#it's like the angel and devil are on my shoulder y'know lol

[silassstingy]

You know who's going to protect Rhea?

Rhea.

I HOPE SO.

i WANT her to protect herself so badly, i do!

but we HAVE been here already, too recently might i add. she HAS protected herself, and she has fought back. but the ganging up on her continues no matter what. it's frustrating to watch!

[real-sun-wukong-fan01]

Woo!

so, some people might know me as @slime-sandwhich-nom , or some might know me as the Irish wukong and "not so visible friend" anon!

as said, in this account i would be talking mainly about my ideas and headcanons (also mainly centered on wukong, i have brain rot please spare me)

so! What am I gonna talk about today? About wukong's not so visible friend.

Who is it? I'll explain soon, but first check out @winterpower98 as i already explained it the sketch of the idea there!

and I'm writing this here because i don't wanna spam winter with my ideas lol (scusa amo)

so I'll just ramble here lmao

so, let's start!

Who's wukong friend? his mind.

i was thinking of the concept of "wukong's worst impulses and urges" from jttw, and since this idea originally got created by getting inspired by winter flower fruit mountain monkeys concept, macaque isn't the "not so visible friend"

So what did i do? I made it into literally being wukong's head.

again, check out winter account to understand better this headcanon/idea,

But anyway :

- wukong's friend has the same concept of imaginary friends and "angel and devil on your shoulder"

- it's literally wukong, but as a shadow, it's not evil or good, it's just wukong mind.

- depending on what wukong state of mind this shadow will think differently.

before jttw? Actually just those silly intrusive thoughts you can have, like eat dirt because why not. considering that winter made it that wukong was actually born as a 7-8 year old, i wouldn't be surprised if this shadow was more playful and childish.

during the havoc in heaven? just like wukong, it was running on recklessness and impulsiveness.

Giving ideas and quick shortcuts without thinking of the consequences.

During wukong 500 years under a mountain, both kind of got insane. Completely ignoring consequences, running on anger and impulsiveness.

During jttw? Just the wukong of the book, unlike before, wukong actually listens to his "inner mind" but as we see, the more it passes, the more he learns. Thanks to Tripitaka and everything. Listening less and less to his shadow.

the chapter about the macaque? Still exists, macaque still dies, but! also imagine wukong inner thoughts just growing "alive" like growing into another complete person and wukong has to kill them. the whole "fighting yourself" but it's literally. Instead than macaque pretending to be swk y'know?

After jttw? Both are pretty chill, i like to think that after that whole "fight" they both manage to take a break and figure themselves out to work together without problems (take it with wukong not being happy with himself, after figuring himself out, he manages to find peace with himself.)

Now, in the ask where i already explained a bit of this, i said how this "shadow" can be only seen by wukong and only him.

(unlike macaque shadow)

that's because it's like a metaphor or you talking to yourself, except in a form of shadow more than you thinking or talking alone,

wukong sees it exactly like when macaque talks to his shadow, but for the others it's like wukong is fucking crazy (and probably is.)

now, as this shadow is deadass wukong mind, it can happened that they don't get along, or that the mind hurts wukong (mentally of course)

And how? with mental illnesses. It's never intentionally, it just happens.

It's just how we work, we can have depression, we can have ADHD, autism, it all can happen, (some since you were born, some can grow over the years ect.)

but for wukong it's like if his shadow was insulting him, or distracting him (depending on what he has.)

Literally just imagine it like if you have yourself with you all the time and isn't afraid to hide their problems or struggles with it, they just vibe, because who cares, WE are the one who struggle with things anyway.

you see where I'm going? I'm bad at explaining sorry

but yes, this is the whole concept, use it if you want, everyone is free to take this headcanon,

Ask questions about it, put some more ideas!

I just wanted to share lol

[mmmonie]

Hi my other post? Got notes? And I already had this basically ready to go so………….? Here it is I guess! Also I’m so sorry for how long this is LOL…..I am incapable of shutting up once I get going so it’s under the read more for you…….(also?? thank you? for the followers uhm cheesed to meet you? 😳 lol)

This is basically what I imagine the manifestation of a demon's powers to be like??? I called it the “juvenile phase” in my other post so thats what im going with lol

Here’s some things I said in my first post that are relevant here, slightly edited. (I elaborate more on the different ways demons are born in that post and I think they’re pretty self explanatory, but u might wanna go read it just in case it’s not clear enough 😔 sorry): (link to first post)

* Demons have multiple forms, not just the two shown in game. All in all the brothers have 5, each becoming less and less humanoid. (Most demons only have 4) 

* Half/human born demons are more likely to have both a tail and wings in their first demonic form. Stronger demons like the brothers are merely showing off the strongest of the two, but everyone has both. (Again bc I think they’re sick as fuck lol) This is why the stereotypical devil in our world has both wings and a tail. 

*a demon's features can be influenced by what sin they are, but it’s not a hard or fast rule.**

***this does not apply to little Ds whose look is entirely dependent on their sin. They are an entirely separate conversation 😈 (I elaborate on this briefly at the very end LOL) 

* half/human born demons can have two sins assigned to them, though this makes them less powerful in both. Usually there is a more prominent sin. 

*It should also be noted fallen angels do not have a juvenile phase. While the powers they develop after the Fall are different, they already come prepared, having had intense restraint implemented in their training in the celestial realm. The only things they develop are tails and horns, which happens very quickly during the Fall. They still have the same instincts as demons lol they are just much better at maintaining control. 

*another note: I’m gonna use acronyms for our different types of demons after a while to save me some headache. They’re pretty self explanatory (Ex: half demon = HD) 

With that let’s begin, shall we? 

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*All demons are born with innate magical abilities, the juvenile phase is just the manifestation of their sins and some of their power. Some powers do not come into fruition until much later in a demon's lifespan. (Will elaborate later) 

*They won’t have a complete hold on their powers after this either, it’s just like. The bare minimum of getting a grip so they don’t cause immediate damage LOL they have many years to get into the nuances. Magic to demons is about as easy as breathing, but it still comes with its own challenges. 

*Many of the powers that manifest are shaped by what kind of sin(s) they display. I’m gonna say the sin(s) developed depend on the individual rather than it being hereditary. Though there are powers that are inherent to all demons. (i.e. hypnotizing humans like in lesson 11-14)

*The beginning of the juvenile phase starts when a demon develops their horns, wings, claws and tails. 

*For almost every demon, the juvenile phase lasts about two or three weeks. A human born’s phase will immediately kick in the day after their ceremony. Because of a half demon’s heritage, their transition is delayed and will usually happen around “middle school” age. (However many thousands of years that is lol. Also imagine going through puberty AND growing a bunch of extra shit.........smh.) 

*Natural demons have it slightly easier, they go through this phase very early (around toddler age). They develop the nubs of their horns, wings and tail a while after they’re born. 

*However this is NOT easier for whoever is taking care of them. Demons that develop later are mostly self-sufficient, meaning you can leave them to rest a bit. Can't leave a baby alone for very long though, can you? Especially not when they’re hurtling objects around with their mind, or causing things to spontaneously combust. (Also imagine a regular baby during their teething phase……….now imagine a baby’s teething phase being ten times more itchy AND manifesting new powers. Congratulations on your very cranky and powerful baby, best of luck to you.)

*Parents take this in stride as it’s just how demon babies are. It is all very Addams family esque…. like awwww, our baby just tried to induce horrific hallucinations of our own deaths!!! 🥺🥰🤧 they grow up so fast!!!!

*HB and HD wings and things grow in very quickly. The nubs will sprout from the skin and then mature into wings and horns in just a few days. ND transitions are much more drawn out, taking about a week to complete. All the growth is very itchy for everyone though. 

*You know when you have an itch that just won’t quit or that you can’t reach, so you have to use some outside force to get some relief? Same concept here. Much like deer and their antlers, demons rub their horns and wings up against things to get to those spots they can’t get to themselves. It also has the added effect of encouraging growth and getting excess skin/keratin off them. Family members often help with preening and scratching. 

*There are special concoctions/spells to make the process easier and to help ease the itchiness. As well as products made for specific purposes, like to get at that space where your wings meet your shoulders lol 

*There are also things to pad horns. Having your baby demon impale your shins is no fun. Neither is having your best friend accidentally get stuck in the cabinet because their horns went through the shelf. 

*The first week and a half is usually when a demon is most active. They are encouraged to play fight, stretch their new wings and become familiar with their new instincts. 

•Play fighting is a way to help learn to readjust to their new strength. (and thank god demons are near impossible to kill lol they can get VERY rough.) It’s also considered a bonding activity. 

*Hunting instincts also come into play so it’s not uncommon to see a demon in their juvenile phase playing a really fucked up game of hide and seek with their loved ones (no one gets hurt. Probably <3) 

*These two skills also help with learning how to fly. A game of fucked up hide and seek in the forest is both fun and educational. 

*This is very much like when puppies' paws are too big for they got damn them, except y'know. with horns and claws. So expect some accidental scrapes and

*This is also usually the time where their sin(s) will manifest, along with their new powers. At this point this is where family comes in, as a newly developing demon is reliant on everyone around them to help them learn how to control their strength/powers. Taking care of a demon in their juvenile phase is a family bonding activity, and even those who are prone to being cold are a bit softer during this time. (A reminder that family can be anyone, not just blood related.) 

*The second half of their transition is more about conserving energy for the introduction of their final form.  

*Nesting instincts kick in and are important here, because any nest created will be that demon's home for a period of time. They won’t stray very far from wherever they’ve chosen to stay. Nearly all demons will just choose a comfortable place in their home to nest, however, some demons (i.e. demons like Levi) need a special place because of their final forms. They will be drawn there instinctively.

*A nest is just composed of soft material and sometimes extra objects. For example a greed demon might want shiny or precious objects around their nest. 

*This will also be the home of the loved one(s) taking care of their demon. They will go out and find anything the other one might need or want. A demon will only choose one or two others to take care of them at this time. Other family members are allowed to visit, but the chosen demon(s) stay with their struggling one for nearly the entire last half of this period. 

*It’s considered an honor to be chosen and it is a bragging point, especially if you have been chosen multiple times. 

*Despite what you might think, parental/domestic skills are very important to demons. They live a very long time, and it be a waste to treat their spawn poorly. They’re stuck with them for nearly an eternity, so you might as well try to do your best with them. Being able to showcase being chosen to whomever your courting is, how you say.............a little sexy. So being chosen multiple times? “Wow you’d be a great parent? Tell me more…..😳” 

*Demons will slowly spend more and more time in their nest as they approach the end of their phase. Growing extra things takes a lot of energy! Many demons end up mostly sleeping for the last couple days in preparation for the end. 

*Since they are so sleepy, this is the most outwardly cuddly most demons will be. Close family members are encouraged to come stay in the same space for a while. The demon will often be asleep, but waking up and playing games with them is a great way to bond. If you’re REALLY special you might end up being allowed to sleep in their nest for a bit. 

*The juvenile phase culminates when the demon reaches their final form (usually the fourth one.) Over this last half, they slowly grow more monstrous features. Scales, fur, claws, eyes, teeth, spines.........the whole lot! Anything and everything you can imagine. Each demon's final form is unique, though they do not get a decision as to what features they have. Final forms tend to be very large. 

*This is where they are taught how to use their glamor and how to piece themselves back into a form that’s easier to maneuver. Think of it like starting from the top and working your way down. 

*There are demons whose job it is to go mark down the details of every single final form. Things like what powers manifested, to how tall they are, their overall physical strength and what sin(s) they portray, etc. They are all recorded in the royal archives. It’s a bit like a right of passage, especially for younger demons and their parents. 

*Going back to the very top, some powers won’t manifest until after the juvenile phase. Some won’t even manifest until the demon has hit sexual maturity (which takes a MUCH longer time for demons.) This is true of almost every power that Lust develops except for perhaps an increase in their charisma/ability to charm. Demons who are assigned Lust are considered the late bloomers of the demonic world, as almost all other sins manifest more power right away. 

*Also relating to the top of this post: the reason Little Ds looks are biased on what sin they are is because they are pure concentrated forms of sin given life. They’re extracted from the souls of humans who committed sin, and used for grunt work/errand running. They develop their own personalities as they go, but it takes a bit so they’re kind of a blank slate until then.

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I was gonna be like oh treat for you here’s how the brothers dealt with Satan and his juvenile phase but this is long as FUCK already so I will make…...a separate post. Edit: SURPRISE! treat for u! heres the link if u want

Thanks for reading! Until next time ig? 

[hannafuckingsucks]

hey guess what uuuuuuh. today apparently was sompfd thoughts day™ on discord so I came up with a super cute n fluffy Hardzzello headcanon! this was all fueled by Joe's birthday post for Ben and the video of Ben gettin kissed on the cheek 😌 big help came from @walking-in-a-daze by making noises of encouragement at me while I spammed the chat with my brain barf lol, and for helping me to get the perfect final scene 🤭

(1,3k words oopsie)

ok without further ado, some very emotional thoughts™ about two headasses:

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the thought of Ben and Joe just slowly getting more comfortable with physical contact!!!

like they are just friends first, of course. 

but both of them get very touchy-feely when drunk

it starts with just a hand on the shoulder or a pat on the back. 

or a hug with some extra room for the holy spirit in the crotch area at the end of the  night

but as months go on they get hella comfortable w each other

like public dancing

holding hands

touching their faces

kissing cheeks

idk I just get so soft thinking about them being so sweet and intimate and uuh BABIES

mmmmm the thought of them both being piss drunk one night and

idk Ben gets lost somewhere and Joe is so worried and runs around like "where is Benny?????"

and Ben just shows up after 15 minutes like "sowwy I was at the loo and aiming was hard lmao"

and Joe is so relieved that he's ok, he hugs him soo tightly

and when he finally let's go he cradles Ben's face in his hands and looks into his eyes and says how worried he was and how happy he is that he's fine

and Ben just giggles non stop because he's kinda embarrassed but also so happy 

AAAAAAAAA I'm gonna punch a wall

like I imagine the rest of the gang being there too, Gwil, Rami, Lucy etc.

they are not nearly as drunk as those two and they find it so cute but also constantly have to roll their eyes at those idiots

lovely thought: one of them *accidentally* takes home the other

like they talk about something while they are on their way home and they are really captured by the conversation 

and then it's just "oh we are at your flat Joe"

so Ben's like "I really should get going but-"

and then they talk another 20 minutes at the door step

and Joes just like "c'mon man. please come in. you can crash in my bed, I'll take the couch"

so they get in and they keep talking and Joe starts to get some bedding for the couch

but Ben feels kinda bad like "joe buddy, cmzon, I'll take the couch. I don't want your old man back to feel stiff tomorrow morning" with a wink

like the cheeky piece of shit he is lol

which ends in a lil fight because Joe is "old" but Ben is the guest!

but it's a king-size bed so it wouldn't even be that awkward

they just both look at it for a second, then at each other and 

they BoTH would REALLY love to sleep next to each other. to.. to feel each others warmth uhm

but they are both too pusseyy™ to admit that of course

the situation gets kinda tense

because who will say they want it first??

the answer is no one

but in the end one can talk the other into at least sharing the bed

so the bed is absolutely big enough for both of them, they got plenty of space, even jesus would approve.

but they unconsciously inch closer to each other in their sleep 

shocking, I know

and they wake up somehow spooning

plot twist of the century. revolutionary

I'm imagining Ben as the big spoon because he's bigger. y'know, wider. buff bapey boy

oh and Joe is awake already for like half an hour in the morning but he doesn't want to move because he feels so warm and save in Ben's ARMS. have you seen those guns? magnificent

it's a little awkward when they both wake up finally and Ben just keeps apologizing, feeling like he overstepped boundaries

so Joe has to stop his rambling

and they have a somehow uncomfortable but also intimate talk about how this is not a big deal and everything

about how they both are comfortable with being so physically close AAA 😩

it's very soft but also fueled by sexual tension y'know

Joe is able to talk about this in a very calm and collected manner 

but on the inside hes screaming to himself

about how in love he is 

it's one of those angel vs devil inside-dialogues like  "TELL HIM" "no I can't" "you COWARD" "HE'S MY FRIEND" "YOU LOVE HIM" "so WHAT if I do but he's my BRO" "BRO THAT YOU'D LIKE TO FU-" "shuT UP"

after they talked and made peace with the situation they get breakfast together uwu

or brunch. with mimosas like a true couple

but the are just friends!!!!!!! ;) ;) ;)

but they both still think a lot about their current situation

Ben might feels very conflicted and doesn't know how to handle this stuff and all those new emotions

he just never felt like that before

he just has this... fragile bro masculinity

the classic "I'm not gay but if I was.." dilemma oh poor baby

but now they BOTH constantly have the "I'm not gay I just love my friend" thought and honestly that makes me crack tf up

like. "I love him I would die for him oh my god! but I'M NOT G-" 

and one day Joe just has to talk about it with someone 

he just has to get it off his chest

and so he spills the beans to Gwil like "idk bro I just love him and he's my best friend and I just wanna spend all my free time with him. I mean I'm not gay but sometimes I imagine living in a cottage with Ben and 4 adopted dogs and two goats. we could grow our own vegetables in the garden too. I saw this YouTube video about this one lady that-"

and Gwil just goes "Joe that is so gay please stop lying to yourself"

a Joe's just like :O

so Gwil's like "listen. maybe you are not gay gay, as in homosexual BUT. you are very gay for Ben and that's honestly not a surprise to me anymore because I've been watching you two for some time now and wow. might as well just propose already you dumb bitch"

and Joe's just like

so Ben also goes for advice from Gwil

poor Gwil has to deal with all this bullshit :/

Ben's like "Gwil I need to talk to you about Joe" and Gwil just sighs and looks into the camera like he's on the office

Ben's kinda mad at himself because why the fuck would he feel feelings like this???

he currently is very irritated by said feelings and how he's not able to handle them

Ben's like "never in my life have I been soft, I don't know what to do?!"

and Gwil says "Ben you literally cried last week when we watched Aristocats"

so Gwil is trying to calmly explain to Ben that it's ok for him to feel like this and that he gets it, that it can be scary and weird at first but Ben still should be true to himself etc etc

and Ben's just like "..... ok. But. WHAT IF I AM JUST STUPID and Joe only likes me as a bro"

this goes back and forth for a while and Gwil tries his best to stay neutral 

because he really doesn't want to intervene too much by telling Ben about his talk with Joe

but after the 6th time of Ben doubting everything he snaps

"BEN GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD OUTA YA ASS YOU BLIND IDIOT bloody hell! first him and now you! why can't you just both be blunt and TALK?!"

"first him.. what?"

and Gwil just goes "I shouldn't have said that. I should NOT have said that" like full-on Hagrid in the philosopher's stone

and Ben's takes his time realizing what Gwil just said and his brain slowly begins to connect the dots

so the situations just them staring at each other like

Gwil:

Ben:

anyway, this is the end. I would love to let them fuck but uuh. dumbasses don't deserve it yet. this would need a, as @cherries-n-rocknroll fittingly described it, good short 15k pining fic! I agree, but I can't do that 💞

if you got this far, thank you, I hope you got to laugh as much as we did! ✨♥️

[dirtyahs]

Your First Time. Jimmy Darling x Reader

This one was requested by @stellaholland, thank you so much for the request, I’ve realized all I write is smut so this was right up my alley :-)

Request: Could I request a jimmy x reader imagine where the reader helps/stays at the freak show n feels friend-zoned by Jimmy. She talks to maybe eve or Bette and dot about how she’s still a virgin and wants to b intimate w someone, and they bring up Jimmy n his second job and the reader says she thinks ab it because she likes him but she’s scared he wouldn’t want to do anything with her. AND JIMMY FINDS OJT AND LOTs of SMUTT. Sorry if this is too much or something I never request for these loll

Warnings: this is real graphic lol, losing virginity, dom!jimmy

"I don't know it's just so embarrassing." You sighed, looking down at your hands in your lap. "(Y/N), please don't worry too much. It's really not that big of a deal." You'd wandered onto the Freak Show fairgrounds by accident when your car broke down. You were immediately welcomed into the family though. Not as a performer, but just as a stage hand. You helped set up shows, choreograph routines, things of that nature. You, Bette and Dot were having breakfast underneath a white tent, where you'd confessed to them that you were still a virgin. This is something you've been extremely insecure about since you were roughly 16. Now, a few years later the closest you've come was a small kiss on the forehead after a bad date. You looked up and saw Bette glancing over at Dot, like she wanted to say something.

"Y'know...(Y/N)..." Bette started, "Bette, no! Not him!" You looked between them quickly, extremely confused. "Jimmy has a second job. He's a...he's a sex worker." Bette said quietly, glancing around to make sure nobody was hearing this conversation. Bette explained Jimmy's side gig to you, Dot's face twisted with annoyance. "You don't want to lose your virginity to him, though." Dot shot in harshly. "If that's what he does for a living, it won't be emotional. Sex isn't seen as intimacy for sex workers. It's their job. You should have some kind of emotional investment with whoever you're losing your virginity to."

Your heart was racing. You'd been attracted to Jimmy since you stumbled to the grounds. He was tall with beautiful deep brown eyes and broad shoulders. To be honest, you wouldn't mind him seeing you naked. "I-I don't know." you shrugged, trying to not let Dot see your interest in Bette's suggestion.

"Good morning ladies." The three of you were greeted by Paul, Jimmy following a few feet back. Your cheeks flushed and you looked up at Paul, unable to look at Jimmy after your conversation previous. "Hi, good morning." You said quietly, forcing a smile over your lips. "Good mornin' (Y/N)." Jimmy said, taking a seat on the table top, his hand traveling down to playfully take a piece of bacon off of your plate. You giggled a bit, forcing yourself to look up at Mr. Darling. Your brain was immediately flooded with images of him pressing you against a wall, his lips pressing firm kisses against your neck. "You guys ready for the show tonight?" He smiled at you, the bacon between his smiling teeth. He looked from you to the twins and Paul, relief flooding over your body once his eyes weren't locked on you.

Everyone conversed about tonight's show, giving you an outlet to excuse yourself and walk back to your caravan. You closed the door and sighed loudly, feeling as if your whole body was overheating. Not Jimmy. Dot was right. Sex wouldn't be intimate with Jimmy if he views it as his job. And your first time was supposed to be special, right? But maybe because he's experienced he knows how to make a woman feel special. And what if he liked you too? Your angel and devil fought for awhile but your thoughts of Jimmy kissing your neck returned. You imagined his hands caressing your hips, his beautiful lips pressing against yours.

Your thoughts were interrupted by a sharp knock on your door. You opened the door to reveal the man of your fantasies.

"Miss Elsa told me it's time for you to come help everyone get ready for the show." he had a kind smile on his face, his eyes looking down into yours, You nodded and closed your door, walking side by side with Jimmy to the large red and white striped tent. "I know a secret about you..." Jimmy whispered at you, a cocky smirk stuck to his face, his fingers brushing yours gently before giving you a wink and walking through the flaps of the performance tent. 

Your heart stopped. Did Bette tell him? Did someone overhear you?

What the fuck did he just say to you.

You composed yourself the best you could and walked in. Everybody was sat in front of the lit mirrors, makeup littering the table. You said your hello's, Eve, Pepper, Salty, Meep, Ma Petite, everybody was there waiting for you to apply their makeup for the show starting in about two hours. You went down the line of your friends, everybody making you laugh. You looked up a few times to see Jimmy's eyes scanning your body, his hand on his jaw. He didn't look away either. You caught him and his eyes would burn more intensely. Eventually you got to his chair, everyone else was at the side of the stage, lined up waiting their turn to perform. Jimmy was last, so you two had some time alone.

You looked at his face, your fingers gripping a powder brush hard. "So, I heard that you're a virgin?" He said without hesitation, looking up at you through the brown curl resting on his forehead, You swallowed hard, your fingertips shaking nervously. "It's nothing to be embarrassed about dear." he said smugly, leaning up, his face very close to yours.

"I-um...who told you?" you whimpered, refusing to look at his face. Yours was red enough for the both of you.

"That's going to be my secret." he stood up, stepping towards you until you were pressed against the makeup table. You set your brushes down and held your hands behind your back. "What's the matter baby? Nervous now your fantasies are coming true?" he whispered teasingly towards you, his hands were on the counter next to your hips, blocking any escape route you had. His hand wandered to your chin, demanding your eyes meet his. "Don't be nervous. I've had my eye on you since the first day I saw you."

"Not a day goes by I don't think about your beautiful body in these jeans." he whispered next to your hear, his breath making you shiver.

"Jimmy, you don't have to do this." you stuttered over your words, your hands still behind your back.

"I'll stop if you want me to, (Y/N)." his dominant tone dropped to his usual soft, caring one.

"No, I-I just mean you don't have to do this if you don't want to." you said, your eyes finally and voluntarily meeting his. 

"Did you not hear me? I'll be more clear." he said, the domineering tone returning to his voice.

"I've been watching you. Every day. And every night, I think about how much I want to get you out of these work jeans and see how good those thighs look wrapped around my head. Is that convincing enough that I want to do this?"

Your heart felt like it was going to jump right out of your chest.

"Yes, I understand." you couldn't help but smile with excitement. He chuckled before leaning in and kissing you firmly. You kissed him back, your hands slowing sliding from your back to Jimmy's waist. His hands linked behind your lower back. He felt strong. You felt protected. You two kissed for awhile, breaking in between for a few shared smiles, but took no time returning to making out like a couple desperate teenagers.

He pulled back quickly, hearing a loud set of applause, and footsteps coming back towards the dressing room. He swiftly sat back down in his chair, his hands flying to his lap to cover the erection you had given him. You gave him a smile before greeting Eve and Ma Petite as they returned. You quickly did Jimmy's makeup, not the best work you'd done on him, but you were a bit distracted. The show seemed to drag on. It was an hour and a half but it felt like an eternity. You desperately needed to see what Jimmy had in store for you.

The show was finally over, everybody gathered on stage for their "thank you for coming" speech, and you waited backstage. Everybody said their good nights to you, sure you'd see them all at breakfast tomorrow morning. Jimmy walked in last, everybody else already on their way out of the tent. You were cleaning up the mess of makeup brushes and powders strewn over the counter top. You looked up in the mirror, your hips were greeted by Jimmy's hands as he pressed his pelvis against you. His eyes met yours in the mirror, but he didn't say anything. "What? Why are you looking at me like that?" you said, raising an eyebrow at him playfully.

"You're just beautiful." he leaned down to kiss between your shoulder blades. "It's beautiful how unconventional you are." he smiled and turned you around so you two were face to face.

Jimmy pressed his lips against yours once again, giving you the same thrill he did before the show had started. "Should we go back to your caravan or...?" you trailed off, your lips close and foreheads touching. 

He smirked against your lips, "Why not here?" 

You leaned back and looked up into his brown eyes. "Jimmy, we can't." You whispered, looking around the room, your eyes stuck to the entrance someone could so easily walk into.

He chuckled a bit, and kissed your neck down to your collarbone, your head tilting back instinctively. 

"Okay baby...let's go then because keep me here much longer and I won't be able to stop myself." he teased you, smiling against your neck before grabbing your hand in his, and leading you outside and to his caravan. You walked in before him, the door closing swiftly behind you two. You felt his hands wrap around you protectively, forcing your steps backwards until you fell back against his bed. You looked up at him with a half nervous but half excited glint in your eye and he raised an eyebrow at you. "Nervous?" he teased you playfully, his fingers unbuttoning his shirt ever so slowly.

"Why wouldn't I be? I mean hell, look at you." You couldn't help but feel comfortable around Jimmy.

Although this was a very intimidating moment, you couldn't help but be jittery and excited. Jimmy was making you feel wanted. He was making you feel the exact opposite way Dot said he would.

He crawled over you, his hands sliding your tank top over your head, revealing your breasts to him. His eyes flicked from yours to your chest, planting soft kisses from your throat down your chest, his tongue playfully circling around your nipples. You inhaled sharply, closing your eyes as his tongue worked the sensitive skin. A quiet squeal escaped your lips as you felt him bite you lightly, looking down to see him chuckling at you.

You leaned back once again as his softness returned, his gentle lips trailing down your stomach, fingers easily unbuttoning your jeans and sliding them down slowly, teasingly.

"Don't be afraid to ask me to stop, okay? Promise me that." he looked up at you, chin resting on your hips.

"I promise. But as of right now, I'm begging you to not stop." you whined, kicking your pants to the floor. He kissed along your hips, down to your thighs, to your knee, moving back up the inside of your leg.

Your breathing quickened as he got closer and closer to your wet panties. He kissed lightly through the fabric, his dark eyes looking up from between your legs, sending a shiver down your spine. His fingers moved up and moved the soft fabric to the side, revealing you in a way no body had ever seen you before. "Is this okay?" he asked gently.

It was so sweet of him to check up on you. It's like he knew how insecure you were about being a virgin and he was willing to take as much time as you needed.

"Yes, please keep going." You were desperate though. After so many late nights fantasizing about this exact moment, you couldn't help but crave him. He shot you a conceded smirk before you felt his tongue flick lightly over your clit, immediately making you moan.

He only sped up though. The slow start was over and he was lapping at your clit hungrily, like he needed you just as much as you needed him. Your hands tangled in his curly brown hair, eyes rolled back in your head, trying your hardest to not scream his name. His hands were wrapped around your thighs, one moving to join his tongue, pushing two fingers into you slowly, forcing your back to arch in pure ecstasy. 

"Fuck, Jimmy..." You hissed between clenched teeth, worried about the rest of the crew hearing. He leaned up, fingers moving in and out of you with ease, his head leaning against your inner thigh. He locked eyes with you, sliding his fingers into his mouth, sucking you off of his hand.

He stood up, his hands unbuckling his belt, your eyes glued to his body. "Tell me what you want babydoll." His eyes burned into your body as he slid his belt out of the loops, making sure to go slow to tease you.

You bit your lip, nervous to say exactly what you wanted. "I don't bite, princess, tell me what you want." He gave you that charming look he's so good at. The look that can get him whatever he wants.

"I want you to fuck me. I want you to take my virginity." You said, barely working up the courage to speak to him like that. He stepped out of his jeans, re-positioning himself over you, your legs wrapping around his hips. He looked into your eyes, giving you one soft kiss before he pushed into you slowly. Your lips parted, and Jimmy let out a deep growl. "You're so fucking tight baby, you feel amazing." He encouraged you, building your confidence beneath him.

You moaned into his neck, biting at the soft skin to keep yourself from waking the camp.

After pushing himself into you once, he took no time in picking up his pace, fucking you not so gently, his arms on either side of your head for leverage, gradually going faster and faster. He brought one hand down and used his fingers to massage your clit, his cock sliding in and out of you hard and fast, your mouth hanging open with pure, raw pleasure. "I've thought about doing this to you...for so long." Jimmy hissed between broken breathes and deep grunts.

"You feel fucking amazing." you whispered, no longer insecure, purely enjoying the moment you were sharing with him.

He kissed you hard, not subsiding in his speed at all. You moaned loudly against his lips as you felt a hot pressure in your lower stomach, exploding into an orgasm, your body trembling beneath him. "Fuck, good girl. I'm so close." he looked you straight in the eye. He leaned up and pulled out of you, his hand wrapping around his cock, cumming quickly over your stomach. You looked up at his face which was twisted in pure satisfaction. He looked amazing. He finally finished and looked at your body, up to your eyes, chest heaving but a smile on his lips.

He kissed you one more time, "Let's go take a shower. And maybe do that again."

[luci-is-a-devil-]

Soulmate!Meanie

(notes! Okay so I kinda cheated on this lol, it’s two members, but whoops a fucking daisy)

•soulmate au where on your own body and on your soulmates body, you have a matching tattoo •when you meet, the area where the tattoo is burns •people normally have one but having multiple isn’t unheard of •they are people who have platonic tattoos instead of romantic • •as a child, you wanted to be a singer •but then you realized that you sounded like a dying cat and that dream died •but!!!! •you decided if you couldn’t sing •you’d learn to play instruments instead •so you often went to competitions, that’s where you meet a boy named lee jihoon! •he plays the piano, and he’s amazing! •but he’s your rival, yet older brother mentor?? •it’s complicated for two six year old but it’s fine •so you get used to seeing him in every competition you’re in •and from being at the same place so often, your parents have become friends •so you now hang with jihoon pretty often •and you’re just always talking about soulmates •and jihoon fondly smile because ‘I can’t believe we’re the same age’ •so growing up, even though jihoon and you went to different schools you were close •you slept over at his house and vice versa •you guys were pretty inseparable •until •the dreaded high school years •it wasn’t anything bad •you just drifted apart y'know? •like you went your separate ways but if you see him you’ll wave and he’ll do the same •but you just realized that you weren’t very compatible people •if it wasn’t for you parents, you wouldn’t have been as close most likely • •so you’re a teen •the cursed phase •where you’re not sure who you are, what the dream is, or where you’re heading •but that’s okay!!! •you still play your instruments, but you have also spread out to other forms of art! •whether it’s lyrics, poems, or stories you like having a pad of paper in your hand and a pencil tucked behind your ear •it also comes in handy for drawing!!! •other teen find you odd, you walk around like a reporter, a camera can be found around your neck some days as well •but you couldn’t care less, it was what made you happy! •so you were in quite a few clubs •the poetry club, the music club, photography and yearbook! •you were everywhere really •so it’s the around the end of the year and you’re supposed to be taking pictures •but of course you can’t listen to instructions and you’re helping out the newspaper club •interviewing the basketball vice captain while taking pictures •so basketball captain is lowkey douchey •like he’s being super sexist and all you wanna do is finish this and get out of school •but he just droning on and on over how good he is •over how many baskets he’s made this season •so you’re pretending to listen, until you can’t take it anymore and spit you’re way out •jihoon is sitting with his group at one of the tables that’s pretty close •looking for a foot time to cut him off, you plan you’re escape •"oh sorry, my friends are over there and I completely forgot that I was supposed to meet them!“ •smiling at him, you quickly packed up your stuff and waved to him •before rushing to the table jihoon was sitting at •"Lee jihoon, you’ve saved me once again!” •and ten heads turn toward you •and the green haired boy looks at you and smirks, as if he knew something you didn’t •waving at you, he patted for you to sit down next to him •placing your camera on the table with your notepad you sit on the metal bench •"what’s up hoonie?“ •"don’t call me that, shit head.” •letting out a giggle, you introduced yourself too the other boys •"hi I’m y/n! I’m not sure what I want to be but I’m working on it!“ •you said waving at them •all ten boys are smirking, and it’s honestly v unsettling •so you’re looking at jihoon like ‘please don’t skin me and wear my flesh as a coat’ •before you can question them •three boy approach with their arms full of drinks •and you look at the first boy and instantly know who he is •yoon jeonghan, devil who looks like an angel. Not to be trusted •but when you look at the other two, your right wrist and your hip starts burning •so you scream •starting eleven boys and people nearby •but the other two understand immediately •you’re their last soulmate •the person they had been crushing on was their soulmate •and now was screaming in front of them •slowly the burn went away, you kept your eyes on the taller boy •he had his eyes locked onto you •but with a glance to the male who was next to him, so were his •everyone’s eyes in the vicinity went away, leaving only thirteen pairs on you •"what the literal fuck?” •you questioned the tall males who were standing with the juice in their arms •"you’re our soulmate!! The camera! You!!“ •the tall boy who resembled a puppy exclaimed excitedly •whilst the other male smiled, somehow you knew he was just as excited •and you stood up from the bench and looked at the two of them, then the eleven boys who were sitting (jeonghan moved, he’s not standing for anyone) •"I’m gonna take them, bye hoonie!” •take them you did, but not before taking your camera and notepad •grasping their giant hands in your own, you dragged them to an empty classroom •when you arrived, you sat on the teachers desk and pointed at the boys who were still staring •"who’s the cloud, and who’s the pen?“ •causing mingyu to laugh, because that’s what you wanted to know?? •"im the cloud. •the giggling puppy said, to both of your amusements •looking at the boy who had dark eyes, and was wearing glasses •you waited for someone to say something •"I’m kim mingyu! That’s jeon wonwoo!” •the youngest cut off your staring competition •"y/n" •and somehow the world seemed a little brighter • •you got close to jihoon again, much to mingyu’s chagrin •but wonwoo had reminded him often •"at least it’s not minghao" •and that shut up the younger •you had found out that they were childhood friends and met when they were in elementary •mingyu had sneezed and the kids had ran away •but wonwoo had introduced himself to the boy •they had never met since he was a year younger •but when he did, wonwoo’s shoulder hurt •and mingyu was crying because his ankle was burning •but they stuck it out and stayed with each other • •when you go to your music competitions, it’s no longer just yours and jihoon’s parents cheering •no, you have a hole row cheering for you •but your boyfriends are cheering the loudest •completely supporting even if you don’t know what you want to do •wonwoo will sit next to you and wrote his own poetry while mingyu cooks dinner • •for your art final, you picked out of a hat for the topic •it was love •you had complained to the two of them on one of your cuddling sessions •"how do I show love, how am I supposed to show the way woo’s eyes shine when he watch gyu’s food?“ •and they laughed, making you pout •pulling you closer into their grasp •they held you tight, making your fears worse because •really how were you supposed to explain this warm feeling? • •the answer came two weeks later, in wonwoo’s house when all of you are in the kitchen studying •slamming your hands on the table •"idea! Idea! Good idea!" •making mingyu laugh while shutting his science book because he knew he wasn’t gonna be studying •and wonwoo gently hush you with fond look on his face, knowing that both of his soulmates were happy • •you got an A •and your picture was displayed in the art show • •hanging with bright lights over it, a painted canvas •there are big fluffy white clouds hiding the sun, over three bodies who lay on a plaid blanket, limbs on each other, smiles and closed eyes on each face •with crumbled up papers, and pens and pencils thrown on the blanket •a camera lay on a notepad, on the grass, forgotten while the three bathe in the sun •This was love for you three •ove between a bookworm, a reporter and a dreamer •and it was beautiful