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Looks like I'm not going to be done with my current WIP by tomorrow like I'd hoped it would be. The first draft is almost done but this one-shot covers a part of Ari's story that's very important to me so I want to get it right.
#aristocratic witterings#kinda bummed because i got art to accompany it and i was really excited to share both on my birthday#but it'll probably be up this weekend. hopefully.#this week off so far has proved that my full-time job definitely gets in the way of creative productivity 😂#too bad the job is necessary 😔
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it's hackathon week next week and there are so many things i need to do (passport renewal, accommodation stuff, dental appointments, packing for flight, chores, etc), so i apologize if i'm kind of inactive or off in this blog or discord!!
#rin rambles#cw vent#tw vent#i'm ngl i'm starting to stress out haha#eating is such a pain sometimes i wish they invent a pill you can just take and it'll give you all the exact nutrients you need ugh#i keep forgetting to have dinner for the past 4 days n haven't had the energy to wash my hair for 3 days now#but it's fine we good we're chugging on#i'll hopefully have some time to breathe on the weekend since monday is a ph#but my god i'm dreading the hackathon sm haha#mostly bc i have never talked to the people assigned into the team with me AND everyone is in US timezone#so i have to stay up late from night to morning to collab with them#and i really don't like that haha but what can you do when it's work :))))#and then there's the new landlady's shenanigans...... i dont want to think about it.............#lets try not to get your paranoia make you break down again meirin#anyway#that got venty real fast i better put a warning#sorry for the negativity lately i'm just so tired#venty............. venti......... hey guys what do you call it when venti vents- /smacked#there now that wasnt all negative hahah
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Summary:
Someone or someones wants to put the hotel out of business, once and for all.
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Wild plot appears! When I originally started writing this chapter, I had no idea where this plot was going, but now it's coming along quite nicely!
#radioapple#alastor#lucifer morningstar#deer lucifer fic#hazbin hotel#part 12 is almost done#i also need to decide if i want to split it up into parts 12 and 13#or leave it as a one chapter#i think i'll take it to its conclusion and decide then#hopefully it'll be up by the end of the weekend
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[cw vent: chronic illness, general world politics mention w no detail)
"man. i'm so tired. i feel like i can't do anything selfship related. is it because my energy's been sapped from family visiting and everyone wanting to do ~summer activities~ nonstop? am i so in my head about "getting ren's story right without stepping over any lines" that i've backed myself into a perfectionist corner? is the world just going to shit so hard that i can't have one (1) minute of escape on this blog before going back to working through the political hellscape we're in? god even trying to make this plushie pattern is killing me even though i want to hold my guy So Badly AUGH."
/finishes the plushie pattern after trying multiple body bases and literally buying a japanese ebook about plushie face and hair design/
"actually what if i lived forever and spent all of that time making an army of these fuckers to swim in? what then?"
#obviously tagging this as#vent -#lol. lmao. anyway.#when i say i spent all day on this... jumping from base to base trying to find one that worked well for what i wanted#and had the right face shape and the easiest way to map a face onto it and know it'll look Right when embroidered...#and then i just caved and bought a book i'd been looking at since i started making mini ren lol#(by p.iyo p.icco -- their y.outube videos influenced mini ren's design and i plan to give that credit once i post final pics#along with the person who made the 10cm doll base i used.)#and it took so much effort and i kept thinking about how Fucking Tired i am and how frustrating it is that playing cards w family#means i have to spend 2 days recovering bc sitting up + in a chair w no good support + mental games + being social = negative battery.#and then i keep going in circles about ren's backstory and the whole 'this is a story about conditions i have but for anyone#who doesn't know me it DEFINITELY reads like a gross story about a stigmatized condition i DON'T have so i have to tread#very carefully when writing about it... but i don't practice writing like i practice art so i'm simply not at the skill level#to navigate that and it makes me feel like i can't post any of that until i figure it out' Thing...#but i DID finish my plushie pattern. and i will start on it sometime this week? depending on Factors? and if i reeeeally like how it#turns out i might buy The Plushie Making Fabric™... i checked at a craft store and buying 1/4yd of both fabrics won't break the bank...#and then i could make all of his AU selves w different expressions 😏#anyway. recovery officially starts in a few days (doc appts and pest control coming over this week + dogsitting in a few days.#not great for recovery lol lmao.) so hopefully i'll be more Around here by this weekend. idk. don't hold me to that kjsndkjn#i might get sucked into plushie making again and disappear for 3 days straight kjsdnfkjsdnf ;;;#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]
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I think I managed to do a lot today even if it's only 5 hours of work but it's fine I'll do better next week
#johnny's silly rambles#i don't have time on the weekend up hopefully it'll give me some energy to do a lot next week?#i can only hope lol or i could pull myself together for once haha...
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Apologies to everyone waiting on the new chapter of TMWYH I have been SO ill since like Saturday, I've literally spent the last 2 days in bed, and I'm still super gross and congested 😭😭
But I've also just reread what I've already written and ngl it suckkkks like it's so underdeveloped and ooc and just crap, idk if it's the cold fuge or what but it needs a complete overhaul so I'm basically starting again with it lkgjldfkgjdf sorry nerds!!
#max rambles a lot#wip: tmwyh(icfit)#have not been this ill in so long i am so worn out#my nose throat back shoulders ribs and head are all achingggg#i am making the most gross noises too#literally want to rip my synuses out of my head#could scream but would make my headache and throat worse#but yeah i can think/see coherently again so i'm starting the rewrite now hopefully it'll be up by the weekend/early next week
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A familiar set of red eyes appeared in the darkness as Kaoru slumped over in his chair. “What’s wrong, little Kaoru?” Rei asked, sliding into a chair across from Kaoru. He picked up one of the books and thumbed through it, seemingly able to read the words despite the dimming candle light.
“Nothing, just don’t want to go back to studies next week.” Kaoru’s finger traced a circle on the table. “What about you?”
Rei laughed softly. “It’s nothing you need to worry yourself with.” What a non-answer. By this point Kaoru was aware of the weird disease that impacted the Sakuma family and that Rei was concerned about how it would develop in his younger brother, but the details of it were never specific.
“Is it your brother again?” He couldn’t help but ask. Kaoru had met the younger Sakuma a few times and he was polite enough to his face, though Kaoru suspected he was just putting up an act like everyone else.
“How astute of you Kaoru,” Rei commented, setting the book down on the table, bored of its contents already. “But no, it’s not about little Ritsu this time.” Kaoru raised an eyebrow but decided to let the conversation drop for now. Rei grabbed another book. “You’ve been reading an awful lot about mermaids recently.”
#its still wednesday here have part of ch3 of i belong to the salt and the sea and the stones#no its not reikao they are platonic in this fic okayyyyyy#shay writes#my wips#wip wednesday#<- eh not formally but yeah. wanted to show off smth#maybe i'll write more tonight i'm kinda feeling it#2 more weeks til i am officially done with my job at joanns#and then... i think the weekend after that i will hopefully still have off#and i want to go to the maritime museum up north which will be a whole day affair#but i think it'll be good for me maybe i'll get some inspiration for this
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Song of the Day: March 19
"Let Me Drown" by Orville Peck
#song of the day#oh talk about a big-voice song! I can't quite do it justice but it is damn good to sing#did work on a bunch of not-work things today even though I have a big tricky project I have to give an official update on for Friday#but it's so much more fun to plan my garden and talk to Duncan about setting up a paludarium for the bullfrog he wants to keep#I'm going to have to tell my boss that I /can/ do what she wants but I don't think it'll help with any of the things she wants it for#and aaaahhhh she's not gonna like that. she's not gonna like that at all. I don't want to have that conversation#anyway I'm gonna plant my peas on Thursday! spring coming to save my life#going to the pet store hopefully this weekend to get a filter system so the water in Duncan's tank can start cycling#gonna trim down my spiderwort and see if I can't get some of the cuts to root by the time the tank's ready for live plants#plans! projects! I made palak paneer for dinner tonight and it was good. someday soon I'll sleep! and then Friday I will talk to my boss!#because if I don't do my job then I won't have any money and then I won't be able to afford plants and frog rocks and then we all cry
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late wish but happy new years everyone i hope 2024 will be the year we break the cuntrichter scale and tip it in our favour 🫶🏼
#my global launch is almost wrapping up#and im abt to head to kyoto in 2 weeks (??!!)#im so excited <33#had a lot of good food during my Christmas break#ik i said i would post the last chap of bl&e before the new year#but life got in the way#it'll be up by this weekend hopefully !!#hope everyone has been doing well in the meantime ❤️#tw food mention
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got very little sleep last night due to my own dumbass decisions. i want to keep editing the Nahyuta fic. i did the first quarter of it before work. but i have a headache, a headache i’ve had on and off all day, and i want to be more Brain Functioning before continuing but waaa i wanna get the edits done...
#psy's no punctuation posts#it received one round of edits yesterday#and then it's going through a second round to comb through any last errors or slight things i need to change#and then hopefully it'll be up this weekend. maybe if i play my cards right it could even be up tomorrow#also despite the fact i love this fic i'm scared of what people will think lol#like idkkkk idkkk i'm nervous
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I am very patiently awaiting an email.
#at least one#i order multiple books from the library but half of them were already on hold so i dont know how long it'll take to get them#i dont even remember all the ones i got i just know that i lost it and just getting every fnaf book i wasnt going to pay for#there are two (2) tales of the pizzaplex i haven't read yet because i got behind because i kept spelling the last on wrong#so it wouldn't show up and i thought they just didnt have it yet#i saw it a few weeks ago at a different library that we dont always go to#and the one we always go to doesn't have any of them except i think the silver eyes graphic novels#also i cant play game rn because my mom has her controller (mine dont work no more) because my brother wants help with his game.#hes out of school for a bit before he does the summer program#hopefully i can get a new controller this weekend my dad got paid#winona has something to say
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i love tired 😭 🫶🫶 im doing alright could be better but im alright
#💭. mutters !#// march madness decided to extend to april madness so now im kinda bleh#// it'll be fine; i'll be fine; promise 🫶🫶#// trying to catch up on sleep this weekend more and while it's hard; i got more than 3-4 hours last night#// so hopefully march/april madness ends soon
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aight time to enter grading hell 2 electric boogaloo
#my life#hopefully it'll be better after this weekend bc there won't be as much buildup#not even pissed off at past me for fucking up current me tho bc Getting A Job was Defs The Priority
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#I can't sleep 🙃#I'm very nervous about tomorrow annnd I forgot to take my medication that makes it so I can sleep 🤦#I just took it now because I think I won't sleep at all otherwise#I have to get up in 4 hours and it's going to be such a stressful day 😭#plus I'm getting really anxious about the whole situation with the move and dealing with our old and new landlords and everything 😭#everything feels very uncertain and chaotic and I'm not dealing with it well 😢#but. we'll get our cats next weekend. I'm trying not to think that something will go wrong to prevent that from happening...#but if it does happen that's going to be really good. hopefully. unless it's bad and they suddenly hate us. oh my god I hope the meds will#start working soon this is torture lol#anyway this was probably a horrible decision and we'll regret all of it and it'll be so bad#😭😭😭#(I'm once again wishing I had a nice supportive mother who would make me feel better about something like this instead of worse. I was#honestly kind of okay with it all until she kept bringing up negative things and now I feel like this is the worst decision anyone has#ever made and it'll be a disaster and 😭😭😭)#personal
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me gearing up to hate my Fucking life as i work to finish this damned texting bitch of a program due tomorrow, logging into the school website to get the lab info page... only to see the due date's been pushed back a week. probably bc many people, like me, are really... not close to done with it lol
i wouldve known this if id gone to class today probs lol, but i was too busy being gay. so uh. yay? this is a genuine relief lol i was feeling Particularly destructive about it all.
#speculation nation#ive been increasingly irritated today bc of the knowledge that this was waiting for me at home#i knew i wasnt going to finish it in a way that was favorable to me. i was going to need to sacrifice sleep.#but it seems like i wont have to. thank fucking god.#anyways yea my girlfriend was visiting for the past few days (aka why ive been largely absent from here) but she's left again#i only had a few more hours with her so i decided to skip class and be gay instead of going. Lol#and then i had to go to work to do some stuff but i procrastinated leaving bc i was watching critical role#and then the stuff took longer than expected bc i had to make creme brulee bc we were completely out but got more powder for it#did inventory. prepped my notes for the meeting (that is starting. soon.)#then came home. prepared myself for Shit Night. got started looking into shit#and then found this thing. so like lmfao like Hell im going to work on this bitch tonight. fuck that.#uhmmm sorry professor for not going to class for two consecutive class periods i was busy prepping for being gay and then being gay#Finger Guns. lmao#anyways yeah life resumes as normal. im not really getting a day off this week.#WELL depending on things maybe i could get away with not coming in on thursday#i was only scheduled an hour today but it turned into 3.5hr. im not scheduled tomorrow but it's payroll week so i'll go in to do tips#then thursday im scheduled 2 hours for recipe restocking but if no recipes need restocked then like. no need & all#the other days r proper shifts. Though if they dont give us our tapioca by the weekend i'll end up not having a sunday shift#bc BOBA MAKING IS BACKKKKKKKKK (crying tears of joy and pain)#but we're getting a new machine for it so it'll hopefully be Much easier than it used to be. which is good! i fucking hated my Life with it#anyways i know i need to sleep after the manager meeting bc lol. lmao even. staying awake any longer in this kind of mood isnt gonna help
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14% of the way through....
#ok i can do like half an hour each day and then i'll finish on the weekend. good pace. we can do this#hopefully tomorrow i can do some reading at work. LMAO.#honestly my bottleneck (aside from my own focus/free time) is the rate at which people upload the main story recordings to youtube#youtube channel polar artem u are my hero. i love you. i hope you have a good day 366x this year#tot liveblog#wow i should translate something again... maybe i've improved (wishful thinking)#but it really has been a while and there are some things i said i would translate that i never did. lol#probably not a card tho (mainly since i haven't been reading the recent cards). maybe an extra thing like interview. i'll probably look for#some fan analyses since we got a main story chapter. idk tho i kinda wanna chew over word choice again. then again i get to be a bit looser#when translating discussion posts....#EDIT 2/12: post is still happening just. it takes so much focus to read two things at the same time aldsjfklsjlaskej#so much more tempting to read other VNs where i'm like. just reading normally. and not also trying to keep track of a plot spanning mult ye#years while simultaneously trying to consider the implications for characterization in the context of 2.5 years' worth of interaction#it's fine my relationship with tot content is totally normal and healthy and i absolutely do this voluntarily. for Fun#ok but DEF it'll be up by next weekend promise (bc i need to distract myself before dessert de otomate)
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