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knifegremliin · 2 years

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running back and forth between thinking this is gonna be a good year and thinking this is going to be an awful year

#🔪.text #right now i'm feeling the latter #and it's really just because i'm fucking upset that it hasn't snowed pretty much at all #it has snowed ONCE but i didn't even get to see it because by the time i got up it was almost completely melted #and it's almost fucking march #my mom keeps trying to tell me ''oh it's only february''#WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN #FEBRUARY IS WHEN WE GET MOST OF THE SNOW????#AND IT HASN'T FUCKING SNOWED #yes i am completely overreacting and getting upset over things out of my control so what #i'm just fucking pissed #it's been so fucking warm out #what even is the point of winter anymore #this isn't fucking winter #it's been in the 50s almost every day #it should be in the 30s!! not the fucking 50s!!#i want it to be COLD #but noooo why should i be given that #why should i have anything that i enjoy out of winter #no that's not allowed clearly #i just have to sit here and be fucking miserable because it won't snow and it won't drop below 50 fucking degrees #last year it snowed by late january and then february was REALLY cold #like 20s and below #and it was AWESOME #but no. not this year. fuck this #i need to move somewhere colder i can't deal with this shit #i need it to be cold #i'm at the point where i can't even see pictures of snow or see someone talk about how cold it is #because it just fucking pisses me off that they can get this shit but i can't #it's not fucking fair

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medicallymercury · 11 days

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kinda late on this but it’s 37 years since the first episode of series 2, one of my favourite early Casualty episodes, A Little Lobbying aired!

montage scene I think is fun (followed by what you might not think is hospital-politics-based flirting, but absolutely is that):

#featuring walls come tumbling down which is a tune #potentially weird thing to know: this is one of very few scenes where sandra wears trousers instead of a skirt outside work!#at work she wears almost exclusively the trousers version of the uniform (except for moonlight becomes you)#late because i have been reading this DULL book i usually aim to get my reading done in the afternoon but i keep procrastinating this one #i have a 50 pages every day requirement :/ i like public history a lot it’s super interesting this book is just boring #bbc casualty

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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dip pen ink comm batch 4 complete! for Ezechiel, @ohwwhuv, and Leo :]

#bakuspecial #commission art #the grayscale for these were done on a train with my laptop track pad fksdjhf it was! manageable! but not desirable condition #that was before I got my new current tablet too... thank you my old huion. you served me well. Im so sorry I chipped ur paint to shit #ngl the texture on the new one's better off the bat. the grip's better and it has good kinetic feedback #too bad abt the touch buttons tho... I was confident I could make use of them but alas #things need actual feelable buttons again please I can Not tell where anything is when Im drawing and cant look at the tablet #my eyes are on the screen!! Im bad at gauging distance!!! please give me buttons I can find in the dark. please #even the old huion which has actual buttons I still couldnt use them. bc theyre not raised #theyre flat to the tablet's surface. you know what I shouldve tacked raised stickers on them I was stupid there #well! the more u learn. the more u learn #I'm happy with the current tablet tho!! buttons stuff aside it's nice to draw on. and thats what important. wrists dont hurt no more #almost said ''I miss the wacom eraser end" I don't. not really. every time I used that thang I was like wow you are so imprecise and blunt #litcherally why would you want basically a mappable stylus end but it's 50 times the size of a normal nib and you cant see where ur drawing #especially on a screen tablet. the dynamic there makes absolutely no sense #I can really do the same thing now by mapping one of the stylus buttons to swap foreground color to transparency #anyways. this has been my testimonies on tablets. in the tags of a dip pen ink post lmao #well! this is a late post I shouldve posted this before art fight. thank u again to that anon who reminded me #have a good day lads! we can answer emails together. hands in professional hands

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nordicbananas · 2 months

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alexis I blame you for this (pt. 2)

#..I've been playing more hades.#IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF A THANATOS FAN ART YOU REBLOGGEF ALEXIS. I WAS LIKE “oh I miss my pookie <3”#“I should replay Hades <3” AND NOW I'M 7 RUNS INTO MY NEW PLAYTHROUGH #I'VE REACHED ELYSIUM ONCE. AND STILL NO THANATOS #ik that he's an elysium only character I think but. WHERE IS HE #I've gotten a bunch of other stuff already #why not my pookie :(#but yea ily Alexis <3 I've been having a lot of fun playing greek mythos games #BRO I FINISHED MY FIRST PLAYTHROUGH OF STRAY GODS. TELL ME WHY I CRIED TWICE #FREDDIE. HOW COULD THEY DO THAT TO HER. MY POOKIE. HOW COULD THEY #medusa's song has been stucj in my head the entire day. oughgh..#brooo I had such a good hades run yesterday. I used the sword and got such good boons #first one of the run? from hermes that made it so every chamber gave me +16 gold #then I got something that made my special deal +50% damage. and inflicted weak. using poms it got up to 130 damage!!#got two ares boons that made my attack deal + send a wave of doom #then!! a random duo aphrodite/ares boon!! that made weak enemies more susceptible to doom!!#I got like half way through elysium then died :/#but my most recent run was baddd. I used the spear for extra darkness but didn't even pass the bone hydra </3 #I used BOTH my death defiances fighting meg. I got a good dionysus dash boon but.. that's about it #my cast did actually get a good athena and artemis boon tho. didn't help me in the long run but still fun!#--flower's bloom #thank you to anyone who reads all of my tags btw. like omg that has to be at least a full screen of just. me talking #💖💖💖💖#I do reread my tags 1-4 times. also this post originally ended at me talking about making it to elysium in hades #then to my flower's bloom tag #now I'm talking again because you can't escape me :}#I find it so funny how my posts are more like titles for my tags XJGJXXH #like. WAIT OMG ALMOST 10 MORE DAYS UNTIL JULY 31?????#YAYYYYYYY!!!!! ME AND TWIG ARE GOING TO HAVE SUCH A GOOD TIME #also my meli weli journal has been put to such good use. I love that journal

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balconyswirls · 4 months

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#i don't like when a character feels like they're supposed to be relatable but i can't relate to them #like there was this normal setting of a 16 y/o girl going to school and she's the only main character other than her dad who is almost 50 #so obviously she's going to be a fleshed out character #and she's in history class and her teacher's divorced #and the moment her teacher shows a hint of sadness the narrator is like 'she imagined mrs. sonso touching herself alone at night etc.'#and the description continues for like four lines #i read this book at 15 and again recently like 😭😭 i've personally never thought things like that about teachers it just feels invasive #or anyone else for the matter #and i don't like how the author's trying to be like 'look this is the mind of a 16 year old girl' and to a predominantly adult audience #it sucks that i'm thinking so much about it because it's literally a minor part of the book there are so many other more meaningful topics #i don't know what most people around my age think i'm completely in the dark apart from the things i read online and in books like these #i can't help but feel a little alone bc i know it's normal to let your mind wander i just don't think much about this sort of stuff at all #and i don't know if it's because i'm still young and i'll grow out of it one day but i've been waiting to grow out of it for a long time #idk i think it's not normal whenever i read intimate scenes by a certain point you'd think at very least i'd be desensitised #and i've tried but it's like every time i read it has an adverse effect on my mind #anyways...

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kohakhearts · 10 months

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cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance!#some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

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quitetheketch-moved · 2 years

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Hey so groceries ran out a few days before grocery money came in and we could use a small order tomorrow of essentials like sugar, eggs, peanut butter etc etc if anyone can and wants to help we'd really appreciate it

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#we still have flour and cornmeal but used the last of the eggs so no more pancakes #and weve been out of protein that wasnt eggs for a few days #things legit are stabilizing but groceries are stupidly expensive #but still im glad us being like 40-50 dollars shy of easily feeding ourselves every two weeks is so much better than before #the amount of help needed is almost null even tho it hasnt reached it yet #like ebegging help i mean #sorry again for this l

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heartbreakfeelsogood · 8 months

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#grief sucks grief sucks grief sucks #i thought i’d never move on from her death and i hate the fact that in some ways i have #i hate the fact that i can wake up each day and go about my life and almost forget that she’s gone #i hate that it takes something like her birthday to bring up all the feelings of mourning again #because honestly? at least when i lived with the grief every day i was used to it being there #but now it’s something i feel occasionally and it hurts so much more because every time the grief comes back i feel her dying all over again #all week i’ve been absolutely miserable before i even realized how soon tomorrow was #and i’ve been thinking of her more too. literally was thinking i should learn how to extreme coupon the way she did bc she used to bring me #it just sucks she shouldn’t have died. not like that.#she was too young and it all happened so fast and just #she should be able to celebrate her 55th birthday with us #but she didn’t even make it to 50. what the hell man #i hate this i hate grief i hate that i have to miss her at all #i should be able to call her and text her and she would’ve helped me so much with the phase of life i’m in now #because sometimes she was mean and she was so stubborn but she others first and loved us more than anything #i can’t believe she’s been gone six years and i can’t believe i’ve celebrated six of her birthdays without her #what the actual fuck

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i-jus-kitten · 2 years

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#i’m getting really sick of hearing how lucky i am about my work/living situation #like yeah cool my boss has hooked me up and i am very grateful #but also i feel so fucking indebted to her that i feel like i just have to be a puppet #my entire fucking life is this job and my boss and my coworkers #we have a group chat that goes off constantly #we spend every single day together #i have no one else #to the point where i am so fucking burnt out that even going out with them feels like work #i feel like i’m never clocked out #i am always on the clock #my entire existence is to make my boss’s life easier #and for what?#i barely get buy month to month because i get paid literally crumbs #i have been here for almost 7 years and i make 50 cents more than the new girl who works 2 days a week??#but i feel so indebted that i can’t leave #that i can’t find anything resembling a normal life outside of here #because it’s like a betrayal #to not be around 24/7 for whatever she needs #i’m so tired #and so burnt out #and i just don’t want to be here anymore #anywhere #okay i’m gonna shut up now

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vela-aureum · 1 year

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After almost a year and a half, I finally have a parking space near my work.

🎆i no longer have to walk an extra 50 minutes every workday🎆

#i cried #disability #chronic illness #chronic pain #spoonie #said that to my mother today. she just said 'yes hmm. nice'. and changed the subject.#to this day she doesn't take me and my illnesses seriously #so so so sad #so fucking sad #vela-aureum #I don't expect her to be as happy as I am. but at least a little???. she has no idea what it means to walk those 50 minutes every day.#for her it would be nothing #I know her #it's always been like that. I only talk the absolute minimum about my illnesses. only if she asks something. so almost never.

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steevejr · 2 years

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i know 16-24 was the worst time of my life but for some reason I miss being that age

#guess in hindsight everything seemed so small and simple #and I just want my parents to be young again (not that they’re old they’re only 50 but #something about seeing them get older every time you see them because you no longer see them every day is just…. 😭)#a day in the life of steeve #<-guy who’s had one of the worst days in a while and wants to just sleep #and I miss my best friend too. even though she’s been dead for 11 years. 11! 11! she’s been dead for almost as long as she was alive.#and I really miss her.#:/#god isn’t real in the conventional sense but god is what our memories are to us and us alone

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melonpond · 2 months

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I think it should be absolutely mandatory that people work at least a month in a blue collar job and take time to learn about their coworkers before making a statement about blue collar work. I simply think it would fix so many things.

#melon rambles #my father (who makes over 100k a year in his comfy computer job where he can work from home and honestly doesn't even do that much technica #stuff and works less than 40 hours a week) talked about the horrible overtime requirements of the factory I work at #as 'well that's what you get. You just take that job for a bit until a better job comes around'#and it's like. This IS the 'better job' for most people I work with!#Like we live in a small town with maybe 30 companies total that anyone could work at #one of my friends has lived in this town for over a decade and almost exhausted his job options here #because there's only one company in this area that could use his degree but they said he doesn't have enough experience so they refuse to #hire him. Meanwhile he's got a family and bills to pay so he picks up a customer service job and guess what? It sucks #He's worked like at least 10 jobs here and about half of them have had such deep issues (horrible labor law violations. Incompetent manager #who yell at people and cut hours willy billy. Safety issues. You name it)#and now he's trying to find a 'better job' but all of the jobs he can get are bad. And the only good job refuses him for a stupid reason #and that's how it is for a lot of people! Some of my coworkers are 60-70 year olds who can't retire #they've been working blue collar jobs their entire lives and this factory was the most bearable one with good enough pay #it drives me crazy that my father thinks anyone can just somehow work their way up to a job they enjoy #when a lot of people just never get that perfect opportunity #and it also infuriates me how companies can decide to just screw over workers with something like mandated 50+ hour work weeks #and some people can't leave because it's the only job they can get that pays enough to feed their kids #and tangentially related point: blue collar workers are the absolute backbone of society #where would we be without janitors? Construction workers? Factory people? Anything customer service? Maintenence or repair people?#they literally run everything but get treated like absolute crap by companies or looked down upon #it just aaaaaaghhhhhhhggggghhhhhhh #I wish we lived in a world where manual labor jobs were just another career path you could choose of many #and they were deemed respectable honored jobs by everyone #and they were given good pay and good management and working conditions #because honestly from the jobs I've worked. I've actually enjoyed the job itself to some degree #but there were just so many bad management things that made me just dread going in every day.

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toastsnaffler · 5 months

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this assay is so fucking fake......

#same one ive been working on for like 3 months. every other assay ive trained on took me a couple goes to get but ive done this one ~45x #and i keep getting 2 good runs and then 1 fail. which SUCKS bc i need 3 passes in a row to sign off on it #and its so sensitive that changing even tiny things like using a different brand same volume beaker. or a 0.5cm longer flea #anyway i had another 2 good runs this week so this was my 3rd but bc its a friday afternoon im tired as fuck and keep making dumb mistakes #like overstirring it + one of my samples leaked which is soooo embarrassing bc ive already had to ask for more before bc its taken me-#almost 50 fucking attempts already #anyway. hour and a half into prep and im at the most crucial time sensitive part which is pipetting thr enzyme into the substrate #and i manage to do it all w even time spacing (u have to replicate the exact same pace at the end of the timer or it doesnt work)#and then realise id picked up a different identical model pipette that was set to half the volume i was meant to put in FUUUUCK #by that point i was like fuck it im almost 2 hours in and nothing else to do the rest of the day. so ill work around it + see what happens #i figured well its half the volume. so if i add the same half volume again at the 5 minute mark and leave it for 12.5 instead of 10 mins #then itll hydrolyse the substrate to the same degree. IN THEORY in practice this stuff never works bc of error margins etc #bearing in mind this js like 30 seconds of thought bc it took me a couple mins to realise what i did #but the thing abt working in a lab is u make these split second decisions constantly bc everything is so time sensitive #so u have to be quick thinking on ur feet #anyway long story short got to the end of the 3 hour process. which i was carrying out v sloppily bc the chances of it working were-#slim by that point lmao. but lo and behold it was completely fucking fine. all cvs less than 5% and averages <5% of spec #which is awesome bc it means after THREE MONTHS and like. 45x3 whats that AT LEAST 135 HOURS OF FOCUSED TIME ON IT #not counting attempts i gave up on halfway thru bc id alreaady fucked them up bad #i can FINALLY sign off on it lmfao. but im just so mad like why does it play these mind games with me. it shouldnt have worked #whatever chemistry is such a fickle stupid science. anyway wahoo weekend time baby #gorgeous weather here + im gonna get pizza on the way home...... maybe life doesnt suck sometimes 😇#mutuals if ur still at work stay strong soldiers #.diaries

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1am-s0-veryt1red · 6 months

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stop getting distracted by Tumblr and read u dumb bitch

#@me #theres nothing new to see you've been on here all day #my goal is 100 pages a day and every time i go to read i think oughh whats on my phone #STOP IT #focus please #im 82 pages in and theres 50 minutes left in the day YOURE ALMOST THERE #okay im done

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hauntingblue · 7 months

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Sabo infiltrating into the castle: I'm just gonna make a wall explode no biggie

#'every country has good and bad people' great conclusion neptune.... at your idk how many years old... you've been thinking good and hard #about that one #PELL!!!! MISSED YOU BUT YOU SHOULD BE DEAD #fujitora writing to vivi and riku????#KUMA??????#previous king of the sorbet kingdom???? what???#talking tag #watching one piece #episode 888 #oh fucking shanks i almost forgot #your day of reckoning will come traitor #they made me watch luffy struggling on the floor of sabaody after he is left all alone.... unforgivable #'they trained their habilities the two years they were apart' and its just franky dancing with a boy and an old man #luffy crying again ENOUGH!!!!!!#i forgot about luffy screaming how he wanted to see them again while crying.... no way.... and still no hugs in sabaody after.....#and how come there are 170 coumtries but the levely is only attended by 50 representatives....#imu sama????? who tf is that and why do they want shirahoshi dead.... and vivi and luffy and blackbeard (acceptable)#lets see shira is poseidon and luffy is joyboy (i am not supposed to know this yet) vivi might have something to do with the poneglyph in #arabasta that luffy and zoro saw but robin couldn't... and blackbeard??? well he is a d....#imu is the fucking king of everything okay i got it...#episode 889 #nekomamushi's subordinates calling him cute when he smiles??? akdhsksk #they took marco's cunty sandals and ankle bracelet 😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is such a big loss for me.... you wouldn't get it.... 🚬#shirohige rebuilt his town omg....#weevil is a fucking shichibukai??? they do the titles to anyone these days lmao #i mean look at buggy #episode 890 #not commenting anything cause i dont have anything to say... half of the episode is flashbacks xd

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hazelplaysgames · 11 months

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Aigis is scripted to be last. and... i think all i can really think about is when i played Cyber Sleuth last year, and Hacker's Memory. i played the yellow game first, had a blast, loved the characters and mechanics, and then played the blue game. and the tears just keep on coming.

in the months between queuing this(mid-August) and adding this little addition(mid-October), i got into a little gacha game, and i think i can understand what Aigis means more about having someone to take care of ever more now. i'll say, i like the story in Blue Archive a lot more than i ever expected too.

#video #persona #persona 3 portable #7/26/23 #i'm gonna talk about BA here in the tags for a bit so there's your heads-up #while the bulk of the story isn't gated a ton by personal pulls the final episode absolutely IS.#there's also two moments in episode 3- and if the new years event didn't have a re-run just after i started it'd've been a wait i feel...#thank you devs for new years Mutsuki. great blessing right there. if you're gonna head in yourself you'll want a good blue attacker.#anyways now i'm in a phase i'm calling the big wait. level 65 is recommended so... it's gonna be a hot month or three.#it's been aboooout 50 or so days of play so far? level 44 almost 45 right now? probably closer to three.#don't worry about me getting addicted to the point of spending cash i am a severely patient person.#that all said i have been having fun with that game. most of the characters have been fun music is fantastic #maybe a little hands off for some folks tastes but i tend to focus on my games a lot and in between persona games it's been nice #to just kick back a bit and not study every couple ins and outs like persona fusion or pokemon team building.#oh yeah i wanna adopt haruka. does that work as an answer for best girl

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