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dallonwrites · 1 year ago

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at first i was writing a lot of grief stuff to process my own which is still the case but at this point it's mostly the grief has been here for so long and is not going away so and i'm tired so i might as well have fun with it

#putting off going outside to do the things i need to do rn....griefblogging time #like im playing a competition with myself for what's the weirdest and most entertaining take on grief i can write and i always win #stopping myself from doing a tag essay on how i see grief like bestie that's for the substack #im not tired of it as in i want my grief to go away because its here forever and you knowww #grief is the product of love etc etc etc #i dont mind it being there but all the Symptoms of it like fatigue and brain fog are getting ANNOYINGGGG #i wrote something like this before i fell asleep about how beau thinks his grief is dull but it's his lol #most of our grief is actually very different...like he wants to feel haunted but is unnerved by the moments #that feel like he is #whereas i experience what i believe are signs from my mom and im like YAYYYYY HI MOM HIIIIII :3 #beau wants signs but then he gets what could be seen as signs and it kind of just ruins his day #but it also ruins his day if he doesn't get any #idk im putting him through it for the sake of the plot #im soo excited to play with the haunting aspect of the book because its not a literal supernatural haunting but also. its close #wrote hell instead of well at first thats symbolic of something

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