#it's just pleasurable to me
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im sooo glad I found this razor my arms are literally dripping with blood I love feeling it flow and watching my skin pull apart and soaking my tissues with red. keeping them to stare at, leaving the stains on the blade. I barely care how much I risk infection by not cleaning, I need to see my work and marvel at how much progress I'm making getting rid of the toxins inside me. people will say that this must feel awful but really it only feels good to me
#I haven't gotten a single infection from my. what 4-5 years of sh?#it's gotten worse recently to be fair but yknow. oh well#those comments thinking it must only be painful and im just doing this bc I don't have a healthy way to vent are so annoying#I don't even have to be upset to do it#I honestly just enjoy it regardless of mental health#I don't even wanna stop if I do get better#it's just pleasurable to me#having a hard time admitting whether it's just a kink at this point#the thought of somebody tracing my body with a knife and leaving little cuts does sound so hot#I do in fact wanna get mauled by nightmare fredbear#do not know where the line is between sh and kink tbh 👍#tw sh#sh#tw cvt#sh cvt#cvtting
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last dance with skully
#sighhh.........#SIGGGGHHHHHHHHHHUHHH#GGGHGGHRGHHGGH SOBBIGGG BGBNBN#aghh.. i rlly do like this years halloween a lot!!! they just keep getting better and better each year!!!#skuileycham it was a pleasure knowing youuuu hdghfghh#ppl be making their ocs remember the events of lost in the book with tnbc because live laugh love#its me im ppl#twst#twisted wonderland#skully j graves#twst skully#twst yuu#twst mc#yuulis crowley
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Pretty boy in my lap. Pretty boy curled up comfortably in my arms. Pretty boy looking up at me with big watery eyes. Pretty boy hiding his face in my neck. Pretty boy letting my hands wander over him, doing whatever I want, touching however I want. Pretty boy breathing and moaning into my skin. Pretty boy squirming and losing his mind a little bit. Pretty boy begging me for more. Pretty boy tilting his head up, wanting a kiss. Pretty boy being so so good for me, and I lose my mind a little bit.
#frothing at the mouth for this rn#someone finding comfort and pleasure in me is my kink#just a thought#femdxm#subby boys#pretty boy
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I HAVE MADE AN IMPORTANT DISCOVERY
Hunter types with only his pointer fingers, he is truly the stereotypical technologically illiterate parent 😭😂
bonus pic of the fingey:
#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#tbb season 3#sergeant hunter#hunter tbb#tbb hunter#this made me giggle more than it should LOL#I'm sorry I just take pleasure in little things like this#he do be acting like a Dad alright#XDXDXD#my dark and broody bandana man#star warz#tbb spoilers
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on principle opposed to describing art i dislike as 'masturbatory' because even though it's an alluringly contemptuous word to sneer it's impossible to reconcile with my pro-masturbation stance
#it's such an ugly word but like. self-pleasure is good‚ actually#it's good to know yourself and what you like and lovingly treat yourself to it!#like similarly 'meretricious' is extremely tempting if you ignore the underlying metaphor#but. hard to.#language#and quite frankly i think people who whip out 'masturbatory' in this sneering sort of way#are leveraging‚ if we're honest with ourselves‚ a particular framing of it as a gross thing that boys do#because like. when have you ever heard a *woman's* self-indulgent art described as masturbatory#like don't get me wrong we absolutely still dismiss it! but we dismiss it in other ways#that are usually about how embarrassing her *yearning* is#and so even our sneering is reinforcing an idea that men Act whereas women Feel#anyway this was prompted by some things but i shoved it in the queue so now i forget what lol#so here you are getting some contextless thoughts on the use of 'masturbatory' as sneering dismissive assessment!#just what you were hoping for i'm sure :)
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Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness
(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)
#star wars#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#tbb fanfiction#dumping my “fanfic_doodles.clip” file here literally#sorry the style is messy#now I see them all Im like “ok it's all over the place zero/100 aesthetically pleasuring post”#hhhh its the thought that counts?#And tbh the point is just to convince you to read theses#because I'm like OBSSEEESSED with theses since you appeared in my notes#Every fic is gold#Me baiting my followers with pretty enough pictures to read fanfics#this being said I should really take the time to color properly my stuff#but I don't liiiiiiiiike it#there is tons of more talented artists if people want colored beautiful amazing art#me I can't really make my “”“spontaneous”“” “”“doodles”“” pretty without trying hard and at the end it's meh#They're so flat too#yesterday I was like “oh my scenes are becoming less flat I improved maybe”#Then I scrolled on my storyboard insta and was like#yeah sure no#I'm still faaaaaar away from the industry standards#I studied like at three arts school and I'm still bad at drawing TAT#why is my brain not working v_v#look brain I'm showing you nice pictures learn from them#brain: no Im gonna overfixate on this left hand here and only this#anyway
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good morning sifloop nation
#loop is so fucking hard to draw bc I can never tell how I can center the face on their cookie cutter as head#its literally just a pair of eyes and yet it fucks with me every time 😭#idk what came over me bc suddenly im imagining these two freaks in the funniest scenarios for my own pleasure#im not even halfway thru the game yet im still on act 2 bc I havent been able to play it in a while#genuinely though I am curious as to how ppl would go about describing how u would kiss loop. this isnt even a jab at anyone#in fact I admire whoever pushed their imagination to the limits to find a way to make loop kissable in ways science cannot explain#and other fun activities#I think itd be funny for them to do 7 minutes in heaven bc normally 2 ppl go in to smooch or whatever in the closet#in their case two of them go in but only one of them comes out alive. bc theyre like that#are they fighting or are they fucking. the answer is up to you#sifloop#myart#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#isat loop#isat Siffrin#Siffrin#loop#doodles#shitpost
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I know we all chatted about the vers conversations in episode five of Every You, Every Me,
And blowjobs
And handjobs
But we didn't talk enough about there being handcuffs involved
Nor did we properly discuss the maid's outfit
Or the little towel that has what appears to be a fire in such a convenient spot
We didn't even pause when ownership was mentioned
And I'm pretty sure Thai is the same as Spanish where "eggs" are slang for "balls"
Yeah. I'm certain.
So basically, I just wanna talk about how this one little episode had more sex positivity built into it than entire seasons of shows!
And it understood that sex is supposed to be fun and enjoyable for everyone involved
Sex is about communication
It's about sharing what you are comfortable with
And enthusiastic consent
I'm never going to be over this episode
Blue's apron says "100% vitality"
#every you every me#this episode was on par with knock knock boys and wandee goodday for the amazing little conversations about pleasure#and being comfortable#I just love it so much#we need to talk about this more
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commission for @/rororomanroy on Twitter
+ patreon reward :D
#Thank you for trusting me with them!#it was such a pleasure#i love drawing them#my go-to ship with rolan ngl#just look at themmmmm#i ship them so hard it's canon in my head#bg3#bg3 rolan#rolan#bg3 tav#commission art#my art#rolan x tav
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We Are Lady Parts | Season 2 (2024), Nida Manzoor
#we are lady parts#walp#walpedit#walp s2#tw flashing#i don't know if it took me a minute to get into it again#or if the first couple of episodes are actually a little weaker#but it picked up real good and well#it's always a pleasure to have lady parts on my screen#fingers crossed for season 3!#tv 2024#i made this#i just want a tag for the things i personally put out into the world
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was pondering why marcille is my favorite character thus far and have come to a conclusion .
#dungeon meshi#deltarune#marcille donato#noelle holiday#utdr#the sky draws#i drew that first one in like 15 minutes and then i got carried away with fun poses#they defo have their differences along with marcille just. naturally being a more fleshed out character#since deltarune isnt even. finished yet and noelle is a sidecharacter#BUT . lots of similarities to me. love them both#failgirls that arent failgirls at all in fact they were a pleasure to have in class
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Hellsing wives !!
the end of Hellsing is my roman empire
[PRINT] - [COMMISSIONS]
Bonus sketch, process and rambling below vvv
I don't usually share my sketches, but this one was cute :))
Hello welcome to my rambling zone, I have the bad habit of taking notes during the night because I'm an insomniac- enjoy ! And remember everything here is just my opinion written at 5am
I have a lot of conflicting feelings about Seras, because on one hand there is a lot I hate about her character :
-I *hate* her design. She is sexualized in a way that makes me really uncomfortable
-She is always the character that brings the worst part of the show (especially in the beginning) : the humor (and misogyny). She is treated as both the audience surrogate, and a comic relief, and that's a mix that do not work for me (and if you add the fact the humor doesn't make me laugh, and that she is more often than not treated as a pair of boobs and not a character- well it's hard for me to take her seriously)
-she was a cop (acab). And Alucard doesn't let me forget that because he calls her "police girl" the whole fucking show.... (But I can't complain about that because I kind of liked the pay off-)
-I find her romance with Pip boring (mainly because I find Pip boring I'm sorry), even tho I liked where it went. But if I find the man more interesting dead idk if that's a success.
-Her last apperance will always enrage me. After all her character growth, after you thought the writers *maybe* respected her a bit more..... One of the last thing you see from her is a panty shot. How to spit in my face for enjoying the ending ig
But on the other hand, despite all that.... The end of her character arc was kind of sick and she gets a lesbian ending lgkgkckgj so 5/10 character could be worse ig
But the shit that gets to me about all of that... is that I know Hellsing can pull off great women characters !! Integra is *right there* !!!
All of this to say I like doing fanart of mid medias I love because I get to fix some aspects of the original I didn't like <3
PS : I know Alucard is "dead" during the 30 years after the final, but you can decide if he is the dog or if they adopted a dog that reminded them of him :)
#Hellsing is my ultimate guilty pleasure#sometimes I just need to watch over the top violence on nazis it's good for my mood#and at the end the two women become wives <3 what's not to love ? (A lot don't get me started-)#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#hellsing fanart#integra hellsing#sir integra#seras victoria#alucard hellsing#sertegra#seras hellsing#lesbian vampires#lesbian#art#my art#digital art#illustration#fanart#cw guns
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A niche goal for me in 2024 is to take more pictures. Your bitch literally has the opposite issue to everyone else. My whole life could pass me by without me taking any pictures
#like I just don’t think to do it#I’ve never had ig like that so I was never like. let me take an aesthetic photo of my latte for my story#and ik taking pictures for pleasure is a thing and I prefer doing it but I still don’t take many pictures like at all#so in 2024 I’m making it my mission to up the photo taking#I’m also genuinely bad at taking photos but I wanna get into photography anyway so#p
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don't mind me I'm just thinking of having her on top of me riding my strap as she moves her hips back and forth against it slowly and picking up speed as she desperately tries to fuck herself. I grab her tits to play with and the way her mouths parts as she moans so loud makes me quickly grab her hips instead and buck into her even harder until she's whimpering and begging me to let her cum. I hold her down against my strap refusing to let her move until I turn her over with her stomach on the bed and my strap still buried inside her as I pin her down with my body and move slowly and deeply into her. I whisper into her ear. you're so fucking cute when you beg like that. you love it when I fuck you like this don't you, darling? it's so deep inside you, fuck. tell me how much you like me filling you up like this? I wanna hear you say it, use your words now or I won't let you cum. that's it, that's it. and i fasten my pace as her legs start trembling under me and one final time she cums around my strap inside her and I don't move off of her until she rides through her orgasm
#sorry my switch is acting up#I just want to use a pretty girl until she cums with me inside her#I don't even care if she's the only one filled with pleasure let me use you baby#wlw nsft#lesbian nsft#sapphic nsft#bisexual#sapphic#lesbian#minors dni
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jekyll and hyde is not about an evil guy who independently inhabits a good guy's body it's about a guy who consciously and intentionally has an evilsona
#like don't get me wrong it's a tragic metaphor for alcoholism/addiction#where jekyll becomes obsessed with abusing a substance that lets him ignore his inhibitions and only chase personal pleasure#but a lot of people seem to think it's like??? hyde and jekyll are totally separate and jekyll can't be blamed for hyde#but......jekyll wanted this to happen. you guys get that he wanted this to happen right#hyde is barely a separate person he's just kind of jekyll's freak drag persona#strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#jekyll and hyde#henry jekyll#edward hyde#mine
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Maximus is so fun as a character to me for two reasons:
He's a slave to his most selfish desires at his core, and that selfishness allows him to do cold, evil, ruthless things over and over again. And that's not something that he becomes and it's not some crazy plot twist that gets revealed to us, as though his normal personality is a veil. His personality is genuine, it's just driven by the deeper motives that get more revealed throughout the show. And then you start to reinterpret all of his other actions in a different light and go oh.
This set of character traits gives him the funniest ability to repeatedly be like "I will kill people, I will commit violence, because I have strooong values/opinions related to this!" and then somebody gives him some friendly company or, like, a bathrobe. And he's like "ohh :) Nevermind, I would trust you with my life if it meant I could have more of this. Would you like my social security number."
#do you want to make my cock explode now or whatever he said#they gave me a bathrobe. and slippers. ):#incomprehensible to him that whatever else theyre doing or hes being complicit in could be that bad#because he is experiencing material pleasures in the moment#and thats just a set of morally grey character traits we really rarely get#like this character is not evil. he just constantly falls victim to his own selfish desires#and uses them to justify both his good and bad actions#while pretty firmly believing he's the good guy most of the time#really really tasty characters coming out of this writers room#fallout#fallout show#fallout spoilers#maximus#fallout series#fallout tv#my meta#mine
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