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3.13 | ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʟᴏʀᴅꜱ
link to the post I accidentally wound up prattling endlessly about in the tags 💀
#doctor who#tenth doctor#martha jones#david tennant#freema agyeman#(good god. without even meaning to I went into 'psycho stream of consciousness tagging' mode. whoops)#always thinking of that one post#where OP mentions how the writing tries to make it seem like Ten looked right through Martha/etc#which is a good concept for demonstrating his grief. but also isnt what we really see throughout S3#(not saying he wasn't a grieving MESS because he was. but he's a multi-faceted character and he can grieve AND value Martha simultaneously)#but we see such fierce protective instinct+trust; a bond between them that obviously isn't some one-sided affair#+ his clear intent to impress her/be admired and respected by her (apropos the post that inspired this sentiment)#but RTD obviously isn't the most infallible of writers#*cough* [list of reasons I cut down b/c long] *cough*#He can make Martha say “he's not seeing me/he doesn't look at me” but then you just watch with your eyes and you get a different story#It's like the opposite of when Moffat tries to make you believe someone is super important through bold claims without showing his work#instead RTD tries to make you believe Ten is functionally blind to Martha's existence while showing numerous examples of the contrary#then bring in the novels+myspace blog+cartoon that he all signed off on. Which tie together to create a canon backdrop#basically I said all of that to say this—#it's the whole reason I had to make this blog to get this sort of stuff off my chest (even if it's just for me sometimes)—#Ten not only SAW Martha—he trusted+respected+enjoyed+adored her. And it's a good thing#it doesn't cheapen his grief. I feel like people must think it does which is why I constantly see bad unnecessary takes about them#it just means that Martha was SO important to him and it's ok. they had a killer friendship outside the unrequited minutiae and it's ok#there's even a comic where 'someone' makes him believe she's Martha and he makes her change her appearance because “it's still too raw”#Just saying you don't say that sort of thing about someone whose existence you're all blasé about#Martha already gets fucked by the narrative in enough ways without people totally missing her significance in the Doctor's life#you don't have to ship them to appreciate them on a deeper level#anyway. fuck. if you actually read all of these then I'm so sorry#creating this blog has taught me that there are only like two people who feel the same way about tenmartha matters and it’s fine 😂#but if I didn’t give myself an outlet it would probably form a tumor SO there we are then
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imagining the story from pei ming's perspective is rlly funny i think. this god from all that time ago ascends again (you were there for the first two times) and immediately waltzes into a situation that fucks something up for your descendant (putting both of your reputations on the line, messing up how hard your descendant worked to become a god and how hard you worked to ensure that he would have that chance) and then refuses to let you smooth the situation out and on TOP of that your friend's little sister (who hates you and who you are trying to look out for by request of your friend) is on your case about it too. so you've gotta work all that out and then like. you chill for a little bit (still kind of upset about your descendant) until your friend undergoes a heavenly calamity. and then in the space of like A Day the god from earlier shows up again with a fucking ghost king, your friend dies, the little sister you're supposed to be looking out for disappears, and everything just kinda goes to shit. so you're like. grieving. trying to process everything. until your OTHER close friend goes off the fucking rails with the spirit of that guy she murdered, and then you get called out to the spooky ghost mountain where you're confronted with the girl whose death YOU were essentially responsible for and have never really come to terms with, and then like. you just kind of hang out with these gay people until everything resolves itself. fight some ghosts. fight the heavenly emperor. get your friend to stop being evil for a little while so she can fix the filing systems. and then you just have to keep being the god of love i guess
#characters who are so related and yet so unrelated to the story my beloveds#is he really necessary to the story. no! he's so essential to me though#nobody talks about the tragedy of the three tumors... i know it's cause they're awful but c'mon guys...#these three people who only have each other... pei ming losing both of them one after another in their own way...#i think he's probably pretty chill about ling wen being evil. i don't remember how he responds but i don't think he's that worried.#but still. that's two for two on the 'people i care about getting fucked up somehow' list#and then the kid that you're supposed to be emergency older brother to fucking DISAPPEARS.#so you can't even follow through on your promise to your dead friend...#shaking my computer. do you all understand how i feel#pei ming posting tonight. so many thoughts but so little expressed in the pei ming posting#too sleempy... will return to thoughts later#i am going to become the pei ming poster of all time. just watch me#talking#tgcf#pei ming#tian guan ci fu
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"armand would be confused by technology" "lestat would be confused by technology" NO. first of all armand is on stan twitter and lestat is doxxing people. secondly if anyone is confused by technology its louis... uses voice to text for everything and does not correct mistakes by hand. makes rashid handle everything technology related. vehemently despises ebooks and feels like throwing up when he sees a social media post (he had to sit down after learning about booktok). maybe post armand divorce he actually starts understanding technology better but before that he didn't bother learning how to use anything more than a laptop (even then just the basics) and would be against it because it wasn't dramatic enough (ex. choosing to send a hand written letter to daniel instead of an email). armand supported it because he knew that if louis didn't know how to use a phone then he wouldn't be able to find his google drive full of self insert fanfiction
#im probably wrong but its funnier to think this#iwtv#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#armand iwtv#and yes the self insert fanfiction is devils minion#because everything is about devils minion#its like a tumor in my brain
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I really just want to write all the Pei Xiu + Three Tumors fics.............
The Three Tumors and their emotionally dead errand boy.
Shi Wudu helping Little Pei with Crimes.
Ling Wen recognizing the Pei Xiu really does not like to be the center of attention
Pei Ming being so unabashedly insufferably proud of his descendant and showing him off to everyone
Ling Wen and Shi Wudu also both trying to poach Little Pei for their own palaces before he ascends properly.
Not exactly giving up afterwards.
And just generally the Three Tumors, and especially Pei Ming, being some sort of support for him when they first meet him. He needs it.
#tgcf#pei xiu#ling wen#shi wudu#pei ming#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#random tgcf thoughts#i don't think px was in a good place mentally when pm appointed him#and that probably prevented his ascension for a time#three tumors can recognize the trauma and in their own way help him find a reason to keep going which allows him to ascend#by which i mean lw & pm give him a ton of work and distractions (pm deciding to do the same things he did when he ascended also miserable)#meanwhile swd directly or indirectly gives him the idea to save banyue and that's what ultimately works#also i want swd & pm annoyed with him for trying to hide his strength and not stand out while lw recognizes and sympathizes with him for it#i just really don't think anyone ever really recognized px's talents and abilities before pm
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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I'm starting to realize that my writing that first Pluto fic may be tied to me trying to process Loki's cancer diagnosis
#bc the tumor in his mouth keeps getting bigger and now it's starting to swell against his cheek and one of his eyes#i think if he makes it past this weekend it may be time to put him down bc it just looks so bad and i know it's just going to get worse#but then i feel guilty for waiting bc like... i wanted to wait until after the holiday but what if that's just me being selfish?#and he's uncomfortable or in pain just because i didn't want to go through that grief on thanksgiving?#and now I HAVE to wait until after because the vet's office isn't open on thanksgiving or the weekend and i work on friday#but anyway this whole experience is probably linked to my writing pluto bc i mean#facial tumors that impact his life but then get suddenly “cured”. i wish there were some magical cure for my boy
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Good news about my dog she probably doesn't have a tumor anymore it's more likely her symptoms are caused by arthritis which is still not good but at least it's not a tumor
#it could also be arthritis and a tumor. but uh. let's just hope not#.#this would explain literally all her symptoms#I shouldn't be happy that my dog has arthritis but fuck man. like that's treatable and not fatal she'll probably live
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#i just remembered i better get this out there before people leave for lent#but could you spare a prayer or two for my dad this week?#he's got surgery on friday to remove a probably-cancer tumor#that will involve taking at least half but almost certainly the entire kidney#so if you could just pray the surgery goes well and they don't find any more cancer it would be much appreciated
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funny how much victoria places squarely on the shoulders of tattletale. she COULD HAVE STOPPED THE ENDBRINGERS AT ANY TIME but she DIDN’T just so that leviathan could KILL MY FAMILY. honey you sound insane.
#now this is just speculation#but maybe victoria is playing up tattletale's role in everything from the complete collapse of brockton bay to the destruction of new wave#because she's trying to subconsciously play up her own role?#especially in amy's self destruction#like for that one i'd put about 75% on the adult members of new wave#another 20% on the PRT and various authorities (counting the wards in that though they get like 3% of the prt's share)#leaving about 5% to be split between victoria and probably all the undersiders#the only thing i'd say was squarely victoria's fault was chasing amy at the end there#like all that other stuff she was just being a good sister#tattletale's only real things here were the bank and not trying harder during the slaughterhouse 9 crisis#the not trying harder probably goes to all the undersiders though. they had their hands full though#it's literally not their jobs. they're fucking bank robbers#anyway this 100% that i've handed out here is actually the like 50% that *doesn't* go to the slaughterhouse 9#what i'm trying to get at is that victoria and tattletale really had very little to do with amy's mental break#honestly most of the fault probably lies with carol (even more than jack probably)#ANYWAY#she's upselling tattletale's control over the situation because if tattletale could have stopped it then victoria could have stopped it#again speculation#what i'm trying to get at with this massive tumor of text is that obviously victoria has a massive grudge against tattletale for some reaso#maybe she feels kind of guilty over what happened and how she didn't like. stop it. and she's pushing that off as “tattletale did it?”#i dunno it's thin
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i love the lloyd plushies that are held by alicia in the illustrations. they are ADORABLE!!
THEY'RE SO FUCKING CUTE!!! and like that's a top tier dynamic "absolute goddess of a woman and the little guy she keeps in her purse" like truly i fucking adore it
alicia flaunts lloyd around like a shiny new toy she got that will help her amass immense power that will eventually culminate in her kingdom turning into an empire and in exchange lloyd gets to be her sugar baby <3
#hey i got an ask#m1sosazai#tged#the greatest estate developer#alicia magentano#lloyd frontera#i think i was bit overly harsh in some of my previous posts and i want to leave it clear: i have nothing truly against alicia/lloyd#i think they're cute!#they don't make much sense in terms of plot but they're not a romantic plot tumor either#and if they had been given more development i'd probably be very much into them! they just lacked a little time#(and also i'm a certified queer so i'll always go for the gayer option asdka)#but they're cute and i like them either way <3
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AND. the thing is even would probably have been totally fine with the whole ‘feeding them regeneration energy so they won’t age and die because uh oh! the master caught the same bug the doctor has about not wanting to lose his companions but Worse!!! Because he doesn’t have any reason to stop himself from forcing them to stay!!!’ they would have been fine with that because even’s main motivation for sticking with him is that they’re good at surviving together. but he didn’t tell them. he snapped that bit of memory out of their head as many times as necessary. because if he let them remember that, remember how long and how many times they’ve done this, he’d have to admit that he’s beginning to play against his own self-interest, that he got caught by the sunk-cost fallacy.
breaking news: guy who is famous for shooting himself in the foot repeatedly shoots self in foot, claims this is actually making his foot stronger in the long run because his bones will grow back hard as steel. his foot is now infected and he still refuses to amputate.
#he really really wants even to be a pet i cannot emphasize enough how much he wants even to be an animal under him that he can order around#and probably eat one day. even is a prey animal to him. even is a prey animal to themself.#the reality is that even is a tumor.#dw oc
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Heyyyy how's tma going?
Just finished reading episode 12, planning to read more tomorrow after exposing. Going nicely, thanks for asking!
(It was, in fact, not going nicely. At the minute when our brave antihero spoke, ze was holding onto zir last bits of sanity, doing anything to avoid crying because of Gerard Keay's reappearance. )
#the duck answers#tma#discovery of the tma universe#gerard keay#i should probably say something like “spoilers” ?#don't go further if you wish to live?#idk#PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME HE FAKED HIS DEATH#PLEASE#HE DESERVED MORE THAN A BRAIN TUMOR#HE DESERVED THE WORLD#WHY UNKNOWN AUTHOR OF THE PODCAST#WHY?#(don't mind me rambling again)
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no longer in kidney failure
#:)#bloodwork came back.........ckd stage 5 diagnosis revoked and i've been moved up to ckd stage 4#still probably have a nasty tumor inside me BUT at least my risk of kidney induced threats is exponentially down
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i just KNOW the necromantic bodymod community goes hard as fuck on the third especially
#illegal on the second (military regulations) unheard of on the eighth and ninth. POPPING on the third#oddity but not unheard of on the sixth. the seventh is probably looking into it as a tumor thing#but the third is insane enough!!#thoughts from the stars#the locked tomb#third house
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𝐉𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚 𝐐𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬
Some out-of-context quotes from Jeremy himself, change pronouns as needed!
"You little shit, it's not a tumor, okay? I'm gonna strange your parents!"
"No one should ever put cigarettes out on their penis...for any reason."
“Get!— There’s Blood in the box, there’s blood inside this box.”
"Yeah- I have- I am- I'm... I'm just thinkin of the explosion from, like, three weeks ago"
"Would you smoke a blunt with Peter Griffin?"
"I don't wanna turn on the light and fuck up my cones and rods"
"[Name]... I would rather... I would rather be naked on camera than play League Of Legends with you for an hour."
"Feed him to the lions."
"They saw me. Uh, having sex. Uh, with Death. In my bed"
"In fact, yeah, you're gonna get punished with a Stewie Griffin impression"
"See you motherfuckers are gonna think this is funny."
"Oh ya, ya, ya! No, no, no, no, no, the thing in the fridge is definitely not human meat..."
"I am The Rats... The Rats are NOTHING with out me"
"Everyone's gonna do the "small penis" curse to me."
"He's made out of the goo that I shoot out of my staff."
"But I don't- I don't- I- I- I refuse to believe that this is an un-pog moment right here"
""You cant count worth shit" I can piss my pants though"
"Underwear is stuck to my ass right now... and its gonna take a God- its gonna take a god damn crowbar to get it off"
"I'm not actually saying that I'm going to put somebody in a meat grinder, goddamnit. Whatever."
""You're built like a truck" I know, my ass is huge, I know"
""Would you ever have kids?"... No, I've shit my pants in the last year. I can't handle it. I wouldn't be able to do it."
"I don't- I like, don't know what that is but I kinda do. I don't know what that means. I don't know why I read that."
"I feel- Sometimes I feel like you guy's mother at dinner"
"Please, I'm wicked high, what are you doing?"
"Don't worry, I-I-I'll bring myself down a few PEGS, uh, when I do the catboy stream, right?"
"I'm about to sneeze again... I didn't even sneeze once today... Why did I say "again"?"
"gahd... Fuckin' fire ants everywhere... I'm gonna die from fire ants"
#rp meme#sentence starters#cw; drugs#cw; blood mention#cw; tumor mention#there will probably be more but for right now-
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something kind of cool about my job is im the first person to know about Good News i.e. when a organ is removed for query cancer but based on appearance i can see itll likely turn out to the benign. its Epic to think about the relief the patient will feel in a couple weeks
#last week had a kidney removed for probable RCC but grossly i could see it was an oncocytoma#and on friday i did a young guys testicle who they thought had lymphoma but it looks more like an adenomatoid tumor#pathology#these are all areas that are near impossible to biopsy so the diagnosis needs to be made based on excision
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