#it’s very sad
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2023
Steve knew, the moment he saw Eddie’s first message that he wasn’t going to like what they had to say.
EdM0112: Are you busy?
KingSteve: no, why?
EdM0112: I have some silly little news to give you. It’s nothing bad!
KingSteve: what is it? Wait, let me guess, YOU’RE PREGNANT!
EdM0112: hahaha, no, nothing like that.
KingSteve: so what?
EdM0112: I am engaged!
KingSteve: oh, really? That’s Great!!!
It was, in fact, not great. Steve felt like he couldn’t breathe. His chest felt so, unbelievably heavy and tears started pouring, unbidden, down his cheeks. Robin. He needed Robin, she would know how to help him. She helped him the last time his pesky feelings came out of the hole he had buried them in.
See, Eddie and Steve had never been good together. Steve was well aware of this fact, thanks to endless hours of talking to Robin. They were teenagers when they first got together, and neither of them had any clue how a relationship should work. Eddie was figuring themself out and they weren’t comfortable with Steve’s easy affection or deep wells of devotion and love. Steve had been too much. He had loved much too hard and much too fast and it ran Eddie away. They had never been good at the communication side of the relationship either. They were never on the same page or even in the same book most of the time. Yet, none of this had stoped Steve from giving his heart to Eddie. None of this made him think for even a millisecond that they couldn’t figure it out, that they couldn’t be together, that they wouldn’t be together forever.
Steve had always thought that he would be the one putting a ring on Eddie’s finger. Until Eddie handed his heart back to him in a million tiny pieces.
2019
“Eddie, please. I love you, Eddie.”
“Steve, we aren’t good for each other, can’t you see that? We haven’t done anything other than hurt one another this whole past year of dating.”
“You don’t have to do this Eddie! I can be better, I can be whatever you need me to be, just please don’t leave me.”
“Steve, the fact that you don’t see how fucked up that is only solidifies that this isn’t good for either of us.”
Steve was sobbing. He was sobbing and Eddie was mad at him. He just needed to know what he was doing wrong. He could fix it. He had to fix it. If Eddie left it would just prove what his parents had always shown him. He is unloveable. He is never good enough. Never strong enough. Never caring enough. Never enough. He just wanted to be enough.
“Steve, this has to be over. For both of us.” Eddie sounded so exasperated. So tired.
Steve nodded, still sobbing.
“I’m… I’m sorry that I couldn’t make you happy, Eddie. I’m sorry. Please, I love you.”
“And I’m sure I will always love you, but I’m leaving. I have to go. I can’t be myself here, Steve.” Eddie was whispering now, running their cool hand down Steve’s cheek. Steve watched Eddie’s tears roll down their own cheeks as they wiped his away. “I’ll still be just a phone call away, but I have to move on.”
Steve grabbed Eddie’s wrist and nodded. Giving up hurt worse than anything but he couldn’t keep causing Eddie pain. He couldn’t keep them here if they would be unhappy and anything other than wholly themself. Eddie moved across the country that day and never looked back.
2023
Steve isn’t really sure when he called Robin, but he apparently did because she was here. She was picking him up off of the floor that he had sank to, his phone still on the couch cushion behind him.
“Hey, hey, Steve” she patted his cheeks and he blinked. “There you are. What happened Stevie? You called but never said a word so I came to check on you. You don’t look good. Why are you crying?”
Steve brought his own hand up to his cheek, it came back wet.
“Eddie is getting married.”
“Woah, okay. I didn’t even know they were dating anybody.”
“Me either” Steve whispered.
“And how are you handling this information?” Steve gave her a glare that he’s sure lost some of its sterns by his no doubt puffy eyes. “Yeah, so not great.” Steve snorted. “Do ya want to talk about it.”
“I thought I was done with this. I thought I had moved past it. Why? Why did I break the moment they told me that they were engaged.”
“I’ve gotta be honest here, Steve, the situation you put yourself in wasn’t the best. You knew Eddie was moving on. They told you they were. You never really let them go. You stayed close and kept your own hopes up. This just crushed them.”
Steve flopped his head over on her shoulder.
“Why cant you be my therapist, again?”
“Conflict of interest, babe. I would be too clouded by my love for you to give you the advice you need.”
“It’s never stopped you before.” Robin chuckled and ruffled his hair. “I don’t think I ever actually let myself work through my heartbreak. I just kind of shoved it down far enough that it wasn’t a problem to keep talking to Eddie as if they’d never broken my heart. I still wanted them to be my best friend. Eddie knows me better than almost anyone, besides you, and it felt harder to lose that than to bury my feelings.”
“Yeah, you’ve buried more than you would ever let anyone you love even think of going through. Don’t you think you’ve held on to enough? Just let it go, Steve. It’ll be okay. I’ll be here.”
“You won’t leave me too?” Steve’s voice sounded so so small, even to himself.
“Never.”
And Steve broke.
#Steve Harrington needs a hug#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#steddie#stranger things#st#this is really as okay as it’s gonna get right now.#I’m sorry#i was having a bad day when i wrote it.#angst#it’s very sad
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Are those scars on villain!tails' face? or marks or something??
Yeah their lichtenberg figures yk well it’s very simplified- so y’all know me I don’t ever pass up the opportunity to have tails get struck by lightning!
Tails is super insecure about the scar on his face so sonic got a tattoo so he wouldn’t feel so alone with it (sonic did it himself with a stick and poke method but he messed it up and ended up scratching it out. That’s why his tatto looks like that)
He also has back scars!
#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fandom#tails the fox#tails fanart#sonic#tails and sonic#sth#sonic au#sonic villain au#this was my excuse to use this new line art method#anyways yeah now u know#I also wanna draw out how tails got struck by lightning#hopefully my lazy ass commits to doing so#if not I’ll just do a post writing it out#it’s very sad#this AU is super sad but I write in such a comedic way#pend as it cancels out
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me watching all my friends still be super fixated on edward nashton while i’m stuck on less popular paul characters
#i still love eddie but he just doesn’t hit the same as he used to#it’s very sad#percy dolarhyde eli sunday and timothy klitz….why did you do this me#danonation#paul dano#edward nashton#batman#the batman#the batman 2022#the riddler#riddler#rune rambles
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me when I make a non-zukaang related ATLA post and I see a bunch of accounts I’ve never seen before
Me when the moots, homies, and known Zukaangers (smart people) be gassing me up in the notes
#Dumb#except the guy with the Aang’s Grindr tumbl blog I fucking know that guy xD#everytime I see him I get jumpscared with Aang’s asshole#It’s very sad#Zukaang
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can u believe this beautiful boygirl is not being pursued or flirted with…very sad…inquire within…
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“Lead from the heart, and see what starts”
“Everything’s changed since Polites”
Jay can you please stop trying to tear my heart into pieces
#every time I’m vibing with the music and suddenly I get whacked in the head with another polites reference#it’s very sad#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#the ocean saga#epic!polites
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Music to get me pumped up and music to fall asleep to are the exact same
#i have adhd#i need either silence or something energetic enough to provide sufficient stimulation#to massage my brain into resting#i cant do calm ambience stuff it’s not enough#god i wish i could i love the idea of it so much#but it just leaves me antsy#metal and edm? honk shnoo honk shnoo#my parents had a classical music cd they used to play to help me sleep#and one of the songs was the hallelujah chorus#and that stuff is NOT chill lmao#so suffice to say i have merely evolved with time lol#adhd#actually adhd#neurodivergent#the only issue is headphones not comfy#bc i am a side sleeper#:(#it’s very sad
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Hi, idk if you'll get to answer this cause I understand you get a lot of asks but I want to say that I like and appreciate you along with so many other blogs on here in the fandom not just as fellow fans but people as well. I've never really interacted with you personally before but i see how nice you are and I also unfortunately notice how much hate you or other fans get not just directly but from nasty blogs who have nothing better to do than stalk larrie blogs (or have their goons do that and report to them cause they're probably blocked) and talk crap about us, like I can't even take them seriously when they dedicate their lives to spread hate and name call instead of ignoring what they don't like or criticizing with respect cause disagreement is inevitable even within the larries . I just wanted to get that of my chest cause it hurts to see them constantly attack people who mind their business.
Hi, sweetheart. Thank you for this. Knowing that there are people like you out there, even if we rarely interact, makes being here feel so much better.
💖💖💖💖
#I’ve basically become immune to the hate#although it does occasionally shock me#how vicious people can be#it’s very sad
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the fact that ofmd isn’t trending on the day of season 2’s finale speaks volumes. everyone is mourning at the loss of the soaking wet chihuahua new unicorn
#our flag means death#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2#spoilers#lemme say: it’s sad#it’s very sad#but it’s also bittersweet#i personally found it satisfying especially since there technically hasn’t been a renewal for season 3#‘you find the family you’re willing to die for when yours are long dead’ and he did that#he was ready to go#they were foreshadowing it all season#in the very first scene of the season stede dreams of killing him#he begs for death when his leg was shot#he literally tried to off himself at one point#i know this is the website that can’t handle permanent character death#but this was the only way for his arc to end
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I made a roast. It’s got soft potatoes and firm carrots (carrots in all forms are my fave root veggie ever it’s all good to me lmao) and roasted but still firm broccoli, which to me and dad is like. Perfect. This is the perfect meal. Im just really proud of myself cause I have a tendency to overcook the meat (which to most of you would be burnt beyond saving but honestly I like anything that is past medium rare lmao I’m One Of Those People) while the potatoes are still firm in the middle which is my least fave potato, lol.
Anyways. I also posted a 12k Marvel fic where Peter (not movie verse lol) brings Bucky back to the tower less than two weeks after CAWS:
#I’m putting a link here cause no one ever comments on my marvel shit lol it’s really sad 😅#so maybe if I widen the net-#anyways people in the sw fandom comment like crazy and I love it but marvel just. doesn’t.#it’s very sad#lol btw that’s exaggeration it’s not NO one but it’s fractional compared to the sw comments I get lol
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This is so wasteful tbh… last week it was 50 cent going to congress or whatever talking about some “we need more black business owners over our liquor stores-,” now it’s… continuing to see public schools as piles of inconvenient rubble in the way.
#the people who go on about how ‘the black community needs more LEADERS’#and the ppl they really mean are like celebrities who don’t know anyone about politics and are just talking out of their asses who only#speak up when their own pockets are going to be affected#and like#billionaires trying to push their agendas#black billionaires don’t care about black ppl either lmfao#investing in more private schools when you know how important public schools are is so… it’s playing in the faces of the people who won’t#ever recieve these same benefits because of their status as an underprivileged individual#it’s very sad#like these people don’t see the value in public schools and the reason why sm of them are a mess is because they lack funding#and a lot of them are constantly being shut down#man…#rich people bro#especially black rich ppl who always seem to forget where they came from#rambling
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I cannot wait to add onto Eve’s backstory. It’s so morbid I love it
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Question, what happens to pyro in you c.medic end headcanon, do they remember there parents and grieve there deaths or did something extremely tragic happened that caused them to unwillingly forget everything and end up like the pyro in meet the pyro we all know and love
Well, Pyro being Cmedic and Cheavy’s kid is a completely separate au of mine but if this were to happen; they’d be completely horrified.
In Pyrovision, Cmedic used to look like a very prim and proper king (with Cheavy being his knight in shining armor) and if Pyro saw Cmedic in his last moments of life would probably see the world as it is; bleak and depressing.
The short answer: that’s an au verison but if it was real, they’d be horrified.
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I’ve never joined a union in my life, and I never would.
Hi honey how was your day at the gaslighting factory?
#this man cries into his pillow at night because of the stress of work#then denies denies denies#it’s very sad
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Our hextech dream….
#the thing is#I’m so excited for the final act to drop#but I’m also so sad because arcane is such a gem#there is very few pieces of media that is so well done#well written well animated well thought out and cared for#the only shows that come close to this level of quality get CANCELLED#So to be able to enjoy a complete and well crafted story as good as this#bro I feel lucky#sad it’s over but I can’t wait#(it’s also insanely rewatchable so I’m not TOO torn up about if#my art#arcane#arcane league of legends#viktor league of legends#viktor arcane#jayce talis#arcane jayce#jayce league of legends#jayvik
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“I can fix him” I couldn’t fix him and I don’t want to. I think he grew prone to biting and scratching in order to get by in a harsh world, and to me his resilience is part of what makes him so beautifully himself. I could be kind to him, though. I could show him gentleness. I could, slowly but surely, in the same way one earns the trust of a skittish stray cat, convince him that my touch will never come accompanied by pain. That, around me, he can allow himself to be soft. To relax. I could be the one he associates with warmth and safety, the one he longs to be held by after a hard day. I could be his home.
#I’m very sad rn so I’m doing what I always do when I’m sad: thinking about being gentle towards my abrasive Blorbo#self shipping#Self-shipping#self ship#self ship imagine#f/o imagines#romantic f/o
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