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the Ministry of Ungentlemanly Warfare was better than I thought it was gonna be - dare I say even good! - kin the sense of like... I feel like the men in that movie knew each other carnally, u feel me??
#the ministry of ungentlemanly warfare#I was drunk#but that's not important right now#it's a very supernatural kind of feeling
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I find it very interesting that there is, at best, minimal textual evidence that says or suggests Dean was sexually assaulted in Hell, but Sam being sexually assaulted in Hell is so blatant and explicit they constantly have Lucifer making "jokes" about it.
#SPN#Supernatural#Sam Winchester#Sam#Dean Winchester#Dean#Brothers#Lucifer#SPN Lucifer#SPN meta#Supernatural meta#meta#I guess#or whatever the meta equivalent of a plot bunny is#meta mouse maybe?#idk#if anyone wants to write meta based off this#very much open to discussion btw#feel free#and tag me pls#I wrote a cage scene btwn Sam and Luci today#so I'm kind of fixating/dwelling on the subject :')#op
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#I would just like to say that I KNOW that there are scenes where Sam slices his arm but for some reason I couldn't find any#and this gifset has been in the making for about a year so I really want to finish this#I remember I was watching Yellowjackets for the first time and I was discussing it with a mutual and I realized how much these two are alik#well there's the obvious: after traumatic experiences they endure mental health issues where they hallucinate and get electro-shock therapy#but there's also how Lottie finds comofrt in faith and religion just like Sam (at least in the beginning)#Sam has his powers that he gets from the demon blood in him and Lottie has her connection to the Wilderness so they're both kind of psychic#both of them feeling so lost and angry and being terrified of themselves#Lottie's dad wanting her to be 'fixed' and Sam's dad telling Dean that if he can't save Sam then he needs to kill Sam#and finally they just both feel very queer to me#Lottie losing Nat just like Sam losing literally every woman he's ever loved#tw electrocution#tw blood#tw self harm#hallucinations tw#lottie matthews#yellowjackets#sam winchester#supernatural#spn#gifs are mine#my post
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the way i see it the supernatural finale could be interpreted as disrespectful and a slap in the face to the characters who fought so hard to create their own story, write their own destiny, define all odds and live their lives outside of gods will in this case but personally to me the whole "this was always gonna end like this", "love was there and it didn't chnage anything. but it still matters that the love was there", and the fact that their story and legacy will live on and the fact that sam and dean died the way they were introduced to us in the very first episode and the way both characters always predicted,, is kind of,, its kind of beautiful,..
#don't get me wrong i kind of hate the finale#i wouldve loved an ambiguous very much open ending i feel like that wouldve been the besg choice tbh#but its okay#let me find beauty and symbolism in the disappointment#dean u shouldve lived such a long life u shouldve had many days of comfort and happiness#no like he actually fr had none of those and ACTUALLY#i will always love you dean winchester my favorite character in the world#dean winchester#supernatural#destiel#sam winchester#sam i love u so much sometimes i feel like i understand u on such a deep deep level its amazing#castiel my beloved u deserved so much better#i fully blame the writers for everything#and john winchester#fuck john winchester
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#Jack Kline#Supernatural#spn#spn jack#jack spn#adoption poll#no tags submitted#no image submitted#jack is a very sweet and kind boy#i feel a bit bad for him#because he was introduced well after any casual fans had dropped off watching the show#i think if he'd appeared earlier he'd have been more popular#i mean 'the winchesters and castiel raise a kid together'#is the most fanfic thing i've ever heard#but that's what they do (with mixed results)
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Shadows of Fear: Sugar and Spice (1.2, Thames, 1971)
"You might have known that children can't keep promises."
"Promises, what promises?"
"You shouldn't have told her if you didn't want me to know."
"Know what?"
"She said that you'd taken him to -"
"Where?"
#shadows of fear#sugar and spice#1971#horror tv#classic tv#thames#single play#patrick dromgoole#john kershaw#sheila hancock#ronald hines#suzanne togni#ivor salter#janet hannington#i think I'll add the horror tv tag onto these from now on; whilst that first ep (really more of a pilot‚ as mentioned in the tags on that#post) acted more as a kind of mildly creepy suspense piece‚ i feel like we're more comfortably in horror territory here. not supernatural#horror to be clear (i don't remember the series ever going there) but certainly within that realm of 'intended to be unsettling' that most#tv attempts at horror from the era fall into. this is certainly a much darker piece‚ imo‚ than the first one: Sheila Hancock's young son is#missing and her daughter acting very strangely‚ claiming their father took him... something he denies. it's (like all of these episodes) a#cheap production: a couple of sets‚ a very small cast. but the cast here is a winner‚ with the late great Hines wringing real complex#responses from him variously pitiable and loathsome drunken father‚ and Hancock switching between bristling indignation and barely#controlled hysteria. the standout tho is young Togni‚ who gives a quite frankly brilliant performance as the troubled daughter who may or#may not be playing games. she was actually nearly 20 despite playing what is clearly intended to be a 13 or 14 yr old#and appears to have given up acting very soon after this play aired; a great pity because her disturbing‚ mercurial presence here hints at#an actor of real depth and skill. it all ends quite nastily so be warned‚ this isn't a light bit of afternoon telly‚ it's truly dark
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I have the same two thoughts all day: 1. Jack Kline deserves friends, 2. Jesse Turner deserved better. Every other thought is just the result of knocking those two against each other like rocks until I get a spark.
At this rate, the Jesse tag is just going to be me talking nonstop about how those two should be best friends and the amount of chaos that would ensue.
#spn#supernatural#jack kline#jesse turner#mind you I don't ship them. I know Jesse would be 22 by season 15. Around 19 in season 13. And Jack is a young adult too. But I like it as a#platonic and almost brotherly relationship#best friends and friends in general are very dear to me and I feel like those are relationships fandoms usually disregard in favour of#romance#and yep Jack deserves romance too obvs I mean he is charming and lovable and amazing and kind and a ton of fun#but this is not a romance thing
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saw that post that said rwby is truly just the wlw version of supernatural and im afraid im inclined to agree because it's genuinely hilarious how many times this show has just crawled its way out of the deepest depths of tartarus.
#rwby#rwby shitpost#supernatural#it's true honestly#you'd think by now it'd quit#it's been more than a decade#BUT IT JUST KEEPS GOING#IT'S A MIRACLE IT'S ALIVE#idk how many fnaf fans are here#but yk that bit where michael's insides are scooped and he's injected with remnant#and essentially just a shambling rotting corpse but still very much alive#yeah it kind of feels like that rn#im uncertain who would be circus baby in this situation#but whoever they are dear god they are working HARD.
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Yknow what's crazy in all of this watching of Supernatural? I can understand that some of the women in this show were portrayed sometimes as an attempt of being worthy of fan praise or just being liked but because their writing is lacking and doesn't truly explore their background it almost always falls short.
The only exceptions to this right now (i'm in the middle of S4) is Ruby who is playing a kinda vital part in the narrative and a little bit of Mary Winchester because we learned about her past before she got married.
#orange watches supernatural#like dude I read that Bela was supposed to be redeemed but they messed up her writing so she had to be killed off#and like yeah if they had written her to be less of a 'ill betray ppl at the drop of a hat' it might have worked#but they didn't#so it just made me hate her until the very end where they hastily threw in a sliver of backstory#and even then it felt like a poor attempt to make her even a bit likable#every other woman who has been in has only been for an episode and hasn't been given a good opportunity to explore their characters#even with Ruby I feel kind of uneasy about her#she tries to explain her motives vaguely with an 'I hate hell too and I used to be human'#but girly that was decades ago you said it yourself#and that isn't a good excuse for using Sam's weakness and moment of vulnerability for your own gain#maybe I just feel uneasy because she reminds me of ppl I used to know
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some terrible part of me wants to comparatively analyze the reynevan/jutta sex scenes VS the birkart/douce sex scenes as good VS evil…
it’s about the worship of VS subjugation of…
#sapkowski kind of kinkshamed with that he said no rights for S/M LMAO#no before you know it there will be people who are like ‘he’s my joker and i’m his harley quinn’ but with the wallcreeper and douce of pack#dude how the black riders slowly start becoming less of a supernatural force and more of a just general banditry and sadists#and how the wallcreeper gets WAY more context and backstory compared to the two previous books#that being said when he and douce um… met for the first time#i reread it like thrice trying to ascertain if this was r*pe or not#and then i realized it doesn’t really matter because. evil. that’s why#like what happens when two murderous sadists throw themselves at each other. that. that’s what#honestly i was very happy that douce of pack showed up and played a part and wasnt just forgotten about#she made my blood run cold in her introduction in warriors of god so i’m just happy that she met her equal and also suffered horribly ❤️#dude when she’s fucking crying for help to not be left alone and birkart is like. ✌️bird form see ya#like contrasted with reynevan and jutta. as she. oh my god#i am loving the contrast actually it took him like this long to make the wallcreeper like a guy and not just a phantom#i mean you kind of see it in warriors of god too but. its kind of this awkward part where it feels inconsistent with the character#dude the way that over the three books everything just loses its sheen and becomes so real and painful#txt#hussite trilogy spoilers
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Cool.. Our rent price got raised. :') I did not know it was even possible to get even MORE poor than me and mom already were, but here we are. Guess I'll start surviving on literal bread and water at this rate.
#/vent#personal#no but when will things stop getting worse?#in moments like this I feel especially bitter thinking about that asshole that went to me like:#'wahh wahh katy i won enough money in the court to buy everything I want but it doesn't matter because I can't buy YOU uwu'#*ten days later* 'actually I don't want a friend/sister anymore can you please stay in your bum spot and simply be my-#-online friend and listen to me ramble about my interests without any regards to yours and show off how cool my life is to you like always?#like no I am not materialistic but when people make dramatic promises of this kind they better stick to them#'nooo but you MUST get out of russia!!!' bitch how? I can hardly afford enough food let alone travelling and living abroad#anyways yeah I am done using the guy that pretended to want a better life for us both and then turned tail as a core for venting#sorry it just makes me angry#not so much living in powerty and not being able to crawl out of debt and my life state no matter what#but more about a very consistent trend of having friends that one day get RICH and dump me as 'lower class' right after that happens#he is not the only one like that in my life he is just the most recent one#really speaks about how unlikeable I am if people lose interest in me as soon as they can buy happy things instead#shows that my worth as a human being is super low and I only work as entertainment when people can't buy something to do that instead#like videogames food travels objects books etc etc...#I am just below those things and less interesting than those things and I'll die early hahaha lol#hopes are that supernatural luck power that doesn't want me to escape easily will send me something to help. because yeah my situation-#-is B A D.
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Reaper’s Creek is a requirment if you’re someone who likes bad books and is online. I usually keep to my obscure weird books, but I was very intrigued by the odd mystery of this very bad book. Onision is... bad (hot take), but when I read it I was very surprised I had a different take than I’d seen from other reviewers.
You see, Reaper’s Creek... um............ I think it’s more than just a youtuber imagining godlike powers and altering reality so he can kill god. I mean it is, man, it super is, but I think we might need to give Onision more credit. Ugh, sorry I typed that. But what if I told you the bizarre choices and immature view of the world in this book might not be because the author is weird, and might be because our lead is an 11 year old kid from an abusive home blindly given unlimited power? Yeah, the more I talk about it with commenters, the more I think we’ve all been wrong about Reaper’s Creek.
....or not, because well, it sucks ass. If the text is meant to be a slight horror, a story of a child unable to grow and given the gift to live out his every whim, it still is an utter failure. After all, if every person who reads the text misinterprets it as just a cringy self insert power trip, you have failed as an author. Also it’s just super poorly written in general, but I’m just talking narrative here
#I stayed up until 4am answering comments and talking about it w people#and like. oh my god. I didn't realize it for ages but. i think its more self aware than we thouht#someone pointed out to me 'i wish i was special and god and chosen and could rewrite the world and be with my true god mom who loves me'#is the exact kind of escapist fantasy an 11 year old from an abusive home has. and it clicked like. shit. IT IS. and suddenly this book...#well this book starts to feel like a very poorly done answer to 'what if that abused kid did turn out to have godlike ultimate power'#esp as the book starts with onision confirming its based very much on his life and thoughts and it's very clear it's lifted from real events#the not supernatural stuff that is. and onision idk for sure but it sure isnt subtle he probably didn't have a great home life#so this book as not a god complex for him but rather a god complex for his childhood self makes waaaaay more sense#and may indeed be intentional in some ways
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sometimes I develop stock backstories for a particular character that I can tweek for a variety of aus because i just like the vibe. Like Cas growing up in a big religiously abusive family on an isolated farm and maybe murdering his dad in his teens and getting away with it (don't worry about it.)
Anyway one I like for supernatural generally is just like. The Apocalypse gets derailed entirely by accident and no one has any idea what to do now. On the one hand it's a very utilitarian thing. I wanna write early seasons fic without the looming threat of the apocalypse hanging over everything sometimes you know? But I also just really like that vibe. The fact that the world is never going to end as like a source of existential horror. Especially for this species whose purpose is entirely tied up in the apocalypse. What does a world look like when it's been abandoned by God and just keeps on going? The same as it always did.
I like to imagine the slow death of heaven as the debate on if they should restart the apocalypse and how rages, and as they try to figure out what went wrong and who's to blame the lies that sustain this system start to crumble. They find out God hasn't been giving orders for a long time and now the final thread of prophecy he left them has snapped and they're left floundering. Some dedicated few go searching for him but when it becomes clear he's not to be found and isn't coming back it all just starts to seem so pointless. The archangels are locked in debate over what to do next, middle management is just trying to keep dissent from spreading, and all the while more rank and file angels are just... slipping out the back door when no one's looking. They aren't needed in heaven, they aren't needed anywhere, what can they do but try to find some purpose for themselves? And what better example to follow than those small ignorant favoured creations who have always had to construct meaning for themselves in the face of the daunting prospect of free will?
That's where Castiel goes looking anyway.
My favourite version of this is one where he ends up making a Reverse Doomsday Cult.
#spn#castiel#spn angels#The World Is Not Going To End: What To Do In The Face Of The Horror Of A Perpetual Existence#technically he takes over a cult#see cause I feel like Cas#especially when vulnerable and in search of guidance#would easily fall prey to cult recruitment tactics#heaven is also a cult I think he would find it comforting and familiar and treat it all as normal#he would be oblivious to the danger signs at first#but see once he did become aware of the types of violation and abuse that occur in those kinds of organizations#well he's an angel he makes with the smiting#which leaves him with a bunch of people already primed and vulnerable due to the fact that they were in a cult in the first place#doubly so because many of those spared would of course be victims feeling a mixture of fear and gratitude towards#the man who has just very convincingly revealed himself to be OH YEAH a LEGIT Angel#super easy to just end up in charge of the cult#on the one hand Cas is a much nicer cult leader in part on account of how he came here to seek guidance From humans#So the whole thing shakes out to be a lot more democratic than all that#on the other hand there is no way Castiel knows how to differentiate between healthy and unhealthy community building#not to mention he would undoubtedly share the truth about monsters and the supernatural with his followers#and if they were at all tempted to say#bring their mission of doing good works in the world to that particular problem#or even just build up defenses around their safe haven#well now suddenly this fringe religious group is stockpiling weapons#and that does not look good
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Did you know Samo has a big brother?? It's true! He picks them up after class sometimes. Of course, Hikari insists that everything he says sounds "incredibly threatening," but he really is just a wonderful big bro!!
#i escaped my genre#alt-text#image description#image descriptions#junji ito#my art#isekai#creepy#he has the same resting scary face disease as Tatsu The Immortal Dragon from Way of the House Husband#but he's never actually seen doing anything harmful to anyone. I also kind of like the idea of Samo's teacher having a crush on him.#maybe hikari too idk.#the hair is because I just saw the Junji Ito Maniac episode 'long hair in the attic' and turns out hair horror looks cool#i don't have a design for Samo's teacher and gods willing i won't take on another project right now#for those who haven't read a lot of junji Ito - often in his stories there's some character who is ostensibly fully human but#just has an incredibly creepy aura. and in his stories this always leads to the reveal that the person is in fact supernatural and/or evil#and i thought it would be funny to have a character who is that level of offputting and who talks like a serial killer... who it turns out#is just a nice guy. just a guy who loves his family and works hard being a salary man! he walks the dog in the mornings and he loves ska!#and if i ever feel like drawing a character with sentient haunted hair then he's here for me#simon stevenson#samo Stevenson#hikari hikizuri#he's fairly tall but Samo is still like two feet taller than him#he has regular human proportions#he and Samo have a very sweet and healthy relationship.#might be fun to have everyone around them be like 'OMG ARE YOU TWINS?? You looks so alike!' while Hikari is like 99% sure that's a vampire
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at first i was writing a lot of grief stuff to process my own which is still the case but at this point it's mostly the grief has been here for so long and is not going away so and i'm tired so i might as well have fun with it
#putting off going outside to do the things i need to do rn....griefblogging time#like im playing a competition with myself for what's the weirdest and most entertaining take on grief i can write and i always win#stopping myself from doing a tag essay on how i see grief like bestie that's for the substack#im not tired of it as in i want my grief to go away because its here forever and you knowww#grief is the product of love etc etc etc#i dont mind it being there but all the Symptoms of it like fatigue and brain fog are getting ANNOYINGGGG#i wrote something like this before i fell asleep about how beau thinks his grief is dull but it's his lol#most of our grief is actually very different...like he wants to feel haunted but is unnerved by the moments#that feel like he is#whereas i experience what i believe are signs from my mom and im like YAYYYYY HI MOM HIIIIII :3#beau wants signs but then he gets what could be seen as signs and it kind of just ruins his day#but it also ruins his day if he doesn't get any#idk im putting him through it for the sake of the plot#im soo excited to play with the haunting aspect of the book because its not a literal supernatural haunting but also. its close#wrote hell instead of well at first thats symbolic of something
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this fandom really need to remember that liking villains is perfectly valid as long as people don't go around excusing morally-wrong behaviors.
i mean I'm hesitant to say things like "make sure you're not excusing morally wrong behaviors!" because. it's just like. an annoying attitude to have, like people don't want to have to post about their favorite blorbo War Crimes Mcgee with a paragraph long "DISCLAIMER: AS A FAN OF WAR CRIMES MCGEE, I DO NOT CONDONE WAR CRIMES NOR EXCUSE HIS ACTIONS" and also that is an annoying fandom culture to have to live in. like sometimes it's fun to just be like "haha yeah it was hot and sexy and cool when that villain killed all those people"
but like. everyone has their line in the sand for what's "too far" for a fictional character right? and everyone's is different, but for me and most people absolute no goes are things that feel, too real? I guess? like. racism, homophobia, domestic abuse, etc. are things that are always too far for me to continue liking a character. it's gross and unsatisfying to watch, these are things you're pretty likely to deal with in real life based on your personal life experience, and there’s really overall no way for it to be an enjoyable thing in the story right? but just generic murder is NOT most people's line in the sand
which is why like. there's a difference to me between b1lly stans and henry creel stans. like I just find henry stans annoying because of their lack of commitment mostly. they're all like "actually I theorize that he DIDN'T murder those people" BORING. say he did and you find it hot and sexy idc. also I don't find henry that interesting so by extension I'm not interested in the fanclub. but there’s nothing that actually grosses me out about him having a fanclub, because the murder is fictional and telekinetic and inseparable from the supernatural plot like I'm never going to run into a man who's actually murdered people with his mind and I'm DEFINITELY never going to run into people who hear about real not fictional telekinetic child murder and decide he's cool and sexy and also didn't do it or whatever
but b1lly. well. b1lly is a very real type of violence. there's lots of racist abusers and there’s lots of people who defend them so I just. can't get behind it at all. you DO have a point though that it would maybe be marginally better if they'd at least ADMIT that he'd done this shit lol
so yeah this isn't to say that like. someone's favorite character and how they talk about them is NEVER a red flag, but "this is my favorite character Child Murderer Jones, he murders children and gleefully boasts about all the child murder on screen, and I love him very much and have edited him with cat ears" is fairly standard fandom behavior and not worth moralizing, imo. and sometimes this fandom gets a little puritan about fairly standard fandom behavior
#like. do you know how many fandoms I've been in where ���the murder was hot” is the normal take? imagine if we all acted crazy about that lmao#another thing I think contributing to how weird I find a character fanclub is will be something like#what other parts of the story you have to ignore for it#like b1lly stans kind of have to entirely ignore lucas and max's storylines for that shit lmao#and having no sympathy or interest in the story of a black kid dealing with antagonistic white men#or the girl dealing with horrible abuse is pretty gross#but like. henry stans don't really have the same problem bc again. it's a bunch of fake supernatural child murder#also disclaimer fandom isn't activism and hating b1lly isn't the end all be all of activism#but there ARE certain characters in media where I do actively think worse of you for liking them#and I do think it's a sign you need to examine some internal bias#also I apologize for bringing up b1lly that may come across like I read your ask as also referring to him#I didn't really I just also mentioned him in the tags that this is about. so like#especially bc you say “villain” and I feel like that's too fun of a word for him#like “villain” makes me think of fun larger than life fantastical criminals#b1lly is just a very real asshole dickwad#ask#anon#this got a little rambly I didn't mean for that to happen
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