#it's like they don't want me to be an ateez stan anymore

[maxsix]

[peachesyeo]

K’s random hours #0002 ateez is gay? straight? i don't know anymore

Disclaimer: This is just for fun. I don't care who they date, or what their sexuality is. As long as they are healthy and happy, that's all I ever wanted.

Recently Ateez has lots of dating rumours, so I wanted to talk about this conspiracy theory that's been running in my head.

I realised that, when I saw a dating rumor between Mingi and Giselle (aespa), there were only two thoughts in my mind.

1. Wait, Mingi is straight? 2. He's not dating Yunho?

Of course in a jokingly matter. Hey, if they are dating it's none of my business. But as I lay pondering on my bed at 4am, I begin to wonder.

As we all know, members of Ateez represent all colours of the rainbows — gay in every way. (Gayteez fr) A “Shorty in blue” comment is enough- Wait, I mean “Twink in pink” comment is enough for atinys to recognise each other. The ships — Matz, Yungi, Woosan, Jongsang — are like fated pairs.

But don't you think that that's a little bit suspicious?

Judging from most atinys reaction, most of us when seeing them having a dating rumor with a female idol, we absolutely DO NOT BELIEVE. In no way.

BUT. If a dating rumor between Wooyoung and Yeonjun comes out, MOAs and ATINYs are going to hold the wedding ourselves and congratulate them. Whether jokingly or not.

But what if, IF, they were REALLY dating a female?

Okay. My own first rule as a KPOP stan (applies to me only) Recgonize that all idols are human. They have their life. Whether they date or not, its their private business.

BUT.

Let's say d*patch released, say Hongjoong, having dinner with a female friend, and claims that they are dating. I think most of us will not believe it, given his “freakiest twink in itaewon” title. Most of us would think about Seonghwa too, and might list out reasons why Hongjoong is not straight and is literally married to Seonghwa.

Do you see it there?

What if we were so desensitized to the point when they are actually straight and dating a girl but we keep thinking its untrue because of the “gayteez” mindset?

Do you see where I'm heading?

That's all. Just for fun, just me overthinking. HAHA.

[someone-who-loves-kpop-saranghae]

Intro <3 (and Masterlist below)

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She/Her

Yeah... that girl in the profile picture is me.

am 16 yo

I'm going to SOUTH KOREA next Year!!!

I'm a night-person

My fav apps Are Pinterest, Spotify and Snapchat, but I use Tumblr and WhatsApp very often too (c.ai too lol)

I´m a Kpop Stan ^^

My ult group is Ateez

ISFJ

Active since May 2023 (I guess...)

But please don't mention

depressions

self harm

self critical being

pedo content

any fetish content

nsfw

harasm or hate

If you don't talk about these things:

-> Feel free to DM, I won´t bite ❣️ 

My fav Kpop Groups:

Ateez (OT8)

Boynextdoor (Bias: Jaehyun)

Stray Kids (Bias: Felix and Chan)

Enhypen (Bias: Niki and Heeseung)

BTS (Bias: Jungkook)

TXT (Bias: Kai & Soobin)

Oneus (no Bias)

Treasure (no bias)

Seventeen (Bias: Jun)

P1Harmony (Bias: Keeho)

Xikers (no bias)

The boyz (no bias)

iKON (Bias: Bobby)

SF9 (Bias: Taeyang and Hwiyoung)

BTOB (no bias)

ShiNEE (Bias: Minho)

Zerobaseone (Bias: Ricky)

82Major (Bias: Yechan)

Katseye (Bias: Manon)

My fav Dramas/Series are (most of them are just shows i watched and rlly liked lol):

Imitation

GAME OF THRONES

The Vampire Diaries (still watching and I'm a sucker for it)

Maxton Hall

Kingdom [Legendary war]

I'm not a robot

True Beauty

Sweet Home

I-Land

Shadowhunters

ATLA

Miraculous

One piece live action

My Holo Love

My demon

Throne of the Dragon

Mia & Me

Hazbin Hotel

Queen of Tears

My Fav Movies are:

20th century girl

Love and leashes

Pirates of the carribean

Lord of the rings/ the Hobbit

Transformers

Avengers the endgame

Elemental

Black widow

After (every movie of this series)

Five Nights at Freddy's

Three Nuts/Wishes for Cinderella (the old one, not the new)

Pompeii (the one with Kit Harington)

Parasyte

Confidental Assignment

My biggest dreams are studying in abroad when I'm done with school and seeing all my fav groups in rl

My favourite blogs are

@il0veyoujk 💕

@sunny-117 💕

@wereallgonnadieonedaybutnottoday 💕

@itzystopkiddingmenowloco 💕

@atzgiggle 💕

@atzupdates 💕

@jungkookslipring 💕

@teddybearmingi 💕

@liliiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 💕

@ticklishthoughts1

@daybreak-tkler 💕

@lunarleee 💕

@jiwoongiloveyouzb1blog💕

@jihyosdaughter 💕

@sugary-sweet-anon 💕

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(done, I'll not write anymore)

How Ateez members find out/react to you being ticklish

Hongjoong

Seonghwa

Wooyoung

Yeosang

Hurt/Comfort

He doesn't deserve you (Wooyoung x Reader)

Stress reliever (Seonghwa x Reader)

Tk Fictions (Idol x reader)

A game afternoon with Ateez (Ateez x Reader)

Uljima (Enhypen Niki x Jungwon x Reader)

Zombies and revenge (BTS Jungkook x Enhypen Jungwon x Stray Kids Felix x Reader)

Hanteez (it's a really long fic, not only about tickling but it has some tickle scenes,, Stray Kids Han x Ateez x Reader)

Pass along (Stray Kids x Reader)

It's okay (Ateez Seonghwa x Reader)

I'm not ticklish (Txt Yeonjun x Reader)

Stress Reliever (Ateez Seonghwa x Reader)

Under the Christmas tree (Stray Kids Bangchan x Reader)

Big, dangerous dinosaur (P1h Keeho x Reader)

(Idol x Idol)

A ticklish massage (Leeseo x Yujin)

Tickletober 2023

Day 2: Accidental (ATLA Zuko x Reader)

Christmas Oneshots

Under the Christmas Tree (Stray Kids Bangchan x Reader)

Ticklemoments posted by me (?)

DannyPhantom exe threatening tkls...

again...

Yeosang being tkld

Keeho (P1H) telling a tickle story

P1HARMONY PLAYIN' FIND THE BELLYBUTTON WAHHHH

82Major mini tk moment in a Tiktok edit

Okay that was it..

Love u all guys 🩶

[delulu-4-idols]

I just found out my best friend talks about the fact that I like kpop with her boyfriend, like huh- why does me liking kpop genuinely bother her so much. She has always thrown around snide comments, I'm not even like a crazily obsessed I listen to other music and she knows this! I've shown her songs! I'm pretty sure it's because she has this weird hate for Asian people? She basically called me a pervert once because they wear makeup and look too pretty/young (im literally 19)-

the youngest group i stan is stray kids or ateez

Like i literally don't even want to share anything with her anymore, you would think she would be happy that kpop makes me happy.

Like I'm genuinely heartbroken that I'm not able to enjoy something that makes me happy:/

[kwanisms]

I didn't think I needed to make a post about this but some of y'all apparently don't know proper [tumblr] etiquette.

Do not tag me in posts for your stories or teasers unless I explicitly ask you to.

I do not read for NCT or even stan Enhypen. I only read for Seventeen, Stray Kids, Ateez, TXT, Day6, and DPR Ian. I don't even really read for BTS anymore.

That's not the issue here though. Unless I ask you specifically to tag me in your stories, do not tag me. Never thought I would have to say this in the year of our lord and savior, Boo Seungkwan, but here we are.

Lastly, for whatever reason, if you really want to tag me because you think I'll like the story, but I haven't asked you to, DM me first. Don't just assume.

[writerblue275]

haii!! can i hear 20 through 23 for tha ask game??? thx love your works btw!!!

Hi hi hi Anonnie! I'm so glad you like my writing! Thank you for requesting these fun questions! 😊💙

20. Your very first fandom?

The kpop fandom. I've been a kpop fan for like over 12 years now, which is wild to think about! I'm definitely not an insane kpop stan, and completely understand it's not for everyone, but I do really enjoy the music. My favorite group is BTS, but SHINee, 4MINUTE, and BIGBANG were the groups that got me into kpop and I still adore them (RIP 4MINUTE and BIGBANG). I'm also a big EXO and Mamamoo fan. I'm also a casual listener to groups like Stray Kidz, TXT, and ATEEZ. Yeah kpop was definitely my very first fandom.

21. A fandom you're not active in anymore but still really like?

Fairy Tail! It was one of the very first anime I ever watched and I really grew to love the characters. (Also Gray Fullbuster wreaked absolute HAVOC on little high school me LMAOOOOO). I was big big big into the fandom back then, but haven't kept up with it as much. But I still hold such a soft spot for the show and I definitely credit it for getting me into anime!

22. The fandom friend you've known the longest?

One of my IRL friends from high school, which means i met her over 10 years ago! (I'll call her Valkyrie since I don't want to put her actual name.) She and I bonded through our love of kpop, anime, and video games and we're still very good friends to this day! I hung out with her like two-weeks ago actually!

23. The fandom you're curious about because of a mutual?

Hahaha I mentioned this on my main blog, but thanks to my lovely moot, Bee (@goodmorningawfulbye), I've now gone down the rabbit hole for the games Genshin Impact and Honkai Star Rail lmaoooo. I had absolutely no idea what they were (although I had heard the name Genshin Impact like once or twice). But I kept seeing these beautiful/handsome characters pop up from her reblogs and I just became SO CURIOUS. LIKE WHO ARE THESE BEAUTIFUL ANIMATED PEOPLE???? And so I fell down the rabbit hole. I'm still a little afraid to play either game because listen, League already tempts my wallet enough as it is, and I don't need gacha games to add to that, but it has still been a lot of fun to learn about the games and the characters and I'm still curious about both games when it comes to the lore.

What's also funny is, because of this, I've also found some other forms of entertainment. One of the English VAs, Alejandro Saab (who voices Cyno in Genshin and Jing Yuan in Honkai) is also a VTuber by the name of CyYu, and he's really entertaining! He plays games with the other VAs for those games quite often (along with other cool people) and sometimes he'll even talk about behind the scenes stuff when it comes to being a VA (no spoilers for the games or anything though). He will also occasionally break out his Jing Yuan voice (which GOD BLESS B/C THAT VOICE IS A+++++) or his Cyno voice (which is also excellent, just in a very different part of his register), or he'll give unique voices to different characters in the games he plays (ex: his recent playthrough of the Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door remake) and it's very easy to see why he's a professional VA! He's extremely talented!

(LMAO I didn't mean for #23 to get so long, but hey my curiosity at Bee's posts led me down this rabbit hole! 😂😂😂)

Ask Game

[synthetickitsune]

hi!! out of all the idols you stan, who would you date, fuck and marry 😋 and why! hi hi just a lil fun question im curious about

Hey~, anon - and, uh, I love you?? Thanks for asking, I spent too much time thinking abou this, and I love thinking about stuff!! I literally made excel spreadsheet for it lmao

Also I'm switching fuck for ~spicy cuddles~ (free to interpretation) because of my ace ass lol

tl;dr comprehensive version:

Date: Yonghoon (Onewe) - this is not a want, this is a need just ult things </3

Spicy cuddles: Jaeyoon (SF9) - this

Marry: Jun (Seventeen) - I can't pretend I'm normal about him anymore

Full version with all the groups under the cut because it got too long~ (and F for the groups that didn't make it in anyway)

(Also why am I never marrying my biases??? lmao...)

Ateez

Date: Yeosang - all the members keep saying he’s really innocent and ??? that’s very appealing? also I want someone who’ll make gummy bears concerts with me </3

Spicy cuddles: Seonghwa - maybe I wanna get as close to fucking a jedi master as I can or maybe I just think Hwa would be so gentle when cuddling that it makes me wanna cry, who knows

Marry: San - I just love him, ok? and he seems like a really gentle, nice guy, he's so funny and caring, and I love his cat so much tbh

EXO

Date: Chanyeol - I love him but I think he’s too high energy for me lmao and I’d feel bad I’m not as sporty + he gives me the vibes of dating for a while and then realizing it’s better to be best friends for some reason, lmao, idk but it’s very wholesome in my mind

Spicy cuddles: Lay - he’s so cute fml, also my man needs some break and we could nap together afterwards 

Marry: Baekhyun - look, I saw one vid of him being super calm and soft and making pottery and some ‘ㅋ’ cup and I’ve loved him ever since okay? also I want the fucking cup

Monsta X

Date: Hyungwon - he's besties with Jeonghan and I'll trust Hannie's judgment of character lmao

Spicy cuddles: Kihyun - look at the man, he's got me on my knees I love him and think he'd be so comfy to cuddle with?? he'd give the best headpats and backrubs??

Marry: I.M - something about his vibe makes me cry, I wanna be lonely with him </3

Oneus

Date: Leedo - a gentle giant pt. 1, and as much as I don't like kids, seeing him so soft with children makes my brain go haywire 

Spicy cuddles: Hwanwoong - he's really fun, y'know?

Marry: Seoho - he's good at everything he does and hella smart, I need a man like that lol

Onewe

Date: Yonghoon - look I've thought about this unholy amount of time and it's breaking my heart, honestly, but like Hoonie strikes me as a pretty realistic guy and idk how that would work out but I just wanna try it to make sure lmao 😭

Spicy cuddles: Harin - a gentle giant pt. 2, and I'd feel safe with him 

Marry: Kanghyun - he's just like me for real and I need someone to talk about books and space with </3

Seventeen

Date: Jeonghan - I'm very soft for this man and I love him so much but also I'd flinch every time he'd hit the stove or the door lmao

Spicy cuddles: Joshua - gentleman (? 🤨), his tiddies and arms would make me feel safe

Marry: Jun - no thoughts, head empty, kicking, screaming, crying just one chance, pls mr. wen 🥲

SF9

Date: Inseong - nothing as attractive as a smart fox-like man who's also cute and chaotic 

Spicy cuddles: Jaeyoon - look at the man I'm a firm believer in human heater Jaeyoon agenda and you know this pic? I want that 

Marry: Zuho - his cats, his gentle nature, his squishy cheeks, his cute smile... him 🤧 (Hwiyoung was a candidate n.2 but after all the clips of him talking about his family and having a family of his own, I don't think I could handle seeing a healthy and functioning family or create one T-T)

Stray Kids

Date: Han - he's cute and I just know he's the sweetest, also makes the best sad love songs

Spicy cuddles: Lee Know - make it regular cuddles and invite the cats in I just want a kitty

Marry: Bang Chan - duh. he's already got 7 kids, he can handle one more

Victon

Date: Hanse - I think he'd be a really interesting person to hang out with?? me and my weirdass vibes again, but two friends fucking around and finding out it's not working after all?

Spicy cuddles: Seungsik - look, I just think he looks like a polar bear and I want him to crush me with his love

Marry: Sejun - I can't live with the possibility he eats cereal like that and I guess the ring would add some more power to my influence lmao, also he's just neat and I love him

[writingmochi]

it is no problem at all ~

that is quite a young age to be exposed to such platforms. i am glad that your journey on starting anew is going well. it is hard to completely erase ones identity, as it is tied to you, but i believe you are doing a pretty great job.

yes, some fandoms can be quite toxic. while it is nice to bond with people over certain activities, there are people who always manage to ruin the fun for others. personally, i allow it to roll off of me at this point. i do not engage in fan wars or anything silly like that because not only is it a waste of my time and energy, but it is also completely pointless as most of these groups are friends in real life. after all, i am in it for the group, not the people who stan the group, so i do my best to support them as much as i can ~ however, i am glad that you have found joy in other interests. k-pop can be forever for some, but not for all.

the storyline is an interesting thing really. others make theories and others do not care. for me, i take note of the storyline, but i am not one to avidly keep up with it. i simply acknowledge that it is there and apart of the concept.

i can see your point with ateez and enha. enhypen’s storyline does have that webtoon. i believe that the company made it more complicated by marking lines between enhypen as a group and enhypen as characters in their storyline. so i am not entirely sure of the story myself… as for how hybe and kq treat their groups, they are rather different. they capitalize off of them in very different ways, but the most important thing in my opinion is the music and i do not have too many complaints in that department.

your ideas are very interesting and i can say that i would be invested in your career path as a creative director. i believe i saw a post where you created a group just for fun, street spirits? very cool and eye-catching.

unfortunately, this will be my last ask. i believe my time as your anon has been amazing, but all good things must come to an end. rather than simply revealing myself or ending with a grandiose gesture, i will pose a simple question to you. if you have the correct answer, then my reveal is complete ~

who in our group chat recently changed their icon to soobin? ~

signed, 🩻

lissie: hey xray! good job for lasting this much especially longer than my attempt lol my guess will be at the very bottom of the ask

yeah, i try my best with that especially knowing how big tech companies are technically "data mining" you for their business. i feel very uncomfortable with that and i much rather stay off the grid from social media platforms as best as i can. i don't know about your relationships towards social media but if you are the person i guess than you must have a good relationship with it unlike me (especially based on the others' testimonies of you when they're guessing about my anon attempt)

toxicity is everywhere in my opinion. but i guess you just have to pick between the lesser of evils you see. life is full of choices of course! also, having different interests is a very human thing to do because nothing lasts forever. we don't know how kpop as an industry will go in for the next five years because everything changes fast, especially with the existence of the information super highway currently (eg: slave contract abolishments, bts raising kpop up to the mainstream, etc)

i'm actually one of the theorists! i used to theorize for bts but after mots:7, i stopped because it doesn't seem to connect anymore. i want to try to theorize for ateez, but i have to keep up with so many things that i'll let other people take the spotlight while giving some comments from the side.

it is definitely interesting to see their strategy, especially as a business major who focuses on marketing. but that's what comes with competition: innovations that are good and bad. just like we see with twitter and threads, consumers are very fickle and they can change. i'm one of the fickle kpop consumers because i'm a multifan at best and a casual listener most of the time. yet we have to know that kpop idols are essential products for us to consume by hearing, seeing, and interacting which way you could do.

i hope so! i don't know if the music industry is my exact calling but I'll definitely work towards enhancing my creativity in my career in a way (there's a reason why i chose marketing as my focus). i was thinking of making a studio for game publishing, idk if i wanna it to be for video games or physical games but i know that i want it to be small-to-medium size and indie rather than it being extravagant like the big aaa game companies with examples of electronic arts or activision blizzard.

there's also a reason why i picked kq ent as the home of street spirit and it is definitely lore and concept! there is a missing market of girl groups with kq ent with the members between 00-03 liners (youngest in ateez and oldest in xikers). lore-wise, i'm trying to connect them to ateez's as best as i could without making to similar. while concept-wise, the group definitely has influences from le sserafim, newjeans, billlie, and a bit of kiss of life that putting them in hybe just makes it redundant...

not the call out to me with my grandiose gesture :") i felt like jigsaw when i'm doing my anon reveal (tbh the whole guess the anon between us felt like the saw movies but more pg-13) good job on keeping up because this is hard! hope you gain more insight on me and the others! i know i'm not as fun as the others lol but that's is just how i interact with people honestly...

soobin in weverse concert! hi lee @robin-obsessed !! hope you have a great time and i guess, take a rest to because it has probably been so exhausting for you~

[bandzboy]

genuinely feel so dumb for even presenting the idea of going to paris to see ateez with my bestie to my parents bc even tho i knew they weren't gonna let me i did it anyways and so many things they said to me today just fcking sting like about how they are saving and investing in mine and my brother's career and we can't afford to go anywhere like that and how they said they wouldn't mind me going if money wasn't an issue and it's just heartbreaking to me... i don't have friends i barely go out i just go to school and driving school and the only friends i have are on the internet and it's not like i can just be with these people bc they leave far away from me and i've been stanning ateez for so long and i never got to see them ever and every day i regret back in 2019 not going to their concert bc after that they never came here anymore and it's just sad that it's so expensive to even go to another country to see them and then having to log in every day and see everyone talking about their concert experience and even tho i am happy i just can't help but wonder if i'll ever get the chance to ever see them or even see my faves in concerts... the way my mom said that "if we were living in different times i would have let you go" and it's like..... when is it gonna be different like actually??? WHEN??? bc everything is so sht how tf are we ever gonna have money in the near future to do what we want?? bc i am sorry to be negative but i can't see it! i've been waiting for YEARS and atp it seems like it's never gonna happen! it's like i can even think about wanting it bc i just feel stupid atp i just envy people who's groups go to their countries and they are able to go see them like some of you don't even know how lucky you are and still find room to complain and i'm sorry but i just want you stfu and shove your complains somewhere bc it just makes me angry like i can't.... i'm just exhausted about everything i'm so so fcking tired when will sht actually get better for me when will i get to have good experiences and not think about money like i wish

[sehodreamsthoughts]

ok ur soo real for that though, ik what u mean cuz only if for a night is similar it’s like… goddess entity.. it’s very haunting and i love that, i think “haunting” is a good way to describe some music i like… like to me hydraganeas (i did not spell this right) sounds haunting.. but also i like a lot of more hip hop/rap and then rnb style things… but yeah ppl can like whatever they like and that’s why there are so many different styles of music, there’s truly something for everyone<3

i forgot about cosmic love!!! i rly like that one too and dog days i think was my first florence song… some of the others sound familiar too, i will try to listen to them too!!

i think if i did an angst series id do it for tall line with n,n’s “crave”, “honey”, and “buck”… and do like one song per member.. im thinking anton, eunseok, and sungchan in that order with those songs but also idrk because sometimes im too ambitious. cuz i really don’t even know what the plot would be, likely just a lot of yearning lmao.

for kpop songs i love a lot of older songs too… i see u reblog f(x), i loved f(x)…😥.. i liked red light era the most possibly… some of my faves were nu(abo) or wtv it’s called😭😭, and i loved everything on red light, pink tape, and 4 walls😭😭😭 i loved shinee too :(, exo as we talked about… um also some random groups i liked were secret, dal shabet, fiestar, tiny g, madtown, c-clown (i was shocked to learn that rome is dpr ian i had no idea they were the same person), ukiss, i liked i.o.i a lot when they were around😓😓 gugudan, pristin😭😭 i was into twice a lot too at the time, really obsessed with my wife nayeon :((

now i like sooo many groups but they’re all pretty much 4th and 5th gen.. and mostly bgs :( ive been listening a lot to the new all (h)ours album lately, nct wish’s songbird, ateez, tws, and wayv!

what about u?

- 🥟 anon

HAUNTING YES, It's such a great word to describe how I like my music.

Hahahaaha I totally get what you mean, I have a ton of ideas but actually writing them is a whole different thing. I have storylines, I have plots, I have things that I simply want to make fics, and then they just stay like mere ideas because I move onto the next idea 😭, I have like 50 songs I've been meaning to make fics too, there's one I particularly feel sad for not doing which is touch tank by quinnie, it was the perfect song for an Anton fic but I left it abandoned too 💀, it also had a ton of yearning and it was just all about swimming (because oh surprise I was a swimmer) and I wanted to put one of my most precious childhood memories because I KNOW it was romantic as fuck even if I never had nothing with my irl friend, it was purely a fic for me but that I was sure a ton of my big girlies would've loved.

I wanted to put a lot of things about growing up with a swimmer body because I was literally the nightmare for both athletes and chubby young girls, I started becoming broader but at the same time I wasn't losing weight and to add more pain I was also always the tallest kid there, not only between girls but with everyone my age 💀 (you can see why I'm so into talking about beauty standards 💀💀💀)

Wtv I just hope that I get to read one story from you I'm sure you'd do a great job with your ideas and your great mind ❤️‍🔥

I loved f(x) so much, I've always been a SM Stan so I suffered so much when I saw my babies not releasing anything anymore, 4 walls is still one of my favorite songs ever and I remember being obsessed with the MV! I don't know tiny g, mad town or c-clown but I loved secret and fiestar too 🩷, U-kiss was such a special group for me too, they, B.A.P, MBLAQ, teen top and Nu'est would always sound in my playlists 😭, then I liked Winner and Ikon but we all now how YG is... (I still miss 2ne1).

Lately I've been really into Ateez, I never expected to like them this much, I heard about them more than once but they never caught my attention until I saw a reading about this mingi guy and it really sounded like me so I started to think who the fuck are these guys and THANK GOD BECAUSE I LOVE THEM (Yeosang is my current bias wrecker 😭). I haven't listened to their entire albums but I know the most popular songs and I've been putting those long fan playlists to find what I like the most. From other groups I've been listening to Boy next door, but I don't really like them like them, they're not really my style 😭 but I like their music a lot, it's really fresh and I have to admit, they know how to follow a concept! Zb1 is been on my radar too but my problem is I can't say I stan a group unless I find a charm on each member and in both cases I'm just there for the music 🫠, I like certain members (in bonedo no one tho, in zb1 Zhang, Hanbin and Matthew) but just liking a few is not enough for me, in Riize's case I didn't doubt to fall in love with all of them from the minute I saw them, however I have to admit that lately I've been getting a bit distant (maybe that's also a reason for my block?), idk, I miss Seunghan a lot and I haven't liked much their recent songs (boom boom bass is dope tho, I finally adore the song and have been repeating it every day), and I just... I just need more. I need to feel obsessed, to feel my body burning when I see them, my heart jumping when they dance and this desperate yearn to see more of them, but with the pass of time I've just felt the flame going down 😭.

I miss having more of everything. I'm not into moderation at all, so I'm the kind that is all of nothing, once I truly enjoy something I need it until I hate it or until I can't like anything anymore, if I like a tea you'll see me buying 20 bottles to have in storage, if I like a book I'll read everything else the same author writes, if I like a brand I'll go and get what I want, so in terms of k-pop i also need all of it until I can't digest anything else, I need more songs, constant fiction, long stories, a bunch of interactions between them, I just need to be satiated and I haven't been feeling it these days 😭, I still like them of course, I Stan them, but I still think there could be more 🥺.

[hanjisungz]

jdjjdjsjsjdj honestly you left me speechless . i wasn't expecting this . well in fact i had a little feeling you might know the language idk why 😳 well... i'm glad you love learning it and i want to say your french is so good just omg!! congrats 💓 and i totally get what you mean... 🥺 i used to love ateez a lot, they're truly a nice group. so are skz your ult of ults haha?

also, about nct jdjjdjd i totally get it. but i used to really stan dream unit for some time and yeah there was some deep sh*t and then i unstan. ☹️ but i feel like i really loved them and still do so i cannot avoid it anymore and i should let myself love whoever group i love i guess .. about txt we truly feel the same way jdjjdj . ALSO LMAO i have no interest in 5th gen groups either jdjdjjd sorry or not sorry - bunny anon 🫶

awe thank you !! i know a few languages but french was the first i learned hehe ☺️ and hmmmm i think i would say so !! it's really complicated just because i've been with 3racha for so long and i will always care for them... the only other group that really comes close is ateez but i do think skz is my ult of ults !!

exactly !!! stan whatever groups you want and do it freely 🖤🖤 YEAH CKDKFJD lowkey the only 5th gen group i was ready to stan was zerobaseone bc i watched boys planet but like none of my picks got in (except two), my top pick didn't get in and i didn't rlly care for the other members so i didn't JCKDKDK i do have some 5th gen songs in my playlists though bc WOW like 8turn ?!?! their music is so good and xikers?!?! WOAH they're so good, i just don't have the capacity to stan LMAO idk if xdinary heroes is 5th gen.... if they are then i guess i do stan one 5th gen group 😂😂

[flwrkisses]

faq.

hello! i'm mari. the writer of this lovely blog. here i will be answering the most reoccurring questions that come to my ask box to better help you all understand not only me and my blog.

Q: how old are you and where are you from?

well, i'm an 03 liner from puerto rico. this means my first language is spanish, so i apologize in advance for any and all grammar mistakes. i'm only human after all.

Q: who do you currently write for and whom have you written for?

i currently write for enhypen & tomorrow x together only.

i used to write for bts, seventeen, exo and a couple one shots for random groups here and there. they are all accessible through my archive. i have retired these groups from my blog and will not be writing for them anymore.

i still stan and enjoy these groups, however as inspiration comes and goes i would prefer to write about my current hyper fixations.

Q: what pronouns should we use for you?

gender is very weird and sometimes hard to understand but i use she/her primarily.

Q: who are your biases and the groups you stan?

i'm sunghoon's gf ... you can ask him he'll confirm. and i'm yeonjun's baby mama but tbh— i'm ot. 7 and ot. 5.

i stan lots of groups like p1h, ateez, skz, theboyz, new jeans, twice, seventeen, (g)idle, kep1er, le sserafim, and of course exo and bts. probably more that i can't think about right now.

Q: do you have a posting schedule?

i do not, i just write as inspo hits and as requests some in.

i will be posting for member's birthdays and anniversaries while in my active periods.

sometimes i go inactive for long periods of time with school and work.. so i apologize in advance for any i consistency.

Q: what is your favorite thing to write?

to be very honest, cheesy slice of life shameless self insert things.. but i also am really into angst. it's the pain that makes a story so much better... ig i just love to suffer.

Q: do you have anons/mutuals?

i used to, however after a year and a half of being inactive i'm not too sure if they're still around. but i'm always open having anons/mutuals or usual requesters or whatever you guys wanna call yourselves.

Q: is there anything you're not comfortable writing?

i don't have any hard triggers. i actually really like stories with harsher more dark topics. like i said earlier i love angst and slice of life fics and life isnt always sunshine and rainbows... and well that's perfectly okay!

sometimes i have requests about things i am not too extremely familiar with... if i do not know much about something i try to research before writing it. if even after research i don't understand it well i will not be writing it.

i will not write smut. this is not a smut account and i will not be making a side blog for smut. i just personally don't think i could write it. plus thats just not what i want this blog to be. there are lots of very good smut writers out there please check them out if thats what you're looking for.

i will also not be writing anything glorifying things like self harm, suicide, eating disorders, and other extremely serious mental health issues or health issues im general.

i will also not write anything i deem to be insensitive, offensive, or creepy.

Q: is there anything you wish to write more about?

i wish to write a lot more for enhypen in this upcoming year. and hopefully dive into some supernatural topics with them especially because of their vampire concept.

i want to write much longer fics, and further improve my fic/drabble/oneshot writing skills so lets see how it plays out!

©flwrkisses ; please do not copy, translate, repost and/or reuse my work without my permission. (2023)

[leewonkyeom]

Your bias line is so good and you're so real for being Seokmin biased dk biased creatures are my favourite 😍 my svt bias unit (there are so many i decided to make a whole unit) has Jeonghan, Scoups (remember the green room aggressive 'gwiyomi' video??? Yeah I fell in love with him after watching that) Hoshi and Vernon (he was actually my first bias in svt i religiously watched every YT vid they put out because of him, Jeonghan and Hoshi)

Your neo bias and bias wreckers line is so good too you have TASTE ma'am and we also have some common biases! In the neo bias unit there's Taeyong, Jaehyun, Yuta (127) Jeno and Jaemin (dream), Jisung (U), YangYang (WayV) but despite all these biases my fav member has to be Mork (I'm sorry to all my biases 😭)

From Riize i thought i would end up being Sungchan or Shotaro (still can't believe they aren't in NCT anymore...) biased but I ended up being Wonbin, Sohee and seunghan biased

Other than that it's Hyunjin (stray kids) Mingi (Ateez) i don't really have a bias in got7 they are kinda like big brothers?? But my fav is bambam! Hyungwon and Shownu (monsta x), we have the same bias in Shinee (Key and Jonghyun 😭) Minho is the bias wrecker, Sehun (Exo), Taehyung (BTS), Soobin (txt) Jake (enha), Jihyo (Twice), Seulgi (RV)

Dw I had fun reading through your bias list! I think I gave you an even longer one 😭

FR 7th sense is so perfect i would give up my kidney function privilege to see them perform this live <33

Oh Christopher Nolan! I love his Batman movies and i watched inception which was good too! Which movie of his is your favourite?

Ahh the 00s classics! I love all those movies you mentioned! I really love watching films and TV shows (smth me and Vernon have in common) and one thing that's important to me is the fashion I am a big fashion lunatic and looove to see a good outfit on screen with that being said some of my favourite 'comfort' films are Clueless (1995), Fight club, Adams family (both 91 film and 60s sitcom), funny face, breakfast at Tiffany's, Heathers, pretty woman, the devil wears the prada, mean girls, pulp fiction, fallen angels (1995) and more. My favourite directors are Wong kar wai, Quentin Tarantino, Satoshi Kon and Hayao Miyazaki (maybe Martin scoresse too)

"dk biased creatures"😭 (sums me up though). you're bias line is also so good though😭 but either way i support stanning everyone in svt so ig i would say that anyways🤧🤧 my first biases (as far as i can remember) were wonwoo and shua, and then dk just took over at some point😭

we have so many in common for nct lmao😭😭 i support that a 100% as well. you have taste fr

but omg i get what you're saying about riize. like i for sure believe at this point i'm shotaro biased, but i keep looking at wonbin more and more👀👀

i get what you're saying about got7 being big brothers, but i was also at my peak ahgase at like 15 so ofc i have a bias😭 and i considered writing hyungwon for my bias in monsta x😭😭😭 like i love him sm, but my og bias was jooheon... i'm so illoyal when it comes to them

Sehun was my first bias in exo omg😭😭 (and exo was the group that got me into kpop) and i think taehyung was my first in bts?? because of the war of hormone mv lmao. and omgggg jihyo in twice!!! same!!! i forgot to mention her. and seulgi omg😭😭 you also have taste!! loved reading your bias list as well♡♡♡

omg what wouldn't i do to see 7th sense live😭 it's not a want, it's a need !!

the batman movies are def my least favorites of his bc i just cannot get into action movies😭😭 (except spider-man which is 🔛🔝). but i think memento might be my fave from the ones i've watched

but yess😭😭 i just love those 00s teenage romcoms😭 they just give such good vibes. bridget jones is also an honorable mention. like other than that i like horror movies, esp. cult classics like scream and jennifer's body, but i don't tend to watch those on repeat😭

omggg i love a lot of the movies you mentioned !! we def have similar taste. i don't think i've watched anything by wong kar wai though, what's your favorite movie?? (i love those other directors you mentioned though !)

btw i looked at your profile, and just to make sure, do you go by jolene?♡♡

[i-luvsang]

hi! how are you doing? i wanted to check in and catch up earlier but i took some time for myself to rest after my exams and some other stuff. i passed all my exams and passed all my classes overall throughout the year so i'm really happy! i've been trying to catch up with all the new content but it's so overwhelming tbh.. especially as a multi stan trying to catch up with older content from multiple groups too! but i'm getting there eventually... ALSO THE ATEEZ CB??? god it's so fucking good.. i love the concept so much and the stages are so good (i still have to watch some of the stages tho..). i love all the songs on the album i can't seem to find a favourite song for some reason. do you have a favourite song on the album and if you do, which is it? also i saw the yeosang pc you traded for and i'm so jealous it's so cute :,). i pulled double yeosang in my digipack album asjsh, i wish i could insert a picture but since i can't it's the close up one from the digipack album, like where his head is slightly tilted to the side and argh i love it so much, the other pc is the digipacks hello82 europe exclusive i think? it's in the same outfit as the digipack pcs and he holds finger guns against his face yk? if it wasn't obvious, yeosang is my bias (and also seonghwa!! i'm seongsang biased but i don't think that comes as a surprise). i think that's everything i wanted to say for now? i'm probably gonna watch the content i've missed out on since i have nothing else to do today. i hope you have a nice day! — 🎧

hello hello sweetest !! i'm good !! how are you ?? i'm glad you took some time for yourself you so so deserve that!! and i'm glad you popped in to say hi hehe <33 that is so so awesome omg !!! huge huge huge congratulations on passing exams and classes, that's a really big achievement and i hope you're proud of yourself for it !! seriously, great job !!!

and omg catching up on content is so hard, i never stay fully caught up at this point lol and there's no shame in that !! you don't have to watch anything but it's definitely fun too!

but AAAA OMG !!!! this comeback is so so so incredible i'm just so so happy and impressed with it, genuinely i feel like they look like their having so much fun while performing bouncy it's amazing!! there are so many fun and great moments from the stages!! pFFT THE ONE FROM THIS MORNING WAS SO ADORABLE !!!!! and the end what hilarious when wooyoung pushed yeosang and he fell BWAHAHAKFJS yeo is so cute i cannot !! (yeah tbh i don't know anymore if i've seen all the stages i think i've missed a few lmao) dUDE PICKING A FAV SONG IS PRETTY MUCH IMPOSSIBLE TBH i don't have a definite favorite because each song is genuinely just sososososososo enjoyable for me but! outlaw is totally putting up a fight and i think a huge part of that is the dance! i loveeeed the showcase stages for it and yeosang's part at the end has be gAGGEDKAHFKJA

yEOSANG PULLS OMG !! yeah i traded for almost all the yeosang ones i have from this album lol and the second i saw the glasses one you're talking about I KNEW I NEEDED TO HAVE IT ITS SUCH A DORKY PHOTO AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH like i'm not the craziest over pcs tbh but i had to have it. i think i have the other yeosang from the digipack too !! omg but i love love love the one you're talking about mMMM hes so cute i cry.

yAYYY A FELLOW YEO STAN we can scream cry about him together and BRO seongsang stan WOW that is so so true bro <33 when i was first getting into atz like idk a million years ago genuinely could not pinpoint exactly when i got into them LOL hwa was putting up a good fight for the bias title. clearly yeosang one out and ever since... i've been a yeo stan through and through LOL jongho's my bias wrecker for this comeback tho ahkfjasdflk he has me screaming everyday all the time i cannot. seonghwa is just seonghwa sooooo yeah hes so akdhfakfdjsd also MMMM anyways!!

i hope you have fun getting caught up and have a lovely lovely day yourself !! thanks for popping by <333

[muselin]

Hey!! I just wanted to say that the story of your first/ teen love relationship was so sweet and adorable and thank you for sharing it with me.

And yeah, there's just something that happens when male k-pop idols hit 22 and they go from looking boyish straight into their fboi phase.

My sister is rlly into enhypen and she's a heesung stan and I love enhypen's music but I'm not a 'hard' stan over them b/c I've seen them since pre-debut so they're still cute patooties in my mind.

But then I saw their latest comeback and saw how Heesung is entering his Libra fboi phase and now I'm like...

Same as Sunghoon, he has the energy of a man older than himself and I forgot he's only 19 but he's my personal bias if I had to pick any.

Wow, they're not cute little patooties anymore.

And when I refer to enhypen, I'm referring to everyone but Nik-ki (I think he's still the only minor in the group) b/c that's a no-go zone.

Lawwd have mercy.

I had the same reaction to Enhypen that I did to TXT initially and then 3 years later. I watched TXT from the start but they were too young and the music was too candy pop for me. It seems like Year 3 is THE YEAR I get into 4th gen boy groups. It's happened this way for me for most of them - TXT, SKZ, Enhypen, OnlyOneOf. Ateez a bit later but similar. I seem to not be able to get into them from the start.

Dear lord Heeseung in red is just something... Libra fuckboi phase aside, don't know why he's hit me so hard... Obviously I'm an Aries and Libra being on the opposing end of the wheel can make for a certain type of attraction but I've looked at our charts and we're so incompatible lol 🤣🤣 Maybe it's just the Libra effect?

Also psssst - Sunghoon will be 21, it's okay 😆😆 Ni-ki is difficult, in a lot of ways he does have older energy because he's already been in the industry a ridiculously long time relative to his age and the mature concepts they've been doing don't help but in all other ways he's still babie.

[shinehyuk]

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