#it's fine cause I'm bad at writting

[tiazennie]

I love...

Genre: Fluff (VERY MUCH) Jeno X Reader Warnings: Some harsh language andd that's about itt (lemme know if there's moreee :DD) Background: Your boyfriend asks you for a list on things you love about him but you weren't very sure of that idea as you find it hard on expressing your feelings towards him. Although, he had other plans. heavily inspired by the song Chest Pain (I love) by Malcolm Todd, haha LMEW:P ·˚୨୧꒰∗ɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷∗꒱୨୧˚·

"Really? You can't name one thing you love about me?" Jeno exclaims as you chuckle in response. "Seriously, I love everything about you I just can't seem to narrow it down one by one!" You say before putting your phone down and facing him, lips slightly in a pout which makes you chuckle. You wait for his response but he was persistent on ignoring you. You sigh before talking, "Fine, I'll try to write it down for you. But don't be surprised I do bad." You huff out and you see Jeno's eyes light up and his lips forming into a smile as he tries to hide it which makes you laugh softly. "I won't I promise." He says before crossing his chest and raising his left hand, you chuckle at the sight before laying down comfortably. "Then, we better sleep, you wanna receive it tomorrow right?" His response was a slight nod with a big smile, making your heart quench at the sight of your beautiful boyfriend. You just can't seem to comprehend the fact that the guy you've been dreaming of since freshman year was beside you, sleeping. You pinch your self a few times thinking it was all just a dream, and you would wake up to your bed alone. But instead, you feel the pain of your fingers nipping your skin and Noah still on your bed sound asleep. "Maybe this isn't a dream after all." You whisper to yourself before facing him with a slight smile, knowing you'll see him again tomorrow with both of you having swollen eyes and puffy cheeks from your oh so good night sleep.

"Y/n, Y/n, c'mon now. Wake up!" You hear vaguely and you guessed it, it was your boyfriend Jeno. Desperate for your small little note. "Jeno, I swear to God if it's still 7 in the morning I am going to kill you--" "But it's 8 in the morning." He whines still shaking you from your sleep, you could tell he was doing this to annoy you, and boy was it working. "Fine! I'm up." He stands up before cheering and giving you kisses all over your face. You shoo his face away lightly before standing up and entering your bathroom, but he pulls you back to the bed with him. "What-- I thought you wanted to me to het ready--" "I change my mind, let's just stay like this for a while, okay?" You soften at his word before melting to his embrace. Giving you a sense of comfort and secureness to his touch, and you could feel your self getting lulled back to sleep. Maybe you could add this to the things you love about him. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Fin

(HELLO EVERYONE OMG I MISSED THIS APP SM, LMEW my account got hacked a while ago so I needed to find a way to get it back ANDD also I got major writers block SO I HAD A LOT TO CATCH UP ON ESPECIALLY ON WRITTING HUHUUH,,,, anywayy I hope you loved this as much as I loved writing it haha.. LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCHH, wish to not get writers block ever again cause IT IS HARD. Please stay hydrated luvs, and hopefully you get a good night/day><) -Ria-

[tinylilacbun]

Hiii!! I'm sliding in your inbox sweetheart🤭 first of all I hope you're doing good🫶🏻 I was wondering how do you think brother!rafe would react if his little sister asks him to teach her how to swim? (Cause I'm might be writting a drabble about it🙈💕)

I'm doing great!! Thank you for asking sweetie I hope you're good as well! Love youuuu 🥹🫶🏻 I just had to write a drabble myself because this thought is so cute but I can't wait to read your version if you write it!! 🤭💕

"Rafey! Rafey!" You shout, your bare feet slapping loudly on the floor as you run towards your brother's room, pushing his door open.

Rafe was laying on his bed, phone held above his face and lifts his head just as you reach the side of his bed. "What did I tell you 'bout knocking?"

With a huff you go back to the open door, knocking a few times. "Can I come in now?"

He shakes his head with a smile, dropping his head back onto the sheets. "Sure, kid. Come on in."

Not needing to be told twice you rush over to him, climbing onto his bed and throwing yourself on top of him. He grunts, putting his phone to the side, furrowing his brows at what you're wearing.

"Why y'wearing your swimsuit?" He asks, his hand hovering behind your back as you sat up just in case you fall backwards.

"Wanna learn to swim!" You grin.

"Okay? And what do you want from me then?"

"I want you to teach me." You smile brightly at him.

"Wha- nah, I ain't got the patience-" He starts but you whine instantly.

"Pleeeeease!" You beg him, mustering up your best puppy eyes.

Rafe sighs, he supposes he could try and teach you for a bit since he doesn't have anything better to do because his friends are busy right now. "Fine. I'll be outside in a minute."

"Yay!" You cheer excitedly, clambering off his bed again and rush out of his room.

He simply chuckles, getting up as well to put on a pair of swim trunks.

Outside you are patiently waiting for your brother, sitting by the edge of the pool and swinging your legs in the water. Soon enough Rafe comes out, wearing his blue trunks and sunglasses.

"A'ight, let's get this over with." He says, getting into the water to stand close to where you are sitting and reaches for the pool noodle. "We'll start with this. Just do what I say and you'll be a pro in no time, got it?"

You nod, putting on your goggles before slowly sinking into the water, quickly grabbing the noodle to not drown.

After Rafe teaches you the techniques on how to move your arms and legs for a while, letting you try it on your own with the security of the pool noodle a few times but now it was time to try it without any help.

"C'mon, just swim here." He encourages you, motioning you to swim towards him with his hands.

You hold onto the edge, suddenly unsure and a little afraid of letting go. "Rafey, m'scared!"

He rubs a hand over his face. "I get it, okay. But I promise I won't let anything happen to you."

"Pinky promise?"

"Pinky promise. I'll tell you what, if you swim over to me now we'll go get ice cream afterwards, deal?" He suggests and you think for a moment.

With a nod you take a deep breath and start swimming towards him, moving your limbs just like he taught you.

"Just like that. Keep going, you're almost there." He smiles, cheering you up a little.

Eventually you reach him and Rafe grabs you under your armpits when you're within his reach, spinning you around in the water one time. "You did it! See, wasn't so bad huh?"

You giggle. "Thank you Rafey..."

"Not for that kid. I'm proud of you." He says softly, now secretly glad you asked him to teach you. Wouldn't be the first time something like this happened.

The first time you walked? Was towards him when he came home from the country club. Riding a bike? Rafe was the one who patched up your knee when you fell. And now he teached you how to swim.

"Now we get ice cream?" You ask, pulling him out of his thoughts.

"Yeah, let's go. You deserve it."

Taglist

For everything:

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@mythixmagic @iris-xoxo-juhu

For Rafe:

@chiaraanatra @chimindity

[emyladia]

I want you back... | L. Nr

pairing : lando norris x f!reader

summary : you and lando had broke up a few months ago and you're just now moving on. Or so you thought... 'Cause that was before he decide to text you.

genre : fluff, slightly angst ?

warning : cursing, pretty sure that's all

a/n : I just loooove writting about lando. This is kinda shitty but it was fun to write hope you'll enjoy it ! Anyways taking request if you want.

You were fine, of course the break up has been really tough for you but now you could say it loud and proud : you were over it.

What a lie...

All it took was a damn text for your world to fall into piece again.

"Hey"

It was 3 AM when you screen lit up, and now that single word was making you completly crazy.

What the hell ? Why would he be texting you ? Maybe a wrong number ? Was he drunk ?

Your head was just a huge mess at the moment, that's probably because of that that you decided to answer. You clearly wouldn't have if you were in your plain consciousness.

At least that's what you were trying to convinced you.

"Hey" You text back.

"It's been a while" He answered in less than a minute.

"WTF lando ?" You couldn't help but send, this wasn't making any sense.

He was the one to broke up with you, and he hadn't even try to contact you the past months. Why would he texts you ? And why now when you were finally moving on ?

"I miss you"

You had turn off your phone after this text.

Like what were you supposed to say ? That you too you were missing him ? That in fact you were missing him so damn much it was hurting you ? That you were missing him so bad that sometimes you were calling your male friends by his name ?

You just couldn't answered that.

You were having lunch with your a few friends, yet the text just wouldn't leave your mind.

You had basically stared at it the whole morning.

"Hey, you're okay y/n ?" One of your friend asked.

"Oh yeah sorry I was just lost in my thoughts" You tried to brush it off, chuckling a little.

"You seem a bit off today, no offense but we've barely heard you" Another one of your friend spoke with a concern look on her face.

They were all nodding, as you sighed.

You should probably just told them, theywere your closest friends and it's not like you could keep that to yourself anyway.

"Lando texted me" You blurted out looking down.

A loud silence followed your confession as you saw all their eyes widened in shock.

"I'm sorry WHAT ?" One of them finally spoke.

"Lando in like LANDO ?" Another continued.

And they all followed, throwing questions at you.

You showed them the conversation, way easier and they all gasped at the last text.

"What are you gonna do ? You should probably block him" Your friend said, they seemed tp all agree.

"Yeah I should do that" You nodded.

They were probably right, that was the best things to do. They were the one who had picked you up piece by piece when Lando broke up with you.

You were gonna do just that, blocked him and he would be out of your life forever.

God you were so weak.

When you went home and were about to block him another text illuminated your screen.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that, you're not mad are you ?"

You swear your fingers had just moved on their own.

"I'm not mad, I was just busy sorry" You replied, and you knew you had fucked up, that needed to stop and yet you were encouraging him.

"I'm so relieved to hear that ! How you're doing ?"

Damn why was he answering so fast.

"Just casual life nothing too entertaining, you ?"

"Pretty much the same"

It was gonna be fine, it was a simple discussion between two young adults. Nothing to worry about.

"The paddock feels empty without you" He added.

Shit. This wasn't fine at all.

"Is that so ?" You were kicking your feet like a damn teenager.

"Yeah, can't win a race without you" You knew, and he knew this was border, but to be honest you weren't caring at all.

"Can't win a race at all" You joked, you were giggling. God you've missed talking to him, even for simple discussion like that.

You shouldn't felt that way, or you were gonna end up sad again, but you couldn't help it.

"OFFENSIVE" He texted back, but you knew he was laughing.

You and Lando kept talking for hours, you were smiling at your phone like a maniac.

He was such a good talker, smooth, funny, full of charm.

He knew how to annoy you and how to make you laugh the most. He also knew how to hurt you the most.

You were currently laying in bed, watching 'pretty woman' when you got another text from your ex boyfriend.

"I really do miss you tho"

Here you were again, staring at the screen like it contained the answer to the greatest mystery on earth.

"Lando, stop that please" You eventually texted back after a few minutes.

"That what ?"

"That thing that you're currently doing, trying to make me pity you"

"Is it working ?"

"Lando..."

"Cmon y/n I'm serious, I fucking miss you, every minute of every day"

You were no longer paying any attention to the movie that was still playing on the screen of your laptop.

"YOU chosed to broke up" You remembered him.

"I know I made a damn mistake, and I'm sorry"

"You know what I don't even want to talk you anymore"

"Y/n don't do that"

"I should have blocked you already"

"But you didn't"

You were infuriating, completly messed up by too many emotions at the same time, you were sad, and angry against him, and against you too cause you were so weak for this man.

He was right, you didn't.

"Babe please, I just want you back" He sent you a few minutes later since you weren't answering.

"Should have thought about that sooner, and don't call me that"

"I'd do anything" He insisted.

"Claim me on TV and I'll think about it" You texted saracstically before turning off your phone.

You and lando had never been public, because fans could be crazy at some times and you were finding it absolutly ridiculous to brag on social media that you were in a relationship.

That's why you had said that, that wasn't making anysense. Maybe now he'll understand that this was definitly over.

Or so you thought.

When you woke up your phone was blowing up with notification.

A lot of demands on instagram and hundreds of texts from your friends.

You were so confused until you clicked on the link your friend had sent you.

It was an interview of Lando that he hade just done but the views were already so high. Why would she send you that ?

Everything become clear when right before ending the interview Lando spoke :

"Actually I want to say something before leaving, I used to date a girl Y/n Y/l/n, she was amazing but I messed up with her cause I was a complete idiot... So if you're ever seeing this please come back, I know I've been an asshole. But I really want you back"

What.

In.

The.

World.

Was.

Happenning.

You grabbed your phone and dialed his number immediatly... No answer.

"What have you done ???" You tyepd agressively on your keyboard completly freacked out.

[cure-typhoon]

"Why people hate Caitlyn but dont hate Jinx, she is the one who caused all of this murder and destruction! " because Caitlyn's flaws feel more real than Jinx for most people, most people don't have a Jinx with a giant gun turning everything outside down with her inventions, but they probably know of someone like Caitlyn.

Of course people would get more mad at the cop who uses brutalist tactics against the people underground to try to get one criminal, or the fact that she turned racist when she couldnt catch Jinx, or she trying to shoot Jinx with a CHILD on top of her then getting mad at Vi when they couldnt catch Jinx and punching her in the stomach, even if she wouldnt fail, that child obviously was going to be traumatized considering she obviously sees Jinx as her caretaker.

I'm not saying you have to dislike Caitlyn or that it's bad that you do (ITS NOT), i still like her character, she has a TREMENDOUS writting going on with her grief making her turn for the worse but ofc people are going to be mad at her, she has done bad things! She is probably going to get worse. It's fine if people don't like her.

[lookoutjoe]

now this is a song for all of yall that ever had one of them days you know where you wake up with a b52 hangover and your woman is whopping you on the side of your head with a pillow that feels like a baseball bat and she's saying IF YOU STAY OUT DRUNK WITH THOSE PEOPLE YOU CALL YOUR FRIENDS UNTIL FIVE O CLOCK IN THE MORNING ONE MORE TIME I AM GOING HIT MY ASS ON DOWN THE ROAD. yes good morning dear. so you go into the backyard and put the garden hose over the top of your head. going oh god oh god. and you look over and your dog… has died. and i mean, this is a fine bird, man, he can find birds (idk what he's saying here sorry) he can find birds in queens, you know? so you hop in your short (?) and you're beating it for the welfare office right and you see in the rear view window the repro man coming. thats going to cop your car. you just lucked out of that. anyways, down at the place where you get your cheque you got to face one of them poverty pimps right. and she's saying (incoherent mumbling) yes m'am of course oh no of course i would never do anything like that yes thank you very much. bitch. i mean its bad enough that you got to go ask(?) someone 'cause you can't find no job least ways they could teach you to put a little dignity you know what i mean? anyway you figure its time to go back to the house and make things right with your woman. well. in front of your house is a sheriff's car. and there is a man who says. so. andrew j thompson is that you? yes, uh, i have a writ here from shelby county tennessee says you owe three and a half months back alimony on your first wife plus uh penalties and child support. uh. you have ten days to give me, uh… yeah uh 27 hundred thousand dollars or you're going to jail. OW! i mean that's some RUDE SHIT you know what i'm saying? so about this time you just say FUCK IT. and go on down to your favourite watering hole and you crawl up the side of and down into the middle of. and proceed to drown in a bottle of OLD. CROW. BOURBON. DRINKING. WHISKEY. YES. i mean we don't want the fancy stuff man we want to get the job done. you ain't carrying no weapons so you know you ain't gonna get into any trouble, right? as long as you remember how to RUN. it only takes you an hour and half before you start seriously going (slurring) ahhh can i have another one? i dont have i think ive had too much drink… what do you. mannnn. what do you mean man. mannnnn. i had a terrible day! (returns to normal voice) bartender's saying "i dont care if its only ten oclock its last call for you". about this time, this fine, i mean super fine foxy looking woman with the long legs and the hair down to here, flapping her baby blues comes STROLLING by. and you say, OW! and you sobers right quick, right. but having failed the third grade you say something to the effect of: "Are, uh, um. You, uh?" what you really wanna say is, uh, "hey baby. hey why dont you come over and have a drink with me. you alright? yeah, ain't nothing to it. oh, you're just passing through town? mhm. oh, he did? with twenty dollars? in las vegas? well how did you get- no, i ain't gonna ask that. uh, i'm just passing through myself, you know. anyway. sit down and lets you know get right. yo, okay. my, youre fine looking darling. ohh. ohh! hey what'd you say your name was again, yeah?" and this is the song that you wish was playing on the jukebox. cause it's got your whole story. ♬ I was lonesome as I could be...

[books-and-strawberry-tea]

Well, you guys asked for it! Reviews for the 2 books I've DNF'ed in the first week on January!

I really went hard into books this week. I wanted to read anything and everything I could get my hands on. Even if it's not what I'd normally choose. I was feeling optimistic, refreshed from the New Year buzz!...Unfortunately, I was very quickly reminded that not every book is a 5 star.

Bunny - Mona Awad

I was at the book store the other day and noticed a single copy of Bunny. I'd heard good things and really wanted to give it a go. Cause you know, feeling ambitious, try the book you'd not usually go for. Let's do it! My friend @jaebaeuwu warned me ahead of time she has a GREAT PASSION OF HATE against this book, and absolutely does not like it. Surely it wasn't that bad, everyone liked this book right? Everyone raved about it right??...

Well...it definitely wasn't for me. From the first line actually, I could just tell that it wasn't gonna be a hit. The writing was extremely scattered. And at first I thought it was a me problem, I'd been sick recently and thought it was maybe brain fog. It was difficult to follow along. The main character, Samantha, is a student at University studying Fine Arts, mainly writing. Which is ironic since the writting is....pretty terrible. Incredibly hard to follow and process. I constantly had to reread the passage. Mainly because it would constantly jump around. For example, Samantha would be in the moment, then the very next line would be talking about a memory, then back to the present. Then it would go off to a separate conversation, then again with not much indication, back to the present. Then off on a thought she as having, then again quickly back to the present. Extremely scattered. And the descriptions were just very odd. I honestly find the writing hard to describe.

The story....is kinda not really there. In the first 21% barely anything had happened. I normally stick around till around 100 pages of a book to properly know if its for me. But due to the writing, I'd had more then enough time to know that I just did not care about Samantha, I did not care about her best friend (thought she was pretty distasteful and unlikable honestly. Gave me icky vibes.) Why did they hate the "Bunny's" so much? Why did this group of girls being girly, and overly feminine, irk the MC and her friend so much? It just felt like so much hate for not even a valid reason. Nothing was explained except "Ew these girls are so girly! They love hugging each other! So gross and cringey." Like...seriously what's the point?

DNF - 12% (Page 39)

The Predator - Runyx

Tristan Caine. Tristan Caine. Tristan Caine. Get used to reading this name, exactly like this, cause this book mentions his full name, and only his full name, over 220+ times in this book. Also you better get used to him staring, hungrily staring, icy eyes staring, also did you know he has blue eyes?? I certainly couldn't forget since its mentioned ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!! Didn't even give me a chance to forget what colour his eyes were. This is just a me thing, but he barely talks. At least from the parts I read. And I'm not a huge fan of that in romance stories (when they have the ability to talk and not a disability ofc.)

The story follows Morana, and her family that is involved with the Mafia. Her father is a mob boss and she has been trained since a young age to survive in the mafia world. Morana goes on to create this computer code that is supposedly very dangerous in the wrong hands, and will be detrimental to both her fathers business, and the rival mafia group, named Tenebrae Outfit, that Tristan Caine is apart of. But, what does this code do? Why is it so dangerous in the wrong hands? WHO FUCKING KNOWS!! It was never explained. And I kept waiting for it to be explained, what does it do? When are we gonna find out?? It was frustrating me. So I googled...only to find IT'S NEVER EXPLAINED!!! I'm sorry, as someone with basic code knowledge, this is just bull. Just because you can write some code, doesn't mean it's dangerous, doesn't mean that you're a hacker, and it doesn't mean you are inherently smart! The code could be just html text formatting for all we know. CAUSE ITS NEVER EXPLAINED LIKE WTF LAIDSYFBLAEIUYBF!!!

Morana, by the way, is one of the dumbest characters I've ever read about. Even though in the authors note it says she has an "Extremely high IQ". I'm sorry...if that is the case, why did she sneak into Tristan Caine's residence, during a party with very dangerous mob members, completely unprepared, alone, and with no back up plan? Why did she think she could just rock up and demand what she wanted?? She had been doing a lot of research on Tristan, if that is the case, why didn't she take into consideration that this man is a fucking tank?? Why did she think she could actually take this man on? And with just a knife? Please. Dumb as balls. Also apparently her favourite words to describe herself is "dumb". "This was a dumb thing to do", "that was dumb", etc, like hunny...we know! We see that!! I also feel like the author doesn't have a deeper understanding of computers. Because when Morana uses her computer, that supposedly make her look ever so smart, it's just brushed over. Nothing is ever explained, described or anything. Its written like 'Morana does this and that isn't she a genius.' No...no she's not.

ALSO!!!! What the actual fuck is this quote from Tristan: "We've been honest so far, Ms. Vitalio," he murmured. "I’Il be honest now. I despise you but I want you. Fuck it, I do. And I want you out of my system.” ...He says this the first time they have sex...in a bathroom stall...WITH HER FATHER THERE!!! ON PAGE 149!!! Is that supposed to turn me on? Is that supposed to make me feel good?? Cause honestly, that line is fucking gross. I understand this is an enemies to lovers but what the fuck??

As you can see, this book made me incredibly mad the more I read, and the more I thought about it. How is this series so popular? How is this series so hyped?? I genuinely don't understand. If I had a physical copy of this book I'd have returned it for sure. Thankfully, it was just a KU book so back to amazon it went.

DNF - 21%

[caffeinefafnir]

TL;dr: how a simple hobby keeps me from collapsing (bc we really don't pay enough attention to mental health as a society)

So earlier this year I was writting a fanfic and that's been like, the only anchor to sanity I've had for a long while. I started out on a whim one night and spewed out around 10 pages in one night. I've started at 11pm and stayed up till 5am writting. It's been such a fucking nasty year (bc all the shit started last November actually) where I've been struggling with family issues, health issues, being unemployed and struggling financially, and then the feeling of being left behind when my partner got a job and I didn't, and a lage etc. Suddenly in May I got posessed by this supernatural impulse to write a fanfic after what felt like a lifetime (around 13 years). Days turned into months, one draft became 5 separate stories abt the same characters, I discovered what whump was thus rediscovering something I was really adept to without even realizing it, followed closely several challenges althougth never pressured myself to participate (bc deadlines and I don't get along) and on top of that I started a completely new story of a genre I had never dreamt of exploring before.

Around June I was writting a super emotional scene of my side fanfic. My fave character had attempted suicide and failed, and it was a super heavy scene where she talked about this with a friend in the most nonchalant way (at first) and he was completely shocked and devastated. I was writting this at a cafe, my favorite one, and had to make a real effort to keep a straigth face while typing out bc I tend to act out the feelings as I describe them and my eyes were getting all red and wattery. But everything was fine and I got the full scene toghether. And... I felt so incredibly lighter and happier after that.

I've been trying to find an explanation for it since then. I've been battling depression since a long time now, 10 years, but I hadn't felt suicidal since a long long time ago. But I know too damn well the feeling of the symptoms of depression going away, and BOY what I felt was like a MIRACLE! The floating sensation? Just knowing everything is going to be better? Damn I missed that. I had felt it before a few times in prior years when something significantly good happened, when I went regularly to therapy, etc.

The weirdest part is that things weren't even particularly bad at that point, and even when they were the absollute worst around February I hadn't seriously thought about suicide not even once. It was more like homicidal rage at that point haha, but nothing about harming myself. I keep thinking about it ever since, how optimistic I was for the next month or so before my mood got worse due to environmental reasons. And I still went to that part over and over again to correct, add details and overall finishing the rest of the fic but this proved to be a difficult feat since I never could get myself into the same mood again.

And I'm like... what?? Why did this particular scene caused that blissful effect on me? I've never ever been in that exact situation, surely I fantasized about it (we all do at some point) and I know I'm far from cured of the depression for I still feel some of the indicators of its presence, but the change in me since I wrote those pages was explosive and intoxicating. Maybe I was channeling everything through my blorbo in ways I didn't knew I could, maybe it's just the fact that she got listened at without judging or being accused of faking it/being a failure/blowing it out of proportion, maybe bc she was feeling as lonely and unseen as I currently feel to the point you can disappear for days and nobody would notice (or at least that's what you tell to yourself)

I'm worried that if I tell all this to my therapist she'll institutionalize me haha. For real. I dunno what they normally do in these cases lol. Also I don't want to tell her yet that I write fanficiton since I´m not ready to explain an Xgen-er what is it and why my generation hype so much abt it

[chickenkurage]

Hey JM and Spongey!

Been a while since i open this app again,school is being a pain in my life rn. But did u watch the new video! Like,wtf did i just watch? I waited for over a year or so...just for my otp to be destroyed?!

I do like Mitsi x Victim,im just inlove with Agentvic(my beautiful memory). It been 2 days right? Since my otp is destroyed,i was crying so damn hard bro. We know more abt Vic and his life,why did he want to find Chosen so bad,why is he so evil and how did he escape,also some more Chosen and Dark moment! But at what cost? :(((

I swear on my life,i just need to survive this week and next week then ill be free from this hell situation! Then ill be free (im vietnamese,this shit is normal)

I got a bunch of theories written when i saw it! But ill just tell u one! (I aint writting all of that). Do u think Mitsi is dead or alive? Idk,i cant be so sure! Becuz we havent seen the body! No body mean there is still a chance,right?

Also,what was ur thought abt the new video(and abt this ask too). Becuz as i can see,im becoming a multishipper rn,help. And what do u think abt one-sided Agentvic or Vicagent?

Yeah, we watched it together during its premiere and here I was going crazy about the revelation and Spongey is like "hmmm YES." IT WAS A FUN WATCH AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT EPISODE X33

In Spongey's own words, "Yeah, she's dead lmao."

Personally, "Yeah she's dead lmao."

It's probably the null hypothesis in this situation XDD. Unless more hints are shown that Mitsi is still alive, yeahh we stand by the thought she's dead cause like the attack was literally aiming to where she is! But Mitsi... My girl :'((

About the whole video, it's just funny to me how Victim was first introduced as this ruthless boss who's cold and calculating and yada yada, then the video came out and Victim is just being a cutie patootie with Mitsi <33

Another thought, heh, a donut head eating a donut lol

And the one-sided VicAgent, Spongey absolutely LOVES it. She has a thing for unrequited love XDD. While here I am just being, "Aww unrequited love :<." I'm fine with any ships as long as it's legal :PP - JM

[dollsandmasks]

If you, just like me, grew up labelled as a "good kid", it can be hard to finally go against what is forced upon you by someone's authority.

Especially when it comes to doctors and medication.

I've always been a good kid. I did everything doctors told me. I dieted, I kept taking more and more medication, I never spoke over them or against them, because they know best. Doctors are respectable, they are trying to help. My mom is a doctor. I got back some very shady-looking bloodwork as an adult and never questioned it, just assuming that I had somehow missed having been sick with hepatitis C at some point. The bloodwork turned out to be botched, and I had to go to another town to get it re-taken, showing that I have never, in fact, had hepatitis C. It is likely still a part of my medical records somewhere, though.

I am currently seeing a lot of doctors, as I finally have insurance and can get help for the smaller issues I've been having throughout the years. And yeah, it's kind of a mess. I keep being sent to different doctors from the same field, and they don't communicate with each other. They misread my papers, have trouble accessing my test results and scheduling follow-up sessions, they can be rude and dismissive sometimes, but overall, I'm doing fine, and I'm following their recommendations to a T. And they help, even if actually being listened to might have helped a bit more.

But sometimes, they'll send you to a psychiatrist to rule out some of your symptoms maybe being psychosomatic (because, you see, the only results of yours they could access were your most recent, good results, not the abysmally bad results you had at the beginning of the month, so now your abysmally bad results didn't sound real enough to them to still be causing any lasting issues), and the psychiatrist will be one of those types. The "autism is a terrible disease, but you can be cured!" type. The "you are sick in the head and must be immediately hospitalized, even though mental institution patients in Russia permanently lose some of their human rights" type, the "going into remission for your autism can cure everything, including your actual infections, and don't you dare not want to get rid of your terrible mental disease!" type. And, after pushing you, intimidating you, constantly switching the narrative and lying about what type of medication you are being prescribed, after refusing to elaborate about the side effects and essentially shooing you out while insisting you come back next time fully medicated (despite the next time not being covered by the insurance, and even the first time getting the psychiatrist up in arms about whether or not your insurance really covers it), the psychiatrist leaves you with a list of medications, after you have already extensively told them all about the horrible, life-threatening side effects you've had with similar types of medications before. You look these up online, and the side effects sounds like exactly the type of thing you want to avoid. Your mental health is not as bad right now as it used to be, your main problems are physiological, and it's not the right time to go and risk experiencing such a vast array of side effects that you were never able to escape with these types of meds.

But you want to be a good kid. A medical professional prescribed you medication and insisted that you take them. They also insisted on you coming back and checking in with them, about raising the "baby dosages" that had been prescribed. You are a good kid, good kids do what authorities tell them to! They take the medication and suffer the consequences, because the doctor knows best.

This is where you stop being a good kid and become a reasonable adult who doesn't want to risk fucking dying because they are dealing with some of the most incompetent medical professionals known to man.

I am still as pro-therapy and pro-medication as I was before, but I will keep on looking for a professional who doesn't make me want to write an official complaint about them three minutes in. They must truly believe that mentally ill and developmentally disabled people are incapable of defending themselves and exercising their rights.

Welp, gotta prove them wrong.

[neutrallyobsessed]

I read your topher ship opinions and im very interested in hearing your analysis on 100% hetro topher if your up for it.

It took a lot of thinking and writting and re-writting and thinking a bit more, aka having a lot of words, pictures, audios playing in my mind at the same time and trying to put all that into coherent words, I was finally able to put all I need to say in short, easy to understand sentences! So let's go~~

Topher Bus is a character that was created with the explicit purpose of being hated

It is socially acceptable to be mean or hateful towards cis white straight men

if you make the hateable, unlikeable, butt of all jokes, no reedemable qualities character a minority of any kind....

...out-universe, you get cancelled, and this has happend before, they're not going to risk it again

...in-universe, he'd totally weaponize this, he'd call you every -ist/-phobe in the book for looking at him the wrong way

if he were any flavor of queer, we'd know MY GOD WE'D KNOW

he's oportunistic, he's smart. He is Christopher Columbus and he's [x] so if you hate him you'd be a [x]-phobe bigot horrible person kys etc etc

he'd likely even have a troupe that'll defend his actions for the reasons above. he'd have a lot more power and influence because he has the abilities to get that power and influence. he just needs the right identity/ies (see Frida)

without a minority status to exploit, he is a powerless loser who does what he can to be accepted despite being a clone of a very controversial and currently hated historical figure. which is exactly what we see in canon

he could also lie and say he's like, a non-binary lesbian or something like that. he doesn't need to change his appearance or pronouns cause non-binary don't owe you a specific gender presentation and he's exclusive atttraction to women couldn't be seen as problematic (a lot less problematic at the very least)

(I'm choosing identities that have the less amounts of change because Topher himself avoids changing himself too much but that's a different topic)

but he doesn't do that. he still insist that he is straight and male. and for what? that's not a thing that'll make people like him. if anything people could like him even less, justifibly so! then why could he do that? why do something that doesn't benefit him?

my theory is because, y'know, he's telling the truth, he really is a straight man who can only be an ally to the cause.

he's pragmatic, he knows better than to lie about certain things, he knows that certain types of honesty are betterly recieved and plans accordingly

there was a perfect time for him to come out as gay and be seen as good and altruistic. But he didn't. So instead he looks like a complete slimeball over Harriet with a lil smile to top off

He chose, out of his own free will, to claim he's straight and look bad instead of claiming to be gay and look a lil bit better at least. The only reason i could think of as to why he could shoot himself on the foot like that is that he has chosen honesty over the virtuous self image because honesty can also aid to a good self image

becuase topher is problematic and the worst and unlikeable. cis het people are problematic and the worst and unlikeable. Thus, Topher is cis het.

So basically depicting Topher as something else than a cis white straight male is fine but you'd be obliterating at least 70% of his characterization, por no decir, missing pretty much the entire point of his character, assuming you don't make him take advantage of the minority status which reduces the innaccuracies to a 30%~. At that point it might as well be your own Christopher Columbus fanclone OC dealing with whatever The Queers™ deal with, you'd be taking so little from the original Topher that it barely is Topher anymore.

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Alright, I think that's good enough, I was working on the visualization of my mind when I was able to put this togheter so the picture should be coming pretty soon, I'd love for y'all to see what I was experiencing when trying to write this all down before putting it in an image first lol

Anyways, if you'd like more correct and superior opinions from yours truly, the Topher Understander Number One™ I'd be very very happy to respond! (uhh, do be patient and specific on what do you want to know of course xdd). My right to be annoyingly arrogant lasts till june of 2026 but being Right About Topher is, for the time being, a forever thing, and has been since February 1st of this year hell yeah~~!! x3

[not-souleaterpost]

ENTP CRONA DUMP

Not going back on my word, just forgot to post a dump of "ENTP Crona" stuff I planed to just post all at once in a year, but after trying to stop doing stuff like that, I just thought I post what I had and be done with it.

, the thing even I don't really find funny, but I think I have to do it to get it out and book end it. A lot of it isn't really funny, some of it may sound a bit edgy or abrasive, but it's just in good fun, still putting it under the "keep reading thing" because of the amount and shittyness of the "content" Enjoy or yeah...sorry

ENTP Crona experiencing a soul rejection, screaming in agony because of not being able to deal with figuring out if "video games are art" or "video games aren't art" is the more contrarian oppinion at the moment

ENTP Crona reading shizophrenia symptoms on google "Wow, he is literally me"

ENTP Crona fleeing into the desert, going down a hole to cry

Ragnarok "Wait, the cow already killed Medusa a year ago, why we doing this bitch shit again?"

ENTP Crona "I posted a deliberately controversial and edgy meme into the group chat again, when they all see it, I wont be able to deal with how angry everyone will be..."

Soul: "You cant just nonstop spam shit on the internet, people will think you don't have a life"

ENTP Crona: "But I kinda don't..."

Soul: "Still writting on every single subject for 10 hours straight must be tiring and exhaustive, take a break"

ENTP Crona: "But I wrote everything in the last 5 minutes

Soul: "Heh, dont like partys either? Guess reading the room can be stressful even for somebody as cool as me sometimes-"

ENTP Crona "No, I can read it just fine, just then choose to say the thing that sets the roof on fire and regret it five seconds later.

ENTP Crona trying to figure out if Maka subscribes to the theory that Holden is a child abuser himself in "The Catcher in the Rye", only if yes, to arguee that not even the creep teacher was one and it is a misreading, and its actually about idk, read it in school so cant even come up with an explantion.

ENTP Crona trying to cheer up a crying Maka, after she got made fun of for liking bad music by Soul

"No, I like Speeding bullet 2 heaven too! Well except the Beavis and Butthead skits, even I am not that contrarian"

ENTP Crona curled up in the corner of the dark dungeon, not able to face the world, cause liking Ringo Star is to mainstream now but changing to hating him is just too painful...

ENTP Crona after everyone gets confronted with their lives just being fiction

"Well actually I prefere the anime ending"

But after mostly everyone agrees

"But, actually the manga works in a certain way afterall-"

ENTP Crona during the anime only scene where Maka and Crona talk about Maka's mom - its the same scene lol, remember those 4th wall breaking snide comments Crona barely managed to not blabber out loud lol

ENTP Crona "Marvel movies were allways bad"

Marie "Oh you aren't dumb and incompetent!"

ENTP Crona "Why did it took me 8 hours to put together the IKEA table?"

Marie "Oh dont be to hard on yourself, screwing in the table legs upside down could happen to anybody!"

Maka confronting Medusa: I'm here to save ENTP Crona and Mary!

Medusa: Nah, they both are still stuck in the maze going in circles

ENTP Crona after a tourist asks for directions in Death City: "I'll be honest, even though I am living here for years now, I myself cant deal finding my home without google maps"

ENTP Crona "I'm the Joker, baby! (Jared Leto version)"

ENTP Crona "-oh so a glorbo, or smol bean, cinamon bun is a charachter like Paulie from the Sopranos!"

ENTP Crona after trying to read "Finnegans Wake" "Damn, thats how high I still have to climb..."

ENTP Crona watching X:RA "Wow, I actually get 90 percent of the wordplay! This show is great!"

MGMT Patty : "Time to pretend..."

*ENTP Crona visualising all the different ways to take out and kill the people around*

Ragnarok "And I thought I was the psychopath! We aren't even eating souls anymore, whats guipi wrong with you?

ENTP "Grocery shopping is boring and I thought about the 3 different storys I'll never write down enough for one hour..."

ENTP Crona "-and that's why the metodology that is used to diagnose diseases by only relying on a checklist of data points that may have many different origin points is flawed

Stein "I am the doctor with 10 years experience, take your antibiotics prescription and get out!"

Stein, litting a cigarete after ENTP Crona goes out after apologising "Damn, the kid may be right, shit..."

ENTP Crona be like "Actually, I think Epstein is still alive"

ENTP Crona "Yeah Myerrs brigs and Horrorscopes are the same... Because they both actually are describing something and aren't completly wrong, if you know you know...

ENTP Crona actually getting a tatoo even though it is a stupid thing to do in general, because thats the only way to remember Maka's birthday. Cause aint nobody remembering more than 4 digits...

ENTP Crona using all experience and time to reflect, to start a dramatic uplifting speech that leads into Maka defeating the Kishin with a punch- Ah wait thats just what happened in the anime again lol

ENTP Crona: "I wore a dress for most of my life, yet that is not as embarassing as riding on an electric scooter"

ENTP Crona "Oh ofcourse I'm to scatterbrained and lazy to actually finish a webcomic, that's why I included an in universe callout by a charachter, so I will stay motivated out of spite and want of being better than those, proving the mean pixels wrong!"

ENTP Crona: -the setting being the aftermath of a nuclear testing site is a brilliant synedoche of our society pre and post world war 2, how the atomic age is nearly unrecognisable, being both so much more advanced that previous incarnations do not even look human in retrospect, while exagerating ourselfs into cartoon versions of ourselfs do to paranoia and stereotypes, shared faster and faster, that we soak up like Sponges, being the perfect worker and consumer in one - in a way thats Rock Bottom, the breakdown of communication, only restored by recognising the humanity of the other, even if they look at us with even more potent disgust than we already do.

Maka: Wait, I thought these iceberg videos were just supposed to list of fun facts and triva about Spongebob

ENTP Crona: What gave you that idea, Maka?

TERF Maka: I STILL hate J K Rowling

EC: "Borat is racist-"

M: "No the joke is that he exposes the prejudices of the common american person-"

EC "against Kazakhstanis"

M: "No no- wait... you are right..."

EC: "If MF Ghost was with the culture, it would have used Phonk instead of Eurobeat"

EC: "Where the fuck is Marioh Judah?"

*EC annoys excalibur into quitting*

EC :"Im like prince, everybody thinks In gay but actually im homophobic-"

EC: "Non-cellular phones actually had their purpose - like if somebody called them, you would either know nobody is home, or the person who answered could either inform you where the one you are calling is if you didnt reach the person or just find them - also the fact it was in the same spot ment nobody lost it and could allways find it when needed and it never ran out of battery, also-"

M: "If you don't like the phonecase I gifted you just say so...

R: "Dude, dont we still use mirrors for comunication"

EC "Think Im constrained by the limitations of canons?"

TRAD Tsubaki "Well they didn't make a sign of the cross in the church, so they kinda deserved being slayn by Ragnarok..."

M "Hey you are looking down, everything ok?

EC "Thanks for caring, but the thing is, to explain it all, all the connections and reasons and evidence would make me just look more weird and whiny, and this all, including the fact that I cant even say why I cant say without being whiny and long winged is part of it...

EC "I used trouble not descending into negative loops of self pity and disgust with myself and the world... But then I just developed a hyperfixation on not-having-hyperfixations"

???? Death: IDK

EC *reading the bible* "It even predicted people obssesing over lolcows with the whole golden calf story, damn...

EC: Rip Kissinger

EC: Slouching? No, I'm just posture-divergent

EC: I do love myself - one has to love even their biggest enemy...

EC in the future:

M: Are you really ready for children?

EC: I accidentally watched a trailer for despicable me 4, and after hearing all the pandering 80s song and repetitive family hinjix humor I just thought "Oh, how cozy would this be to watch with my Kids and Wife!"

So yeah, I CAN deal with it

[yoohyeon]

Hi ! sorry for the anonyme question , i'm just.. a little shy. I was wondering what was the story you are writting? If of course it's a story ! But of course if you don't wanna talk about it that fine ! Just saying hi and have a great day ! :)

First of all anon don’t be sorry for being shy ! I’m really shy myself and never dare to reblog things hahaha

I write a lot of things, but I’m sure the one you’re curious about must be Alter ! It’s the only one I really talk about hahaha

So Alter is a Book I’m writing ! Mind you when I say book it may never be actually a book I just use that word to differentiate the fact that it’s a more serious project which I would love to publish yes, but It probably won’t happen hahaha I suck at describing things I’ll do my best without spoiling anything if I ever show you guys cause if it dosen’t get publish I’ll at least show you 😌

Alter is the Story of Olivia and Rosalie, two sisters who after a tragic event, found themselves at a school for supernatural beings such as Vampire, fairies, wizards and more. Teenager goes to that school to learn about their history and how to control their powers and fit in with humans ! They will have to learn about their past and how to deal with their new powers while some other things happen behind the scene which their friends and them will have to help protect their school !

I made these bad bad canvas cover for fun here I’m gonna show you fkdbdj :

I’ve been stuck on the same chapter for so long cause I have to make some research and reread some part and I hate reading what I read and my mood as been low so I can’t find myself to do it 😭 I hope I’ll be able to go back to it soon I miss my babies so much 💕

[menstits]

is this a safe place to hate k4veh and k4vetham. Its so funny that his fans act like hes the most well written character in the game when hes just a guy with imposter syndrome and mommy issues that got scammed. funny of them also to act like nilou didnt do anything in the story like i think nilou is boring as fuck but at least she paid an important role on the first and last arcs, all kaveh did was argue with alhaitham at the end for 2 minutes for #fujopoints and thats it. also congrats to hkv for being the first gay ship to be implied but they feel sooooo forced bc u can tell hoyoverse is only good at writting yuri bc of past experience

I didn't even know that people were trying to argue about nilou too, you're bringing me discourse the likes of which i cannot even imagine. Like i cannot bring myself to get invested in nilou just because she's boring but objectively she's far more plot relevant than kaveh like bro we were trapped in her dream world for like an entire arc.

In all seriousness though, i don't want to be too much of a bitch because i do have mutuals who like kaveh/kavetham in a normal people manner so this is all about a specific chunk of the fanbase, i'm not making blanket statements like mewchies if you're reading this it's not about you i literally just have seen Things against my will on twitter and want to bitch about it + i'm adding a readmore cause this is becoming long

I don't even think it's like. An issue that's specific to the characters or the pairing. In a vacuum i would have probably felt entirely neutral about kaveh because he's not even an unlikeable character. If i lived in a cave and played the game without knowing what anyone else is doing in another lifetime maybe i would have even liked him. I don't harbor negative feelings towards the people who can be normal about liking a character but the thing is that he is literally just some guy. Like his Thing is that he's just some dude who's in his 30s and is kind hearted to a fault cause then he always gets scammed which in itself is like. A pretty funny/endearing character concept in itself. And i know that him being Just Some Guy makes him relatable to all manner of tormented young adults who are also Just Some Guy as well which is FINE. I get it. We are all some guy deep down. But what bothers me is that . A certain side of the fanbase wants him to be kaeya so fucking bad and will project conflicts onto kaveh that are literally just kaeya's and it's like. I will kill you with a rock. They have very similar conflicts except for the fact that kaveh's are repackaged to be about more mundane things compared to kaeya's and it's so... Kaeya has been there doing all that 3 years before kaveh was even a twinkle in the hoyoverse devs' eye . If you're a kaveh fan you better only ever say nice things about kaeya or i will strangle you.

My OTHER grievance with kaveh fujos which are really NOT even always the same category as the fans doing what i just mentioned is that . They draw him and write him like a cishet woman on the verge of a divorce i don't know how else to explain like i feel like people brought back the insane super masc muscled seme x skinny malnourished frail and womanly uke with an inexplicably fat ass trend from older yaoi full force for these two in a way that i hadn't seen since like 2012 it's so sickening not even in a funny way not even just redesigning him to have different body proportions from the standard twink model like that's good end encouraged but NO they're just literally making him as frail and womanly and vitamins deficient looking as possible and then giving him a scary waist to hips ratio like ENOUGH. ENOUGJ that man has no ass HE HAS NO ASS HE'S SHAPED LIKE A BOOKMARK❗❗

[sofs16]

hi hi!

i'm not sure if you're into writting others types of fics than social media, but if so then may i ask of something with charles in the vibes of this song? but in, yk, like typicla type of fic? ( if you want to ofc, 'cause if you prefer social media type, then that would be fine too!)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1mKXFLRA179hdOWQBwUk9e?si=LxLs4Va1TFyRGpSNJ1BWXw

Posted!

[dreamtydraw]

hiya!!

I'm just here to check in and ask how you're doing! hopefully, the stress isn't too much!

personally, I'm fine, I'm gonna meet up with my childhood friend tomorrow (*^-^)

Oh! and also to answer your question, I don't know if these count as red flags (they are more things I don't like in vns) but I don't like it when the story outside of the romance aspect (if it's a romance vn) lacks depth and lore (or just makes no sense), and when there are no trigger warnings for heavy themes in a game!

(I'm really curious about which game you you're talking about >.< )

ANYWAY! I hope you have a great evening!

lots of love! <3

~🌿

happy to hear you'll have a good time plant !

I'll admit it's currently 02:02 in the morning and I have Premier Pro open with the video essay I was supposed to edit for today's project presentation which I completely forgot about making- SO STRESS IS HERE!

Kids, I'm giving you some advice: procrastinating IS NOT WORTH IT-

And about the vn ! I rather not give a name because the game is currently having a Kickstarter and I don't want to badmouth it when the dev is making an effort to finance but here is my rambling :

This game was recomanded to me by multiple moots who said they were obssess about it but the writting is mid. There is no scenaristic hook in the demo, nothing that particularly stands out for a storyline, and characters who are ( at least from their introduction ) very stereotypical in their role ( the rich ashole, the shy one, the energic one, the cute one, etc- ).

That in itself doesn't make a game bad, I mean hey Harem Otome is popular for a reason. My ick is with some choices made for two of the characters specialy.

The only dark-skinned character has multiple very visible scars ( in what is marketed as a slice-of-life game ) which is a trope that has been pointed out as racist since most of the time only POC characters will have scars even when their white counterpart should have too ( I won't go on detail here exactly on why this specific trope is linked to racism, I'll maybe explain another time if asked )

Important to say: I don't believe the design of the character was chosen with malicious intention but this was a red flag for me.

Another of my ick is that one of the li has a trans pins. Why would it ick me you may ask ? The character is the most feminine coded guy of the li group. Again, on itself alone this wouldn't be a problem but it gives me the vibe that if the character is in fact trans, his identity ( if explored ) will be linked to stereotypes.

Other dislikes I had ( which are purely personal taste here ) are: making the MC blush/having romantic reactions without given choice to the player to choose said reactions. + Having a li that is the stereotypical "aha I am heavily hitting on you cause I'm a player" character.

I'm talking about this game not because I think it's special, to me it's a very basic game that I simply won't play ever again cause I disliked it. I'm talking about it because I'm disapointed that the game my moot has been hyping up as being a banger is actually mid on the limit of possibly bad rep-

Thank you for taking the time to read and I wish you a good day.

[my-pjo-stuff]

You know I wouldn't have half the issues with ppl comming into my comments to argue and debate with me IF THEY WOULD BRING UP ACTUAL LOGIC.

Anyway time to debunk it.

A) "She can blame whoever she wants" in and off itself is a flawed statement, as by your logic she'd then be completly fine blaming and overthrowing the gods. Which you view as bad.

B) Luke was held captive by Luke in TCC. Thalia blamed Luke for her death in TLO. Annabeth was with them recovering after being injured by Ethan during that conversation. Read the books and remeber them if u wanna talk about it.

B) What does Luke poisioning her tree and kidnapping Annabeth have to do with my post? I am talking about Thalia's death and what caused it, those events happened before all that and have no correlation in terms of cause. Stay ontopic XD

As a short note, this was also the person who demanded I analyize Percy and Annabeth during my PJO live reaction series because they "know I can do it since I (they) saw you (me) do it with Luke".

And the same person who went on a multi message rant in my comments about how I'm wrong and just don't get it after I told them I find Percy and co. rather bland.

Back then I gave you a final warning that if you come at me again, you will be blocked. Consider any goodwill I had of you used up.

@darkmist111 I am waiting to block you a bit because I want you to see this. People like you, who cannot re-read the books, check their facts or try to argue and harras Luke fans are the reason this fandom is so toxic. I genuinely used to like you, but since it seems you are unable to accept me and my wished that has ended.

Learn to just....not interact with people and stuff you dislike instead of arguing and attempting to start a debat when you can't even keep basic things such as the timeline correct.

Or if you really WANT to argue and debate, stay respectful and on track. Instead of writting essays about things that don't even matter in the context of the post.

The day I lost all respect for Thalia was the day she faulted LUKE for her death (a 14 y/o kid deciding to defend himself instead of running) instead of Hades (fully grown god who specifically sent the monsters that killed Thalia after her to avenge something she had nothing to do with.)