#it’s still 11Pm here

[mamwieleimion]

Ever since I learned about him, I have always thought about Feanor as someone mad with grief.

I know some see him as irredeemable monster. And maybe he is. Maybe it’s impossible in Arda Marred, but who can say what’s to happen in Arda Remade?

However, I see one reason why Feanor would, once he truly healed and found himself again, bend the hypothetical knee and be reembodied before the end of the world.

The reason, you ask? His children. His family.

Maybe I’m being delusional (I wouldn’t count it out, it’s 11 PM here and I’m running on five or so hours of sleep), but that’s fandom to you right? We all lie to ourselves. Anyways.

I always envisioned Feanor as a caring if not ideal father. I am sure he made mistakes even before the Silmarils. But, he was good enough for his sons. He was good enough for Nerdanel. And that counts as something.

And so, with such vision in mind, I believe in a scenario where, somehow, somewhen Feanor changes for the better for his children. I do not particularly care right now how (maybe do a repost later about that).

So, I see a reembodied Feanor as one who, absolutely, mastered his pride, I love him but he would only hurt others if he came out without that figured out.

A Feanor who has a grip on his pride, is finally uninterested in the crown because he realised that it’s more trouble than it’s worth.

A Feanor who finally dealt with his grief over his mother. His grief over his father. Finally learned how to healthily deal with his emotions.

And I can see that Feanor living with other reembodied elves, regardless of who they supported.

Now, keep in mind that I spend hours reading fic’s in such a topic, so if something below sounds familiar, you can tag the fic or smth.

I imagine Feanor coming back, having realised that his hatred of Fingolfin was because of his insecurity about his fathers love. I can imagine they mending their relationship (and maybe it will never be as strong as it should have been, or maybe it will be stronger because of what they went through along the way, and it will be hard work, but I can see them making up)

I envision Feanor coming back to Nerdanel and being the ner she married but more mature. I see the screaming match and the tears, maybe some smashed statues or plates. But I also imagine them making up, I imagine Feanor bringing Nerdanel flowers or some trinkets, then spending together their inspiration blocks.

I can see Feanor meeting his sons again. I don’t know if it’s in Mandos or maybe it’s after they all reembodied. I think they would have the hardest time forgiving him, because he is the reason the Oath almost destroyed them. He caused much of their pain but also much of their joy. They struggle to see their beloved dad within the Mad King that lead them at the end.

I once heard someone say, the good you did doesn’t erase the evil you have brought. But neither does the evil erase the good you left behind. And I think that’s what describes Feanor’s situation best. His son’s too, but that a different bag of snakes that it’s too late for. (I am falling asleep as I write this. I almost nodded off like three times already)

[snikkts]

BRIDGERTON LADIES APPRECIATION WEEK 2023 ↪ Day Four: Favourite Outfit(s) / Hairstyle(s)

[mumblesplash]

sure sculk LOOKS like cold slimy cave fungus but i think it would be more unsettling if it was soft and warm, especially near the catalysts. it wants you feel safe, it wants you to stay

[thaylepo]

hubris

I've been super into repotting all my propogating houseplants and growing seeds from grocery store fruit for shits and giggles this summer.

Pictured are my many lil jade plant babies, my red currant tree that has survived and regrown from someone (not me) putting it into a storage unit for winter while it was still green and leafing (pro tip: make sure ppl caring for your potted trees while you are off in a different town for college know not to heckin do that), and my lil baby dragonfruit cacti in their Humidity Bins because it is dry as a popcorn fart where I live.

(Another pro tip: don't forget to open the bins, as pictured properly here, when placing them outside in the morning sun for some good good UV -- this avoids literally steam-cooking your poor innocent baby cacti. That one's on me. I won't show you a pic of the resulting carnage, but suffice to say about half survived. Luckily dragonfruit seeds are super easy to germinate like this and can be bought in the literal thousands for the low low price of 7.99 per a single fruit at safeway.)

But by far the most consequential of this summer's fucking around and finding out is this:

Context: So the downstairs bathroom where I live has a dried flower arrangement in it (i live with a lady in her 60s, it is her house). Said flower arrangement includes these:

(apologies to anyone with trypophobia.)

These are lotus seed pods, for those who do nor know. Large ones. These ones are only a bit smaller than the palm of my hand, and they come from this flower:

(Unsourced pinterest photo with live human being for scale. Note the corresponding palm-sized seed pods.)

Five days ago I found one of the seeds from these pods on the bathroom floor, idly looked up some how-to instructions, and I think you have all you need to put the rest of this story together.

After only two days in water, I was forced to confront what I, primarily a succulant and cactus grower, might have gotten myself into.

Some people are born great, some acheive greatness, and others fuck around with seeds from a tropical water plant that have been known to still germinate after 200 years without thinking of what exactly they'll do if it actually grows, and find themselves unprepared for the responsibility of what will become the water-garden version of Jack's fucking beanstalk.

I'm naming it Audrey II. Updates will follow.

[simpjaes]

fuck u for having a better time than me

[tango-but-everywhere]

Happy one year to the sillies <3

Jimmy, Double life episode 1

[ID: a minecraft screenshot from the double life server, taken from the ground looking up a birch tree at spawn. Tango is on top of the tree, facing right but looking down on the viewer, Jimmy. His username is yellow and he’s just in his neutral skin. End ID]

[1o1percentmilk]

[ID: A drawing of Kou and the suits from Ajin, holding guns in various positions. Kou is at the center of the piece, aiming a handgun with a serious expression; the handgun has a red target/sight over the muzzle. Manabe is in the top left, aiming a sniper rifle; Kuroki's hand is in the top right; a portrait of Hirasawa is in the bottom left; and Suzumura is holding a handgun in the bottom right. They are divided by bold lines and text that repeats the sound effects (in Japanese) "Pan" and "Baki". The drawing has a green and red palette. End ID]

Day 4: パン・バキ・ブシュ (Pan/Baki/Pushu)

Kou and the suits! LOVE these guys

[deny-the-issue]

I'm late to start but here is my entry for the 4th of Huevember!!!

"How about Silco toasting with a beer" requested by @juniper-sunny

My requests are open for the characters of Arcane and Baldur's Gate 3!!! Silly scenes preferred <3

[downsteepy]

i am very grateful that im not someone that has to deal with daily seizures but it is evil when it takes like a week and a half's worth of business days to recover from a seizure

[carriehobbs]

saturday/sunday sleepover: is there a sleep or night-time headcanon you’d like to share about alina?

yes i do!!!

so alina is an incredibly cuddly person when she sleeps (i say as if she's not an incredibly cuddly person always - she loves physical affection and it's especially important for her in a relationship). once they start sharing a bed regularly (i kind of see this turning point in their relationship being around the beginning of b4), they settle into a routine where nate and alina will go to bed together every night. some nights they both sleep (and cuddle), but other nights nate will just have dedicated time to read while alina sleeps all tucked up against him and under his arm.

having a dedicated time to relax together and share in non-sexual physical (and oftentimes emotional, if they chat before bed) intimacy becomes such an important part of their relationship that alina is completely unwilling to give it up after she becomes a vampire and suddenly needs to sleep less. alina insists that they still have their dedicated cuddle time (as close to every night as possible, though that's not always an option), even if neither of them sleep that night. some nights they just cuddle and read their own books, or chat, or take turns reading to each other, etc. it's just about having that private and intimate time for them.

[kameyyy]

judging by the speed of that windows update I'll still be awake in an hour (or three) and then change my age listed here on tumblr earlier than expected

[thiefkingyall]

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[sloaaaa]

it kinda feels like a metal pipe to the head whenever i see posts abt the splatoon grand festival bc. it's supposed to make me crazy but it's not doing that anymore T^T my splatoon seritonin button is broken and it sUCKS. when the fixation is no longer hyper there's just a little twang in my heart n a little grief in the space that splatoon used to take up so much of :'(

[deus-ex-mona]

chapter 6 on november 30, huh~~~~~

[guacomelon]

chat I walked in the hot sun for many hours today n yesterday and did not hydrate enough am i cooked

[1morteveryday]

365/365 👣