN ON OMEGA!!! FEELINGS!!! EMOTIONS!!! AHHHHHH!!!

- Adding to the list of things that hurt my feelings, Omega having to push her trauma aside in order to save her brother....wtf filoni why must you do this

- Me: *sees TK trooper standing in the control room....thinks about Shaak Ti* HOW DARE YOU STAND WHERE SHE STOOD!!!!!!!

- "They don't leave their own behind...most of the time." AHHHH SHIT NO CROSS SAD HECK NO BIG UPSET

- "We didn't have a choice." "And I did?" I AM NOT OK RIGHT NOW I DON'T THINK Y'ALL UNDERSTAND

- Hold up is that why no one ever saw Omega? Because she could only move around via the tube system?

- Wait she was there????? That's why she knew so much about them from the beginning. The poor baby was separated from her brothers.

- Hi AZI!

- Crosshair's sigh before he said it was time to go....BRAIN VERY FULL. Is he gonna? Is he? Y'all?????

- Agh seriously the extra wide shots in this show are just immaculate

- Tech, my love, the last time you said you all were gonna do something he wouldn't expect, Cross was all like "Teehee gotcha bitch"

- BOYS DON'T GO UP THERE!!! FISH IN A BARREL! REPEAT! FISH IN A BARREL!

- REX??? IS REX GONNA POST UP??? PLEASE

- I'm living for Cross with dialogue. The pure sass and sarcasm from that man is just *chef's kiss*

- Omega...sweetie...not the murder bots...the boys are still up there

- "We're loyal to each other." "You weren't loyal to ME."

- The fact that we have gotten more character development for Cross in like 10 mins then we have the whole season is...interesting, but somehow it works. I'm not complaining by any means

- Pls don't shoot the baby

- THE MIRRORS!!! CROSS!!! YOU ARROGANT SOB!!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!

- THE WAY I CALLED CROSS BEING ALL LIKE "IF MY BROTHERS WON'T SAVE ME I'LL JUST DO IT MYSELF"

- Direct shot from Omega! Look at her go! Echo must be so proud!

- THE THEME MUSIC WHEN CROSS STARTED HELPING THEM TAKE DOWN THE DROIDS!!!!!

- Hunter....growling....while talking down a murder bot....with only a knife....hmmmmmm

- He didn't get his chip out. There's no way. The Empire would never willing give up having control over him. Why would he say that? I'm not ok with this. That's it! Add that to the list of things that hurt my feelings

- Hunter finally being visibly worried about Cross...thank god we finally got something

- STUN ROUND!!!!! HE'S FINALLY COMING HOME!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

- For crying out loud Hunter, respectfully, just hug the damn child it's not that hard

-"You did the same for me." CALL BACK TO THE RYLOTH EPISODE

- Hunter doing the right thing and not second guessing the decision + Omega looking at him and acknowledging it is fantastic. It's such a brief moment but it's so important

- AND NOW THE THING THAT HURT MY FEELINGS THE MOST: THE DRAMATIC MUSIC AND THE SHOTS OF DIFFERENT PLACES AROUND THE CITY! like it's so beautifully done but also fucking hell they really did just blow that place up

- If Crosshair really did think the Empire cared about him, what's he gonna think when he finds out that they open fired on the city while he was still there?

So normally I do a "final thoughts" section at the end of these things, but I think I'm gonna save that for either after pt 2 or I honestly might just do a season wrap up later, so look for that next week.

But yeah this episode was so well written. A lot of it hurt my feelings, but I'm not mad ya know what I mean? Anyway this is gonna be a long week before pt 2...I'm already stressed out.

(PS thank the maker they announced that season 2 is happening because I don't think I could physically handle them pulling a Rogue One)

[moons-and-stars-and-shit]

Hiii i saw your matchups/cakes and I LOVE THEM. English is not my first language so i am sorry for any wrong spelings and grammar use lol. Can a Get a boy from Hq?????? I am a capricorn, with a lot of fire sign in my chart. ISTP. Tall girl, 175cm. Dark blond hair to under my shoulders, blue eyes. Lean bulid, but mby a little broad shoulders and waist. Enything else is normal ig. I indeed have cheek bones and jawline, a caps face traits a think. Stretch marked on my ass and things. Im just gonna keep my personality short cuz i dont know how to talk about myself. Im Shy and intro and first, then i will open up and become a messy and late-coming person. Im never on time to anything. Once you know me and logical thinking, feisty, dark humor type of funny, sly, stubborn, determind, strong minded, oberetiv and a daredevil. I will do enything for somthing in return. Nobody can hold me back. I am also a Clumsy person, a will let a word og two slip and offend somone, will break or forget somthing. Im always there my friends, help them out with everthing and my door is always open for them. Street smart all the way, i Can talk about enything and give tips and trix on enything. Im not the Life of the party, in a party im either outside or taking care of Ppl or i am sipping for other ppls drinks. I listen to pop/rock but i Can vibe to anything. I also love pasta. And cats, but im allergic): I overthink a lot, tend to bottle up on my emotions and then just let it burst when im alone. I got bullied as a kid, thats why i keep to myself and have Some close friends and then friends i dont trust that much. I like long lasting realtionships and friendships. I wont settle for somthing that i dont belive will work. I just want to feel safe and loved and held, lol. Am i rly ugly cryer btw so i wont look into another persons eyes. I train a lot, do sport shooting, wresle a lot with my friends and dad in a safe way ofc. I love to have a friendly and funny wtesle. I lough a lot. I said i do sport shooting, and i hate it when ppl take it the wrong way and starts to compare it to illegal activity. That my biggest pet peeve, and loud chewers. I LOVE CHEES AND CARD GAMES. Also late night means and snacks. My favorite time is like late at night, after sundown. Late night walks. Laser tag or paint ball is a must, Water and pillow fights AGH my dreams. Also, just to chill in a bathtub👌🏻✨Pfffff Idk what more. I would like a boy form Haikyuu, whos taller than me. Would be up to my randome and mby dangerous ideas, but also calm and relaxing when it fits the mood. Dosent need to know how to comfort a crying person, just like do the basics and ill be fine. THANK YOU SO MUCH😘

@sussebassen

Romantic Matchup

Tendou Satori

How Y’all Met

Ahhhh

Y’all had a class together

And EVERY SINGLE DAY you would show up late

Every. Single. Day

It doesn’t matter if you we’re 5 minutes late, or 15 minutes late

You never showed up on time

This peeked Tendous interest...

So, he asked you about it

You then explained how you never try to be late, it just always happened

Then one day

Satori was walking to class

The bell was going to ring soon so he was trying to hurry

Then he saw you

You were also just trying to get to class ON TIME for once

But you tripped...

And you fell...

And ALL of your papers went everywhere 🥲

You silently cursed to yourself before rushing to pick up your things

And you we’re startled when a certain redhead began to help you

You guys had gathered all of your things before RUNNING to get to class

And you guys were still able to make it on time 😃

The teacher made a remark that maybe you should hang around Tendou more often if it gets you to class on time

Little did he know that you would do just that

Apparently you both had similar interests

So you guys became really good friends

And feeling began to bloom over time

Poor bb was to scared to confess to you tho :(

He didn’t want to scare off one of the only friends he had

Of course he told all of this to Ushijima

And of course Ushijimas LOUD MOUTH

spilled the beans

Unintentionally of course

But still

He just didn’t get the gist that all of this was supposed to be a secret

So one day when he and Tendou were walking together

They saw you

And Ushijima was just like “ah your that person that Tendou likes correct?”

You:😳

Him:🙂

Tendou: 🥲

Tendou then took you aside and properly confessed his feelings

He was 100% sure you were gonna reject him

“I like you too Tendou”

I’m sorry what????

He was SHOCKED

Baffled

Beguiled

But SUPER DUPER HAPPY

he pulled you in for a bone crushing hug

And promised to be the best bf ever

Awww my boy luvs ya

What They Love About You

Ight I’m just gonna say it...

Mans ADORES your stretch marks

He thinks they’re so cool!!!

He often compares you to a tiger because of them

Oof

He LOVES your sense of humor

He also has a darker sense of humor

So you guys mesh very well when it comes to that

Loves that you have the combo of being sly and a daredevil

If there’s one thing satori loves...

It’s pranks

So those traits of yours make pranks so much easier to pull off 😩

He loves how he can talk to you about ANYTHING

He knows that if he’s ever distressed about something he can go to you

So he’s vv grateful for that 🙏

Favorite Things To Do Together

Oh he LOVES to play card games

His favorites is slap Jack

WARNING: he gets REALLY into that game

So he hits HARD

So be prepared...

He 100% swoops you away to stores in the middle of the night

Have you guys been caught sneaking out?

Yes

Was that the last time you did it?

Absolutely not

LASER TAGGGGGG

YOU WILL GET DESTROYED

MANS IS THE KING OF LASER TAG

So just take that L

Also paintball

He’s not that good at paintball

Mans aim is booty

But he still likes to play!

Random Hc

You’d actually be quite shocked on how chill he could be

Like sometimes he just reads his manga sin silence

If you want to talk then sure

But those are the moments he prefers to be quiet

The reason he’s so good at laser tag...

Is because kids used to target him 🥲

So he had to adapt...

And now he’s a pro!

If you ever want to talk to him about your bullyed past

ON GOD mans is always there for you

He knows what it feels like

So his goal is to comfort you when it comes to that

Honestly

Mf chews loud...

So that’s something you’d have to work on 😃

But he’ll try his best to stop if it bothers you THAT much

Astrology

Capricorn + Taurus

When Taurus and Capricorn come together in a love match, it’s a practical, sensible partnership.

These two Signs share a certain down-to-earth logic and interest in efficiency.

Taurus is not interested in risking more than is necessary in terms of emotional connection and involvement, and Capricorn is similarly disinterested in risk, but more in terms of money and career.

Capricorn’s career is one of the great focuses of their lives; they’re interested in scaling the heights and tend to set very high standards for themselves to adhere to.

Taurus has high standards as well, but regarding love, relationships and possessions.

These two signs admire ones dedication and strength, but, while they have this in common as well as a dependable, realistic, somewhat conservative approach to life (Capricorn more than Taurus), a love relationship between them can go stale fast.

The problem? They’re actually rather different at their cores.

Taurus may begin to find Capricorn too conservative and restrictive

Capricorn may start to think Taurus is too lazy and doesn’t care enough about career and status.

If Taurus can encourage Capricorn to relax a little and appreciate the fruits of labor, and if Capricorn can help motivate Taurus to achieve goals and make dreams a reality, their union can be smooth, happy and long-lasting.

Overall Aesthetic

Chaotic Teenage Romance

Songs

Electric Love- BØRNS

Line Without a Hook- Ricky Montgomery

Scrawny- Wallows

Hey Lover- Wabie

[batz]

i have NO idea how to use cakewalk so things are VERY OUT OF SYNC and dont rlly line up w eachother and AGH just. yeah this is not a finished product its mostly just the wip of a wip of a concept ya know. its almost 10am i  havent slept i feel like im.rotting.

anyway thinking of funny lil leitmotifs and i took this lil one i came up with and put them in two different scenes i think itd work rlly well in (beginning of the rescas and entering xen). they’d both fade into their own respective songs that i kinda already have my own ideas for lol. anyway pleas no rebloggy if u wanna offer ideas just reply to th poast

more rambling under the cut

ok first one is obviously very gordon-centric bc its the resonance cascade yada yada yada like the concept of a rescas song is fun but i can see it being very Big very Epic VERY cheesy and campy. this  meaty sounding electric guitar with some fun lil synth leads u know the drill, stuff that just oozes sci-fi tht takes itself way too seriously but is still a lot of fun. its obv gonna be longer thats kinda just a tidbit of a larger idea, where it gets more n more climactic n then BOOM epic momence 

second one is xen, obviously.  this one kinda leads into a song kinda doesnt. i can see it playing as they enter the portal n are sorta coming to terms with their situation, the rest of the musical is VERY silly but this is a kind of somber moment w a bit of weight to it like yeaaa things are FUCKED but then it goes back to silly when benrey appears. this tune will kinda play throughout the entirety of the beginning conversation before ramping up and then boom, song happens, u get the drill. benreys a very mysterious eerie kinda dude so tunes focusing on him and him Alone are gonna reflect that. lots of low droning synths and strings with twinkly piano or harp. some synth as well

its 10am i need to  sleep i can Feel the exhaustion i m going to make some coffee 

makin music based off vague notes i took like months ago is  fun tho jlfdgdfhgjdf

[quinnfebrey]

Hi! So I’ve been incredibly d*pressed for a week now so the only thing I’ve been watching is The Wilds because it’s the only thing that makes me happy right now. So I’ve been watching it like 2-3 times a day 😅 and I’ve come to just love some little/big moments that grab my attention and/or make me laugh that I just want to express to someone (sorry that’s you). So now I present you a few moments that I love 😁

- Dots speech in episode 7 about not killing each other absolutely moves me to my core 😭

- I love how all the girls curse like a freakin sailor! Like even god loving Shelby curses her head off and I just love it

- I love how comfortable Leah is with laying on Dot and Fatins leg. It’s just so cute and calming

- After Fatin makes the comment “shark week for Rachael” and Nora glares at her, I love the innocent smile she gives Nora 😁 makes me smile every time

- Love watching Toni high five herself in the water scene 😂 makes me laugh

- In episode 9 after Shelby gets her hair stuck in the branch, and Toni makes a comment like “it looks like you get your hair done at a salon staffed by toddlers” or something like that. I LOVE the look Shelby gives her. Because she kind of smiles and looks happy and relieved that Toni can still mess with her. I just think it’s hella cute 🥰 it makes me smile

- I also love during Rachel and Noras fight scene, I love how Martha just pops up wearing her frog suit and takes a sip of vodka. I just find it funny and it makes me laugh haha

And finally the big thing is I just love that besides the one person they came with , all these girls are absolute strangers from around the country. And despite knowing next to nothing about each other, they are willing to do everything in their power not to let any of them die or get hurt or anything like that. And they all just become so comfortable with each other. And throughout their stay in the island they end expressing all sides of them selves infrknt of these strangers. Like their happy, sad, bad, funny sides. And they just love each other and grow so much. And I just love it!

Sorry this is so long, I just love these moments and needed to express them to someone

Have a good day/night!

omg i love this ask 🥺 all these moments are amazing ur so right. and honestly every single fatin and nora interaction is absolutely hilarious, especially when they’re talking about rachel 🤣 part of the reason i can rewatch this show so much is bc i re-notice all the little funny moments lol

agh i smiled so hard reading this ask, they literally love each other so much and i love themmmm 🥺

[spnwatch]

Season 2: The Rankings

Whew. Oh boy.

They were still puttering about in season 1 to an extent. But now? Now they’ve really hit their stride. This season was a veritable chocolate box of delights and I ate my way through it. The overall myth arc was kind of nonsensical, but that emotional throughline? Christ. Spn buries SO MUCH emotional complexity into its leads, and they cashed in every cent in that two part finale. It packs one hell of a punch. And yeah, okay, I knew the broad strokes, the twists and turns. It’s hard not to be spoilered for a season of tv that aired over a decade ago. But reader! It mattered not!! I. Still. Wept. That’s when you know it’s the good kush.  1.) 2x12: NIGHTSHIFTER. This one just snagged the top spot by merit of its sheer ambition. Supernatural often feels like a very empty universe to me, just two guys and one car drifting from place to place. Which is fine, it makes for compelling TV, but they totally flipped the script here and this episode really dazzles precisely because of that contrast. It’s a huge, cinematic episode, a metropolitan setting full of uncontrollable elements, and it’s great to see Sam and Dean so profoundly vulnerable. The outside world is pressing up against the windows. They have sniper dots trained on them! They are, literally and figuratively, out of their depth! We’re not in Kansas any more, baby. God, I haven’t even mentioned the supporting characters. The entire mandroid rant deserves an Emmy. Victor Henrickson’s entrance! Heist movie antics! Agh!  10/10  

2.) 2x07: THE USUAL SUSPECTS. Again this episode was a cut above precisely because it showed us what the brothers look like from the outside: sketchy as all hell. It’s so good when reality ensures, because it’s great to be reminded they lead objectively insane lives! Through Linda Blair’s eyes we get to see just how unknowable, feral and amoral they appear to the eyes of polite society. Put under a microscope like this, they’re scary guys! They’re just not socialised like normal people. They don’t really care about being arrested, or about the felonies. Getting arrested is an irritant above everything else. They’re still working the case from the inside. They’re professionals; excellent liars, and totally in sync with each other. The handwritten notes they pass, like delinquent school kids! A delight! The thrill lies in watching Blair slowly unwrap their strange logic, and unravel the mystery of both the brothers and the ghost. Ugh, what a great perspective shift. I’m 100% here for it. 10/10 

 3.) 2x09: CROATOAN. Ugh, this setting. Small Town Gothic, complete with eerie mist, hostile locals and creepy Stepford vibes. Sam really shone in this episode. He’s so soothing and giant, and it made his suffering at the end all the more devastaing. The real reason this episode ranks so highly is their conversation in the surgery. It just killed me. Dean’s sheer, bone-deep exhaustion, his admission that he’s tired of the life. Sam’s despair, because he knows Dean won’t leave. The performances were so steller. I can’t even really think too deeply about it because it makes me too crazy. 10/10  

 4.) 2x21: ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE: PART ONE. I loved this finale so much more than the finale in Season 1, LOL. It might just be because I’m more invested now, who knows. The opening of this episode is a piece of art: Boston playing on the car stereo, the rain, the small cafe, the lighting. Gorgeous. I love when they have to interact with ordinary people! It adds so much: texture, humour, personality! It draws things out of Sam and Dean that we just don’t see when they have each other to bounce off of. It was so good to see Ava and Andy again. “I just woke up in freakin’ Frontierland!” The gang’s all here, folks! This episode would rank higher, but recieves minus points for the long boring speech the demon gives Sam, and killing off the first gay in the show 0.2 seconds after her introduction. Anyway. The ending of course unzipped me; Dean cradling Sam’s dead body, muttering “It’s okay, it’s not even that bad.” The elation of their reunion, so devastaingly cut short! Sam, twenty two years old, bleeding out in the mud. The sheer, hopelessness of it all. The horror. My notes for the end of the episode simply read: “Dean oh Christ. Oh my God. Oh no.” It’s just one of those scenes that stay with you long after the credits start rolling. 9/10   

5.) 2x20: WHAT IS AND WHAT SHOULD NEVER BE. I never thought I could be so profoundly upset by watching a man happily mowing a lawn. Dean’s trauma over the loss of his mother has undercut the whole show up until this point, and here it bursts to the fore. What really got me was the simplicity of it all. Just a sit-down dinner, an engagement. A beer on the porch. Fuck, he deserves it. He deserves everything. All the performances were great, they really served to show there’s a whole life in these AU characters. The fact it wasn’t all perfect was bizarrely more devastating. AU Sam’s weird straight hair and dorky jacket sealed the deal for me, as did his baffled terror in the warehouse. But even here, with no training and no idea what’s happening, he gets into the Impala! Because that’s his brother! Because I’m a huge baby I had to remove points because of how upsetting I found Sam’s quiet hostility towards Dean, HA. But that’s really just a testament to how well-realised their dynamic has become by the second season. 9/10  

 6.) 2x15: TALL TALES. Every single thing Sam does in any of Dean’s memories. Also alien slowdance set to “Lady in Red.” Also Bobby breaking them up like they’re petulant children. Gold, all of it gold. 9/10 

 7.)  2x11: PLAYTHINGS. So I’m a slut for a cool setting, obviously. Turns out, Supernatural did The Haunting of Bly Manor fifteen years ago. The swimming pool! The attic! Creepy dolls! The weird little playground! This episode has it all! I loved the saga between the ghost sister and the old lady, which would honestly make a killer movie in its own right. But I’m digressing. The main star of this episode was, of course, Dean’s profound and escalating sexual insecurities. “Well, you are kinda butch. People probably think you’re overcompensating.” FATALITY. I would’ve placed this one higher but the weird incestuous undertones kinda squicked me out... however, I did think we were meant to be creeped out by it, which is more than I can say for some other uh. Instances. It was, after all, beautifully paralelled at the end with the two sisters reuniting in death. “I can’t leave here, and you can’t leave me.” SHUDDER. Also, honestly, can Sam have one (1) breakdown on his own without Dean’s own emotional baggage taking over? Older siblings, smh. 9/10

8.) 2x22: ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE: PART TWO. This one ranks lower than part one purely because I thought the yellow-eyed demon’s overall plot was kinda nonsensical, and I cared not for John’s weird deux ex machina moment. Like do you expect me to feel sorry for that bitch? I don’t! Anyway, that being said, let’s move on to Dean’s eyes in the junkyard when Bobby asks him, “do you have that low an opinion of yourself?” They’re so flat. So dead, like a shark’s. He doesn’t need to say anything back, because it’s all over his face. That non-expression says it all. This is the culmination of the emotional arc that began with his savage beatdown of the Impala in episode 2x02. To call it survivor’s guilt wouldn’t even begin to cover what Dean goes through this episode. It’s all in Ackles’ performance; in the the way he yells, “What am I supposed to do now, Sammy?” The complete claustrophobia of it all. There’s nothing for it but to make the deal. Dean’s been moving inexorably towards this moment for the entire season. 9/10   

 9.) 2x13: HOUSES OF THE HOLY. What a kooky little episode! Magic fingers! Sam’s costcutter seance purchases! The scooby-doo placemat he uses as a makeshift altar! I love him, your honour. Obviously this episode has a lot of *~dramatic irony~* in it because of the later seasons, but it stands alone as a total banger. I was so gutted for Sam when the "angel” was revealed. So many good little Sam moments to be found in this episode. His soft, quiet little revelation that he prays every day. His awkward, earnest explanation to the horrified priest! Dean gets some great moments chasing down the would-be rapist down those dark, snow-covered streets. His speech to Sam where he explains his lack of belief is brief, but it’s a total gut punch. Rounding it off with Knockin on Heaven’s Door was just the cherry on top. 9/10 

 10.) 2x14: BORN UNDER A BAD SIGN. Ahaha I love the way Dean acts whenever Sam’s psychic powers come up. He treats him like a rebellious teen, it’s so funny. “What’s going on with you, Sam? Smokin’, drinkin’?” As if Sam’s behaviour was a) at all under his control or b) anything Dean wouldn’t HIMSELF do. Dean’s just like, this isn’t how I raised you! Truly hysterical. The whole sequence between Meg!Sam and Jo was fantastic and horrible. Sam’s huge physique is never threatening, but it really was in that moment. The interplay between them was totally spine-tingling. Meg’s impression Sam slowly crumbling away over the course of the episode was so compelling and I’m sure it will be a really fun rewatch now I know the *twist*. 9/10  

Favourite lines this season: 

The way Sam says “black cat’s bone” in 2x08

“You’re not gonna go kill somebody because a ghost told you to, are you insane?!” - Dean, 2x13

“Dean, this is a very serious investigation, we don’t have time for your blah blah blah blah.” - Sam (according to Dean), 2x15

“I’m fine, except for every single thing that’s happening.” - Ava, 2x21