#it's actually a very sad feeling
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I haven't drawn anything in days even for practice or warm-up, so here's the dump of old wips I doubt we'll ever see finished oTL
headcanon mk1 Kung Jin design sketch for the comic
the next two are inspired by my fav railao fic: the suns shadow (shines so brightly) by Lunar_Starline 💗
bonus sketches of Kung Lao with different hairstyles for my last art before I changed the hat (special thanks to @nicetoart for listening me yapping about this piece 🌹)
#it's actually a very sad feeling#to look through all your wips and realize that you lost interest in some of them#also I'm STILL stuck with my current wips#so the situation is... not great#helsensm art#kung lao#johnny cage#takahashi kenshi#kenshi takahashi#raiden#mk raiden#kung jin#railao#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1#earthrealm defenders
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FNAF Into the pit? More like into the daddy issues
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#pit bonnie#fnaf oswald#into the pit#fnaf sister location#william afton#SO THERES this concept I saw (and I also thought of) going around#and that’s the idea how pit Bonnie treats Oswald is similar to how William treated Michael#obviously not all the chasing and more spooky monster parts#but specifically a lot of the at home scenes#where pit Bonnie acts normalism almost like a stern father#I like this idea a lot it’s very interesting to think about#I can imagine Michael actually meeting the pit and being like yeah that’s like my dad#like that’s how he mostly remembers him too#it’s kinda funny and kinda sad#Oswald definitely just feel so lucky to have his dad#Oswald fr got the better end of the ‘fnaf parents’ stick 💀#love you Michael deserve so much more than you got 💜
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this bothers me a lot as someone with a low empathy score:
no, you cannot learn empathy. empathy is when you feel and share the emotions of the other person. your friend is sad? you feel sad.
you can learn to be understanding, and compassionate, and how to react when you don't feel those things, but you cannot learn to experience a sensation that you do not.
#actually autistic#low empathy#i have worked VERY hard on my compassion dammit#and being told it's not good enough constantly because i dont physically feel your sadness?#right im the monster
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Mommy and Daddy won't kiss this one better Billy
#bill cipher fanart#bill ciphers parents#bill cipher#my art#gravity falls#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#bill backstory#boohoo poor baby man#digital art#Im just being mean#i actually feel very sad about his Backstory#but hes also an ass#awe man#I just needed a break from comics n stuff#Illustration
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I saw Miku at the village festival the other week trust me
#i drew Miku in an arbereshe traditional outfit for a trend on Twitter but lemme tell you something fun about the arbereshe culture#since the arbereshe are the descendants of Albanian people who fled their country as it was getting conquered by the Ottoman empire#over the course of CENTURIES#there are different arbereshe traditions#however they all (songs poems etc) revolve around the theme of “loss of the homeland”#but since centuries have passed nowadays nobody really feels a sense of sadness and longing for Albania#which means that at festivals ppl laugh and dance and sing songs that... have very sad lyrics lol#stuff like this SHOULD be in some fantasy setting it's A++ worldbuilding material#(now the actual tags)#hatsune miku#vocaloid#miku fanart#mikuhatsune#colorful#dramisdrawn#arbereshe
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gl!ranboo doodle sheet bc i am actually going insane
#generation loss#genloss#generation loss fanart#ranboo#ranboo fanart#haha get boxed idiot <- said while actively crying#virgil arts#this was drawn at like. 4-5 am while i watched my bf play a half life mod#dude this series has actually grabbed hold of my brain its so so good#also i was in fact looping puppet boy while drawing this#songs just good also started making me feel very sad about gl!ranboo and i think that was the point lmao
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Thinking about Mass Effect, as you do, and how I'm kind of sad that the way it's been engraved in pop culture has more to do with the way internet reacted to it at the time than what the actual game is about. Yes sure, it's about romance (and not that much all things considered) and it's pulpy (but not solely because of hot lady aliens), but it's also intricate worldbuilding that touches on a lot of sharp ideas, and a complicated tug-of-war between a genuine and vulnerable belief in reconciliation and community VS post 9-11 US military propaganda and steadfast belief in heroic exceptionalism, and the melancholic yet energizing mood, and the daring narrative systems, and so so much more than the 'We'll Bang OKs" and the "There's No Shepard Without Vakarian" and the whole ME3 ending situation
It's all there, but I'm sad the impact of the series is often reduced to (what I think is) the least interesting parts of its sum
#mass effect#mass effect meta#and what I'm the MOST sad about#is how bioware internalized a lot of that I think#I think Mass Effect 3 and especially the Citadel DLC suffered from trying to pull itself in the shape of what the fandom expected#it's why I'm so ambivalent about Mordin's seashell bit --which I do find kinda cheap in its attempt at being an obvious crowdpleaser#and it's why a lot of the Citadel DLC jokes don't land as well as they could have for me#AND why I didn't react that well to Andromeda either#which to me forgot a lot of its strong worldbuilding foundations and sincerity#and ended up feeling so very... “liberal” to me --if you can forgive my semi-judgmental wording#as in: gestures at inclusion and would do pronoun rounds probably but will never lift a finger to criticize actual systems of power#it's “nicer” and people are more fun but the colonialist project is never sincerely questioned by the narrative#elon musk-like “genuises” are given a god-like aura#species become mostly tired and watered-down versions of their archetypes...#I don't know. I'm sure a lot of people will disagree but yeah I was thinking about this today
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sending love and support & a big ol shout out to psychotics whose psychosis is easily influenced by the fiction they consume. (a classic psychotic experience & symptom is a general struggle in the ability to discern what is and isn't reality; fiction & reality blur together easily) and infinite love & support for those whose psychosis has made it difficult and/or outright dangerous to continue to consume the same media's you loved and cherished. it's heartbreaking! and very difficult to deal with, especially when fiction used to be a safe escape. I hope you find ways to cope and ways to manage that balance between your health and what makes you happy. grounding techniques can help a lot when you feel that first sense of slippage!
#charlie words#psychosis#actually psychotic#actually schizospec#i happen to love a lot of media that involves multiple realities/universes & the crossing between them#very fun medias. i love scifi and fantasy elements! but sometimes it can give my brain ideas.#on my other post about psychosis ive seen a lot of people mention that they feel unable to consume the same medias in the same ways anymore#and its sad. and i resonate with it. and itll get better! easier to cope with. love you all
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Halo
#mmm ok lemme just start w the tags then ill ramble#welt yang#hsr#honkai star rail#hi3#honkai impact 3rd#my art#ok anyways. i didnt have too many thoughts when i started it beyond “uni is killing me but i NEED to do my daily drawings”#some thoughts did go through my mind while drawing which determined the direction this went in#which is that this could be a badass heroic drawing but.. it isn't. this doesn't feel very happy does it?#it makes him look a bit lonely#but something about the pose and the red is ominous. like he's unreadable but theres something sad about it#the moon in the background has a bit of a double meaning - namely the actual moon and its purpose in hi3#as the final destination of the honkai and the story but.. him as well#and as a halo. i love that the three major organizations in hi3 are basically religious groups#and AE basically worships joyce and his legacy (!) and welt tries to fill that. i mean the title sovereign alone means like. absolute ruler#an untouchable figure in terms of power and control over their people#so i really like to give him some sort of fucked up fake halo. he can imitate a saintly figure but it dehumanizes him in turn#he even talks about humanity like he's not a part of it#what's left is some kind of creature mimicking divinity but becoming isolated and inhuman in the process#(gesturing wildly) THINK ABOUT THE COSMIC HORROR POTENTIAL OF BEING A HERRSCHER. HE LITERALLY PERCEIVES REALITY DIFFERENTLY. CMON.
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I think more people should go back and either replay or rewatch (.... or forbid, play or watch them for the first time) aa1, even if it's literally only case 1
fanon phoenix is so completely disconnected from the actual character that at this point they basically share a wacky hairstyle and a name to me. In the actual games, Phoenix is almost always depicted as the "straight man", even in comparison to Edgeworth: he's somber, dry, sarcastic, and often very tired of shenanigans and bullshit. He's a very ordinary "everyman", and that's like 80% of his appeal to me, tbh. It's not to say that he can't be silly or nonserious, but we have a unique look at the inside of his head and all the things he COULD say, but most likely does not.
He goes on to become a literal world renowned defense attorney, and so many people want to boil him down to a silly stupid little rabbit of a guy when he's anything but
#yes this is about the polls#I guess this particularly irks me because before I replayed the games for the first time in a decade+#I'd fallen for a bit of fanon phoenix as well#and it really surprised me to revisit ace attorney as a fully grown adult (instead of being barely an adult)#and to see how somber and reserved phoenix really is#it's not even strictly a trilogy thing either he acts the same in aa4#if anything his “worst” qualities are amplified and he very frequently goes mask off about being pessimistic and balefully sarcastic#I guess to sum it up#phoenix is an interesting character and it makes me sad to see him reduced to a gag bit that's basically used to prop up other characters#obviously I fully support people playing with interpretations#what is fandom if not to play pretend with our dollies#but I feel like they're really missing out by not paying attention to what actually IS there
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Soundwave Superior Back when I decided I wanted to get back into drawing transformers and interacting with the fandom, I decided to start off with attempting Soundwave. Now that it's been a bit over a year since then, I figured i'd be fun to do a redraw of the piece and compare how I'd draw it now :> Comparison under the cut
#transformers#maccadam#soundwave#g1 soundwave#tf fanart#laserbeak#redraw#idw transformers#g1 transformers#tf soundwave#g1#idw#hystdraws#i'm glad i decided to get back involved with the fanbase#i dipped my toes in back when i first joined tumblr but decided then to just continue consuming transformers content on my own#the transformers franchise has been something i've loved since i was very small watching g1 episodes at my grandparents house#it holds a very special place for me#and while it is somewhat sad i only now really have started to actually engage with other fans i'm glad i have#anyway if you wanna talk to me feel free to dm or send me your discord handle etc etc
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enmi gintoki…………… orz
#bfy altered my neurons entirely that movie is actually crack made for me specifically#THE ANGST IS SO SO SAD. BUT SO SO GOOD#i’ve had these for soooo long but i just forgot to post them lmao#i think about him. a lot. Too much#enmi gin appeals to the part of my brain that thinks markings (smtiii remnant) and bandages are fucking cool#i LOVEEEE THIS DESIGNNNNNN ACK#it makes me feels so. hngh#his faint smile when he’s finally beaten and is near the end. someone wants me dead#fun fact though i couldn’t take them saying virus seriously bc of the fucking ill smith episode#i’ll be trying to listen to plot but everytime they mention viruses i start giggling incessantly#anyways#BE FOREVER YOROZUYA RUINED MY LIFE AND IM VERY GRATEFUL FOR THAT#sakata gintoki#be forever yorozuya#yorozuya yo eien nare#gintama#ok bye
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muppet cast for a succession adaptation....
#succession#txt#not very happy about shiv but there r so little female muppets. it was tough....but she does look like shiv doesnt she#alt for shiv could be annie sue. actually. but i feel like she would be more fitting as tabs bc of the hair#but yeah. this was way harder than i thought it would be#i wanted gonzo as roman at the beginning but i ended up with no one to play connor which made me sad. so i had to switch him w rizzo#which is not unfitting but hm...#if i kept roman gonzo id give fozzie to connor then tom rowlf and greg either beaker or walter#beaker is funnier though. but i couldnt sacrifice tom fozzie in the end#and well. gonzo connor with janice willa certainly is very Mr President and First Lady material
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Part 2!
hmmm i wonder how this interaction is gonna go 👀
Masterpost || Next
#finding home au#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leonardo#rise raphael#rise michelangelo#rise donatello#rise splinter#big mama#was gonna add the next scene in this but i feel burnout coming on so im not pushing it#i do have a quick animatic in the works so the next update may be a hot minute away#depends on how much stress drawing i do lol#anyways-#very excited to yalls reactions#donnie is not happy about all this#i cant wait to draw him interacting with leo <3#leo thinking hes a yokai is definately not gonna bite him later on /sarc#gali was so hard to draw in that last panel that I actually had to stop drawing last night and take a breather lol
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hot take: Jason is actually one of the most emotionally intelligent members of the Batfam because, contrary to most of them, he actually expresses his actual emotions. and while those feelings are mostly negative, he still expresses them, which is more than can be say about Bruce (who will bottle it up till it blows up in his face), Damian and Cass (who were trained out of expressing their feelings during childhood by literal assassins), Tim and Dick (who are chronic liars and will bullshit their way through life unless there’s no other way).
#Duke Babs and Steph and everyone else are fortunately unaffected by whatever is going on here#they have either been spared by not being adopted or not having been around long enough to be influenced by the rest of them#Jason also has bad habits im not denying that#but he will also say what he’s feeling and what he wants and what he needs#and since no one else is doing at least that then he gets first place by default#we need to put an end to that Dick Grayson is Emotionally Intelligent propaganda because it’s a lie#he’s the worst of them because he actually gets self destructive about it but won’t say a word#Tim will bring down the world around him before you can get him to try and be healthy about his feelings#and Bruce likes to pretend he doesn’t have feelings#Jason is angry. but anger is a feeling. and it’s one he’s actually feeling. that or sadness. he’s a very sad boy#jason todd#batman#jason todd headcanon#tim drake#batfam headcanons#dick grayson headcanon#dick grayson#bruce wayne headcanon#bruce wayne#tim drake headcanon#batfamily
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