#it's literally no big deal. calm down
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malachitezmeyka Ā· 11 months ago
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One of the singing competitions my grandma endlessly watches featured a song I was learning in singing lessons and was supposed to perform before I cancelled two days prior to the concert, so now I'm like... half triggered, half wrecked with guilt
#in my defense I didn't mean to cancel only two days before#I tried to tell my teacher I wouldn't be able to handle it from the minute she gave me the offer#I thought in the two months I've known about it I would have been able to hype myself up and do it#but several borderline panic attacks in the weeks leading up to it told me otherwise#so I snapped and said I wouldn't do it#I know I disappointed her bc she told me no one else would have a performance at all similar to mine#she told all her colleagues about how great it'd be. before I cancelled she invited another teacher to watch me rehearse#obviously didn't once I told her I won't do it#and the other teacher asked why we didn't call her after the lesson was over. my teacher didn't say anything in front of me#but said goodbye to me and led the other teacher to the back room#to complain about me? voice her disappointment? just tell her what happened? I don't know#but I never asked how the concert went and she never brought up wishing I was there. we haven't talked about it since#haven't practiced that song since either#so... yeah. I do feel insanely guilty. and disappointing people is a huge trigger for me.#and being reminded so suddenly did almost make me cry I won't deny it#I almost regret cancelling.. but reminding myself it's better for my already rapidly deteriorating mental health in the long run kinda helps#okay. okay. deep breaths. chill#one evening without something making me upset. please#it's literally no big deal. calm down#fuuuckkkkk why am I like this#pull yourself together ffs
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akkivee Ā· 2 months ago
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šŸ™‚ā†•ļøšŸ™‚ā†•ļøokay okay okay so so far within the og divisions we have:
ā¤ļø: they strive for a world where words solve conflict. they pointedly did not use mics to express this. at the end of the track, theyā€™re dynamic as brothers has shifted to a more equal dynamic, where ichiro doesnā€™t feel so compelled to raise them
šŸ’™: they strive for a world without violence and used their mics to resolve the conflict. at the end of the track, they reject their status quo and aim to find a new one to change the world without the use of violence
šŸ’›: wanted to be real with each other and used their mics to get that across. at the end of the track tho, they say that truth doesnā€™t really matter anyway and stay true to the selves they formed their bond with
šŸ©¶: a battle of wills using the mics. jakuraiā€™s love for yotsutsuji manifested in the form of sacrificing himself and dohifu trying to stop him using their love for their bond as mtr. at the end of the track itā€™s that love thatā€™s saved jakurai, healed hifumi and elevated doppoā€™s status at work
and things have changed for all theyā€™ve stayed the same so iā€™m genuinely curious where nagosaka fits in this lol
#vee queued to fill the void#as iā€™m typing this i havenā€™t really processed the scope of mtrā€™s story lmao#like it may be bc iā€™m still a matenhoe forever and always but holy shit their love literally changed their lives#and seeing those threads come to a head like that literally made me want to projectile vomit LOL CAN NEVER FEEL NORMAL ABOUT AN MTR DT EVER#i want to draw!!!!!! the scene where sensei as calm and as at peace as heā€™s ever been!!!!!!!!#tell dohifu they may think him using the true hypnosis mic to save yotsutsuji is stupidity but to him!!!!!!#itā€™s literally the most important thing!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!! itā€™s the utter peace in his voice that literally kills me listening it!!!!!#doppo: with all due respect this boils down to your ego#sensei: my ego? well that certainly may be the case. it is i who will be saved by doing this#me: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGHHHGG#*sniffs* god hypmic has been insane for these tracks on god pls tell me iā€™m not the only one who sees how insane hypmic rn#and like??????????? wtf can dh and bat deal with??????? i wish i was big brained to see where nagosaka has been going towards lol#dh has to be setting the tone tho since lowkey???? tdd are paralleling with their 1st drb match ups lol bbmtc want basically the same thing#and fpmtr reaffirmed their bonds and identities in theirs#and like ā€˜the trioā€™ makes me think rosasa are finally going to punch rei in the face for ditching them lol#but it might be time for dh to enter in the plot frfr trying to get rei from doing stuff on his own#so does bat parallel that??? trying to stop kuukou from doing things on his own???? something else?????#bc hitoya is deadass the only who has interacted with the plot in any way lmao (kuukou too as a victim of the true hypnosis mic)#this is me processing things out loud gomen thanks for attending the ted tag vomit lmao
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eustasszoros Ā· 1 year ago
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as an as/tarion fucker i can say with 100000% certainty as/tarion fuckers are the worst this fandom has to offer
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gregmarriage Ā· 7 months ago
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feel like i always have to have something to sayā„¢ļø when i text my friends, but like, i always have to remind myself that i could just say hi, or like send funny imageā„¢ļø and it will be fine ā˜ŗļø <(clenching fists)
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ronithesnail Ā· 1 year ago
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Girl help why is top/bottom discourse so big on twitter rn holy shit
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sleepoutro Ā· 2 years ago
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Iā€™m finally about to do something very small and silly that iā€™ve been too scared to do for months my brain is literally yelling at me to run away screaming and crying and that iā€™m going to die
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dootznbootz Ā· 11 months ago
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...It's kind of wild when the terf that you got into a fight with and had to write an essay on "Why violence is wrong" back in high school now works at the pharmacy where you get your medication from...
#I'm sorry for the vent I just am mad that she could be in a PHARMACY. I hope she's at least changed her ways.#she should not be working in health if she still thinks this way.#She definitely remembered me too. I don't think she could forget honestly. neither of us was injured btw.#It wasn't a ā€œfightā€ in the way you think most fights are. she called this sweet trans boy the word rhymes with maggot (that's what she is)#a maggot.#while she was moving around a lot and idk. rage took over and I twisted her arm and she happened to fall and then I cussed her out#I probably over did it but moving her arms around while ranting and then calling him that just pushed me over. I WAS calm at first.#He was a shy and quiet kid and he ā€œdidn't want to make a big deal about itā€ so I tried to follow his request but... you know.#it was in theatre behind the curtains during rehearsal and everyone heard/saw so yea. I got into trouble. no detention surprisingly#it was a long time coming. she would constantly harass him with shit about how ā€œYou still look like a girlā€. and using wrong pronouns#and teachers were told but they didnt' do shit. She also was just a mean person. This guy wasn't the only person she bullied#I only wrote on why VIOLENCE was wrong. not about what I did. The only thing I feel bad about is that I scared the poor guy I was defending#I don't remember what I said (I was that mad) but apparently I "picked her personality apart like a bunch of lego bricks and then told her#why the ā€œlego brickā€ is fucked upā€œ He was just 14-15 and she was 18 btwšŸ˜’literally harrassing a sweet KID.#was convenient though because all I had to do was give her a look and she would immediately back down. idk what I said when I yelled#at her but it was nice that I could do that whenever she would start shit#Mad rambles#idk y'all I'm scared that she's in HEALTH. if I know anything I'll see if I can report her because while I hope she wouldn't fuck with tran#folks medications idk for sure. she was really cruel back in high school.#vent#rant#I try not to post shit like this but I'm worried you know?
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strawberryseeded Ā· 1 year ago
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NOOOOOOOOOOOO IT ALL WENT BACK TO HOW IT WAS NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIRLS WHEN THE STATUS QUO IS RESTORED ETC ETCG
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lemonnbug Ā· 1 year ago
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Some of my favorite quotes from my favorite play, The Busy World is Hushed
"I'm somebody's only son. So, it's my job to watch him when he gets sick, it's my job to bury him. It's part of the deal, isn't it?"
"I'm not terribly holy when I'm faced with the prospect of losing something I love."
"It's relatively easy for Christianity to explain genocides and wars, you blame them on the devil or a world gone wrong. But, watching my father die is the most natural, inevitable thing. It's how the world is supposed to work, and it's unspeakably cruel."
"You always say it's God when it's really just you."
"Here's where I see God: He's your aching heart in the dead of winter. He's reaching out to you right now, with all the power to ease your pain and lift your burden. Will you take His hand?"
"Because the real question is not what your philosophy is but how it's working for you. If it's sustaining you."
"Nothing ever comes to you entirely clean, and if you walk away from everything once it gets a little tarnished, then you will always be walking away."
"But what's the use of loving people so strongly and passionately when, in the end, it isn't nearly enough to save them?"
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tiskycat Ā· 1 year ago
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Sorry but I think yā€™all are being big huge babies about the ui change ĀÆ\_(惄)_/ĀÆ
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ayakashibackstreet Ā· 1 year ago
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Okay, but Tumblr Eurofans stop being extremely toxic challenge (impossible)
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avariceaside Ā· 1 year ago
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I get distressed easily when other people are distressed, so I was very much not vibing with the end of todayā€™s generation loss episodeĀ 
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daydreamerdrew Ā· 2 years ago
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The Defenders (1972) #75
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Eli "Hawk" Moskowitz
the best characters are ones that suffer from a chronic case of Dramatic Cunt Syndrome
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forcebookish Ā· 6 months ago
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kinda cute how many ppl think that the whole point of shone isn't to be a love triangle subplot. like why do u think he never saw a picture of kang? have u never watched a romcom before?
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Okay Iā€™m currently furious that migraines are often so blindly easy to treat and I had to find this out myself at the age of 26 when Iā€™ve been to a neurologist since I was 11 lol so Iā€™m about to teach you two neat and fast little tricks to deal with pain!
The first is the sternocleidomastoid muscle, or the SCM muscle.
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This big red section is responsible for pain around the eye, cheekbone, and jaw, as well as some temple pain. Literally all you have to do is angle your head down a little, angle it away from the side that hurts, and then you can gently pinch and rub that muscle. I find it best to start at the bottom and travel upwards. The relief is so immediate! You can increase pressure as you feel comfortable doing so.
Here is a short and easy video showing this in action
The second is a fast and easy stretch that soothes your vagus nerve, which is the nerve responsible for calming you down. The vagus nerve, for those unfamiliar, is stimulated by deep breathing such as yawning, sighing, singing, or taking a deep breath to calm your anger in a tense situation.
You can stretch this out by sitting up as straight as possible (this does not have to be perfect to work) and interlacing your fingers. Put your hands on the back of your head with your thumbs going down the sides of your neck and, while keeping your face forward, look all the way to one side with just your eyes. Hold that until you feel the urge to breathe deeply or yawn, or until you can tell thereā€™s a change. Then do the same thing on the other side. When you put your arms down, you should clearly be able to turn your head farther in both directions. If the first session doesnā€™t get rid of your migraine, rest and repeat as many times as necessary. I even get a little fancy with it and roll my eyes up and down along the outer edge sometimes to stretch as much as I can.
If you need a visual hereā€™s a good video on it. I know some of the language they use seems questionable but this is real and simple science and should not be discarded because itā€™s been adopted by the trendy wellness crowd!
I seriously cannot believe I didnā€™t hear a word of this from any doctor in my life. Additionally, if you get frequent recurring migraines, you may want to see a dietician. Migraines can be caused by foods containing histamines, lectin, etc. and can also be caused by high blood pressure in specific situations such as exercise, stress, and even sex.
If any of this information helps you Iā€™d love to hear it btw! Itā€™s so so fast and easy to do. Good luck!
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