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Came here because of your FMA Post-Canon GreedLing series and now I want to read/watch/idfk what this is SVSSS now. You've infected me and now I need to do research

YESSS READ MY SICKOS NOVEL!!
my very basic pitch: SVSSS is Scum Villain's Self-Saving System, a Chinese transmigration novel! the premise is that Shen Yuan is the #1 anti-fan of a trashy stallion novel -- he likes the monsters and the little crumbs of plot and loves the protagonist, but fucking hates literally everything else about it. when he finishes it, he's so overcome with rage about the ending that it literally kills him, and his dying thoughts are "dumbfuck author, dumbfuck novel." much to his surprise, he wakes up as the central villain of that novel with a transmigration system essentially telling him "you think you can do better? just fucking try it buddy"
it's a hilarious series, and a very quick read! the characters are really fun, the two main characters are completely deranged (a classic example of "I can fix him" *makes him worse*), and the balance between ridiculous humor and genuine emotion is excellent. also, as a loving satire of stallion novels/BL novels/webnovels in general, it has a lot of interesting things to say about the tropes embedded in those stories, as well as interesting things to say about being a writer and being a reader!
there are official print translations in English, so I recommend checking out your local library/bookstores, but if that doesn't work for you, it's also available on the Internet Archive and Anna's Archive! it's fairly short, only four books (three for the main plot + fourth book of plot-relevant extras)
enjoy!!
#asks#frostfire425#sorry for the long response i just get very excited when i get to pitch this series!!!#it is DERANGED and i love it so much#I would categorize it as like. 80% comedy 20% every other genre#like mostly very very funny because sqq is a hysterical pov character whose inner monologue is a complete mess#and then the other 20% is a mix of romance and tragedy and horror#I call it a loving satire because while it is criticizing a lot of common tropes (mostly those found in male power fantasy novels)#it also very clearly is coming from someone who loves webnovels and reads a lot of them and understands them well enough to critique them#my beloved ridiculous dick joke novel that has genuinely interesting things to say about gender and power and consent and agency and trauma#slkdjfdlksjf anyway. i need to stop before i go off on a tangent#I suppose I should give a quick warning before you start it: this is technically a teacher/student romance#HOWEVER!! trust me. that is not an issue here.#I usually do not like teacher/student stuff and so I was very hesitant to start this series#so trust me when I say that most of the issues with teacher/student romances are not present here#the teacher is completely oblivious to his student's feelings until said student is like 25 and hasn't been his student for like 7 years#the age gap is also irrelevant because. well. you'll see sdlkjflksdjf#by the end of the novel they're only like a year apart. it's stupid <3#but yeah i went into it cautiously because i'd heard it was Problematic™#but turns out most of the problematic things i'd heard about weren't even ultimately relevant#and the main couple were actually even weirder about each other in ways i could never have predicted sdlkjfdlksjf#they are FREAK4FREAK and i love this for them#okay i need to stop talking about this stupid novel#GO READ IT!! IT'S FUN
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I won at buying doujinshi today

So cute explodes
#yeah ill scan this. its only like the second half tho. and i dont remember the first half lol#i opened my package around 8 am then went back to sleep. its mostly a blur#distracted by testament being mentally ill and so cutesy pie#there isnt a ton of testament in the other stuff i got but there is an interesting gender moment from 1999#kind of changing my perception of when daisuke started really thinking about their gender.#because it is presumably a reference to that one transcending humanity daisuke quote. its so interesting.#best source we have is from march 2002 but ive seen it mentioned october 2001. and well. december 1999 now. crazy#i cant use doujinshi as a source though. few credibility steps below a 2ch post. which is already pretty rough.#but theres other evidence and also they are literally nonbinary now like its plausible we dont have to think too hard abt it its okay pleas#ive spent too much time thinking too hard about it.#the kat goes meow#gg
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My ideal body type would be those divorced dads in teen movies
Hanging out in a bathrobe and letting my kids have weed
#fork talks to the void#gender#This is mostly because I'm too lazy to get dressed today#but if I do ever have kids that is the ideal#maybe without the divorce stuff#I would prefer to keep my wife if I manage to get one#I could just become the cool old queer lady#who also has weed#and a snake
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no major fic updates just yet guys TAKE MY WOY OC I MADE LIKE. April of last year IM PLUGGING SOME INFO ABOUT THIS GUY IN THE TAGS.
I may also redesign her soon or something. Make her more bug-like with some stuff. I can cook guys let me cook !!!
#THIS IS VAL !!!! dubbed her as a he/she er..#I have lore about this guy and his homeplanet Amore and the Lovebugs..#all that’s really important to know is that ive based the worldbuilding for Amore around svtfoe’s mewni#design wise mostly. I’ll emphasize.#in terms of the societal parts of Amore the kingdom kinda flourishes in the arts of all sorts and trade within the kingdom it goes crazay…#they were pretty closed off from the rest of the galaxy though. like their tech and stuff is pretty outdated compared to most of the other-#planets with atleast escape ships and all that fun stuff.#foreshadowing#ANYHOW lovebugs are silly guys I think of them as like weird hedonistic freaks of sorts#they have very big dionysus worshipping energy to them just to give a perspective#and of course they prioritized relationships and the different forms of love#romance actually wasn’t even the big thing that built the kingdom#it was more like a love for community and friends#which is also kinda silly because of the monarchy aspect to Amore and all that#OH ALSO these guys go absolutely crazy with fashion and makeup. gender isn’t a major thing in the kingdom in my eyes#you WILL serve cunt!! /silly#WORLDBUILDING ASIDEEE Val was the prince to the kingdom and was set to be the heir to the throne#the designs are like three different route ideas ive had for Val#the first is just a baseline design so like. pre amore‘s destruction from dominator#the second is like a good ending design of sorts to my ideal lineup for a season three for woy with val continuing to embrace the lovebugs-#history and culture even with Amore gone and a good portion of her people#and the third. is a bit hard to describe because it’s more of an au but it’s just a concept idea I had of Val teaming up with Dom#(it would be short lived like probably a few months max so dw)#and silly note i joked about the idea of val being an ex to peepers BUT I WANNA DEVELOP THAT MORE BEFORE I SHARE.#tap into that this may be cringe but i am free mindset or something slash silly TEEHEE#BUT YEAH Val’s just a silly gal in my heart and soul no matter what. ive missed her a lot i wanna work on fics with him and especially to-#develop more stuff for Amore and the Lovebugs before Dominator’s destruction of the planet#BUT YEAH i wanna Val post more. go into depth for their dynamic with the other characters and all that#I may cook some more stuff with him once I get these stargazing fics all set and whatnot SO WE’LL SEE!#also /nf but if anyone would wanna ask questions about val/amore/lovebugs ask away I’d love to answer any questions! 🥺
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Is Peach a sona or just an oc? They remind me of Cheesecake :3
Yes and no??
I’m having a bit of a uh ✨gender crisis✨ right now and I’ve gotten a massive disconnect from most of my sonas since I’m not sure how I want to present or what I’m even comfortable with people seeing me as
I made Peach sorta as a way to explore some things! Having a character I can just slap whatever gender or presentation or anything I feel like onto is a lot of fun and it’s helping me a lot :}
So!! He sort of is, as in I’m using him as a way to represent myself and figure things out
But he’s also his own character
And I’m having Sona Issues Anyway
It’s a bit messy lmao
I think!! For now- overall, we’ll just call him a regular oc I like to draw a lot
#moth is the only sona who has survived the gender crisis#and that’s mostly because they are also their own character#I don’t think Moth will ever die lmao#as well as gender stuff I’m goin’ through the trenches w sexuality stuff but that’s a whole other thing#Also apologies to cheesecake but I’ve actually started to hate their design a little bit#no idea why#anon#asks
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Nihimpergender
Gender related to the ship between Papa Nihil and Sister Imperator from Ghost
Coined on 4/23/2025 | Colors based on my other flags related to the characters
(Taglist) @radiomogai @obscurian & @ghostchive
#✦ coining#nihimpergender#shipgender#gender coining#pemogai#mogai#my flags#my terms#mogai flag#mogai friendly#mogai coining#i have so many feelings about them#mostly because introject stuff#they love each other and hate each other and are destined to ruin each other and destined to always be together and-#i love them
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League sketches (untagged)
#Stuff that I make as practice that ain’t really that interesting#There’s actually quite a lot of stuff I’ve made this last year that stays in my wip folder#So usually these would stay there too but I get more loosy goosy whenever on my small sideblogs#Mostly genderbend stuff because it tickles my brain to think about how to connect riot chara design philosophy with a new gender
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Hiya! I hope you're doing well today! I love your characters and how you've structered their bios! Since Chuusday is listed first, is she technically your official WOL or is it someone else? Do you canonically have a WOL in the first place?
Also, I find it SO sweet that you and one of your partners both play FFXIV and have characters paired together ;w; Did you meet ingame or long before either of you started playing? Either way I wish you both the best!!! <3 - gardenofballads 🌻
Awaaaah! Im doing pretty ok!!! Taking time to answer this as a wind down from Emerald Weapon Ex Brain Soupage. And I’m so glad! ;W; I think I butchered one of those “Get To Know An OC” thingies- uhh… oh [this one] actually! I chopped a lot out and I think added a couple different thingums instead because there was so much to that that it felt overwhelming to try to look at let alone fill out LOL but it was a really good jumping off point uvu;
And!!! Hilariously Chuu was my First XIV Character, so she’s dear to my heart for being the first one- but she very quickly made it known being the WOL even as an AU was something of a Joke (Her character showed great reluctance and even frustration at having to do So Much World Saving, maybe a side-effect of me rushing through MSQ to catch up with my other spouse [Who plays Talia, though they’ve got less time for XIV these days ;0;] and the rest of my friends who were all EndGame already at the time in Shadowbringers fhdjfjsjfs.) So I made…… many alts. Throwing spaghetti at the wall but I have SEVERE side-character/NPC brain and kept making “supporting cast” types =w=; it actually took me like. 3? Alts before making an ACTUAL WoL with my husband (Ishi’li and Kizuna) (as of Right Meow, they’re in post ARR, but we’ve been working on Keathan and Tuesday together because Keathan was… Keathan’s first character in xiv XD so we’ve been jaunting through the story together and experiencing every inch of it so we can pick and choose what The Boys™ get up to when we wanna focus on them x3)
🥰 I knew both speece during at least high school- but I actually knew Keathan as early as Elementary school hehe 😌 tho the speece didn’t proper marry until… i’unno, 2017? (For frustrating legal reasons, I’m not legally married, but. As it goes. Someday we’ll have money to visit the one state that has legal poly marriages. Also I struggle to remember our wedding year 🫢)
Since managing to make a Co-WoL with my husband I’ve managed to make one other Alt meant to be a Solo-WoL (Mochiie) but I have to really wrinkle my brain to sink time into playing him, since I’m trying to take screenshots throughout the story at what I find to be inspiring beats xD And even still he has an alt-universe where he’s just a side-character for the ‘Main Timeline’ (where there’s a bunch of spaghetti and like 8+ confirmed WoL’s and the Msq entourage looks HILARIOUS in canon, someday I’ll get all the data together and take pictures, but I think it’ll cook what’s left of my brain x’3) [it’s less concrete than anything I’ve posted about before or I’d try to explain it ;v;’ it’s just interesting mostly to see how the story gets stretched to fit around a larger community of heroes than a solo guy shouldering the whole burden lmfao.]
🌸🌸🌸…. I also hope you’re having a lovely week @gardenofballads !!!! I am tossing flower petals into the air around you !!! Thank you for the ask and well wishes n kind words 🥺💖 🌸🌸🌸
#ask game#day-2-day#I have serious Alt Disease as well which doesn’t help much XD#tho I try to justify it by making them a variety of races/genders/classes so I’m not just making 15 similar guys in different color palettes#like some kinda smash game…. LMFAO.#it helps some tho cos they get to flesh out and add meat color and history to The Boys+Co’s adventures/histories/stories uvu like Lev….)#Solkmyna and Swydghem who are true NPC alts of mine are even slotted into post ShB…#🫢 but they’re mostly just fun for me to occasionally chew on like a squeaky toy#tangy is schroedingers WoL. both is and Isn’t. could be The WoL if the au called for it but also works perfectly as just a Scion instead#…. wordy tags… my bad… ANYWAYS FR HOPE YOUR DAY/NIGHT IS NICE AND PLEASANT#I gotta stare blankly at the ceiling now while trying to retain mechanics but not pressed against the display glass of my brain#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💖‼️#spawn speece#also yes there is something deeply strange wired in my brain where I link to sources but not super consistently like some kinda bad wiki pag#if I had stuff for Keathan + Kizuna to link to tbh I’d link to it here too LOL.#when I get ahold of Talia and Setsuna I’ll probably make little reference posts- not really Bio’s cos they’re not my blorbs#they’re my partners blorbs; but it might be handy to have a frame of reference to point at beyond vague name dropping#actually I love linking to names because my memory is just so piss poor. why not just make it easier for everyone else also#I know I have 185756328 OC’s xbdnfjdnfsnfjs so.#I have to do this for one of my friends uvu; bad memory havers rise up
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They need to pay the fucking actors so we can get the Oscars going for next year so that "I'm Just Ken" can get nominated for best song so that Ryan Gosling can perform it live at the show.
#text post#sorry I really liked the Barbie movie#Mostly because it was like..... a movie#like a real one#We haven't had a MOVIE in what feels like years#Also I cannot remember the last time we had a comedy film that was JUST a comedy#and not like... a Marvel movie with quips in it#I know a lot can be said about this movie regarding what it says about feminism and gender#and that stuff is cool#but as a film-nut there is just SO MUCH to this movie just as a FILM#and I think a lot of what makes it a genuinely well made film that will probably get remembered isn't talked about a lot
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I just want to be a guy that looks suspiciously like a girl while dressed like a man but happens to have boobs and the face of a boy but they don't call me "girl" they call me "miss" or "boy" or "mister" like is that too much to ask
#gender stuff#mostly how i want to be perceived because how i feel about gemder is idc about gender#anyway i just don't like how people expect me to be ladylike and femme and whatever when i don't want to#and whenever they mistake me for a man or call me boy and such i feel so good#without meaning i don't feel like a woman either you know#maybe i just want to be a twink i dunno
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please enjoy the slightly wild assortment of books to be found on the shelf in my parents’ guest room
#the rest of the shelves are mostly christian books that give me trauma flashbacks#just a fucking slew of crazy charismatic evangelical rot#books on the end times! books about martyrs! how to pray to be ~prosperous~!#stuff on finding full emotional fulfillment in jesus because you’re a piece of shit who’s nothing without him!#a whole genre of jewish appropriation without any of the actual jewish academic rigor!#some gender essentialism just for flavor#oh and books about why evolution isn’t real and the earth is 6000 years old#anyway roll for psychic damage
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Worked on a ref for my fursona 🎉
#her name is diane and she's actually more like. my sona in general?#it's just. okay so diane is if i need a sona for stuff#and she has different aspects of her in different universes and different species and such#so my fursona is the furry version of her. if that makes sense#i also have an mlp pony version i made as a joke with a friend floating around#i could make a tiefling version of her because that's my usual pick for a dnd race#etc etc you get it i think#i need to find her a masc name for when she's a guy#for gender exploration purposes on my end but also because i like having options#anyway so she's a pigeon and i'm pretty happy with a drawing#hopefully i'll finish it soon and i can show people#i think she's cool. personally. zero bias here :)#i guess diane as a persona is kind of like. the same vibe as meredith?#meredith is an oc so she's not Me but she's... who i want to be. i want to be like her but better#meredith is who i'm trying to be even cooler than when i hit my 50s (in a looonnng time)#diane is more like who i hope i will be like in a few years#maybe i'll make it so she's always a few years ahead of me. the cool future me i can be#meredith is a character i want to be like because i like her#diane is a character i'm making up to hype myself up about my own future. she's me mostly#diane is achievable. meredith is a 52yo vampire who makes potions.#wow i have a ramble tag now
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Apparently my mom shares trans memes on her facebook, which is… cool I guess? But she also still posts old pictures of me all the time
#mine#i’ve even talked to her about this and she got really upset and said she spent hours going through all her old photos of me#and only keeping ones where i looked ‘masculine’#but. they’re absolutely not.#and i mean i’m glad my parents are supportive enough that this is the shit that pisses me off but i’ll be damned if it doesn’t piss me#the fuck off#well ok worse than this is what my dad does#which is basically to only acknowledge it when i’m about to make a big change and he sends me a text#saying ‘hmm i guess you’ve wanted this for a long time huh :(‘#and also still not gendering me ever even though it’s been almost 4 years#like ok he’s not misgendering me but he awkwardly interrupts his sentences to rephrase them to avoid using pronouns#or if he gets really stuck he uses they/them which also pisses me off#it’s this shit and a thing that happened over 2 years ago (!!) at this point that make me feel like i don’t fucking pass ever#and everyone only ever genders me correctly to be nice or patronizing#i still get shocked when strangers gender me correctly (which is basically 100% of the time for the past 3 years)#but that’s really mostly because of the thing that happened 2 years ago#it literally makes me feel so deeply sick when i think about it like i genuinely feel ill#i still have nightmares about it lol#um. i realize i’m being vague but it wasn’t anything actually bad. just some stuff a friend said to me#and then said again and then continued to make it worse by saying more stuff#anyway that’s enough for now#hey if you just clicked ‘see more’ on the tags and saw this huge wall of text don’t bother reading it k
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When your mom says she has to go through your phone but you have a lot of stuff there questioning your gender, talking shit about her, like a gazillion art references, random memes saves, NSFW art refs, audio of you ranting to the Void, audio of you practicing terrible voice acting, thirsting over fictional characters, documents full of suicidal ideation, honestly so much shit that I'm not sharing here:

#dont go through your kids phone most of the time its escapism and privacy lol#read the tags#most of the stuff im not worried about because whats she really gonna do? i need my phone to do my job#and i dont give a shit about what she thinks because shes not on the list of people who i want to like me#but im mostly worried about the gender stuff since i dont feel like having emotional convos with her about that#and while shes not outwardly transphohic she has some stupid beliefs#like she refuses to call a trans boy st my school he/they pronouns because “she dresses like a girl”#and she kind of fetishizes lgbt people? Like#most of my friends are lgbt and anytime i bring them up she refers to them as the gay friend or the trans friend#and it feels kinda weird to slways refer to them like that#THEY HAVE NAMES MOM AND IVE TOLD YOU THEIR NAMES#and i dont want her to fetishize me or suddenly put me in a box because she doesnt understand the gender spectrum other than boy and girl#moms#parents#parent stories#tags
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Rambling post
#kinda want to change my pronouns at least here to she/they#i know it's mostly used for non-binary people and I'm not nonbinary but for some reason#but with asking for pronouns and stuff being more common#it really makes me feel weird having to affirm that i identify as a girl because#because that part of me means not very much to me#like it is and sure i look like a girl was assigned at birth as a girl#funnily they didn't know what gender i was for a while lmao#because my sister's position in the womb pregented them from being able to easily tell lmao#but like when people use exclusively female pronouns for me online it makes me feel so weird#and sometimes it's nice too when people refer to me with more masculine nouns too really depends#sorry for rambling#when i get tagged in posts like#oh councilofbeetroot is a blog she does content with eastern europe#it's like that reminder of gender makes me feel weird#fuck writing feliks makes you really question your gender identity sometime#fuck
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i think there is a common transphobic argument that's like "oh just be gnc" that falls apart when you realize there are trans people who absolutely have physical dysphoria but are mostly fine with their agab gender role and stuff
#don't get me wrong. this isn't abt trans ppl with no dysphoria and isn't abt reinforcing gender roles#but it's abt my experience as a person who grew up mostly ok with being called a girl! and i was never hyperfeminine but still#i had no complaints abt dressing up and roleplaying as a girl as long as i got to hold on to a male identity and appearance#it changed after puberty because that was when i realized that it wasn't dress up it was my actual physical body which was hell#which meant that something needed to change! but i didnt want it to be my gender role it needed to be my physical body#so i changed that and left the other stuff alone (well as much as i can without people giving me weird looks)#(which is its own problem)#thats why being gnc doesnt work for everyone bc there are cases of being gnc#but in the opposite direction#feminine transmascs and masculine transfems and others
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