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Me: Questioning if I’m actually AroAce or if I’m just being attention seeking and it’s all been a lie this whole time.
Allo person: *says or does pretty much anything related to a non-platonic relationship*
me: Why did I ever doubt myself? (I will repeat this process approx. once a week)
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changing the world one smilling ratio at a time
#hsr#aventio#dr ratio#aventurine#draw tag#can't believe i made myself feel gender envy over a fictional character#trans ratio real and i will die on that hill#not to say that aventurine isn't trans either cuz he most definitely is. my lil enby fella <33333#i should go to sleep it's really late
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not to sound like a queer theory textbook, but i wish there were more options for exploring masculinity within lgbt spaces. i'm bored of "women and nonbinary people" and "femmes and thems" and "no men allowed". i know there's a broad social scene for gay men, but i don't fit into that as i still like girls and i only pass about 30% of the time. i just wish there was a way i could meet other queer and GNC men in a non-sexual setting (i.e. not grindr) and talk with them about things like what masculinity means from their perspective, how they express it, how they relate to other men, and most importantly what brands of razors they use, because i can't keep using shitty plastic disposables forever i just can't
#lately i've been feeling quite alienated from the same queer spaces i used to feel comfortable in#idk where i slot in as an ace transmasc person. it's like there isn't really a place for me anymore (if there ever was)#i went to a queer market the other day and got misgendered by one of the stallholders who referred to me as 'sapphic' without thinking twic#feel like that sums it up really!#i have more thoughts but i've only got like 4 hours of sleep in the last two days so i should probably hold off
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i think the "it's rotten work. not to me, not if it's you" quote feels different when you're disabled or neurodivergent or ill in some way. in some translations we get the context that Orestes is specifically worried that it's disgusting or unpleasant to touch someone who's sick.
Philip Vellacott (1972)
David Kovacs (2002)
Orestes, even when talking to someone so close to him, cant help but feel like a weight to those who love him. he sees himself as disgusting, revolting to look at or to touch. a burden to be taken care of.
and while in many translations Pylades replies with "Not for me", in some he also just reaffirms he will do it.
William Arrowsmith (1958)
Kenneth McLeish (1997)
Pylades doesn't care whether the task is hard, unpleasant. I'll do it. he cares for Orestes and he will take care of him regardless of how difficult it might be. what Pylades is saying with Not for me, not if it's you, is that even if Orestes feels like a burden himself, Pylades doesn't see taking care of him as a burden, and even if it is, he will do it anyway. because he loves him no matter what.
not to me if its you because i want to take care of you. because its you. because i care about you. because i want to do it for you.
#okay i should sleep soon#i feel silly posting this. can you tell ive been really sad lately#im going through stuff and now suddenly related to That One Overused Quote#🧃.txt
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messing around with my dorothy design again for my portfolio ( + a design for the cowardly lion that still needs some polishing. )
#i'm also planning on making a dorothy doll for my mom as a late birthday / christmas gift#so that's another reason why i decided to work on her design for a sec#i'm not really happy w/ the lion's design yet i wanna play with it more so he looks a bit more unique#i need to give him more sad wet cat vibes bc that's literally what he is#anyways i stayed up late talking to my brother on the phone so i should probably head to bed now#my sleep schedule is a mess yet again#character design#the wizard of oz#dorothy gale#the cowardly lion#🎨 : mj draws
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Doodled him some time ago
#I need to sleep but I cAn't#solution: post wwx#i should have probably saved this for when i have nothing to post since I've been quite active lately but oh well#i just really like these ones#his gremlin energy comes through#mdzs#mdzs fanart#mo dao zu shi#wei wuxian#wei ying#the untamed#violetscanfly
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Kinktober Day 7 <3
Noya x overstimulation
Warnings: NSFW, fem reader
Words: ~ 1,1 k
Kinktober Masterlist II -> Next day
"Just a bit more?"
His voice sounds excited and cheerful while he stuffs another finger inside- three of them now pumping continuously in and out of your pussy. You nod, your whole body tensing as you clench involuntarily around his digits.
The first two orgasms have left your body overly sensitive- yet so pleasurably exhausted. Noya is relentless as he keeps on licking and sucking on your pussy, making sure to lap up every drop off your folds that you spill. "You taste so good," he groans, his lips still attached to your clit, his fingers curling eagerly when he feels you clenching around him.
"Slow down-" you whine, your legs caging his head and trying to stop his movements, a futile attempt though. "I know you can give me one more. Just one more, baby." He doesn't even take breaks to breathe, his need for oxygen basically forgotten as he keeps on eating you out, your whines seemingly only spurring him on. Noya expertly moves his tongue along your slit, slowing down a bit occasionally when he feels you tensing up too much and speeding up when he hears you gasping for air. The sensation turns more pleasurable and intense as he keeps on feasting on you, the tip of his tongue flicking your nub just enough to send wave after wave of pleasure through your body, and you soon find yourself grinding against his face, your legs now trying to prevent him from moving back.
"You like that?" he rasps against you, the movements of his lips vibrating though your body as his fingers pump in and out of you, his middle finger grazing your sensitive spot every now and then. "Hmm, 'm too sensitive- but, yes, keep going, please-" your hands grasp his brown strands desperately, torn between wanting more and feeling so sensitive to every single of his touches. He complies when he hears you begging, his saliva and your arousal coating his chin while he licks you, his groans and moans vibrating deeply against your body. The tip of his tongue flicks your clit, the sensation almost bordering pain after you came so many times already, but it feels so good.
He picks up his pace, his fingers pumping faster inside of you, filling you up so, so good, making your eyes roll back and your head fall back into the pillow. "That's it, baby, let go for me, give me everything-" he barely parts from your body, making sure to keep on giving you more and more of his tongue and his fingers, and you find yourself giving in again, your body arching into his face as you reach your high. The sensitivity makes you feel like your body is overflowing with pleasure, all your mind can focus on is how good he makes you feel. He groans when he feels you clenching around his fingers, eagerly doing his best to extend your orgasm and keeping his ministrations just right to have you screaming his name.
You writhe underneath his tongue, barely able to form coherent words, and when you stop shaking, only then does he slow down his movements, slowly pulling his fingers out of your pulsing cunt and giving your folds one long last lick before he pulls away. His smile never leaves his face as he presses a kiss against your lips, and you slowly realize what his intentions are.
"You said one more- I don't think I can cum again," you protest weakly, your walls still clenching in the aftershocks of the orgasm.
"Shh, let me take care of you, okay?" his lips find yours again, and you find yourself giving in, allowing him to lay your body back to the bed and to cover your body with his. He always knows how to make you feel good, how to draw orgasm after orgasm out of your sensitive body, a skill that he has perfected ever since you both started dating, easily adapting to all of your needs. Your hands roam along his back, feeling the muscles and soft skin under your fingers while you deeply inhale his fresh and ocean-like smell. A gasp leaves your lips when he lines his cock up at your entrance, pushing it in without further warning. You're so sensitive, you whine at the stretch, at the sudden feeling of having his cock inside. His lips quickly find yours and swallow your whimpers while you cling onto his shoulders and wiggle your hips underneath him.
His cock hits just the right spots, your body feeling so overly sensitive that you don't think you can come anymore, yet it still feels so good, feels so good to have him inside of you, to have him fuck you like you need it. He's rock hard, hard ever since he started to eat you out, you're sure that he's sensitive too at this point. "Feels so good, love you so much," he moans, his gaze hazy while he feverishly kisses you, and a shiver runs down your spine while he keeps on kissing you messily, your own taste now on your tongue when he pushes it inside your mouth. You return the kiss just as eagerly, your nails raking along his back, and you whine when you feel how the pleasure slowly builds up. "Gonna cum, baby, want you to cum for me too, just one more time," he groans the words between the messy kisses you share, your body feeling like you're on fire while he slowly fucks you to another orgasm, his cock just hitting all the right spots and making you see stars, and the second he feels you cum, he's following you suit. You barely notice the way he bites into your shoulder, your body almost feeling like you'll pass out from the pleasure.
"Oh, baby-" he whispers against your skin, kissing the bruise on your shoulder softly and making you feel lightheaded. Your walls clench around him, miking everything out of his cock until he collapses on top of you his breath now deep and erratic.
You bring your hand to the back of his head, slowly massaging his scalp and he hums contently as response at the sweet gesture. His cock is slowly softening inside of you, almost slipping out of you, but you're still feeling so full of him with all his cum inside. A few moments pass like this, while you still try to calm down your body after having felt so so much, until his voice suddenly breaks the silence.
"Y/n?"
"Hmm?" you weakly hum, your hand still buried in his hair and massaging his scalp while he turns his head to kiss your neck.
"Another one?" Your jaw drops and you try to wiggle away from him when you feel his cock harden slowly inside of you.
"NO-"
#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu smut#noya#noya x reader#noya smut#smut#kinktober#kinktober day seven#my jaw almost dropped when I saw the randomly generated combination of this#it's perfect for sure!#It's been a very long time since I've written for Noya#So I really enjoyed it! <3#I'm a day late#but I should be in time tomorrow#so no worries!#I hope you'll enjoy this as well! <3#I thought I'd make it more playful#because it's Noya and he's bursting with energy and playfulness#sleep well and stay hydrated! <3#see ya tomorrow! <3
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happy 1 year to this comic i forgot to post feat. my inq basil <3
#dragon age#dragon age: inquisition#da:i#oc: basil#inquisitor cadash#sera dragon age#comic#this is goofy and also dumb but i remember i couldnt sleep til i drew it#basil my beloved. she does her best to try and sound Smart but she's really. something#she's more chaotic than she lets on. she wields an axe like 3 times her size. queen#anyways. posts this late at night. no one sees me being a dragon age enjoyer#solas dragon age#<- i guess i should tag him too#sera x cadash
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Got on the Barbie and Ken mug-shot wagon with Jason and Roy. (I don't know how I feel about Jason's high collar but I had to cover Barbie's hair somehow).
#barbie 2023#barbie and ken#jayroy#roy harper#jason todd#red hood#arsenal#dcu fanart#dc comics#fanart#my art#I did this really late#lol#probably should have waited until after I had some sleep but I couldn't help it#Ken's expression just screamed Roy Harper to me
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Should you be alseep?
(Asking cause it seems like bedtime)
Shouldn't YOU be asleep?
#wyfy's mailbox#I should be asleep but I'm just gonna read a little more!!!#also I haven't been able to sleep at all lately so it doesn't really matter if I try hard to or not#melatonin doesn't work anymore and I'm all out even if it did#I've got a prescription for a sedative so that I can sleep but it hasn't been filled yet so no sleep for me!!!#please don't worry! I promise I'll try to sleep soon!
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It’s not true that Feyre’s trauma only shows up in the spring court or that it disappears in the night court. Just as she only once when surprised freaks out at the red of Lucien’s hair, she only sometimes is triggered in the NC. The first time she and Rhys fly after she leaves the spring court, she panics when she feels caged by his wings and Rhys has to back off. Mor doesn’t wear red for a bit to not trigger her. Then there’s the whole Prison plot where she can’t handle the Prison the first time because of her trauma and even when she eventually goes in, she’s freaking out.
Her trauma gets better with time even though she is still struggling on acowar and obviously it’s not every second or she wouldn’t have spent so much time with Lucien and been fine with his red hair all times except once when surprised
Thanks for the anon! You bring up some good points, but I still have to complain haha.
My issue is that she is not just triggered at Lucien's red hair. She is also triggered by red paint and red rose petals....and then never again. Red carpet at Rhys' just a few pages after she gets 'saved' from the spring court? Whatever. Cassian's red syphons? Nothing. That's bad writing, in my opinion. Either the dang color red reminds her of blood and triggers her, or it doesn't, but how it is almost immediately forgotten - that's just inconsistent (it would be definitely much more meaningful, if it slowly improved). Honestly I don't really remember her having any hangups in Acowar at all. And neither has Rhys. He gets like what, one nightmare and one sex position hangup? I was really disappointed that it just....went over so quickly. Maybe that's why I latch onto Tamlin? At least his issues aren't gone after a book. They even get worse as he doesn't seek help. It's just more compelling to me.
My biggest beef in this regard is that Feyre gets triggered getting locked in, but the first time she gets taken by Rhysand and HE locks her in a room, she's totally fine, despite being actually low key scared of him at that point still and him not taking her home despite her asking him to. It just makes no sense, even with the added wing scene (which I did not remember, so thanks for that). I get that in the Tamlin version she is hysterical (for lack of better term) so it ends in a panic attack, but still.
There's also the part of how she has all these freak outs in the spring court while she is totally able to just literally re-enact her UTM experience in hewn city. Did that not bother you? Yes Rhys calms her and shit, but I couldn't help but eyeroll at that.
In the end I think it's just very manipulative writing to prime you on Rhys good, Tam bad. Spring Court lame, Night Court awesome. When SJM wants something to happen in the plot, it will happen, no matter if it makes sense. Be it the Tamlin-Rhys switcheroo, the UTM sexy scene, the pregnancy plotline, what have you. It's why every new book retcons something from the previous ones.
Personally, I can float with that and accept the silliness of it all quite well. But in consequence it also means I do not take the trauma plot as serious as some and I really do not care whether or not Tamlin is abusive and so on....
#this got so long#shit Im sorry#why do i have so many acomaf feels? idk man this book hurt me#tbh i kinda hate how feyre was a very pro-active character in book 1#who rescues her man and so on#and then just turns into a victim who needs to be saved by her new man#im glad if people can take something from it but i cant#and its not even because i like tamlin cause i did not super care for him until acowar#thrum replies#sorry this is an incoherent ramble. its late here and i should sleep#tl:dr for me these books are fum and engaging but they aren't /good/#so if u are really impressed by them i might not be the right person to speak to
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i need them to get married already. ughhh so terribly ill over furillette ;;;;
#genshin impact#furina#neuvillette#focallette#neuvifuri#draw tag#peek the top surgery scars on neuvi and on furina's top <33 they were holding hands during surgery (source: trust me)#drawing neuvillette in pretty dresses is like my most favorite thing. hyv really gave us a cunty dude and thought he wasn't gonna get#the princess treatment. teehee ~<3#ughhh i'm still recovering from the aq and furina's sq and the whole divorce getting together thing#need to draw them actually getting married bcs it's not enough to have them married in my teapot#it's late i should really sleep ;;;;;;
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i'm going to pride today :')
#i havent been in some time. excited!#in a few hours yet. i'm gonna take the bus downtown since it's nasty parking#and hopefully see some parade !! i've actually never been to a pride parade.....#all the prides i've been at have been festival type affairs yknow#i'll visit our festival area today too i should think but i wanted to see the parade#and it's supposed to be really really nice out like. high of 70 clear skies kind of vibes#so that's a bit exciting c:#in any case. i'm up late as always all unable to sleep prior and watching new doctor who finally#but. bed in a bit i think#i'll try anyway lol#rowan chatter
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👍
#i went to sleep at 3am and its 6am now bc i criedmyself to sleep 👍👍#sorry to ventdump my annoying insecurities again#i cant bring myself to do something i really want anymore#been having these thoughts since last year but this year its a lot more apparent#ideas are not scarce but the motivation/time to execute them are#i wish i could take an indefinite break on taking commissions bc by the time im finished with all of them im too burnt out/1#to draw for my blog and by the time it passes my motivation for these ideas also vanishes/2#I cant actually stop now bc im still an unpaid internee working for experience+portfolio so I need the money#I feel like shit whenever i can't get art done at the appropriate timing (ex: thematic holiday/character bday/event etc)#everything passes too fast and its already too late and the hype dies#its so hard to stay relevant and charismatic enough#Looking back I can't say im 100% satisfied with ANY art i posted this year#“was it worthy? is it still relevant? did I waste my time doing this?”#im too overly emotional over this (unfortunately) popular fictional lion beastman#“I want to yume/draw him more often/talk more about him!”#why? hes already popular enough. He has louder and more popular users who do that for him. nobody would care if it's you.#you'd get a swarm of hate. nobody would send you nice asks about it.#you don't get nearly half of the asks you used to receive back then. people just aren't interested in you anymore.#maybe you should delete your blog and start drawing trendy doodles of whatever is being hyped up at the moment.#.#if I can't execute original ideas what's the point of it?#I hate HATE having to do trendy art of whatever unfunny meme is being hyped up at the moment#but sometimes its necessary for the algorithm to boost you and to get some actual crumbs of engagement and new followers#what else can I do? being interesting on your own or having an interesting oc is no easy feat. I envy those who manage.
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I always say "I don't have a favorite genre" because I have songs I like and even artists I like in pretty much every genre but the truth is that some genres have to convince me and some genres are post-punk, prog metal or futurepop and all an artist has to do to get me hooked is be that
#believe it or not i'm actually not a metalcore or post-grunge guy despite my favorite band#that should show just how crazy i am about starset because usually a hard rock band has to make a convincing argument#even if some of the songs are on my playlists there are few occasions i'll be Into the artist as a whole#i'll eat anything starset puts on the table in front of me without even looking#music talk#(goes into special interest hyperfixation mode and stays up until 2 am musicposting)#(finally concedes i'm being annoying and/or need sleep)#(...wakes up and immediately starts again)#anyway i'm getting really into carved souls lately especially their first album
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i’m so overwhelmed by things that shouldn’t be overwhelming...
#among them‚ i’ve fallen behind on drscula dauly for the first time this year and it’s stressing me out cuz i really really wanted to keep up#this year that was the one goal i had for the year is keep up with it. last year i fell way behind when my brother died and it was so hard#catching up and the entry on the 30th was a little longer than they’ve been recently and i’ve been busy and also slipping back into depressi#on real bad and i’m just not in the mood for it and i feel like it’s just gonna snowball#and this is such a non issue. it’s a book. that i’ve read before. but still it’s just stressing me out. among other things#like library books that are overdue and i haven’t finished or journal entries i want to write or a letter i’ve been wanting so badly to writ#e and a short story idea that i wanted to write down but is escaping me and fucking. tumblr notifications#these are non issues!!! but it feels like there’s a timer for the world to end again all the same.#ugh#and i should be able to focus on one thing and get it done! these things shouldn’t be hard! they’re even meant to be enjoyable! but i can’t#get myself to do anything lately#and on top of all that i’m not able to fall asleep even with my sleep meds.#what even ever‚‚‚#anyway sorry for the rant i’m basically fine
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