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The Zanpakutō Arc is my favourite arc of the anime.
Really weird pick, I know. But when I saw it for the first time when I was much younger I loved all the cool spirits, I’ve always been super in love with the concept of Zanpakutō and getting a look into what the spirits are for everyone was so cool.
When I rewatched the Arc, I realized that I still very much love the arc, but for different reasons. Namely, the Antagonist, Muramasa. I love his motives, how he goes about stuff and his character. He might be my favourite character in all of Bleach and this is a filler arc.
But as much as I realized my love for the antagonist, I noticed that the stories of the Zanpakutō Spirits, as well as the designs and what they’re like seemed... Very lacklustre. I get that it’s filler and character development or anything isn’t allowed but.. oof.
This turned out rather long so the rest is under the cut, including Kazeshini mini-makeover!
So one day, I wanna rewrite that Arc and give it as much love as it deserves. Kind of a passion project that would take a shit ton of work, but the end product would be something I could not only enjoy and share, but look back on fondly for a very long time.
When/if I do that there’s a few things I wanna do for it.
We’re gonna play by AEIWAM (by @gallusrostromegallus, go look at the tag) rules.
Bleach without mods is very hard to play after having experienced Aeiwam and I can’t go back anymore.
This would very much be just me joining the bandwagon of creators playing in Gallus’ sandbox of wonder, but Aeiwam is what got me back into Bleach and the world building is too gooddddd. So, Zanpakutō Arc would once again be more of a filler (though Gallus if you find anything in it that you like please feel free to pick and choose if I ever manage to write this)
The Spirits need some serious make overs.
While some designs are cool, others are kind of uninspired and really do feel like filler. Some of the personalities are stereotypes pretending to be characters. The whole Haineko, Tobiume, Hyōrinmaru love triangle was kinda weird imho. Stuff like, just put a bit more autistic special interest spice in it, make it more funky. Spend actual quality time on the Zanpakutō spirits, their appearance, their characters and their relationships. Have more funky things like Itegumo the Avalanche (Courtesy of @gallusrostromegalus). Spirits like Hōzukimaru and Ruriirokujaku would are prime candidates f.E.
3. Muramasa deserves better.
For real. Did not deserve to turn into glitter after breaking himself over and over for his Shinigami. Absolute Love and Loyalty met with nothing but hatred. The guy stabbed him and broke the sword and Muramasa was still nothing but loyal.
Fun Fact: Maegawa's first appearance was in a story we later called Zanpakutō Stories: Stockholm Syndrome. Very good time.
Her powers were made specifically to be able to save him from death by getting the hollows out of him without hurting him.
Her name is a bit of a wordplay. Asahi, the morning sun of a new day. And especially Maegawa. Muramasa expresses multiple times to his Shinigami to leave behind the past and look forward. To move forward. Together.
Maegawa, roughly translated: forward river. Pretty on the nose, but I couldn't resist
Actual cool stories between Zanpakutō and Shinigami.
The conclusion of almost all sub stories between Shinigami and Sword Spirits was kind of a let down. The arc started strong in that regard, but then everyone broke swords left and right and they fixed it at the end with Mayuri Special Clown Magic. The premise of losing your powers forever if you kill your Zanpakutō Spirit was very cool but eventually ignored and even subverted by the Shinigami starting to purposefully destroying the swords halfway through.
It would be a lot cooler if instead of just defeating them in battle everyone has to properly engage their Zanpakutō spirit and work out whatever gripes Muramasa has drawn out and strengthened.
In that same vein, here’s an example I was pondering for this arc. A prime suspect of both ?? Design and very very unsatisfying story conclusion:
Kazeshini
The design was always really out of left field for me. A rude, battle-hungry being of slaughter with random cloth for decency and a vaguely scythe like haircut.
...And that’s... Shūhei’s Zanpakutō spirit? Shūhei from the 9th? Who doesn’t particularly enjoy bloodshed, is always ready to help others out and though trying to be edgy is actually very much a goof? That Shūhei?
That never really clicked with me.
I mean maybe it’s implied violent tendencies or some random blood thirst deep down but I never felt like we really had any proof for that with Shūhei himself. Though it might’ve very well have gone r/whoosh. I struggle retaining all the information sometimes.
But then I had a fun little thought.
At his very core, I feel like Hisagi is someone whose just intrinsically helpful. He wants to help, to do whatever he can and to prove himself to others.
He puts on a tough front and some people fall for it, but he’s actually extremely kind-hearted and a very hard worker.
Why would his Zanpakutō spirit not share that trait? The trait that’s at his very core.
Slaughter Demon Kazeshini is a front. A tough looking exterior from a Zanpakutō spirit that really just wants to help its Shinigami with all its heart.
The moment I saw Shūhei’s Shikai for the first time I actually had to think of Naruto for a moment. And when I pondered what those scythes might actually look like my thoughts returned to that thought: Kamaitachi.
("Kamaitachi" (鎌鼬) from the Kyōka Hyaku Monogatari by Masasumi Ryūkansaijin)
Kamaitachi are yōkai that resemble weasels with scythe-like front claws riding on dust storms. Now the version I’ve sketched is a ferret because I can’t keep my wiggly guys apart apparently, but also has the scythes more ferret-forearm-area. But Kamaitachi were the inspiration.
So this little guy is giddy as all hells when the Shikai first happens. Finally he can help his shinigami!! He’ll do his best and they’ll be so cool together and-
Shūhei looks at his blades in a mix of shock and repulsion. “They look like they reap life itself”
He hates his shikai.
Kazeshini is distraught. Why..? Why the hatred for their blades? Fear? He doesn’t know what to do. He doesn’t know _how to help_. But he wants to help! He needs to help!
And then he gets an idea.
He needs Shūhei to hate _him_. Not the blades. He needs Shūhei to be stubborn, to use these blades and become stronger.
So Kazeshini comes up with a plan. Shūhei doesn’t know his true form yet. He hasn’t seen the little ferret trying so hard to be a sword spirit he can rely on. And then Kazeshini does what he learned from Shūhei.
He puts on a front.
And that front is the rude Slaughter Demon Kazeshini, who never fails to infuriate Shūhei, to infuriate him to want to become stronger. To get Shūhei to show him that his blades can be used for more than death.
Their Zanpakutō Arc story would be this little communication disaster falling in on itself and Shūhei finally seeing Kazeshini for what he really is and coming to terms with the blades (and himself in a way)
(The initial idea was that Kazeshini sees Hisagi's hatred for a part of himself (Hisagi hating Hisagi I mean) made manifest in the blades and decides to redirect Hisagi's hatred against his own soul toward itself to protect him, but since Zanpakutō spirits in Aeiwam work a little different I thought I'll need that overhaul that a little hehe)
But yeah, there we have it. This has been steeping in my brain soup for a very long time. But I really need to finish Maegawa Backstory before I start anything else haha
#it's 1 am and I regret nothing#that was longer than 30 minutes but it kinda escaped me oops#my passion is palpable rn#love muramasa#bleach#japhyrambles#japhysart#bleach fanfic#zanpakuto arc
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I saw this post and couldn't get the image out of my head. Gave in after 2 days and made this. Enjoy ig
#the mechanisms#the mechs#drumbot brian#I rotated the Him#i regret nothing#I am now terrified of myself for drawing this entire thing in 1 day but here we are#He is in. The microwave#animation#gif#animated gif#2d animation
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Pebbles In order of appearance.
@druidshollow lore lore lore Dune lore lore
@flickering-nightfall whole reason I draw Pebbles the way I do since first exposure
@toxictoxicities b u f f
@dennis7231 still waiting on them dropwigs >:)
@weepinglilvessel ant snooooot
@mudkirby me :> 🔫
@shkika love your Suns
@northflowerowo Sorry I shoved him so far down lol
Honourable mentions/ shout outs: @trashiiplant Howwow Knight and Wainwowld :D
@kelnexia is lurking.
@daszombes Thank you for explaining lore, giving us peak story telling and characters to simp for in the form of the Iterator Logs. What? No Pebbles? Don't care. You're on here now.
Druid's Hollow, the first time I ever saw your YouTube channel was with the Distant Frontier video after just having gotten into Iterator Logs. One of the most pivotal pieces of media you've made in my life was God- Jake Daniels. That single video alone gave me the push I needed to make my first Rainworld oc Parting Clouds. The stories surrounding your characters (and Dune) are creative beyond my ability to write stories. Keep up your top tier memery.
Flickering Nightfall, I'ma put this in a nutshell. Duckdance. After that I found your blog via Google before I made a Tumblr and became enthralled by your content. From something as obscure to me as Infinity Train to Pebbles ragdolling, you were essentially my gateway into liking Iterators. I love the purple. I need moar.
Vic, b u f f I haven't known your blog long and was introduced to you through the My Goodbye animation. Since I was sort of entirely new to Rainworld at that point, I had no idea what was happening. I just saw a well drawn thing and went "oooooo". I'm all for Suns' antenna twitches and NSH box head. Also, body pillow 💀
Dennis, one of the first blogs I found when I first started Tumblr. I found you through the @iterator-ask-blog and found bullying Pebbles hilarious. I love the way you draw the yellow things on his head and I just appreciate that you do digital in general. I do not, will not and proceeds to die if I must. I've seen quick progress with your art style as well. Keep going.
Vessel, I barely know you. Who da heck are ye? I saw your art style once and knew I needed to follow. The way you draw Pebbles and Moon are so satisfying to stare at for minutes and I had way too much fun replicating that s n o o t. I don't know what you're up to with them aside from chaos. Murky Seas' story and design are fantastic. RIP
Shkika, I only found you through the @ask-looks-to-the-moon blog and love the way you draw the Iterators. It's very stylistic without straying too far. The three fingered hands to the goofy faces Moon expresses makes me smile. B a l l s. My Suns design was more so inspired by the way you make him as you were somehow the first Suns exposure. You're the only reason I can't see him without fluff. How did you make Pebbles cute kavvkatkcfadal
Northflowo, way back in 2022 in my first exposure to Hollow Knight, I found your channel through the Baby Mantis skin video with Nosk along with the lore in a nutshell video. Any other content I saw I forgor. In any case, your channel was there in my search for knowledge on that game. Fast-forward to the near conclusion of 2023 when I was first introduced to Rainworld. In my hunt for memes and more knowledge, I found the other lore in a nutshell video and realized you were the perfect channel for me as you had plenty of other content on that subject. Your art still manages to astound me, especially with the shot you did in the map Pliocene and the Warrior Cats redraws like with the waterfall. I'm trash at drawing backgrounds and might learn something from you.
And of great importance to me, @bornt-urnge/@zigmatism
@kitterjitters /@offended-dragon
Thank you for every moment of drawing from Pokemon to Kirby to Mire (oc) and anything else. You have made some of the largest impacts on my life, drawing, game choices and I've enjoyed every moment. I want to have more ridiculous sessions like that in the future and look forward to it.
Some of you have been around in my life for some time and others I've just found. All the same, every single art piece you've made has inspired me no matter how polished, memed or "trash". All of you have made an impact on me, no matter how miniscule. I look forward to the future with anticipation for all of your art. Have a terrific year, and with my deepest gratitude, thank you. Thank you for being here. Thank you for reading this.
#rain world#iterator#five pebbles#fp rw#art#me when when uhhh me theeeeee uuhhh umm me when the#adhd/add#man#pinned post#mud rants#i wrote this at like 1 am#i felt really generous#looking at it now i regret nothing#at least 1 am me was licid enough to make this good
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Trying to do more art this year and I thought @lotus-pear 's dtiys would be a good way to start!
I had so much fun playing around with rendering. Anatomy is questionable tho.
#new follower here love ur art#it is also 1 am rn and i spent i think 6 houra doing this in total#whatever i regret nothing#also how do hands work?????#i think i spent an hour trying to get the hands to work#lotuspear5kdtiys
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#sorry to vent post yet again the pms is pms-ing. i am ultimately in the end ok and this too shall pass etc#cw pet death#UNNA IS FINE no worries#i just. i just really miss Pulmu. my baby my sweet old lady. jesus fucking christ#i just. idk i still hold a lot of regret over her last months. i loved her so much I DID but no amount of love#and money and guilt and open mouth sobbing could make her not Old and Sick.#i just refused to see that because i wanted her to be alright so badly#i feel so bad about letting my feelings go over her comfort. i'm so sorry baby i shouldnt have hung on to you as long as i did#of i could change one thing about the whole of world's history it would be that. so you wouldnt have to die scared in a hospital#but i cant do that. i just have to live with the memory#usually i try not to be too hard on myself about it. first of all because beating myself up about it doesnt change anything#and also because i recognize that i was profoundly mentally ill about the whole thing. (not joking)#like i genuinely dont think i have ever felt and been worse than i did when Pulmu was old and sick. i wasnt thinking clearly.#i should have been but i wasnt.#it has been 1 year and about 8 months since her passing and still sometimes i dont know what the hell to do with all that grief#some days i'm completely fine and i can talk about her without problems. and some days i sob into my pillow feeling like i just got shot#ah well. nothing to it but to keep on trucking#i hope she's fine wherever she is.
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Still really upset over 24 hours later so I guess I am going to make some flyers
#look it's possible that i'm upset about some other things too but.#other people fucking with me or my stuff for no other reason than cruelty really sets me off like nothing else#like when i was working in the store and people would get frustrated but it was because they were struggling with a problem that's 1 thing#people who delight in making fun of me or taking my stuff even though it's not very valuable#just drive me up the wall#and it feels like ever since the pandemic that's been the mood#here i am trying to figure out how to treat people as well as i can during my interactions even though i'm misinterpreted on the regular#and none of this comes naturally to me so i have to try really hard to get people to like and cooperate with me#and i still do! but then some of the general public really goes through life not giving a single fuck#if i don't give a fuck about something for a few seconds there are immediate life consequences. if i don't have my guard up 24/7#but then i watch other people walk around completely cold no empathy no regrets and get rewarded for it#just ask me for the $30-50 man. you didn't even have to steal my stuff
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Making a bad decision and then changing your mind but your mum won't acknowledge that that's possible >>>>>>
#I feel like I'm being held as a carer#Please leave me alone#What I do in my own space is none of your business#I want to go#Fuck I should've listened#Why am I still here#All I do is watch as everyone makes their own lives#What do I do#Day 1 wake up#Do nothing#Don't sleep#Day 2#Do more nothing#Sleep#Repeat#I contribute nothing#Why do I have to breathe#Regret#My pwecious thoughts
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This weekend of rugby is actually inhumane
#me saying I’m going to start watching the prem and instantly regretting it#w6n too#how am I meant to chose between watching England in w6n and watching sale ??!! 😭😭 depends if gf is playing tbf#at least timezones mean nothing is clashing with f/1#not that I’m planning on waking up early for that atm …#but we’ll see how I feel
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Game of Thrones (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Robb Stark Additional Tags: Inspired by Fanfiction, Digital Art, Photoshop, Winter's Crown, character portrait Summary:
Inspired by astolat's "Winter's Crown"
@astolat I did a thing...
#astolat#winter's crown#fanart#digital manip#inspired by fanfiction#it's 1 am and I'm supposed to be up in not even five hours#I'mma regret this#but i regret nothing
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Reading fics just before sleep is so smart of me I DEFINITELY won't develop an unhealthy attachment to any ships. Especially not poly ones, not me, I would never
#this may be the most sarcastic post I've ever made XD#but um#alastor vox and lucifer#own my attention rn#i regret nothing#but i AM going to sleep#it's almost half 1 in the morning XD#my merry me (ooc)
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can’t post this on insta considering a good chunk of my irls follow me there and they wouldn’t get this but i’ve been doing a lot better this week about keeping up with myself, i think
#the thing that i’ve mostly seen myself get better at is brushing my teeth and i know that’s so basic everyone starts by working on that#but its actually really difficult for me to keep up with esp considering that i have self sabotaging my health for years#like for the majority of my life i did not think i would make it to 16. i thought i would be 6 feet under and buried before i got here#i didn’t want people to know me because 1. then they couldn’t hurt me by forgetting me and 2.#they wouldn’t have anyone to mourn and i could fade away like i’d always wanted to#so i never cared about myself since i thought “well my time is up before i’m 16 it’s not like anything matters to me”#and while i hate to say it it gave me a sense of freedom under the roof i was stuck under#Religious Trauma does not fuck around let me tell you that#and so that “nothing i do matters” mentality became a major part of me and i regret it so much#i ruined so many relationships that could’ve helped me hold on to the little hope i had#i almost ruined my entire relationship with my sister because of that and i… i hope she knows how sorry i am.#i hope she knows just how hard her big brother is trying to be better.#i don’t know what to do now that i’m 16. it’s scary. i don’t know anything. i graduate next year.#but whatever i do… i can try. i can try to move on from the self sabotage and the recklessness and maybe#just maybe#i can be a big brother she can be proud of.#midnight mech
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going though posts from 5 years ago is so strange, it feels like im walking through a garden graveyard. i dont know what it would have been like to be there, and eventually, people will feel the same about the fandom from my time here. how strange.
#what was it like? what was the community like? i wish i was there. im happy im here. i regret nothing and everything#im happy we're here.#youve grown since youve been here. is it scary? are you happy? were you? am i?#silly and needlessy 'deep' thoughts for 1 34 am#i love fandom communities so much. how amazing i can meet amazing people no matter where we are. we all have a shared interest#community <3#might delete this idk
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#tumblrnotecounter#look im forever embarrassed about that top post i regret that so much#I WAS SO CONVINCED WHEN I MADE IT NOTHING COULD EVER GET ME TO SHIP VIOLET/PUPPYSHIPPING#i was told 'what if you end up shipping it' at the time and i was like 'lol no not for me'#and here i am like :Z#almost 8 years later#cringe hergie#i DO find it SUPER funny that like I have 2 ygo posts#1 one piece post#a post about piccadilly from the picture of dorian gray with some shitposting about dracula#and then EVERYTHING ELSE IS MTP#70% is victorians#60% my special victorians
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Leafs fans actively wanting to trade matthews, marner and/or nylander because they believe it will make the team better are the reason I will stop cheering for this team.
#i'm not even active on twitter anymore#but YouTube recced me a steve dangle video#and i know better than to clic on it because i've been done with his takes for 3 years now#and oh boy i regret clicking on it#i'm tired of fans always measuring the leafs by some impossible bar and all other teams by another one#he actually said the leafs had one of their best regular seasons in years and got out of the first round for the first time in 19 years#and he still wouldn't trust the team to accomplish anything#like you used to cheer for this team#man i don't know why i get so angry#leafs#this is a rant in case you couldn't tell#like the leafs are MY team you know#but everything about them is so toxic it's kind of killing me#i stopped following leafs fans on teitter i only follow one leafs fan on tumblr i don't read leafs fanfiction anymore#it doesn't spark joy anymore#so why am i still here?#because they're my fucking team my ride or die#i can't even enjoy the wins because i know they'll be criticized much worse the next time they lose or they don't win 6-1#i was in the 1d and teen wolf fandoms and those got nothing on this one when it comes to toxicity#and that's saying something#so maybe i should just take a break from everything#i miss the days when watching hockey was fun#the flyers traded nolpat and they broke the timeline#everything went to shit after that#except the homoeroticism of the devils#that got exponentially higher and i'm thankful for that
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Loki hides from Thor, as a boy and as a man. He can't quite give up hope of being found.
(or: loki deals poorly with abandonment issues for almost 6000 words)
#space viking tag#my writing#i am past my mandatory i-regret-publishing-that mourning period and can now post this here#if i'm rlly brave i might even not delete it#fair warning:#1. this story is heavily weighted towards childhood because i simply love a prequel#and 2. the second part (in adulthood) goes um. a little off the rails#i got to that point and i was like yknow what fuck parallels the audience can work that out for themselves. Fate Time.#3. heed the tags. mental illness. abusive parents.#nothing rlly bad happens onscreen it's just a bunch of stewing in anxiety#but even so... numerous references and a very bad state of mind.
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just finished silent hill 2… it feels so strange and momentous when the right piece of media lands in your lap at exactly the right time for it to resonate. i actually cried for the first time in over a year. this game has redefined the concept of blorbo for me. holy shit.
#step 1 redefine blorbo#step 2 visit james sunderland tag and immediately regret it#i am trying so hard not to go on a massive rant abt it#suffice to say#nothing i’ve ever seen or read has ever depicted the reality of being the primary caregiver for someone you love who is dying#until now
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