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criitterbug · 1 month ago

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i'm burning in your mad iq

#oc posting on main again xo)#it's a school night i'm so tired #my art #oc art #oc: sawyer #original character #lasso tool #lasso tool art #lineless art #artists on tumblr #eyestrain #tw eyestrain #this is a scheduled post nyeow

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sunnymainecoon · 3 months ago

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And errr whatever this guy is

#I want to make a lot of things. but making a lot of things takes a lot of work and a lot of time #I love feeling pressured by time !!#I'm young. so I shouldn't feel that way. but time has literally passed by so fast I still feel like I'm 11 #that's was years ago bro. I need to remmeber I'm growing up #idk school makes me really tired #I just get so exhausted. even just at the thought of it #school takes away half my days. makes me feel like I have less time #that's why I end up staying awake at night. but I'm tired I don't wanna do that :(#well erm my bday was pretty nice though so yeah it's probably fine #killer sans #horror sans #sans au #utmv #undertale au #i wanna be cool I think to myself #ms paint

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 9 months ago

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couple of mello + near doodles

#death note #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #meronia #bright colors #eyestrain #been having fun w colors recently :3 #these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards #like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh #i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind #this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done #with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool #with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really #help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes #me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk #anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you

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deoidesign · 7 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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krypt-kir · 6 months ago

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2 idiots and 1 hardass

Individual icons under the cut :)

#fnf bf #fnf gf #fnf pico #pico newgrounds #i'm so tired from school work bruh #krypt.art #friday night funkin'

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merry-andrews · 1 year ago

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Hello MK1 fans! :) have some smoll dad!Kenshi doodles from me to you! :>

#that's Cassie and Takeda over there!!#cassie's chewing Kenshi's ears talking nonstop (like her daddy) about her school!!#while Takeda taking a nap after a long day at school hehe #also..you bet. I think Ken is Cassie's fave dad! he's so girl dad vibe #ok Johnny is that fun dad but he's also that 'setting rules' parent while Ken just allows kids to do whatever they like #anyway I ship those two and I just found out they both have kids!#I don't play kombat uxhfyfgc!!#art #fan art #mortal kombat #mortal kombat 1 #kenshi takahashi #johnny cage #he isn't here buuuut you get it #cassie cage #takeda takahashi #sorry for bad quality its late night here and I'm tired hehe #anyway look forward to see more from me >:)#I die for this pairing #and now finding out they have kids? AAHH!!!!

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indigoki · 2 years ago

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me: *has to go to university tomorrow morning*

also me: let's stay up until 4AM while consuming mindless content on youtube and contemplate about existence

#even though i'm tired af #i really don't want to go to uni tomorrow ugh #so i figured why not fuck up my sleep schedule #text post #personal #night blogging #school #university #college #thoughts

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astraydestiny · 1 month ago

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DAILY WRITING COMPLETE ‼️‼️‼️

I got a lot more than I thought I would get done today! 1.6k on my story! Also to make up for yesterdays 505… (IM GOING BACK TO 505 IF ITS A 7 HOUR FLIGHT OR A 45 MINUTE DRIVE) wish I could say more, but i gotta do my LA hw and other things :( I WANNA RANT OVER HERE SO BADDD ILL MAKE UP FOR IT TMRW. I PROMISESESESS‼️‼️‼️‼️

-Kani

Here are some snacks for the road: 🍔🥗🌮🥙🥪🍕🍔🌯🌯🥙🥙🍔🍔🍱🍟🍗🍖🥘🥓🥓🍖🍱🍱🍕🍤🍛🍣🍜🍤🍣🍤🍛🍤🍤🥟(im hungry if you couldnt tell)

UHHH I FEEL LIKE IM FORGETTING SOMETHING… BUT ITS PROBABLY THE HUGE TEXTS THAT ARE MISSING TBH.

Have a great day/night YALL!!!

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weewooooweew · 1 month ago

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shoutout to my mom for making me want to die and caring so much more about my academic success rather than my overall physical and mental well-being

#i went to bed early last night bc i was so so so fucking tired #and she wakes me up at like 4:45am and tells me i've slept enough #now do some school work #i'm so tired i can't even be mad #she can't be this much of a bitch and then ask why i don't want to hug her and shit #mannn it's because you make me uncomfortable and honestly i really don't like you

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shikai-the-storyteller · 2 months ago

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A couple weeks after the 2016 election, one of my Japanese college students reached out to me saying he was coming to the US to study. I asked him why he'd still want to study here, despite hearing about all the hateful bigoted people and despite seeing all the horrible things happening on the news, and he told me "Because I think good people still exist."

#i talk #Been thinking about that a lot since last night #He's right but I'm still so tired and angry and sad #Because those other kinds of people are still so prevalent and loud #Didn't cry until I talked to my cousin this morning though and she told me about some stuff that happened at school with one of her boys #He saw another boy in his class bullying two girls and pulling their hair and stuff while they were shouting at him to stop #And my little cousin put himself between this kid and the girls and told him to knock it off and not touch girls without their permission #:(

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cellgatinbo · 11 months ago

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pros and cons of becoming a morning crew watcher

pros: fitpac, waking up early, ramon/sunny shenanigans, regulating sleep schedule, not missing lore while i'm asleep

cons: fitpac, waking up early, headache headache ow ow ow

#been waking up at like 8-8:30 every day; set an alarm and everything #actually yesterday i woke up at 7 because i was so dead tired going to bed the night before i set the alarm wrong. awful #i'm putting in more effort to watch gay cubitos than i did to wake up for school #but with that. comes the Headaches. not a fan i've got to say

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running-in-the-dark · 5 months ago

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my niece is staying with us for the whole weekend for the first time. until now it's always been one night only, not two.

it's the second night now and I have already decided this is not happening again anytime soon. I'm so fucking exhausted. it'd be less exhausting if it was my nephew, I think - he's older and also doesn't need as much help (even when he was her age).

I love my niece but she just asks so many questions. like when we're watching a show or a movie, even if it's one she has seen before (even multiple times), she doesn't understand what's going on and constantly asks me to explain everything. I don't mind it, really, but it does take a lot of energy. plus tonight it took over two hours for her to fall asleep because she was scared by the noises of the house and the nearby road. I get it, but damn I'm so fucking tired, I just want to sleep 😭

#my nephew will get to stay for two nights soon so that it's fair and everything #but then I think we'll go back to one night only for a while #I just can't sleep when someone else is here. and I do not handle being tired well. or rather being even more tired than usual #so yeah no this is too much #I'm so glad I don't have children. I literally would not survive #we played board games with her today. her idea. she chose the gsme #but it was so fucking difficult.....#I think most kids would have understood this game at like. 10 maybe. probably before that really #she's 12 and a half and just did not get it at all #she's got difficulties learning and she's finally getting (more) help for that in school now but I'm really.. a bit shocked that it took #this long for her parents to accept that #she's a great kid but it's been obvious since she started school that she needs more help #so anyway yeah it's 3am and I think she finally fell asleep after I put Charmed on for her #I've got a massive headache and I'm so fucking tired I feel like I'm losing my mind lol #couldn't sleep last night & I hope it's better tonight. but having someone else here is stressful.#ugh I wish this wasn't so hard for me. I want to be the fun aunt (I'm their only aunt.. aunt-like person... whatever) but I know I get more #and more impatient when they're here. I hate that. but I can't change it. I've tried! for 10 years! but it didn't work #don't get me wrong - I'm never mean or angry with them. I just get somewhat annoyed and I know it's noticeable and I hate that #they don't seem to mind. they love visiting us. but I don't like it because I hated the way adults treated me when I was a kid so I want to #be better #:(#anyway I have to sleep now or tomorrow will be hell :)#personal

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hotchocolateandpillowforts · 8 months ago

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My husband has been gone for a work trip for a few days. He'll be back Friday night. I spent all day doing chores, running errands, actual running...for exercise, and 6 whole hours working on a project for my class. I'm so mentally drained and the dishes are just waiting in the sink laughing at me.

Oh, and I have to be up at 4 A.M. to do inventory at another store tomorrow.

#I'm already so tired tomorrow #I'm hoping i can either finish the project tomorrow night or Friday morning so i can have a little time to relax Friday night #going back to school is supposed to be a good thing but these projects are killing me #irl problems #irl #i just need to whine for a second #personal

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freckleslikestars · 25 minutes ago

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my neighbour's ~85 year old mum is staying with them for the holidays, and I've just witnessed this little old woman walk out of the house and kick the garden fence incredibly hard multiple times whilst yelling in Polish. I'm obsessed.

#this is the same neighbour that spends approx. 6 hours a day minimum every day out fixing a car that I cannot discern a single problem with.#but no matter the weather this man will always be under the car or in the bonnet. sometimes he takes a tire off for no obvious reason.#the current theory for angry mum is that the kids are inside - the older one is usually outside from whatever time he leaves for school to #half an hour past dark (a regular shouting match ensues every night after that)#and car guy has been given strict instructions by his wife to not be out tinkering whilst his mum is staying. and so this is a house that i #usually only actually occupied by nice doctor lady and their toddler which now has a 10 year old who wants to be outside on his bike with #his friends and a guy who wants to be under his car but has been told he cant because his mother is here #and said mother who doesn't seem to get on with nice doctor lady and this is not a big house at all.#I really wish I could be a fly on the wall in their house #the shouty neighbours who are usually my source of entertainment are being surprisingly quiet. so it's down to car guy and nice doctor lady #I am also trying to write smut but my cat was screaming at me so now I'm sat at the dining table writing smut and that just feels wrong

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5ducksinatrenchcoat · 1 year ago

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school kinda sucks, not even gonna lie

#its been one day #how am i gonna do this for 10 more months??#nothing bad even happened! and it still sucked!#and new uniform rules like oohoohoo that'll make the kids happier #no more sweatpants under my skirt?? have they forgotten we like in canada?? where its fucking freezing??#and we got a lecture in each class about “academic integrity”#and also my hair looked like shit even though it looked good when i woke up #and i have 2 classes with my arch nemesis (some kid i hate for literally no reason other than we compete for top student every year)#very frances and daniel of me #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #and my friend who i have a crush on moved schools without telling me (we're not that close)#and moved to my ex's school (they're friends)#but she's twins with my good friend who didn't switch schools so i'll see her again #but i wish she didn't leave #and she told some of my friends i think but i only found out cuz my ex told me (we're still friends)#and also my parents didn't let me go to a concerty thing tonight that i really wanted to go to because i have dance #but now i'm not even going to dance because i'm so fucking tired (i need my full 9 hours)(i got about 5 hours last night)#sorry about how many tags i put but i'm too worried to make an actual long post

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quarklynx · 1 year ago

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I read 500 pages today. Five hundred.

What is wrong with me, why do I do this. Why can't I just enjoy books at a normal pace?

#lynx thinks #it is nearly 3 am and i am so tired #which is a good thing i guess considering how lwst night went for me #hopefully I'll actually be able to get to sleep and stay asleep #but for real... I've read half the book already and i just got it from the library today #why can't mr sanderson speed up the pace on these things i mean do they really need to be 1000+ pages each?#i would say that i havent done this kind of thing since i was in high school but that would be a lie #when i found SVSSS and MXTX's other works i went just as rabid reading them #I'm pretty sure i read all of TGCF in like a week bc it was in an online format and i had no way to know how much i was fucking reading #that work is multiple times the size of the bible and has very few words in common with it #absolutely unhinged behavior on my part tbh

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