#it's a school night i'm so tired
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criitterbug · 13 days ago
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i'm burning in your mad iq
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sunnymainecoon · 2 months ago
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And errr whatever this guy is
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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 8 months ago
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couple of mello + near doodles
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deoidesign · 6 months ago
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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krypt-kir · 5 months ago
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2 idiots and 1 hardass
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merry-andrews · 1 year ago
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Hello MK1 fans! :) have some smoll dad!Kenshi doodles from me to you! :>
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indigoki · 1 year ago
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me: *has to go to university tomorrow morning*
also me: let's stay up until 4AM while consuming mindless content on youtube and contemplate about existence
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astraydestiny · 3 days ago
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DAILY WRITING COMPLETE ‼️‼️‼️
I got a lot more than I thought I would get done today! 1.6k on my story! Also to make up for yesterdays 505… (IM GOING BACK TO 505 IF ITS A 7 HOUR FLIGHT OR A 45 MINUTE DRIVE) wish I could say more, but i gotta do my LA hw and other things :( I WANNA RANT OVER HERE SO BADDD ILL MAKE UP FOR IT TMRW. I PROMISESESESS‼️‼️‼️‼️
-Kani
Here are some snacks for the road: 🍔🥗🌮🥙🥪🍕🍔🌯🌯🥙🥙🍔🍔🍱🍟🍗🍖🥘🥓🥓🍖🍱🍱🍕🍤🍛🍣🍜🍤��🍤🍛🍤🍤🥟(im hungry if you couldnt tell)
UHHH I FEEL LIKE IM FORGETTING SOMETHING… BUT ITS PROBABLY THE HUGE TEXTS THAT ARE MISSING TBH.
Have a great day/night YALL!!!
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weewooooweew · 11 days ago
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shoutout to my mom for making me want to die and caring so much more about my academic success rather than my overall physical and mental well-being
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shikai-the-storyteller · 18 days ago
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A couple weeks after the 2016 election, one of my Japanese college students reached out to me saying he was coming to the US to study. I asked him why he'd still want to study here, despite hearing about all the hateful bigoted people and despite seeing all the horrible things happening on the news, and he told me "Because I think good people still exist."
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cellgatinbo · 10 months ago
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pros and cons of becoming a morning crew watcher
pros: fitpac, waking up early, ramon/sunny shenanigans, regulating sleep schedule, not missing lore while i'm asleep
cons: fitpac, waking up early, headache headache ow ow ow
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running-in-the-dark · 4 months ago
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my niece is staying with us for the whole weekend for the first time. until now it's always been one night only, not two.
it's the second night now and I have already decided this is not happening again anytime soon. I'm so fucking exhausted. it'd be less exhausting if it was my nephew, I think - he's older and also doesn't need as much help (even when he was her age).
I love my niece but she just asks so many questions. like when we're watching a show or a movie, even if it's one she has seen before (even multiple times), she doesn't understand what's going on and constantly asks me to explain everything. I don't mind it, really, but it does take a lot of energy. plus tonight it took over two hours for her to fall asleep because she was scared by the noises of the house and the nearby road. I get it, but damn I'm so fucking tired, I just want to sleep 😭
#my nephew will get to stay for two nights soon so that it's fair and everything#but then I think we'll go back to one night only for a while#I just can't sleep when someone else is here. and I do not handle being tired well. or rather being even more tired than usual#so yeah no this is too much#I'm so glad I don't have children. I literally would not survive#we played board games with her today. her idea. she chose the gsme#but it was so fucking difficult.....#I think most kids would have understood this game at like. 10 maybe. probably before that really#she's 12 and a half and just did not get it at all#she's got difficulties learning and she's finally getting (more) help for that in school now but I'm really.. a bit shocked that it took#this long for her parents to accept that#she's a great kid but it's been obvious since she started school that she needs more help#so anyway yeah it's 3am and I think she finally fell asleep after I put Charmed on for her#I've got a massive headache and I'm so fucking tired I feel like I'm losing my mind lol#couldn't sleep last night & I hope it's better tonight. but having someone else here is stressful.#ugh I wish this wasn't so hard for me. I want to be the fun aunt (I'm their only aunt.. aunt-like person... whatever) but I know I get more#and more impatient when they're here. I hate that. but I can't change it. I've tried! for 10 years! but it didn't work#don't get me wrong - I'm never mean or angry with them. I just get somewhat annoyed and I know it's noticeable and I hate that#they don't seem to mind. they love visiting us. but I don't like it because I hated the way adults treated me when I was a kid so I want to#be better#:(#anyway I have to sleep now or tomorrow will be hell :)#personal
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hotchocolateandpillowforts · 7 months ago
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My husband has been gone for a work trip for a few days. He'll be back Friday night. I spent all day doing chores, running errands, actual running...for exercise, and 6 whole hours working on a project for my class. I'm so mentally drained and the dishes are just waiting in the sink laughing at me.
Oh, and I have to be up at 4 A.M. to do inventory at another store tomorrow.
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5ducksinatrenchcoat · 1 year ago
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school kinda sucks, not even gonna lie
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quarklynx · 11 months ago
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I read 500 pages today. Five hundred.
What is wrong with me, why do I do this. Why can't I just enjoy books at a normal pace?
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studentbyday · 10 months ago
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mood
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